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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of bucks for.
She happily accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression (NOT a real diagnosis!) with a "coming out as DID" celebratory cake, but struggled to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of severe mental illness in the forms of ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state
MEET THE ALTERS:
>Jillian: Actual person, but calls herself an alter for the heck of it. Hates being called “Jilly”. Says she can't hear her "brain folk" when she's experiencing trauma, Jillian is the only one who fronts in those situations, defeating the whole purpose of having alters and having DID.>Jerrick: 13-16 year old emo guy, who has supposedly been around for 12 years, conveniently holds all her bad bpd traits. Signs off with a snake emoji.>Veronica: Horny alter, 20 years old, calls herself a lesbian (even though she’s dating a man), she is a “protector of sexual trauma”, says she had to become a fuckable bimbo because she was “raped for months”. Signs off with a flame emoji.>Berry (Nicknamed “Babby Smalls”): Talks and acts like a baby. Proof that Jillian is into age regression. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had its name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Signs off with a strawberry.>Cliffe: 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant" A mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes. The emoji is a club. >Flora: A “fragment” slowly morphing into a real alter, and a carbon copy of cure flora / other positive precure characters. She is a blonde sweet lolita. Sign off emoji is a cherry blossom. >Jax: 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching arcane while having major trauma. Jillian called her “hypersexual”. Signs with a test tube emoji. >sandwich emoji: Cat alter, represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Sneakingly revealed in a vlog. Jillian has bracelets and necklaces with the names of her alters, and this name appeared alongside them in a row of alter names. Note that Jillian’s second name is actually Amanda. Turned out to be the other “far away” age regression alter that uses the piano emoji.
>Jill takes a pregnancy test because she missed her period from stress >>274765>Jill reminisces about common high school level fashion challenges like "don't use color" that made her break down >>274955>Jill's weed-introducer thought she "met" Veronica pre-diagnosis >>275844>Monthly livestream for January broke so Jill uploads part two >>275894 and then part one >>277687 with anon recaps: >>277888 and >>277940>Jill posts a video about her first fusion with an alter never introduced >>276029 Summaries from anon: >>276053 part 1 >>276063 part 2>Jill has her mom go through her diary from middle school which proves she thought she had MPD like every other 12 year old >>276095>Jill posts a video about changes in her identity over her life >>279125>Jill gets tickets to Kurtis Connor show and posts her exact seat number after complaining about stalkers >>279963 She later sold them >>285038>Jill makes a total buffoon of herself reacting to a meme calling out white women for using their illneses as shields against critique and gets ratioed to oblivion >>280454>Jill totally based her graduation collection off doll houses >>280734>Jill uploads video on her inner world >>281467>February patreon livestream >>282187 and summary >>282217>Jill uploads video on her thoughts on "core" fashion styles >>283339>Vangelina might not make a Pixie video after all >>283814>Jill makes her house more rainby >>284439 Anons compare between her inspiration and final result >>284460>Jill turns 25 >>284517>Jill claims she has trich again >>284767
Social Media & Other Links:
Instagram 2: https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/
(used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main): https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/
Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter): https://twitter.com/villainyswells
Twitter #3 (“Veronica” alter): https://twitter.com/xcherrybombica
Current Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixie
Second Current Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks
(Past) TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay
(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters: https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystem
Facebook Page #1: https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/
Facebook Page #2: https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Moonmist Girls Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/
Moonmist Girls Facebook Page: https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/
Old Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
Old Blog: http://pixie-locks.blogspot.com
Drag Facebook page: https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/
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It looks like mama vessey is attending drag shows now? I guess it's not unbelievable but still seems a bit strange, especially sending pics to her daughter and her daughter excitedly posting them online
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At least she knows she’s porked up even more
Lmao this is milky af, thank you OP! Jill is probably seething like how dare my boring mom who is just a mom
be around people I have watched on TV??? But it also plays into her main character syndrome delusion that your parent can just casually take selfies with drag queens you idolize to inadvertently humble you. It's a very special episode of the pixielocks show. She's going to be big mad about this for years and I love that for both of them.
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>>285816>admitting it was too small
And she wore it as a tank top pretty much? Oww my ribs
Also obviously putting down the weed and going outside to touch some grass would at least help her deflate a little (I don't see her losing more than a few lbs at this point but it's still something)
So just buy a bigger one you freak?
Suppose for a minute that ‘Jerrick’ had body dysphoria to the level of having to wear a binder in the first place, that same person would not be caught dead filming a tik tok explicitly mentioning not wearing one and therefore drawing attention to his chest. I know there’s literally no point in applying logic to Jill’s shit, but fuck me it’s like she actually goes out of her way to do/say the most illogical thing possible
>>285816>fAsHiOn DeSiGnEr>Greens that do not compliment each other
I want to burn that stupid ass beanie. Turbo dumb nitpick aside I don't get the point of this tt. I didn't think the binder size was a good fit for her to begin with. Why would you broadcast this fact? Jerrick is supposedly an ana-chan, wouldn't he flip the fuck out and be suicidal or something? Also kek at her saying she lost weight. Sure ya did Jill. Surprised she didn't wear the bridge shirt for this.>>285906>I know there’s literally no point in applying logic to Jill’s shit, but fuck me it’s like she actually goes out of her way to do/say the most illogical thing possible
I think because she knows no one in the crowd she's in would call her out. Why she never bothers to get her larp straight.>>285854
She really just loves talking out her ass. How she flipped out over being """misgendered""", oh no given a key to the male bathroom that is single person use and fucking locks, on the MCR concert trip shows otherwise. The """love my voice""" bit is making me giggle. Jilly poo what about Jerrick? He's okay with having a woman's voice despite having body dysphoria?
HERE WE GO NONAS! challenge version and you do a squat or take a drink every time Jilly-bean uses a cutesy-wootsey term for a item.
March patreon stream total time: 1:08:19
Craft/work room location
0:45 - "here let me get a good an-gy" fucks around with camera postion so you can see both overlocked AND dress mannequin in background.
1:00 - announces that she's super-snoozy from day-light savings (SureJan.jpg)
1:24 - "moderately blendy" but it could also just be morning vibes at 11:00am. Also apologies for delaying the stream because she has so much too talk about. Jill has made a list to show the camera so let's see how if she can stay on topic:
-New ______ & cosplay
-days are getting longer
-5 Petal _____________
-convention & vlog ___
If any other nona can figure out what else is on the list it would be appreciated.
2:20 - ticky-tock
3:02 - compares herself to her grandma as she notices how she looks without makeup and when the lighting hits.
3:23 - "I've been moderate to mild lately, I'm not like crying but things have been a little bit icky" " A little bit hard lately" (Cause mommy said no Jill?)
3:29 -Disorder talk " I have, like, a whole ass disorder that can, like, put me on my ass, for like, a whole fucking day…"
3:49 - I'M BEING TOO HARD ON MYSELF (Looking like that smug fuck yaniv)
6:51 - talks about smash brothers, such a gamer gurl guizz
7:00 - trixe mattel dragqueen talks about "gays who make smash brothers their whole personality" and Jill feels called out.
8:00 - MUSE and Montreal trip cancellation because of grandparents. "We have, no my mom has to, like, stay and care for them so it's totally fair."
It's so VALID
the reason why I'm not going to Montreal - So yeah… I'm just re-routing my content making plans…"
"I'm slightly bummed but yeah…Jerr is really bummed because it as such a Jerr centric trip…" (Shit Louise I think you dodged a bullet)
9:20 - Don't despair though, Steevie put on two episodes of Bluey and it totally made everything better
9:20-12:00 talking about money and cosplay for CureSky
12:04 - Birthday VLOG - was meant to go up but Jerr needed time so Jill allotted time. That's Jill's exact phrasing "allotted time". ($20 buck on She's going to be fusing before the end of year)
12:42 - Wanted to take down old Con-Vlogs because of "friendships and changing and stuff…" "It's hard to look at back at that stuff but… I have love in my heart…for all of those peoples…"
Proceeds to re-live her most popular meet-up, 6% tokidoki girls
15:36 - T-TALK: thought about it for two years, the fat distribution would be great (?) but likes her feminine physical traits and her voice.
get ready for a Flora singing video
15-23:00 talks about Ramona fusing and drive to play piano again but it needs to be moved because it's in the lounge room. WAY TO ANXIOUS to play in front of Steevie so wants to move piano up to bedroom. Proceeds to do multiple annoying voices. Talks about how hard it is to have multiple creative hobbies and finding the energy to just crochet without having to make content from it or scrolling the internet without screenshotting thumbnails that look really good. "I've got to just fucking chill sometimes…I'm not trying to brag about everything I do but I just work at a lower levels ALL the times"
23:17- Maggie and Steevie talk, "Our roommates just switched because their friendship was really strong and out relationship was really strong."
Goes off-tpoic and blames it on being sleepy, hun-gy and day-light savings times.
25:00- So excited that someone makes memes using her.
25:35- Birthday gift- trinket time: Jelly cat rabbit plush, thrifted puppy surprise toy (Good quality original)
Bragging about her "modest" jellycat collection and goes through names and prices.
28:46- PEEPS ALERT!! It's about to get gross as her friend are buying her 3 cans of peeps-pepsi. 1 for trying, 1 for display and 1 for back-up. It's shatnar levels of decoration with her Pocky boxes.
29:00 - Talks about old jobs at candy store & Claires. Discusses issues with ad revenue and channels "closing" because they can't make money. But pateron slays…
31:05 - ants to perform drag with puppets but won't for a while in locations because shit is scwary. Sweety drag-friends trying to do drag-story time at next-town over and there are protests.
32:00 - drag shit. puppet shit. blames Jill & Jerr for being so
33:00 - birthday trinket shit. Bluey memorabilia- handmade bead necklace 'big girl bark' & 'tactical wee'
35:54 - moved metal chairs & table into her room so she has a spot to watch the sun set & snow. one chair is broken so no tea-for-two with steevie. Has a system log journal that she writes in.
36:35 - peeps shelf: crochet peep bunny version of herself and Jerr. Not stated if they were a gift or if she made them.
38:20 - tangent about product packaging and keeping products in packaging so people know what brand it is. Story time about childhood glasses and complaining that Barbie sticker wasn't on it and tantrum over people not knowing that they were Barbie glasses. How will people know if they can't see the brand (I don't know Jill through cognitive Object detection and Image classification???)
39-40:00 - back to workroom and dumb noises. "I just have such importance on logo's and branding". Discusses Strawberry shortcake obsession as a 6year old and how she used to close her eyes and image a inner world and float out of her body into it.
43:00 - back to birthday trinkets. Mug, handmade art, scrub daddy (she did want one but not as a gift)
43:30 - Birthday trivia that steevie made and playing with the youtube Chat patrons. (My brain is becoming mush and being dragged towards the sinkhole known as Jill, It just sounded like the most mundane daily life stories and I work in aged care.)
49:40 - Cat check - meow conversations
51:44 - brush your cat jill
53:00 - shop launch: still getting everything ready but the energy reads 'stop asking about this'
55:02 - talks about how she feels rushed and doesn't want to screw it up and go at her own pace and face it head on.
56:02 - individual custom pieces and size inclusive. and sustainability. (and thats why it's taking so long) also her brain is broken so yeah.
Discusses laser cut earring collection
1:00:00 - Q&A time from the chat. Nothing of interest other than setting up a post box for people to send fan art to.
1:08:06 - cuts off without a farewell
Never understood the obsession fat Aidens have with having a flat chest when a man her size would have bitchtits just as large. I'd say her body passes pretty well here honestly.>>285707
Her mom is also into Youtube drama cows like Jeffrey Star, Eugenia Cooney and Shane Dawson so it's not surprising to me that she's into drag. She seems like she enjoys overperformed cattiness, drama and excessive makeup. Fully agree with the anons saying she is what Jillian wishes she was: living a successful artistic life while enjoying her dumb interests on the side.
