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No. 303924
Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of bucks for.
She happily accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression (NOT a real diagnosis!) with a "coming out as DID" celebratory cake, but struggled to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical stateLatest milk:
>>300546 June patreon livestream: Coverage of new medication and her expectations of meds to fix all her problems. Becuase we all know Jills problems aren't her fault and they DEFINITELY weren't caused by her. Also showing an increasing desire to get engaged and married.
>>300554 Jill & her hobosexual Steevie's 5th anniversary. Steve got her a bike and Jill didn't show what she got him. (probably nothing because she'd plaster social media about how considerate she is)
>>301024 Amazing rant by anon
>>301516 Beginning of Jill twitter Con melt down excuses
>>301619 Convention photos and shit hitting the fan with Sof's coming second. Last thread is full of good speculation and twitter shots revealing Jilly-Bean having some big mean girls energy. Convention timeline tinfoil is: Jill was already in a manic mood because stevie wouldn't take the day off
Called a taxi and smoked a bowl before going into the con so she would be fun high during it
Greened out and then saw how much better sof looked in social media pictures which sent her BPD though the roof prior to the arrival. Was too high and conventions aren't fun when you're too high
Had a 'menty healthy-wealthy' emergency which resulted in her requiring the full attention of everyone around her as soon as she arrived but then everyone else was still trying to enjoy their day and move on from jill's attention seeking narc behaviour.
that really enraged jill and needed to get the attention of sof competing so she took her cosplay off and had a toddler tantrum on the floor. But would have totally gotten back in cosplay and re-done her make-up somehow if sof
needed herSof did not need her and came second in masters divsion.
Jill exhausted herself with her antics and left early so she could re-coup her energy for when stevie came home so she could give him the full-force BPD narc blame-athon which he totally deserves because al of this happened because he wasn't there.
>>302621 July patreon livestream
>>302843 Cosplay video: Talking about how she made it and tazlks out her ass about how she's a professional
>>302860 Brutal anon review of video.
>>303360 Jill filming in basement and encroaching into Steve's designated space. The pepto bismol pink wall paint just hard-lined against grey paint is icing on the cake
>>303424 ARFID claim
>>303622 Inserts herself into someone elses story about suicide and mentions that her partner called the police
>>303639 Convention video link; Jill is a mess and proves again that if she isn't the centre of attention no-one else can be.
>>303678 Anon summary for convention video
>>303736 Interview for DID documentary, rough guess is "Jenny And" that Jill's bestie Kya is an advisor on.
https://greenlit.com/project/jenny-and>>303746 Sunlfower lanyard makes a apperance for Barbie movie outing.
>>303814 Barbie lookbook tiktok
>>303872 Jill goes outside and is angry people don't notice her.
Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica):
https://twitter.com/pixie_petalsCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocksMoonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/ No. 303925
>>303924Last thread had a lot of milk so intro post in 3 sections:
MEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 14-16 year old emo trans guy. "He mentioned feeling 17." Was labeled as being a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". A mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. Jillian called her “hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". A protector that likes yellow. Basically just Flora, but hyper.>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also a protector that likes yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal. No. 303929
Thanks for the new thread anon!
>>303872Wanting to interact with every random stranger you pass on the street isn’t very autism of you, Jill.
>>303874Communism is just a trendy aesthetic for Steve anyway.
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No. 303937
>>303930Jerrick was also her main drag alter. She seems to have dropped drag in favour of cosplay, which is more Flora’s thing. Does the DID fandom call DIDfluencers out when they forget about or neglect an alter without bothering to tie up loose ends by fusing them?
>inb4 she posts about Jerrick just to prove us wrong>>303931Tell Steve to wash his girldick!
No. 303948
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Saint Jill, lecturing poor people who buy cheap fashion. I don't think the whole convo is worth capping, she's just responding to random people.
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Jill's dosage on Wellbutrin
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No. 303957
>>303931Gross, Jillian Amanda Vessey. No one needed to know about this. Maybe get Cliffe to explain to you the joys of hygiene.
>>303948>>303949The plastic junk hoard is rattling.
>>303955Wondering if the club is that Monarch drop in place .
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>>303955>>303957It was the Monarch.
No. 303969
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Jill's pride outfit featuring Steve paying the meter.
No. 303976
>>303969Original sound heavy indeed. Woof why is she getting bigger and bigger with every post. She looks like piñata.
>>303974It’s mento jillness luv
No. 303979
>>303973Part of her
accommodations is having her
sweetie angel partner with her. Stevie went with her so less tantrums this time around. Wonder if he took a day off or had the day off? Also I bet you she took that sunflower lanyard with her just to be extra grating.
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>>303980She’s more like the baby from spirited away tbh.
No. 303986
>>303934Lol that’s now how you get UTIs, my friend is a fatty and has never had a single UTI. I’m skinny and got my first UTI when I was like 3 because bubble baths give me then something awful. Many soaps can give people UTIs if they’re prone to them. Jill’s possibly an outie and having hypertrophic labia can also contribute to getting them more often.
She needs to stop with the bath bombs, I guarantee those are giving her gnarly UTIs. And she probably used some heavily scented body wash directly on her urethra.
(medfagging) No. 303989
>>303961Okay but if they started letting kids run and scream around here and started blasting music, that’s literally not what was advertised. Her being upset about this is one of the most reasonable and
valid complaint Jill has ever made, kek.
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>>303989Not really, she's upset because she didn't keep track of the time. This autist friendly event was only for an hour and they delivered for what it was. But Jill's ofc got to blow it out of proportion.
It is weird that the night club allowed kids though.
No. 304001
>>303996Why should she? Ntayrt, but she makes a good point. The organizers probably did get crap for it, they should be dragged online too. No event is above being publicly blasted. If it wasn't Jill complaining, it wouldn't matter to you, but its stupid because it's her complaining apparently.
You're insinuating that they didn't get complaints in general because of it. Jill isn't even trying to get people to be her personal army. The organizers were shit to do it, let them be called out, anon. You aren't even making a good argument why she shouldn't complain or tell people.
No. 304030
>>304015>>304018She doesn’t want to be around children or raise a child, she wants to
be a child. Being around real life children and their parents threatens the agere safespace uwu fantasy where she is the baby.
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No. 304052
>>304045how is 2018 her any different from flora? didn't she even say that it was flora who was in that nhk documentary think she did?
so… either she has to fuse flora, or she creates an almost identical alter to flora who she can then fuse
No. 304054
>>304053Same fag, but the fact that she truly sees no connection whatsoever between feeling better mentally and leveling out on a new pyschiatric med is truly astounding. She really does not see her “DID” as an illness, it’s just the weird and quirky way her brain permanently works, and the medication is completely separate from that.
Of course you feel better and more active like you did in 2018 Jill, that’s the last time you were vaguely mentally healthy and you’re now on uppers
No. 304057
>>304047That’s the Wellbutrin you grifter!
> Why do I feel better after starting a new medication?Its such a fucking mystery Jillian!? Who knows! Not you because you’re so addled from the weed. Anything for the attention with her. Waiting for her to have psychotic break from weed/alcohol/meds combo and claim Jerricka went on a murder spree and killed all the other alters or some other melodramatic nonsense just for the attention. She can even claim it as real scawy trauma to the other larpers she’s trying to impress and get validation views from.
No. 304062
>>304044I can't believe she claims to have something as serious as DID and she still doesn't see a therapist to ask them these questions so someone can tell her to her face that it's the fucking meds, you dipshit.
Part of the joys of therapy is saying this shit out loud and realizing how stupid you sound.
No. 304074
>>303931Would not be surprised to find out that Stevie shares his girldick with people that aren't Jill
or women. Chronic UTIs with a long term partner? That's usually the main reason unless she's dealt with this before Steven.
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>>304127They didn't redo the classifications for obesity just because more people fit into it and became the "norm", but that being said idk her actual weight and height so it'd be speculation anyway. The girl is fat regardless and doesn't care to change it anytime soon.
(derailing) No. 304149
>>304109I miss Veronica. Where was she when Jill needed her during that anime con?
>>304136It’s bogus for athletes, but accurate for couch potatoes. How would you categorise Jill?
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No. 304167
>>304164there it is, the recovery breadcrumbs. god i hate her.
looks like that fusion-arc is finally happening though. There were a few anons some threads back who called it for the DID larp lasting “just over a year”
she’ll spend the next 3-6 months now fusing her alters and move on to the next phase, i bet she’ll always hang on to the “nameless fragments” thing though, so she can blame all her narc tendencies on her DID for the rest of her life instead of taking accountability for her actions and work on being a better person.
No. 304171
>>304168First, I don't think we need any confirmation that she doesn't have autism. It's patently clear she doesn't and is faking. Second, echolalia is a
common symptom of autism (and other mental disorders), wtf at calling it rare. Not that it matters, Jill doesn't have the symptom or autism. She's just desperate for attention.
I wish people would stop randomly medfagging and giving false information at the same time.
No. 304205
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I'd love to hear Jill's explanation for why thunder and lightning triggers her so much. Also adding to the tinfoil that she doesn't shower.
No. 304213
this op image is very good
>>303931reminds me of the anons I've read who say their UTIs stopped once the dumped their bf/got a new one, Stevie have a bath and wash your dick regularly challenge
>>304205Ok but why goo goo and that emoji that men often use to signify, er, other things, this is defnitely some ddlg helplessness larp
No. 304226
>>304217It’s an old wives tale. You aren’t supposed to shower because if lightning strikes your house and you’re in the shower, you’ll die. It’s just superstition
>>304219It’s an exasperated emoji, she’s upset she can’t shower
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>>304226it's not superstition, though. Not going to derail further, but you can google it.
No. 304232
>>304228There's literally a myth buster episode proving it wrong so you are derailing
Jill is an idiot who wants to just be special there's not enough of a constant water current through a shower head to shock you
She just wants to be an idiot "autist" to sound cute with her gross baby talk
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>>304232I'm only replying to you because you're spreading harmful misinformation.
Here's your episode:
https://mythresults.com/episode30It's plausible. Every weather agency recommends not showering during lightning storms: that's not based on any myth.
Jill is a fucking fake, I don't disagree about that. She can shower anytime for all I care. She probably ruined her hair by waiting.
