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>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a style she no longer personally wears>Known lurker>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm
General info:>Frivolously spends her parents' or her own money on once-worn clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends; claims she makes enough from Youtube despite previously complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent; now relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her >Is an extreme narcissist; regularly claims herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise>Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs of her ramblings; opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments or posts under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to what she has seen in the threads; has been highly dependent on her mother, friends, or partner in social events and blows minor issues way out of proportion>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image; formerly referred to herself as queer rather than bi, lesbian, or pansexual; currently with her live-in partner Stephen Clarke and both have formally come out as bisexual>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo despite knowing she has a largely underage audience; will often remove or put herself from/on said medications regardless of whether she needs them or not
Last Thread Recap:>finally posts both parts of her gaudy and increasingly cluttered rainbow home>participates in the 6% DOKIDOKI runway show at Otakuthon 2019 with a piss-poor outfit of her own creation>begins fashion school>makes a hour-and-a-half long guide video about every single Precure season despite her anime videos being the least successful ones on her channel>poor bastard Steve gets a kawaii new hair color reminiscent of Jill's past kawaii-fication of her ex-boyfriend Colin>posts a deep video discussing her diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, claiming to mimic accents and emotions due to it instead of blatantly copying other YTers' personalities and content like Jenna Marbles and Emilia Fart>posts video about what she claims is the worst panic attack she's ever had in public; both her and Steve are seen to be super sheltered in their individual experiences>is featured in a Hooked on the Look video>latest video is body-positive video where she claims to no longer photoshop pictures, has let go of clothing that no longer fits and embraces her weight; posts photo of herself in lingerie to boost the body-posi message
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The content about being body positive is important. However, I can't help but feel that the way Jill went about this was leaning a bit more on selfish reasons.
Sure she gained weight, but she isn't exactly a weight that strangers on the street would constantly scowl at if she were seen eating, nor does she seem like she often gets harassed in person. The internet is one thing, and personal pressure is another, but idk… the good messages seemed to be regurgitated from what she absorbed from other youtubers and then relayed in a typical, self absorbed Jill fashion. She was very careful to only show herself off in a very flattering way, which defeats the entire point of the video she was trying to make? (Which was supposed to be: being your natural self is ok and that your physical 'faults' are human instead of things that need to be fixed and all that- instead it was all about how good SHE felt now, which is fine, but the whole tirade at the end about changing the world because she wanted to spread how happy she was didn't exactly tie together.)
I'm probably not wording this well right now, but there was just a lot of me me me and muh hardships in this, which, while EDs don't discriminate, is very hard to take seriously when she is so privileged. The vid seemed to be a narrow lens that was designed to garner her more sympathy as opposed to changing the world for the better. Yeah, someone's personal history with weight stigmas matters, but at the same time her video comes across in a very… 'I want attention' way more than being a part of an actual movement.
She still bases way too much of her current self image of who she was as a skinny alt kid/lolita getting close to a decade ago. Of course that shit is formative, but also get a grip, very very few adult people have the same body type or eating habits, disordered or not, that they did at fucking 13.
It's incredibly self serving, self absorbed, and annoyingly preachy the way she goes about "discovering stuff" that is just basic common sense and acting like she has special insight because of her special journey when she has relatively common issues but has been coddled, sheltered, and spoiled to the extreme.
You're completely missing the point that they aren't "basically the same thing". Even if they cover the same spots". Kinda like how if a child wore lingerie in a picture it's borderline/actual CP where a kid in a swimsuit isn't. Get a grip.
Not related, inb4 Jill gets in trouble with coppa related stuff and cries about how it's "just sooo hard to be a little baby yootoober right now"
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What is a strawman?
They aren't even skimpy, however she is wearing suspenders and they are red
which are both stereotypical Sexy Underwears so I'm not sure it can be exactly compared to swimwear. It seems more like an effort to prove to us on lolcow and the people in her comments that she has a Nice Body Actually so here is me posing in Sexy Underwears to prove it.
Notice how how she put super long clips from emilia fart and some guy before showing herself in lingerie, so she looks better than the messes she placed before her.
This isn't body positivity in the traditional sense, more like Pixie trying to prove a point to her haters while intentionally looking as glamorous as she can manage.
Her body actually looks really good here, she clearly does have a nice waist/shape and just never dresses for it
but oh boy the makeup is just so clowny plus whats the point of a suspender belt when its just flapping around like that?
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The entire weight gain video is pretty much directed towards us. None of her *~confetti club~* members probably give a shit about her putting on weight.
Video is literally just her rambling for 15 minutes. Boring as usual.
What I think is the most confusing is that she said this now out of all times. I feel like her weight gain was a conversation topic a few months ago, that has died down more or less besides the occasional mention. The way she filmed the video felt less like a body positive video and more of a video defending her weight gain towards her audience. Lately most of her videos have felt this way; where she films a video defending some aspect of herself to her audience or trying to gain sympathy from her audience over some aspect that is disliked about her. I wonder if it's due to the view drop lately. Two years ago she used to get about 60-70k views per video but there's been a huge drop and now I see most of her videos being around 30-50k. However, the view drop doesn't translate to her mental health videos, which always seem to do pretty well.
I think this goes pretty well with what >>74126
said. I almost feel like she's doing these less for attention. Once again, the video didn't really feel like a body positive video at all, of course I may have taken it in wrong but still. I dont know… something about it just feels genuine yet disingenuous at the same time. I think she might have had good intentions with the video but…. it almost felt like another grab for the spot light since nothing crazy is happening in her life (like Moving out, getting a boyfriend, having a relapse, or being on some sort of tv show thing ((of course minus hooked on the look but that isn't that big)) or going on a trip). I'm not sure..
This is how I feel, this whole thing was so performative. Exactly like she's using this as a way to show people she's not as fat as she looks when she wears her unflattering pastel potato sacks. Why else would she be using mirror tricks and lingerie?
And obviously lacy red lingerie with suspenders is a lot more sexual than a swim suit, what world do you all live in.
