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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats things while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnosis that she paid for.
She accepted her ~life changing~ diagnosis with a smile and celebrated with a "coming out as DID" cake, and struggles to maintain the LARP after only two weeks.
>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a weeaboo style she no longer personally wears, she now looks like an overweight clown.>Known lurker.>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.>Has a youtube channel with an insonsitent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating her fans.
General info:>Loves toying with the idea of multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special.>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- shit, including clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends.>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent. >Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, alienating her previous fans.>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without futher medical advice.>Thinks having a counselor = actual therapy. Continues to fake all kinds of symptoms and illnesses to prove she’s sick, making her into a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies so much that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from overseas and doesn’t care if the items come from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to criticism and what she has seen in her threads.>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image, even claiming her mayor trauma comes from a short lived DeviantArt ex-girlfriend.>Formerly referred to herself as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Stephen and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her.>Relies too much on other people, including her mother, her partners, and other content creators (in a creepy way).>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience.>Jill started her own brand, 5 petal flower. She isn’t personally selling anything yet, but plans to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs. Had a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items.>Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel on the ground where cat can eat it. Still keeps tinsel up where the same cat can reach it for years after the fact.>She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning her stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics, and pretending she can only eat one type of food.>After frivolously celebrating her “life changing” dissociative identity disorder diagnosis with a cake, she swears there’s 5 different alters living inside her head, making her a real life “five petal flower”. She identifies every personality with an emoji, some of them are: a 13 year old emo boy named Jerrick, and a 6 year old that talks with a lisp.
She says "Explanation if this bullshit?"
DMs another DID larper to talk about herself >>182446
A fan calls her narcissist >>182507
And then she leaves a mean comment on her fan's profile >>182478 >>182503
Defends her larp >>182512
Dropping her uwupositive facade >>182543
"Jerr has nothing to do with the channel" >>182571
Says her did is a trauma barrier >>182573
She says "Wow you are such a vile, putrid human."
Someone who met her IRL says she cutted in front of everyone once >>182612
She separates her twitter accounts as "gils vs boyz" >>182633
We discover her crazy aunt and her music >>182675
She has a skinwalking cousin >>182695
Says she isn't lying >>182798
She says she has a "thick skin" KEK >>182801
Steve tucks her in bed >>182854
Compilation of her mean comments >>182858
She says "I hope you have the worst day of all time" to a commenter >>182864
More shitty replies to her fans >>182951
Changed pronouns again >>182965
She shits on people with no followers >>183023
Copium after raging against her detractors >>183083
More of her bullshit >>183085
She says spooks >>183207
Insinuating trauma >>183264
She got tested for attention whore disorder too and somehow didn't came positive >>183336
"twitter doesn't understand plurality" >>183424
Aunt Sam is hardworking >>183546
She has vacant eyes >>183576
Strawby troll account weighs in, even though her post sounds exactly like how Jillian pretends to talk with a lisp >>183682
More Drew Monson interaction >>183699
Says she looks under 16 >>183702
Says she looks like she's 6 >>183706
Alter body mod journey begins >>183848
"Jill and our mom made soup" >>183851DID DIAGNOSIS VIDEO >>183927
Flexes her "diagnosis paper" >>183956
Skin walker cousin weighs in >>183965
Snowflakes try to defend her >>184079
She proudly says doctors think she might have autism too >>184113
Down subscriber count >>184132
Every "alter" is getting an introduction vid >>184136
Stevie is only in a relationship with Jill and not the alters >>184163
Treating DID as a fashion style >>184169
She will do drag as "Jill" and "Jerrick" >>184179
Louise Vessey says her video was good >>184194
Forgets "stevie's song" >>184289
Re-labels her old selfies as "baby jer photos" >>184315
Jillian draws her OC Jerrick >>184322
She's got "Two artistic folks" inside KEK >>184328
School says her sewing is inconsistent >>184334
She says Jerrick is a transman >>184368
The ugly as fuck beanie and new septum piercing >>184443
There's 5 alters and 2 fragments according to her >>184503
She bought a wig for an alter >>184544
A picture of her childhood, she looks completely normal and spoiled >>184578
She thinks google is following every move she makes and can hear her thoughts >>184722
Some random inner mologue shit>>184759
Probable Kin saga? >>184762
Says one of her alters is "intersex" >>184790
Still doesn't know how to name her other ocs- I mean alters >>184799
Says she loves tone indicators despite never using them herself >>184942
She fills out a "plural spectrum tool" that makes 0 sense >>184861
Says she wants to be the first DID drag queen contestant >>184836
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apparently she stopped cutting thanks to her amazing healing DID diagnosis
So making her personality into several characters this year has enabled her to be more self-aware and have literal discussions with herself before she does something? Curing impulsivity by making up OCs to represent your different moods is certainly a new one.
If her therapist was any good I'm sure there could be a less insane way of achieving this.
>>185193>Is diagnosed with a condition supposedly caused by severe-ultra-mega-trauma
"I used to cut, but now I don't! Thanks, DID!"
Jill's absolute lack of self-awareness is astounding. Also, kek at her apparently getting triggered
by her fucking bathroom.
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Jill tweeted a bunch of old women she stalks on tiktok but this one stood out. Bonus points for not only having a nightmarish personality disorder jill openly admires but for being an anorexic tranny.
>>185210>HPD>disgusting weeb cat girl maid get-up in every video
kek checks out
also no wonder Jill is losing it, anyone would go crazy if they consumed this kind of content regularly
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>>185219>I really worry for her young young fanbase who see this behaviour and start to believe DID will cure them too
tbh I think picrel is Jill's dream, she wants to be treated like a DID influencer
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Ok I fully admit it was creepy to go looking for milk this far down her Twitter feed, but…
14-16 yr old alter talking about how nice it is to be 23 and reminiscing on how confused they were 'back, in their teens…
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"Omg those dumb doctors don't even know about my rare disorder I learned from youtube influencer"
I am a DD cup and I go braless no prob
She needs to lose weight and stop slouching to look at TikTok
>>185288>Should we start to ask restaurants to not put steak knives out because someone might harm themselves?
You jest nonnie
but I could legit see her doing this
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She's made a tiktok account for her 'alters', furthering her mission on becoming a did influencer. Also judging by the caption, her fragments have now been assigned emojis. I'm curious if the 6 year old will be allowed to make anything kek
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Is the sandwich an alter? Lmao
Someone post the TikTok video as a WebM please, looks milky
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She already has a full OC portrait ready.
Yeah but who cares. Jill’s home isn’t a mental hospital and she alone has to decide what is safe to have at home or not. Quit nitpicking her razor. Nobody gave a shit about her safety razor until she mentioned the bathroom was triggering
so get off this hill. Mind you a lot of things can be used for self harm. If you are triggered
to harm yourself with a safety razor, don’t buy one. We can all be assured that Jill’s self harm is a response to not getting enough attention when she demands it.
The comments here are getting just as bad as Jill’s ego. So much arm-charming about safety and mental fragility. There is no responsibility in Jill’s brain for what information she puts out there therefore of course she wouldn’t give a flying fuck about pushing safety razors for herself or potential other self harmers. She doesn’t care and neither should you about how you can shave your legs and cut them at the same time.
Sandwich alter reveal when!?>>185310
Why would this not be something people would want to discuss since she’s brought it up again? Nothing wrong with wondering and speculating where the line is for her mental health bs and demonstrating more of her being irresponsible with her online platform, which consists of young teens.
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How is this a reveal when she already made a tweet with all these emojis before she even got her "diagnosis"?
Propably would've just embraced the whole "self-diagnosis is so valid
and doctors don't know anything"-sphiel
Does anyone else cringe everytime they read the ‘professionally diagnosed’ line? She wants everyone to know that she’s not like all these other tik tok munchies, because she had the ability to pay for her diagnosis. I know she thinks it gives her credibility (as if anyone could just claim that) but it really just comes off as a humblebrag. >>185235> We’ve been in the mental health system for twelve years
No you haven’t Jill. By your own admission over and over again, you saw a therapist/doctor when you were younger, and then not a single time again until you were in college in your 20’s. That’s not the same as struggling to find a doctor who will help you, or believe you, or find a system that you can actually afford etc like majority of other people struggling with their mental health
Is the TikTok talking about how people are comparing her to divine? So she's okay with being compared to some one who ate actual dog shit for attention? >>185330
It's because Jill hates gatekeeping unless she's the one doing it. So with the "professional DX" it gives her an excuse to be a cunt to people who don't have the financial means to get their game of pretend validated or people who call her out on her bullshit.
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jfc how hard is it to clean up before making a video. You don't even need to clean the whole bathroom, just wipe off the sink, literally takes you five minutes.
I cringe every time I see her say professionally dx'd. We saw the paper it's a diagnostic impression. I even feel like she brought up that it was an impression and not for sure.
I know it's autistic as fuck but honestly I just see it as a self dx. She's had all this planned out and we saw it coming a mile away.
She saw it she liked it she wanted it she bought it.
It's basically if you knew all the answers to an online IQ test, took the test, and then bragged about your high IQ.
I had to rewatch part of the DID coming out video so I could be sure but she says she got the diagnostic impression from her therapist. However, in this clip >>185204
she really makes it sound like she got the paper she is showing from a doctor and refers it as a diagnosis. Would it be possible she never actually got the diagnosis from a real doctor and went with the diagnostic impression from her therapist anyway? I find it odd that she wouldn't show the paper she got from doctor when she sure seems to mention it a lot.
This "diagnostic evaluation" spiel is actually just the appropriate legal wording for this sort of document. In some jurisdictions (Canada included iirc) only psychiatrists can make a valid
psych diagnosis, because of laws that regulate only doctors can diagnose. Other professionals can perform the evaluation and provide their diagnostic impression, but then the results are usually referred to a psychiatrist for confirmation, or requested by one to begin with.
That it not to say a psych eval performed by a psychologist is not valid
for anything. Psychologists have a know-how of the instruments that psychiatrists are usually not trained in, and a well performed eval is a golden standard for diagnosis of a wide array of mental illnesses. Jill's case in particular, however, the fact her evaluation was performed by her usual counselor sets serious doubts on how valid
her results are. Psych evals require a lot of expert training, especially for a niche case such as DID, which would require a very detailed protocol especially to sniff out munchies (am disregarding the discussion of whether this shit is real or not, it's not the point). Even if her counselor does have previous training, if he is indeed as inexperienced as previous anons pointed out, then it'd be irresponsible for him to perform evaluation of such a risky disorder without supervision, even worse of a client of his (bc bias). The responsible thing would have been to refer her to a psychiatrist and to a seasoned evaluator for further testing, and to continue her usual therapy privately. Though, again, we only have Jill's word that he performed it, and she's not only a liar through and through but already twisting the results she did get. It's also just as likely that he is doing shit regardless of ethics just because she is a good paycheck.
Source: work with psycho eval.
Very well worded and explained anonette, this is very insightful.