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She made new bracelets for her alters. I can't the bottom left bracelet too well but the name doesn't look familiar. New alter perhaps?
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Lol sure Jill
>>304280>Gf cheat codeHeh, how funny when Jill flipped tf out when Stevie called her his gf.
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No. 304303
>>304280>wife wazowskiI'm sure she'd claim it's just a ~joke~ but we all know it's only a matter of time.
I'm betting he'll troon out during or right after the wedding if it ever happens. Classic troon narcissistic attention grab tactic paired with doing it when it's more difficult to separate
No. 304305
>>304280So from left to right and top to bottom we have:
>Jilli(?)>Berry>Flora>Sunny>Jax>Jerricka>Amber>Veronica >Cliffe (Street)I guess sandwich and Amanda are dead, didn’t she make something with beads to identify the characters she larps as before? I guess she just needed to update the cast before it got too annoying to remember, and I here I thought she was going to kill Veronica since Jax is probably more manic pixie gf than Veronica.
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>>304280the new alter's name being amber… it has to be from the drew monson's song
No. 304310
>>304300>>304303This is old news, she's had that as his contact name for a while now.
>>304305Jill soft-drops the alters and it spoils a lot of her videos. Even if you watch them as she intends - as a fan devoted to Jill's mental health struggle - you'd have already seen her alters on Twitter. Even other DID channels will have the "new alter drop" be an anticipated event for the big "meet the alter" vid, but Jill doesn't even do that.
>>303955To be fair, I'd be pissed too if I showed up to a place that called itself a nightclub and found out it was being used as a daycare. She could probably find better clubs if she didn't live in a town under 60k. I think part of the reason Jillian acts out so much online is because she obviously has a big-city personality that isn't built for small-town life, but she's too unsure of herself to take the risk to move on from her small-town beginnings. Part of the reason Jill is so annoying to me is that I feel like she squanders the amazing opportunities her 'influencer' lifestyle affords her; she still makes $735 a month just from her Patreon, that's so much extra income that could go towards rent in bigger cities where she could find other losers/nerds her age who were more normal and less Twitter-poisoned then her current crowd.
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>>304311Still, $700/month for doing basically no work at all is clutch. Even if she doesn't upload anything for her patrons, she still gets that $735.40 every month. If she got a full-time job or even a part-time job she could easily afford to live in a bigger city like Halifax; that Patreon stipend could be her entire rent for the month if she had roommates. She wants us to believe she has this really tough hard life but to me it comes across as a very boring small life. I don't feel bad for her boring small life because she has the means to change it at any time, in fact she has it easier than most people stuck in her small-town-small-life situation.
No. 304317
>>304316I wasn't setting bait, and I didn't mention Jill getting a part-time job anytime soon, just IF she got one. I was responding to
>>304311>It’s not really extra income at this point though when she barely uploadsLet's not forget though that Jill is a functionally-normal 25 year old stoner larping disease online while maintaining a normal veneer for public in her mid-sized town. She has a driver's license, a diploma, a passive source of income, she could be doing a lot better if she chose so instead of being a lazy whale. There is no "addiction," weed isn't addictive and most young people in Canada smoke nowadays instead of drink. If you knew any stoners you'd know they also have jobs and apartments and lives. Her "mental illness larp" is just her being lazy and wanting attention online, if it was really anything worse I doubt she'd just be on Wellbutrin. Falling for Jill's bait of being a chronically-ill unemployable suffer-pageant queen is the real joke.
No. 304347
>>304290fucking lol. imagine getting this text from your neet gf while you’re at work and you just know in your soul that she chose to fuck around with plastic beads instead of doing housework or helping you in any way because she doesn’t respect you. and you have 2 choices from there, get home and ask her if she managed to do even 1 chore and it lead to a fight where she switches to her 14yo emo alter and hits you and your fight will be talked about in the next youtube video… or you suck it up and do all the chores when you get home after working all day and accept your soul being crushed just a little more
so excited for Steevie to poke his head out of his room every morning to try peep the passive aggressive bracelet of the day to decide if he should say hello to his gf or hide from her. what a miserable existence
No. 304357
>>304298wouldn't this
trigger all the male/non-binary alters wtf.
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Jill's virtue signaling, pretending to hate Dollskill while still wearing their clothes for lookbooks. And I never understood why specifically Dollskill, why not go after other fast fashion retailers instead of just targeting the one that everyone's agreed to dogpile on?
No. 304385
>>304366lmao true
>>304372i wonder why he doesn’t. like, why stay? there’s got to be something in it for him. it can’t all be Stockholm syndrome right??
>>304374With good old Wifey Wisowski over here and Jill with her totally legit male-alters, they’re practically there already
No. 304403
>>304395sage for autistic tinfoil, but what Stevie can't really leave, beacuse both of them is on faking DID and they are kinda partners in crime
anyway he made his bed either way
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No. 304409
>>304404Does jill not realize the comment literally about her? She doesnt do shit to get better she just spam asks abt her disorder on twitter just this same week? “hewwo #dissociatetwt” is not how you heal get actual fking help and stop being so delusional
+ her youtube downfall only shows how she turned this into her only identity trait besides her self diagnosed autism larp
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No. 304433
>>304426If normies started saying shit like "today my boss yelled at me, and it was so bad, I had a hard time not switching into my angry bitchy self/persona" the DID idiots would freak out lmao.
… actually if any nonna here has a following, please try to make it a thing so we can have a good kek
No. 304442
>>304427>>304438Ugh I thought she was referring to some new toddler anime or something. Fucking hell, Jill.
>>304439Adults call that hanging out or spending time together, and parents call it a play date or something similar. I’ve never heard of anyone scheduling a “parallel play” session even with infants who are too young to actually interact with each other. It sounds like Jill is throwing around autism jargon with ageplay flavouring, because even if this is a thing for parents with autistic children
she is not a child.
>>304434I think C and D are both true, at least for Sof and Maggie (insofar as Maggie can still be considered Jill’s friend, anyway).
No. 304451
>>304439>>304443>>304445>>304446"Parallel play" specifically refers to a stage of childhood development wherein young toddlers prefer to play side by side with others instead of playing together with others; every well-adjusted child will go through this stage and its not exclusive to autistic children. The parallel play stage sometimes seems to last longer in children with autism as they often struggle with creating and maintaining social bonds even at a young age. Keyword though is "play," like to play with LEGOs, army men, dolls, etc.,: it does not mean performing a certain tasks like watching movies, arts and crafts, or knitting, which everyone knows one is expected to be silent for some portions as one focuses on the activity at hand. Using "parallel play" to describe any activity performed by an adult, autistic or not, is infantilizing and inaccurate.
>>304290She's been talking about her shop for the last 2 years, right? At some point you'd think she'd have enough money to hire someone on Fiverr to design a simple ecommerce website for her shit. She's just so lazy it kills me.
No. 304452
>>304407Guarantee she described having a song/word/phrase stuck in her head around her family and they were like ‘oh yeah I get that sometimes’ because literally everyone does. Which she took to mean her family are on the super special autist spectrum, rather than consider she’s having a pedestrian occurrence.
>>304406Has Jilly roped herself an actual autistic friend? She mentioned during the pride parade whinge that her ‘friend’ had a super big issue with the loud music etc. It sounds like she’s got herself a retard and is using them to make herself more spastic. Also kek at her Jillsplaining how to make friends by meeting people who also like things you like. Revolutionary.
No. 304456
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>>304451yeah wikipedia is telling its pretty much a stage in child development, its not exclusive to autism at all. jill is such a buzzword faggot, shes like those people who sprinkle in "big words" into their vocabulary to appear/sound intelligent, but it has the opposite affect and reveals shes a munchie. and in this example its fucking creepy because shes not a damn child. my bet is on ageplay
No. 304458
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>>304457I disagree. Think about it contextually. It is a term to describe young child development and is used in child development classes and pretty sure I first learned about it in my human development class. Just because someone wants to be near another person but not necessarily want to talk does not make it just a autistic thing nor does it need a term that is used to describe young children's behavior. Normal people do this too as it can be calming to just be near another person's presence. When I get irritated, I like to be by people and either listen to the sounds of what they are doing while doing my own thing or like listening to them talk to me without expecting responses. It helps get me out of my head. I'll point out the fact Jill "age slides" and has a child alter. Remember the tweet from Stevie about coming over and age regressing? Yeah, no, the way these terms are being used gives off age play shit. Jill gets off on self infantising herself and obviously so does Steve. Jill's Berry video really showcases this disgusting behavior. Now I can be thinking incorrectly but didn't a
nonnie find Sof's agere twitter account? I remember something about a "Queen Poppy" along with a stuffed rabbit. Jill considers Sof her "bestie" and looking at that tweet had come over to "parallel play". Doesn't seem coincidental to me. I think the reason for the confusion is due to Jill infantising autistic people to a disturbing degree. She obviously doesn't see autistic people as anything other than owo child-like. It's aggravating. This is just my two cents.
No. 304461
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No. 304476
>>304466Same, I have heard it used in a formal clinical context but never just amongst people casually we just say hang out like everyone else.
>>304468Yeah like I don’t feel the need to point out my behaviours like this constantly whilst throwing out every term I can, it’s weird. No one in the irl circles I have been in talk like this either, it’s really try hard and well…why would you need to try hard or prove a point when it’s just your state of being. I feel like if she went to something where there is a lot of us in one place and acted this way she wouldn’t be liked kek.
No. 304482
>>304463Self-infantilisation is very common with self-diagnosers so I’m not surprised.
>>304476>why would you need to try hard or prove a point when it’s just your state of beingVery relevant to practically everything Jill posts online, from DID to autism to being a “professional designer”.
No. 304488
>>304461>our momma actually found this one and sent us the linkSo her mom is still enabling her, I really hope her mom keeps enjoying Jillian’s “Jerricka” moments during their trips.
>It’s the perfect shade of true pinky pink -insert retarded finger emojis-Gross, she’s using her mom’s idiocy to fuel her autopedophilia fetish.