I also feel like she put the suspenders on to help distract from how blobby her midsection looks. Why else would they be on and not attached to any legwear? lmao
Kinda feel bad for the anons saying she looks good and had good fat distribution or whatever, it's easy to look curvy from the angle she shot/the mirror. I guess her following is young and autistic enough to buy it and that's good enough for her
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even her school desk has to be rainbow pastel vomit
Call me nuts but I freaking hate how she parades around calling design school "fashion school" it sounds so sophomoric and an attempt at name dropping that she's a fashun designur. I say this as a former apparel design student who graduated with honors. Can't stand pretentious untalented morons who try to glamorize a very complex discipline like apparel design. It's more than just wearing fast fashion, having a hoard of brightly colored sewing notions and read horse shit fashion magazines. It's draping, pattern making, fashion sketching, design concept, textiles and design, principles of fit, fashion history,studying silhouettes and cut, merchandising and marketing. I could go on and on about it. But as a professional tailor, I really find Jill comical and a pathetic excuse for a design student when she really is a talentless and pretentious hack.(nobody cares)
Lol agreed, sage your blog, fashion anon, no one cares that you graduated ~with honors~
I had hoped to never again see peeps tea/coffee and yet here we are
Kek at how cluttered her desk is vs. the practical and decently organized desk across from her’s. >>74301
I was a fashion major who graduated top of my class as well. You sound like an asshole.
okay, maybe I misheard but I thought she had only been working on the skirt for 7 weeks which is a little over a month. I have no knowledge for how long it takes to sew these types of things so 7 weeks sounds like a random number. Is that like generally slow to make clothing pieces?
Also agree with how cluttered her desk is. It's hard to work in an environment like that, if it is taking her a while to work that has to be part of it, because you can't get work done in an environment like that
Real fashion programs would have you make that in about a week (if you're in that class every day), around a month if you're there once a week. That's including drafting the pattern for it.
I don't know if her school is just trash or she's just too busy decorating her desk to do actual work.
(lmao the desk part has me rolling because its too accurate)
ayrt: oh shit i had no clue. i also didn't think about the fact that she goes to the same class every day for what? i think she said six hours. that makes a lot of sense. also if skirts are like an incredibly easy garmet to sew like…. didn't she literally mess up on part of it too? like lmafo,
i guess when you put it into perspective how in the world is she going to have a fashion boutique if it takes her that long. i dont know if it's just me but she always talks about her dream of becoming a fashion designer but besides going to school i feel like she's making no other strides towards opening a shop and having a business.
(also why is she sewing the pockets down so far? not only are they tiny so they couldn't actually hold anything but also, they're literally on the end of the skirt that will flutter, not on the part close to the hip where they would normally be, i dont understand her choice in that)
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her new twitter bio
when will jill learn that bpd is not a personality trait.
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do I have to say it again, Parsons?
Seriously too many obnoxious anons trying to humble brag about their bullshit fashion designer credentials when no one gives a damn about that shit here.
Doubt anyone with any actual education from Parsons would waste their time on this dumpster fire of a site. Trashing Jill is the only reason we are here. Jill's sewing skills are shit. 7 weeks to make an elementary skirt? Kek Her school is a joke.
It honestly wouldn’t surprise me if both Steve and Jill were both feeding Stickers, which shows their lack of communication. It also doesn’t help that he probably whines for food and after being fed and the other feeds him again because they just want the cat to shut up. This wouldn’t be surprising considering Jill would lock Neena out of her room when she cried because she was lonely (which was the whole reason she got stickers)
Neena probably knows she doesn’t need that much food since she was raised with Jill’s mom who probably was the main feeder of the cats and knew to only feed them once or twice
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looking at this time line, she isnt working every day on this. It seems to be the final project of the class that you do step by step as you go. She put in 36 hours in this though, so its still bad.
Since the dates are not evenly spaced out she likely has due dates of certain steps to keep them going while doing other projects and classes.
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Since the school project she got 95 is also the skirt, it shows that it is a project that has multiple grades on it.
waist is 86 cm/32.9 inches
hipline is 150 cm/ 58.1 inches
length is 40 cm/15.7 inches
I dont want to continue the pointless comments about her weight however it is important to see what has to be her honest waist measurement.
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this was her original design for that tat
I dig her hair like this tbh, the sideswept bangs are nice in her
I def thought the regrowth was a headband oops, but that would be cute
That tattoo is uhhh huge, wow
This is the weirdest choice of a tattoo. Anybody THAT obsessed with a location needs to find another hobby honestly. This is usually the type of stuff jock dudes in the US get as a fist tattoo idea. >>75047
Her hair looks like it's a lot shorter in this screencap and with the bangs it fits her very well
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I'm actually pretty surprised how soon she got this tattoo, her first video about it was in October, saying she likes to wait a year before deciding and that she has "no idea when she'll get this one."
I think the text would have looked cool, but it's already a lot at the same time.
Because orange isn't kaweewee I guess
I agree and noticed that too though, especially with her "rainbow" wall
IMO, the tattoo is kinda cute, it would have been better as a thigh piece but it does fit her aesthetic well. >>75086
Lol, thanks for the good laugh anon.>>75090
She's probably stuck on her pastel phase thinking, almost every one who's in to pastel dislikes orange since it becomes a skin tone when you desaturate it.
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Between Shayna and Jill, I can't figure out why cows think covering half your eyelid in black eyeliner is a good look.>>75081>>anons own dislike of tattoos is "facts" apparently
Tattoos are fine, anon, people are allowed to decorate their body how they want jfc you sound autistic
It's only trashy when they are done poorly like Jill's sloppy ass "sleeve"
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Her eyeliner is so uneven at the beginning. And it was thicker than usual. I couldn't imagine leaving the house with uneven wings.
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This baffles me, why would Jill go to a Youtube Class? She’s been doing this long enough, the only reason people are less interested in her content is because she barely posts since she’s lazy and has a “boo hoo I struggle making videos because I’m a special snowflake~ please give only ass pats in the comments
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Some things never change
Just wait until we get another video that’s like “CAT EMERGENCY STORY TIME” where Stickers almost dies because Jill cares more about her kaweewee decorations than her poor cats. It’s so evident that Jill only sees her pets as accessories as she would of sent Serena back home when she realised the poor cat was lonely without her brothers. But instead Jill decided to get ANOTHER FUCKING CAT because she was selfish and put HER wants and needs over her cat
Sage for angry sperg
Considering that she goes through aesthetic phases every couple of years, I'm not sure how well these are going to age on her.>>75047
Wtf is that thing below the castle? Is that a spaceship?
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The UFO is one of the rides/attractions at the old theme park her tattoo is for, pic related
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This is, without a doubt, her worst tattoo yet. And they're all dumb as fuck.
Why the hell would she put this on such a prominent place on her body? This would suit a toddler's souvenir t-shirt. Just… why, Jiilian? Why?
what is going on with that super thick line on the right tower in the back? the lack of full saturation on some of the parts and the scratchy black makes me sad. the flowers are tragic and it looks like there's an oops line next to the pink petal at the bottom. are ppl so excited about getting a new tattoo that they don't look at it or what.>>75250
not just you and the fact you can pick up on that not being a tattoo person says a lot about how bad this is. those fucking castle windows look like black ghosts ffs.