As for Jill, I do think she has convinced herself she had DID. As in for her this is real right now. There is some hope for her to gain insight in the upcoming years and her discreetly quitting her public image to live a normal boring life.
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this was her trauma…….?
So she got DID… Because she was alone? That just reads as someone with BPD going off the rails.
Insane tinfoil ahead but I wonder if her therapist got her this diagnosis to force some actual medication down her throat (instead of just weed). Like, the doctors knowing there was no reasoning with her and trying a different method? And maybe thats why her family is so calm with all this, the doctors told them what was going on.
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Guys, she devined the presence of sandwich alter using the soundest of medical advice!
This reads so narcissistic lol
"My trauma is that no one recognizes my divine perfection and kisses my feet for everything i do!". Shut up jill lol. Why do I feel like this is specifically about when she didn't get cast how she wanted in that dumb play?
what the fuck. She was loved, cared for, bonded with friends.
I don't know if I should laugh or get massively angry.
blog but my dad actually fired a gun at my mom once and it has been a major source of trauma for me through the years, I can't deal with loud sounds very well.
This upsets me greatly, and feels very offensive to me.
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her likes on “jerrick’s” account are too fucking funny… she clearly views DID as “alter disorder”.
nta but similar experience: yes lol. literally most (if not all) evaluations take into account the possibility of faking, though they dont refer to it as that of course. mental illness is one of the more common targets for munchies (along with chronic pain disorders) because they relate to subjective experience and are (nearly always, exceptions sometimes for neurodevelopmental stuff) not dxed based on objective physical testing (because they cant be, dont get me wrong anon im not some biopsych retard).
nearly all people who fake mental illness do genuinely meet criteria for other diagnoses (cough, BPD) but they dont covet the diagnoses they actually qualify for so attempt (often really poorly) to fake something more "interesting", or something that will give them rx access to fun drugs like benzos or stims.
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Yup, sandwich is a fragment.
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Maybe the sandwich fragment is just based on some precure shit, kek
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I can't believe we got from the speculation to here so quickly>>185475
MultiplicityandMe is still pretty out there though, with her alters being a married ship and "living" in different locations from her like the one being in Hollywood, I'm curious if Jill will have elements like that in her alter intro videos too
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lol you already guessed my intentions
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How handy to have alter for cleaning and all the boring stuff. Pixie can concentrate on the bullshit full time.
Seriously. Anyone could claim that they have DID like this.
Sometimes you have to do boring repetitive adult tasks, sometimes you enjoy childish things, sometimes you wear black clothes and sometimes rainbow stuff. That's just being a human lol.
Everyone acts differently depending on what situation they're in or who they are interacting with.
Same goes for dressing differently on different days, even changing your tone of voice depending on who are you are talking to and mirroring gestures of conversation partners.
I… really don't understand why this is such a difficult thing to grasp for her.
Also:>People with DID have varying levels of awareness about their switching. Often people will experience some kind of physical symptom, like headaches, just before or after switching occurs. Loosing track of time could be another indicator that a person switched. Obviously finding yourself in a place or situation in which you have no idea how you got there is a sign that you have switched. It is normal for switching to occur at inopportune times, which can be disruptive and problematic for the host. In addition, switching at inappropriate times can be frightening to the alters.
Whenever Jill talks about switching it sounds like it's no big deal at all, like she has perfect control over it and no side effects whatsoever. Whenever she does the dishes she just quickly switches over to a different alter?
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lmao she's still gunning for that autism next.
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Everyone who puts on a high pitch voice when interacting with small fluffy animals is actually summoning their animal-interacting alter, everyone who puts on a more serious voice when talking to their boss or strangers on the phone is summoning their work alter, people who dress differently on the weekends are summoning alters, all actors actually generate internal personas for their characters, all musicians who change image between albums are summoning different alters, everyone has alters!
Sorry, anon, I hadn't seen your reply before. Munchies are not absurdly common in psych eval, but they are an always present concern (I imagine it is so in most medical fields). Usually, due to how symptoms of different disorders may overlap or correlate, we need to be very careful in test selection, application and qualitative eval (meaning actually watching the person perform, doing background research, interviewing individuals who know them, noticing behavioral patterns on application, and a lot of other things) in order to perform an accurate differential suggestion, instead of just sending back to the original doctor/therapist a list of 20 possible disorders. This has the added benefit of making it harder for a person to fully fake a disorder. However, not all professionals work with this level of criteria, be it because they don't care, because they made mistakes, or because of limited resources in whatever context they practice in. So surely, some Munchies do manage to be diagnosed regardless. Jill herself is a perfect example.
I'd say we look out more for munchies while evaluating disorders that receive more attention in the media or from society overall, which give more people the motivation to try to fake a mental illness. I expect neurodevelopmental focused evaluators are receiving more requests for evaluation of Asperger's or Tourette's now, for example, given the prominence of both in social media last year. And in a "unique" disorder like DID, it'd just be wise to keep an eye out for munchies, given that it is a rare case where more people claim socially to have a disorder than literature suggests being possible.
Bottom line is that munchies are not widespread or common, but you'll meet your quota of them over your career, so it never hurts to be careful. And I second the anons who mentioned before wanting to see the videos of Jill switching during the evaluation. I'd very much like to watch that, for science.
Who wants to bet that she thinks DSDs are like hermaphroditism, and that she’s picturing this alter with two sets of genitalia? [insert joke about her pegging Steebie here
Do you think it’s that she plans to larp one of her alters as having autism or whatever? Is she going to collect all the diagnoses with her alters, so she can truly be the most special and unique oppressed snowflake?
Maybe she’s just trying to fill out her mental illness bingo card.
If each alter can have independent medical and mental health issues, does that mean only one of her alters has BPD? It is a personally disorder after all, and alters are supposedly different personalities within the same body. I wonder if we’ll see a split of diagnoses that were made pre-DID that affect the entire ‘system’ and diagnoses made (or fished for) post-DID that only affect specific
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Can you fucking newfags at least include a screenshot?https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8WdSmB7/
correct me on this if i'm wrong but trauma (and your body's response to trauma) is, by definition, caused due to an external factor (aka something that happens outside of yourself/your mind). while it's true that some trauma can be stem from witnessing a distressful/violent situation (e.g: witnessing an accident you're not a part of, witnessing violence, witnessing sexual abuse, etc.), it's very much something that does happen outside of yourself.
not getting attention when a family member is undergoing a severe, life-challenging illness as a child is a shitty thing that can make a dent in a child's psychology but it's not something traumatic in on itself to the degree where you develop A DISSOCIATIVE DISORDER, jillian, and no psychologist or psychiatrist worth their salt is ever going to validate that
The fuck is a reformed persecutor in DID terms?
Also, Jill, brush your tongue. I know teenage boys have a bad rep for hygiene practices but Jerrick isn't fronting all the time.
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This is a "put a finger down system edition video", these where the questions:
>Put a finger down if you were self diagnosed
Said no>Put a finger down if you feel like you are constantly faking
Said no while making this shayna face (pic related)>Put a finger down if you don't know who's fronting right now
Said yes, laughed, and she looks suspicious as fuck>Put a finger down if you are out to anyone as a system in real life
Said yes while closing her eyes and nodding>Put a finger down if you have or want a medical diagnosis
Grinned and said yes>Put a finger down if you are tired of being ask "How did you get DID"?
Throws fists into the air, nods and says yes>Put a finger down if any if your system mates are animals
Closes her fists in agrement and tries not to laugh, wriggles her body around, her eyes open wide>Put a finger down if any of your system mates are fictive
She puts a finger down while biting her fist, but also says no with her head>Put a finger down if any of your system mates is a reformed persecutor
Makes a face in disagreement, and isn't sure if she should put her finger down or not>Put a finger down if you think you are a valid system
Gets crazy, tongue out, middle finger up
So she’s saying she has an animal, a fictive (probably the precure/little), AND that one of the alters is a “reformed persecutor” kek
any guesses what we think the “abusive
” alter might be?
tinfoil: the sandwich alter is abusive
because it can only eat sandwiches and chicken tendies
Many of us in this thread would kill for the childhood she had. She had everything, never went hungry, never got beaten, never lived in a crack den, never got sexually abused, never had to see a parent ODing, never got neglected, etc. I'm sure many anons here have experienced some of what I listed (myself included) and it's insulting. I used to think she was a harmless cow years ago but now she's just evil, larping as a trauma victim
Side note but I've met a girl just like Jill who lived a cushy middle class life but would argue with you about how "she can't believe she's survived everything she's been through." They will get angry at people with real trauma and try to one up them. For narcissists like Jill, not being praised and loved constantly IS an attack. Not being made the center of attention and not being awarded for being better than everyone else is like a violent crime to these people. They legitimately view it as you harming them and doing something wrong to them. Insanity.>>185501
Anon, can you post the gif without text? I'll whip up a decent banner since the ones posted are weirdly squished. Ty.
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Damn, I wonder why it got taken down originally. Jill would have raged on Twitter already if she finding it was the reason. Thank you for reuploading it for me. Much appreciated>>185577
Here you go
kek love it>>185577
if you make a banner please upload it to the banner thread in /meta/
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Appreciate the transcript, kek
>Put a finger down if you have or want a medical diagnosis
Grinned and said yes
>pic related hfw she says this>>185577
Oh but you don't need that kind of trauma to get DID nonnie
, you can just feel alone and that can do it.
The whole point of DID is to protect the host from severe stress related to past trauma. Basically to protect the hosts psyche from breaking further. This works because the host has amnesia and won’t remember anything. So anyone that says they have DID and knows all their alters and all their personalities and what’s happening when their alters front is faking. If and when someone DOES get diagnosed with DID (which will be rarely as psychiatrists try to avoid slapping that label onto someone for their entire life) the whole point of therapy is to integrate any alters, NOT keep defining alter personalities.
Tldr: real DID is rare and everyone is faking
How the fuck can she have a ‘reformed’ anything, she supposedly only properly discovered she had DID two seconds ago.
Munchie Olympics: Speedrun Edition
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I still can't get over the about me page on her website. The level of over-sharing was insane to me even when I first read it, just as someone who used to watch her videos.
>Mom and dad gave us a wholesome childhood - I have always felt really lucky to grow up in such an encouraging and supportive environment - they were generally great parents.
>But muh genetics…
I'm gonna lose it if she ever says her clinical trauma is from dating someone via Deviantart when she was 12. Oh wait, she literally did on that very page.
But as for DID-causing trauma specifically…even her fans have got to be wondering by now, and AFAIK it's something that all the "legit" DID creators at least touch on.
I can't wait. Inb4 she says she wrote all that because "the alters were just doing their job sooo well that I couldn't remember!"
What if sandwich alter is a fictive of shaggy from Scooby Doo. It isn't her that's smoking all that weed it's Shaggy.>>185560
What I imagine her family is also wondering what trauma she experienced to have garnered a DID "diagnosis">>185571
I imagine a persecutor is a personality that actively harms the body. For example a hyper sexual "alter" that would have multiple unprotected sex partners or would self harm. And since Jill finally got the attention and diagnosis she wanted she could tell her "alter" to stop.