No. 304507
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Isn't she embarrassed to be 25 and picking fights with random qrts? Retarded behavior
No. 304509
>>304507embarrassment would be acknowledgement of misbehavior on her part and of course jill doesn't do that
she's SO easily baited by a random passing comment about a show, if her personality anything other than consoom and diagnoose she wouldn't feel personally hurt by something so completely anodine.
so full of fat and yet so empty inside
No. 304513
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Speaking of her mom
No. 304515
>>304514That's not what that means. That's a response to someone who just gave you a pity story or wants pity. She probably complained she didn't get as many views on something and her mom is saying she didn't flop, she just slayed [which is still a positive affirmation]
less.
No. 304541
>>304495Late but I think she’s genuinely pushing her voice higher when she remembers to because it is so wildly inconsistent throughout the video, which is even weirder than pitching it imo. It just goes to show it isn’t her magical personalities, she’s just wildly insecure and manipulative so she changes her voice at a moments notice to sound all squeaky. You can hear her change quickly from 0:31 - 0:41, it’s not even a higher inflection. She sounds like she’s imitating someone else.
It’s funny because I know if someone asked her about it she’s proudly retort back that it’s her “Blendy personalities” but it’s like bitch why are you dissociating talking about fast fashion? How are you even alive right now if that’s all it takes? She does make a joke about having an existential crisis over global warming. I’m aware gen z finds it funny to be dramatic but at some point no one will take your “real” problems seriously if you claim social problems makes you mentally ill, all the while you’re wearing head to toe plastic that won’t be fashionable in 20 years.
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No. 304556
>>304553“Another form of neurodivergence” not this AGAIN, you aren’t born with DID it’s a mental illness not a neurodivergence. Also “there’s nothing wrong” how is there nothing wrong when you are ill in a way that ruins your life because someone tortured you as a child. Obviously it’s not the
victims fault but it is life changing in a negative way. These fakers are so anti recovery, this is a condition you should get help for and recover from. Why would anyone believe that living that way is good for you when it’s literally the result of your brain being broken. Irks me so much these fake bitches speaking over other people constantly and stigmatising wanting to be better which you fucking would if you had that.
No. 304587
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No. 304636
>>304587So what actually happened is she got stoned af and then remembered spiderwebs exist and her weeded out brain thought that was cool so she pretends she only just learned about it, as a toddler.
The longer I leave this thread before I come back the more shocked I get that she's doing all this, it's actually insane how low she's sunken.
No. 304653
>>304556anon, don’t you remember her saying that her brain is just “different” and “more predisposed to dissociation” so even if her “trauma seems mild, that’s why she has DID”
she’s been trying to justify how DID is actually a neurodivergency for a while now.
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No. 304659
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A niche show in the west that is targeted at kids in Japan has a predatory discord? No wayyyy
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No. 304705
>>304703I don’t know if I’m just noticing it more, but it really does feel like lately she
has to make her opinion known, as if she’s a Taylor Swift level celeb that’ll be called out for her silence. It’s never just ‘here’s my thoughts on current event’, it’s always got an undertone of ‘before you ask! This is what I think!’ Honey, no one is asking
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No. 304728
>>304718"I just want to make art until I am a grandma!"
What 'art' do you even make? Crochet blankets twice a year? I wonder Louise feels about seeing this considering she's been creative and artistic throughout Jill's entire life while being a mother. Jill really does see other women are nothing more than background characters huh. A mom, a friend a grandma but being a full person is reserved for the kweers and did larpers. yuck
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No. 304813
>>304810She literally said in the last thread that thunder
triggers her wtf Jill
No. 304814
>>304761‘I’ve been watching you since you were in high school and it’s amazing how far you’ve come’
Commentary must be a legit SPED or just not be paying much attention. I’ve been watching her since her senior Prom video and the dramatic decline and myriad of wasted opportunities has amazed me. seriously this bitch went from going on international PR trips to the UK and Japan to sitting on her ass eating tendies and arguing on Twitter, with absolutely nothing else going on in her life solely due to her own shitty decisions
No. 304862
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Sup guys got some new content for u boos. Love my fans so much.. giving u guys freebies.
Putting my best foot forward I hope you appreciate the little details (toes).(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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No. 304892
>>304890yet somehow when she looks back her diary has retarded drawings saying "i am actually multiple peeps and im 4 years old teehee look at my crayon drawing im totally not jillie right now" and it was so obvious all along
also someone should spoiler that gross foot
No. 304909
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>uploads 2 videos
>I'm almost working a 9 to 5
Lmao
No. 305232
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No. 305236
>>305232She is clearly asking about depersonalization/derealization in specific, yet Jill's advice is just to go to therapy (no shit) and talk to yourself (dissociation =/= DID, you idiot).
Half the tweet is just a self promo, what a narc.
No. 305238
>>305232"Here is a thoughtful post that clearly shows I have been quite introspective about this new diagnosis of mine. Can anyone suggest specific coping mechanisms and ways to heal? I'm in therapy." - "Hiiiiiiiiii a thousand people have tagged me because I'm just that famous! Let me tell you all about I I I me me me me me! I am so famous and so sick yet so strong, aren't I amazing? I am also so very knowledgable and smart so I can give you the real inside scoop on how to heal your medical issue, which I have both done super successfully (I've actually been better at therapy than anybody ever! All my therapists tell me I'm the most perfect special wonder patient they've ever had!) and not at all (I'm constantly in fight-or-flight and dissociating, I'm so sick haven't you heard? Pity me and give me attention!) so here are my super special secret tips you've definitely never heard before: try therapy and introspection."
I hate this cow more each day.
Writing this made me realize how similar she is to Trump. They even have the same eating habits. No. 305245
>>304897Sadly I can't help with this but I do want to humbly thank you nonna, for providing us free entertainment until now. Please take care of yourself.
>>305238>>305243Thought the same as well. The constant hammering and ranting is just as grating on the ears.
No. 305247
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Jill saying jerrick isn't the cohost in her live anymore and saying she's fusing makes me think she's going to kill him off soon.
No. 305263
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>>305238>>305243Let me tell ya, I have the most dissociation, the best dissociation——my angel therapist, he's a real great guy, highly respected, he tells me, Jillian, you're the best at having dissociative identity disorder.
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This is so funny to me lol, Jill again trying to make things about herself and her Expert Canadian Knowledge… only to immediately be told she's wrong. Afaik xqc's first language is french so of course he has an accent? How are you this stupid?
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No. 305304
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>>305299Maybe he’s scared of being found out and getting his career prospects ruined in the process. Liquid Chris is a practicing Dr and he had a hard time because of his past antics online.
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>>305263>>305288>>305310>>305311had to make one tiny little edit. it was driving me nuts. forgive me nonnas
No. 305315
>>305290She a) doesn't speak french and b) grew up in an english province and now lives in an english town in NB so of course she isn't familiar with french canadian accents
XQC sounds like every obnoxious french canadian I've ever met
No. 305316
>>305274They’re basically the same person with the only difference being that Cherry is just genuinely retarded and well-meaning meanwhile Jill knows she’s lying to herself and everyone else. Cherry’s Jill alter is more
valid than Jill’s public persona at this point kek.
No. 305317
>>305312>the seal>the pronoun pinmy sides. next threadpic for sure
>>305294she's lurking so hard.
>>305247 mentions her killing off jerrick and he immediately comes out posting about how he's totally still there you guys. very convenient how this fronting thing works huh
No. 305325
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>>305320i’ll do you one better
admins pls don’t ban me for fanart. i’m having fun No. 305326
>>305323Quit weed?
Be real, anon.
No. 305347
>>305343I am dying for Jed to come on here and spill the beans, tbh.
As much as he yasskweened Jill, he must have a proper education to be a therapist and see eventually, how one NPD bitch just fucked up his entire career.
No. 305356
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Sage for old news but I was just looking through her tik tok comments and found this. Crazy how defensive she is. Makes fun of people's mental illness because of a fucking emoji
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No. 305361
>>305359>>305356 Did she really just attack him for his mental issues because she immediately assumed that thats what he’s doing to her? How BPD can you get jill.. watch how she’ll spin this into something autism related tho
You’d think after years of therapy she’d have learned to not do shit like this so long ago
No. 305364
>>305336Pls stop planting ideas in Jill’s head. She doesn’t have any mood disorders. Wellbutrin causes sudden rushes of energy that can be similar to mania when used incorrectly.
>>305348LMAO Imagine whiteknighting an enabler who’s supposed to be certified to help people and not make them worse.
No. 305367
>>305358Ya, no one has a problem when people say they suspect they have autism. They have a problem when dipshits act like them reading the Wikipedia page and deciding they match that is the same as info from a doctor or psychologist.
I dealt with a retard just like Jill who whined about how their self diagnosed autism is
valid and real because they couldn’t get a test. They live in the UK, so I said, it’s free for you, even if you have to wait a while, why not do it. Turns out they WERE tested as a kid, didn’t get diagnosed, but they supposedly know better than those doctors and want to blame their imaginary autism for flunking out of high school. It’s just like how Jill likes to act like her diagnostic impression is the same as an actual diagnosis. These idiots think they can just say they have whatever disorders they want and everyone should just treat them like they’re special because of it.
(blogposting) No. 305368
>>305346True, I'm not sure why I had it in my head he was her first patient. Probably because he's so young, but I guess that means he hasn't seen
many patients, so Jill deteriorating so fast probably would be super unfavorable for his career.
>>305348He put the battery in her back for this DiD madness, I'm kinda surprised he hasn't popped back up. It's really weird to just leave when you suspect your new patient has something as damaging as DiD. I know not all transfers can be helped, but he seemed too ready to get the fuck out of town. And now Jill has like ten different alters kek.
>>305347Yeah. I'm sure once she posted that cake on Twitter and came to therapy to brag about it, the dude felt a cold sweat down his back. I bet he shat his pants when the DiD faker controversy with the hospital happened. I just know someone at the clinic or wherever Jill was going for her therapy sent him that video and went "isn't that your patient?". Jill sticks out like a sore thumb in normie land, someone had to have recognized her and remembered seeing a crazy chubby rainbow hair girl walk into Jen's office.