Is it supposed to look like a kid's drawing with all the uneven wobbly lines and the poor shading and the juvenile subject matter?
Very atrocious. I've also never heard her mention this place.
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Jill is always topping her own worst choices with even worse ones.
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This is one of her pieces from her instagram. You can instantly see the quality difference because she is comfortable with that style. Instead of whatever 'style' jills tattoos have.
You dont go to a textile designer for an oil painting. Why go to a tattoo artist who tattoos in a different style than what you want.
Jill is such a perfect example of think before you act, just because you know a local tattoo artist doesn't mean you should get any and all tattoos from that person considering that people specialize in different genres. Its literally why they have a portfolio you can look through to see their strong suits but shes in her twenties just slapping down anime fanart and her own janky doodles. Which probably stems from always having had money so she never has to think about it all that hard before throwing a couple of thousands out the window, she just has a staggering amount of buyers remorse that is conveniently attached to her skin cause she cant let them collect dust in her closet like the rest of the shit she buys and never mentions again.
Never learn jillybean
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Regarding Jill mentioning Rainbow Valley before: It used to be the name of her 'band' (which obviously lasted for a very long time kek) about 3~4 years ago back when she was still way more into the manic pixie dream girl stuff, I think she mentioned it in a couple YT vids before but I can't remember which ones.
She seems to choose the placement of her tattoos based on where they will be most visible to other people. She got her thigh done and has been wearing the shortest of skirts to always show it, same with the cat tattoo and wearing short sleeves.
It would make a lot more sense to pick spots where the shape fits well, but she's obviously getting tattoos for the sake of everyone else seeing them. A choice that will bite her in the BPD ass someday
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lmao nice photoshopped pattern on your pants, now stop self-posting.
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at least its all the same shade of pink this time…?>>75432
chefs hat made me snort
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Yeah looks like this wig
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this is how jill defines herself
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her jowls are looking worse
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Kek. Why does she insist on putting clow cards out every time she does something “pagan”? For one, they’re not divination cards and even in the show they’re Chinese in origin and not pagan. Oh but I forgot, she’s a #1 witch stan.
I could be wrong but I think when they started releasing physical versions of the Clow/Sakura cards as merch, there was a booklet that came with a set you could use for fortune telling. She's probably basing her use of the CCs on that, but I doubt she has the booklet and would be able to understand it.>>75567
Proofreading must not be her strong suit, cuz that's not how you spell "atheist".
nta, but they're for chinese
It's a gimmick for the anime, let's be real honest. The CCs were a mix of West and East magic in the series and fit right in with Japan's obsession with fortune telling, so they'd work in the realm of IRL fortune telling if one were weeb enough to actually go to that length to use them like Jill does.
The booklet did apparently get a fan translation online, so it's possible Jill's found it and uses it for reference.
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Pic of Jill from a confetticlub member’s instagram. Cropped the others out since it didn’t seem relevant for this thread
be more sustainable than cotton, however Jill isnt purchasing products made with recycled polyester, she doesnt even fucking care. Which seems to be the point the anon is making, Jill talks out her ass about her world views and anything that makes her seem smoft and conscious when she has always been doing the complete opposite, her plastic mansion makes her “muh neopaganism” even more laughable.
Recycling plastic into polyester also ends the recycling process, creates microplastic that gets into the air and water forever, and ultimately makes fabric that's going to sit in landfills for thousands of years, which I dunno, think is ultimately more harmful than cotton that takes a lot of water to grow and process, but is otherwise a better textile in every way. Yeah, I'm concern trolling. Enjoy your greenwashed H&M plastic bottle clothing anon, you're really fighting the good fight.
But thank you for seeing my real point that she pretends to practice some rinky dink religion cofounded by a white woman named Starfire in order to have the most obscure, most aesthetic, most "woke" religion possible that shoehorns in social issues and the environment. Even though she regularly says and does completely hypocritical shit holed up in her plastic rainbow hoarder nightmare house and lives comfortably from taking money from her mentally ill fans for producing barely any content.
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Mfw Jill fucking screams into the microphone
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Steve, you really don’t have to stay if you don’t want to.
God I usually don't mind Jill's videos much and I never comment on these threads, only lurk, but this video is absolutely insufferable. The audio keeps peaking from how loud she's screaming and her cackle laugh sounds so fake and painful to listen to. I can't do it with this one.
I find the more she channels Jenna Marbles (and it's usually in videos with Steve, trying to mimic that Jenna/Julian dynamic) the more insufferable she gets. She reacts the same way as her but instead of doing it in a normal tone she screams at the top of her lungs. Ffs she even scared the cat
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That jacket is so tacky.
Why does she do the rainbow eyebrows and then put her bangs up instead of just…keeping her rainbow bangs down?
Also would it kill her to do her hair in a style that isn't just a bun? It's one thing if you're pounding around or sewing but it seems to be her go to hairstyle now.
julien acts more like a child and jenna acts like a mom because thats their weird dynamic.
but steve and jill look like they're competing for the camera's attention even if steve looks like he wants to die kind of like idubbbz. its this weird unwillingness to be there while trying to directly vie for attention with his actions and sad attempts at humor that ian also uses.
Dude, I'm freaking tf out.
She's keeping those candles SO close to the shitty flammable fabric, nobody in their right mind would have an altar, or even Christmas candles, that close to an open flickering flame. I won't even go into how there's no sense of knowledge about paganism but ffs Jill at least make it look like you use this shit for more than a 30 second clip in a video.
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Do I even need to point out the irony here? Jill you live in a plastic hoard with impulse brought clothes that you can’t fit into because you live on a diet of fast heavily processed food which is heavily packaged (not saying vegan is the only way to be sustainable, you can still eat meat and whatever). Not only that but you seem to drop the ~eco friendly sustainability~ gig whenever it just gets too hard for you. I understand not everyone can do it over night but she seems to drop it and pick it up whenever she wants to be trendy~ or show off
do you not know that stuff in thrift stores is originally from other stores >>76243
she did address that and said she would buy them secondhand but is working on it.>>76244
t b h this is the only thing I find milky about her these days. I can accept that she is trying to do better and probably genuinely cares about ethical consumption as that is a bit of a hot topic, but I don’t understand the need to force the bpd meme into literally everything. It makes no sense in this context….what does bpd even have to do with this? Is there a correlation? when she said that I was expecting a half assed justification of her thought process in the least but she just kept going.
