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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a fake/manipulated diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of bucks for.
She happily accepted her ~life changing~ diagnositic impression (NOT a rea diagnosis!) with a "coming out as DID" celebratory cake, but struggled to maintain the LARP after only two weeks. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem to stop anytime soon.
>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who rage-quitted due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as the creator of the Confetti Club, a group of skinwalking fans that wear “Party-Kei” style, a weeaboo fashion she invented and no longer personally wears. She currently looks like an overweight clown.>Known lurker.>Extremely sensitive.>Terminally online.>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm.>Very notorious attention whore. Always overstates her abilities in a delusional way and barely puts any effort. >Runs a youtube channel with an inconsistent schedule that went from doing fashion related videos to mostly "mental illness" content, alienating most of her fans.>Has multiple inconsistencies in her DID story and lore. Will change or forget key details about her trauma origin story or her alters. She also tends to deny the bad parts of her mental illnesses.>Started deliberately age regressing while smoking weed not too long ago. Cannot put the weed down.General info:
>Loves toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses, will google all of them and see which criteria she fills in the most / makes her look more special. Thus, results in obvious faking.>Frivolously spends money (including the money she receives from her parents) on “ethical” -take it with a grain of salt- items, including clothes, makeup and other shit for any new trend she gets into. Nevertheless, she still is a big consumer of plastic crap and will cut corners whenever possible.>Claims she makes enough money from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos; will often post/tell the cost of things to show off how much she had spent (as a brag). >Is an extreme narcissist; regularly thinks of herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise. She’s also a massive attention whore and very self-centered, never listens to others and only cares about her own faked struggles. Disregards any criticism as “hate”.>Refuses to get a real job and relies on video monetization and Patreon donations to keep her afloat despite offering poor incentives for supporting her. Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs full of ramblings. Continues to post mental health related content, and her fans are steadily unfollowing her.>Opts for "self-care" rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day. She will take meds without even verifying she needs them or not, or stop them without further medical advice. Other questionable “self-care” and “mental health” content has been noted.>Thinks having an enabling counselor = actual therapy. Said counselor quitted and moved provinces only 1 year after treating her and givng her the DID diagnostic impression. Jillian continues to lie and fake all kinds of symptoms to prove she’s sick, slowly transforming nto a full-blown munchie. Believes her own lies on the matter so much so that she thinks she’s knowledgeable enough to advise others on the matter.>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments, videos, or tweets that dare question her and act passive-aggressive about it on Twitter. Will also e-bully anyone she doesn’t like or goes against her ideas.>Has kept a total of five past relationships in her life, all ending in drama; tends to use partners as accessories when beneficial to her image. Somehow, all her male exes end up looking like the current aesthetic she’s into at the moment of dating. >Has claimed that her DeviantArt Ex-girlfriend she kept in amicable contact with for a while right after breaking up “abused her for months”. Said claim has been proven false.>She now claims every abuser of hers has been female, even though she has heavily mistreated her past two girlfriends. She broke off with her most recent ex girlfriend, Mystery Girl, around Christmas 2018, because she “was no longer attracted to her”. She kept the Christmas presents that she would otherwise would had given her, to herself.>Her previous friendships almost always have end up in drama. Rumors of her sleeping with the guy that one of her ex-friends liked at a New Year’s party have circulated. Besides that, she has also said in a video that she stripped in front of Steven and his ex-girlfriend Maggie at some point in a get-together. Even her fans found this weird.>Formerly identified as pansexual, then queer, then claimed to be “too into dick to be a lesbian” while dating a woman; currently lives inside her rainbow house with her boyfriend Stephen Clarke. Now both Steven and Jillian identify as nonbinary and pansexual. It is worth mentioning one of her exes also became nonbinary and pansexual shortly after dating her. Steven is currently hinting to a very obvious MTF transition despite having a christian family, which will prove beneficial to Jill, since she wants to roleplay being a lesbian very bad.>Steven Clarke, Jillian’s current boyfriend, enables all of Jillian delusions and pushes age regression onto others, not only Jill. He is porn addicted and extremely terminally online. >Relies too much on other people, including her mother and her partners. Will interact with content creators she likes in a creepy, harassing way. >Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo in her videos and social media despite knowing she has a largely underage audience. Recently started tagging posts with the age regression hashtag.>Her “angel therapist”, Jedediah M, gave Jillian a DID diagnostic impression despite being allegedly underqualified at the time and only having 1 year of previous counseling experience. Note that Steven was the one to contact Jed for Jillian’s therapy. He’s a “male witch” and a “drag queen” in his spare time, hence why Jillian got so obsessed with him. He moved provinces just a year after treating her, which made Jillian “grieve like someone dear to her died” for weeks, very unhealthy and unprofessional of any therapist. >Jilly started her own brand, 5 petal flower, months before graduating from her glorified Canadian craft school. She plans to sell badly put together Lazy Oaf knock offs despite her work being labeled as “inconsistent” by her teachers because she was mostly distracted with stim toys found on her sewing table. The only work she has produced so far was a collaboration with a small brand that mostly resells chinese aliexpress items and a very cheap and ugly looking bridal dress for her cousin.>Very irresponsible pet owner. Nearly killed her cat by having tinsel hanging around on the floor, the cat almost choking to death. She still keeps this choking hazard where the same cat can reach it for years after the incident. Never seems to clean her pet’s space, you can see cat shit and cat fur all over her house in her videos and selfies. >She tries to prove she’s mentally ill in any way possible, including always mentioning her stims, dissociation, posting edgy lyrics, wearing a t-shirt that reminds her of suicidal ideation, and pretending she can only eat one type of food. Pretends she “never lies”, “doesn’t understand sarcasm” and other autism/neurodivergent LARPing on Twitter. She wants to be mentally ill very bad and will often spread misinformation about it on her socials.>Uses her alters to hold at least one of her personality traits or past times instead of realizing she can be a normal and full-fledged adult woman with hobbies and emotions. Will defend using emojis to sign off as each alter, to the point of harassing others off platforms if they don’t agree with her usage. She also talks in third person to herself while pretending to be an alter on her DMs, twitter, and on picture captions, calling herself “handsome” or “pretty”.>Will claim as many labels as possible, some of them are: Queer, lesbian, nonbinary, FTM, pansexual, emo, rainbow, intersex, fashion designer, magical girl, full time youtuber, neurodivergent, autistic, BPD, DID system, witch, kawaii, drag queen. In reality, she’s just a spoiled dumb girl.>Has been consuming a lot of alcohol and weed in a questionable way, anons wonder if her dissociation is merely caused by substance abuse. She bragged about the liquor store knowing who she is. She pushes weed as a magical cure-it-all for adults and children on her twitter full of underage fans.>Recently got into bio drag queening, changed her twitter description days before her first performance even went live. Danced like a crazy woman to a Steven Universe and a MCR song on her first performance. She’s now fully accepting the drag queen label with a lot of self-importance and yet again overstating her abilities with barely any experience. >Ran over a deer on July 2022 and while originally saying she had no trauma from it, milked the accident dry for pity points, calling it a “near death experience” and claiming “multiple ptsd symptoms” from it. Her boyfriend Steven really pushed the idea of creating another alter to deal out of the situation, but nothing came out of that.MEET THE ALTERS:
>Jillian: Actual person, but calls herself an alter for the heck of it. Hates being called “Jilly”. Says she can't hear her "brain folk" when she's experiencing trauma, Jillian is the only one who fronts in those situations, defeating the whole purpose of having alters and having DID.>Jerrick: 13-16 year old emo guy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, conveniently holds all her bad bpd traits. Signs off with a snake emoji.>Veronica: Horny alter, 20 years old, calls herself a lesbian (even though she’s dating a man), she is a “protector of sexual trauma”, says she had to become a fuckable bimbo because she was “raped for months”. Signs off with a flame emoji.>Berry (Nicknamed “Babby Smalls”): Talks and acts like a baby. Proof that Jillian is into age regression. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had its name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Signs off with a strawberry.>Cliffe: 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant" A mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes. The emoji is a club. >Flora: A “fragment” slowly morphing into a real alter, and a carbon copy of cure flora / other positive precure characters. She is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom. >Jax: 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching arcane while having major trauma. Signs with a test tube emoji. >sandwich emoji: Cat alter, represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>piano emoji: ??? silently added to her tiktok bio.>another age regression alter: ??? mentioned to be “far away” but present inside her head. **Note: The DID saga officially starts in
>>>/w/176591Last thread stamps:
>>241401 Says she can't hear her "brain folk" when she's experiencing trauma, Jillian is the only one who fronts in this situation>>241407 Reminder she has always lurked and been drama hungry before
>>241414 Cancels "drag queen gig", pretends this is a good thing because she "wasn't on the poster" kek ok narcissit
>>241447 Past mentions of her meds
>>241506 Her ex boss taught her to smoke weed
>>241507 Said ex boss
>>241558 Jedediah the ex angel therapist deletes his Hello Poetry account (possible lurking)
>>241563 Some caps of Jillian's DID faking
>>241570 Angel therapist as a drag queen
>>241584 Threadpic
>>241592 Something something boohooo
>>241617 Steven interacts with Maggie a lot on twitter
>>241623 She "rocks back and forth" (autism larp)
>>241629 Says she loses her appetite when in flight or fight mode and calls it "ana rexia"
>>241634 Some other bullshit on her Jerrick twitter, calls Jax a "physical" protector
>>241743 Retweets something about "faking too well"
>>241772 Ugly mugshot
>>241863 Says she's "shifting out of her unmanaged mental health years" (sure Jill)
>>241863 Says "so many of my facebook memories scream you have DID">>241897 Feels behind so many things
>>241898 Something about not knowing Berry until 2020
>>241914 "EXITING MY FLOP ERA!!!!!!!">>241915 Kiwifarms vs Keffals retweet #1
>>241935 Says she has lost 25 pounds since january (doubt)
>>241943 Weed smoking boss chimes in, says DID is a "pisces thing"
>>241944 and jillian agrees
>>241946 Comparing her BPD and "DID"
>>241995 Proof she didn't lose weight
>>242024 Keffals, the TIM guy she's defending, was a groomer on discord
>>242094 She likes the word "plural" when talking about DID
>>242143 Pushes the idea that Gabbie Hannah has DID, armchairing her>>242173 Another then vs now comparison
>>242180 Writes: "Babe if you want someone who to talk I am here" to Gabbie Hannah in the middle of her mental health episode, self inserting herself into the drama>>242248 Says Gabbie Hannah's situation is none of her business after being criticised on the thread
>>242273 But continues interacting with the situation
>>242274 still continuing
>>242275 "Psycho evaluation xD so accurate xD"
>>242284 Jillian comments on Gabbie Hannah's videos once again, even though she said it's none of her business hours prior>>242298 Dumb cowtipper
>>242340 Says she wasn't a tea drinker until flora
>>242364 "Reclaiming her personhood" as jerrick
>>242365 Pressuring a fan to catch up with her content
>>242391 Steven saying political shit on twitter as usual
>>242468 Jillian's priviledged ass (christmas pic)
>>242496 Cool car crash comment collage
>>242503 Says she will grieve her therapist like he just died>>242529 Says she's losing followers on instagram (comments "samesiesssss" under someone's fb post)
>>242534 But then goes on twitter and says her instagram is still performing well
>>242570 Self own
>>242579 Asks Gabbie Hannah in the middle of her mental episode if she has alters>>242592 An example of what GH was going through
>>242696 Bitches about her threads/cowtippers, says "fucked on the head, and that's coming from me"
>>242731 Calls herself a fanboy little bitch
>>242992 Bitches about people "stealing" her generic vintage cat tattoo design
>>243021 "Flora lolita time throwback"
>>243101 Comparison to other people who are doing better than she is
>>243190 She met Steven at a MCR concert
>>243204 She was excited to go with "mumma" to the mcr concert
>>243217 Ugly pitures of herself when she was a lawlita
>>243278 Some other shit about people not "stealing" her tattoos
>>243320 "Muse has been a special interest of mine since I was 9"
>>243333 Jerrick apparently watches precure too (odd)
>>243348 Says she has made changes to her diet (where?)
>>243369 Louise comments on her tiktok
>>243461 Youtube revenew talk
>>243463 Will do a review on colourpop hair dye
>>243475 Tiktok reveniew talk (she doesn't get paid)
>>243484 The Anthony Padilla situation all over again (pushing herself onto youtubers so they interview her)>>243502 Calls her friends "found family"
>>243560 Some shit about her being afraid of her ears exploding
>>243581 Jerrick emo playlist, says "don't make fun of me for MSI"
>>243633 Negs another indie clothing store on twitter>>243651 Weird thirst trap, very obvious considering the filter
>>243783 """Jerrick""" on the plane wearing the autism badge.
>>243859 More shit about having many panic attacts (yet somehow still tweeting?)
>>243871 "Me when I age regress"
>>243874 More self victimizing shit yet again
>>243875 She's happy about being in so many twitter circles
>>243878 "this is my rest era"
>>243894 doesn't recognize herself in pictures apparenlty (DID larp or fat gain?)
>>244020 Something about having an autistic face, again
>>244066 Gets handed the male bathroom key
>>244067 She bitches about being handed the male bathroom key even though this is supposedly Jerrick speaking
>>244114 Simply cannot stop smoking weed
>>244126 More "boohoo poor me" shenanigans
>>244158 Left a review for the restaurang because of the male bathroom key situation (cringe)
>>244190 Another ugly mugshot
>>244223 Something about working from home
>>244243 Her video revenew stats
>>244309 Picture with her and Louise as a child
>>244400 Weird tweet after her brother is discussed
>>244414 Clearly balding (yikes!)
>>244553 Kiwifarms vs Keffals tweet #2
>>244554 Something about shehulk and incels
>>244616 Wearing a binder like an instagram baddie kek
>>244634 Ugly MCR selfie video (she's self obsessed)
>>244638 More fugly pics
>>244644 kek
>>244715 Jerrick who? slip up
>>244752 Body shape
>>244780 More dumb tiktok shenanigans
>>244782 Jerrick gets sidelined once again
>>244787 Cool Elsie art
>>244802 More autism larp
>>244803 She actually bringed her mother to the concert…
>>244833 Kiwifarms vs Keffals tweet #3, she acts smug
>>244834 Some precure twitter drama she self inserted herself onto
>>244847 Mommy at the concert
>>244895 Steven can't simply shut up about shehulk
>>244905 "Jill puts up with so much I would absolutely never slide"
>>244908 "If you think my tweets are unhinged you should see my drafts"
>>244994 "Simply crying while walking down the street"
>>244995 Jilly replying to someone in a dumb way and getting
triggered because they don't know her
>>245018 Always being dramatic
>>245036 Gets upset at Harry Potter LGB-T fans
>>245039 Replies "Mommy daugher poo time" to her ex boss
>>245055 Replies to a months old tweet about DissoiaDID
>>245056 Hangs out with some ugly bastard with an autism cake
>>245057 Gets pissy on twitter because of people calling out dissociaDID part 1>>245070 "Your actions disgust me uwu"
>>245071 The fight continues
>>245073 and continues
>>245074 "Being kind is not hard uwu" but continues fighting on twitter
>>245079 "Don't call me girl."