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No. 305377
>>304896>20:38 It seems like I keep fusing. Because I feel, as Jillian, I feel really like weird deja vu, like I time traveled straight from 2018, the last 5 years or 6 years, I'm aware of what happend but it doesn't feel like I fully did it. It doesn't feel like I lived that. Like now I have almost no memories from my second trip to japan, but now all the music I used to listen to in 2018 is stuck in my head randomly even though I haven't heard it in years and years and years, all of these memories are back and really fresh in my mind now that I didn't have access to. >21:26 I know a fusion when I feel it. I've been working through this for two years now. And it's all positive changes, and it did also come after some like big… lifetime… there were a couple life things that were kinda unresolved from 2018 that recently got resolved from the last month and a bit, so I think that has a lot to do with it. It's so bizarre how I feel like I just skipped the timeline. The fragment didn't have a name or anything, I think it was just a fragment, but it literally feels like I just got a DLC or something. Super weird but it feels good, I'm just trying to ride with it.>22:32 We've been tracking our switches again, also we're pretty sure Jerr is not the co-host anymore… He's been fronting way way less and it's been me and Sunny and Flora just riding high. Jerr doesn't care at all, he's happy just to hang out inside. >23:03 We had a little baby fusion and its weird that we keep fusing little parts and fragments that we didn't know about, it is confusing. I'm doing so much better so I'm just trying to ride with it. >23:20 For a second I thought Flora fused, and I was like oh no, because she's very much riding that 2018 high and a lot of those memories and songs and stuff was a lot of her interests, her activities and memories. But Flora is still around so it wasn't her. This is my second time fusing and it being like a random part that I didn't know was there, but anyway, feels good. I might be able to actually work more regularly and upload more regularly which is really exciting. >24:04 Viewer asks: Does it get emotional when a part fuses, is it like losing a friend or are they still kinda there?>24:09 Jill: That's my thing is that… if Flora fused, like that made me anxious just because change… it's nerve wracking because change is hard period. But the thought of not having her… I dont know, it does freak me out a little bit, but I haven't ever had any of the alters that are kinda like the most active fuse. That's why I tweeted, I was like, does anyone else do this? I thought DID was supposed to work different. Not that I want my… the alters I know about to fuse, not that I want any of them to go away, not that they go away but… yeah. It's weird. Is this how it works? because I'm still only like 2 years into it. But it feels good. >25:16 Viewer: I think your brain knows what it needs to cope, hopefully it wouldn't let Flora fuse if you weren't ready for it.>25:21 Jill: I think so too. I've heard so many different things from different folks with DID and OSDD online so we'll see. But it's… The first time I fused post diagnosis with Ramona and this time it's so… sensory wise and everything wise it's so undeniable. It's almost like how do you know if you're in love? you just know. But to someone who never exprienced fusion I guess the way I'd describe it feels like constant deja vu, it feels like I time traveled here, it feels like I downloaded a new pack of information and personality traits. >26:15 Yeah I don't think the brain is going to fuse parts that are not ready for it. We'll see, I'm open to everything. Whichever way we're naturally going to heal and get better, and it seems to be pretty directly getting better. No. 305394
>>305377I’m sorry for the blogpost but I just wish ONE person in her immediate circle would give enough of a shit about her to tell her how normal her experiences are and to drop the DID larp.
It’s so normal to forget about entire experiences you’ve had when you live a life that changes often. I know people who have gone on summer camps, moved cities, attended schools, been OBSESSED with something or a fandom, then a few years later completely forget they ever did said thing after their lives have changed and they have new focuses and new things to keep them busy. They only really remember after something
triggers a memory
and say shit like “i remember i used to love (x), it feels like it happened yesterday. how did I ever forget about it”
she smokes so much weed every day that I’m sure time and her general memory is a little out of whack, and maybe she even has a more temperamental inner monologue (as most BPD bitches), but she doesn’t have anything even close to DID and… well I was going to say “and she knows it” but at this point I think she has fully deluded herself into believing this shit. A few months ago I would have said “she can still walk this back and fix her life” but at this point, I genuinely think it’s too late for her. things around here are going to stop being funny and start being really sad really soon
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No. 305443
>Is this how it works? because I'm still only like 2 years into it.Whoopsie Jill, you’ve had DID since you were a child, remember?
>>305392Exactly, literally all that’s happened is she’s made friends who are into cosplay etc and it’s reawakened her fondness for those things, which has also coincided with a medication change that she clearly desperately needed. Of course she suddenly feels better, she’s actually starting to
do things again. She feels like she ‘jump the timeline’ because the last three years have been spent in a weed haze
>>305436She keeps mentioning ‘working through things’ even though afaik she’s still not in therapy, and we all know she never picked up any decent coping skills
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>>>>305442
god damn…. we finally see a tiktok from her with less filters than usual. she does not look in her early twenties. or healthy. or happy. if you told me this is an alcoholic mother of 3 going through a divorce id believe you
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>>305501Nona… look again, with your eyes this time. Also she's only on her patio to smoke lmao. That's not progress, that's stoner jill every hour of the day.
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Trying to reconnect with her ex cosplay friends
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you're one to talk jill
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Sage cuz it's not milk worthy but everyone say bye bye to Jill's dress with that clown ass looking makeup!
No. 305574
>>305568Man she’s porked up even more since then. I dunno what the fuck she’s doing to herself that’s making her expand so fast.
>>305501>>305509>>305528I’m sick of people like y’all in this thread ignore it and move on. She looks haggard and older because she smokes like a chimney, probably doesn’t take her of her skin, and has a bad diet. If you don’t like the criticism move on or browse the thread with saged posts off.
No. 305591
>>305574Critiquing a repeated nitpick that has no basis is fair game in threads
Jill does not look older than mid twenties and whenever it's stated itt it feels more like a vendetta thing that actual criticism and it never brings any worthwhile discussion to the thread
Plus all the studies about weed aging people are currently speculative and correlative
The age critique is nit picking and tiring to read 80 times per thread
It's stupid to blame her "age" on weed when countless people look older or younger than their age and it's all random I really think the aging comment should be used less because it's outright nit picking and has no value whatsoever
No. 305600
>>305591LMAO so you’re projecting because you support weed. I don’t give a shit about it but premature aging can be caused by a lot of factors that tend to stack up. If she’s smoking in her patio she probably never wears sunscreen and on fair skinned people that’s a one way ticket to wrinkle town. Her diet is shit, she barely washes herself, sleeps in her full face of clown makeup, and most likely doesn’t have a skin care routine to match her skin type despite being a consumerist glutton.
Please leave your own biases at the door when mocking cows. It’s not about you. It will never be about you or whatever beliefs you have. We are all here to point and laugh at a terrible person who enjoys to be a spectacle and wouldn’t survive without a stage air out every inane thought and behavior in her head.
So if you think you look like Jill or see any similarities it’s literally not about you or your place to project any of your insecurities on her. Any negative physical traits on a cow only apply to them and not the rest of society. If you cannot handle reading stuff like that please go back
(infighting/derailing) No. 305623
>>305446I kind of feel like the mental illness fakers online almost intentionally use incorrect terms for these things because they keep the people who will call them out for faking from finding any actual medical journals or resources talking about what these things actually are.
People like Jill seem to use "fusing" like it's something that just happens when integration in DID would need to be done with long-term therapy since the dissociation that leads to "alters" coming out is a result of being unable to handle certain
triggers and integration is just learning how to cope without dissociating.
No. 305628
>>305621This
I'm the one who talked about the nit picking and I think smoking weird is retarded
Jill is just ugly and overweight she does not look old if she just watched what she ate and exercised she'd look
better but she wouldn't suddenly look younger or older
Not all women are gorgeous and youthful on default
No. 305631
>>305604Stupid bitch.. She says DID caused her to only have 3 memories from her Japan trip and it's "Really fucking scary."
That's HOW MEMORY WORKS RETARD omfg nobody remembers every detail from every trip you just remember core events. Making up mental illnesses for common normal human experiences is making me a-log right now.
No. 305646
>>305604Not a fully comprehensive TLDW, but some bullet points for nonnies who don't want to watch.
- Explains Final Fusion vs Functional Multiplicity, says she'll take whichever she can get
- All of her alters know each other and get along and everyone just frolicks in the fields of friendship together! How convenient…
- "Every system is different" i.e. the excuse every DID faker makes as to why their "symptoms" don't align with the diagnostic criteria
- Says she keeps fusing alters/fragments she's unaware of
- Says it happens when she has a "big healing moment" - gives examples of getting an apology from an abuser or confronting people
- Says she's received a lot of apologies over the years
- Says it's "undeniable" that she's going through a fusion (but also says that she just knows this based on "vibes"), says she feels like she's time traveled
- Says the fusion happened because of closure from things that happened in 2018
- Says her house feels foreign, like she's back in February 2018 a month before she met Steebie
- She suddenly remembers the lyrics and dances to anime songs she hasn't heard in 6 years
- It feels like a "download"
- The last 6 years have been soooooooo traumatic for her
- She doesn't remember much of the Japan trip, says Flora holds all of the memories (though I thought she said before that it was Berry who did a lot of the trip? Which one is it Jill????)
- "I have not been in fight or flight for a long time now!" (About 3 weeks. Not kidding)
- She'll be looking at her cats and "for her brain to protect itself" she'll start preparing for them to die (which I feel like a lot of people do??)
- Says the con fiasco happened before the fusion
- Now post fusion she runs outside her house with no pants on (Again, not kidding)
- She emailed her accountant AND her landlord today everyone! AND she didn't go into fight or flight!! Let's give her a big round of applause!!!
- Her BPD, specifically her jealousy is getting worse, giggling about it
- Being in her house was like living in her worst nightmare
- "It's a full time job, pacing around your kitchen and feeling unsafe"
- The closure from 2018 also helped Jerr-Bear, the girls are fronting more
You're welcome nonnies
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>>305646Thank you, nonita!
>>305606I feel the same way. It's bizarre to watch.
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>>305646Bpd jealously clip
No. 305662
>>305604ME me me me me me ME ME ME ME ME ME
ME ME ME ME ME ME
ME ME ME
No. 305663
>>305646this video was so……like a key point I think needs to be mentioned was that she went on Wellbutrin recently and stopped a medication that was not working…then attributes reduction in anxiety and increase in executive function to some bullshit “fusion” in the same breath like…girl bffr
like yes taking a medication for anxiety that is also prescribed for adhd as well will….reduce your anxiety and make you more functional.