They’re obsessed with having a flat chest because to them >man = no boobs>woman = boobs
That’s it, plus the fatty aidens like the kind that Jill larps would love to be anachans like the skinny aidens but they just can’t live a single day without shit food and huge portions, mix that with the fact that they’re permanently online and you get an ugly, bitter fatty.
They also think that if they didn’t have boobs, the anachan clothes they want to wear would fit them, same as Jill, I wouldn’t be surprised if she wanted to get her boobs removed at some point for the sake of wearing her old clothes again.
It’s really odd Jill rarely does her little That So Raven switches on camera on livestream, yet they routinely make it to her YouTube videos post editing. Those statistics don’t really add up.
Why doesn’t she just do jewelry making as a business? More people would probably buy into her tacky peep style if it was just an accessory anyways. This clothing line that’s taking years to accomplish is sounding like a money pit, especially if she’s going to foot the cost of doing everything sustainably. gen zers with fashion niches demand it but they don’t want to pay for for it. She’s going to be in for a reality check soon.
Well you just hit the nail on the head nonnie
. Louise has a husband who appears to have a comfortable income but she still strives to be good at what she does and be active in her passion/occupation. Jill has a dad with a comfortable income and a mother with a passion who strives to do her job well but she herself just doesn’t care and like you doesn’t seem to see the merit in what her mother does. Even her auntie Sam has a passion within the arts that she actively pursues and I’m not sure she’s married to a man with a stable income.
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dam my boy dipsy be looking rough these days
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“I usually support women’s wrongs” lol she’s the first to condemn women time and time again
This is probably the closest she has ever gotten to admitting how spiteful and vindictive she is. I thought the whole 'villain era' trend stuff on tiktok was about girls who are usually meek standing up for themselves. She's not any of that.
Cows will come here thinking that we just post about people who are ugly, not realizing that you have to be a supremely shitty person on the inside to stay on front page all the time. And here she basically just admits that it's ok to do bad things, as long as she's the one doing it.
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also a lot of nonas believed she cheated on tristan her bf of about 2 years. they seemed really close but she dumped him to date his
best friend collin. she then changed her life story removing tristan and saying she actually loved collin the entire time, "love at first sight" and that they were friends but she always wanted him. even though they were only friends cause she was dating tristan…
dont think it was confirmed tho but still a dickmove
often insecure people who cheat accuse others of cheating…>>286234
she looked genuinely cute in the first pic there, the name pixie actually fitted her then
here she goes again with the "other girls are evuuuuuuul! but not me! tehee!">>286172>Cows will come here thinking that we just post about people who are ugly, not realizing that you have to be a supremely shitty person on the inside to stay on front page all the time.
couldn't have said it better nonna. ugly people will be entertaining for 5 minutes at best, cows will entertain for years. I swear, some people need to be bullied and shamed to learn from their mistakes, and I say that as someone who was bullied in school.
That’s probably why she hates cheating so much. Most people hate it from personal experiences but I wonder if someone called her out on it and she’s using “cheating is bad” to deflect past mistakes.
Lol at Collin with that face in the photo.
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Jill posted on Insta recently. It seems she does not have DID on Insta but IS neurodivergent, w/ no actual diagnosis of course.
I don't know why I find it so funny that on tik tok & twitter she is aggressively in your face about DID but on Insta it's nowhere to be found. Maybe I missed an Insta drama saga somewhere.
Sage because this isn't really milky, just amusing to me.
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Sorry for the bad screenshot, I couldn't find a single frame where she wasn't shaking the camera around even a little(hello motion sickness), but is her color grading more eye burning than usual or is it just me? I don't remember her videos being quite this painful to look at. Her skin looks jaundiced.
She probably hands out her Instagram on her resume/trying to get sponsors etc and pretends the TikTok and Twitter don't exist. To be the only place she isn't aggressively muh DID
and going for a much milder neurodivergent (which just means "quirky" to zoomers) is definitely for a reason.>>286347
I'm certain she is a personal lolcow for at least a few of her friends. They never seem to hang out very often, since she documents everything so she isn't even close with these people she forced to do a quiz about meeeee
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lolcow farm remembers
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apparently this gift was for sandwich and it contained actual cat toys. is Jill gonna play with them while pretending Sandwich is fronting?? kek she was noticeably drunk and probably high during this. lookin extra downsy lately too
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One of my favorite screenshots from the video.
-Jill/Flora/Berry co-con because of course she’s co-con
-Jill is a quarter of a century, literally so old you guys!! SO OLD. Did she mention how old she is now that she’s 25!!
-Berry gets “triggered out” (apparently a positive thing?) around celebration events like Christmas, Halloween, and Easter so Jill is planning her party with Berry in mind (despite the fact she is so so elderly and old now). Berry wanted Jill to make the cakes.
-Some boring shit about the Australian recipe she got it from, surprise surprise the book was mentioned in Bluey. She totally has autism you guys because Bluey special interest she’s had for like 2 weeks.
-Makes the cake from a box anyway, so there was no need for her to spend 10 minutes talking about the damn book, but needed to get that Bluey mention in there somewhere. The cakes in the book actually look amazing.
-Witch cackling and rambling as she bakes (i.e. pouring packets into a bowl) mentions how she “has a beautiful, wholesome circle of friends right now”.
-The rambling about nothing is incredibly boring, no wonder this video is this 36 fucking minutes.
-Uses tone indicators “out loud” (said “this song is so cunty slash pos”). So autistic Jill, definitely.
-(Optional) dress up rainbow theme for party, Jill is pink and Steve is blue.
-Muppets, Steampunk Giraffe, happy ABBA songs, and the Moobits (?) playlist. Amazing
-Almost 15 minutes into the video and my brain is falling out of my ears. Please God let something, anything happen in the second half of this video
-Ran out of time to do chocolate dipped peeps (heating chocolate takes like 2 minutes but ok)
-No explanation for why the 5 looks like a 2 and nothing like the book 5 which looks normal
-22 bloody minutes spent on her baking a box cake. Be fucking for real Jill
-Steve compliments the cake, Jill makes sure to let us know that Jill and Berry are responding to Steve in the subtitles
-Stevie is dressed like Sonic. Chris-chan core.
-Jill shrieks, witch laughs, and screams through her entire present unwrapping in front of everyone. It’s as cringey as you can imagine. Her friends bought her alters gifts as well (including cat toys for Sandwich, a birthday card full of meows, and a photo of her face photoshopped onto a bunch of Precure characters). I can’t tell if they really endorse her delusion or are laughing on the inside.
-As if the squishy daisy is an edible. It’s_not_weed_you_fucking_stoner_kermit.jpeg
-Trivia categories: Influencer, PrettyCure, Mystery Category (Bluey - holy shit they are playing this kid’s show out), Mental Health, Twitter Dot Com, System of a Pixie
-Steve repeats a Precure question from last year’s trivia
-Jill doesn’t know how many of her alter’s names begin with the letter ‘J’. Plays it off as “some people not being in her house”
-Berry is not turning six but will be five forever. Poor kid
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I can already imagine the baby voice and word choices in my head and I want to scream. The over the top acting and outfit will really seal the deal. God speed the nonnie
who does that recap.
>>286397>framed photo of Jill’s face pasted onto precure characters (she loved it because narcissism)
KEK wtf. Please tell me this is a joke gift lmao. This is like, so fucking funny it must have been on purpose.>>286408
Kek what happened with the "I won't put my baby alter in danger" shit? this DID shit is so fake
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she stopped looking like her thumbnails at least 5 years ago. everytime she posts she looks completly different. either full double chin or her old body. the strategic posing, hiding arms in sleeves and only showing her body in filtered to shit quality tik toks… its so fucking lame and insecure. she keeps larping not eating yet puts all her efforts into catfishing herself 10 pounds ago. guess this is why painting her wall took 2 months.
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Idk if this was posted before but here's Jill's to do list, no wonder she never gets shit done
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Her lolita coords weren’t anything phenomenal but she looked cute back then too imo like picrel her Dolly Cat coped. and she can’t just use the excuse that “I had an ED back when x photo was taken” cause she has a lot of other cute looks as well but admittedly a lot were taken when she clearly was underweight. She’s actually a normal good weight (not UW and not OW in picrel). You may or may not be a personal fan of lolita fashion, but this is better than her Rainby drag nowadays. Hell, she would still look good in lolita even now despite being OW - she doesn’t have large boobs and is kind of a pear shape, lolita can make girls with fatter bellies and legs look more normal because of the silhouette.
nayrt but during this era was when I thought the drama surrounding her was just silly. She was a teen who was being cringe and entitled but not too interesting. Honestly her life was dreams at that time because who wouldn't want their parents to have the funds and willingness to let you buy some niche Japanese fashion.
She's always been entitled but it's shocking how bad it is these days.(sage your shit)
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>>286425>7:20 zones out for two seconds and calls it dissociating >around 11:10 “I was talking to my selves as usual … I said ‘this song is so cunty /pos.’ I think it was Veronica!”>25:50 her terrifying the poor girl next to her, seems like she hurts this girl’s ears multiple times
The whole gift opening and trivia segments are beyond belief. The way she screams nonstop, the trivia questions about her system that everyone is supposed to care about. The histrionics and egotism here are so extreme. I feel like she keeps attributing her self obsession and weird behaviors to autism when videos like this show what blatant cluster B histrionics it is.
Not to tinfoil here but the fact she ended up with enough friends to do a proper rainbow is kind of funny. I wonder if she left out inviting some people or invited some less-close friends just to get the rainbow.>>286471
Same I was also jealous. She was always annoying and I had reason to have personal beef with her but I also enjoyed the concept of her videos and what she was doing, I just didn’t like her, herself. But now she clearly has completely gone off the deep end, there’s not even anything to be jealous of anymore.
Christ those are some surface level ‘I forgot about a present so I ducked into the dollar store on the way over’ gifts. It’s like she grabbed a few randoms off the street, made them watch a few of her videos and then attend her party.
What was Steve’s gift?
The 5 looking like a 2 fucks me up because she baked a sheet cake to cut the 2 out of. Used a foil bread pan and a round cake pan for the 5. Even though she had it set out with tons of different supplies and used step-by-step instructions, they still ended up looking like they came from the same exact 2-shaped cake pan. It’s baffling.
It’s also very obvious why her own birthday makes her so jarringly ecstatic.
Jill does have BPD and likely had it throughout life. I think her behaviour growing up is very telling of the Cluster B behaviour. I truly believe that she "only" has BPD and anxiety, and literally everything stems from that. She seems less and less able to control the mania that stems from BPD (I don't wanna hear the ranting about how there's "no mania with BPD you're thinking of bipolar" if you know BPD, you know mania is absolutely a part of it) and her anxiety obviously is exacerbated by it.
In my experience, friends seem able to "deal" with this kind of histrionic and manipulative, self-centered behaviour until about 25. Some people can keep it up until about 30. But borderline people usually end up with very little friends if they are unable to reign in the histrionics and mania. Once this sweet little group of relatively young adults start getting their own lives (careers, partners, kids, so on), they will never look back on Jillian and her self-indulgent insanity. Insanity like this can be fun and alluring when you're young and not yet established, but it gets old fast. I wouldn't be surprised if at least one of these chicks (I'm looking at the chick in yellow) are just hovering around for clout, and maybe for personal entertainment. I also suspect these chicks are really Stevie's friends.