>>245080 and more fighting
>>245110 Bitches about gossip forums, kek.
>>245111 Bitches about the things people say about dissociaDID, same things that apply to herself, like being a chronic victim and stealing other people's trauma.>>245114 "We have different morals it seems."
>>245118 And moooore fighting
>>245119 and more bitching
>>245120 But then she switches to Jerricks account and acts like nothing happened! Talks about Muse.
>>245143 Something must have really pissed her off
Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 (“Veronica” alter):
https://twitter.com/xcherrybombicaCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Moonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/ No. 245176
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posting this here for posterity
No. 245178
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Holy fuck someone please make Jillian and Steven's version
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Thought anons might be entertained by this liked post on Jillian’s emo aesthetic twitter
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Cleaning her office after years, hating on landlords
Wonder what happened
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sorry for shit quality & i cant post the full tiktok but heres the mcr outfit
No. 245268
>>245265My tinfoil is that she brought the DID larp to her parents and they just humored her, but when the wedding/family reunion came, people made fun of her or didn't take her seriously.
as they should kek Her mom might've just asked during the weekned if she could tone down the larp, and now jilly's seething because she realizes her family does not give 2 fucks about her larp.
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>>245178Ask and you shall receive, anon.
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Well hopefully after this she can kiss her colourpop sponsorships goodbye.
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>>245301Also the image associated with the "gift".
No. 245303
>>245289>they do it to find a community!Hell fucking no. I got my ADHD diagnosis because I was failing at college and I needed to kick my executive disfunction out. Jillian doesn't seem to understand that some of us actually want to get better despite having certain conditions. She wants to be stuck in her "poor little
victim me" mentality for the rest of her life.
>>245294So she did cut that pantyhose in the middle… kek
No. 245304
>>245301Insufferable ass.
>>245302>Spread warmth chose empathy uwuYeah uh you didn't do that yesterday did you, baldie
>>245299Kek thanks I love this
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Jilly is using ratio like a certain someone.
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>>245302She's turning into Kikomi.
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>>245302you can see the line where her mom shooped her leg smaller
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No. 245404
>>245394God she truly looks terrible. The wig is awful and has no style to it, and the outfit is only half an outfit. What is her obsession with wearing a binder as clothes? An actual trans person would be trying to disguise wearing a binder at all because it points out the fact that they do have tits, which defeats the whole purpose.
The fit would have been almost okay (low bar) if she’d worn a loose-ish band tee under the jacket and like braided the wig or something. The make up is a whole other story, but that’s Jill
No. 245405
>>245394>I'm a fashion designerIt's not a cohesive outfit. Looks like she just picked the most emo looking stuff she had in her closet and threw it on. Tired of her having the binder exposed. It's not making you look like a
thristtrap, Jilly. Such a terrible outfit for larping as a 14-16 year old trans guy. Also the chunky accessories look so lame and try hard.
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>>245394ewgh. Living like this must be miserable.
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>One track mind
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The guy she was hanging out with
No. 245460
>>245289> retweeting Bibicow crossover kek
also funny that she'd retweet that post about black edits when she was just defending dissociaDID for racism accusations.
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>>245477Here she is before the chest hair and zippertits (on the right).
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I also wanted to point out that Jill has been copying her friend’s makeup.
No. 245536
>>245421This shit is so trivializing it’s not even funny. I feel like Jill needs to be reminded that she supposedly has this disorder because of multiple horrible traumatic rapes. There’s self deprecating humor to cope, and then there’s the borderline fetishistic way she gleefully talks about her illnesses. It’s sick.
>>245535Eh, that’s pretty standard for the average drag race wannabe these days, it’s just a trendy that Jill goes overboard with, like everything else. Someone seriously needs to take away her eyeliner so she can stop with the three inch wide wings
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She’s deeply mentally unwell guys
No. 245555
>>245501Tragic.
>>245454Why do I feel like Jillian is planning to take T for her larp?
No. 245559
>>245553Boohooo chronic
victim attention whore
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Um, this is not ok,even as a joke
You are hurting the people around you
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>Normal weight
No. 245588
>>245553It's hard to do normal basic life things when you have virtually zero responsibilities? Like literally all she has to do is feed and occasionally wash herself and put up a video maybe once a month about whatever garbage she feels like.
She doesn't have to get up in the morning, get ready and commute. She doesn't have deadlines, projects, assignments. She doesn't have to deal with a boss or get along with coworkers. She doesn't have to worry about finding time for herself and her interests outside of work. She doesn't have to worry about the bills being paid. Is putting the empty plate of tendies in the sink and changing the litter box like too much to handle?? Jfc
No. 245596
>>245593samefag but my tinfoils:
1. Mamma Vessey challenged her for the first time in her life on something. Not gonna pay rent anymore, Jilly needs to get a job, Mamma won't buy her a car, Jilly needs to eat healthier and lose some weight, she needs to stop the DID LARP, Mamma suggested Jilly move back home and try to get back to normal, Stevie cheated on her or left her? Something?
2. I think there is something going on with Stevie specifically. I think it's related to the car fiasco. My major tinfoil is that Stevie's parents bought him a new vehicle and stated that Jill is not allowed to use it, thus causing a big rift, and possibly issues with her own parents. It's really weird that we heard all about the car when it was getting purchased, but nothing since. I think something's up there, and that's possibly why Mamma Vessey has had to say something.
I mean goddamnit, it's something.
No. 245597
>>245581What happened to make her this delusional? I remember she used to be "bodyposi" and was open about the fact that she was fat
To be fair, she did use terms like chubby, thick, curvy, thickums, etcHer "I gained weight" video she was way smaller yet was still honest about her size, so I really wonder what gave her this boost of delusion.
>>245382He replied to her twice, and both were very short kek they were posted a few threads back
>>245593Tinfoil but I feel like she maybe weighed herself, I know it sounds retarded but despite her being fat she DID(kek) have issues with food/weight before and has always said she doesn't weigh herself. The constant weight talk which was never a thing before too makes me think that she weighed herself for the first time in a few years and due to her delusion she thought she'd be like 120 or some shit and the actual number freaked her out. I don't think it's something with her mom because she seemed happy with her, if it's not my tinfoil it's probably issues with Stevie.
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Self diss for not posting decent drag
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No. 245620
>>245618KEK she has a
TERF alter she doesn't know about.
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>>245618Saint Jill warning her friends about comitting the sin of following JK Rowling fans
No. 245626
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What does she mean exactly by "affects our body physically"?
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>>245618>>245625It’s so ironic she’s her yet again going after people after her previous bullshit ending with this… Let’s all be nice!
Sage’d bc old milk
No. 245630
>>245618She could’ve just unfollowed quietly but of course she decided to be an ass about it instead.
>>245622Most likely. She’s a black woman who makes art using her hair. Cue that picture of Jill looking like a vaudeville act while petting a black girl’s hair…
>>245626Does she have ANY alter that isn’t mostly co-con?
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>>245596Steven has been constantly talking about his scooter on twitter though
No. 245641
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>>245618>wtf who are you and why do I follow you…
This is so fucking insulting.
Laetiky is a black girl that makes sculptures with her own hair. She ofter portrays feminism themes, and back in the 2010s what she did was revolutionary. This was an important step for black feminism and the aceptance of natural hair. She did many interviews and many articles were written about her back in the day. She even got a book deal. Her art resonated with many, it was interesting and for a good cause.
But of course, since she's a black feminist woman that portrays feminist and female themes through her hair, like vulvas, a lot of people have been criticising and bullying her ever since. Specially TRAs (pick related). It's fucking insulting and disrespectful what Jillian just did, specially because she thinks following black creators is enough to dismiss her racist claims.
I'm sorry, but I'm fucking angry now. Jillian probably followed her when Laetiky got famous back in the day, since Jillian would follow almost anything related to fashion. Or she started following her when people started calling her out for not doing enough for black people. In either case, saying "wtf who are you" is fucking stupid. Laetiky will always be more famous than she is. Laetiky will always be more of an artist than she is. Laetiky will always be more relevant. Jillian is a fucking has been, she keeps talking of herself as if she was a celebrity but she's fucking no one. She has nothing to give, she never has done anything impactful, she just whines on twitter and looks like a clown. And then pretends to be a good influence. You're nothing but a narcissistic pig Jillian, and the insecurity of no one knowing who you are shows. You will never be a black ally.
No. 245644
>>245620KEK made me laugh out loud
I do wonder though, how come all her alters have the exact same interests and beliefs? She isn't even trying. Take jerrica for example who is supposed to be an edgy TIF. You think that she'd have views like kalvin garrah or something
No. 245645
>>245641Jill has been pretty messy the past few days because if someone were to see her trying to defend DissocialDID while black people were discussing how she's a racist and now this. Someone at some point is going to point out how hypocritical she's being since she's been going around and bullying people on Twitter using her "alters" as a shield.
I'm putting on a tin foil hat but I think Jill is also pulling one from the YouTuber playbook and is trying to create controversy so she gets more interaction and views. Maybe mama Vessey is pulling back on her funding so Jill's trying to do whatever she can to not get a real job.
No. 245655
>>245650Kek, I know you're joking, but I really hope this bitch gets called out for being an hypocrite.
>>245648Yeah apparently men in dresses > women dying in huts in africa for her.
No. 245691
>>245563What the hell dude??? Suicide isn’t a joke. She can’t play the “well I'm making fun of myself” card because this is a legitimately harmful thing to post on the internet. Tell me, Jill, why is it totally fine promote that original tweet
and add on to the “joke,” but someone listing off the
problematic things DissociaDID has done is “extremely immoral”? While we’re at it, tell me why you didn’t even put a
trigger warning, completely blindsiding your followers, when you’ll put a
trigger warning at any mention of weight? This makes me so angry. She’ll tear someone to shreds for questioning if a person really has an extremely rare dissociative disorder (DID), but it’s fine to make fun of a mental health issue as common and serious as suicidal ideation? This is disgusting.
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Here we go again kek
No. 245697
>>245691She rather defend:
>DissociaDID, a problematic racist mental illnes faker>Gabbie Hannah, a rapist apologist and bully>Shane Dawson, a pedophile cat fucker>Will Wood, someone who has grooming accusationsAnd then she still pretends to have ~empathy~ and be a postive influence. Gross.
No. 245704
>>245693Stop. Picking. Fights. Jilly, you are the one causing problems. Evident by starting shit over months long ago tweets. Trying to hide behind a
no criticism shield only backfires. Actually look at yourself and not the you in your mom's photo. Face the creepy age play clown you truly are.
No. 245713
>>245693She is one of the best examples of why making mental illness your brand impedes recovery. As others have said, she has gone down a serious spiral after the diagnosis which she publicised to be the most
valid and special mental health influencer. Usually better care and quality of life accompany a diagnosis but for her it’s just become the very rapid decline.
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No. 245756
>>245640This. Anon who made the original comment about Louise commenting on Jill's weight. I feel like Steve wasn't invited to the MCR concert because 1. It was a mother daughter thing, and 2. Louise just doesn't fucking like him. Jill gets her bitchiness from somebody, if it's not her dad, it has to be Louise. If she and jill shit talk her brother's ex-gf, I don't see why Jilly would be exempt from her mom's shittalking, no I don't buy mama vessey holds back because she's the favorite. My tinfoil is that the car is what's finally bringing out Louise's hate for Steve, something must've happened that caused the two families to have problems with Steve running to Maggie and his other IRL friends while Mama Vessey and Jill seethe. Cue during the trip Louise either started passive aggressively bringing up shit that bothered her like: "Wow, jill you've gotten so BIG recently!" or shittalked steve then said something along the lines of, "When the times comes, if it comes out he cheated on you… I wouldn't be surprised" or "Isn't weird that your mental health is spiraling and… Steve isn't really there for you." and now Jill's
triggered as all hell.
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>>245693A lot of words to say the same shit.
Do anons think Jill ever sits with the shame she feels about her behavior and current lifestyle? Or is it just excuses and someone else’s fault forever and always? I hope she’s capable of at least some honesty and self reflection, just a tiny tiny bit. There has to be some part of her that wants out of that rainbow prison.
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>>245267I didn't realize so many anons were so fashion-behind. High-waisted bottoms have been out of style for like > 2 seasons now. She is wearing tight bottoms, tight top… and a loose baggy George brand cardigan… Electric-green hair would look much better if she incorporated more cool-toned colours into her routine and actually
stopped relying on "black clothing = 'emo' aesthetic" mentality she has going on.
No. 245766
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>>245759To say she's disappointed in her is an understatement.
Check this out
https://www.lightandvision.com/blog/congratulations No. 245772
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No. 245778
>>245766This makes me feel bad for Louise tbh. Imagine being excited for your daughter to come home after fashion school, finally an adult, chasing her dreams and all she can bring with her is a handful of falling apart, busted "garments". Did they ever even shoot what she did make together?
And ontop of that by the time she did return from school it was with a cluster of self diagnosed illnesses. She had a daughter she seemed to love a lot in her teen years, sent her away to be an adult, and got back a monster.
>>245774The cut and color on the ginger pic looks pretty good here for Jill. Suits her nicely. Hope if in a few years she can surpass her current state she returns to a look like this.
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>>245774you can see the hairloss here
No. 245805
>>245756Not to defend Louise, but I always got the impression she's kind of a doormat to Jill. Jill has previously shared messages between them and her comments on Jill's unpleasant posts are "haha sweetie, you do you".
But! You reminded me of a big thing. What made Louise go in super protection mode was finding Jill's suicide talk in emo tween diaries. And now Jill keeps talking about suicide again- maybe to mellow her out and get what she wants?
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>>245626Jill transforms into adorable cat for a minute
No. 245814
>>245618I love how every photo of rowling has the same smug expression, so whenever people REEE under/around her posts/articles/whatever she's just there not giving a shit
Also great look for Jillian after the "apology for using the n word and having locs" video
No. 245817
>>245625Supporting an author and being a transphobe are not the same thing, god she's retarded, you can't just accuse people of hate crimes with no evidence
Meanwhile she stans a long list of
problematic men, most recent addition being fucking keffals, someone decent trans people cancelled ages ago.