No. 305668
>>305646>She suddenly remembers the lyrics and dances to anime songs she hasn't heard in 6 years>It feels like a "download"I also remembered a random weeb song I last listened to about 10 years ago recently! Can't be that it was just a random memory
triggered by some other song that sounded similar or something or because, in Jill's case, I was reengaging in hobbies from that time, no, it's gotta be psyche-shattering childhood abuse!
No. 305681
>>305646I don't feel bad for Jill for a second but it's so harrowing to think about young teens watching her who think all these extremely normal behaviors are mental illness symptoms. If your cat is a senior yes you will often think about the cat dying. You don't remember every second of every day. Sometimes you do randomly remember shit you haven't heard about in 10 years.
I don't want to sound paranoid but these 'influencers' do influence people and this thinking you're the most mentally ill on the planet mentality is going to ruin people who don't have mommy and patreon money
No. 305692
>>305677Not to mention that’s such a gross over-simplification of how genuine trauma works. It’s literally playground logic; I’m angry with you because you were mean to me, but you apologized so we’re friends again.
Not to blog, but I spent years thinking that if I could just get my abuser to apologize for what they did, I could move on, but guess what the emotions don’t just magically evaporate when you legitimately hold a trauma response to abuse. You actually have to work on dealing with those emotions in a way that’s not dependent on the actions of others
No. 305693
>>305658'reheal bpd in different parts' 1. isnt jill the one dating steve 2. isnt jerrick the 'bpd holder' even tho hes basically gone or w/e
.
im gonna be honest, and relapse does happen w mental illness, but if youre running into the same problems, you never solved them to begin with. if youve got jealousy issues they come from some place and you haven't yet rationalized why they're wrong. no matter how dumb a belief is, you're not getting out of it without contradicting evidence (i know my partner is faithful because xyz and even if he isnt ill be ok because xyz, etc.)
No. 305718
>>305646>Says she keeps fusing alters/fragments she's unaware of>Says it happens when she has a "big healing moment" - gives examples of getting an apology from an abuser or confronting peopleHold on, didn't watch the video obviously, but is Jill literally saying she fused an alter from someone apologizing to her? Who was it and what horrible trauma did they cause that now healed? Was it her mom saying sorry for not buying her chicken nuggies? Did Sof say sorry for writing on lc?
Also in of itself that is such a harmful narc thing to do/say. She's putting ALL the blame on the other person for her being messed up, and then the only way to heal is for the other person to admit they were wrong. If they don't, Jill has an excuse to still be traumatized and messed up and can't possibly be responsible for her own healing because it was the other person's fault.
No. 305720
>>305604I looooooove that you enjoy your alters, Illian, having so many friends in your head, always with you, not like those awful backstabbers who gave you so much trauma!
Talking to them and spending time with them must be so nice and healing! They understand you perfectly and have all your same interests and reactions!
Enjoying a lifelong disorder borne from extreme childhood trauma is difficult, but I love how smiley and cheerful you are about it and that all of your alters are besties, queen!
(If I am getting a redtext about "hi cow"ing, I am taking it, I am so tired of this fake bitch)
No. 305744
>>305742SAGE for a-log but - my MIL has BPD and she just becomes more and more insane and impossible to deal with the older she gets. Watching Jill's videos freaks me out sometimes because she behaves EXACTLY like my MIL. All the exact same emotional and social issues. BPD people are not adults. You can never ever expect to be dealing with an adult when you're forced to deal with one. You cannot impose adult expectations on them because they simply are not adults, as much as they might look like one. As much as I wish my MIL were an adult I could look up to and be friends and equals with, it's never going to be the case because these people are forever stunted and they will suffer and cause all around them to suffer until the end of time. They can't be treated with therapy because they lie to the therapists to get what they want, and once again, they cannot be held to an adult standard. They are not capable of recovering. Every single fucking behaviour I see from Jillian rings completely true to my experience. She's literally pretending to be 10 different people - that's how badly she refuses to even attempt to pretend to be an adult. She isn't one and never will be. She will emotionally abuse and torment all her closest loved ones until she is fat and old, at which point the BPD will just get a million times fucking worse because BPD survive only on their cuteness and "charm." The cuteness and charm does not endure through aging. It just gets pathetic and sad. They become delusional and violent when they can't get by on their looks any longer.
It's all coming for Jill. Just watch.
(not your personal blog) No. 305758
>>305752Maybe this is why he went running, not that he thinks he's guilty but that he realised too late that she claims victimhood from any person in her life who doesn't coddle her delusion, or simply random people who cross her path, and he realised that her
angel baby therapist stance could turn around at any moment
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No. 305772
>>305764SHE GOT A REPLY FROM HIM!
>12 ssconds agoget a life Jillian.
No. 305787
>>305771Anons point is that mentally healthy people don't do this kind of shit, and they're right. Only a mentally ill bitch is going to sit around and pretend she's got ten people living in her brain and do absolutely nothing other than post TikToks and smoke weed to deal with it. Jill's mentally ill, just not the kind of mentally ill she
wants to be.
No. 305788
>>305764proof she never puts her phone down, literally saw the notif, opened the patreon app and screenshotted all within 12 seconds of him replying
Girl needs to go live in the woods for a few months, pretty sure she'd emerge a fully healed person with only one personality. 100% of the shit she does is for online beeps and boops.
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No. 305802
>>305392Sage for blog posting and semi med fagging, but you ain't lying (BPD
nonny here). It's very treatable but you have to want it and commit to it. No way in ten hells Jillybean would sign up for six months plus of DBT. That bitch probably gets impatient waiting for the microwave to go off.
(medfagging) No. 305805
>>305290Lmao this BITCH. The whole west coast of the USA is more bilingual in Spanish than fucking FREDDY ASS NEW BRUNSWICK or any of New Brunswick tbh.
Bilingual in NB just means our stop signs are in English and in French. Wow she really thought she said something there.
(sage your shit) No. 305810
>>305798I'm more and more convinced that Jill's baffling supposed regressing is mostly her way to try and cope with the fact that she has turned from a semi relevant j-fashionista and youtuber into a neet blob with absolutely nothing going on in her life besides her fake imaginary friends. (Obviously there is also the added bonus of internet clout for being the most rare mentally ill unicorn there is or she would have chosen a little let flashy mental illness to choose for her larp.) If she manages to convince herself and others that going to a fucking hairdresser is a big scawy and going to one is sooo brave of her maybe she can keep pretending she has a legit reason to not thrive. Once she comes from the hairdresser without passing out and switching thirty times she can get the sense of accomplishment and reward herself with some chicken nuggets and weed and with not doing anything else for the next month or so since she used all her energy and spoons for the hair-fucking-dresser - I'm sorry I can't get over the fact that she's pretending to be this stressed about going to have her hair trimmed a bit. And after tweeting about how she is such a brave magical girl she'll get the sweet, sweet celebration of conquering the giant hurdle of letting someone touch her hair.
I just want to know where does she read of the autism breadcrumbs she wants to drop next. Does she just follow #actuallyautist and pick and choose the ones she likes the best? Is she copying a specific person or two? She has to have had branched out from just reading the Wikipedia article on autism since not liking your hair being touched by others isn't in the diagnostic criteria kek.
No. 305829
>>305813this i agree with, i just hate when people medfag about what she
actually has, which is probably nothing, and doesn't really matter anyway. she has little life incentive to do anything but smoke weed and browse the internet all day. but she's actively pissing away any chances of success later in life.
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No. 305848
>>305845Probably to cover up how fried her ends still are because the hairdresser needed to cut off way more than what they did.
Also she mentioned she went to her mom’s hairdresser so she got old lady hair kek
No. 305864
>>305604>>305837Can we talk about how her recent behavior is "this one simple trick changed everything for me! Wow! Just get new antidepressants!"
Remember how her whole DID saga was that she just happens to be like this, she was born with these traits and she's super traumatized and nothing can be done?
No. 305887
>>305868Her hair looks like shit. I’m going to point and laugh at the retard that does their own hair and fries it instead of going to a professional or even attempting any diy treatments. She can’t even do the basic human function of washing herself and putting conditioner in her hair while also going out of her way to make it more high maintenance and not be able to keep up with basic care.
She can’t take care of herself how is she gonna take care bleached her that’s super delicate?
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No. 305917
>>305913This could be a thing, and she could get away with this lie…. if it wasn't for that pesky lolcow farms and those meddling TERFs.
I mean sshhhiiiiiiittttt we have her existence neatly compiled for the last how many years?
No. 305933
>>305913What kind of fantasy does she live in where people care that much if shes buying spinach?
Also if someone told me “how
dare you talk about them” after asking to gossip, I don’t care what her excuse is — I’d be pissed. You can just tell she’s
abusive to her loved ones.
No. 305934
>>305913>>305933also what is this "you hate gore why are you watching this?"-shit, am i misinterpreting or is she bragging like a teen who found bestgore and 4chan for the first time
overall just another "me! me! me!" post
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No. 305936
>>305935Who is that
trigger warning for? 16th century peasants?
No. 305942
>>305939it's not exactly got bad intentions from Jill's side, but it's how poor in taste it is of her to be bragging about the joke about killing her mom (and Jill herself deems it bad enough to warrant a
trigger warning) when she's kept hinting that her family was
abusive and neglectful enough to cause her super traumatic DID and miss her super obvious autism. Jill is incapable of being compassionate towards people who are not her so she probably hasn't realized that she's basically accused her parents of being
abusive No. 305945
>>305939they seriously do. the joke, the
trigger warning, pure fucking cringe
No. 305951
>>305943I wonder how happy it would make Jill if her mom fully bought the DID larp and she blamed herself for the horrible trauma she caused/negelcted her poor daughter into having. Is that really what Jill wants?
Wouldn't it be funny if Jill's mom got fed up with the lies and started playing along just to fuck with her? Like moma making up fucked up stories about Jill being a massive cunt as a child/teen, maybe her doing something really drastic like threathening or attempting to harm their pets. And when Jill naturally is horrified and says she didn't do any of that she can just go "oh we've talked about this incident so many times before though sweetie… must be another alter. Perhaps it was Jerrick since you can't remember it- so glad you got help to sort that out hun. We've been so worried for you for years.".