Yeah I don't get why she has to namedrop bpd specifically when it really isn't relevant. If she said she was thinking about her consumption or morals while in treatment/therapy or something it'd make sense rather than 'my bpd lol' with no context.
Honestly I can't really knock her for buying secondhand anime merch or fast fashion clothes that are already out there. The whole issue with fast fashion is the constant buying and discarding of perfectly good things, so naturally a lot of the old stuff ends up in thrift stores. If nobody buys them they end up in landfill.
Jill said she wants to shop more ethically rather than directly buy sweatshop goods, not that she wants give up everything she likes and become another beige zero waste clone.
If anything, her talking about waiting for certain collabs and things to come up secondhand rather than buying them new means she's learning to be more mindful of the things she wants and forgo the instant gratification, which is huge for someone like her who used to shop on impulse and always had to be the first person to get every new thing, only for it to get lost in the hoard and never seen again. I hate to wk but this is a positive change for her no matter how you slice it.
Or she could just like…not buy shit she doesn't need. Plenty of her peers don't have endless disposal income and have to be mindful of spending because that's just a basic adult human thing.
But keep on patting her ass for doing the bare minimum sometimes while building her entire online personality since she was a young teen on constant consumerism. Randos on the internet going easy on poor jiwwian and giving her a chance to learn and grow have gotten us to this place where she bpd flails and acts hysterical and persecuted because she can't keep up with her lies and bullshit about caring about the environment. Or educating herself on literally anything that isn't children's anime and her youtube feed.
She's like someone who lived on McDonald's becoming vegan overnight and being preachy about it while listing all of her favorite chickenless tendies. You can tell she still loves all of the plastic shit, and pretends that the secondhand anime or jfashion market doesn't indirectly support the original run of the merch she justifies as ok because it's secondhand.
Buying the lastest lazy oaf item a month after it comes out indirectly from someone else is just creating another step in the shipping chain, more packaging and a larger carbon footprint, while lazy oaf still gets the sale and continues to churn out more shit. What is critical thinking?
>>76294> Plenty of her peers don't have endless disposal income and have to be mindful of spending because that's just a basic adult human thing.
Who cares? You could say this for anyone. She does have disposable income so she can do whatever she wants with it. Should we really go down the “other people don’t buy things they don’t need because they can’t so you shouldn’t either” road?>>76296
Larger carbon footprint how? Regardless of if Jillian buys the lazy oaf or not they will be manufactured and end up in landfills. The pieces already exist. They aren’t going anywhere. But if it is bought one (1) time from LO and sold to Jane, who sells it to Jill when she’s bored of it, it has a smaller footprint. It has a longer life because it stays in circulation between at least two people, more if Jill sells it when she’s bored of it.
Thrifting and secondhand has always been one of the more sustainable methods of consumption, especially when it comes to fast fashion and children’s toys which would ordinarily be donated and disposed of. Just because Jillian is doing it doesn’t mean it’s bad.
What the anon means about a "larger carbon footprint" is the shipping of the item if she buys it from depop. ie., the fossil fuels used to drive to a post office to send the package and to deliver/ship it, the paper and cardboard used to package the shipment itself, ect.
Versus, not buying at all lol or simply going to a thrift store, where it's fairly unlikely to find high end brands anyway. (Though consignment stores do exist…)
Not anon but I understood the point being made
I wish she would address that she has a privileged position in this stuff, those leggings she name dropped over the fast fashion leggings are $68, a huge amount of people can’t afford to drop that on anything let alone one pair of leggings, it’s all good for her to slam a tank top that costs $6 but people are poor Jill they might only have that much and all of the shops she gave a promo are expensive for lower income people. It’s also problematic
the view of oh well those people can go to the thrift, so many of these bitches are raiding thrifts for anything good and buying a ton, some of them for their Depop shops. I remember she did that “thrift flip” which was basically taking a plus size item of clothing and making it smaller, this is a trend and honestly it’s also an issue, plus size people have less on offer in the thrift to start with.
It's all lip service. You can't be like "omg I'm so done with fast fashion because like ethics!!!" And in the same video say you're having a more difficult time with anime merch. Does she think her precious anime toys and goods are handcrafted by well paid artisan plastic sculptors and carried across the ocean by carrier pigeons?
And then defending that by saying no one is perfect and having to give up everything at once would be too uwu hard. Please forgive her for the one tshirt she bought at the mall this year, it made her feel gross!
She hasn't touched on her need to hoard all of this shit in the first place. It's really fucking disingenuous to build a channel on hauls and all of the crap your fans and mommy give you money to buy, and then handwave all of that away in one video, say you wanted to keep it a secret to avoid scrutiny, and then don't say anything of substance besides "fast fashion is bad, mmmkay? Make sure you buy the plastic consumerist goods you crave secondhand, it will totally make a difference."
She's full of shit and tired of being called out as you can see in >>76303
This is classic pixie, deny and spin everything to make herself look better while not fundamentally changing at all. It's a lot easier to stop buying fast fashion when you can afford more sustainable options for shit like leggings and underwear and you already have more ill fitting, tacky garbage clothing than you can wear in a lifetime.
Speaking on that really doesn't do much. Like she throws in a disclaimer about how it can be harder for different people based on budget and location, but then goes on to demonize fast fashion, act like it's the worst thing ever, and goes as far as to split her closet in two.
If she got most or all of that stuff secondhand, unless it was produced very recently by a brand with a lot of transparency, she has no idea where it's from or how it was made, yet she literally states that that is the case.
If she's relying on people in her yt comments to inform her and spitting out some half baked ideas about being a better consumer that she can't even follow through with herself, yikes. She encouraged so many people to buy shit like her and calling it "self care" or whatever. Now that she took one community college class and chilled the fuck out on buying everything she sees online, she thinks she's credible enough to give out shitty, nonsense advice about buying new releases secondhand after a month or so? How does that work, Jillian?
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New insta pic. This is such an awful photo of her.
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I highkey hope this is a joke Because This picture is awful for a business profile
1. The pursed lips and lowered chin makes it look like she is being nonverbally condescending. As if her rich dad just told one of his employees that they can't talk to his little girl that way.
2. The crossed arms are a big NOPE as well. She seems standoffish and almost defensive from doing it. Honestly she probably thought it was a power move. But it's the complete opposite
3. This whole photo gives me "rich 4th grade bully" vibes
Maybe pixielocks watched this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Daww_1hEI3U
and she got the idea of being substainable there. She also made a second part this year, she looks like a Jill fan. But she seems nice.