No. 245819
>>245747I bet she just took a big bong rip between these posts about wanting to die and then loving life.
She's such a mess.
No. 245820
>>245581>24 and a normal weightoh she's one of
those women that think they're a "real adult woman" because they're overweight, and anyone who isn't is anorexic or a pedopanderer or some shit
Also bet this Tweet was about Brendan Fraser because she will always take the opportunity to crawl up a man's ass
>>245636Adult men riding scooters look like giant manchildren 95% of the time
>>245693>starts 10000 fights on Twitter >uwu I am unwell, too unwell to check my notifs!! Yeah maybe afraid to see the damage you did while sperging out for the last 24 hours
No. 245822
>>245785If anything it'd be one of her followers, but I'm highly doubtful anyone will make a call to what the Canadian equivalent of a wellness check is. It's either a ploy at her mother or a "shield" against some sort of criticism she received. Jill has been pretty spiteful these past days. So something is up and she'll let it slip because it's Jill.
>>245820>starts 10000 fights on Twitter >uwu I am unwell, too unwell to check my notifs!! >Yeah maybe afraid to see the damage you did while sperging out for the last 24 hoursEasier to slap on a bandaid and pretend it never happened.
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>>245766I'm sorry but who celebrates a one year "degree" with a graduation photoshoot?
No. 245833
>>245763If she wore her pants at the “real waistline” you drew, her mons pubis would be hanging out. Please don’t give Veronica any ideas.
>>245817Laetitia has previously been cancelled by TRAs independently of JKR because she also talks about sex-based oppression. Jill must have missed that particular shitstorm if she was still following her until now. Do better, Jill!
No. 245834
>>245802yeah especially when she did a NEG on that indie store days ago
>>245812except she looks like this
>>245408 No. 245835
>>245581I just realized the person she QRT is talking about celebrities and Jill jumped on like she's a blip on people's radar. She's less than a niche internet micro celerity because those creators at least break 20k on their views regularly.
>>245819It just sounds like she's trying to cope. You know how therapists tell you to say positive affirmations to trick yourself in to loving yourself. But the main issue with Jill is that she is always seeking external validation. She'll never really learn to love herself because she's always looking for people to tell her only good things and as soon as she hears anything she perceives as negative she breaks down.
>>245833It's obvious Jill only followed her when she got called out for being racist. It just shows that she didn't actually vet through who she was following she just followed any black woman that came up on her TL so she seemed more woke.
No. 245851
>>245766Is it just me or is this passive aggressive and dissing Jill’s college course. She is hyping up taking graduation portraits of other kids then she gets to Jill’s and she is remarking on how strange she thought it was she had a graduation and comments on the brief amount of time. It makes it sound like she doesn’t think Jillys college is
valid at all kek. It is a craft school beginner thing we all know that it’s just funny to see Louise knows that when Jill has this delusion of grandeur about the whole thing and see her comparing it to real graduates.
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>>245839trawling through those NYC meetup threads was a trip
No. 245865
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>>245581>16 and 95 pounds [at 5"]You mean… a normal weight? Not even close to underweight?
No. 245866
>>245865Anon, don’t spread misinformation. No matter how much you hate a cow it’s not an excuse to deliberately misrepresent facts. 18.5 and under BMI is considered underweight. Just because you are barely in the healthy weight range does not mean you’re not a pound or two off from being technically underweight. But you’re likely anachan so I’m sure anything above 19 bmi is a whale for you
Also pixie is clearly overweight now, but from her old pictures she does look like she was borderline underweight.
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>>245865Where did you even find this rattler bmi calculator claiming 86 lbs is healthy?
Picrel a woman who is 85 lbs at 5 feet and is even Asian not white, so could get away with being a bit slimmer and still be healthy due to smaller bone structure. And she looks absolutely ill.
No. 245899
>>245893But she was never gangly. She abused photoshop in all her pictures. I don’t believe she was ever 95 lbs. She probably stopped eating for a few days and Louise freaked and had her committed.
Jill constantly lies about her past and tries so hard to use old shoop abuse selfies to keep up with her bullshit. If she wasn’t such a liar her claims would actually hold up. Does no one remember the 20 in waist debacle?
No. 245914
>>245913She puts a
trigger warning for weight, but not for mentions of suicide, real classy too.
No. 245917
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Why does she seek out these tweets to give advice when she's not experienced and educated on this issue…she was just recently tweeting about suicide.
No. 245919
>>245899I know about the shooping, more just meant she had that weird awkward look a lot of teens have where they haven’t fully grown into themselves yet.
>>245913Seriously. If she cares so much about mental health and helping people stay safe she wouldn’t post the numbers because she should know that can be
triggering for girls with EDs. It’s just her trying to make herself sound so sick and frail.
No. 245930
>>245917Ever since the DID this has been said as nauseum, but I can't believe how she talks about these sorts of things as if she spent 12 years studying psychology and graduated with honors after writing a groundbreaking doctorate thesis about mental health.
It's baffling to say the least, she should be glad she's such a small fry or she would have a bunch of people all over her questioning her sources.
No. 245935
>>245917Out of all the dumb things she's said regarding mental health, this might fill me with the most rage. "Take some time to process it?" Based on personal experience, I can honestly see that kind of advice pushing someone closer to killing themselves. What do you mean? It's not just an emotional state like grief or anger. When you're severely depressed you're processing it everyday, fighting just to believe it's worth enduring when everything you once cared about has had all meaning and purpose completely stripped from it.
For someone who touts themselves as a mental health advocate, telling someone who is actively struggling not to wallow in depression is an extremely tone-deaf and dare I say ableist take.
No. 245944
>>245935Jill is always talking about "processing". Isn't hard to know that this means sitting around, doing nothing except thinking about x "bad thing" for hours. Dangerous to be doing herself, worse to be suggesting to others. Worse thing you can do when you're mentally ill is fixate on it. She'd be feeling much better much faster if whenever she felt the need to "process" she got up off her ass and sewed something or edited a video or anything else really, instead. Her house is full of things to do yet she prefers to do nothing at all.
I forget where it was in the thread but she said something a while back similar too (I think about her flop era) where she was alluding to believing that the only way for her to get better is to simply wait until she feels better. Sit around and wait for the universe to magically cure her I guess. I can't help but feel her therapist is partly responsible for this mindset, either. What a shitty attitude to have. She is immune to any feelings of self accountability/responsibility.
No. 245968
>>245965(same anon) yes i did mean that oops LMFAO. rational .. radical …. tomato
tomatoe
No. 245970
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>>245917I looked at the thread and all of it is filled with horrible advice from "DID" accounts. If someone is at the point that they're stuck in bed you literally just spend time and talk with them. Offer them a distraction while subtly letting them know that they're not alone. Even if they're irritable you just stay there and tell them silly stories of your childhood while you clean the space around them. It offers enough distraction that they're not ruminating and your presence let's them know that they're not alone. Fuck Jill for saying to leave them alone so they can think, she's going to get people killed with that kind of advice.
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Steve ignoring Jill's antics in twitter but responding to Maggie is spicy
No. 245988
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Some precure drama but come on Jill, we know you’re never actually nice to anyone, just mean girl “nice”
No. 245991
>>245988But Jill what if she had some clown-related trauma and your profile pic
triggered her? Ever thought of that??? HMMMM?
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>>246007Seems like she probably dm'd them.
No. 246021
>>246017Although my main theory is that this is something to do with the car, Stevie, and his family, I do really wonder if Jill has been told to "get a fucking job."
SOMETHING has to have happened with Louise!! Just based on the timeframe alone. I guess we'll see. It's sure interesting.
No. 246024
>>246012Even if she's right and it's weird jill is in no place to be calling other people out or confronting them for bad behavior. She should just keep her mouth shut. Given how jumpy she's been lately to lash out at anyone the last thing she should be doing is dming "
problematic" users. Remember that vitriol she spit out in her early DID announcement days to that one user in dms? We never saw it but the op posted about getting some nasty words from her.
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>>246007This was the interaction. I didn’t see anything about nsfw stuff on Jill’s twitter, just this. Anything nsfw with underage characters is freaking disgusting and wrong, but it seems like Jill either didn’t know or didn’t care about that
No. 246029
>>246011But Jill LOVES pedos and groomers. Why would this even upset her? She is literally dating one.
>>245563 Nah, Jill would never kill herself. She is a narcissist, there is nothing on this earth she loves more than herself.
No. 246031
>>246022samefag. Also, the main female protagonist is an actual rape
victim which would make Jill seethe with rage since she gets off on pretending to be one. It is the most accurate representation I have ever read too, as an actual
victim, the feeling of being detached from your own body. Depersonalization. Another thing Jill pretends to experience with her fake disorder. Vessey is such a vile cunt.
No. 246037
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Isn't Maggie into lolicon too? maybe she's redirecting all her rage towards her onto some precure rando.
No. 246040
>>246037She probably hates Maggie more than anything.
BPD jealousy is intense, and especially in this case when it's actually warranted since Stevie interacts with Maggie way more (also her being his ex)
Also the fact that she's been so insecure about her weight, and Maggie is now skinny while she used to be the friend Jill stood next to so she looked better.
No. 246045
>>245996I agree tbh
>>245970wtf is this shit
No. 246050
>>246029you do know narcs are basically the most insecure people out there, right? the big ego and
toxic positivity is all a façade. jill totally hates herself. the clown makeup is evidence enough honestly. confidence is quiet and she's always screaming. and no one gets to that weight from "self love." it's just denial of your issues.
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No. 246077
>>246072I feel like she's also cleaning her room for the first time so she can sell some shit on depop. It's not like she's actually working or creating new stuff.
Will wait to see the nightmare that will be her new drag queen and DID inspired website.
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No. 246091
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>>246089>>246090she looks SO FUCKING HAPPY for someone who is talking about a person in distress. I'm fucking grossed out right now. Please someone do a summary of her clip.
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>>246091like… fucking look at this and tell me if she looks like she's talking about:
a)something she bought
b)precure
c)someone who is having a mental episode and is in dire need of help
It really fucking SHOWS how little she cares, she just wants to be fucking interviewed. WHAT the fuck. She's fucking ecstatic now that she succesfully self inserted herself into the drama… but drama channels are hungry bastards too, and this puts her on the radar. I hope she suffers the consequences.
Waiting for the summary because I don't think I'm strong enough to watch this with sound.
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No. 246098
>>246095here's what I see: "Me me me. Can you believe this happened to me?
tiktok induced talking from one side of the mouth me! Big flashy colors mean I'm interesting. I'm just a lil mentally ill bean, don't forget about me"
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>>246093I can't believe she really went on to talk about herself and how GH ~totes has DID~ on a fucking drama channel. She's honestly worse than Trisha.
Btw what's up with that ~I'm so depressed guyyysssss~? She looks fucking happy here! Happy to be a drama hungry bitch!
No. 246100
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>>246099just… what the fuck.
No. 246117
>>246099I don't get why she is so intent on pushing the
DID narrative onto GH. What is she playing at? What is there to gain really?
>>246105She tries to act like she's a
nice empathetic but deep down she is everything you wrote. The funny part is she's letting her true self show because she thinks all her labels make her immune to criticism. Hate to be in the crossfire of a tantrum of hers. I feel like she's one of those people who get aggressively in your face screaming at you.
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>Strawberry emoji
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No. 246140
>>246129>uwu innocent teenagers uwuTwitter is so full of shit, idc about that weird 38 year old person but the fact that Jillian is inserting herself onto some online teen drama makes her look not only childish as fuck but also terminally online and like a perpetual
victim. Jillian is not "an innocent teen uwu" she's a 40 year old looking creep and she's no better since she agrees with her pedo troon boyfriend about inviting others to smoke weed and ageplay.
No. 246163
>>246117Simple. Jill's gross enough to use a mentally ill woman to climb the social ladder:
>"Omg, Gabbie Hanna, a chick with DID who EVERYBODY'S TALKING ABOUT came to me, someone with DID for advice!! [heart rainbow snake emoji] Hugs n' kiss, hope you heal!!">she's one of those people who get aggressively in your face screaming at youAbsolutely. Kek, is this why Steve has to run to maggie?
No. 246167
>>246129>>246130OT but Why are weebs like this? Do they not realize the majority of anime, even ones for kids, are going to have mass amounts of fans that want to fuck the characters? What's the point in going on such a massive witchhunt over liking some (disgusting) artwork that's incredibly common in weeb communities. Almost all of the popular anime has some sort of sexualization of underage girls.
>>246166I wouldn't put it past Stevie to be into lolicon as well considering how
suspiciouslyclose he is with Maggie. Wonder if Jill supports it or not
No. 246175
>>246090>professionaly diagnosed>it takes several years to be diagnosed even when you've been in psych care for years>which was the case for meholy fuck no jill, you haven't, all you've done for years is collect labels and actively avoid doing actual therapy. this bitch i can't
>>246167>OT but Why are weebs like this? Do they not realize the majority of anime, even ones for kids, are going to have mass amounts of fans that want to fuck the characters?retarded zoomers are constantly cancelling people because their coddled brains can't get over the fact that not everything on the internet has to cater to them.
No. 246188
>>246090When he said he talked to someone with DID I thought “oh no” and when I got to her part, I almost commented that she’s likely faking, but I don’t have the mental bandwidth to deal with her fans. But even she pointed out how ridiculous she seems, wearing a pink wig in a rainbow room.
I wish people would call her ass out for faking. Btw Jill, you didn’t lose subscribers because of your diagnosis, you lost followers because they followed you for kawaii and fashion content, not mental health content.
No. 246196
>>246107Even though Jill has 50+ threads here she wasn't as popular on KF even after the DID saga she's just one of those cows that doesn't draw that much moid attention.
>>246131yeah if you're accusing her of being a pedophile why the fuck do you want her interacting with teens? The actual brain rot zoomers have.
>>246189I wonder if Jill ever told him about the boards she's apart of? She knows chat boards are notorious for doxing. Did she not extend the courtesy to her therapist and let him know about the "haters"?
No. 246223
>>245935It's baffling she suggests "processing" depression which is akin to telling someone to "process" their cancer, it's something you have to recover from over many years of slow, tiny movements upwards, not process like a passing emotion.
I think she's likley bipolar and her depression is simply the other side of hyper-manic behavior, her recent tweets certainly suggest so. So she has never actually felt depressed longterm, just the low end of her bipolar - so temporary by definition.
She should not be giving advice either way considering she is clearly nowhere near to being on top of her own mental issues.