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Thank you, I just hate seeing gifs all squished down but it's up to anons which one they like more!>>185584
Done! I've made a few of her banners currently in use already and feel like she's so easy to make into a banner She's always spazzing out randomly in her videos like a retard. Is this what she thinks stimming is? Kek
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didn’t see this here but I might just be stupid. since we are talking about the persecutor.
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please oh please let her spend her money on this bullshit to broadcast her fake diagnosis to everyone. or will she just beg mom to buy it because it makes her feel more ~valid~
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>still undiagnosed autistic
so you're admitting you're just looking for that diagnosis? no one with good, curious intentions would word it this way, but what do you expect I guess
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yep. jerdick “kins” her apparently. this gets crazier by the second
Great, love it anon>>185607
So her trans identified drag queen alter is a persecutor? KEK
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multiple people on this tweet were saying that jerrick’s body language is different from jill’s but it looks like the same retarded sperging as usual
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for fucks sake, we don’t need a video meeting jill. we want to meet the 6 year old and the 35 year old man.
Between the cake, wig, accessories etc her shopping addiction is really back in full force…she doesn't know how to have a thought or feeling without the need to buy something to validate it.
I guess that's what happens when you grow up spoiled.
Incredible. She has such control over her alters she knows who's fronting at any point, they all talk to each other, she can flip between Twitter accounts to talk to herself and now……she can plan her switching to make convenient little alter intros. Fantastic can't wait.
This will follow you forever Jill.
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Didn't she also neglect and abandon her partner when she was dealing with the traumatic death of her hamster?
I don't get it, she deletes comments too KEK why is she complaining? if she deletes shit,surely everyone else can too.
Another day goes by and she's hypocrital as fuck as always
>Do you feel like you're faking?
<Pixie frantically shaking her head
See. This is what gets me. Being diagnosed with an disorder, especially a rare one, which is a social media trend at the moment would give you imposter syndrome and that's normal, if you're actually ill and dealing with this.
But she just can't give an inch to the fake claims.
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Foreshadowing to the alter video
This is an excuse to buy more shit
A real sick person wouldn't have time to rotate shit on their neck
They would be afraid for their lives when switching because of trauma
I hate her and her "don't ask my how I got DID" schpiel is a disgusting excuse so no one ever asks her even though she over shares everything
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>>185617>ur body language is really distinctive
what? Jill's reply is telling too, why even say thank you? of course she takes it as a compliment for her acting lol
also, animal alter? is one of the main alters an animal then? she already gave ages for her alters though, is one of her personalities just a very elderly 21 year old cat or what? I feel like I lose braincells every time I find out more about this DID stuff
the steven universe kinning is just the cherry on top of all this cringe
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didn't she say before that she heavily identified with this character because it's a BPD representation or something?
and also she referenced some ship from SU before with the whole 'Mystery Girl' thing when she was baiting that she had a gf?
inb4 one of her alters is just straight up a SU character lol
she's seen a several doctors throughout your whole life. if she's been tested and diagnosed with bpd she's probably been tested for autism and didn't realize. because she very much isn't autistic and she's seeking the diagnoses as a way to excuse her awful narcissistic, manipulative, attention seeking behavior
she wants to badly to tell everyone she's made upset or disappointed that they are ableist for it.
i wonder if her mother is enjoying this munchies behavior and playing into it too
Nta but I can't believe how aged she looks. I know mental illness can mess with your physical appearance but jeez this is bad.
I struggle to say much about her "DID" because I don't know how to address with without blog-posty ranting, but God am I glad that she's more of a washed up Youtuber than anything because all she's doing is reinforcing negative mental illness stereotypes and actively harming those who are actually trying to live in the real world while being mentally ill.
I'm so sick of "activists" on social media acting as if they are doing something revolutionary by pretending that "it's not mental illness uwu, it's a super unique special super power!" Get over yourself - so much of trauma related mental illnesses are unhealthy ways that you brain tries to cope with what has happened to you. Being sick doesn't make you a bad person or less of a person, but you ARE sick and having all the money and time needed to get help and refusing it is such a slap in the face to those who can't help themselves and so desperately want to.
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picrel will be Jill in front of the camera whenever she switches to anther alter kek>>185606>>185607
ot but is this hideous sweater the only thing she wears these days?
Some anons pointed out before that Jill has liked tweets about autists being traumatised by things that wouldn't traumatise neurotypical people, or being able to have childhood trauma for events that happened later than what would be normal. It seems like getting the diagnosis would help her "having an online gf gave me DID" narrative.
I wonder if she'll be able to get the autism diagnosis and still keep the BPD one though. Normally you rule out the other when getting assessed for either of these, since there's some common symptoms.
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In her likes on the Jerrick account, how hard is it to keep your story straight? I thought this was a male alter? They aren't even trying.
I think the bit about “delayed development” that would make later childhood trauma hit like early childhood trauma in autistic people was just her making shit up. That’s not how autism works at all.>>185687
A 14-16 year old FtM alter at that. Do kids that young often fantasise about showing up old classmates from elementary school? Maybe this is the 35-year-old fronting.
For real, the comments about her on that fake disorder cringe YouTube video are delicious. It's going to be so interesting watching more of her former fans turn against her.
Maybe tinfoil but this is probably all part of a master plan to revive her dying channel with a new viewer base of ignorant zoomers and other LARPers considering her older viewers have actually grown up now.
"Jerrick" probably "relates to this" but just with boy instead of girl. Which is concerning because that means Jillian wants to call her 14 year old boy alter hot.
Not to mention the extreme attention whore AGP vibes coming from that post in general, ew. How do they type this stuff without realizing how unhealthy it sounds.
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He is 100% non human. She drew him with fangs and pointed ears. Even his piccrew images have the ears/fangs. This girl has no grasp on reality what so ever.
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This….this literally reads exactly like those "make an OC" checklists that were popular on 2000s DeviantArt. How is anyone buying that this is real?
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Man you weren't kiddinghttps://powertotheplurals.com/get-to-really-know-your-alters-with-this-easy-list/
Get to really know your alters with this easy list:
Did you go to school:
Do you have a favorite memory:
What is one thing you wish people understood about you:
Do you know and understand what consent is:
Do you know other people in this system:
If so whom:
What helps you when you are sad:
What helps you when you are angry:
What helps you when you feel shame:
What helps you when you feel overwhelmed:
What comforts you:
Is there anyone you trust inside:
Are you able to communicate internally with this person:
Do you want that person to be your buddy in times of need:
Does that person consent to be your buddy in times of need:
Can that person help you with the rest of the questions:
Where are you originally from in the Innerworld:
Where do you live now in the innerworld:
Where would you like to live in the innerworld:
Are you from a sub system:
How long have you been in the system:
Are you human or non human:
Did you have a task or role in the system growing up:
Do you have a task or role in the system now:
Do you have a desire to age up:
Do you have known triggers
What are your thoughts on integration:
Are you scared of someone in our system:
Are you scared of someone outside:
What things do you need help with:
Are you able to be co conscious:
How often would you like to front:
How do you feel about time sharing:
What things do you enjoy to do, when you front:
What other things should we know about you:
Are there things you want to know about us:
Is there something you need right now and how could we provide this for you:
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DnD theory: she sees Jerrick as a "Yuan Ti" a technically playable (and extremely cringey) race of snake people in 5th edition. They're supposed to be cruel by nature and borderline sociopathic. Anyone know anything about her DnD campaign(s) over the years.
probably the reason why she got so fat. "uwu my alter is a binge eater that cant help themselves"
man bitch is gonna basically be snow white and seven dwarfs at this rate. where are her sneezy and dopey alters?
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the one time that she mentioned dnd, she said she had a water genasi character named Piscelle and then never mentioned it again
this is the video where she mentioned it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WupudX-l2v4&t=594s
timestamp is 7:15 where she starts talking about it
A 7-year old could have written this, it's all so inane and emotionally stunted>2nd and third questions are pronouns/lgbt status>What helps you when you are sad/angry/feel shame/feel overwhelmed/comforts you
The choice of emotions is incredibly childish and telling about the kind of people who claim DID, adults usually have more complex feelings and needs than this>are you human or not human
How the fuck would someone make a non human alter to protect them due to severe trauma? How would that even work? This is just OC brainstorming
I mean I guess I could see a small child making a nonhuman alter to protect them (if this were real) but it’s not real so it’s not even worth thinking about. if a kid created a dog alter or whatever their parents would have done something about them barking at the neighbors all the time after a certain age. all DID larpers forget the whole point of did is to create an alter that fronts to protect the host so it would be noticeable if you were slipping into animal mode.
I wonder since Jill keeps saying stuff that implies rainbow emoji is an alter worthy of an introduction video she’s going to try to say Jill is just an alter and her true self is one of these other emojis.
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She's so mad she forgot her sign off emojis
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OT but you reminded me of Oxana Malaya the "feral dog girl". Larpers don't know abuse or the significant impact it has. I wouldn't wish what happened to her on anyone.
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Go get a fucking job!!!!!!
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what was the vent?
Also this is just BPD behaivor
Fucking junkie>>185750>whenever I suspect someone doesn't like me I'm extra nice to them like good luck talking shit about how told you I loved your jacket you fucking bitch.
Hasn't she been bitchy to everyone since she ""came out"" with DID though?>Am I your favorite niche internet microcelebrity
She sends this to herself? wow what a fucking narc>tomboys with freckles are all I need
You will never be a tomboy.
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Holy shit, incredible. Please please let there be a Peep alter.
Good point, in the YouTube video she said that her and Jerrick 'co-con' quite often, using the analogy that they're 'tweeting, looking at the same phone and passing it back and forth', which implies that they are perceiving the same thing even when only one of them is fronting.
in this video she puts down a finger at the question 'put a finger down if you don't know who's fronting right now', >>185617
in this tweet she implies that it was mainly Jerrick at the start and then Jill, so she couldn't even tell if it was herself (Jill) or Jerrick at the time but she can afterwards?
Going by all this, it seems like the Jill/Jerrick co-consciousness is so strong that she can't even really tell who is fronting, yet she makes the distinction whenever she logs into one of her twitter accounts?
She can't even keep her story straight for a couple weeks. She thinks that her stupid DID gives her enough leeway to get away with all this, she'd probably just blame this on 'well I said we co-con quite often, not all the time!!' but even then there isn't much consistency.
I mean she said that Jerrick has been with her since she was 13, yet she never realized that it was a separate alter until a decade later, but now within the span of a few months she can easily switch while also being co-conscious almost all the time? ok lol
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Can you imagine falling in love with cute j-fashion youtuber to only end up with lolcow, who pretends to have rare mental illnesses for clout and posts stuff about how they're single on internet.
How long until they break up? Bpd rages incoming.
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she's so cringey jfc
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I wonder what Drew Monson thinks of her now that she's DID larping? She was creepy towards him before but I can't imagine how he feels now whenever she pops up in his comments as her alters. Can't she keep the stalking to one account?
she's only using jerricks account to reply to drew now, right?