Jill also emailed lazy oaf around that time in 2018.
Honestly…? I kind of see what you mean. It's in the eyes and nose and the way she's doing her lips.
Her head looks really fucking wide, I think it's because her eyebrows are too short and arched way too much for her head shape.
Kinda sorta see it but I think it's just the kawayy chola styling and pose
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still definitely blatantly supporting gabbie hanna
nah the content of the tweet is fine (i personally
don’t buy it but w/e)
the main issue among many that people have with gabbie hanna is that she called her best friend getting raped “rape drama” and continued to support/hang out with her rapist etc, said some really vile disgusting things to her friend about it. she also tried to manipulate her teenage fans in dms over this situation and sent personal info about other people to them i think? not sure
anyway the fact that jill is still publicly supporting her is gross, but especially considering she paints herself as an abuse victim
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I can't believe she's using that awful picture of herself for her website
They're probably not that good or not anything beyond what you could find googling specific sewing terms. She added the disclaimer if you don't get how she takes notes or explains things, you can just google it kek.>>77027
Her "sustainable" products being available on her website seems like a crazy pipe dream with her work ethic. Like almost a year after doing a thrift flip hand painted t shirt challenge, frannerd/Fran Meneses(sp?) is just now opening an online shop with handprinted designs on thrifted tshirts that are about $50 a pop.
She has patreon exclusive content, makes weekly videos, and has had her own online shop and freelance illustration business for years, so it's a difficult undertaking even for someone really productive with a good head on her shoulders.
It's also so wild to me that after all of her fast fashion crocodile tears, she's jumping right into enamel pins like those also aren't mass produced in factories in China with no oversight and heavy metals and toxic
chemicals involved. She would be better off not yelling about how sustainable and uwu earth friendly she's going to be from now on if she can't handle being called out on hypocrisy like at all.
Why is she claiming she had no resources to learn how to sew before community college? All she did at home was watch youtube. She spent all her money on rainby plastics. I'm sure everything she is learning is already on the internet or in a free ebook file somewhere. You're just lazy, don't pretend it was anything else.
The way she keeps saying her and Steve are doing this together makes me think he has to hold her hand for her to get anything done. Now she's going to buy bulk of her own merch and maybe slap a few bows on a fraction of them? She badly wants to be trendy by being eco friendly but she can't even go into a thrift store unless it's to ~upcycle~ a plus size shirt to fit her. Her whole brand is owning rainbow clothes her fans can't afford, good luck with transferring that to a humble, earth loving, handmade shop when she can barley package pins.
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Retardation is not a virtue Jill.
>>77027>‘I want to make sewing tutorials that are accessible’
Except your notes are literally the complete opposite of visually (at least) accessible. Tiny multicoloured font, in long unbroken paragraphs, on a white background in a sans serif font? People are going to struggle to read that. Her commitment to rainbyness is becoming detrimental, cannot wait to see how terrible her ‘brand new super special branding!’ is.
Aware this is a nitpick but I am a dyslexicfag as well as a designfag
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Her website is down. Did anyone archive it?
>>77070>Isn't that illegal?
Lmao what. No.
>Most colleges will kick you for sharing notes.
No they won't.
She said she's not launching it publicly til January 4th, anon
It's not up yet
I honestly found this video disturbing.
She's been on a complete downward spiral ever since she moved out of her parents' house, but it's gotten so bad lately that I wonder if whatever she's taking for BPD is just fucking her up more. (I personally don't buy into the idea that she actually has BPD, which, if true, means she obviously shouldn't be taking anything for it.)
I mean, yeah, she's still a greaseball, but wtf is with that insane eyeliner, and sitting there with just her bra on??? And her growling into the camera about wanting better grades (as shown in the screencap)??? Her appearance and demeanor was just unsettling.
Creepy as fuck.
I think it's illegal to post professors' teaching materials like slideshows, tests/quizzes from previous sections, etc. My uni threatened expulsion if you were caught posting things like that. Basically they don't want course-specific content to be public.
Afaik it's fine for Jill to post basic how-tos like how to make basic blocks, dart manipulation, etc. But like >>77075
said, Jill's school seems to give no fucks about her actual education as long as she keeps attending and advertising them.
Two bras, she says she is wearing a sports bra but visibly had a push up bra on underneath, that’s why she looks more chesty than usual. She seems to be trying to be more sexy
The styling of that couch is actually nice whilst having the cute hints, some neutrals in her place would really elevate it
Also Jill wash your hands, under your nails are filthy
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okay also can we talk about this tweet and how she goes anime but deadass it's half american cartoons?
Who was the anon who called it? She’s definitely going for that uber confident thicc sexii clown aesthetic. Except Jill is built like a teletubby and dresses like an actual blind toddler on acid>>77098
Lol at her picking cure marine. She’s fictional but at least she’s 1000x more fashionable and can actually sew better than our fashun deziner qween
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lmao that awkward posing to show all her kawiwi tattoos
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at this point if she got something of this caliber, itd look so out of place among her shit tattoos
I mean, it is. But it's a super accurate depiction of toxic
BPD people and the harm. Like Misaki from Welcome to the NHK (Which I'm also surprised she hasn't latched onto, being canonly diagnosed with bpd, but i guess it's not pink enough.
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She really is basing her whole personality on being ~mentally ill~
This list is actually hilarious, it’s very short but contains to name a few Norma Bates, a woman who drives her son mad, hates other women and is hinted at having an incestuous relationship with her son, Dennis Reynolds from its always sunny, a comedic caricature of a psychopath, carrie’s mom from Carrie, an evil abusive
religious zealot, Annie from misery, you know the woman who imprisons a man, breaks his legs, bunny boiler. For someone who claims BPD people aren’t abusive
or bad maybe choose a different list Jill
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She posted pic related a couple months ago on Twitter too, does she just spend all her free time looking at 'funny' BPD memes and looking for cartoon characters with BPD so she can feel just as ~quirky & lovable~ as them? kek
honestly everyone with bpd seems to do this, its a way to make it all about how they are such an ~uwu victim
~ when 90% of 'bpd memes' is stuff literally everyone experiences
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Did you know she has bpd? She hardly mentions it.
However, genetics may have not exactly been on our side in the mental health department- I guess we’re just so gifted with stunning looks that god had to hinder us in some capacity (that's my brother and I on the right. Absolute icons of 2005.)