Stevie is the one I just can't believe. How can he be with her? How come he doesn't see this all for what it is? What I wouldn't say to him if I had the chance. I'm a lot older and have seen here this goes and it does not get better. It does not end well.(arm-chairing)
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Interesting set of tweets about "flashbacks" and her six-year-old self. Does she mean memories from when she was six, or did Jillian herself turn into a six-year-old (that is apparently not Berry)? You can never tell with her.
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The other two replies under that main tweet—out of order, sorry.
>>286523>"""6 yo Jill""" got triggered out after Jill filming a video about Berry>Small Jill is not a happy camper
The fuck? I hate how she has a """little""" yet Jill can fucking age slide. Jealous of herself. My head hurts. >>286524>Stevie helped through the thick of it, but cannabis is the only sure fire off-switch for some of that somatic pain
Jfc broken record time but Jillian Vessey put the damn weed down, stop eating crap, exercise, and get some real fucking therapy. Also stfu about fight or flight response
. You're shit at controlling your emotions and throw tantrums when you don't get your way because you always got your way by acting up. I wonder what the """cause""" was for this stupid tantrum? Also how much weed is she powering through to get through the day especially if her tolerance is high? She takes everything for granted and burns bridges. Jill is such a mess and she's self-destructing hard.
I mean, of course she’s jealous of herself, only she can get the attention, how dare you think her totally 100% real 6 years old girl living inside her deserves any comfort? That’s why she’s an alter herself, she wants the fanart, the memes, the asspats, the hate, everything.
Seriously, I hope Jill never has kids because it would be an absolute hell for that child, I can already picture her being jealous of her own child or honestly any child. It’s honestly good to know that there’s no possibility of that ever happening since Steeb is basically a roommate and they probably, if not surely, never fuck.
I also wonder about Stevie but I can only assume:
-He enjoys the free handouts (does he have to pay much if any rent on the rainby house?), he lives in a nice (albeit hideously decorated and likely filthy) spacious house where he has his own bedroom, fully stocked fridge, weed, video games etc, and doesn't have to work full-time. He might have to nurse on Jill a bit but now she has her alters to keep her company, plus the stuff she does with Mama Vessey.
-He enjoys the (relatively small) fame of being Pixielocks' boyfriend.
-He's too far in it now and knows that if he leaves he'll get Alyssa'd and Jill will tell everyone he was an abusive
manipulative boyfriend who caused her DID or some shit.
-Stockholm Syndrome and he somehow manages to actually have affectionate feelings towards her.
Otherwise I have no clue, you can't even say they have a good friendship, they seem to have basically nothing in common aside from being weird.
Sometimes I want to feel sorry for him because he might've actually had the potential to turn his life around but since he continues enabling Jill's delusion (plus the allegations of him still being a coomer/into lolicon), I really can't.
As someone who ghosted their toxic
bpd friend at 25 she's still seething to this very day. You're right on the money that nobody past 25 wants to hang out with an emotionally unstable person. It wouldn't surprise me if Jill's friends kept getting replaced once they aged out.
What’s funny is she specifically said “I have a good friend group right now”, which I found particularly odd. Why mention it at all if they aren’t close friends? Feels more like she found a group of people who all get together but she can’t really pinpoint what she likes about them as individuals. >>286528
People who’ve never experienced trauma. That’s who. Anyone who’s actually been through abuse (let alone severe abuse according to Jill) goes through so many mixed emotions before sharing anything with anyone, and she is consistently loose lipped- none of the shame, anger, sadness that people who’ve experienced SA go through. She’s a disgusting liar, one of the grossest things you can lie about next to pretending to have cancer. >>286542
I don’t know if anyone caught it but Steve awkwardly said “looks like you’re having a lot of fun there” when Jill was baking the cake, he sounded so detached from the situation knowing Jill was pretending to be 6 on camera again. I kind of don’t blame him anymore, like wtf do you do when your gf lies on the internet all day and coos at you like a baby? I mean obviously break up with them, but damn. Hope he gets therapy after this.
>>286552>he sounded so detached from the situation knowing Jill was pretending to be 6 on camera again.
Reminds me of their last Q&A when Jill bulldozed over every response he had by speaking over him and getting irritated when he didn't answer the way she wanted, so for three quarters of the video he's just sitting there looking kind of miserable and awkward. At one point he said something like "we're happy together, aren't we?" and Jill didn't respond because she was too busy fake zoning out i.e. 'disassociating', and since he must know she's fake zoning out it probably sucks knowing that your partner won't even say "yeah we're happy together" on camera either because they're too immersed in their mental illness LARP, or too cowardly to admit they don't like you anymore.
It's honestly like watching a car wreck, it hurts to look at, but it's so disastrous that you keep watching to see how much worse it will get.
Yep, other boring lost normies who want special identifiers to explain how unique they actually are in lieu of real accomplishments, and a get out of jail free card for why they’re vaguely confused in their mediocre lives. Usually the kind of people who also obsess over astrology, MBTI, Hogwarts houses, or overexaggerated “diagnosis by exclusion” chronic illnesses, or LGBTQIA microlabels, and so on.
The easy explanation for Jill’s failure to launch is that she’s slightly confused about the logistics and overwhelmed by the actual constant hard effort involved in any business effort. The convenient absolution she seeks is that she actually has a disorder that people generally only get after being trafficked and beaten within an inch of their lives, and therefore now she can only be expected to smoke weed in bed watching cartoons forever.
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Idk why but she looks like a pyscho in this kitchen. Who has the time to buy aesthetic matching stuff to this extent?
No one has ever needed to just go and live off grid in the woods for a year than Jill. If she didn't have a hugbox humoring her whole sooper speshul mentally ill larp every five minutes you'd see her totally cured, probably reading books and painting with long wavy brown hair. She is stuck in a feedback loop of constant rewards and dopamine for play-acting being the rainbow haired weirdo with the complex mind, but it's all fake and doesn't withstand scrutiny.
e.g: I am in fight or flight and also 6 years old but coherently Tweeting about my "trauma" which I previously said I didn't have (prior to this she stuck to the Jerrick Deviantart Punk phase as her trauma source, at 13)
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I can see her getting pissy if everyone likes her quieter and politer alters more. Steve already hates J&J, wonder what Louise thinks of J&J? >Seriously, I hope Jill never has kids because it would be an absolute hell for that child, I can already picture her being jealous of her own child or honestly any child.
Supposedly doesn't want kids and I hope to god she stays that way.>>286615
Wonder how irritating she is when she isn't high?
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This is literally jillian
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Anyone else notice the fake stimming?
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tfw Steebie won’t change your diapey-wipey
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Now picture this outfit without the flattering mirror pose.
I know this ss is multiple days old now but nonny
's YouTube profile pic is showing and you look so much like Maggie (Jill's friend hyperbol.e on IG, rinichhu on Twitter) and it would be so funny if it turned out that Maggie posted in this thread
this made me go down a weird rabbit hole where I looked through Jill's subscribed list and she apparently tired to make an ASMR channel? She really tried to skin walk AlbInWonderland when she was in her post lolita/pre party-kei phase.
Also, is Sofia one of her former friends? Her name rings a bell but I don't recall if she was one of the moon mist girls.
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no way??? I wish someone got a screenshot when this was posted, because the only account I can find has a plain pink pfp. Either some nonnie
is a sleuthing genius, she's doing damage control, or this isn't true. This is Sofia in Jill's most recent video.
not to derail but as a hairfag I don't know how natural brown hair girls do it, I can't tell the difference between any of these people to identify them.
Though I bet some Jill friends do lurk and post here. What was her youtube url? the old pfp should show up on image search and we can confirm
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Holy shit, now THAT'S cold. If only I could be a fly on the wall for the group chat meltdown.
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Posting this to look back on once Jill realizes Sofia is a farmer
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Made the pfp bigger.>>287176
So possible Jerrick twitter account vague posting/meltdown incoming?
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kinda sad jill really can't trust anyone because she will always only befriend other toxic
jealous attention whore snowflakes but not so sad when you remember if the tables were turned and sof was the influencer instead of jill, jill would be doing the exact same thing. these types of girls will always tear each other down.
>>287217>if the tables were turned and sof was the influencer instead of jill, jill would be doing the exact same thing. these types of girls will always tear each other down.
Kek agreed. So sad though, I wish Sof stayed longer so she could give us the funny inside drama. Sof if you're reading this I hope Jillian keeps you close longer so you can tell us the juicy details.
Also, kek. I'm thinking Steven and Jillian will have a very serious conversation with her after checking the thread, because it is proven they read here.
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Adding as extra confirmation it is from her main YouTube
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Jillian is currently not following Sof. Sof is following Jill, though.
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sof's instagram story>>287261
she was there but pretty sure she was also a performer, not the farmer who went to the show and filmed. she's in the all female drag group with jill
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sage for autistic edit
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More damning evidence. Not a good look.
We've lost a valuable anon this day.
However: hello to all other Jillian-orbiters. We know goddamn well that you are all here.
oh no, not her cringe cosplay dance videos! however will we cope kek rip in shit sof
too bad we lost whatever she contributes to this thread. or who knows, maybe she'll keep posting without a word.
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BTW, in case we need any more evidence at all, this is a screenshot I took this morning of one of her videos. It's obviously gone now but here's our third (fourth?) confirmation that it's her profile.
Yes, I hope this anon and this >>287139
sharp-eyed anon know we're grateful for their milk contribution
Didn't cam nonnie
say she was originally there to see other drag queens too? Sofia does seem to have an interest in drag queens too.
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These were the performers for the drag show.>>287301
Here's the post: >>221385
to when the nonnie
posted the drag video. It's been privatized for a while. Not exactly sure when but thinking around the lolcor slander video dropped. Not saying it's Sof, but here's the thread it was posted on.
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Stand corrected. Here's the full list from the ig.
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This could be true and was recently suspected in the lolita thread, however on fotoforensics (picrel) the part with the profile pic looks the same as the rest of the image.
Also she privated her page and privated all her videos which aren't really the actions of an innocent person kek
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this reeks of damage control. (this is the post that jill replied to earlier
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context: oliver is the fake boi sofia is dating and in the birthday video. sofia had a huge thing couple years ago about how abusive her family was and made a go fuck me to help her move out of the abusive house (later debunked on multiple occasions about her family and money situation)
why i bring this up? this recent photo proves yet again just how much of a snake sofia is, the lying to get what she wants and so on. believe whatever you want but it’s easy to see sofia fucked up
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sofia has a ratty rabbit doll called poppy she has when she’s “regressed” anyway she has two accounts she uses on twitter for “regressing” easy to know it’s sofia by who replies and follows
anyway you can add this to the evidence stevie is a pedo considering sofia sees age regression as a nsfw or even their fake boi oliver is a pedo
god this whole thing is a dumpster fire why the fuck would anyone have this shit online for everyone to see
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She is no longer following Jillian.
, it was just my silly tinfoil that the pfp looked like one of Jill's friends but it's even better that it's Sofia instead of Maggie since Sofia seems like such a clout chaser whereas at least Maggie has distanced herself from jill. Good work identifying the pfp as Sofia's >>287139
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sofia is lurking actively on thread guys- was checking to see if jill still follows her and came across the age regression account sof has
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sofs old age regression account, wonder why it hasnt been put on priv
I think Sof either didn't catch her picture was in the shot or thought no one would know it was her because of her masked picture and having a solid pink cover photo on her youtube channel. Unfortunately a nonnie
noticed the photo which led another nonnie
to correctly identify her. Sof got careless. >>287564
Those tweets were posted publicly on the VillainySwells account. I saw those tweets. I was confused as fuck about what Jillian was raging about and didn't think to just ss the tweets and look at them later. I knew I made a mistake of not ss the tweets later in the day when Jill took them down and no one had them up on the thread. I regret not ss the whole damn affair so like you I have no proof to post. Thread 58 has the ss tweets for any nonnie
who wants to look at them again. I agree with this nonnie >>287583
that Jill was probably stoned while rage tweeting and didn't realize until later that she was publicly tweeting. She knew it looked bad which is why she chose the narrative of someone """leaking""" the tweets. She was just trying to cover her ass. Her friends are just there for her to use, abuse, and deflect blame onto.