I honestly think that's what I would do if I had a friend who started larping DID like Jill, pretend to fully buy it and then make subtle shit up so they either have to accept being seen as massive cunts for doing whatever I made up, or admit they don't have DID kek
No. 305967
>>305925As well as that infamous
pee pee shadow reply.
>>305935>Exposing my mom to more plural mediaCringe Jill
No. 305982
>>305935This proves how little she cares about
trigger warnings by making a stupid joke about hangings being “medieval”. It also proves how fucking retarded she is thinking public hangings only happened in the fucking 1300s or some shit and don’t actually still happen in many unstable parts of the fucking world. Not that any of the people from those parts are looking at a fat rainbow haired girls tweets, but still. What a weirdo
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No. 305987
>>305983>marked discontinuity in sense of self and sense of agency>gaps in the recall of everyday events?significant stress
Why do these "endo" larpers want DID so bad? This sounds awful
No. 305995
>>305980I definitely think this is part of, as well as Jill’s own suicide baiting as a teen.
Lately it seems that every time Jill spends face-to-face time with her mother, she rages and mopes for days afterwards. I wonder if Louise knows and has made this connection.
No. 305997
>>305983I love how secretly hateful she is towards other tik tok fakers and self-diagnosed tards. Only SHE gets to claim labels for herself, nobody else. Everyone is
valid! But not as much as Jill!
No. 306020
>>305983>entire trauma history since birth>also claims her first trauma and split was actually as a teenager>also claims that counts as childhood because she is (undiagnosed) autistic and?? some bullshit logic there>keeps dissociating and forgetting events, years, likes and dislikes but also has a detailed trauma history since birth to retell>since birth when most people have very few early memoriesShe's the shittest liar who somehow (due to also being a massive bully who will even bully medical organisations and doctors who call her out!) evaded being outed for her utter and constant bullshit
Like there is not one thing she has said about herself which can't be refuted by some other thing she has said about herself, she is a serial, compulsive liar as her main personality trait (as tirelessly documented in this thread since she can't bully an anonymous basketweaving forum)
No. 306046
>>306028Agreed, as much as it likely turned Jill into the entitled shit she is these days, I can’t blame Louise for wanting to give her daughter a good life. I don’t know if Louise grew up well off or not, but it’s entirely possible that since she and her husband had the funds that they chose to give their kids a better life than they might’ve had. Jill has had so much encouragement and support in her creative endeavors that most kids don’t get. She wasn’t judged for wanting to dress alternatively, she was celebrated and encouraged to peruse her passions. Most kids long for even indifference regarding their fashion choices etc from their parents, and Jill had a mum that actively had photo shoots for her.
Jill was clearly raised at least somewhat to value hard work, since she had multiple jobs as a teenager while living at home and not needing to work to survive. She just went completely off the rails once left to her own devices
No. 306067
>>306065her old manager is a psychopath. her getting jill into weed at a young age was literally the least crazy thing she did.
i think we talk about her some threads back.
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The Verge recently featured an article about the McLean presentation and it makes reference to Jill’s infamous cake.
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No. 306130
>>306121They want the
victim points of someone who is suffering without the expectation of trying to get better.
No. 306135
>>306112How this tweet reads: “I’m so glad that my friend's success didn’t traumatize and ruin something I like, cause I'm too fat and lazy to put in any effort.”
How can anyone stand this nightmare of a woman? Narcissism at its finest.
No. 306142
>>306103Do you know what being an enabler means lol. We're not blaming poor steebie, we're pointing out he's a
toxic piece of shit that's content to watch his girlfriend spiral into a depressed, useless blob of a human being. If he actually cared about her, he would have either left her ass because no one wants to watch an actual loved one destroy themselves, or encourage her to drop the baby larp bullshit and go see an actual therapist.
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No. 306160
>>3061572017
>>306158This is it. She moved out in 2018 and hasn't done anything with her life so of course she does't have any core memories from it. When every day is wake up, get high in your rainbow funhouse, watch cartoons, sleep, why would your brain bother to remember anything
No. 306166
>>306165>>306142>>306159On the enabler topic, I think a big reason Stevie lets Jill do whatever is it means he can look at tranny porn and god knows what else without judgement while she shitposts on Twitter and watches Youtube at full volume all day, they are both internet addicts who enable each other's worst habits and delusions.
Her glimmer's of self awareness are just sad at this point, you're no better than any other Twitter shitposter just because you take an hour off every so often to sit on the porch or play games
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Really not a fan of the image this puts in my mind
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>>306161>>306164Nonono that was OLD Jill, from before she fused this new fragment or whatever. You can’t hold new Jill responsible for anything she said or did in the last six years!
>>306166I firmly believe that the reason they sleep apart is because Steve wants to watch degenerate porn by himself.
>>306168Never letting this die
No. 306176
>>306168Jill, you already don’t leave the house that your “
abusive” mother pays for. She should just disown Jill and be free from that parasite.
>>3061532018 she just moved and stole her friend’s tranny of a bf (steve). Let's be honest she is just saying this because the professor said that DID often don't remember things. So she is taking the move (a big event in anyone's life ) as an excuse to validated her fake munchies and probably excuse her horrible behavior.
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>>306179In short: creators don't want to start editing in a way they dont like or doesn't go with their brand. Jill goes to their DM and tells them that they should cater to her lying special needs. They know what type of person she is instantly and dont wanna deal with her shit.
Also Jill:
> When to see a flashing, colorful and high paced movie for kids ( not to mention she also watches said show constantly) .> Does drag shows that have flashing and quick moving lights.> Goes to Muse concerts all the time and there's shit ton of flashing lights and over stimulating things there but is totally ok.> Is totally fine with those.>Some random person dont wanna change their style. “Guys I was soooooo nice and try to educate a poor soul that IM a sensible tinny person. They have to change everything to fit MY totally legit conditions (cause clearly they only have our special angel Jill for an audience) And they Just Blocked me CAN you believe that people don't wanna take my words for gospel. We mental people are so opprest.”Jill no one believes this actually happens. It just shows how awful you are; a Karen, a Munchausen and a wanna be oppression
victim. The holy trinity of a truly awful person.
No. 306200
>>306179Knowing Jill overexaggerates everything to look like the ultimate
victim, I know that's not how it went down.
No. 306205
>>306196But itseems like she keeps it because it’s what her audience likes. I think one of the biggest catalysts to her DID saga is she wants to try out different aesthetics without losing the superficial sense of self she placed in pastel bullshit. She created Jerricka to be able to dress edgy, she made Veronica to be slutty and sexy, she made the precure alters to act out her weeb fantasies without any judgment from anybody because she has an uwu mental illness to shield her.
She continues to screech about being free to be cringe but she’s not free at all. The fear of being judged lingers within her no matter how ridiculous and cringe her current stunts are. She feels safe and justified to act like a retard because she hides behind a mental illness but for some reason that still isn’t enough and so she wants the autism too.
Her thirst for attention has to go through a thorough strainer in order to satisfy her.
I think her worst nightmare would be standing in front of a group of people that are pointing and laughing at her.
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yeah shein stole your unimaginative pockets jill
No. 306224
>>306221no way anon, that would require her to actually be productive.
there are pretty much no legal rights when it comes to fashion, other than printed images so good luck if she wants it taken down, but. the shein version looks better- and if she had any braincells, she'd know that's not the norm!
As much as some companies get away with underpaying workers and sometimes not paying at all, the stuff you get from a sweatshop is usually low quality. Big brands know this, and even independent designers don't seem to mind as much when the original product is always going to be higher quality.
Jilly, on the other hand… she knows her stuff is shit, and if she doesn't know, then she doesn't know the difference between shit sewing on mass produced garments and her own sewing. and that's sad. like i dont think the designers of selkie dresses and the strawberry dress are crying over replicas because their stuff is actually high quality, with good sewing, good materials, well thought out construction. Jill… is none of those things.
No. 306231
>>306205>But itseems like she keeps it because it’s what her audience likesBoth can be true at once. She started out as a j-fashion channel and she's since dropped it (only hints at it on occasion), even though that is what her audience liked, but she still keeps the rainbow aesthetic. Plus, she was already a weeb before the Precure alters existed, so I don't think that's why she created them. I agree with your Jerrica assessment though, but I'm still pretty convinced that she genuinely enjoys the aesthetic, at least to an extent. We all know she's not very good at hiding her feelings, so if she truly hated dressing like unicorn shit I think it'd be pretty evident in her actions.
>I think her worst nightmare would be standing in front of a group of people that are pointing and laughing at her.That's a pretty normal fear and not Jill-specific at all. It just means that she has a low self-esteem (which is true). It goes back to an earlier point that she wants to stay relevant, and I think her main fear is losing that relevance and having to become a normal adult, most likely requiring her to also forfeit her rainby aesthetic.
No. 306234
>>306179I feel like this story is 100% fabricated, just because I can't imagine anyone flat-out refusing to do flashing lights warnings once they are aware it's needed. Like what creator would be like
ah yes, someone who watches my content may have a seizure, sounds perfect! Any detective anons are welcome to try and find this person because my bet is it's imaginary
No. 306235
>>306210>You definitely shoukd still be scared of us>Don't fuck with meBig words coming out of ms. heffalump. Wonder who she's trying to "intimate"?
>>306215You know she'd be the type to give you a "threatening" letter covered in stickers and puffy glitter glue.
>>306219Because no one
ever before Jill had put a design on a pocket before kek. Anyway I love how she talks about her imaginary clothing line. It's been how long, Jill? You've done virtually nothing except run your big mouth. Also what ever happened to making your own tripp pants? I was looking forward to that monstrosity.
>>306225Same. It was hysterical. Amber hasn't fronted in a while. I want another crappy 'look how tough I am' theater kid tiktok. She's been slacking on making tiktoks and seems to only want to dress in a big shirt.
No. 306237
>>306179she really demands things from other creators then cries
victim when they don't want to deal with her. no wonder she chooses to stay terminally online because no one IRL would ever put up with her constant demands, pushing emotional buttons and pathological lying.