Looking back, there were definitely clues in my earlier years, but it was around age 12 that I started to really struggle with my mental health. My mother discovered a journal of mine that had what was basically a suicide note written in it and that was what kicked off my long journey with mental illness and psych visits. At age 12-13 I experienced an abusive
relationship that I would discover in my twenties (hi) did actually leave me with lasting clinical trauma, but we’ll get to that fun mess later down the timeline!! :)
I also came out to my mom as bi/lesbian questioning (who knows anything ever !!!) at 13. She was sweet, and accepting, and treated all my romantic partners over the years the same.
I won’t sugar coat it, middle school was pretty much hell. Honestly hell sounds
pretty warm and cozy compared to the musty ass bathroom floor tiles in the 7th
grade girl’s room that I would hide in to avoid social interaction- particularly with
food. I fought a pretty gnarly battle with anorexia and bulimia and honestly still have a lot of issues surrounding food- but
in middle school I was starving myself
and purging so much I was underweight
and really not okay. I could NOT eat food
in the cafeteria, I could barely stand to be
in the cafeteria or anywhere around food in public. My mom helped me to stay fed and nourished by picking me up almost every day at lunch and bringing me home to eat- I love you mom.
In my final year of middle school (which is Grade 9 in my school system), I had my first suicide scare. I was driven to the hospital, admitted to the psych ward, and had the privilege of receiving a full psych evaluation. After a few hours of bizarre tests and questions, I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, and told I had several traits of Borderline Personality Disorder, but not enough to diagnose (plus I was only 15).
This was also the point in my life I was finally put on medication! HALLELUJAH <3 They put me combo of seroquil and celexa, which have worked CRAZY AMAZING I am even still on today! (Just higher doses lol).
She was older than 12/13 during that 'abusive
' relationship, it was all on her old deviantart
also >My fashion sense at this point was definitely shifting from purely I-want-to-bone-Gerard-Way
What the fuck, that comes across so gross
>total slanderous lies
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Its crap on pc too, the text overlaps itself and the photos
Yeah, no wonder, this is a shitty wix website. Did she pay for this shit? So unprofessional. She certainly could find enough money to pay a profesionnal to build her a (good) website, but no, she had to do it by herself… Looks like a teen's tumblr, that's awful.>>77399
This "about" section is so unnecessary and cringy…
Aren’t her brother and dad both professional computer techs >>77413
She also skirts around the fact she was a child with a child’s body, so the height to weight is different because you change throughout puberty like for example you would have boobs and more ass and hip after if you were afab which obviously weighs something and if you were amab you would become broader and gain muscle mass
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pretty sure its just your computer anon
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It seems broken in all different ways.
Is it normal for wix site? It's supposed to be easy for nontech people to set up and how hard can be to display bunch of paragraphs with floating images?
website is not responsive, literally made only for desktop. looks like she tried to heavily customize a pre-made layout on Wix which is a terrible, awful idea. unsure if it's Wix but the HTML is done in an old-school Myspace fashion
also the sticky social sidebar on the homepage links to the Wix socials. unfortunate. don't know if that's removable.
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Saging for autism but the fact that the world ‘privilege’ is smaller than the rest of the text is sending me into a fit. I’ve opened the site a couple of times on mobile and it’s broken in a different way each time. I couldn’t actually click on any of the tutorials or the images weren’t loading.
It’s odd because the only music she talks about liking back then is stuff like muse and mcr, but she was “punk” but wore metal shirts? Not to gatekeep but, I mean wasn’t she only “punk” to impress her then boyfriend and she has claimed since that he was abusive
and controlled her to make her dress that way and whatnot but now she is back to acting like it was her interest, it’s so hard to keep up with what version of the story she is now claiming is truth like as someone else pointed out her deviantart has proof on it that she is now lying about when her abusive
lesbian relationship uwu was
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I'm 1000% sure that she only wore it for the sake of aesthetic and not because she actually listen to slayer. Can you imagine jill sitting at home while having "angel of death" on full blast lol. Just like now, she only does everything for the visual aspect and not because she connects with the objects she surrounds herself, no matter if she was the one to choose to wear this t-shirt or her bf or idk who. She is the personification of those starter packs for each phase she had lmao
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Kek found the reason she probably can't sell or paywall her sewing resources, besides them being completely bare bones. She sourced all of her images from other websites. Instead of making a simple BRANDED UWU graphics in photoshop or illustrator, she literally just saved random diagrams from across the internet.
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Jill: >Graphic design is my passion!
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But Anon, she's such an accomplished seamstress!
> (…) I leafed through patterns and internet articles, DeviantART tutorials, and 360p Youtube videos to try to pull together a project.> Here you will find my various notes from weekly sewing and pattern classes in addition to my own personal research (and sometimes opinions… oops!)> my own personal research
If I'm correct she has not ever worn green satin mess out? Yet it's two spots in her portfolio.>>77451
To me it seems like she has no clue how to format text for a web page. Which is hilarious, because it would probably display perfectly ok, had she not tried to do it her way.
Even worse is that she doesnt have anything current, the swatch photo must be her school project >>74561
but beyond that she hasnt actually made anything in a year. Not to mention it isnt focused on anything, you cannot tell what she is trying to sell when its a really just the last 9 pics of stuff she kinda had a hand in not a sense of her strongest work.
Every single part of it just screams 'baby's first website', it looks like some grandma who pursues sewing as a hobby wanted to finally start using the internet too lmao.
It's embarrassing that this is supposed to be her professional site, especially since she always goes on about being such a super special artistic designer.
Also am I crazy or hasn't it been like 2 years or something since she first started talking about having her own website??
I remember seeing an earlier version of this which looked almost exactly the same quite a while ago, glad to see she's been working hard on it lol.
Right? It's more like the only work she has ever done and not a sentence of what she tries to show here. It's mix of everything and super confusing for someone who doesn't follow her.
Which makes me wonder, why there are no pins, didn't she mention designing them?>>77668
Grandma kei is no longer just a fashion!
I think you're right, she put something similar, but took it down quick. It was just a home page and link to her shop, but it doesn't seem like she put much work into that page since. My theory is, the only reason Jill wanted a website is to convice her fans that she's successful and professional, that's why there's more info about her mental illnesses than what kind of work she actually does.
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Still plugging Gabbie. Someone even pointed out how problematic she is in the replies, but ofc Jill doesn’t care
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i feel like Jill's whole twitter is a bit of a mess with the whole Gabbie hannah and i mean…….. "Ojamajo BPD"
also she recently retweeted this tweet and to be honest I just…..