(armchairing ) No. 246251
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>>245866>>245867AYRT. BMI ranges for children are different from adults'. Here's the actual CDC saying that she was in a healthy range at a BMI of 18.6. Plug in the numbers for yourself if you don't trust me: >
https://www.cdc.gov/healthyweight/bmi/result.html?&method=english&gender=f&age_y=16&age_m=0&hft=5&hin=0&twp=95Not an ana-chan, just googled bmi calculator(bmi-sperg) No. 246340
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>>246339don’t be so sure…
No. 246342
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the irony of jillian liking this tweet…
No. 246343
>>246323What is her problem with Trisha anyway? I don’t keep up with her so all I know is that she’s ~
problematic~ so on the surface it makes sense that “throw kindness around like confetti” Jill has a problem with her… except isn’t Gabbie Hannah just as bad? Yet Jill is apparently a big fan of hers. What’s the difference, there?
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>>246340also a lot of people are saying yes. god i hope this womanchild gets what's been coming to her.
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No. 246367
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>>246350 lol i voted and glad to see a lot of yes
>>246355 this reeks of the "OCD" shit people will say without having real OCD
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No. 246370
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>>246368Context btw
Drag queens being creeps
No. 246377
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Didn't see any nonnies make an actual summary of the shit Jill said in iNabber's video, so here you go:
>Fraser doesn't want to make any real comments not knowing DID, so chooses Jill of all people to speak on how DID is dealt with and what it's like, etc to "end the video on information"
>Jill talks about getting diagnosed last year
>DID is complex and misunderstood even by professionals so a real, correct diagnosis takes 7-12 years, claims that's how long it took her too (kek)
>Talks about being diagonsed with anxiety, depression, BPD then DID and how each case is treated differently
>DID is a different case since most people don't believe it's real
>Jill believes people don't believe in it because they're lucky enough to have minds that "work normally" and they can't picture it any differently; it is blatantly complicated
>People going around shitting on DID and claiming it's fake doesn't help and tiktok making it trendy
>"Lil miss mentioned 'Teens in wigs'"
>Teenagers will be teenagers
>Don't attack everyone with proclaimed DID
>"We're not all just teenagers on tiktok, some of us do have tiktok; some of us do wear wigs. God forbid some of us have blue hair pronouns and a septum ring"
>Talks about Gabbie's tiktok on DID being fake being discouraging because people are saying she's right and are siding with her
>Jill talks about how she lost a chunk of following when she came out as having DID claiming it's because people don't think it's real
>"No one's going to listen to the girl with the pink wig in a rainbow room" talking about how hard it is to have DID with the stigma and everything
>Compares to how the universe is complex and how because she doesn't understand rocket science she isn't going to tell NASA their work is a doodle
>People should be more considerate and research the actual disorder
No. 246383
>>246381she’s trying to play the card of like, guys I KNOW this might look weird or fake (because it is) but i’m actually super aware of that and clearly i’m the only person who’s able to speak about this stigma. I saw a fucking comment of someone saying they appreciated that fraser brought on a “professional” to understand did better LMFAOOO. If he brought on a genuine psychologist then that would be a professional. A privileged white girl from canada who’s never had to deal with anything traumatic other than muh
abusive online gay deviant-art relationship where i was raped. That’s her only trauma she’s ever brought up. But yeah she’s definitely the most educated person on this subject, great job fraser !
No. 246386
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When was the last time she even made anything for herself? Let alone to sell…
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>>246368>uuughh Trixieee!>>246377That’s a whole lotta gatekeeping you’re doing there, Jillybean.
No. 246388
>>246377Thank you for the summary of Jilly's bullshit spew, nonnette!
>DID is complex and misunderstood even by professionals so a real, correct diagnosis takes 7-12 years, claims that's how long it took her too (kek)She's really going with this? Despite her own videos showing otherwise? Kek. Would love for her to explain how Canada allowed her to get a driver's license when she was a teen while professionals were trying to diagnosis her.
>Jill believes people don't believe in it because they're lucky enough to have minds that "work normally" and they can't picture it any differently; it is blatantly complicatedWhatever you say, Jill. Sounds like someone is mad people are questioning her instead of nodding along.
>"Lil miss mentioned 'Teens in wigs'"Lol
>"We're not all just teenagers on tiktok, some of us do have tiktok; some of us do wear wigs. God forbid some of us have blue hair pronouns and a septum ring"This is what gets me. She really wants to still be a teen. Funny because most likely the teens will grow out of the attention seeking trend while Jill is a fucking adult.
>Compares to how the universe is complex and how because she doesn't understand rocket science she isn't going to tell NASA their work is a doodleIronic because she doesn't understand DID or any mental illnesses yet acts like the authority on all of it. The depression advice was god awful especially with the "just listen to music" line.
No. 246424
>>246121Idk, the fact she pretended to be a baby and ageplayed right before calling a 38 year old creepy is baffling to me
>>246130>>246420In that case, Jillian should cancel fucking Steven because he's following Maggie (rinichu) and she retweets lolicon fanart. Hypocrite much????
No. 246427
>>246366this
>>246365kek
>>246355>did is having filthy wallsThis is fucking stupid and such a disservice to people with real trauma. Also kek, she has never had a passion for "deep cleaning', she has always been dirty as fuck.
No. 246428
>>246377>DID is complex and misunderstood even by professionals so a real, correct diagnosis takes 7-12 years, claims that's how long it took her too (kek)Excuse me… what the fuck? this isn't true at all. Fucking liar
>"No one's going to listen to the girl with the pink wig in a rainbow room" talking about how hard it is to have DID with the stigma and everythingOh boo fucking hoo bitch!
No. 246430
>>246391>>246386For her, being a """"""""fashion designer""""""""" is more about dressing in colorful retarded clothes than actual sewing. This says a lot about her as a person… only keeping appareances, never putting in the work. Narcissism is a hell of a drug
>>246377>DID is complex and misunderstood even by professionals so a real, correct diagnosis takes 7-12 years, claims that's how long it took her too (kek)THIS IS FUCKING FALSE, what the fuck??? it took it less than a year with Jedediah to get the fucking "diagnosis", he wasn't even qualified, and she only did this because it got trendy on tiktok. This is fucking insulting, I can't believe this fucking asshole is getting away with this many lies.
No. 246432
>>246428I think the whole thing about her claiming it took her so long to get diagnosed is her implying she should’ve been diagnosed with DID as soon as she started treatment, but wasn’t until recently. So the fact that she got “diagnosed” just last year will not only seem less questionable, it will be a convenient way to seem knowledgeable/
valid, and this apparent reasoning will buy her some pity.
No. 246435
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>>246412Well she uses scrote so she definitely lurks. Also isn't she the content creator that talked about how shitty Jill treated her in the DMs or is that a different drama channel?
No. 246438
>>246368She is such a hypocrite. She is claiming to be a CSA
victim, she should be outraged and
triggered, but her only reaction is “uggghh trixieeee”? Jill allegedly has an alter created to deal with the trauma of her underage sexual assaults, she shouldn’t be reacting with the verbal equivalent of an eye roll. But she loves drag and Trixie so this get a pass, she only condemns people/things she was never a fan of in the first place.
No. 246450
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Has she ever mentioned wanting to make calendars before?
No. 246464
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>>246391i hope this tweet makes it crystal clear that her parents are paying all her shit. she doesnt care about her "flop youtube" cause she doesnt have to. this is her main (tbh only) source of income and shes acting like its a tumblr she doesnt update. she doesnt give a fuck cause Louise is paying her bills regardless.
theres 0%% urgency in this. girl you dont do anything! you just get high and tweet and complain and that's it. she cant even pretend to be struggling cause she never has.
No. 246472
>>246412Not only she's clearly a farmer, that was a very obvious selfpost kek. But it's fine this time, do what you need to do
nonnie.
No. 246486
>>246435"Well she uses scrote so she definitely lurks"
… you really think that's just a farmer term? You need to get out more, anon.
No. 246518
>>246516I got the same impression, I wonder if maybe Louise sat Jill down and asked her what her plans for the future were, since she’s been out of school for a while now and really has nothing to show for it, nor is she particularly prioritizing her channel. I’m assuming her parents paid for her uni? I’d imagine there would’ve been a reasonable expectation that she’d go on to use her schooling.
Knowing Jill though, it was likely just a casual conversation topic from Louise and it set her off because she’s a petulant child
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>>246550wasn't this posted last thread? it's in the summary
No. 246563
>>246516>it really doesn’t seem like she viewed Jill’s rinky dink course like a real degree like Jilly doesyknow now that you bring this up, it kind of reminds me of in the past how jill would enter the same entry-level cosplay competition over and over until she could not apply any more, would win first prize, and then gloat as if it meant anything – as if it proved that she actually worked hard and earned the award. i feel like jill got her degree and waves it around like a badge of honor, like she busted her ass off for it and now she has this physical proof that she's a For Real Designer; meanwhile she hasn't done shit.
her mom sees she's not doing shit, and if she was the one that paid for her schooling then i can definitely see her confronting jill about wasting her money, like "ok i spent x amount of my money for you to go to this nice school, what are you doing to show for it?" she probably brought it up in a gentle way, but i could see that kind of comment still getting under jill's skin. that's my tinfoil for the day
No. 246564
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>>246563Yes nona, but if you recall said thread, Gabbie only mentioned DID because… Jill tweeted at her diagnosing her with fucking DID. Literally only a few hours later Gabbie posted her DID rant. Jill literally instigated the whole thing from 0. Nobody else was saying that shit but her
No. 246565
>>246443I've never understood anons who say this. Yes, it's very easy for young women to get diagnosed with BPD - but we have 0 evidence she was ever diagnosed with it either.
I don't get why you all trust her word like it's law on that diagnosis purely because… What, it came first?
She was absolutely already hopping around doctor/therapist shopping when that came out and she was already showing interest in using it as a trend/consuming that kind of content back then. The fact that everyone here doesn't seem to see that, that was just the start of her mentol illnos larps blows my mind.
No. 246566
>>246564wrong
nonnie,
nonnie, try again kek
No. 246571
>>246565I don’t really understand why people believe Jill on everything either especially when it comes to mental health.
Even with the “angel therapist” we don’t really know how much was him enabling her and her wishing it was true. It’s possible he gave her the diagnostic impression after months of her begging for it so that she would get tested and it could be off the table that she had DID. All the diagnostic impression said was “Jill says she has 5 distinct personalities.” I have always had a weird feeling about him being posted in here because it seemed like we didn’t get the whole story.
No. 246572
>>246568gabbie gets easily
triggered by comments and often responds directly to them so honestly it wouldn't surprise me at all. also top kek that even gh thinks DID isn't real.
No. 246575
>>246565BPD wasn't trendy back when she got diagnosed with it. She was actually weirded out that she got this diagnosed as a teen at first.
>>246572That's giving too much credit to Jillian kek
No. 246577
>>246574ayrt, yeah disappointed would be the word. frustrated too. her mom probably genuinely wants the best for her but is maybe starting to realize she coddled her a little too hard to the point where jill bails the minute something is too hard for her and blames it on her mental health.
she basically hypes herself up so much and ends up biting off more than she can chew, gets embarrassed and cowers off. mini blog but reminds me of when i didnt want to go to school and would pretend to be sick so i could stay at home and avoid going. it's like she's doing that except all the fucking time, under the guise of "its okay to take breaks! my mental health comes first!", which can be true but she's so privileged that she can take long breaks and it doesn't affect her. doesn't affect her means to have a roof over her head, feed herself and her pets, doesn't affect much.
she's cornered herself into laziness by being too scared to try. and now it seems like everything is too much to handle for her, everything pushes her to the edge.
No. 246581
>>246571I agree fully, I hate when anons try to blame all her retardation on the therapist likely grooming, when it seems more like we don't have the full story and very possible Jill just lovebombed and made inappropriate attachments to this person without him necessarily guiding anything.
>>246575>>246576What the fuck are you two talking about. Yes, I read here, I've been following these threads since her dumb lace drama. Do you both actually read here? Because bpd absolutely was trendy when she came out with it and the only thing she did is hype it up with "mystery" and constant "oh no stigma not sure if I'll come out teehee" posts. It was absolutely the beginning of her mental illness saga imo, it was just not as fully developed yet. Jill has shown countless times she preplans and premeditates this shit. Y'all need to go back and read the threads when she was hinting at them came out with bpd.
In Canada it's even frowned on to diagnose someone with a PD like BPD as a teenager because teens personalities are still developing/that's a volatile time in someone's life so things like mood swings etc couldn't be accurately tracked. So why the fuck would she have found this out at some early age like you guys always imply? This wasn't even that long ago lmao wtf do you anons think she was diagnosed at 13 or something???
No. 246582
>>246563samefag adding to the tinfoil. what if her mom did some digging into DID – she finds that DID stems from years and years of
childhood abuse, it dawns on her that all she does is spend money on her, from clothing, housing, and now recently with paying for art school which ended up being nothing. she feels disrespected, hurt, offended, because all she's done is love jill and now jill is telling everyone she has this super rare mental condition that absolutely shits on everything she has ever done for her
i could see mama vessey trying to put her foot down at this point an jill taking it as betrayal for not 100% supporting her
No. 246585
>>246564Jill isn’t smart but very slimy. Maybe she was hoping to set GH off at her for some internet drama and views. They both stan for rapists maybe they will be bffs after all.
>>246571 He’s a trans supporter and comes off as a groomer and enabler. If he did anything but “Yes queen” at Jill, she would have raged about him online. Even if he didn’t know what he was getting himself into with Jill, he deserves what he gets. Also, autistic nitpick but his poetry is shit, like an edgy middle schooler with no expressive language. Run Jeb run! Jill is taking you down with her.
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>>246585>>246587We have seen how Jill acts with men who do bad things or things she is otherwise fundamentally against. She turns a blind eye. She would 100% ignore any criticism from a drag queen therapist, especially if he otherwise affirmed her behavior. I don’t think that it’s right to throw the groomer label at him, that has more extreme implications and I don’t even think he did anything remotely close to grooming. I could see him enabling her and then believing he would be able to reel her back in at some point though. She obviously handpicked someone she knew she could get the diagnoses she wanted out of and there’s no doubt about that.
Anyway, to not continue this derail any longer, the final results of the poll are up.
No. 246595
>>246593Grey area because it is almost definitely cowtipping but we have no solid real proof she's a farmer vs just lifts things from here like most yt drama channels. Even though it's pretty transparent that she's likely even posting here to drum up attention.