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Here's some of the tweets Vangelina showed vs Jill's tweets. I added what twitter announced about the circle tweets as well as an example. Also since I was digging around for the tweets, looks like Stevie >>255956
made his video private talking about the Lolcow slander. Looks like one webm was made which was him saying the diagnosis is """real""". Here's a link to that >>256469
. Wonder why he decided to make the video private? Jill's is still up.
nah if anything i could see sofia copying jill again and saying she has did or some shit
both of them:
littles age reg
lazy oaf obsessed
rely heavily on their partner to fix them
both have fake partners
both have youtube
like the list goes on because sofia has been so crazy fan obsessed
Same. Sof come home.>>287707
That's why I was iffy about immediately posting her shit here kek but anons are right about the disgusting ageplay. She was probably the one defending it. Why are Sof and Maggie into pedo shit is beyond me.
>>287701>I mean, isn't that what he did with the vangelina tweets? No way he'd stay quiet when learning someone so close was a snake
Yeah, I find it weird that she was so quick to shit on Vangelina but not Sof.>>287679>looks like Stevie >>255956 made his video private talking about the Lolcow slander.
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Yup, she deleted it and is steaming her frustrations by picking fights about random shit on twitter
It really was sof, holy fucking shit lmao
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This is why Jill’s my fav. I get it’s meant in hyperbolic jest but she tells on herself so much.
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Nope, the tweet is still there.>>287784
I want to see this video now
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Maybe you still have it in your browser cache? It's gone for me on phone and pc.
I hope she's whining about a doctor telling DID larpers to shove it, that'd be so funny.
"Crazy malpractice lawsuit worthy" sure Jill, sure.
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I wonder if Jill is going to pull this tt?
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Crappy quality cos it's long and was over limit in original form.
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She's in the video too
Can’t we ask admin or some farmhands to check if she has posted anything else under the same IP address as her post here >>286408
They’ve done it before during Keekweek
Not gonna lie, it's really kind of sad that she went all the way with planning a admittedly really sweet, I can understand now why she praised her current group of friends as being super wholesome
surprise party for this person she considers a best friend only for her to end up a poster on her own lolcow thread. As much as I dislike Pixie, that's rough.
I’m gonna ask the admin and farmhands for this in meta but if any nonnie
is in the lolcow discord (I’m not) please ask there too! If not, join me in meta and say that you also would like to see this reveal, so we might get their attention. This could be the best milk we’ve had in a while.
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looked more into sofs age regre account and maybe i’m tinfoiling but this is ringing the bells in my head that sof is also claiming did
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Watch out Jill, your narc rage is showing
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is she dumb enough to think she's going to get him cancelled out of a job?
who will win: 25 year old narcissistic womanchild with google vs. brigade of hospital lawyers and a certified medical professional trying to highlight what he considers a genuine issue on the internet
(how is she going to defend herself against an actual doctor. shake her "diagnostic impression" at him and cry?)
The knowledge that a room full of medical professionals had to watch this shit is so hilariously embarrassing. There's no way Jill can win this, she was completely ignorant and immature in that video. The most they'll do is take the video off Youtube, but won't compensate her or anyone else, and will likely keep using the video elsewhere.
I wonder how the initial friend who alerted Jill even found the video?
She’s fucked at the jump, he immediately says at the start of the video he isn’t diagnosing anyone (not malpractice because he isn’t actually practicing medicine on them) and points out the videos are just for illustrative purposes as examples of what he’s talking about.
Video sounds interesting, glad jill brought it to our collective attention.
I haven't seen her featured anywhere recently (I think the one and only time I saw her in a compilation was her DID "put a finger down" video from TikTok).
The r/fakedisordercringe subreddit actually banned people from posting her after she got her diagnostic impression (even though it's not an actual diagnosis…). Sucks
>>287896>the fact that she thinks this man deserves "consequences" when he's literally a professional psychologist who researches these disorders makes me so mad
Customer is King taken to its logical conclusion, where, if we are to believe her, a severely mentally ill, traumatised and alcohol addicted/weed habit young woman knows more than checks notes
She's gonna lose this fight hard but I think she's throwing herself into this rather than address her actual
issue which is the Sof situation
Matt Robinson>Instructor in dept of psychiatry @ harvard med school>@ hospital he is the director of outpatient trauma clinic>Director of clinical services at the little hill center>Operations code director at mclean's trauma initiative>Doctoral training @ columbia uni>Pre doc training at manhattan va>Post doc @ boston va with vets dealing w/ childhood and combat trauma including ptsd and dissociation >Member of the dissociation disorders and trauma research program in which collaborates on research aimed at understanding treatment outcome, phenomenonology, and assessment of ptsd and did>Part of the scientific committee for international society for study of trauma and dissociation >Teaches within the trauma curriculum mgh mclean adult psychiatry residential program >Well respected speaker at local and national events
I think I messed up something but this is in the intro. Lol Jillian
third time posting this if i fuck it up i'm killing myself. >>287905
can you give timestamp?
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Sorry to be that person but I rather have Sof embrace her inner farmer and post shit about Jillian than have her post history revealed
She's mad he didn't watch all her videos when she couldn't even bother to watch his video long enough to realise she was in it (just 15 minutes in) before blowing off on twitter and calling malpractice??
She only wants to get "educated" via videos that fully validate her (tik tok mentol ilness gurus) and takes any different take (medical professional) as a personal attack and can't even bear to listen to it in it's entirety
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>>287865>about to smoke the most-deserved joint in the world
Am I the only one who doesn’t give a shit? Like yeah, it’s shitty of Sofia but I have zero sympathy for Jill because she’s objectively such a garbage person (surprised she hasn’t dropped a new
alter already because so twamatic !)
So this is the cat painting >>286447
she talked about.>>287933
I want to know what Louise thinks, kek
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Youtube and picrel is the name. Also fucking nice job Jillian. It had maybe around 1k views and now up to 1.7k views. I downloaded the video too.
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Hahaha, please do.
lol yes it is.
- can't claim copyright against him because this is for research and educational purposes
- he is not making any diagnoses and is speaking from his position as a scholar and practitioner in the field - giving an educational talk - and is not talking as / speaking as a doctor diagnosing a patient
- you can't sue people for expressing an OPINION. You can't sue a professional for expressing an opinion during a talk / presentation at a conference
I mean she can go ahead and try but it's just gonna be so fucking lol-inducing for us all.
Yeah Jill. You know better, right? You fool.
Exactly, in the video he’s literally saying all of the time that the way she and her friend act isn’t usually
how DID manifests, he talks about what his own patients and the people getting treated by his colleagues usually
report. Like, he’s not even denying the fact that maybe DID could be the rainbi jersey shore that Jillybean thinks it is, he just says that it isn’t reported by the patients as someone living in an animal crossing island with lots of aesthetically pleasing friends.
Like, she could’ve just sucked his dick or something instead of getting all defensive, it makes her look even more like the larper she is.
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Found this after searching through comments.
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As much as we all would love milk to top off our already milky day, stop cow tipping ya’ll
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Not 100% sure it's complete cowtipping, the user is fucking weird but has 5 followers and two videos. The first video was a week ago, which would've been before Sof got outed.
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They are still friends on Facebook
Very interesting video, thanks nonna.
How could you watch something like this and not feel a massive sense of shame knowing that your little tiktok spectacles are making things difficult for real patients?
Kek, who am I kidding ?
This is Jill we're talking about :>Shame ? What is that ? A new Precure character ?
>>287964>What’s she gonna do, call angel therapist to the stand?
I’d love to see counsellor angelbabe justify himself to a panel of actual experienced professionals.>>288099
Exactly. If I were a DID faker then that explanation of how these antics are harming genuine DID sufferers (the ones who’ve actually survived prolonged early childhood sexual abuse) would probably shame me into deleting that account. Even teenagers should be able to grasp that this is wrong. The fact that Jillian Vessey, at 25 years old, sat through any part of this video and is not only unable to empathise with these patients but actually wants to try to “cancel” the doctor is disturbing.
Unless she didn’t watch any of the video at all and is going off what other people (Steve?) told her about it, which is supposedly how she handles this thread. Still, anyone who watches this and thinks Jill is the wronged party needs their head examined. I hope Louise watches it, even just the first ~20 minutes.>>288071
Honestly yeah, I expect that once she sleeps off her high and the narc rage has subsided somewhat she’ll back down. She must realise deep down that she has no leg to stand on.
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>Jill: I am in this picture and I don't like it
Included like/dislike ratio on the video, seems it has been brigaded by DID tiktok.
at the q&a part, he literally hits that nail on the head talking about teenagers (and jill) using it as a scapegoat for shit behavior.
Thank you for sharing this video nona, very informative.
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Her narc brain thinks the video is about her lol. He’s not researching you idiot. He’s using your video as an example for a point he’s making. God she’s so fucking thick and self obsessed it’s rotted her brain.
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Angel baby is not the one who wrote the diagnostic impression, I believe it's picrel, the "forensic expert" that Jill boasted about. She specializes in eating disorders (bariatric pre/post-op treatment) and general stuff (no DID mentioned). IIRC, angel baby did administer the MID test to Jill, which is interesting given that it's supposed to be a self-administered test. If he had the authority to write a diagostic assessment, I'm sure he would have validated Jill's larp and she wouldn't have had to crop the dx impression to only show her self-reported symptoms (that's why I think the full dx impression probably includes doubt or straight up disagreement from the psychologist, otherwise Jill would have shown it in full). Also just to reiterate, I couldn't find any connection between Jed and Ana Sofia, so I don't think they're friends like some anons think.
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holyshit the narc rage– imagine thinking your arts and crafts degree and your fake diagnosis makes your sparkly pink youtube video a valid
"dispute" of a professional's seminar. god my fucking sides
>>288136> there is no ethical way to argue in favor of this.
I’d argue there’s no ethical way to argue against it. It’s an informative freely available video from a professional talking about his research into an area he is professionally a part of, DID.
He wasn’t researching Jill, which lets be real is probably what upset her. God she’s insufferable. She really can’t think outside herself, was she always so un-empathetic? I’m starting to get the impression during her formative years no one taught her empathy and that’s why she’s such a narc, she needs to start practicing because this is not the good and righteous look she thinks it is.
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>>288136>you struggle so much as is.
sage for small blog but this is exactly jill's desire, summarized up in one beautiful statement by a brainwashed confetti munch. she is already so
much the victim
struggling, that she wants to be UNTOUCHABLE from criticism, or feedback, or anything that in life that makes you accept personal responsibility to even a minuscule degree. muh struggles!1!!
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Jill calling this guy a clown and making fun of the presentation is poetry.
Her family and friends must know right? Like at this point the narcissism is undeniable. She really thought this video was about her once she realized she was in it.
Do you think when she rages she throws things? Maybe that’s why Steven sleeps in the basement, all his stuffs down there so she can’t break his things in her rage fits.
She’s so upset that some random unknown would call HER out! How dare he. Doesn’t he know how special jill is, how much she suffered!? Someone needs to tell her to stfu and that there are actually people out there suffering. She should be ashamed of herself, what embarrassing behavior.
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But no one suffers as much a Jillybean!