I wonder if she's doing this because she feels drew was ignoring her pixie account. She even changed the profile pic so it wasnt a picture of her…
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every time jillian posts something now
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She's still trying to get that autism diagnosis so that all those people mad about the neurodivergent video can be proven wrong. Also lol "not like most girls" from the teenage boy "alter" she really can't keep her story straight
>>185835>I imagine how awful Jill must act towards him
I know Stevie is a scrote and I hate scrotes too, but nobody so far has talked about what happened between Jillian and him, and how Jilli and "became aware of her Jerrick alter"
Basically in her diagnosis video she says that they got in a terrible fight together, and then she said "HOW DARE YOU CALL ME YOUR GIRLFRIEND!", as a """"proof"""" that she was feeling like Jerrick the male teen alter was speaking or something like that. Then Steven hopped on his car and drove away and didn't come home to Jill until later, probably after she calmed down.
Timestamp is minute 7:00
Anon you misheard that part of the video - Steve isn't the one that drove off, Jill was. She drove off and sung along to emo music and then came back to talk things out and felt offended/grossed out when Steve called her his girlfriend (and called her Jillian/used she pronouns)
Thus Jerrick the emo ftm is born but I guess that implies she switched while driving kek
Sorry to nitpick but Jill was the one to drive off.
It still irks me because her thinking "oh you wish I was your girlfriend" is such a narc/bpd way of thinking. If she told her counselor about it and he used that to feed into her delusions he should be sued for malpractice. He should have walked her though her line of thinking and helped her recognize that it was BPD splitting or narc rage and not an OC in her head.>>185856
Jerrick is supposed to be ftm. A lot of fake boys tend to be average hight for a woman or below.
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Lmao 172 users on tiktok used the same audio, and they all look like the same genderspecial munchie
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Dont worry. I'll be to busy using my unironic blinding laser weapons.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7yxZ5yOSIA
“It cannot all
be true!” says the woman who made up a bunch of extra personalities in her head just so she could LARP all
the mental illnesses and neurodevelopmental disorders.
super late to reply but did anyone else notice when she "switches to jerrick" she just sticks out her jaw a bit and gives herself an underbite? fucking kek.
I can't decide if I should laugh or weep at just how bad it all is. Still though, cannot WAIT for the "meet the alters" video, I'm going to have a field day
I hate that my favorite YouTuber who is very smart and level-headed and sticks to a consistent film schedule despite struggling with real
mental health problems commented on this video praising her and saying she was happy to finally meet "all of you." Barf. I was so disappointed. Reinstate mean comments on YouTube, please.>>185933
I despise cowtippers but I have to admit that hordes of newfags commenting like this may be tg2e quickest way to one of those deep-dive YouTubers making some sort of video feature on Jill. Which is the comeuppance I'm so ready for.
Not related to what you said but>BPD splitting >Dissociation
Why do I feel like these words made her fish for a DID diagnosis?
Exactly, unless she does something huge or something that harms other people massively it just won't get the views.
As bad as she has gotten and even if views weren't the goal, what would be the point? The content (as of right now) that would be in the video wouldn't be enough to necessarily 'cancel' or deplatform her and we know Jill isn't exactly going to use the video or any constructive criticism to try improve herself either,at most it might just make a few of her fans mad and Jill will spin it as 'hate' for sympathy points.
I can see it coming in the future, but right now I don't see it really making much of an impact.
I really wish Jill would just put out more content right now tbh, the 'meet the alters' videos will probably be hilarious considering how her tweets/tiktok lately have been.
considering her speed we'll be months into the new year till she actually starts uploading them. it's annoying since this is her "full time job"…
They did get called out for menclub and girlboss Taylor being exposed as propped up my Tom's giant nutsacks of cash. It barely did any good, though a few people commented on her reaction videos telling her she was being fuckin gross for apologizing for him
, are they gay for each other?
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jillian claims she doesn’t know who’s fronting sometimes in her tiktok. how are her alters supposed to know which emoji to put? she’s so fucking bad at larping DID
Maybe tweeting less would solve your problem entirely there Jill. Why do cows always feel the need to broadcast every minute aspect of their lives anyways
I'm all for screaming into the void but…this?
lmao this is cope because she keeps slipping up with the dumb emojis on her other account. she's so sloppy and lazy with this larp that she feels the need to draw attention to it and justify it>>186064
she got it from a thrift store. she buys any pastel crochet thing she sees at the thrift store. she's hoarded tons of them and I bet she doesnt even wash them
I feel like faking the 5+ alters was unnecessary. She could have definitely gotten away with having one alter, especially since most people with DID don't have excessive amount of alters.
Like she obviously is more keen on larping as "jerrick" more than the others and yet she wanted to have multis that she can't even remember exist. Lmao who ever said that Jill has to be the "best" or the "biggest" at something was absolutely right. She is absurd
Bang on the money. That’s why it’s baffling that she’d therapist would even consider a DID diagnosis when he KNOWS she has BPD, especially after such a short time frame
She openly admitted to watching nothing but ‘mental health content’ and now she’s imitating what she’s surrounded herself with and adopted as her defining personality - wow it’s almost like that’s a hallmark characteristic of her actual diagnosis
>>186092>Also she does realize she doesn't look cool to most of the population right? She looks deranged.
Most cows are like this. Also>sweetie, I don't look like this for you, I look like this for myself!
I support women not being restricted by style and ignoring the idea of looking good for the sake of others, but this is the same thing in a slightly different way. She restricted herself to her style so badly she invented an emo alter to cope with it. She doesn't force herself to do standard make up, but she tries to find the most glaring rainby drag looks that will make her stand out.
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>>186113>I also have to wonder where her mother is during all of this.
Right along side her, like she always has been. (and always will be)>>186107
I had this thought when she was complaining about her tit pain. Yeah jilli you might need a better bra for sure, but only weight loss will actually help.
>oof ouch I've been in pain my whole life look doc look how I carefully spread breadcrumbs on my social media for diagnoseeees
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Must be nice to have money to piss away
"This therapy [EMDR] is based on the idea that negative thoughts, feelings and behaviours are the result of unprocessed memories."
So she's literally digging for the trauma she supposedly had. KEK
sage for ot
No idea if she made it, but there’s a bunch of “granny squares” patterns online for blankets that you can make how you like
Its actually used as a form of therapy, its something you learn about in psych courses. The reason its debated is because we literally dont know how it can work, but if it helps people with ptsd enough to be useful its still part of legit psychology. In some level all psych is iffy on the science. >>186178
Pretty much any source talking about the Satanic panic will bring up the Day care sexual abuse claims from children. Mcmartin Preschool is one of the first big cases.
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jillian we all know you’re too lazy to start new art projects. you couldn’t even finish your final.
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maybe, but we know it’s true of you!
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Apparently the 6 year old is always there when she's online
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the ages change again, last time mentioned the unknown girl alter was 21. sage for autistic nitpicking
"here they are so far"
is she really planning on just…making new oc's when she's bored of her current ones?
also lmao sandwich fragment
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So much for her not letting us know her trauma. It'll all come out soon, she just can't help herself.
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She was Jerrick for three years? What three years, she keeps saying Jerrick is aromantic asexual, she is never single
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“At the moment” feels so ominous, if she larps a man and dates Steve as said man is this the finally form of her cosplaying someone gay
Dropping the assumption this is all fake for a second- what could have happened at 20 to make her split a female “fiery” alter? Falling out with her friends, having to get aggro with grannies at Claire’s? Like genuinely, can anyone who’s been watching all along point to something so stressful
~3-4 years ago that she could spin as a backstory for this OC?
DID can only occur (if you think it exists at all) when the person suffers long term extreme trauma in early childhood
not a single traumatic event as a teen
This is a Q&A from 2015, just in case you want to cry. At this point she was 17? and was still into the music she was into with her punk phase. She was still with Tristan here, they would break up by the end of that year. >>186277
Colin broke up with her in July 2017, so she would be around 19. In 2018 she didnt have anything bad happen, she went to New York that year, started her Patreon, started dating Steve and moved in with him and finally started school. Tbh this was probably one of her best years, she was actually doing something even if the school was shit, moving out of your parents with your boyfriend is a step to being an adult.
saged for samefag, collin also dodged a huge fucking bullet. holy shit he must be psychic!
also ancient milk: didn't she break up with her ex for collin and then got surprised when collin fucked off out of there.
I never understood the whole "I have repressed memories but I'm in therapy to remember them." Repressed memories are just a theory, first of all. Secondly, if they are real, she had a well off childhood and amazing family support. If she had forgotten a traumatic event, it's actually kind of a good thing. Why would you want to remember being abused?
Tinfoil, but since Jill's counselor's "specialty" is in trauma and plurality, he certainly manipulated her into thinking she has DID. Softly suggesting it in sessions, giving her false memories (which are real). It's literally his job to tell her that something is wrong, and to make money on her coming back. And all of the enablers in her life don't help.
If puting on a "functioning adult" persona helps her clean the house, and making a goth OC to give her an excuse to wear black, and playing with legos all help her cope, then good for her. But this DID thing is a clear example of a woman with BPD getting taken advantage of, financially and mentally. Excuse my rant, I just wish I could be the one sane person in Jill's life and tell her this.
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>rips hat off when "Jillian is fronting">>186031
Anon pls you called it
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excuse u jill you specifically said you were traumatized at the age of 3. is she really tripping over her lies this quickly?>>186286
anon I'm sorry to be so harsh but you're being retarded. Jillian knows what she's doing. she shopped for a therapist just like she's shopping for these diagnoses. who diagnosed her with bpd initially? she said they told her she probably had it during her ED phase but someone else later on slapped the label on her. what happened to that therapist?
bpd isn't speshul and unique enough for jilly bean. it's not even bad enough to justify what she's let herself become. she wants an extra special diagnosis that rids her of any responsibilities and consequences for her choices. she can freely be a fat consoomer potato who is also the self appointed authority of DID.
she just a run of the mill narc. no trauma except for the raging emptiness inside her.
Tin foil but what if Jill is distancing herself from BPD because she doesn't want to come of like Trisha Paytas? Probably her getting "officially diagnosed" DID as a means to make her feel like she's better than her, a woman who isn't afraid to show how shitty her actually diagnosed mental illness is.
At this point I wouldn't put it past Jill to take her diagnostic impression of BPD as an official diagnosis especially since she was "officially diagnosed" BPD by a school counselor that she dropped after getting what she wanted. I won't be surprised if she does the same to Jebb.
>>186306>that she dropped after getting what she wanted. I won't be surprised if she does the same to Jebb.
I note that she hasn't Tweeted about her angel therapist
for a while (last one was Nov 10th) when she was seeing him about every two weeks before with accompanying praise Tweets. She got what she wanted so she's probably scaled back sessions and scaled back the lovebombing too.