No. 306278
>>306253Generally autist women are the opposite of thinking the world owes them something, thinking they are the main character in a personal videogame and everyone exists to please them seems to be a neurotypical way of thinking tbh. Most autists and nerds in general have a more complex understanding of the world which includes being self aware of your significance.
And it's only munchie terminally online losers (aka jilly) who make their mental illness/disorder their personality, in the real world most people try and conceal their problems and don't demand "catering to them" whatever the fuck that means in the real world.
(derailing) No. 306297
>>306234Imo it's possible the creator is simply aware that light-sensitive seizures are super rare and people who have them either aren't
triggered by the kind of flashing you'd experience on a screen (it's super mild compared to concert lights, which she had no problem with as another anon pointed out), or don't take the risk to watch random youtube videos in the first place. What I find funny about this situation is that Jill is trying to get epilepsy-flavoured clout by claiming that her feeling "overwhelmed" by the flashing lights matters in any fucking way, like she suffered actual harm at any point. The onus is on Jill to close the video if she can't bear to watch it, but obviously the world revolves around her and everyone should bend over backwards to accomodate her capricious "needs".
No. 306363
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New video today apparently. Making new content is extremely difficult on her mental health unless the topic is how much of a victim she is.
No. 306369
>>306363she called the shein design "horrible three quarter sleeves" ????
like shein or not I gotta agree if they ripped her off, they improved her shitty design by a lot.
No. 306372
>>306363So is she saying hers is the shitty "this is what I ordered/this is what I got" meme? Not the win Jillian.
Picky side note, the bitch didn't invent a pink gingham dress with large pockets……
No. 306374
>>306363The way she talks in this video is even more infuriating than usual, from her mannerisms to her pitch to her word-choices.
How does she keep getting worse?
No. 306383
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Someone suggested that she try and copyright a fucking FLOWER. Jill, you do not own daisies and plaid. Get over yourself.
No. 306396
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>>306363This is rich coming from Jillian who accused meyoco of stealing her design. Apparently Jill’s rainby army harassed her so much she locked the comments.
Jillian’s original design looks nothing like this the only thing they shared similarly was the flowerpots for pockets.
No. 306397
>>306395She said "Thank you SO MUCH for bringing this to my attention!!!" here
>>306236 so I think she was linked it, unless she was just thanking mouse for the other examples or whatever
No. 306398
>>306383Tell me you know nothing about copyright without telling me you know nothing about copyright.
Especially in fashion, where pretty much nothing is 'copyright-able' because you can't attribute shapes and styles to anyone in particular.
Now if she made an actual illustration or recognisable logo to use on her clothing that'd be one thing, but that'd require imagination beyond just slapping on a single daisy and calling it a day.
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>>306399Could just be pulling this out of my ass and it might not have to do anything abt jill. But its lining up with expectations of what actually happened comedically well
No. 306481
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>>306363her idea was never unique to begin with, this is a 1950s pattern book
No. 306511
>>306488Yeah, most people under 30 feel this way
It's funny she acts like it's a big tragic backstory reveal when actually nobody cares because virtually everyone has the same experience
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No. 306531
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>>303924>>306527Her "inevitable people in the comments"
No. 306542
>>306532>>306540samefagging to add, “I was so so kind and gentle (consecutive crying emojis)” is pretty blatant code for “I was acting all Soft UwU so that I could have a hyper-fragile meltdown as soon as I didn’t get my way”
jillian, if you cared about being kind and gentle you would let people go their own way when they draw boundaries, not try to paint yourself as a
victim on a public social media account
No. 306544
>>306526No it’s so funny to see her skewed reality, i know it was already clear enough her experience of what went down is just fueled by her narcissistic
victim complex and nowhere near what actually happened, but to see her twist this too not even afraid of sending others to pinksugarfairy’s vid despite continuing to lie and twist the situation
No. 306556
>>306553did some very light minimal searching on tiktok, allegedly she took her accounts down because she was getting death threats and threats of violence. i'm not sure what for.
the video i'm looking at is a repost (sorry i'm on pc) of her going on a 4+ minute rant of not wanting to put a flash warning on her videos. it's pretty shitty of her because she says "you have to take care of yourself, i'm not your caretaker, mom, doctor, etc." but like. how are people supposed to take care and scroll away in time if there's no flash warning …
i'm not saying she deserves the death threats though, that's absolutely fucking insane. unless they're from pixie's stans figuring out who she was talking to and went to bomb psf???
(lost twitterfag) No. 306558
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>>306556samefag, found her comment on a different tiktok. so she’s been pretty open about who it was, just not on twitter
No. 306559
>>306553makes sense, they seemed to be renouncing the kind of tiktok-brained DID content they used to make and advocating for touching grass in those videos, so good on them. based on just those two videos they seemed like they’re recovering from an era of their life where they were influenced to share things that they no longer feel comfortable sharing publicly. also top kek that jillybean is so self obsessed that in almost 2 hours of a small content creator explaining their personal experience of a
toxic community that they want to leave, she literally only heard the 40 seconds where she was vague-mentioned. and then she went to twitter to act as if pinksugarfairy was actually slinging real insults and talking unwarranted shit, rather than just pointing out how jilly is a posterchild of this type of “
toxic oversharing/weaponized vulnerability” online mental health community.
No. 306582
>>306558Jill doesn't care about epileptics, she just wants virtue signalling points for attacking a small creator and feeling morally superior. Does she know how much flashing and blinking has to be done to cause a seizure in the first place? Did she check if the video matched it? She's being a
toxic bitch who caused a black creator to get bullied into closing her channel. There are million creators on the platform, but she only called this one person out.
No. 306583
>>306531This is one of the more cringey Jill moments in this thread. Jill goes out of her way to comment that… for what? It's not like she sells those dresses, she doesn't make any. Is it just because Jill wants the asspats?
>>306532Notice her first reply to him doesn't address any of his concerns and she pulls the
victim card immediately. She's so good at dismissing and redirecting criticism against her; she only engages with him properly once he assures her he's a fan.
>>306525She's been on bupropion for about 2-3 months now so it's about time it'd start working. I wonder if she's cut down on her weed consumption or if she's still smoking as hard?
No. 306584
>>306558So now she says:
>"for daring to to mention that epileptic folks […]"But her original reason was:
>>306179>"I just don't want to be exposed to untagged flashing stobe lights bc it overwhelms the hell out of me"Just wanted to point out she's now pretending to be a warrior for epileptic people when she originally made it all about herself.
No. 306589
>>306556I want to a-log Jillian so bad for making a random
poc youtuber receive death threats. What an absolute piece of shit.
(learn2sage) No. 306590
>>306556There are no
trigger warnings in the real world, not to be patronizing but at any moment you can encounter something that could potentially
trigger all kinds of mental/health problems so it’s best that individuals learn how to navigate life safely for themselves without having to rely on the kindness of strangers.
Jill also wasn’t concerned about epileptics, if she was she could have tried “hey fans, my friend psf won’t be warning for flashing any more, if that
triggers you don’t forget to unfollow or disable autoplay!” She wanted to virtue signaling and victimize herself for attention and accolades. She’s just a bully.
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i think psf just deleted her channel?
No. 306612
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>>306608Same anon, I just went on the pixie petals twitter and she's pulling this shit lol
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>>306612this reply really does me in because she is the most privileged person I think I’ve ever hate watched and she has zero idea what it feels like to actually have physical illness from childhood trauma.
Also, more breadcrumbs for childhood sexual abuse claims, I’m calling it. The body keeps the score is so common with child sex abuse survivors
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No. 306643
>>306640Here you go nonnabella
>>287784>>306624Never forget that Jill's self proclaimed worst nightmare is being cancelled on Twitter
>>239741 No. 306650
>>306628You can't fault someone for doing something as little as not wanting to use flash warnings and retaliate by harassment and death threats which are an immensely worse offense. These people are unhinged.
Also note how Jill takes absolutely no responsibility regarding the situation, acting as if she was never involved.
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Sure Jill
>>306650Jill is a moral grandstander. It's painfully obvious that she's never given a shit about anything other than herself and her "status". Quick reminder that she does not care who she hurts in her never ending quest to be "most mentally ill queen", evident by her claiming childhood trauma despite having loving parents who spoiled/continue to spoil her and letting people think her parents let abuse happen. The day Jill actually takes responsibility, her full share not weasling out/putting blame on something else, is the day hell freezes over.
No. 306658
>>306657Can’t wait for the day jill gets called on that kind of thing. She’s so two faced. Also notice her little bread loaf that she took being called a friend literally, like she’s autistic.
Jill you’re just not that interesting, get over it.
No. 306661
The day Jill gets called out on twitter is going to come sooner than she thinks if she keeps going like this. We've already seen it on a smaller scale with things like
>>306532 People are wising up to the bullshit veil of kindness, theres a reason this thread has always had a large number of former fans
No. 306662
>>306652In no way does "I thought we were fwends" help Jill here, it just means Jill literally got someone she considered a friend bullied off the platform for a minor issue she had.
And that she views parasocial relationships with other creators she clearly hasn't really talked or interacted to much as real friendships. It's now forever Jill's fault a black creator got bullied so bad she deleted her channel.
No. 306668
>>306652Call me old fashioned but mutuals aren't friends, only people you know and hang around with in real life are friends, and then there's a category of "online friends" for people you hang around with regularly online, chat, game etc, then there's a few more tiers like mutual, follower, etc which are not friends and don't mean anything. If you need to search twitter for @kawaiibitch009 + "friend" to prove you're friends I think it proves the opposite.
Plus how would it make it better that you were harassing someone about
trigger warnings which don't even affect you ("overwhelming") if you
were friends like that just makes you an asshole
No. 306688
>>306685Well, I guess she probably is watching Precure for real. But watching a children's cartoon requires zero effort or critical thinking, so no wonder it's the only thing she engages in.
If she were a genuine autist, or just passionate about anything, she would be thrilled to have a career as a YouTuber where she gets to make money engaging in her favorite interest, but instead she chooses to be the laziest content creator ever and even in her copious amounts of free time does absolutely nothing besides smoking weed and DDLG larping with Stevie.