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ik this is old but>hairfag
imagine getting all your personality from the fact that you're blonde kek maybe you're one of jill's friends too
"Actually no, this world-renowned top-level scholar did not do any research into this"
Bitch, he would fucking fall to the floor laughing at you. That whole room would. Keep it coming Jill. This is best shit ever. You're a laughing stock, you stupid dumb bitch.
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I hope I found the right Matthew A Robinson. Dude is specialised, in addition to trauma and dissociation, in LGBT mental health. DID and LGBT, both identities Jill fakeclaims. Picrel is the papers he's (co)authored from Google Scholar.
The McLean hospital website tells about him
>As a member of the Dissociative Disorders and Trauma Research Program, Dr. Robinson collaborates on grant-funded, cutting-edge research. He is a co-investigator on grants aimed at understanding the neurobiological and genetic underpinnings of trauma and dissociative disorders and how genetic/epigenetic and neurobiological markers might help predict treatment outcomes. He received the inaugural McLean Trauma Initiative Fellowship to investigate stigma and other barriers to seeking mental health treatment among uniformed personnel. He also focuses his research on marginalized and stigmatized groups such as the LGBTQ community.
This is the website of the research program the doctor is a part of.https://www.ddtrp.com/
From a quick glance to their page it would seem like they are going down the pretty hard science approach, there is a lot of talk about imagining, neurobiology etc:
>We aim to identify and understand, in a clinically nuanced manner, the phenomenology, brain mechanisms, cognitions, physiology, and genes contributing to PTSD and DID and how they relate to both dysfunction and resilience in these disorders.
I am inclined to think this guy knows what he's talking about.
This is how a lot of mental illness LARPers are. They think that since they're "diagnosed" with the "illness" they're they know everything about it and try to silence actual
medical professionals that don't kiss their ass. >>288185
LMAO Her checking off the first one should be a red flag to everyone around her.
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sorry for the 'tism in advance.
She’s queer nonnie
, not that bigoted lesbian/gay label people try to pass off as trans inclusive, duh!
Bless you, anon. Absolute perfection. Send THIS to Dr. Matthew A Robinson from McLean Hospital lol. Though I feel like he only needs the Stevie video.
Ah, Borderline Personality Disorder. You are such a plague on society.
She has already done that. Infamy is also another form of attention and that’s what she wants, to feel special whether through being a victim
or a champion.
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Jill needs to read her TikTok terms of service agreement lol
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New sof post, interesting caption
And at the end of the seminar, he adds that his patients would be relieved to hear they don't
have DID. Because, yknow, it's actually distressing to find out you have such a debilitating disorder? All Jill said in her cake response video is that it was actually celebrating having an answer and being able to fix it, of courseee she'd never celebrate the trauma that caused her DID. But she doesn't understand that regardless it's just weird to immediately celebrate and make it your personality, which is what everyone saw her tiktok as.
Also Jill's way of "improving" her DID is abusing weed, alienating her friends and family, withdrawing further into her own world/feeding into delusions, and failing to hold any adult responsibilities. Like if he did more "research" into her, he'd just find more BS to make an example of lmfao.
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damn, she is deranged.
Kek. Did she even watch the full video? The doctor says in the first minutes of his livestream how he treats traumatized patients with DID as valid
and how those patients think the way social media treats DID is completely false. She always makes everything about herself and her nonexistent "pain".
She's the ruling clown of an idiocracy, the prime example of dunning kruger. She somehow thinks she knows more than a certified doctor with years of academical background and anyone who actually decides to study psychology.
I watched the whole medical seminar btw and one take I found interesting: he says these tiktok people DEFINITELY don't have PTSD and don't benefit from therapy for it, interesting as Jill said she got diagnosed with PTSD lol
He's also on point about it filling a void in their lives and make them seem like a more interesting individual
What the fuck.
This person has schizophrenia (a REAL thing that can happen at any age) and she's acting disgusted at it? Wow. Remember when she used her token schizophrenic "friend" to invite him to her narc brithday party last year? In her words, "wow this tweet makes her look great".
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"the night you deserve"
I wonder if we'll get a new alter from this trauma.
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I'm just so fucking happy how much Pixielocks is seething at this professional doctor using her as an example of shitty social media DID fakers. I bet she didn't even watch the full video. Keep seething Jillian. Get shit on.
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I guess I should have put this one first.>Jill big angry because someone laughed at her dumb rage>Jill makes fun of someone pointing out she has no legal case (all this person did)>Jill threatens them>Jill blocks them
I bet she is literally huffin and puffin at home rn
Doctor with experience and a career treating DID patients: gives a through explanation on how DID is being sensationalized on the internet.
Jillian:>NOOOOO HE'S WRONG!!! HE'S WRONG!!! I AM RIGHT I KNOW EVERYTHING!!!
>>288292>wanting to target a mentally ill person younger than her>would send a mail to her educators>talks all high and mighty and passive-agressive
Holy shit she's such an openly toxic
This, he never said "wow this bitch is a stupid cunt" like we do kek. I mean she is, but the doctor was incredibly empathetic.
Btw the doctor even says movies like Split etc. are not very good at showing DID. Didn't she say she also hated those movies?
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DEFAMED? Bitch WHERE
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It's very fucking funny to me. We might not get Vangelina's video but we surely did get something better, an actual professional doctor putting her on blast unlike baby angel drag doctor. It's just so fucking funny.
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Click to watch, here's the exact moment where the doctor uses Jillian as an example of fake DID.>>288304
shes such a retard kek.
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click to watch. I'm just compiling important points on this presentation for future reference. This one shows another DID faking woman.
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also click to watch. This one features her ageplaying friend.>>288316
this, exactly. Video related
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Does she not realize no one even watched or noticed the video until she made posts about it?
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In this clip, the doctor mentions how DID develops in childhood and why it is a hidden diagnosis. Very important watch.>>288319
Will upload in a minute.
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Start argument, freak out, have fans show disappointment, call people monsters/evil, make a post begging for validation, lie & thank the loyal fans, repeat. She is a broken record.
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That isn't even that the person in question said. Why lie about something so easy to disprove?
>>288329>YOU'RE ALL BEING SO HORRIBLE TO ME
Holy shit, no way can her family ever disagree with her, she throws a tantrum>>288320
Jill putting on some joker make up and delighting in how scary and twisted lolxd she is
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Kek. Speaking of which, this clip explains why DID might be a thing with socially inept people like her and how it trendy it is in social media.>>288332
this thread has it as part of the op picture so it might help:>>>/w/245171
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i think this is one of you… but damn seeing her followers admit shes not professionally diagnosed is good.
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Fake DID and malingering. This one also has Jillian's ageplayer friend in it. She sells beanies online.>>288342
She probably means the (few) people on twitter laughing at her. Everything is harassment for Jillian.
Who the fuck cares if she's "diagnosed"!? It's not like this is a disorder with biological markers which can be objectively measured - anyone working in this field will tell you that misdiagnosis/overdiagnosis is not only possible, but unbelievably common; diagnoses in this field are worth shit. The DSM needs to keep being updated for this reason… it's just whatever people agree to define as a disorder at that point in time. It's ultimately completely meaningless.
The point of a psychiatric diagnosis is to guide treatment and research; it's not to validate someone's illness so they can prove to their twitter followers that it's "real".
So, when are we going to get a Jerricka tweet rage thread? Why is it that cliffe never tries to be rational and talk to solve shit? Flora could help too. Like kek, she’s supposedly freaking out and going through something “traumatic” or “bad” and she’s somehow not switching, that’s not very debilitating DiD having patient of her.
Also, how come she’s got the energy to respond to all of the “hate” she’s receiving? Shouldn’t she shut down or dissociate while going into kid mode or something? Oh right, she only turns into the toddler alter when she’s horny and steeb wants to fuck a kid.
This is why Jillybean will never do anything remarkable, she’s too lazy to even larp properly.
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Stevie is busy enabling her yet again
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Imitated DID part 1 (aka fake DID)>>288345
she's not even diagnosed, and even if she was, the proof that she's faking it is right there
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Imitated DID explanation part 2>>288356>my seminar
the only relevant shit he has ever done was enabling jillian.>>288358
Unfortunately there's a bunch of enabling retards on the internet.
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Last one. This one talks about the rage people feel when their DID is proven to be fake.
stevie reminds me of this literal autist i used to know that never questioned anything you told him and just went along with everything. Yes, he is that retarded.
It's weird that used to feel sympathy for him back before he became more vocal on twitter, thinking he was being manipulated by her, now it's obvious he drinks the kool-aid and willing to sink while hitched to the Jill tugboat
at least he's prepared for it. he mentions that people have already reacted angrily online to his prior lecture video on the topic, and even get mad in clinic with him>>288304>>288305
tbf, i think anyone who really had a disease and suffered daily because of it would be upset at the insinuation that they're just faking. problem is…she very obviously doesn't have it.
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>harasses random twitter user so her followers attack them
“Don’t worry we’re safe!”
people keep throwing around "doctor" but no, she was looked at by a psychologist. not a psychiatrist.
meanwhile, the man who gave the lecture video is an actual doctor because of his PhD, albeit not a medical doctor.
kek imagine telling a schizophrenic woman that she's not allowed to say "loony". but let me guess, Stevie has "anxiety" so it's fine if he polices her about it>>288364
caps? i looked but didn't see any>>288368
I don't actually think Jill was implying schizophrenia made her look bad. I think she was implying that calling her "loony" made her look bad. It's still incredibly stupid because the woman is literally schizophrenic and can say whatever the fuck she wants, but not quite as pure evil
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The insanity is off the charts.
>uwu we're not entertainment
>Next breath here's music that goes with our switching for our cutesy videos
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>Blood on your hands
Hahahaha, Jill is a fucking privileged spoiled brat who thinks the world should bend to her every whim she has because her parents never told her no.
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Google reviews are being posted too. LOL
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Kek these people are insane.>>288393>unsafe>decades behind
>>288390>blood on your hands
Do they even know what that means or do they just throw useless phrases around to act like victims
? Who has died from this presentation?
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Nta but this is on the website. Cool you work there nonnie
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I hope the doctor actually sues the retards trying to actually ruin his career by talking shit online. Seriously, useless trash like Jill needs a reality check, just being ignored isn’t enough, she needs actual repercussions for trying to act like she’s the maximum authority in whichever hobby she partakes.
Like, I just can’t believe she seriously thinks she’s important enough to police a fucking doctor
, like bitch barely has a shitty fashion school certificate, that she probably got as a pity prize because comparing her work with her schoolmates it was dogshit, and she seriously thinks she knows everything about the probably most obscure as fuck mental illness that exists.
How does she has the fucking audacity?? KEK, she needs to go to that hospital to get her weed fucked brain fixed.
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Found it in her "re-introducing ourselves" video.
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Reminds me when she fought with this psych major >>226454
. Does she think by just screaming she """wins"""? Hey Jill, >>242275
remember when you liked """psycho eval"" for psych eval and called it more accurate
? Tell me again how Dr. Matthew Robinson is the one hurting the community when you're the one >>245917
giving out """advice"""?>>288412
Here's the clip.
So I was curious who this person is since they're talking with so much authority. And of course, they're a nobody with zero credentials that sells online courses and talks about "plurality". Basically the fantasy model of DID that the actual experts say is unsupported but even worse, because they say plurality is a fun little spectrum that can affect anyone and to quote >Plurality is being depathologized as no longer a disorder in and of itself. Even if it came about as part of a disorder, it is nonetheless a natural and normally occurring variance.
Very nice resource Jill, glad this schizo can validate you when the literal best psychiatric hospital in the world won't.
Anyway here's their websites if anyone wants a laughhttps://pluralityresource.org/https://crisses.org/
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Shit like this makes me laugh.
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Why does she even bother waving her "diagnosis" around if she agrees it's
"an identity and form of expression" omfg??