I for one almost don't give a fuck at this point because I've wanted to see some backlash against Jill she can't just block or hide since the dawn of fucking time. No idea if this person has any semblance of an actual watcher count though (based on the poll I'd assume they're certainly no big name). I'm honestly more interested in seeing what people comment uncensored to the video vs the video itself though
No. 246620
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Didn't pinki once tweet something rude towards Jill at one point or am I miss remembering
No. 246652
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Hill, please do something actually beneficial for your mental health, like exercising outside or eating a healthy meal
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No. 246675
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>>246665when I see her like this I just wish she went natural hair and threw everything else in her life away (with that I mean literally EVERYTHING, all the bullshit that does not work for her, her fake career, her boyfriend, her fake posi wokeness, etc) to just start anew as a new person. But I still hate her and I still know she's a complete narcissist, I know she's an attention whore, I know she fucking sucks and there's no redeeming qualities to her, I can't believe she's faking mental illnesses. And yet… fuck itttttt she's only going to get worse.
No. 246681
>>246675I don't even get why she's straightening her hair for anyways, it's not like she's still doing Lolita coords or whatever fashion style that tends to go with straight hair. If anything, having a natural rainbii hair would be more interesting than the now basic straight hair rainbow.
Kek maybe she will read this and start doing so.
No. 246714
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>>246695Taken from Louise’s blog post and Jillian’s old Deviantart. Jillian has a pretty hair texture, but she’s fried her hair so bad over the years with the constant damage from heat, bleach, and hair dye since middle school.
No. 246727
>>246652More breadcrumbs, #actuallyautistic content creators recommend freely stimming and engaging with one's special interests for autistic distress.
The thing is, actually autistic people don't really need reminders to keep up with their special interests, which by diagnostic definition are fixations which can be so all-consuming that basic self care is ignored.
No. 246736
>>246620That was jerricka nonna, so Jill is still an innocent uwu baby and its not her fault!
Pinki qrted Jerricka account talking about wanting to die with "samelol" or something like that and then Jill started going off on the jerricka account saying shit like "maybe if I'm obviously not in a good place dont fucking treat it like a joke and quote tweet it thanks? lmao"
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No. 246758
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Screenshot of a dumb tiktok she made of counting down until she saw MCR.
No. 246766
>>246762NTA but how is it parasocial or weird for someone to want a cow to better themselves? Not all of us are angry vendetta-chans (though I say this as someone who fully despises Jill kek)
If you think that one sentence was parasocial and weird I advise looking through the Lucinda thread to see how deranged obsessed anons actually are.
No. 246786
>>246781>why would jilleverything she ever does.
on the hair topic i'm surprised she has any hair if she really straightens it every day when it's pre-bleached, she should definitely try something else, either a darker colour not needing as much pre-bleaching (green or red) and or using the curly girl method to style her wavy hair
No. 246788
>>246777>She’s horribly LARPing a notoriously stigmatizing version of something that is already highly misunderstood.So much for being a mental illness advocate uh? God her and all those dumbass larpers are pissing me off so much. All their 'help' is literally UNDOING decades of actual mentally ill people trying to live their lives as normally as possible, to be seen by society as something other than freaks. Watch us going backwards again.
But I guess when you're priviledged as fuck, when you have everything, you can't help but want the one thing you don't have, aka the 'poor me uwu' opression points.
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>>246773can she stop making this face please
No. 246797
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>>246754“Liked by creator”. I was actually going to ask if she was on purpose seizure baiting. There is a user called “thistrippiehippie” who started out with Tourette’s content which obviously was a trend then she moved on to seizure content. She has 15.3 mil followers so it’s profitable and she has tons of tik toks which is just you watching her have a seizure like this video from Jilly. No doubt Jill has consumed this content when the follower count is so high and we know she stalks this kind of content. This girl like I say started with Tourette’s then kept ramping up what was wrong with her and the seizures shown became more extreme and then there was the intrigue around diagnosis ark and now she says she has a rare disorder that goes by the acronym PANDAS. I have no comment on the validity of this girl but there is no denying this is her career with that follower count.
No. 246799
>>246754This is it for me, I want to a-log so bad.
Tinfoil but I think the other nonnas might be right about her mom having confronted her, and I think she might be preparing to say she has a traumatic brain injury, probably from the car crash she “kept passing out” during and after. She’ll probably use this to guilt her mom/any DIDoubters into believing that she really IS sick so she can be absolved of any responsibility for this downward spiral she’s been in.
No. 246806
>>246803I'm really sorry about your brother anon, Jillian really doesn't gaf about the real people with disorders she mimics
>>246798Yeah I lost interest in getting "numbers" online (something I never tried, but was weighing up trying for a few years) after it became a glorified freakshow via tiktok. And online sexwork as well where the shame of exposure is the main draw for subscribers and they all drop off after the first couple of months.
People acting increasingly mentally ill, telling absurd or excessively private stories, starting drama over nothing, getting extreme surgery, none of it is about talent or appeal (which "fame" used to be associated with) but simply being a freak for people to look at, like that example -13 million followers but not one of those people is a fan or admirer. Just there to watch someone have a seizure ffs
No. 246808
>>246788Yup, and this is why so many people don't have sympathy for the "hate" that people like Jill receive. Is the pretend symptoms cringe and annoying? Sure. But at the end of the day, all the commodification of medical terms, quirkification (and normalization) of life-ruining symptoms, and the perpetuation of the idea that mentally ill or neurodivergent people just make up their issues for attention is destroying what little progress that advocates and mental health professionals have made in recent years.
Sorry for the sperg, but it's exhausting, especially when people like Jill not only belittle real issues, but want ass pats for being a
advocate uwu while refusing to listen to people with real issues that just want the ability to live even a vaguely normal life.
No. 246817
>>246755Holy shit Jill your fucking sick. Your body is sick that's not your brain being teehee dissociation time. That's your body malfunctioning because you treat it like shit.
I have pre existing mental disorders and when Im physically unwell all my disorders go to shit. If I eat to much sugar in a day I literally feel so shit that I have the same thing happen as in the video. Sometimes so severe I can't move and I'm crying. And it's literally just if I eat too much sugar. Jill you are not mentally unwell your phycically unwell and refuse to acknowledge that because
body positivity and blame your brain for everything. It's why you cling on to hard to the
>I was born dissociated>Bpd is neurodivergency>*Le autism breadcrumbs So you can blame anything but yourself so you can keep eating your junk food, playing dress up and dollies. So that the internet and everyone in your life babies you and anyone who doesn't is a big meanie who is out to get you.
Your so fucking pathetic Jill
(Whatever ban me for armchairing blogposting and just going off.)
No. 246822
>>246817I know to much about mental AND PHYSICAL health to take a single thing jill says seriously.
Insulin effects signaling in the hippocampal region of the brain. The part responsible for memory and emotional regulation. But no for Jill it's DID and she doesn't need a real doctor she needs a witchy unqualified "therapist"
"Brain insulin signaling plays critical roles in the regulation of food intake, body weight, and learning and memory."
>But Jilly is a healthy body positive weight after all being a healthy BMI is fat phobic and oppressive. "Disruption of insulin signaling, however, makes neurons more vulnerable to metabolic stress, thus accelerating neuronal dysfunction. Defective insulin signaling is associated with decreased cognitive ability"
>Jilly bean is just so sensitive and because of her autism she's more likely to be truamatized by things that wouldn't effect normal people "the brain regions with the highest densities of InsR, such as the hippocampus and temporal lobe, are also the major targets of neurodegeneration"
" impaired insulin signaling caused by IR can have a profound effect on cognitive decline "
You did it Jill you gave yourself autism
Give me the armchair ban I don't care. But someone needed to say it. She's too stupid to fake EVERYTHING. I don't think she's faking alot of the symptoms she brags the most about but she's pretending like it's not her fault that they're happening.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4351418/(Integrate) No. 246840
>>246837LMFAO great point
She wouldn't even be aware that this was happening unless Steve saw it- but they sleep and live in separate rooms
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Deleted but never forgotten
No. 246912
>>246901I don't know. Comments weren't bad when I saw it. Could have changed as the longer it stayed up.
>>246903No, it was deleted. It was top left on her multipetalpixie tiktok.
No. 246937
>>246822Well this is…something. Jillian’s retardation is a dime a dozen on the internet. Seemingly normal (usually white from decent home) girl is introduced to the internet too young, develops an addiction, and follows said addiction to insane places like trooning out, pornsickness, extreme narcissism, unhinged political beliefs, becoming fat as shit because laziness and excuses are glorified, faking mental and physical disorders etc. if she never had touched Twitter or tiktok she’d likely be a lot better, but YouTube is kind of a cesspool too now anyway so maybe she still would? Basically, she chose brainwashing. Most of us on here when presented with anything mentioned above rejected it as stupid and moved on or got into it then dropped it because again, we realized it was stupid.
No. 246981
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>>246391New video not coming out today. Wondering if she's editing something out.
No. 247013
>>246898that just applies to herself, wtf
>>246910we need to call the next thread "fake seizures edition" because this shit is wack
>>246912good thing we have evidence of it then.
No. 247019
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No. 247031
>>246917Ever since the name change to autism spectrum disorder it seems an official dx is basically optional at this point to a lot of people, even compared to other popularly self diagnosed stuff.. the bar is extremely low to just start owning the autistic label
>>246802other nona mentioning brain scans made me think of CTE where they cannot tell if you really have it until you die and they do an autopsy on your brain. dont mean to give her ideas but that seems perfect for jillian
No. 247034
>>247019I hate this fake positivity so fucking much, she's a bitch there's no other way around it
>>247018>>246957This. She's willing to cancel everything except for racists, rape apologists, and other creeps?? stupid gross idiot
No. 247186
File: 1662870304182.png (176.08 KB, 356x200, 72307743079432.png)
Still baffled at this "I have several hidden conditions" lanyard
No. 247189
File: 1662870743179.png (873.36 KB, 1145x1968, E156EFEB-32CE-463A-A8F1-908180…)
>>247186I was curious too and found the website shit costs $5
No. 247195
>>247014>>246981It sounds like stuff I'd write to my college instructors when I'm trying to explain my late assignment.
>>247031People would prefer to believe they have a
condition like autism rather than to just admit they have underdeveloped social skills because it frees them of responsibility.
>>247186The funniest thing is that this card has no relevance or real meaning. Anyone could order a card from that website. It's funny because so much of her schtick relies on an ignorant audience. As soon as a doubter comes along, all of her lies fall apart.
No. 247199
File: 1662872474103.png (106.77 KB, 504x280, lol.png)
>>247189>Ann Onymouskekk
On a serious note, I see why people with a real disability would need this, but Jillian? She has never struggled 1 single day of her life with anything ever. This shit is just for show for her.
No. 247203
>>247001In my experience there's a layer of performance when interacting with fakers. They care about what they look like and what kinds of signs of their larped identity they're giving off.
Real autists are often just '''pure''' weirdos. They act clearly off in social situations and you get this feeling about them.
No. 247206
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>>247189Why am I not surprised this shit is mostly available for 1st world
white countries with ease of travel kek.
No. 247212
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>>247186She really believes this is a "get out of jail free card" like in monopoly. Hey Jilly, just put the monopoly card in there instead and save everyone the trouble. I'm wondering how far she is willing to go?
>>247200Only munchies would. Creepy when you think about how they cosplay disabilities and neurodivergensity.
No. 247213
File: 1662874235862.png (665.21 KB, 1018x530, shite.png)
>>247186So according to this lanyard, these are Jillian's personal accomodations that she wears this lanyard for.
Here's the full list of icons for anyone interested:
https://hiddendisabilitiesstore.com/media/wysiwyg/Icons_poster_2.pdfI see how someone with, say, scoliosis or hearing aids would find this useful. But Jillian literally doesn't need to wear this to have her needs met. With this in consideration, now think about why would she need to wear this in front of an official after a deer car accident or why Steven would order her to put it on.
No. 247216
File: 1662874478098.png (264.52 KB, 828x1136, list.png)
>>247213Samefag, guess I'll post a screenshot of the complete list of icons for disabilities. Some of them are pretty genuine and I can see how someone might use this card irl. I can't believe she really put 3 of the same sunflower icons just to make it ~aesthetic and kawiwi~.
No. 247220
>>247213>putting the same one thrice for aestheticSays it all. This is so offensive towards actually severely disabled, autistic etc people who are not larping for attention and actually struggle every day due to their issues. Issues caused not by weed, poor diet and alcohol either.
>why Steven would ask her to put it onBecause he's a disgusting ddlg panderer and it was a way for him to "baby" her
No. 247232
>>247188This. How quick would you get dirty looks if you were a
poc and had a lanyard that basically said "Hi, I'm severely mentally ill!" practically making a target that says 'Do not interact with me' and 'Yes officer, I am fucking insane and will flip my shit.'
No. 247247
>>247213"I need your help to keep social distance"
Don't worry Jill. I have a unexplained urge to keep away from you.
No. 247258
File: 1662879731942.jpg (482.83 KB, 1080x1892, IMG_20220911_090259.jpg)
Jill, that's creepy
No. 247298
>>247276What
>>247294 said. I only looked into Bobo briefly when Jill started lovebombing her. Tl;dr Bobo claimed that DisocciaDID was a terrible friend who took advantage of her. Bobo is/was going to college (real college, not a craft school) and struggling financially. This was several months ago, so I don’t know if anything’s changed. She seems like a meek person, so I’m not surprised that she’s who Jill is trying to steamroll in the DID community.
No. 247305
>>247189This is why people are moving on to different ones where you need to provide official documentation to prove your disability. I mentioned it in an earlier thread but people bought them en masse here in the UK when we had mask mandates and used them to claim they had medical exemption from wearing a mask when they did not because you can just buy them. So they don’t mean anything anymore and people will say to someone wearing one oh we don’t have to wear masks anymore why do you have that on. So dicks who don’t need them already spoiled it for the disabled people who were using them before that peacefully.
>>247249They are also used on public transport to indicate you need a seat or belong in a priority seat for physically disabled people. Boomers act really shitty to young disabled people saying they can’t be disabled because of age so before it was a good shield against that harassment. It says a lot that Jill thinks being young and disabled in public is all fun and games because it’s not, harassment from boomers is way higher than you imagine like young people who have permits get harassed all the time for using disabled parking. If you are in a chair people don’t hesitate to move you without consent, lean over you like you are an inanimate object or even use the handles of your chair as a bag holder or something to lean on. I don’t wish her ill but I think living a day as a real disabled person would do Jill good and let her realise it’s not the party where everyone is nice and babies you like she thinks.
No. 247362
>>246914She will stan for rapists, pedos and troons but have a tantrum about the colorpop HP Collab because it's a trannies God given right to infiltrate a woman's prison after sticking their dick in a child.
>>247213 This has gone too far. She needs to be stopped. I have never seen anything more disgusting than this shit and I read BIID blogs for kicks.