I mean although I don't inherently disagree with the message the tweet brings across, just seeing her tweet this seems so bad because it's only promoting these unhealthy coping mechanisms. She's constantly jumped from self harm, to disordered eating, to drinking (back in the older days), to overspending and now covering her body with fugly anime tattoos. It would be one thing if she did this and was just a regular fashion blogger but the content she posts lately and the things she talks about lately make her feel like she's trying to brand herself less as a fashion designer and more as a healthy lifestyle influencer (which she is clearly not living in a healthy lifestyle). To retweet something like this, especially now when her youngest fans will be extremely active to get updates on her pins and see if she liked their posts about them ordering said pins, honestly just rubs me the wrong way. Especially right now as youtube promotes "children seeming content" of which Jill fits perfectly into, this pedestal she puts herself on as she creates hypocrisy by preaching fast fashion surrounded by a plastic hoard of toys and trying to eat correctly while constantly indulging in her peeps tea honestly just makes me tired.
and after her website launch, it only sheds a larger light on the fact that she really is still just a kid, always asking "stevie" for guidance as she tries to be a "uwu fashun blogger". I wish she would look at the responsibility that comes with being an influencer with young followers who are just as impressionable and sensitive as Jil is herself, and maybe use more than one braincell to think before she posts
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hey its ayrt and i've never seen mama mia so i had an r/woosh on the fact that this was a meme. apologies for the autism & going deep as fuck lmao
however: I do think my point still stands. I feel as though she has been a bit preachy. Her last few "chat" videos seem to be almost like she is trying to put herself on a morally high ground. She does a lot of fancy talk on how she is a "Fashion Designer" at her "Fashion School" with her new "Business" website and I mean good on her for trying but…..
She putting a toddler's bedroom decoration on as a part of her outfit. (Which, once again, can be going against her whole fast fashion 'boycott' as it's a mass produced children's toy.)
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I’m going to be interested to see how she explains her reason for dressing like a fugly clown over dressing in a flattering style
This is peak narcissism. Like her excessively long, TMI website bio, no one wants this. It doesn't make her seem professional or like a "real youtuber" or someone who is serious about fashion. It amazes me how she gets through life being both so self absorbed but sooo lacking in self awareness.
Also what evolution? She had an alt band tee phase, an ott lolita phase, and then has been an increasingly larger and larger uncoordinated rainbow mess ever since. Such growth.
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her bangs are so weird she looks like she has a bowl cut
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we already knew she was one of those people who showed off her cuts, but here's another example. She said her mum took this photo..
Soooo, why didn't she show anything from her larme-now??? I watched this through 2x speed and waited several minutes while she gabbed waiting for a pic to show????
Also, her bashing her lolita phase is so dumb. That is where she started and was her bread and butter to beginning her YouTube career. She probably down-played it because she couldn't milk "woe-is-me" from it like she could her ms years. Pretty dumb. Own up to your fashion choices if you're going to make a whole ass video.
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Jill thinks she looks the same as she did at 16, did the same pose too.
Like similar yes but it feels maybe 10-15 years different not 5.
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What's the context for the Kyary Pamyu Pamyu comment? Did she do something ~problematic
At 28:55 she says she was into otome and ppl compared it to larme, but she is saying it is otome. >>78338
People are canceling her now because of old comments she made about one of the kids who was her backup dancer. She made jokes about being his bf and wanting to be his wife, and the kid was like 14 ish. But also she was dating men around that time so it seems like jokes that were fine at the time that aged badly now that it was "found" again.
i find in genuinely hard to look at her face in her old shoops - it’s something about how big her smile is compared to her head i think. really creeps me out.
also - did she only put her ‘punk’ phase pictures in the thumbnail so it looked like she’d done a complete 180 in style recently? I guess she’s talked about that less but she spent a lot of time talking about roughly 3 years of her fashion and completely skipped over anything post lolita
Jillian: I think its a BPD thing!!
Calm down Jill not everything is because of BPD, its normal to have interests. 80% of preteens in the world have put posters on their wall. You're not special for decorating.
she's hollow and empty and tries to compensate with a loud and "grandiose" aesthetic.
basically this video was her showing how she has no identity besides the things she wears.
jill is a more spoiled and curated version of abby from /snow/.
I agree anon. I know it's typical for kids to change their style as they grow up, but went from one extreme to the next which is somewhat bizarre. She becomes manically obsessive over whatever trend she's latched on to. I can't say if it's a side effect of the BPD but she has this desperation to her where she just has to label herself and fit into some box to have validation. She can't just enjoy alt fashion like a normal person, it's indicative of something psychologically problematic
for her. I fell bad for Jill, she definitely registers as mentally ill in my observation of her.
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Part 1 of 5.
These aren't in perfect chronological order, I'm sorry. The app I used jumbled them for whatever reason. They are a close approximation though.
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Also,apologies for the garbage quality of some of these, I screen grabbed and cropped on my phone so.
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The first picture in this one, she called herself out for the (terrible) photoshop, but was also terribly sure to impress upon us just how very very sick and sad she was.
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Alright,thats done. Jesus it took me too long. Kudos to whoever else managed to sit through that video, it was mind numbing.
Next thread pic. She's never looked more autistic. >>78388
She's always cut her bangs in that bowl shape, eh? Why doesn't she just get them trimmed by a professional? Most stylists offer to do it for free if you're a regular.
The last picture in the first row here is honestly a good look. It suits her better than both the pastel/hyperfeminine stuff and the full-on tomboy punk look.
Her Lolita era in >>78389
looked nice, too.
That and heavy makeup.>>78335
She literally looks like someone with a growth disorder in this photo.
I've always thought she should do rockabilly (but, like, do it well, none of this party kei rainby bullshit). Her current gaudy tattoos still sort of work, and rockabilly tends to be relatively flattering on all types. She could still be brazen with her hair, but keep it one colour.
Wishful thinking, though.
God she's fucking unbearable in this video.
Yeah no neurotypical person has ever hung up various posters of a band they enjoy or decorate their place with an aesthetic they like, only super special BPD people do that lmao.
Also ok we get it you were so sick and sad when you were younger, totes not like she's overcompensating by constantly mentioning it cuz she actually didn't look that spoopy at all.
I've never met another person her age who's that stuck in their teenage years still, it's very weird.
Omg I know anon! How pathetic for a 21 year old fully grown woman to be so fixated on her adolescent years which are far gone. Jill makes it sound as if her teen years were so abusive
and traumatic for her which is total bullshit. She's been nothing but an over privileged self goofy ass bitch her whole pathetic life. Truly embarrassing. I can't believe people watch her retarded videos, she's so delusional. Get the fuck over it Jill you're nothing unique, special or talented. Just a lame, obese land whale with a false sense of self.