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Crochet and sewing are two very different skills, and it’s entirely possible to suck at one while being good at the other. It’s still likely she’s getting alters mixed up, though. So far post-‘diagnosis’ both Jerrick and the 35-year-old man have been shown to crochet:>>183826
Does that mean one of them made the granny square cardigan for her fashion line? Or can Jill both sew and crochet while the ‘men’ only crochet? I agree with anon who said she needs a spreadsheet for this shit.
These DID influencers don’t want to get better, they say that integrating alters is abusive
and therapy with that goal is abusive
, they make all these excuses to be “sick” forever and say that’s how people with DID should live, which obviously is not right because the real deal would ruin your life and be very hard to live with, these fakers live totally normal lives, They post tik toks that are outfits I wore in a week and have different alters day to day who all seem fine going to their college and living normally
The trauma is supposed to occur in early childhood. Alters can develop for multiple reasons, for instance an alter can be the abuser or a protective character or something. I don't believe in DID but this is the theory. >>186277
It is weird hearing her talk about her piano teacher after what came up about him being abusive
, unless this is a different one.
I know this is a Jill thread, but I totally see her doing cringey things like this DID Tiktoker, who claims a new alter appeared, wrote a request for help, and then the "host" wrote a manual for this new alter. Including the phrase "you are part of a DID system" - like wtf.https://www.tiktok.com/@thespritecompany/video/6974851504377187589
Jill commented on some of this person's Tiktoks so I totally expect her to adopt the various cutesy behaviors from the Tiktok brigade of "plurals"
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Can't wait for the handwriting check
oh god I was just about to post this ridiculous performance yes
I just found a bunch of people talking about this one somewhere else so … mind blown, I had no idea DIDtok was such a kekfest
please no ban
fakedisordercringe on reddt has a bunch of them. I looked for Jill there in the past, I think there are a couple posts about her, or there were.
So in the same way she wasn’t diagnosed with DID by an unqualified-to-diagnose counsellor, she also wasn’t even diagnosed with BPD because it was an unqualified-to-diagnose school counsellor? Counsellors can’t diagnose or prescribe shit, they can mostly just listen and tell you to take a bath and try mindfulness.
Like bruh, she may well have something very wrong with her, but she’s not been diagnosed with anything ever by the sounds of it
Spoke favorably of him.
When it came out piano teacher was a pedo, she "always thought he was too nice" (anons correct me here I might be misremembering.)
But I'm gonna say with this post >>186237
~i didn't know bad things were happening~ wonder if she's alluding to piano man.
but he didnt do anything to you bitch how the fuck is this sexual assault
she's part of the problem by victimizing herself
She didn’t sign off with a snake emoji there. Maybe the 35-year-old man is a fatty.>>186410
"I had no idea I had amnesia"
uhhhh implanted memories anyone?
>>186418>I've been accused of my voice changing pitch
she lurks kek
Jillian get a fucking job
Un the past she has bragged about how her piano teacher from high school told her that he/she couldn’t teach her anything else anymore because she played so well.
There’s also in the last thread a testimony of one of the victims
asking the judge to let her share her experience on social media so it serves as an inspiration, and this was considered by anons as typical Jillian behaviour.
So I don’t know what it is.
>>186423>Mystery Girl who we know she was not ever actually attracted to and Uma, who we think caused her “SA”, I have to just wonder if Uma was a lesbian who was being led on by Jill, and when she actually wanted to have the psychical part of a relationship, Jill realized she wasn’t bi/gay and needed a cope to deal w Uma coming onto her
It's 100% this, she insultingly claims the queer
label while also claiming her mostly online girlfriend when she was 13 SeXually AssAulted her and is a major cause of DID splitting?
She's straight as anything, if your trauma is related to your only gay experience and you have otherwise dated (long term, cohabiting) cis males consistently for years without a pause, you're straight.
Samefag, considering how self centred Jill is I wouldn't be surprised if she is resentful to her past "girlfriend(s)" because
Jill is straight and didn't have an easy way to claim to be a minority or a victim
as she seems to favor. She is inconveniently straight when being gay would have got her more attention, and probably is angry about that fact.
2018 had a lot of hidden drama. She anticipated a New Year vlog with friends, but it is rumored that she made out with a guy and weirdly she lost her convention friends. before that she dated a girl for a month, prepared Christmas presents for her and then broke up with her because she wasn’t over her ex…That year she would also talk about how she was going to prepare a fashion portfolio to apply for schools and she kept postponing it (that, in my opinion, can create a lot of anxiety) and in the end sent a message to her current school, no portfolio needed. She made a lot of excuses on how she didn’t need a real school for what she wanted to be, imo they were to justify her laziness.
So 2018 wasn’t that good, nor the beginning of 2019.
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>doing the jaw thing
From a few days ago but fuck with this trying to rewrite history. Its like when troons go back desperately trying to find some clue of why their totally normal cringy teenage phase was proof of girlbrain.
Yep, at 12:03 she talks about that for a bit.
I thought she mentioned that she could imagine herself having a little ceramics shop but not wanting to stray away from fashion, but that was either a different video or I am misremembering.
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I'm amazed at how she manages to consistently ignore how commonplace this pipeline is within the alternative fashion "community". In my personal life (including with myself) as well as online I have witnessed countless of alternative people start off as emo/goth/punk/edgy when they were pre-teens, and then later branch off into more cutesy (J-)fashion. In fact, this shift is so common I constantly see memes that aren't exclusive to alternative communities, noting how girls hated pink and would be tomboys wearing exclusively black when they were children, only to love or "breathe" pink at an older age. (picrel) Jillian, most girls grow out of their NLOG phase and realise it is a universal experience reflective of society, not an excuse to push the NLOG narrative even further into adulthood.
! Don’t you get it, she’s not like most girls!
She reminds me of her aunt here, the timeline is possible, bring back musician Pixie.
Also someone needs to go back in time and tell the guy lunging around behind her to calm down.
samefag but she also did a behind the scenes video while the episode was filmed and she seems completely normal in it
she was clearly just nervous while the episode was being filmed, not disassociating…
forgive me, samefagging again but in this one, at the 13 minute mark she even says herself:>"I'm worried I might come across as scripted, or speaking differently than I normally do, or I'm worried my personality might come across weird; that's just because I'm talking to new people in a new language on TV for the first time."
which is a really reasonable explanation for it, that she herself is aware of.
who does she believe was fronting at the time, the 6 year old alter? because she's not acting like a 6 year old child at all
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This old now, but I tried to fix it for fun. I like the drawing but the anatomical faults are so distracting.
I remember this too
We have enough lies debunked for someone to compile them and make a video
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I think this has been brought up but it says multiple times on Jed's website that he has an interest in dissociation. He is probably using Jill's fake DID to gain clout in the counseling industry. They are such a bad combination of narcissism.
Also, genderspecials and their supporters should never be therapists because they will never actually challenge their patient's narcissism and delusions because then they'd have to challenge their own. >>186637
He's into hypnosis so maybe he is "recovering" memories. It's definitely not all him though, we all know Jill is the type to make shit up.
This part is starting to look more dubious now Jill is looking to surface HiDden MeMoriEs of abuse
I'd hate to be her helicopter mom right now. I hope she "surfaces" something really fucking dumb like someone ate all her nuggies at her 6th birthday party and not anything that is damaging to her family.
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For shits and giggles I returned to her old Trisha call-out video and saw this in the comments. It's really jarring to see how this person is describing present Pixie to a T.
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I can't believe a gender special kid is more informed and level headed than Jillian.
Link to the TikTok she commented on:https://email@example.com/video/7037675448117267759
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Samefag here's the "conversation" Jill had with the op
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lmao she called them a singlet. you’re a “singlet” obsessed with did too jill!
>>186648>spent time studying>dedicated my undergraduate research to such topics>as time has gone on I've slowly moved into
Everything is so vague it's killing me. If you've spent time studying, how much time was it? Was your undergraduate research just a term paper for a freshman year intro course, or was it actual research for a clinic? If you "dedicated" yourself to it, what exactly did you research beside "such topics"? If the dissociation thing is only recent, why do you feel so confident in administering care for it?
His entire background is nothing but amateur level red flags, and it does not surprise me one bit that this is who Jill is chose for her therapist. She had so much potential before and she's still young enough that if she actually found a good therapist she could start taking baby steps toward a healthy lifestyle (irl only, she has no chance at rehabilitation online at this point)
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Kek found in a comment section of the same account. The fact that Jill is aligning herself against people who are very level headed and discussing actual facts, AND have legit resources linked in their bio just shows how much of a fraud she is
>>186739>Now we're not experiencing the abuse that formed us
Can't believe this woman who publicly bragged about her perfect childhood a million times online and started on Youtube via hundreds of dollars of Lolita dresses (+laptop, filming equipment etc) is really spinning this shit. So disrespectful to actual victims
. >teenage part…lacked that outlet and friends
Yeah your Deviantart blog posts say otherwise, they speak of meeting friends and boyfriends every week and feeling incredibly loved, at the time period snakeboy was supposed to be fronting.
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Fucking singlet. Jill, you’re a “singlet” you aren’t actually multitudes of different people, “they” are all you.
Is it really healthy for a person with a fractured sense of self to encourage and even actively engage these fragmented parts of themselves in this manner? Seems like it’d be detrimental to treat each trauma piece like their own person instead of trying to deal with things.
It reminds me a lot of 4chan (?) shit where they try to create “tulpas” of their wifus by mentally and performatively engaging with the character of their choice to an unhealthy obsessed degree. Literally talking and pretending like these other personalities exist is just going to make the compulsion to act that way more and more detrimental. Why would you want to intentionally alienate your own mind like that jill? How doesn’t she see how unhealthy this is.
The goal of treating DID is to integrate/unify the identities because understandably anyone who might really have it would suffer greatly from constantly disassociating, amnesia and generally being unable to control their own actions and life.
Through the process of treatment patients may need to gain awareness first of their alters to then be able to unify them, but I don't think any real medical professional would ever recommend to make social media accounts for them, to order wigs, get body modifications or generally entertain them in the way Jill has been doing
She basically embodies everything that's wrong with 'marginalized' communities on social media:>be comfortable milquetoast loser>adopt marginalized identity for social capital>immediately start making up bullshit + creating culture for the community and alienating sincere members in the process>immediately start gatekeeping new identity/community so fewer people will get to be as special as you
Jill is the genderblob of mental illness
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she is this picture personified
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>>186789>her diagnostic impression, allow her to be openly passive aggressive and rude to people
Thing is, I remember very vividly she tried to do this when she got her BPD diagnosis, but since BPD has "stigma" she treated it as a "uwupoorme!!!" approach, like, everytime she would share these tweets about how BPD people are actualy literal angels and everyone else is wrong.
Now that didn't work and she doesn't talk about it anymore because DID is more trendy and speshul, plus if she acts mean she can blame it on Jerrica, and>How dare you call out a transgendered minor!!!!!!
even though Jerrica is just herself with a fucking ugly ass beanie KEKKKK
It's also very fucking telling she waited for her diagnostic impression (NOT A REAL DIAGNOSIS!)
to suddenly become mean and violent towards everyone.
She just needed a excuse.