No. 247410
>>247001>>247096>>247102>>247203>>247210>>247287>>247392 Hi, Im the original anon who made the blogpost and I love all these responses, its hard to explain but you can't just force autistic symptoms, even when myself (and other autistics) try to suppress things will still end up just showing up. I hate to pull a "dude trust me" when it comes to just being able to tell when someone is autistic, but thats really the best way I can describe it, it just takes one to know one. TIL about the cicadas too lol.
>>246898 major kek jill fuck off
No. 247461
>>247199i have several hidden disabilities and i would never want to broadcast that personally. like "hey please treat me with kiddie gloves" is something only a person like jill would wear. sage for blogging. maybe it's just me but this is a super weird concept. jill wants to be treated differently and
special because she's self-involved. i don't know any actual disabled people who want to wear that. we usually want to be treated no differently than everyone else and don't put ourselves in situations where we could risk that (like fucking concerts kek)
No. 247479
>>247249they're literally just for airports and she wore one for funsies just to walk to the mailbox
>>247461i feel like the lanyard could be cool for those who have a hard time speaking up for themselves but still need extra help, but jill doesn't fall into that category. she has no problem talking to people and expressing her needs, and she has no problem being in fast-paced, loud, bright environments ie a concert, restaurants, even retail – so the lanyard is just another decoration accessory for her ootd
No. 247532
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>>247518the septum piercing plus lightning makes it look like some sort of hitler stache in some moments. Also the dress remains ugly as fuck. By the end she mentions that the school helped her to work the job she always wanted to do …
No. 247533
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>>247518It's been up for 15 minutes but it has 81 likes and these comments? Me thinks somebody asked her friends to boost her videos a bit to exit her flop era, or people just want fashion content
No. 247549
>>247535I just started the video but “we’re both neurodivergent cutie folk”? Jill, you haven’t even been
tested for autism yet, and your cousin said in an insta story that she’s not diagnosed either. And again with the infantilization of autistic people.
No. 247552
>>247213She could have left all the symbols out and trust that the picture she chose for this tells everyone she's fucking special needs.
Anyways regarding the seizure video, I would really love to know how Jilly actually thinks her parents (and other not terminally online people in her life, if there's any left) will react to all her faked issues. I feel like her perception of the world is so warped due to social media and especially TikTok that she actually seems to fail to understand that the shit she broadcasts to the apps may actually have real world repercussions. Like as if she thinks that if she posts a seizure video, or her dumb DID shit or whatever the munchie flavour of the week is it only exists within TikTok and she is only going to get interaction from other terminally online zoomers. How on earth she doesn't consider that her mum might see it and get concerned? (Yes I know, dumb question, she doesn't consider anything ever.) And as we've been through in these threads, has she thought for a second about what she's claiming having gone through when she claims DID? Is it actually possible that she for real doesn't think of her family and their feelings when she decides she'll play pretend all the trauma and other stuff just in order to get internet points and to get out of her responsibilities and adult life? I would just really want to learn how her brain is wired since her actions often suggest she could get an actual disability status as intellectually impaired.
No. 247566
>>247549This infuriates me so much. It’s hard not to a-log on this bitch. How dare she still call herself neurodivergent after that disaster of a video she deleted and never apologized for.
Also the dress is ugly ass fuck but we already knew that. She has no idea what she’s doing and (sorry for slight blog) as someone who knows how to sew, construct patterns and went to school for it; this video is torture to watch
No. 247584
>>247570This made me think a little bit more about her school experience. A ton (if not vast majority) of autistic people, especially women, are bullied to hell and back in school and often feel extremely isolated from their peers - and the only "bullying" she ever experienced was people either calling her a dyke or laughing/being confused at her dressing alt. But people have said she was a huge bully type and wasn't hugely socially ostracized at all.
Also I feel like Louise would have jumped in
so fast if there was
anything wrong with her in any capacity. Jill had her drive her home every single day just to eat lunch (allegedly), you really think if she was failing classes or struggling socially Louise wouldn't throw endless money at a wall to figure out what's wrong with her poor anorexic uwu suicidal daughter?
No. 247590
>>247534This. Thank you for pointing it out.
>>247549Yeah, “we’re both neurodivergent cutie folk”, it's like… wasn't she called out for saying BPD is neurodivergency before? this bitch does not care huh
>>247552>Anyways regarding the seizure video, I would really love to know how Jilly actually thinks her parents (and other not terminally online people in her life, if there's any left) will react to all her faked issuesMe too. I wonder if they know she's full of shit.
No. 247594
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Here's her original design ideas.
No. 247596
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>>247595what she went with.
No. 247597
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>>247596all the materials she did not use
No. 247599
File: 1662928245098.png (142.7 KB, 740x348, jwj.png)
>>247597fahsion design larp
No. 247603
File: 1662928551961.png (462.51 KB, 796x444, jwj.png)
>>247601cousin pictures (yikes)
No. 247604
File: 1662928656899.png (269.46 KB, 590x454, jwj.png)
>>247603details of the sleeve
No. 247605
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>>247604skirt (unnecessary but okay)
No. 247611
File: 1662929089080.gif (7.19 MB, 400x225, Making_a_Pastel_Rainbow_Irides…)
and now for some attention whoring narcissistic drama queen theater kid gifs.
No. 247619
File: 1662929572757.gif (6.55 MB, 400x225, Making_a_Pastel_Rainbow_Irides…)
>>247615she's so damn fake and theatrical
No. 247620
File: 1662929700715.gif (6.67 MB, 400x225, Making_a_Pastel_Rainbow_Irides…)
>>247619all her faces are punchable
No. 247636
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>>247632This is the inspo cousin gave
No. 247659
File: 1662932030682.png (402.96 KB, 632x450, wow.png)
>>247636expectation vs reality.
No. 247674
File: 1662933124689.jpeg (66.2 KB, 823x394, 0BCFC751-03F8-4F2F-895A-157715…)
So she knows her family makes fun of her and probably can’t stand her?
No. 247682
>>247677If her cousin picked that design (arguably the worst of the mediocre designs Jill did), I think she just has shit taste.
As for the fit… either Jill can’t pattern to save her life and is too full of her self to just use a commercial pattern with the correct seam lines she needed (most likely), or her cousin doesn’t know how to do measurements correctly (less likely). In either case, there should have been a mock-up and a fitting for a wedding dress, because it’s kind of important. Even if the cousin lives really far away, you can make a mock-up and ship it to them, have them pin any changes and send it back. Jill does nothing except smoke weed and eat tendies all day, it’s not like it was too much with her other work or something. There’s no excuse.
Seeing this, I wonder if the cousin was actually upset about it, held it together at the wedding and then spoke to family afterwards about how disappointed she was and it got back to Louise and that’s why she basically told Jill to get her shit together because it’s an embarrassment. If I was footing the bill for my neet child and she then failed to deliver on something that is supposed to be what she loves anyway, I’d be pissed too. I hope that if the cousin paid anything more than materials costs, Louise pays it back because her coddling Jill’s ass led to this situation.
No. 247686
>>247657Even getting a basic white dress and adding an iridescent overlay/some handmade flowers would have been better that this… I feel bad for the cousin because clearly she's naive/has bad taste but really she'd have been better off DIYing something by herself.
>>247663I kek'd but also I agree
No. 247701
File: 1662938973869.jpg (93.74 KB, 501x360, pix.jpg)
unrelated to anything, but this is exactly what will happen if her poor brother starts a family
No. 247758
>>247535So she went through all the trouble of making this dress to her cousin's specifications, but then…didn't go to the wedding? That's what this video makes it seem like. Her mom took the pictures.
>>247683No, there were fittings. She said there were a few fittings, since she and her cousin live about 3 hours away from each other (which makes it weirder that she didn't go to the wedding to me. I wouldn't drive 3 hours for a coworker's wedding, but a close cousin whose dress I actually made??) She actually said she patterned the "low-ish" neckline right on the muslin to the cousin's demands. I think part of the problem with this dress is that the cousin does indeed have shit taste (read the text she sent jill), but the other part is that Jillian didn't have any better taste in order to gently steer her in a better direction.
No. 247759
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No. 247761
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>>247760it's really hard to make black on black look bad but… wtf is this silhouette it looks like 2007 forever21
No. 247765
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>>247734holy fuck, she looks like maggie here
No. 247796
File: 1662954394570.png (85.28 KB, 275x155, 1651579701964.png)
>>247603She made a mockup of this monstrosity
>>210636.
No. 247797
File: 1662954480018.png (1.8 MB, 1432x992, maggie.png)
>>247794oh they're totally fucking while she roleplays some ddgl shit. Look at her instagram and she has these "ddgl-ish" pictures.
No. 247804
>>247798The Jillian steals Stevie away from Maggie saga starts in thread #25.
Steve and Maggie were going to share a apartment together until he came to live with Jill. They also got food together at 2am even three years ago, so he’s most likely been cheating on Jill ever since then.
No. 247813
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>>247796this has such memetic possibility (posting the transparent version for anyone to use)
No. 247833
>>247804wow I just looked back on those old threads and Jill and Maggie used to look so alike! Like twins! But look at them now
Maggie got thin and Jill turned into whatever the fuck she is now.
No. 247859
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>>247813It's really fucked up that she was showing off her fetish art commission without asking her audience for consent first.
No. 247877
>>247597Holy shit that's some terrible technical drawings, they look almost the same as the sketch…
Where's all the specs?
More proof Jill went to a shitty art school…
No. 247888
>>247595If I were Jill, I would’ve narrowed down the options to dresses number 2, 3, 4, and 6 since they look the nicest for a wedding dress, and then limited it down to either dress number 2 or 6 from there. Those arm cutouts aren’t really something you would see in a formal dress, and the sashes on dresses 2 and 6 achieve that elegant feel while showing the tattoos, maybe even make sheer sashes or go without the arm cutouts. The other options look like costumes. The end dress is horribly too big for her cousin and has no shape to it. Jill probably should’ve used that rainbow gradient fabric as well as the iridescent fabric and used pre existing patterns. I feel like Jill made the dress that SHE would’ve liked to wear instead of making it for her cousin. The dresses in the mood board look elven, pretty, and elegant enough for wedding. They aren’t basic, but they don’t look like a child’s Halloween costume that was made in 2 weeks by a beginner seamstress. But I’m not a fashion designer, so what do I know.
I think that if Jill was in a better state of mind with her focus on fashion and not DID, along with actively improving.. the dress would’ve turned out better. Did she not take notice of all the constructive criticism from her classes and Project Runway/Making The Cut towards other designers and learn from watching others?
No. 247901
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>>247897I get she wanted them on display but in that case it should have been a short sleeve, it was a summer wedding. The butterfly style could have been flouncy like she wanted and shown the tattoos. She also wore the dress with the sleeves off at points so clearly wasn’t opposed to short as an option. Which, the pictures with the sleeves off are are also awful. She looks like someone came up to her and just ripped the sleeves clean off as opposed to it being sleeveless on purpose.
No. 247903
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>>247897then at least something like picrel? i admit i don't know how hard it is to make as i don't sew, but at least it doesn't look like cosplay.
No. 247916
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>>247903That looks like a simple bishop sleeve with an open seam/slit along the top. Two seconds on Pinterest brought me this image. It would be incredibly easy to make or alter from an existing sleeve pattern.
>>247915Didn’t she pretend that she was actually interested in Maggie first and only noticed Steve later? Dating them both at the same time should be a dream come true.
No. 247925
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>>247797I can't find these pics anywhere on her account. Did she delete them or is this a different account?
No. 247934
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>>247925>>247926I can still see both of them
No. 247936
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>>247881>>247596I'm sorry but this "wedding dress" also looks… painfully designed for her own self. The bride never, ever, asked for multicolored cheap flowers alongside her dress, nor asked for cheap iridiscent fabric… this was all her suggestion. I feel like Jillian really wanted to be the center of attention in her cousin's wedding (and she was, look at that clusterfuck) and Jilly just ended up making the wedding dress she would wear for Steven (never happening btw kek). Look at the end result and then tell me if this is anything the cousin was acctually going for
>>247636 Unironically one of her classmates (Rachelle) pulled off the "fairy-like" dress concept better than her, pic rel. Jillian is so self obsessed and such an attention stealing person that she really had to fuck up her own family's wedding. If I was her, knowing she was deemed inconsistent at sewing at the baby's first craft college she went to, I would had simply declined the offer to make this and would had told the bride to just order a similar dress to what she was looking for online.
No. 247940
>>247915kek
>>247916>Didn’t she pretend that she was actually interested in Maggie first and only noticed Steve later? Yes, she did.
No. 247953
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>>247601She really is stupid if she thinks putting an ugly eyelet through sheer as fuck fabric and making an ugly ribbon rose is something to be proud of. I swear to god these faces she makes are infuriating. If she wanted to use flowers for the wedding dress, she should had done this type of work
>>247936 instead of making those ugly kid's crafts multicolored flowers that she put on the dress. On that note, they look like shit you see on cheap panties and bras, this is nowhere ideal for a WEDDING DRESS. It's also so fucking stupid that she clearly made them in ~rainbow colors~ which is something she clearly associates with herself. Everything she touches turns to shit, she's the clear definition of being so narcissistic that your stupid grandiose delusions will not humble you and you will end up overstating your abilities.
No. 247964
>>247953yeah, she wanted to make her 'special rainby theme', on brides moodboard there is no flowers/colors like that - we can see some pink/purple tones that would look slightly better (but still tacky)
I don't think she would make clothes for specific clients in the future, but can you imagine the meltdown after some disagreement about the design? lol
No. 247976
>>247970>She also skipped school a lot and when we got our dresses back that we had to sew for the final exam she threw it away immediately. Like directly outside the school in a trash canKekkk. This is just so much like Jillian. Unironically she could still had made a post-graduation fashun collection video with all the pictures she already got and showing the real stuff she made on camera without needing to show the filmed footage she supposedly lost. She makes so many other low effort videos similar to this idea so I don't get how this slipped past her.
But I guess she just hated it or didn't care enough and we'll never have a real video about the collection she made considering she already ripped appart the dress here
>>247767It's weird but comparing what she did for her final school project vs the cousin wedding dress, I truly don't understand how she's actually proud of it enough to talk about it on a video.
No. 247978
>>247977kekkk.
>>247972Yeah, inb4 they want to add Maggie and that other girl he invited to "safely age regress" at the rainbow dungeon to the policule
No. 247991
>>247972I mean the sicker she gets the less he will feel like he is able to leave her without being awful and causing her health to get worse. Who else would look after her unless she gives up her home and moves back in with her parents.
>>247976I think she knows it’s bad and her ego can’t take the hit. We know her skin is paper thin and she can’t even admit to herself that she is bad at things so how can she show the world that.