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Is it just me or does it look like these plugs are fake? You can see the end of her ear inside the holes….
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just a wrong angle
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Maggie was at Jill's house
Do we care? They've been friends for a while, so this isn't surprising?
(unless I forgot about a falling out or something)
I feel like it used to be smaller, and now she makes the wings really big so her eyes are more in proportion to her face as she continues to gain weight.
I used to do the same thing when I was a little heavier because I felt like it made everything look better. Could be the same thing, but with all of those bright colors, it looks especially bad.
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Jill being woke on twitter
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She is disgusting. "Stevie" like I guess enjoy that free rent opportunity for like the most part a time hastily editing some egoistic rants. Why is she so obsessed with forcing her bfs into being her workers or shitty content generators? In a world full of violence towards women for the most insignificant things, does any dude just calmly endure being her gopher while she lies in bed because of her uwu bpdeeeees? I'm honestly not wishing violence on her, I just don't understand when so many people I know only encounter trash men who, to be fair, are actually attracted to women. Real people with problems who harm them physically and emotionally, while over here pixie is like my normal middle school "relationship" was totes abusive
and gay and VERY ABUSIVE
!! don't look at my da archives showing otherwise, this why I'm forced to date men.
Her "fashion show challenge" is to make one garment out of muslin, which is the fabric you use to make mock-ups of pieces, so basically she has to make a mock-up without ever making a final piece.
That's what her school is going to have her doing after a whole year in "fashion school."
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Sperging about mental health on FB again. Note all the emojis next to bpd
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Confirmed still not going to therapy so her bpd will probably never improve, although I don't think she wants it to
why is everyone diagnosed with bpd like this? it isnt cute, its a horrible disorder that makes people do disgusting things to others
not something to be proud of, especially without treatment
the face APD and ODD are on there is fucked too, I dont see why anyone would be proud of being a sociopath>>79155
also I can kind of understand saying you have a disorder for visability/transparency, but what does listing your insecurities accomplish? she really needs a private facebook for all this shit and only keep her brand crap public
There's no way that design will translate well to real life. It's going to look awful as a real garment, especially when made with Jill's sewing "skills". >>79156
You forgot to cover up the person's name in Jill's reply
This just makes it seem like she went until she got the diagnosis she wanted to hear then quit. She can easily schedule in a weekly or even a bi-weekly appointment, I know she's trying to get one video a week out now but but since Steve is doing all the editing she should
have more time to do important health shit.
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her dream pants? Really? Because they have a rainbow on the pockets?? Idk why I'm surprised she has shitty taste, but wow
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seriously, this is the whole design and it's fugly. Bigbudpress makes a lot of kitschy stuff and a lot of it is cute but these are hands down the worst thing I've seen from them
She's been saying she's going to do regular uploads since last summer kek>>79303
How and why tf is she leaning so hard on bpd as her sole personality trait when she's literally not in therapy and is on the same basic antidepressant meds that's she's been on for years. What kind of sense does it make to constantly bring up her allegedly crippling mental illness constantly while doing nothing with the countless resources within reach of her extremely privileged, tendie greased fingers to get actual help?
Because if she gets help she wont have an excuse or be special anymore >>79431
Gotta be honest, the shape looks really good on her
Shame the design is hideous and they look really thin
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sage for being irrelevant, it's just nice to get noticed sometimes my dudes(offtopic)
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Made something with this gif >>74214
I love how with Jill everything has to be about buying something kek.
I've seen a lot of other fashion youtubers (even ones that only do sewing as a hobby and have no training or education in it) doing the whole ethical thing and showing how to turn thrifted clothes into stylish pieces or recreating certain pieces from popular brands so you can just make it yourself instead of having to buy from them.
Jill instead is just like… "OK so I used to buy from those really crappy brands… but now I'm buying from these slightly less crappy brands instead!!" even tho she can't shut up about being a fashion design student lmao.
With the whole tshirt thing, I think it would've been cool if she decided on sewing the shirts herself and then also print them at home.
Then it would actually be handmade, she would have more influence over the design of the shirt, she could've charged more, would have gotten a lot of practice in…
I mean if she was a gaming YTber obviously I wouldn't be suggesting this, but Jill's whole thing is being the artistic creative kaweewee seamstress bean who lives and breathes art and design, yet she avoids actually sewing something at all costs kek.
And there it is. She couldn't figure out (or perhaps accept) the fact that she was depressed because she missed Mommy and the comfort of home, decided that there must be an actual medical reason why she was barely making it at her tiny craft college and letting herself turn into a deep fried grease pit of a person, did some Googling, bounced around until she got a diagnosis, then went on her merry way secure in the knowledge that she now has the perfect excuse for failing at life and being a shit person, and nobody can criticize her for anything because ~it's not HER fault she has a mental illness uwu~.
How the fuck can you have something like BPD and not go to therapy for it, while also claiming to be a mental health advocate???
It makes me pull a face when someone who is body posi and uwu thicc makes a point of saying they got a larger size than their own, stating the size they selected then saying it will be huuuge on them and they wanted a really big one, that’s probably triggering
to some people no? Doesn’t seem all that body posi especially supposedly coming from someone who had an ED that should know how obsessive some people are about sizes and comparing sizes
Alright, if I'm being honest I really enjoyed this video. She seemed happier and more herself than I've felt in a while. She also hasn't balloned anymore since her last video so… maybe she's cut down on the tendies? I dunno. I know she had the famous freshman fatigue last year but for the first time she seemed excited and passionate? Of course the whole capitalizing on ethical shopping can always feel a bit preachy and trendy but I thought this was a good video. The small animations sprinkled through it also gave it a very nice feeling and I liked those.
However, I feel like the outro is a bit too bright and all over. I know the whole point was for it to look like a desk layout like her supplies were just lying around but it feels a bit too much & I think there are too many pieces creating a cramped feeling. >>79846
I also agree with this. I feel like her mentioning her size just feels like a bad idea especially for a "body posi" youtuber. Stating that a shirt is going to be oversized is fine in my opinion but I think stating the size and then saying it would be too big is negative. I think she should have cut that moment out of her video.
I also wonder why she moved the whole little magical girl shelf upstairs, I remember it being downstairs in the tour video. You think Steve asked her too, or is she just trying to save face in front of her designer friends who aren't supportive of all of the plastic usage.