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But there is nonny
, pic related
She also clearly had friends here too
She also looks emo and still like a girl too, just like every other selfie she has claimed as "being Jerrick" (Even the mohawk ones. She must have some severe brainrot if she thinks mohawk = male).
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>>186863>made for my lovely friend Jill
She really doesn't have friends like these anymore
>Does anyone think she looked happier before youtube?
I think so too. I honestly think showcasing her entire life on the internet since an early age wasn't the best thing she could had done. She really needs to stop using the internet for a big while and return to her true self. Kinda like her aunt (her aunt battled addiction and also lost all sense to herself, look how happy and accomplished she's now. I love how artistic she is).
I'm guessing that her youtube persona is all she thinks she has, and this is why she feels "fragmented" (+bpd)
The best part about this is it means she saved this video so she could go back and check up on it; obviously looking for her comments to see how many likes they got. Most people would comment and move on, she is obsessed.
Good on the video poster for deleting DID misinformation.
>>186740>Hope this helps :)
Bitch you aren't the "DID" know it all you think you are kek
Good for the video author for deleting her comments. Also, what fucking trauma? She had a perfect life until she moved with steven and started doing weed and alcohol.
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Yea dont worry, she's totally not fuming over it. Just like she deletes comments on her YT, they're allowed to delete comments from people they think are faking DID lol
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Jill always uses a sob emoji after saying something aggressive or critical. We all know you're not sad, Jill. Your BPD rage is showing.
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she's getting defensive in the comments lol
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Fuck you, Jill.
Kek she really loves using that emoji when she's angry>Leave me alone!
Maybe if you weren't such a bitch
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How dare anyone question her totally real diagnosis?!
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""""sexy"""" alter revealed
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get a job jillian
Remembering that creepshot Mama Vessey took of her walking down the street looking like a clown in billowing clown costume, her body type is bottom-heavy so to have what seems like an ample chest here means she's absolutely huge elsewhere.
The worst part is the sexy alter isn't
the one in the relationship with Stevie, (She said only the host aka herself is) it's just a random thotty sexy alter that exists for no purpose.
And then for full wtf points we have snakeboy who is a skinny trans teenager who binds his chest.
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I know everybody hate me
They always try and pretend
Everybody jealous of my one hundred boyfriends
Life is too short to not be kissed
That's why I keep hot boys on my wrist
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why did jillian like the 3rd comment kek they’re literally making fun of her
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This literally reads like the comments on a troon validation post
i am hysterically keking this is so atrocious i hate that i had to see it but i also laughed so fucking hard… the fact that she posted this and thought this was something. god i can feel it there is going to be so much more milk so soon merry christmas everyone>>186919
how are people in ""the community"" not freaking out on her for this, i feel like we're gonna see some other DIDfags calling her out for having an adult "alter" posting horny/sexual shit on the account of a mild "alter" and even mentioning "him" by name in the post, fucking weirdo, like obviously this whole thing is weirdo shit but in the context of her narrative this specifically is just another weird move for the pile
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there's 0 ounces of sexy in this shit
brainrot from everyone wtf
Imagine looking at this person loosing it, wanting to be """"sexy"""" and coming across as gross, and then everyone just claps to the delusion
Steve is a fucking cuck, she should fucking break up with him already, we know she has allegations of being a cheater and she was even like "only jill dates him" / "how dare you call me your girlfriend".
Plus she's gross towards lesbians
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this is what exposure to pixielocks does. not even once, kids.
Can't she keep this shit in the bedroom?>>186977
who tf is this
She's sooo predictable, we need a fucking bingo card for all these tropes she's hitting
also eugh this was so cringe.
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Dude she looks like Chantal.
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… why does “Veronica” have to have been told this by Jill? Basically every site will remove content with too much showing. It’s common sense. Are the alters all supposed to be stupid/totally clueless?
>>186992>here's a test
Onlyfans saga COMING UP!!!!!!!!
MILK IS ENDLESS
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gross and disgusting
Here’s the kinks she’ll appeal to:
Jerrick = uwu femboy
Sandwich = dog
Minor = ageplay/ddlg
Veronica/35 year old = just sex/full nudes
Jill = “aesthetically pleasing” aka rainby vomit half nudes will use first
oh my god jill is the ugly fat friend lmao she's overcompensating with everything because she feels just as ugly and fat as she is>>186970
steve is clearly a closet case using jill as a beard. remember maggie? she was just as fat and greasy as jill is
it's so ironic that as soon as she dumped steve she lost weight and isnt an eyesore anymore
y'all need to remember neither jill or steve are victims
here. steve is a fag who's probably a feeder and jill is a narc. ironically they feed each other>>187000
I legit think she's gonna use her break up with colin as the trauma that made veronica.
off topic but I remember pixie stole her name from someone she was trying to skinwalk when she was younger. i dont remember who but for some reason I want to say uma but I'm probs wrong
A woman's urinary tract is not in her vagina, retard.>>186980
So much autism in one video, holy shit. Wonder how many of these weirdos have or will develop retarded alters. They all look like the type.
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sage for being somewhat unrelated but they posted a video that’s obviously about jill’s comments lol
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More outlandish styling only looks good on models, average people wearing outlandish fashion look like a joke 95% of the time
I actually once had a dream/nightmare about two months ago, that Jill showed a video of her gaping asshole, goatse style, on Twitter and then deleted and apologised (or maybe just deleted)
In the dream I was disgusted and furious (dream Jill however thought it was a good laugh) but I didn't see how that could happen irl and thought my brain has just decided Jill is disgusting, which she is.
Now we are getting closer to that being a horrifying reality as she careers off the deep end.
She thinks she can do/say whatever she wants and claim her alter did it therefore she isn't responsible, a bit like how people claim insanity in court to try and escape jail.
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Not really milk, saw this on a tumblr blog and laughed that she was featured.
ayrt, they wouldn't out themselves since they know Jill checks here.
No better source of milk than direct from the cow, imagine the insane messages Jill sends her friends on the daily.
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She made a whole post about crying how this one person on tiktok wouldn't serve her attention seeking antics.
>>187065>trying to help educate
On what? Retards with mental OCs using emojis?
Is there something to be educated about this subject?
She's fucking stupid and entitled.
The lolita commnity called her out with this behaivor. I wonder if she'll eventually get kicked out of the "mental illness" one too.
Which now makes it hilarious how she was like>CAN I BE PART OF THE DID COMMUNITY NOW
BITCH ARE YOU FOR FUCKING REAL
She's NOT a fucking professional
She knows NOTHING
Her advice is UNWARRANTED
She comes off as entitled, know-it-all, a bitch, and a retard. I fucking hate her
>>187065>leaves unasked for oversharing comments>tweets screenshots of said comments including op's username/face>goes back to comment yet again after they get deleted>tells random commenter who didn't even mention her name to "leave me alone!!!"
Oh the irony telling someone else that after continually inserting herself.
Anyway OP's profile is clearly anti-DID-LARPing if you look at it for two seconds so bullshit Jill was ~just trying to educate~.
She comments KNOWING people will call her out, but immediately tweeted screenshots so she can then make a dramatic thread when people rightfully start disagreeing. All so her followers will supply her delicious narc food.
Now she has like 50 replies affirming and coddling her mentally ill attention-seeking behavior. I'd almost be impressed at her efficiency if it wasn't so deplorable
It's funny how clear it is that she started setting the sexual alter up just a few days ago like when she was asking for the bra recommendations. Because it's not like she suddenly disassociates to cope with something, no her alters only come out once she has their costumes, makeup, and playlists curated. And then they're suddenly able to be switched right in and out of for social media content, how convenient!
Calling it now that she will attempt to describe, much like with the emojis, how it is somehow Healing for each alter to participate in their own kind of consoomerism.
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So I've been going through Pixie's homepage and found on their about page, that she experienced abusive relationship, that left her with clinical trauma. Is this what caused the DID for her?
What's this abusive relationship about? Do any Anons know more?
This is why I think Steve has mad issues too. Any normal person would be out of there ASAP. Kek when is he finally going to draw the line?
Imagine your partner telling you that they have a hypersexual alter ego. Who is younger than their actual age. And that it's also a symptom of mental illness/formed due to something negative. And oh apparently you're actually only dating the "Jill" personality.
But you don't leave them because that would be DIDphobic or some shit. You just watch your significant other go buy bras so they can try to thirst trap while singing about having 100 bfs.
Man maybe this really is his fetish because…what
maybe they just have a relationship of convenience at this point. Steve actually seems to have a stable job and doesn't appear to be on social media much anymore. his family is really Christian or something right?
perhaps he's just glad to be able to tell them he has a gf, probably doesn't have to pay much rent/expenses, I mean they even sleep in separate bedrooms so he can jerk off to as much tranny porn as he likes while ignoring Jill's shrieking.
I do agree there's definitely something wrong with him, no sane person would be fine with this arrangement. if he really is supportive of this and genuinely loves Jill through all this than he's even more cucked than I thought.>>186991
kek I was thinking the same thing. maybe she'll use the sandwich alter as an excuse to start doing mukbangs
Already posted a week ago at >>185597
Can y'all use the "find on this page" function in your browser more before reposting old stuff?
She has never been a professional, she will never be a professional, her career was over before she even put any effort in it due to lazyness and coddling, she's at best a has-been. And she's burying her career down with her stupidity in social media and mental illness larping.
The only way for her to become in any way succesful is to just leave the internet for a while, stop doing things for validation, and work on herself. Knowing her though, she won't.
>>187096>She's a narc>she thinks she's important and influential.
Kek this, she has the need to be the most important, the most knowledgeable, the most influential. And this is why she overshares and overexplains to others and wants to be THE influencer so bad.
No one actually cares about her early years, no one cares beyond a basic introduction. Unless they were stalking her, like her fanbase does. This self importance is so dumb when she's a literal nobody. She doesn't even sew anymore.
might be a reach, but imo she definitely chose the name Veronica so she can use Heather's sounds and references etc. Trying to bank on the musical's general popularity.
Especially dead girl walking as a "sexy song"
But that is her sexy flame emoji alter
She shouldn't be embarrassed
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Over here, thread 41 >>157990
It didn't get any attention before.
well duh. This all started when she came on her horse to defend poor DissociaDID from the evil Trisha Paytas. She admitted to having consumed all of DissociaDID's content and propably then fell in love with the idea that she'd have it too.
This is just basic BPD mirroring from content she liked.
Be patient you guys, she said the footage was compromised by camera flashes. It could be years before she's able to salvage anything.
The collection stuff is so bizarre to me. You don't spend years being a content creator and hyping yourself up as a fashion designer just to have nothing to show for it. Didn't she make a video for that shitty fast fashion sack dress she designed? Why not make a video of her house inspired collection in the actual house that inspired it, especially if there was a problem with her footage, which I seriously doubt.
maybe she became too embarrassed of her creations.
i feel like she imagined she'd just be this utterly talented seamstress without having to put in any work because of her narc ego. then when it turned out kinda crap she just started looking for things to blame, which must have played part in this whole mental health obsession.
perhaps the pieces she did for the collection just started falling apart immediately and she's been too lazy to fix them up. she was usually pretty proud of her creations and wanted to show them off even when they were ugly, so it is quite strange that she's been putting this one off for so long.