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i can't fathom the lack of self awareness with these retards. talk about gawking at real people's hardships when you create an entire fictitious identity around someone else's real illness. one on hand, i am keking at the deranged seething into the void & thinking they can really win against an army of world class experts in the same fucking condition they all claim, but on the other i wish someone would bitchslap every single one of these faggots into reality.>>288422
kekk at jill shitting her own pants over a video she didn't even watch just to have an excuse to smoke a joint and eat a tub of ice cream like the fatty she is
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This got cut off. Here's the rest of the tweet.
“They can @ me when they have a practice”
Well, the actual doctor did lmfao.
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To no one's surprise another DID system
The only thing bleeding is Jill's ego. It's okay though because she's smoking weed, stuffing her void like face with ice cream, and using her minions to try to do life ruination. She may suffer another "death" when she finds out she can't bully to get her way. Be funny if Louise tells Jill she won't fund her lolsuit. The tantrum alone would provide good entertainment.
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Didn't see this posted so here
You know why, she’s a coward. She can send her militant DID defenders after a bunch of doctors and pretend like she did something, knowing they’re just going to carry on and won’t fight back since they’re.. professionals. Something Jill could take a lesson from considering this is all technically her job still. But she knows she’ll have the trolls to deal with if she instigates shit with a YT commentator. Jill’s only mental hardship in the last 10 years is dealing with occasional cowtippers and bypassers who question her behavior. I’d wager 99% of her problems are created by herself, and 1% from being coddled too hard by her mom and not being well adjusted for how life actually is. But of course, childhood abuse is much easier to sympathize with and Jill decided to divulge in it. If she were actually dealing with this mental illness it’d be the last thing on her mind. If she wants to be careless enough to publicly post a video buying a cake to celebrate her childhood trauma she aught to just hunker down when people have a bad gut reaction. Any level headed person knows something is off about that behavior, no matter how she excuses it.
Jill, if you feel so strongly about living your life this way, just stop posting it publicly. It’s that easy. no one has to agree with your weird fucking takes all the time. And why should they anyways? You’re loud, passive aggressive, unfriendly, even your friends speculate about your behavior here. It’d be one thing if she genuinely pleaded everyone to believe her, but she hasn’t once shown a genuine feeling besides anger in the last 3 years. The disposition of the rainbow shit and her narc storms like today are creepy and I’m glad to see the mask is finally off.
I am the hairfag and I mean I'm a hairdressing/hairstyling/hairdying fan and expert, I always wonder why most people don't do much in terms of styling, cut, dye but the artfag in me does use my appearance as self expression (very aware I sound like a rainbow kawaii person but more of a goth)
I guess you guys are just happy looking as god intended? Genuinely my brain is too addled to understand looking "natural" and being happy about it kek it's a mystery to me.(not your personal blog)
Nah. We all know Jill (I mean veronica) is masterbating to all this narc attention she's getting and loving her flying monkies attacking their yelp page.
Want the downside to her plan? Dude is a serious player in the psych field and she's a 5 minute distraction of rainbow vomit. The yelp reviews? Ok, but who selects a therapist, or what clinical trial selects a psychologist baised on yelp reviews.
So.. slow clap retards.. hope thay dopamine was worth the time wasted. Snert.
See above for why you don't touch the poop, she calls this person a "monster" too like get ready to be called everything under the sun, doxed and probably report-bombed by her fans if you disagree with her, she's done this before. The way she reacts when "threatened" by a trained expert indirectly calling out her bullshit tells you exactly what kind of person she is. This is why we have anon forums so we can comment without gestures at the last 24hr of posts
Her current rage episode is a PERFECT example of this >>288363
We don't need to medfag when this leading professor in the field said it all and Jill is furious at the truth.
>>288391>Remember, the "harassment" and "blood on their hands" is one person calling Jill looney
2023 internet in a nutshell, everything blown wildly out of proportion by a minority of attentionseekers, (usually in response to fair and valid
criticism) which is then signal boosted by normies who take their wild claims of abuse at face value.
Learning about narcissistic and sociopathic manipulation should be part of people's high school education at this point so people have enough analytical skills to comprehend the information they are bombarded with. Twitter is full of this kind of creative screeching, and most people don't have the time or incentive to research everything they read, but recognising these patterns of behaviour is a start.
I understand the anger, it's hard to watch these people act like circus freaks but then demand that you don't point out their hypocrisy and to take them seriously. The best thing to remember is that Jill is in a rainbow hell that she did to her self. Despite all the opportunities and loving family, this woman wasted everything and instead just chases the internet validation high. She is utterly miserable because she's not where she thought she'd be in life at her age, not a notable fashion designer even in the indie scene, gaining weight, youtube dwindling down, and coping by being high everyday. She can't even commit to being a drag queen and going through the grind to make more of a name for herself. She's a clown figuratively and literally. She is getting her comeuppance even if it doesn't look like it. Her getting betrayed by her own skinwalking stalker is priceless. She is so horrible even her asslickers can't stand her. I'm waiting for her twitter followers to throw her to the wolves because you know the moment she makes a tiny mistake they'll cast her aside. >>288454Someone doxxed me, I FEEL UNSAFE! But here we need to dox this person and ruin their life because I don't like them.
Same. It's funny how fast she throws the mask off for the dumbest things. She is so easy to enrage.
Nah, it’s best to stay out of it.>>288403
Where have you been, anon? Hurting a narcissist’s feelings is equal to literal genocide now. It’s called stochastic terrorism sweaty
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It just keeps going up in views.
These clips are very funny to watch in regards to Jill. I'm honestly really happy fakers are finally getting noticed, studied and called out by real medical professionals and not just dismissed.>>288383
If Jill really had DID, wouldn't she be concerned about fakers spreading lies about DID? Wouldn't she be mad if someone pretended to have DID for tiktok views and then made money off of pretending to have her suffering, while poor Jill has to actually live with the condition every day of her life? Why is that something she's never expressed any concern over? If there weren't other fakers online no one would think Jill was faking it either, so these fakers are actively hurting and putting the blame on her, accusing her diagnosis of being fake. So why isn't Jill concerned with other people faking DID?
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Just read that person's thread, they're totally batshit. Nice to know Jill is attacking a listened phycologist while supporting this BS
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The thing is she doesn’t even really have it and I don’t believe she does either. She just wanted to join the trendy the club of fakers that don’t question each other. The everybody is valid
~~ culture of fakers is all over the internet to draw in more members to validate whatever delusion they want. This is just another fad for her to try to become an authority of seeing as lolita and party kei flopped. In her mind it’s harder to ignore an uwu mentally ill person and doing so makes you evil or whatever guilt tripping insult they got nowadays.
Seeing her narc rage in full force just verifies she’s a full blown narcissist to me.
So this “proud medical mystery” AKA hypochondriac is upset at the claim that there could be any DID imitators in existence, yet she also claims that her therapist diagnosed her, and since the video has posted a ton of things about combatting doubt about your DID all of which say things like “YOU define yourself” or “if you don’t have literally 100% doubt in every single symptom then you still have it.” Sounds like she knows deep down that the therapist she sees was underqualified to diagnose and work with such an extremely rare and complex disorder, and that she was diagnosed based on entry level textbook obvious statements like “I switch into different alter identities.” And despite her diagnosis she saw the YT video on DID imitators exactly describes how her behavior she learned from Twitter contrasts with actual DID. If her diagnosis was more legitimate she would see how imitative DID is flagrantly its own separate category and it wouldn’t include her, but it does, because she’s full of shit and was misdiagnosed by a therapist who doesn’t understand the field well.
Same with Jill who keeps falsely insisting she has a diagnosis that she doesn’t have. Jill is so angry at the video because the lists of imitator traits she learned off tiktok exactly match everything she does and everything she feels.
This makes me actually mad because she's acting as if she went through something horrific when all that happened was some obscure video briefly mentioning her>>288387
How on earth do these people think something like DID even forms, if not from trauma?
Narcissism, same as troons. They’re just so special and unique it just naturally occurred. No they don’t have to get the cock chop/have suffered unimaginable trauma as a child, they’re uniquely qualified to speak on the subject because they just feel so special!
Jill’s behavior perfectly mirrors TRA shit, it’s narcissism all the way down for these junkies. The only way they can get their jollies is external validation, that’s all I’m seeing with their performances. Whether the attention is good or bad it all feeds into their “it’s all about me!” delusion.
It should be looked into how spoiled children develop BPD more easily. There’s a lot of stress on trauma but the vast majority of people with severe trauma don’t develop it, meanwhile extremely spoiled kids like Jill who encounter a couple normal shitty life things seem to develop BPD in droves. All the other BPDtards I know are phenomenally wealthy favorite daughters treated like princesses so they never had to develop emotional regulation or stop having tantrums, they expect to get everything they want, life is like a stupid dress up game to them all about clothes and tattoos and hair, and anyone saying no or not 24/7 worshipping them is “violence” “abuse” “trauma” etc. Like the fact that Jill is reacting this strongly to the clip and blowing it out of proportion, spamming tweets referencing it and then acting like she’s a victim
of extreme harassment when anyone disagrees with her public opinion, just shows she has ZERO concept of what trauma is like. She genuinely has the most blissful easy life possible in human existence and never developed a backbone or learned that people can disagree with and dislike you.
Agreed 100%. As much as people respond to trauma differently they still have consistencies because that’s what makes it trauma and a recognizable disorder. If there is no similarities in how the ailment is caused or how it presents then it’s just a behavior that single person exhibits and may as well just be called “jill syndrome”. It isn’t trauma and it isn’t DID just because a large online group decided to steal the label. DID means something in the professional world unlike whatever these larpers think it should mean because of their uber special feelings about it. They’re clearly suffering from some sort of personality issue but it’s not the one they’re co-opting the name of.
Jill needs to get off the internet and move back into the real world. Volunteering and getting a job would go such a long way to reintroducing her to reality but she can’t give up her only identity affirming outlet so she’s never going to. She’s empty without her online identity, hence the weed when nothings happening. It’s kind of sad but mostly a deterrent, she’s the moral of the lesson so the rest of us don’t have to learn.
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The internet has allowed a community of munchausen drama queens to gather and attempt mobbing doctors
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Never change Jillian.
Nonnies lets just make believe that “plurality” is a real thing. Why in tf would anyone want to stay that way? Even if it weren’t related to your trauma and doesn’t present like DID with amnesia, it would still be splitting your already small human life into however many fragments. I bet they’d argue that similar to disabled people, the world just isn’t designed for them and that’s what’d make their plural existence hard but.. no. It’s just objectively bad and renders you incapable of living a fulfilled life. Obviously
treatment for the real thing would be reintegration.
I’m convinced these DID fakers are all just ugly and autistic. They know self isolation is bad so they make up that they’re actually multiple ppl and have a very fun inner world that we just can’t see.
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Going by the seminar and these online people:
They see "plurality" as a unique feature that makes them a special human being, they often appropriate native american history and say they have multiple spirits living in their body. In a way it's similar to mediums who claim they can channel spirits. They love the glory of being more than just one person, a "singlet", it's incredible narcissism. Because they don't see it as a dissociative identity DISORDER at all, they just see it as special showtime with extra angst that makes them tragic and special.
This is just so stupid, someone with an actual debilitating mental illness doesn’t somehow have enough time to think about putting on a wig, smearing some makeup on their face and changing their clothes while constantly fucking reviving their traumatic experiences.>oh fuck I’m getting raped by a family member again in my mind, I better change my clothes to match the style I should wear to represent that time of my life.
Like, these losers typing those retarded tweets can’t be real people, how can anyone lack this much empathy? I wish the hospital could do some sort of anonymous interview with their actual DiD suffering patients so these wastes of space could actually see what having DiD is actually like.