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>>306611I really hope twitterfags eat her alive for “silencing a black creator”, it feels like she’s already doing damage control here
>>306628Sage for fanart but Jill always tries so hard to seem tough online only to backpedal and cry behind her computer screen.
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Girl bffr, don't act all cute and positive after having a meltdown on twitter after your token black friend called you out
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No. 306779
>>306773remember when that doctor said that it was weird that these people want to be acknowledged and seen as these alters when actual DID people hide their switches and try to keep it under the radar
Wouldn't it be more healthy to act like they are all Jill anyway since DID alters are delusions?
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>>306773I hate how the internet let these creeps feel entitled to demand the participation of others in their fetishes.
No. 306799
Would love to know if the tough guy tweet
>>306210 was meant for psf. It's hard to know for sure because Jill is vague on purpose for deniability.
>>306773She's so butthurt. I highly doubt she truly acts any differently off camera to sell the larp, but I can totally see her making tea and pretending that because of that simple act it's really Flora out making it and not Jill.
>>306794I can see them humoring her at first but with Jill upping the ante every time probably becomes very tiresome therefore slips of behavior are easier to make.
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I know Jill doesn't see this as a bad thing, because to her beingn disabled or mentally ill is uwu kawaii and smoll baby fun. But the way she keep implying her family members have autism is so fucking weird.
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>>306858Can people just like stuff without autism accusations? It’s like when people spread unsubstantiated rumors that the creator of Pokémon is autistic.
No. 306871
>>306858>autism is when you have photos and paintings neatly lined up on a wallok jill
>>306861It's funny how the guy in the photo isn't even Tajiri. Much like how Jill preaches about mental disorders she doesn't even have
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Still seething at McLean and Matthew
No. 306888
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No. 306910
>>306888WHAT THERAPY??? Hasn’t it been more than a year since her faggot therapist dumped her? She hasn’t found anyone new and has been getting Wellbutrin from a doctor on an app that doesn’t know anything about her. She doesn’t even have an actual GP. Her ass knows if she went to an actual psychiatrist this larp would be doomed.
She acts like she’s too poor for private care from an actual mental health specialist. I bet mama vessey would be more than happy to front the bill on a real doctor so she doesn’t have to wait in queue forever in Canadas healthcare system.
No. 306922
>>306890Learn what it is before you start ranting about it, you absolute sped. Tumblrites projecting imaginary autism (which is more psychiatric or neurological than psychological anyway) has about as much to do with psychology as Alex Jones does with science.
>>306910>Her ass knows if she went to an actual psychiatrist this larp would be doomed.100% this. The one thing in her life she will put effort into is making sure she can keep the LARP going. Surprised she hasn't started latching on to 'alternative medicine' quacks, they'd be more than happy to help her be the most specialest girl.
No. 306935
>>306922I have a psychology degree tyvm, I know what I'm talking about
>>306892The whole field is pretty bad though. She was officially diagnosed after all, by supposed professionals. Do you consider those people competent? Do you think they had good judgement? What if I told you most professionals in psychology are just as bad or worse?
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>>306887She's never going to shut up about this. Jfc Jill give it up. I'm getting second hand embarrassment. Just how many people live rent free in her head? Also isn't this suppose to be her
kind cutesy twitter account? I guess since emoboy is no longer in vogue this is her new rage account.
>>306935From a previous thread, video compilation of contradictions
No. 306953
>>306935You must be new and it's painful
Only thing she's "officially" been diagnosed with is BPD and even that can be contested since we never saw papers
The DID diagnosis was a sham orchestrated by a newbie psych dude who doesn't know how to tell people they're not special and he immediately dipped out of the universe after he escaped Jill
No. 306955
>>306953>and he immediately dipped out of the universe after he escaped JillDipped
and changed his name to escape association with her, kek
No. 306979
>>306960That's because she has a paper that is a diagnostic impression which is the paper Stevie saw and referenced, and she also has a verbal diagnosis, which she s never shown because she can't
I'm not sure why this is so hard to follow for anons, her story makes complete sense.
No. 306982
>>306977> kinda like the milgram experiment Yk the one where people where ordered to give out dangerous shocks to others not knowing it was fake? Right exactly the same….
And ofc jill refuses to move past this Mclean bs, an organization she was “fond of and looked up to”? Because staying bitter until she gets her justice is so much better than trying to heal, going to therapy, or fixing her insane
victim complex and histrionics
No. 306985
>>306980if you're truly diagnosed with anything it's on your permanent medical record to be referenced at every stage of your treatment across medical departments. You can request your medical records at any time printed at your doctor's office and they'll do the whole thing (for a fee now). Or if you need proof of a condition instead of wanting the whole thing for yourself you just walk into a doctor's office (can be a walk in), ask for a letter of proof, and so long as you've been diagnosed and it's on the record the doc will write up a generic "yup they've been diagnosed with Z in 20xx" (which is why the walk-in can do it).
Psychologists can't diagnose (psychiatrists do) so say you're still waiting for a psychiatrist, your psych can and will still do a bunch of diagnostic tests and things to try and figure out your issues so you can move forward with the ideal treatment for your thing (but a psych or doc is needed to officiate the diagnosis and they will perform their own tests once you're there to confirm instead of blindly trusting the psychologist's opinion). If you swap psychologists before having your diagnosis confirmed your new psych will usually take the old diagnosis into account but will also do their own tests too to be sure until a doc confirms anything.
No. 306992
>>306990Because she keeps tripping on her own lies and basically constantly contradicting herself. If she were actually diagnosed she wouldn’t constantly be scrambling to cover up a hole in her stories or finding inane bullshit to prove herself.
If she were truly diagnosed she’d be more confident in her larp and not dragging up any bullshit to prove anything. Like the fake diary entries or Steven’s contradictory video.
No. 306993
>>306990Because the scenario that a psychiatrist professionally diagnosed Jill is incredibly low. There are very few psychs who would feel comfortable handing out that diagnosis and especially few in her part of Canada. Is it possible she managed to fake her way there, got a psychiatrist in absolute record speed who had both limited knowledge and a recklessness to diagnose without referring her to or consulting another doctor? Yeah but it's low and she's not exactly providing anything as proof when she absolutely could.
I seriously suspect Jill's psych(probably psychologist) just informed Jill they're moving on with their therapy as if Jill has it or something along those lines. The shit they use for delusional/manipulative liars until they're ready to accept/admit the truth. Or not and just fork cash over. At best Jill probably thinks she's fooled them but hasn't
No. 306995
>>306979>Story makes sense>Verbal diagnosis Rofl,
by any chance are you the certain friend who just graduated from uni as a psych major? I kid, I kid,
maybe. Joking aside, in what backass dimension would that fly? First rule of health care, you document everything because otherwise your ass would be in hot water for a malpractice lawsuit, could easily lose your license, and be blacklisted from practicing. There will always be a paper trail (this is also how professionals communicate with each other, if you get a patient/client referred from a hospital you will get a scanned copy of those records. E.g. premature child born at 5 months, report on how the birth went, you get the records of the stay at NICU and length of stay, you get the apgar score, you get the universal newborn hearing tests results, family history, etc.) and the patient/client has access to it
because it is literally their health records. How would you legally be allowed to deny them papers? I can get my cat's medical records but not my own? What the fuck? That's a lawsuit waiting to happen. Verbal diagnosis is idiotic. Can you imagine using hearsay as a
valid claim? Hahaha. Please. Everyone would abuse the absolute shit out of it.
I don't have the actual paper work that my child got his/her required shots for school but the pediatrician gave me their word that my child did therefore you need to accept that my child got the required shots.
I was given a verbal diagnosis for ADHD so you the pharmacist need to fill out a prescription for Adderall for me. As for the diagnostic impression, why would they only give someone that and not a diagnosis? Funny how Jill conveniently blurred out the rest of that paper plus there were several pages not shown (maybe just one other page, I don't remember exactly but at least a couple). It's clear that Jill knows nothing of the actual workings of health care. Yes health care is protected but not to the point that you the patient/client cannot access your own records.
>>306990More or less she would've had that paper front and center instead of the bullshit she pulled with that diagnostic impressions paper which may I add showed
her reportings and only one actual reporting from the therapist or whoever the fuck she saw. You can take whatever tests you want especially if you're willing to pay for them but that does not garuantee you get diagnosed. Remember you need someone
qualified to do that. I'll give you a great example. I got gaslighted badly into believing I was autistic by a professor. My therapist was willing to give me the test but only to show me that I wasn't and that the professor was just using that as an excuse to treat me horribly.
It would not have counted as she was not trained to properly administor the test/diagnose to which she admitted to me. I ended up referred to a place that does diagnose autism and got told I was not autistic.
No. 306996
>>306995from my experience with DID fakers, "verbal diagnosis" is code for "i told a therapist/counsellor i think i have DID and they said it was possible"
but since the disorder is just a game for them, they don't bother risking getting an actual psychiatric evaluation.
if paperwork is provided, be skeptical. i once saw someone who filled out and graded an official evaluation form she found online, and it looked very legitimate unless you happened to notice the physician data didn't lead to any existing registered doctor or hospital.
No. 307000
>>306979You're taking things out of turn, Jill said she has a diagnosis and got called out for only having a diagnostic impression and was told that isn't a diagnosis (she probably thought it was before getting called out).
Steve did his video defending her AFTER they had been informed the diagnostic impression isn't a diagnosis. That was at the center of the drama and why he did the video to defend her. He presumably even saw the video of her showing the impression. His point was that she did have the diagnosis on paper but they hadn't showed it.
Then after that Jill said there never was a paper and that it was always only a verbal diagnosis, trying to pass it off as if she never thought the diagnostic impression was a real diagnosis.
No. 307003
>>306996Your theory seems like the most likely to me. Counselors, nurses or even therapists say stuff like "sounds like you have xy" a lot. Most people are smart enough to understand that that's not a diagnosis.
Anyone who's been to more than one psychiatrist also knows that it's complete bullshit anyway. They'll change your diagnosis on a whim and it's all heavily influenced by your mindset at that time and which symptoms you focus on the most. A diagnosis is really only a tool to find the right treatment plan and jill isn't interested in treatment. So what could she want from the diagnosis? An identity, maybe? Fame, money, attention? Shit, I feel like I've heard that somewhere before..