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Inb4 Veronica is a sexy BBW mukbanger or the sandwich emoji fragment is a factive of Chantal
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Wonder if the increased views will be enough for her to stay interested in larping 5+ different people. Though if this just encourages her to double down the milk is going to be full cream!
Sage for medfagging.
In my country, EMDR is the /preferred/ and pushed option to treat trauma by employer (?) unions (?) for professions like train conductors, ER nurses and such because it is so effective in making the employee "functional" enough to return to work again.
This as an example of just how well it works, if economical interests can be pursued with it.
I've undergone EMDR because my therapist has undergone the training. My father committee suicide. I've had intrusions about him shooting himself for two years until my therapist finally suggested this method. It doesn't work for everyone, it's not a cure all.
The idea behind it is twofold: one, when traumatic experiences happen, the amygdala is too active for the rest of the brain to properly "catalogue" the according memory. As a result, the brain keeps pushing traumatic experiences front and center because it wants the memory to be correctly sorted.
Two, when we sleep, the REM phase is the time during which we work through the events of the day and transfer them to longterm memory. The eye movement is a central part of activating both parts of the brain.
What EMDR does is use this to "force" the brain to properly work through traumatic events.
What happens is your therapist prepares you by reactivating (and gauging) the traumatic event. They ask you to identify the "worst things you could say about yourself" in regards to the event. Usually these are all tied to negative emotions like shame, regret, disgust.
You then stare at a horizontal LED bar, which has a "light dot" running from left to right and back. You follow this light with your eyes (which activates both parts of your brain, and especially their working together, like in REM sleep), and you're then asked to visualise the event and focus on it. You're following the light back and forth for five times or so, then there's a little breather, and the therapist asks "how about now?".
And I can't describe what happens other than you're hacking the mainframe of your brain and entering the back end to clean up some buggy code.
As you look at this light, thoughts and feelings and sensations will just kind of /appear/ from inside you without your volition. They change the longer you follow that light from left to right all by themselves.
I'll say this: it sounds like quackery, it looks like quackery but I cannot stress enough how effective it is.
I mean this candidly and knowing, y'all don't know that I'm not in fact full of shit but EMDR is something everyone should look into who's got traumata that they can't get a handle on.
Again, the industry is pushing it on their workers because of its efficacy.
/Absolute autism for EMDR
How dumb do you have to be to make up different OCs of moods an adult woman usually has?>horny mood
completely normal>not wanting to dress like a clown mood
completely normal>being a retard mood
debatable but normal still
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Does anyone else feel a bit uncomfortable that she's posting things like this on a supposedly 14-16 year old twitter account? Like even if it is "another person" posting it on this account. This account still supposedly belongs to a 14-16 year old.
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Jillian Vessey in 2 years predictions (add yours)
>Joins some kind of queer club
>Does ugly af drag
>Does some troon bullshit like cutting her tits off or using hormones
>Gets into a policule
>Her house becomes an orgy house
>"a house for all queers and neurodivergent"
>Sewing? dont know her
>Art? Music? dont know her
>Her entire conent is about her alters
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This girl is the same girl who is obsessed with being bipolar and teached Jill how to knit basic shit
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OH MY GOD SHE BALLOONED
The irony is that it's popular because it's her and her friends doing dumb shit that can be used as a sound bite. Not because it's DID content.>>187144>Has 14-16 year old "asexual" alter page>Post horny shit on it so she doesn't ruin the pixielocks brand
I'm guessing this is the long con she's going for.
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sage not milky but my christmas wish is a tiktok with the same energy as the veronica reveal but it's 35yo yas queen male alter wiggling padded package at the camera to some tiktok song please please please… steebie might also be making the same wish. speaking of wish, thread is 100% right this has all been a great excuse for her to drop and distract from her trendy sustainability phase and buy more random shit online. she must have realized eco warriors will call people out for the teeniest shit if they're not 100% perfectly sustainabile green gods and it isn't just a cute quirky community to be in for attention
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I feel like she's gonna claim that all of these times + any other time she wore something revealing or acted all ~body positive~ it was actually her spicy flame alter Veronica coming through kek
Why can't kids these days just accpet that one person can be many different things depending on situation and the place they find themselves in life.
It's like there's a huge misconception, where these kids who play pretend these alters, who are cartoon characters with just one defining trait. Like you can be extra sexy one day and just boring old you the other. It's normal.
It's the classic "spoiled girl on the internet gets bored and gains weight pipeline" she ain't small any more so she's gotta think of a way to be special. In this case it's DID, in Charlotte Charms case she's now a "boy", Demi Lovato is an alien communicating themby. >>187207
She's pretending to care because she's pretending to have a trans alter
Who am I describing?
"Factitious disorder and malingering. Individuals who feign dissociative identity disorder do not report the subtle symptoms of intrusion characteristic of the disorder; instead they tend to overreport well-publicized symptoms of the disorder, such as dissociative amnesia, while underreporting less-publicized comorbid symptoms, such as depression. Individuals who feign dissociative identity disorder tend to be relatively undisturbed by or may even seem to enjoy "having" the disorder. In contrast, individuals with genuine dissociative identity disorder tend to be ashamed of and overwhelmed by their symptoms and to underreport their symptoms or deny their condition. Sequential observation, corroborating history, and intensive psychometric and psychological assessment may be helpful in assessment.
Individuals who malinger dissociative identity disorder usually create limited, stereotyped alternate identities, with feigned amnesia, related to the events for which gain is sought. For example, they may present an "all-good" identity and an "all-bad" identity in hopes of gaining exculpation for a crime."
I think there's a psychological element of talking to yourself on camera for years eventually turning into…actually talking to yourself as she apparently does now. I have never made a Youtube type video as I could never be comfortable talking to myself, I can commentate/observe but not literally chat to invisible persons. So it could even be that influencers who spend a lot of time talking to and taking photos of themselves are more predisposed to falling into the fake-DID trap, hence its over presence now online as everyone loses their mind during the pandemic. I actually think her life (and many who pandemic-transed and so on) could have taken a different path without the isolation and oddity of the pandemic.
So yeah Youtube traits and behaviors+ pandemic madness = what she and many others started doing.
How can looking at this image make her happy? >>187209
Feel like she will definitely do it with the red heart undies pic from last year
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i realize this is old now but this is basically jill especially with the did cake
Freud divided the human personality in ego, superego and id.
So I guess everyone is a system.
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Cat shit on the wall? Stay classy Jill
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JFC those poor cats, they're already at the point that they waddle instead of walk.
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I think this thing on her wall says "learn about friend's brains"? Neurodivergence really is just an aesthetic for her.
Oh christ she mentions having enough spoons to put the tree together in the first couple of minutes. Munchie saga inbound.
Plus she films one of the cats chewing heavily on some dangling string at one point, didn’t learn anything from the tinsel background eh Jillybean?
I weirdly remember that dynamic being a thing on tumblr, but more so a symbolic voice that appears when you’re depressed and dealing with self-loathing. Which tbh mean mental comments like that are pretty typical for depression.
Remember when people didn’t pathologize teen angst
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the fact that there is litter all over the floor around the litter box and she is literally sitting in the middle of it…gross. Also, the pooper scooper just chillin' out right next to her.
same anon, i'd have violent, awful intrusive thoughts like tell myself i sucked and nobody loved me and i should kms and such. for longer than i'm proud to admit i internally called it "the voices" and i think at some point i wrote about "the voices in my head". it was all fueled and influenced by tumblr's then-relevant mental health culture.
i still cringe about it
Jesus christ imagine keeping mental health internet discourse nonsense on your mind 24/7/365 to the point that you just make cutesy rainbow art as casual reminders to never stop thinking about it
around your house. I’d call it performative, but let’s be real, no one probably ever visits her house anymore.
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He’s listening to Hasan it sounds like. >>187280
onlyflabs saga is definitely being hinted
I think I heard Philip DeFranco in one of the clips.
Also I thought my cat was fat but not anymore, her cats are huge. I know some of it is just them being long haired but I've met plenty of long haired cats that aren't so rotund… Just because you are fat, Jill, doesn't mean you gotta make your cats fat, too.
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I was scrolling through Instagram and legit thought this was pixie lmao
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She looks like Gypsy Rose
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she mentioned in multiple videos that she has a fucked up foot or something wrong with her toes on one foot. she refuses to speak about it but teases with shit like this. kek
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Thought her sweater was pretty cute. looked it up.
$130. Probably sold out cause Trixie Mattel wore it in a video. Oh but it’s a “slow fashion” company they said on their website.
She still needs help with her shopping addiction. sage cause not actually milk.
Also adding>Scolded/punished sticker for stalking and almost pouncing on Serena
Like WTF seriously no wonder her cats are so fat. If they get punished for normal cat play behavior which she described as "territorial". She just wants them to be motionless plushies.
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Looks like Jill is dropping the fresh full fat cream in the new year, I’m excited for the premium milk we’ll be getting in 2022
Jesus. Those are the videos YouTube won't strike so they know the difference.
Even if you label the vid something misleading, one of Pixie's alters (probably Ethan Deklein, the YouTube careerist) is going to click report again.
If I remember right from her house tour her fold-out ikea “dinner” table used to be there so hopefully that’s just food slop or coffee or something?? Either way clean your dang walls
Also makes you wonder why she chose to remove her dinner table ?
Considering how old this video is and how unflattering that thumbnail looks, you can only imagine how she'd be photographed now for one of these docos. In fact I can see her applying to be on another episode: rainbow princess with 5 personalities
they love shit clickbait like that.
If you click on >>187289
profile from a browser you'll see many more rainbow-banged kawaii pastel girls recommended as similar, the person she is in this video has become so common now.
The DID thing was all clearly to try and be more unique among the sea of similar girls that exist now. Even though some of them are likely to have been influenced by her and she's not actually competing with them.
The bar for what is acceptable and what is weird and interesting
keeps getting lower and lower, we'll probably have transfurries who have facial implants to look like dogs who we are supposed to "accept" and people like rainbow multiple personality Pixie will look refreshingly normal in comparison, in a few years.
You either join the madness and become more and more extreme for attention, or accept that you're just another human being and accept yourself and enjoy your life, like auntie Vessey.
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"The body's" bruh
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God I hope they answer the dumb alter questions so we get fresh milk for Christmas
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Veronica is "new to social media"
So are we supposed to believe that of all the years Jill has been on social media daily, not just publicity but privately, Veronica has never fronted until literally the other day when “she” posted on tiktok and now when she’s replying to nice comments? She is a 20 year old thot in the “body” of a person whose job is literally to be on social media all the time, and has no familiarity with social media?
Because the implication is not only that, which would be ridiculous and unlikely if DID was real and if her DID was real, but that Jill has therefore been able to shift on command even before she was diagnosed if that is the case, and has been shifting away from Veronica every time she used social media for some reason.