It’s just infuriating tbh, I’m mad, like DiD wouldn’t exist and no one would talk about it if it was just middle school larping, the term exists because people suffer
and have their lives all messed up because of it.
Like I haven’t seen the first tweet of Steeb saying that he’s worried about Jillian not eating, or some posts from Jillian’s mom talking about how she’s worried for her daughter losing her sleep because of her mental illness, like that would be a real signal of some shit going down. Not Jerricka(Jillian herself) tweeting that she’s punching a toy in the middle of the evening or Veronica(sex pest Jillian) tweeting “sexy” pictures and messages.
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Is there past milk on this person? Cause I saw this thread and she seems like a delusional fangirl that wants to get closer to Jill
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Maybe she'll make a gfm to cover costs for suing the hospital if she can get a lawyer to even take her case. I really think in her mind she sees this as a big payout. She needs to read the tos she agreed to.>>288547
Her alter accounts are silent since last time I checked and she hasn't posted anything on her multipetalpixie tiktok either. I haven't checked her main tiktok yet. But yeah her alters are totes real.>>288549
They're mentally stunted like Jillian. She honestly needs to be afraid of these people since they'd love to rip off her skin and wear it.
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It’s so funny how there’s this many people saying all this shit yet she only had like, one “hater” show up. So many people defending her over nothing.
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I went to check the tiktok ToS to see what nonnas were talking about, and wow she's really a dumbass.
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kek thanks for the inspo
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She also has saves turned on for the cake video. For those that don’t know, every video on TikTok you upload, it prompts you to decide if it can be saved, duetted, or responded to. She has no grounds to stand on. She directly allowed it to be saved & used.
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Sorry for the 'tism but I was looking at the hospital's youtube page and couldn't help but notice:
Aside from a very select few videos, 99% of them don't even hit 1K. Those about BPD and DID however are ALWAYS up in the thousands.
It's hard to average because the numbers are all over the place (and I don't care enough to make a proper list) but the difference is huge.
(Btw I get that it could be that these videos attract more views because those illnesses are less understood so more people are going to watch and/or study them but I still find it funny.)
tl;dr nobody watches those videos except a bunch of doctors, and the narcs represented in them lmao
Thank you so much for sharing the doi, been trying to find it myself to no avail.>>288359
Is there a link to the video somewhere online? I've looked and couldn't find it and would really like to be able to read the powerpoints along with him presenting it.
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Getting close to hitting 10k views now>>288575
Another video Mclean hospital made on DID is called Reducing the Impact of Dissociative Identity Disorder. It was uploaded on August 19, 2021 and has been viewed around 33,000 times.
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New tiktok with the cloud and sun emoji. Also apparently a new video will be released mid week.
Yeah I didn't hear that either. I assume they were referencing 56:00 where he says imitative DID doesn't need the same trauma treatment since they probably
don't have PTSD. But, how do I say this, he's not claiming people with imitative DID 100% don't have PTSD. It's just not related to the issue at hand and in treating someones imitative DID, they're likely not going to have comorbid PTSD… bc they don't have DID. It doesn't go hand-in-hand the same way.
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This is so clearly targeted towards that video from the attitude, to the music, to the emoji. She even essentially confirms it in the comments. What a child.
(Lyrics are “I'm not your friend or anything, damn, You think that you're the man
I think, therefore, I am”)
I so hope this video is just like the lolcor slander one down to wearing a beret and no switching to look serious. She'll talk out her ass without doing any sort of research on the law. Hey Jill, what's the status on that restraining order you gleefully talked about getting? Funny how you stopped mentioning it. Almost like you had no leg to stand on.
Please continue to cry into your McDonald's and make shitty tiktoks/videos trying to send your psychophants to harass people all because your feelings got hurt.
To be a fly on the wall as Jilly bear has her tantrums. The only ones I feel bad for are her cats. Idgaf about Steve. He gets what he gets with her tantrums. >>288630
25 going on 13
I think someone pointed out how overly familiar she was being to the likes of Jill and Steve. At least when I first read the caps she’s featured in, I assumed she was a close friend of theirs who I simply had never seen before because I don’t pay that close attention. But it turns out she’s a stranger, just a fan with a parasocial obsession. Now she’s blaming the faux pas on a persecutor alter because of course she is.>>288641
When people like this talk about danger and safety they’re talking about self harm. “I don’t feel safe” is a threat to harm themselves if everyone doesn’t rush in to soothe their ego and attack whoever upset them. “I’m safe for now” means their ego has been appeased for the time being and the flying monkeys are allowed to stand down. The threat of self harm is always implicit and in most cases entirely false, only bandied about to manipulate people around them.
The only thing under threat is Jill’s fantasy world she’s built to prop up her ego and she knows it. So do the other DID fakers, but they have to play along if they want access to the communal flying monkey squad next time their own feelings are hurt. It’s a giant farce.
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Jill finally posted on Jerrick's twitter.
Money is king and in this day and age narcissists rule the roost. Normies need to realise that the only way we’re all getting back to baseline reality is if they start chucking tantrums to rival the narcs. Otherwise it’s never going to improve, the loudest whiniest self important nobodies like jill are just going to keep setting the agenda.>>288682
I hope Jillian feels good about this. The more she does this kind of shit the deeper the hole becomes for her when she slips up and her narc fart chamber turns on her. She has it coming. Bet that pathetic and empty feeling will come back in full force once the rush of “winning” abruptly ends for her. Truly pathetic and empty, what a way to live.
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She’s already gloating
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Happy Sunday, It's finally happening, nonnies!
Here we fucking go
I kinda wish KF did more threads on mental illness fakers
They're SO mad at the word imitative because it implies fakeness when it primarily implies that it imitates DID jargon while not being the same thing. Even these twitter "systems" will go on rants like ones featured upthread bragging that plurality can be natural and unrelated to coping with extreme trauma, which is in itself an admission that their behavior is not DID but rather another thing which is appropriating DID terminology.
They're also obviously incensed at the doctor in question pointing out that some cases are malingering or factitious syndrome, which is accurate, but he doesn't say they're ONLY that. He also references work showing it can be related to other disorders like cluster B personality disorders. If they really just want accurate and helpful treatment, it shouldn't enrage them that their behaviors fall under a different NAME. But they want the full set of DID words, which is the entire issue at hand. They want to bring up trauma and splitting and protectors and alters and dissociation and amnesia, but close study shows they AREN'T experiencing those actual medical terms, they are experiencing a set of things that should use unique terms to avoid confusion. Jill's exaggerated, highly public characters aren't alters; her switching isn't DID switching; her selective amnesia to avoid consequences isn't true DID amnesia; her protectors don't protect her, and so on. All of what she's experiencing is reworded BPD symptoms mostly centered around extreme mood swings, identity instability, and desire for validation.
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Jill is reuploading it but if anyone downloads be careful because I’m pretty sure she can see who accesses it
oh sorry, I meant Blaze, the YouTuber. The doctor works with mentally ill people; he looked at all these tiktoks and probably knew he'd get backlash. I'm willing to bet he's going to continue researching and commenting on this issue with the support of his hospital.
It makes me want to write something on the topic too (but in my field, which is not a medical one). don't want to dox myself but I think I've been infected with a deep desire to have Jill ree at me. I should seek help.
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>>288735>harasses them until they take the video down>offers to reupload it and share it
I thought?? The main problem was them mentioning you in the video yet you want to manually distribute?? the video?? thus sharing it with more people
I can't with this bitch. Her behaviour is so illogical and inconsistent, if she truly had a problem with the video she would not enthusiastically be reuploading and distributing it. I assume she's enjoying trolling so much she doesn't want it to stop so soon
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It is consistent nonnie
, it’s about her and she’s taking back control by posting it on her terms!
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I hate this mfer. What an arrogant piece of shit. Yeah the doctor is interested in his field of research, no fucking shit? not a 'bee in his bonnet.'
Jill herself was trying on the concept of being a trauma-free “naturally dissociate-y” plural system before she settled on having clinical DID with horrible trauma after all, likely because the former is even less accepted than the latter and claiming trauma currently comes with extra social capital. If the naturally plural thing was more established rather than just a tiny handful of kooks on Twitter then she’d probably still be claiming that. In another, only slightly different timeline she’d have latched onto this idea of a super special DID-like condition that defies clinicians’ understanding and @ing the hospital to volunteer as their plurality spokesperson. But in this timeline she has hitched her boat to the truscum equivalent of DIDtok and is going down with that ship.>>288741
She wants people who are sympathetic to her to see it so they can see how horribly victimised she’s been. She doesn’t want people who are neutral or unsympathetic to see it because then those people become aware of her grift.
rofl, god these people are really not paying attention to the way the wind is blowing. Given that medical care in the US is for profit they really don’t get that the unscrupulous medical industry is probably frothing at their mouths to get their hands on these retards. The amount of money they could make from treating each character with different medications and charging for every session like there are 5 people present. Again just imagine not wanting to get better!
Also what special treatment do they want? They want ID cards for all their personalities? Or they want people around them to not be allowed to call them out on their behavior because oh, no, newly created alter #404 did it!!! They just want to control people, can’t wait for the day people stop entertaining the idea that others exist to be validation props in the ultra special lives of these empty narcissistic husks.
I do. I grabbed it the day Jillian first started screaming about it.>>288745
More or less controlling the narrative at all times. She has to be in control or she freaks out. Look how she railroaded Steve in the qna video. I don't know how any person can stand to be near her for any amount of time. Even when she's being "nice" it reeks of narcissism.
The BPD rage is going so strong. B-but Jill is just a happy sunshine rainby alter within the system, and Jerrick holds all the bad BPD symptoms like anger, and Jerrick persecutes and protects, and Cliffe shows up to take care of her and handle adult things, and the littles and cat show up against her will when she’s triggered
, but oh wait, all of them are gone now and it’s just Jillian having a fit and wanting to have the entire brigade focused clearly on one account and using her real legal name for suing threats and other purposes like publicity. Notice that now she says the video attacks “me/I” and not “us/we.” It’s clear she’s gotten so enraged and her massive ego so damaged that she momentarily forgot her own LARP and is thinking about this as her, Jill, and her behavior being attacked, with her alters just being subsets of her behavior. Meanwhile usually she obsessively uses DID jargon and insists that her alters are equally human people who take over her body and have lived giant chunks of her life and are usually active in her head co-piloting at all times. She almost entirely ditched all of that currently while raging that this doctor disrespected her because she snapped completely back to her real focus, her ego.
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it was just the video of her getting the DID cake. The poor doctor had to endure her definition of "Jojo Siwa-ing it." He merely noted that this seemed to be celebrating the diagnosis and that there wasn't any fear or distress or negative emotions about such a serious diagnosis, which is inconsistent with what he sees in his irl patients.
And of course Jill was celebrating it. She had been seeking this diagnosis for a long time, immersing herself in DID faker world for more than a year. She wanted some way into that grift, got the diagnostic impression (I actually don't care if it is a diagnosis or not, tbh, diagnoses aren't perfect anyway) by faking it, and voila.
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Time's up sis
>>288769>We are not pursuing legal action
What a rancid fat cunt. Bitch you couldn't anyways and you knew that but wanted to send your psychophants to sic on the hospital. I would love for someone to sue her ass. The meltdown would be phenomenal. >>288790
Love that Jillian Amanda Vessey never gives actual proof of anything and just makes shit up
. Where's those emails that got sent to the uni? Where's the proof you've been in contact with the police over the stalker incident? Her and Steve give so much fucking lip service. She has no idea what it's like being in fear of someone and being told there's nothing the police can legally do.