No. 248002
>>247953Just a reminder, as Jillian has never been passionate enough to be a fashion designer, nor has any ounce of creativity on her:
Kumamiki is an alternative japanese fashion designer and model that Jillian has been trying to emulate (read: skinwalk) for years. Sure Jillian's new hunt for a personality might be Drag Queens, but when she was into jfashion she really inspired herself in this girl. Kumamiki had rainbow bangs before Jillian too. Conveniently enough, Kumamiki's brand used to be called Party Baby, and Jillian really bastardized not only the name but part of the concept to make "Party Kei". Also, putting "kei" in the end of a fashion style was supposed to be something that only japanese styles could do. If someone was to call her out for cultural appropiation or whatever.
But anyways, this dream of being a fashion designer was never hers. This video was posted around /cgl/ and other jfashion related places back in the day. DokiDoki 6% is also mentioned so this explain her obsession back in the day. The fact she has never had a personality of her own is baffling, she just steals and makes things worse.
No. 248010
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>>248002she's also the reason why Jillian originally wanted to study at Bunka (very prestigious and demanding japanese fashion school)
No. 248012
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>>248010>>248002posting this here for posterity too (the reason why kumamiki called her brand "party baby" - note that Jillian previously said she used the word "party" because she supposedly liked partying even though she's clearly terminally online, kek).
>>248008yeah, I checked her youtube channel, and her style has drastically changed and now looks quite pretty and mature-like.
No. 248024
File: 1663004664079.png (35.92 KB, 754x266, 1.png)
>I'm just beginning to shine
No. 248028
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>making my content look too much like kids content or something
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also cow crossover trying to one-up Mikan
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I can’t do the webm (apologies) but a new tik tok on her system page where she shows shooting a hair band for her cat to chase and says he does it every day. That cannot be remotely safe, then there is this comment. Her cat literally almost died eating a foreign object what is she doing.
No. 248052
>>248038The most annoying thing in the Jillian threads it cat spurging.
My cats play with hair elastics lots do. They aren't going to attempt suicide via hair accessory. I know her cats are dumb but everytime her cats show up in a video the most mundane nitpick gets taken out and it makes us all look like insane hyperjudgemental maniacs. Its why so many of her fans don't take us seriously and continue to be her fans.
It's been going on for years it. The cat nitpicks are just so fucking annoying.
No. 248069
>>248067Way to deliberately misinterpret– you're a hover mom for sure. Cats can play with anything small, especially supervised, but it's not like I'm leaving needles on the floor. Your poor cats aren't allowed to explore at all, huh? Those poor things.
My cat plays with hair ties and she's never eaten shit. Either your cats are dumb and think everything is food or you're overbearing as fuck and need to calm down
No. 248079
>>248024omg Jill you can't use l*me it's ableistic!!! what a disability advocator we have here.
yeah i know it's the internet brainrot turning everything into an offence but i just enjoy catching these little things where she slips up
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We need a thread just for these edits, they are all beautiful annons
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>>248082Pretty sure the tinsel story was all a misunderstanding based on her bringing up that she blocked the bottom of the tinsel from cats with pillows just in case, screenshot from
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>>248125a little OT but anons who accuse jill of having BPD are just as retarded as jill thinking she has DID. BPD is literally only caused by childhood trauma and is a highly stigmatized disorder, i swear on lolcow everyone has a 4chan scrote version of what they think BPD is. BPD isn't just attention seeking hoe bitch disorder, one of the main symptoms of BPD is dissociation. jill is just a drug addict munchie and attention seeker, not really a disorder, just a bad personality. she fullstop cannot have DID or BPD because she has no childhood trauma.
No. 248157
>>248144She has enough truama for bpd
>Emo cutting >Mommy cancer>Pedo teacher>Coddled >No friends >Small island upbringing >Wealthy family Not enough truama for anything else. Even though she also has a anxiety and depression diegnosis she barely seems to have it just lazy and occasionally left aware enough to feel bad about herself
Or panic because she's not the center of attention
No. 248160
>>248139Omg can we please put the “BPD is only caused by childhood trauma so Jill can’t have it” argument to rest? This comes up in nearly every thread, it’s tiresome, and that’s not even accurate. There is a theory that having endured some type of childhood trauma could
increase the likelihood of developing BPD in adulthood. But one theory about one environmental element doesn’t change the fact that this is not a trauma disorder—trauma isn’t even listed among the disorder’s 9 diagnostic criteria in the DSM5. If you have BPD, you have my condolences, but please stop trying to twist theories to gatekeep Jill from BPD. There will always be crappy people with the same diagnosis as you.
No. 248166
>>248157Holy shit you dense motherfucker
only ONE thing on your list is trauma, her mom's cancer. Pedo piano teacher would be but literally nothing happened to Jill with him. Don't forget she is using "pretending to be gay but not actually liking girls" to call herself a rape
victim. Children literally get raped and beaten and witness horrors beyond the imagination. Jilljill being fucking rich and coddled is not trauma
No. 248226
>>248166Did you really take what I said seriously. People with bpd get "truama" over the most mundane shit. Exaggerated it and never let it go and makes sure everyone else knows about it. Of course it's not legitimate truama to the point of a real mental disorder. It's her excuses for being a narcissist and getting to call it bpd so she doesn't have to face the fact that she's a piece of shit.
She's always retweeting about.
>Bpd is so hard.>It's a neurodivergency too. >I'm not a bad person because it's actually other peoples fault I'm like this No. 248234
>>248213Off topic but Amber doesn’t have BPD. Only therapist to do so was on Johnny Depp’s payroll.
>>248186It’s collars that imply kink related. I’d say given her feed and Steebie’s porn addiction it wouldn’t be that much of a reach.
No. 248242
>>248186nona can you at least read the threads or sage this shit? maggie is literally a lolicon check thread 54 there are multiple screenshots and even in this exact thread someone already reposted proof
again >>246037 you add that shes in a literal ddlg egirl uniform so yes of course shes into ddlg shit. at least scroll darn
>>248234i agree, steve and jillian are also age regressors so of course maggie is into degenerate shit as well.
No. 248244
>>248234not true, amber had a prior BPD diagnosis. and i mean… look at her. look at jill. that's what untreated BPD looks like. personality disorders aren't pretty or uwu cute. like all
untreated mental health issues. that's the biggest reason jill is the way she is and i will die on that hill- substance abuse and untreated mental illness. it's not a good path to be on and the longer it goes on, the worse it will get. jill has already burned so many bridges and all she does is sit at home and do drugs. that's hardly a life and i honestly would feel bad for her if she wasn't such a shitty person to others.
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my sleep paralysis demon telling y'all to stop infighting and get back to this.
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>>248257the faces she pulls really add to how unflattering this makeup is. i don't know how you can lack self awareness this hard. i wonder… when she says she says she sleeps in her makeup, certainly she doesn't mean this makeup… right?
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>>248257Idk why jill doesn't go for a whiter face for these colorful looks. Her natural skintone looks so bad. Something like this would suit her much better and let her play around a lot more instead of just doing her usual makeup but "bigger". This girl even does the round blush jill seems to like.
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Jill should take a page from her past fashion phases and give herself a natural hair color like pic related. The natural colors look much better on her in my opinion. She could even wear one of her colored wigs or could dye extensions if her hair is Brown/Black. She wouldn’t have to cover her hair with a hat or wig when Jerrick is around either.
No. 248337
>>248272add it too the autism bait list
swaying back and forth to a music stim
>soothingkek
No. 248349
>>248129>It’s honestly sad seeing how much she’s let herself get consumed by addictionThat aunt who recovered from her addiction needs to whisk her away for a vessey rehab. Like out of all things, anons all agree she has an addiction* to weed and alcohol (and overeating) but that's the one thing she acts like isn't a problem.
*inb4: you can't get technically addicted to weed, but all habits can become addictive in the wrong hands
No. 248350
>>248186Garter and pink pleated skirt and anime uwu shit on Twitter and an ex boyfriend who is clearly into ddlg and invited people to his home to age regress and his current gf Jill who is clearly into ddlg (imagine this text going on forever as it gets increasingly smaller)
if you can't recognise ddlg shit when you see it idk what to tell you anon
No. 248352
>>248351> Jill and Stevie fuck while she's in drag makeup, and probably making silly voicesReally didn’t need that picture in my head
>>248334She doesn’t understand the concept of sensory issues. Remember when she said she woke up with sensory overload? Not one autistic person would be able to wear this shit on their face for longer than 10 minutes let alone sleep with it
No. 248365
>>248272nightmare fuel
>>248288seriously what the fuck is up with zoomers wanting to look like retarded clowns
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>>248365(Yes this is the same person.)
Ugly =
victim. Being a
victim is now the highest moral virtue.
Victims have high social status.
Jillian wants to be a fat freak because people will automatically look upon her with pity
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>>248426Here’s the full exchange so nobody goes after the irrelevant boy mom.
No. 248498
>>248383I wish zoomers wouldn't make themselves ugly on purpose for views. I fucking hate this much and it makes me want to kms
>>248272>OMG SO SOOTHING UWU>Killer clown musicwhat?
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No. 248546
>>248537I can’t believe people are feeling entitled to a game they payed 75 dollars for, how dare they not be financed by their coddling parents and be able to buy whatever entertainment system takes their fancy. What are they, poor or something?
For what it’s worth, games that have been able to build large communities over how easy and accessible mods are for those games make bank (minecraft, skyrim, fallout etc)
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No. 248574
>>248539I wish she stopped trying to be ugly and did this makeup irl so much. She doesn't look like a killer clown for once.
>>248558>Why is Jill egging on a random girl to bully someone?She's egging her boss to bully some person because she's an irrelevant bully that wants to pretend she's still cool and important. This is very low tbh.
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>>248563This all honestly sounds like pent up anger and frustration due to her BPD/NPD and unresolved issues coupled with substance use and not doing good enough in life like she expected to and less like "Omg DID".
I have BPD myself and it's understandeable how much you feel like a completely different person when you get angry or completely fucked. But that's why therapy is there and that's why you're supposed to learn emotional regulation. She just feels like a walking tickling bomb waiting to explode. She needs to stop the larp asap and really fix her shit because this is only going to get worse for her.
also pic very much related kek. I feel like she originally got these tattoos to make herself believe she was actually a "kind and strong person uwu ", like deluding herself into actually becoming this. It makes sense since she's always lying to herself about shit.
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>>248586Nah the problem with her and many zoomers is not some terrifying incurable brain disease but just immaturity. She wants attention. She can't control her emotions. If you compare her behaviors and thinking processes to that of a kid, everything makes sense. Pretty much just romanticizing being irresponsible, while also her life and relationships are not where she wants them to be because of a lack of responsibility.
>pic relatedA "controversial" (aka the APA had a smear campaign against it) book about how most mental illnesses is just the patient refusing to grow up and not adjusting well to society.
If she stops chasing attention and starts taking steps into acting like a grown adult, even keeping her retarded rainby style, she'll be much happier. Chasing attention is self sabotage and makes you more miserable. An adult implements their style and dreams into productive uses. Her shitty output is fully due to being irresponsible, which I bet is a lot of cows.
(medfagging) No. 248672
>>248563>I've not been fully fronting because it's literally not safe.Quite the choice of words. Did someone around her call her out telling her to take ownership or something? How is it
not safe if Jilly has been fronting? What fanfiction logic is she trying to apply here?
>>248583>I feel like she originally got these tattoos to make herself believe she was actually a "kind and strong person uwu ", like deluding herself into actually becoming this.I agree. She made her outside appearance look like a
non-threatening rainbow who smiles and giggles a lot. Too bad the inside doesn't match. She's more of a stormy rain cloud. Dressing up the outside doesn't negate the nastiness inside.
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No. 248692
>>248672>What fanfiction logic is she trying to apply here? I've just stopped trying to make any logic of her larp anymore. She wants to claim personhood, but also it's not safe, but also Jillian is the one who deals with trauma, but also Jerrick exists and is the one who is angry. Wtf, I don't know shit anymore fam.
>She made her outside appearance look like a non-threatening rainbow who smiles and giggles a lot. Too bad the inside doesn't match.This pretty much, she forced this identity onto herself and now she doesn't know how to escape it, so now she's forcing more identities onto herself. Tragic.
Has anyone noticed she hasn't used the Veronica account for biiiig while? I wonder if the video backlash got to her.
No. 248723
>>248692This. Her larp is so god awful, her alters just come out whenever she wants to lash out at people or clout chase on tiktok. Now she's bored of jerrick and wants to use the jinx oc or whatever.
>>248707That's jill in a nutshell. Impulsive as all fuck, consequences be damned. The meet the alter vid being one of her bigger blunders, she edited that video and not once thought "Wow. I come across as a huge asshole."
No. 248724
>>248632Me: screenshots anon's post because I find it informative
A hit dog hollerin': REEEEEEEeee
Was it the part about mental illness being connected to immaturity and integrating into society? That's honestly true for anyone like Jill and half of tiktok who childishly lean into their illnesses as personality traits. Seems true for this girl too
>>248385However things like depression are different, but in terms of PD where people act out and make other's lives a misery? Hell yeah they are acting childish and indulgent. It's up to you to train and modify your own behavior, not indulge every whim.
No. 248736
>>248624
>Smear campaign You mean the actual, qualified professionals called out this retard for writing a book filled with misinformation lmao
>>248654I honestly wonder if Jill ever regrets tweeting that she was fine physically and nothing bad happened aside from the deer dying and the car getting fucked up, since she could have had an elaborate trauma story of being horribly injured and the police treating her like shit because of her DID
No. 248737
>>248449I think in a way it's both. Jill convinces herself she does have a condition/disorder, then she has to prove to herself and everyone else that it's "
valid". Deep down she knows she's faking it but she's not ready to admit it to herself, so she has to repeatedly tell herself (and us) "Look I am totally rocking back and forth to music, like autists! And look I'm wearing a binder so I'm trans!". Because that is all she has, she doesn't have the actual disorder to point to. Real autists don't go out of their way to show anything like stimming, most of the time autists don't even know how or that they even are stimming but to other people they are doing strange unnatural movements that makes them look like literal retards - because they are. I'm saying all this as an autist who grew up with other autists lol I feel like if you've known even just one real autist it's super easy to tell that Jill just isn't one.
No. 248775
>>248624Yeah my schizophrenic friend really needs to grow up. That’s her problem, not the excess dopamine or her severe trauma. Nah she just needs to grow up.
Take your book and shove it up your urethra.
No. 248784
>>248780Just gonna say that I completely, 100% agree with you man. I'm guessing the anons arguing with you or completely and deliberately missing your point are very young and haven't experienced this perspective yet.