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It seems the cherry blossom emoji is probably a precure alter or at least Japanese. I guess that's why she picked a cherry blossom.
Some more info on how to spot person malingering DID (source: https://did-research.org/controversy/malingering/pseudogenic
Attention-seeking behaviors: This fits in with many of the clinical red flags, such as dramatic symptoms, exaggeration, and a need to assume a sick role, but it’s worth mentioning on its own. Key points here might include someone constantly derailing conversations in order to refocus the discussion on themself and their symptoms or experiences, someone always struggling with what others are struggling with, and someone always needing to outdo others with their claims. Whenever someone else is getting attention, such a person might escalate into “crisis mode,” have a vital revelation about their system or past that makes them require immediate help or support, or be facing a new traumatic situation or danger from old abusers. Such behaviors may also be a response to someone pointing out concerns about their behaviors or claims. Such a person may even react with threats of self-harm or suicide or by comparing others to their abusers if they’re given any reason to be on the defensive.
Constantly focusing on one’s DID/OSDD-1 or trauma history can be another warning sign. Of course, DID/OSDD-1 themed blogs are going to focus more on DID/OSDD-1 than other blogs, and these blogs may focus more heavily on either the positives or the negatives of the condition depending on their goal and the individual(s) behind them. However, if someone offline is constantly drawing attention to their supposed DID/OSDD-1 even in situations where it’s not relevant, not beneficial to do so, and potentially even derailing or removing attention from a more appropriate concern, this can be a problem. Raising awareness is one thing, but someone who doesn’t hesitate to talk about their condition for no particular reason may not be being entirely honest about their condition.
The opposite is also true. If when in certain company, someone is a mess, switches constantly in an out of control manner, and/or suffers constantly from symptoms of co-morbid conditions but all of these struggles all but disappear the moment that the individual needs to get something done or is in a different company (basically, whenever it’s no longer “convenient” for them to be disordered), they may have more control than they’re trying to claim. Many individuals find it easier to dissociate and/or put on a mask of functioning in certain situations, but if the contrast is too great and seems too convenient or planned, the individual might be manipulating their presentation for their own benefit.
Blatant or consistent misinformation: Sometimes, the truth about disorders such as OSDD-1 and DID can be inconvenient for those faking one of these conditions or can be jarring and unnerving to those who mistakenly believe that they have one of these conditions when they don’t. Because of this, those who do not truly have DID/OSDD-1 may insist on spreading misinformation about the disorders, perpetuating harmful stereotypes, or giving ridiculous and impossible explanations for valid
experiences. When confronted, they may even react defensively with any or all of the possible “crisis mode” related attention-seeking behaviors mentioned above. It’s likely that such a person will then continue to spread the same misinformation or switch to spreading a different type of misinformation.
Note that it’s likely that everyone will at some point or another endorse false information, reinforce a disproven stereotype, or try and fail to explain something that they experience. What really matters is someone’s willingness to recognize when they’ve said something wrong or whether they seem to understand any aspect of the disorder to any degree. Someone newly learning about the disorder may not understand their condition well, for example, but if they believe that their alters are, say, the result of childhood vaccines (ridiculous example chosen on purpose), this could indicate that they haven’t spent even five minutes looking into their supposed disorder and may not actually know enough about it to claim that they have it.
Note as well that the longer that someone claims to have known about their disorder, the less sense it makes for them to be confusing basic facts about it. It’s one thing to not understand more theoretical components of the disorder, but it’s another entirely to have been clinically diagnosed and in therapy for years yet still denying that alters are parts of one’s mind and not reincarnated souls, past lives, or individuals from other dimensions. Again, how such a person reacts to being corrected about their claims can also reinforce whether or not their claims were simply due to ignorance or might have less innocent motivations.
Extremely rapid progression: If an individual with DID has only become aware of their alters within the last few weeks or even months, it’s highly unlikely that they will know most or all of their alters, have perfect communication or co-consciousness with their alters, or have complete or almost complete cooperation from their system. This applies even more in regards to knowing most or all of one’s trauma history. DID is a disorder that’s meant to keep information internally segregated and hidden from conscious awareness. If its dissociative barriers were so easy to dismantle, it would hardly be a disorder, let alone the extremely disabling disorder that it is. While everyone has a different pace in regards to healing if it seems as if a system skipped from Point A to Point F without any real struggle, especially if the system is not in therapy, this is cause for concern.
*That said, OSDD-1 systems may have an easier time than DID systems in regard to establishing internal communication and cooperation.
If Chloe started her YouTube channel three weeks after being diagnosed, that doesn't make any damn sense as to how she knew about DID in such great detail and about her alters.
A roleplay-like presentation: If alters come across as poorly written roleplay characters that you would expect to find in a chat room populated by tweens in their anime or gothic phase, this is a problem! Alters are usually at least moderately distinguishable from each other without quirks needing to be relied on. It’s true that co-consciousness and blending can influence alter presentations and that some alters are extremely similar to each other in order to avoid outside notice or due to being splits of each other, but if a system seems to be going out of their way to prove how different their alters are but every alter is coming across as one person failing at creative writing or acting, this could be a sign that the alters aren’t as separate as the individual is trying to portray.
That said, there are newly diagnosed or undiagnosed systems who will go out of their way to demonstrate that their (self-) diagnosis is correct. The difference is that while these systems may give off a “trying too hard” vibe, they usually don’t come across as one person under different hats, so to speak. Again, assigned quirks can be a huge give away here. If someone has five child alters that all sound identical except that one typs lyk dis, another is obsessed with dogs, and another uses CAPS all the TIME, it might be worth considering if the system really exists outside of one person.
*It should be remembered that alters in OSDD-1 systems may be far less differentiated than those of DID systems and so by nature may be less easily distinguishable.
Easy or frequent rapid switching: Contrary to popular belief on Tumblr, it can be difficult to switch quickly between alters when the switch hasn’t been triggered
and isn’t necessary. A system cycling between four or five different alters in order to write bios for each, answer questions, contribute to memes, or converse or argue in a text post for all of the internet to see is not common. Even if the argument is made that the alters contributing haven’t really switched out but are co-conscious, it should be remembered that it can be difficult to achieve and maintain co-consciousness between so many alters at once. This is especially true for systems who have supposedly only recently discovered their existence as multiple. In general, when a system is switching quickly between alters many times over a short period of time, it indicates instability or that the system has been badly triggered
. This type of switching is often associated with headaches, nausea, and exhaustion. It’s not something to be flaunted.(armchairing)
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Actually found something interesting!
Was going through DissociaDID drama from a year ago, since she was the one that inspired Pixie to do the same.
So I was watching this one interview (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Iya78aDmHk
) from member of Kiwifarms, who was on the thread when it all came down and found this comment reply from Pixielocks channel.
The comment was published 6 months ago, which likely means that it was the period she made up her story before coming out with the cake.
I thought the flower was the "five petal flower"? What an ass. Can't keep her larp straight.>>187255
It takes two fucking minutes to clean that shit off the wall. She proves again she has no fucking shame, if I was her I would just discard the whole recording and shoot it again, can't believe she let herself show cat shit on the wall. Even if it isn't cat shit it's fucking gross and you can just get up your lazy ass and grab some soap and just do it. Or at least fix it in post production? That doesn't save you from toxoplasmosis though. Between toxo, weed, alcohol and social media, she's going to become truly crazy- just not in the way she wants.
Proving yet again her alters are just moods/things she's into. This is so fucking cringe
Very fucking predictable that her "sakura flower" emoji alter is into anime. But she can't just normally be into anime like any other weeb, no, she HAS TO MAKE A WHOLE ALTER that likes anime. She's so fucking cringe and I bet this alter is also "Japanese" or some bullcrap. Like does she even watch anime besides magical girl kids shows? She just wants to prove she's the biggest magical girl fan by making an alter about it. It's gross and gets worse the more you think about it.
I also think the strawberry emoji one is just into strawberry shortcake or some shit. Imagine making a whole alter for that. Ugh. Barf.
Gross, fuck woke pieces of shit. They want to make every single imaginary thing real.
"Wow gross!" Says Jill. I think Jillian is the gross one.
>>187377>Attention-seeking behaviors: This fits in with many of the clinical red flags, such as dramatic symptoms, exaggeration, and a need to assume a sick role,
True, specially before diagnosis, she would often talk about dissociation even though she was clearly smiling>Constantly focusing on one’s DID/OSDD-1 or trauma history
Yeah she even has """"forgotten memories"""" kek>those who do not truly have DID/OSDD-1 may insist on spreading misinformation about the disorders, perpetuating harmful stereotypes, or giving ridiculous and impossible explanations for valid experiences.
Exactly what she's doing trying to say her trauma was from Uma at 13>Note as well that the longer that someone claims to have known about their disorder, the less sense it makes for them to be confusing basic facts about it.
Kek and Jillian acts so stuck up about it too>Extremely rapid progression: If an individual with DID has only become aware of their alters within the last few weeks or even months, it’s highly unlikely that they will know most or all of their alters, have perfect communication or co-consciousness with their alters, or have complete or almost complete cooperation from their system.
And somehow within weeks we have had all alters at least partially revealed kek>A roleplay-like presentation: If alters come across as poorly written roleplay characters that you would expect to find in a chat room populated by tweens in their anime or gothic phase, this is a problem!
Yup it fits>Easy or frequent rapid switching: Contrary to popular belief on Tumblr, it can be difficult to switch quickly between alters when the switch hasn’t been triggered and isn’t necessary. A system cycling between four or five different alters in order to write bios for each, answer questions, contribute to memes, or converse or argue in a text post for all of the internet to see is not common.
This. The thing is though I'm sure these freaks really want it to make it look like they're redefining the illness and that they're right while every other doctor is wrong. It's gross
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new jillian dropped
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look jill don't drag the sky into this
lmao, sage your shit first of all, and second of all, read the threads, plenty of proof, dumb ass
How can you come in here and try to WK such a mess of a human, especially now during the worst of anything she has done?
>>187450>her final project for college is more than enough proof
damn i completely forgot about "Home Streert Home" (her yt only subscribers don't even know that it came out right ?) + the tatoo contest that ended a year ago
this bitch is not an artist anymore, she's just mentally ill
Can't wait for your ban. But yeah 7 years uploading on youtube, and documentation by her mother, and like said before, maybe if you read the thread, you would know about all her blog posts and over-sharing of every little detail of her life. No way this bitch had trama bad enough to make her brain split. She wishes she had trama, and now she's fishing for lost memories to try to come up with something. It's pathetic that you are here trying to defend her. >>187460
Mental illness doesn't become your whole personality or take up your whole life. You manage it and move on. The broken concept of mental health being your whole personality is ridiculous. That's the real mental issue.
oh i know that, it's just exhausting to see so many disgusting hateful people in one place who think it's okay to do any of this.
i also have a lot of pent up rage and y'all are fun targets haha
none of yalls criticisms are valid
, but if this keeps you away from her then whatever(whiteknighting autist)