Oh nona, I realized what she was doing today. She was using it as a backup to drop a new alter if she didn’t get her way. Shes a serial breadcrumber, just like she did with dissociation, being queer, DID, autism, so she can have proof of longevity since otherwise it looks like she bounces from identity to identity. I mean the recent diary incident alone is proof of that behavior, she lovesss posting obviously planted “proof” all the while flipping to rage stating she doesn’t need validation for her disorder.
But since they privated the video she can brush it off and say it’s a new emoji shes using, even though she uses them systemically to ID alters. Check off attention behavior seeking for that little behavior alone. She’s just dying for someone to ask her if she’s splitting a new one (kek) from the trauma of the hospital using her videos. She loves a good guilt trip and that’s what she was doing for sure. No doubt in my mind. What a BPD nightmare.
Yes Jill, totally normal trauma responses breadcrumbing new alter drops through emojis on Twitter- that shouldn’t be questioned at all, you’re so justified. Nonnies this week has been blissful.
yes agreed on this assessment, the emoji tease was 100% breadcrumbs for an alter reveal had she not gotten her way lord grant me strength not to alog>>288726
kek you mean blip, Jill is the blimp>>288746>modicum
I hate people who use this word
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From her own damn mouth she admits she's spoiled.
kek. it's so sad that this video and era were so tolerable compared to what she is doing now.
shes used to be pretty and had drive, but now shes a fat blob.
Kek, I wonder the same, you would think that people like jillybean would just enjoy their parents’ money and live a good life in their first world countries.
But the attention whore syndrome can get worse as the person ages and notices that the tricks they would do before aren’t as interesting when they’re not cute or teenagers.
I wonder if she will end up like that other cow that got her legs amputated because of her munchie syndrome.
She's absolutely loving this shit.>>288765
kek funny because of all things you would expect stress to trigger
the onset of DID symptoms. She is so fucking bad at the larp.
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I love this, nonnie
, and I love you. KEK.
It's just obvious that Jill is more upset that a Dr is using her content because he's a credible source for DID research. Some random ass youtuber that makes fake claim videos can't do anything to sway the flavor-aide drinking online teens but a Dr with years of study can. >>288785
Honestly after what happened with quwite and that fakeboy we need to be more skeptical about medical documentation since the BPD liars are starting to do some really fucked up illegal things more than usual
for attention. >>288875
a few threads ago her mom liked tweets that suggested that Jill doesn't have DID. I cant recall which one but there are some hints floating around that mama Vessey is not to happy with the "diagnosis"
Next thread pic pls.>>288877
That’s just like when nonna filmed her drag show. It wasn’t because of the “stalkers” it’s because she didn’t have control over what we saw.
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Jesus fucking christ, they just want mental illness to become a quirky identity you can choose
you guys are tinfoiling about sofia, i for one 100% believe the one posting in this thread is Dr Matthew A. Robinson, PhD>>288309
this situation is crazy. for the first time in her life, someone calls her on her bullshit and it's a DID expert. not only does she think whatever she has to say as a fat glob of rainbow vomit who's never accomplished anything can weigh against his stellar resume, years of medical experience and big body of research, but she thinks she can sue somebody for showing a public video of hers and commenting on it. jill really is delusional and mentally ill, oh my god.
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I don't like that the hospital took down the seminar. HR department probably didn't want to deal with reviewbombing? But I hope nobody takes the DID fakers seriously
Ridiculous behaviour. All he did was to point out that fakers get mad and overreact when called out, only for them to prove him right lmao
I hope he does a whole new seminar on this
Sof must be so relieved that this suddenly blew up and is overshadowing her slip-up.>>288899
It’s me I’m Dr Robinson
Of course nonny
, when you don't actually have the negative traits of any mental illness, you want them all like some fucking pokèmon.
Major Karen attitude. Funny how these freaks always resort to this type of behavior. Also lol there's no grounds for him to have his license revoked. Really wish the hospital didn't cave. Tired of everyone walking on eggshells for the smug bullying fakers. >>288905
Jill remembers every time she was wronged/slighted. She doesn't know how to let go and just walk away. She's obsess with """justice""".
ok. sorry for blog but "I’m getting raped by a family member again in my mind" just hit too hard for me. because i actually lived through this.
the idea that someone would play dress-up for an insane trauma response is so fucking horrifying to me.
trauma response is shame, withdrawal, confusion, trauma response is "why did i do that?" and "what if it was all my fault all that time?", not playing eith your ocs in a magical dreamhouse.
true, i dissociate due to trauma a lot, but it's not like "here's my super special oc who is angry, so i am going to put on a green wig", it's more like "i am not even a real person because things i went through are so dehumanising and terrifying that i simply cannot equate being a real person with what i went through"
it's still up, find the event on the website (search the title of the talk) and click on the livestream button. The video is still there. I'd rather not link it until I've downloaded it for myself.
Now all the crazy fakers are uploading commentaries. Here's one where she calls the dr a douchebag. "he's trying to sound smart when in reality he knows nothing" lmao
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After the video got took down, I really hope he doesn’t get his license revoked. Can you even imagine that? Trying to help people with a rare as fuck condition, and then some ugly fat clown gets out of her tiny clown car with her clown flying monkeys and fucking revoke your license and ruin your life because fuck you.
It’s so fucked up that they can even consider this, like seriously, they just don’t have any sort of emphaty or feelings other than “Validate my shit or I will go apeshit”
And at this point I wouldn’t be surprised if they were actually capable of making him get his license revoked since nowadays there’s people losing their jobs for not allowing men in the women’s bathroom, imagine telling someone in a rainbow house that they’re not mentally ill, he’s fucked, this is insane and I can’t stop taking the crazy pills it seems.
those people are vultures and disgusting, wanting people fired who threaten their delirious egotistic attention seeking by simply telling the truth and being good clinicians.>>288918
idk, i hope not. i know the fats don't have much success in their cancelings but it wouldn't surprise me if all this bullshit would happen in a few years
Sorry for what you went through anon, that last paragraph perfectly describes actual dissociation and why it happens. It's so insulting and disgusting for a spoiled woman to make it all a game of dress up and playing. She has no trauma. She is a bully who thinks a trained professional calling out her lies needs to be "cancelled" no wonder this bitch can't find a new therapist. Nobody should touch her with a bargepole, toxic
piece of shit she is
Thankfully psych hospitals have tons of experience with unreasonable, delusional, angered patients. Somewhat similarly, I know some people who work in a psych ward IRL and pretty much every day weirdos are claiming crazy false stuff, saying the doctors are wrong and oppressing them for not believing what they said (like that they’re 9 months pregnant with the new Jesus while being a virgin and pregnancy tests come up negative, or getting put in there instead of prison after violently attacking people and then saying they’re being oppressed for not getting let out immediately). They frequently threaten and sometimes even physically attack the doctors. The doctors see thousands of patients with different life stories, symptoms, and mental illnesses; they’ve seen droves of cluster Bs acting out, being overly attention seeking even to other patients, flagrantly lying, and so on. The hospital won’t want to deal with the Internet spectacle but they won’t take these people truly seriously and their claims wouldn’t stand a chance against a medical board or a court either. Imagine how the kind of person who becomes a judge sees an unemployed spoiled look-at-me like Jill who claims to be the world’s most unfortunate woman.
These unhinged privileged larpers are actually trying to ruin the career of a man that not only went through the strenuous process of achieving a PhD title in psychological medicine (being accredited by Harvard on top of that) but is actively trying to help patients diagnosed with what they're claiming to be passionate about, this is so ridiculous and unfair.
I remember there was a nonnie
claiming to work at McLean hospital. Since it's a huge institution I doubt that they would notice if there's ramifications for him but it would still be interesting to hear if they do.
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milk incoming this week. can't wait for us to rot our brains watching another one of jills "talking without actually saying anything" videos again.
also, fight or flight? be fucking for real. its not like a bomb exploded in your city or everything you've ever known has been devastated from an earthquake (things that are literally happening in the world right now). you opened twitter dot com and you do not have PTSD
thank you, i am doing a bit better these days /blog
the sole idea to parade your trauma around, imaginary or otherwise is terrifying to me. actually traumatized people know they attract a certain type of people in their lives that will absolutely use their trauma to exploit them further.
the sole reason toxic
men are so attracted to "manic pixie dream girls" is because a damaged woman is a VERY easy target for further abuse. i don't get how anyone can romanticize that shit.
but i guess it's cool now to attract a circle of similar sycophants around you and rot together, making each other worse and treating trauma like it's a competition.(not your personal blog)
Medical seminar available here https://vimeo.com/812053281
in case the hospital gets pushed to delete their stream.
>>288953>fight or flight
She has no idea what this means>Miss work
When work is filming retarded tiktoks and videos where you make baby noises and talk about your ocs
I agree Nonna. The video was super informative and the doctor was so well spoken. He never said anything negative about the Tik Tok DID people either, just that they are displaying symptoms that are not associated with the diagnosis of actual diagnosed DID patients. The fact that Jill & all her larper friends are losing their minds over this just exposes how fake they actually are. Her response video is going to be so stupid and embarassing.
Jill just needs to face the truth that she's a narcissistic bpd ahole that romanticizes mental illness, sexual trauma, and abuse in order to get tik tok views and feel sPeCiAl. She's doing a massive disservice to every single person that is actually dealing with mental health struggles and trauma.
Jill is the literal definition of Imitated DID and she is losing her shit over being exposed.
That seminar is the funniest fucking thing I’ve ever seen. The way he cuts to the tiktoks for illustrative purposes and takes a swig of water with a straight face. These malingering idiots really fucked around and found out.>>288926
lmao I appreciate you taking one for the team>>288927>See this is why I never bought the "Jill isn't really a lolcow, she's just a spoiled sheltered pothead" mentality a few people (admittedly a minority now) used to have.
Yeah no I absolutely used to think like this and I wish she hadn’t proved me wrong. I wonder what it’s like for people who followed her in the LACE days to randomly come across her again now
You see, most people, when they miss work they lose money or get fired. Has anyone seen any other youtuber talk about themselves like this? The most successful youtubers batch film and hire editors but she just refuses because that's not, i guess, making her look like a victim
enough. I cannot stand influencers complain about their job because 99.99% of the time, its stuff they can afford to outsource but actively choose not to because their ego would never let them handle someone else touching their content for even a second. And maybe you could argue that smaller and newer channels can't afford that, but this bitch has been on youtube for, what, 7 years? What is her excuse? Is this not her livelihood? We know it's not, but she's doing a piss poor job at pretending it is.
I reported her. This latest tantrum is just too disgusting and shouldn't go without consequences.
It would've been far more logical and sane for her to calmly contact them and ask that they censor her video or at least her TikTok name (which iirc was visible in the presentation). I don't believe she has a leg to stand on either way, but it would've made far more sense than screaming on Twitter and sending her fans to attack and review-bomb a hospital imo.(cowtipping)
all jill does is drink coffee and smoke weed. Of course she feels anxious, both of those things have been proven to heighten anxiety and paranoia. >>289006
Jill has control issues She won't outsource her editing because if the editor does one slip up that might make her "look Bad" she'll fire them. Remember Steve used to be her editor then suddenly stopped.
Im also hitting alog levels. She wants it to be over but promises a video bringing attention to it. Feels "unsafe" in her own body bur refuses medical care. Fuck completely off already, Jill.
whoops, changed it. thanks nona, it was just a throwaway acct. looks like i didnt learn from the grave mistakes of sof lel>>289021>She won't outsource her editing because if the editor does one slip up that might make her "look Bad" she'll fire them
with love nona, she cant outsource editing because she doesnt make enough per video to get a decent editor tbh. well done editing at her level of animation needs is easily 2k per video