You'll see what she means one of these days, nonnies. I couldn't agree with this person more.
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everyone be like "wow she looks so much better without the clown makeup." she's using the faux freckle filter which is notoriously the most flattering filter. she looks nothing like this
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Why is the break up arc so stretched out
No. 248834
>>248794nta but you're saying that let's say teens suffering from severe anorexia and starving themselves to death can't be mentally ill because they're children?
Sorry for sperging but wtf is your retarded logic.
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No. 248848
>>248843What happened to always being co-con?
Apparently negative feelings can never be Jill,even though she tweeted as Jill how she's crying and in a bad mental place.
No. 248850
>>248837Lol just realised I missed the 'not' in your comment. Please disregard my outburst.
>>248838No fuck off
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>>248843Kekk this bitch! This whole larp is beautiful because it documents how much of a predatory asshole she is, from betraying her friend's trust, to taking advantage of the good will of strangers (her followers and any other retard who believes in this shit), to even trying to rewrite her past and paint people she no longer has any association with or can't be questioned as monsters (Uma and Jill's family) because "tee hee no real consequences'll come from it!". For those waiting on her eventual comeuppance, know that she's miserable as fuck with her directionless life. Happily post your criticisms and jokes nonnas, know all she can do is seethe and vaguepost about it on twitter because she's too chickenshit to post in her own thread.
No. 248873
>>248843I don't get how she thinks she has a right to claim asking for video of her switching or in crisis is inappropriate or a private matter when she makes tiktoks making light of her "DID" and constantly live tweets her breakdowns. Nothing about her mental health is private so why shouldn't it be included in the videos? She was awful quick to delete that one video she did post of her "dissociating". It's clear she's afraid how easy it'll be to clock her as a faker through these videos. That's probably why we haven't got any new meet the alter videos in a while either.
If she wanted this to be a private thing then she never should've brought it up or based her platforms around it to begin with. Eventually she'll attend a con or public event and I wonder what her plan will be then? Someone will be asking questions when after sitting in a room with her for hours she shows no signs of DID. Or is she going to start fluttering her eyes and meowing like a cat at her next jfash meet?
No. 248876
>>248843Why was the camera still running while this happened? Was her mom there? Did her mom not say anything about her looking rough the next morning if not?
There are a lot of reasons this is unbelievable but saying "it's recorded and I have no memory of it!" doesn't make it less so. If anything it creates more questions. Which is why this kind of talk should be done WITH A THERAPIST and NOT ALL YOUR TEENAGE FOLLOWERS.
No. 248884
>>248843wait, so she claims that for her WHOLE yt career she had weird parts of her videos that she don't reember when she was acting strangely and she was just ignoring and deleting it? WHAT. Anyone in that situation would be scared/concerned/seek help. She is trying so badly to change her past to fit DID mold.
Oh. and why Jerrick suddenly don't want to 'front' when she is in crisis? then what the alters are 'made' for? Again, Jill thinks that they are like separate people with their own lives, not altered states o mind to deal with stress. What a terrible fanfic.
No. 248885
>>248876Right, where was her mom during this?
This didn't really get talked about, but in her latest Patreon video she mentioned something about how if she didn't get her shit together she would lose her apartment.
I'm gonna guess this little crying episode occurred riiight after her mom told her to step up.
No. 248892
>>248891Surprised this hasn't bene brought up earlier.
My theories remain the same: this has to have something to do with her mom confronting her (I'm guessing a gentle suggestion of "you should try getting a part time job, maybe? Maybe staying home 100% of the time isn't healthy for you?) and something to do with Stevie, his parents, and the vehicle.
Is it not weird to anyone that we still haven't heard anything about the new vehicle?? I think all the things I've listed above are tied directly to that. Lord knows, it's fuckin' something.
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>>248893Ah, it's early on, lol
5:10 paraphrasing:
>Yeah things have been really bad, I don't know how much I can say about it, just like, horrible personal life crap.>I just keep getting like, insurmountable, life changing, horrible news and there were like 3 this month and I don't have a therapist>I would wake up every morning, panic shaking, vocal stim, yelling, every morning>it's just like PTSD>so, I'm getting back on my shit finally, flop era no more!8:50
>coming out of the unmanaged mental health years>I'm mentally ill, and everything is hard and I'm gonna take a break and that's totally valid! But I gotta like, poke myself a bit more to be a CEO (LMFAO JILL) or like, I'm gonna lose my appartment, for real>um, and I don't want to move No. 248914
>>248906She's already threatening to kill herself because of it over and over so she
won't survive! I can't believe her mom LITERALLY killing her + abusing her + etc
No. 248953
>>248946is is super cheap to me in the US at least. for a whole townhouse too. the fact that she can't even afford that is sad.
also did i miss something? didn't steve have a job? isn't that why he needed a new car- to drive to work? granted they're probably horrible with money and live outside of their means which is the main issue imo. they got used to a certain lifestyle and it's not a realistic one for the money they make
No. 248972
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Wow when you compare Jill's super traumatic childhood to Dave Pelzer's, you can really see how much of a victim she is. No wonder she had DID
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>>248982>>248976he doesn't work for roblox, he was misleading on purpose. he was part of an internship program that lasts only 12 weeks. he stopped mentioning it after that because he obviously does not work for roblox but wants people to think he does.
full info on the
internship he had https://devforum.roblox.com/t/roblox-2021-the-accelerator-program/997573 dont believe tranny stevie, hes a bum loser just like jill
No. 248989
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>>248794 Yeah it's just the chronically online tiktokers have appropriated the term "mental illness" from actually disabled people
>>248984 I got you. Some farmers are shit at cropping. This is so disgusting considering her mother bought her a 200$ dollhouse for Christmas for her adult baby larp.
>>248987Thanks annon. Wow, so he has been living in the rainbow basement rent-free all this time? Probably jerking off to tranny/lolicon porn all day and night when he isn't playing baby with Jill.
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No. 248993
>>248990Do not encourage him.
Women were the original computer scientists until men forced them out. Now the industry is overflowing with trannies claiming to be women, it's actually a huge problem because it's changing the statistic of how many women are in the compsci industry. We can't have anything.
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>>248905>>248986Here it is, Nona. Sorry about its quality; due to its size it had to be compressed a bit.
No. 249057
>>248989Now that louise finally put her her foot down I feel like Jill will start saying her family was super
abusive to her as a kid and that's why she has DID.
No. 249133
>>248782Maybe in the niche world of chronically online teenagers, but for those of us who actually exist in the real world, mental illness still very much means real disorders and disabilities.
Gross as the online mental illness faker community is, it's not like they represent the majority or that everyone who sees these people believes it. Yeah, they do a lot of damage in muddying the waters of what mental illness is, but that has more to do with the fact that people are both extremely uneducated on real mental illness until they experience it for themselves than anything.
No. 249188
>>249176I could see the Airbnb saga happening. It's an easy way to get money without getting off her ass.
Would be funny if she doesn't let the landlord know beforehand and they're against subletting kek. After all there's a difference between living with your boyfriend and someone else who you pocket money from.
I remember she had that girl staying with her way back but she was just letting her stay for a while, wasn't she? If she gets another person to agere with her and Steve you can bet they'll be all over her twitter.
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>>248688>>248257My vote for next threadpic
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No. 249252
>>249239I know that's one of the main reasonings for people who self DX autism is that most of the time people can't afford the test. But Jill has apparently been in and out of therapists offices since she was a child. If she was actually autistic one of them would have caught on at some point because even if DXing is lower in girls there would have to be at least one competent therapist that knew how to spot autism in girls. She has been nothing but privileged most kids don't even have the privilege of seeing
a therapist when growing up.
No. 249255
>>249243how are none of jills followers calling her out for this vitriol when their whole thing is "spread kindness around like confetti" or whatever the fuck it is.
"be kind" except when you feel like popping off on someone on twitter, knowing your followers will just "yass queen" you instead of making sure to hold you accountable and to your own standard that you made up. hypocrite.
No. 249257
>>249247She is also privileged even when it comes to this topic specifically. She is going to shell out 3k to buy her autism diagnosis, that is privileged. How many neglected kids are out there struggling who can’t get diagnosed or people who can’t afford it. The self diagnosis being
valid applies to a very very small amount of people but she is 100% not one of them she has no barrier to access. It’s insulting to people who’s parents failed them in that department for her to pretend her perfect doting parents could have allowed her to be diagnosed as an adult.
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>>249253>co-conscious: floraBut why? just because she's happy and excited? that's normal human emotion, you don't need to pretend to summon another entity to do that.
No. 249272
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why did she include this shit again? it's obvious she looks like a woman, also she's short so there's no way someone thought she was a manlet kek.
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No. 249285
>>249253I actually liked this vlog minus the obviously obnoxious moments. It wasn't so bad as I was expecting. Makes me wish there was someone else doing this type of content without them being a mental illness faker… you know, what people actually subbed to her channel for.
What the fuck is that weird forced voice at 13:05 though? did anyone else catch that?
>>249274This, she could had omitted this part… nothing in particular in this vlog was in any way shape or form related to DID. It's sad, considering real people with PTSD-like intense trauma from postwar and rape must have a real bad time traveling to a concert full of people.
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ugly mug
>>249253when she's looking at the green x black pants and says "oh shit" it sounds sooo fucking forced like she's trying to sound like her fucking emo alter. It's so fucking obnoxious
No. 249304
>>249287Do these morons hear themselves?
> you don’t need to diminish others to try to feel better about yourself > Shitter Betty, Bitter Shitter, etcJill sat there back and frothing with someone creating gross nicknames for someone who said something she didn’t like. But sure lolcow is full of bullies, must be why she comes back here so frequently.
Also, the trans community cannibalizing itself is always entertaining.
No. 249307
>>249299When I saw that store where she tried things on I was like damn she really must regret the sustainability shit now, old Jill would have had so much fun and been less annoying too.
The planet's going to shit anyway Jill, and we all know your shopping addiction is here to stay so might as well have some fun instead of larping on the internet.
No. 249310
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>>245171Sorry if I'm being retarded, but had she mentioned an alter named Amanda before or is this new??
No. 249312
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Sorry for the double post, but did you guys spot this? So the mysterious piano emoji alter’s name is Amanda? I thought she said that alter was in too deep or something so she didn’t know anything about them
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>>245171Paused bc of horrible scream, punished with even more horrible facial expression.
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>>249395ooohhhh shiiiiit, plot thickens!
No. 249467
>>249465Now I’m picturing Amanda as Jill’s sensible normie alter ego who’s an attorney. She’s wearing a pantsuit and everything. She and Cliffe discuss world events while reading the morning newspaper.
Yeah it’s probably the conveniently nonverbal “little” who holds all the mysterious early childhood trauma (piano teacher?) that Jill thinks would justify this whole LARP and shut up the h8ers, but I like my version better.
No. 249475
>>249473She might say that she actually was abused, but didn’t remember it because all those memories are held in this hidden nonverbal alter that has only just started to surface with therapy. I’m surprised she didn’t go with this from the start, to be honest. All that waffling about “maybe some people are just naturally more dissociate-y”. Maybe implicating an actual person (male) who must be known to her parents felt too real? Now she can use it to guilt Louise, though.
>YOU left me alone with this man! How dare you stop paying my rent!All of this is conjecture but I wouldn’t put it past her with the way she is going.
No. 249478
>>249335>she also repeats "stim stim stim" in a chant trying to force anything to happen This is one of the things that always gets me, someone who is actually stimming doesn't have to tell the world or themselves "hey i'm stimming"… obviously there is a huge variety in stims but damn this sounds like a super weird and niche vocal stim kek.
In any case I just find it so hard to believe people in general would be this eager and excited to show their stims to the world, like Jill obviously has never been told to stop bc you look weird/embarrassing/retarded/whatever negative by every adult in your life until you learned to suppress your stims.
No. 249480
>>249253If it was Jerrick during the concert why was it not Jerricks voice in those clips? That was Jill’s normal voice. I wonder if she doesn’t do the voices in front of her mom. Also that apartment they rented was nice, for five days too, adds a layer to her uwu so tragic breakdown she definitely filmed but won’t show. How could she look really pitiful in such a nice place, she is too privileged to ever look properly pitiful. Speaking of her trips it seems like her mom has been paying since they went to Japan and Jill paid and cheaped out on accommodation and Louise was uncomfortable the whole time. Maybe a bit of weaponised incompetence there?
>>249471Also if this alter so hidden and non verbal how would she know her name? How would she tell you it when you have said she doesn’t have any means of communication?
No. 249485
>>249478>someone who is actually stimming doesn't have to tell the world or themselves "hey i'm stimming"Exactly, most autists are unaware they are stimming until they're told so/told to stop. Stims develop naturally so you can't just pick up a stim toy and play with it and call it stimming, including when the toy is stimulating for you. Playing a video game is very stimulating, but it's not stimming. You know for sure it's not real autistic stimming when someone "tries out" different stim toys/items. That's just a gross tiktok level of misunderstanding of what stimming actually is.
tldr; stimming isn't just "stimulation"
No. 249501
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I miss the old Jillian. The seemingly well adjusted one who didn’t use harmful coping mechanisms as blatantly and clearly needs help from a very good therapist and needs a long break from the internet. It clearly is having a bad influence on her. She has a Nixon nose and she’s chubby, but that doesn’t make her or anyone else ugly. It is the faking mental illnesses and defending bad behavior which makes her ugly. Jill used to be very pretty and entertaining before she went downhill, and now she’s just wasting away. I wish she would get better..she used to be one of my favorite YouTubers before her true colors showed and she became more unlikable. Jill doesn’t need to change completely..she just needs to get the dysfunctional parts of herself- real or imagined in check. She’s hurting her fan base and the people around her. Constructive criticism from someone doesn’t mean that they hate you, Jill. She looks and acts better when she’s doing great and takes care of herself.
No. 249510
>>249501anon, just shut the fuck up. jill has never ever
ever been like you claim. she has always desperate for fame and tryhard and bandwagon jumping and skinwalking in the jfash world. she pulled that "lolitas must be lovelies" shit and left the community with a trail of drama, she skinwalked that japanese fashion designer and convinced a flock of autists she made a jfash style, pretended to be a lesbian multiple times for online clout, fucked up her own and other's relationships so she could jump from dick to dick. i could name so much more shit. she's just doing this now for clout, it's the same crap she's always done. she was never a "good" person, she was never genuine, she was never brilliant or talented, she's always been fake as fuck and you were just too dumb to see.
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Sounds like one of the ~life changing awful news~ or whatever she called it. Parents can’t afford to live on pei anymore, can’t afford to pay for Jill’s townhouse. Oh no Jilly might loose her childhood home