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No. 316686
Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem ready to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical stateMEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 14-16 year old emo trans guy. "He mentioned feeling 17." Was labeled as being a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". A mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. Jillian called her “hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". A protector that likes yellow. Basically just Flora, but hyper.>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also a protector that likes yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.Last thread:
>>>/w/313646>>313799 >>313802
>>313905 >>314225 Makes her mothers cat dying all about me! me! me!
>>314452 New video, coloring her hair
>>314467 >>314586
>>314675 Trying, and failing, to use the H3 podcast chat as a hugbox
>>314910 Another video, wrapping presents
>>315616 Actually filming herself pretend crying with the mascara down her cheeks, i would call it a tweenage move but i guess she would take that as a compliment
>>315682 claims that she needs to google up images of other food in order to be able to scarf her chicken tendies down
>>316084 showing her kindness this christmas by publically spamming hate on a nobody on twitter because of the slighest critisism
Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica):
https://twitter.com/pixie_petalsCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocksMoonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/ No. 316688
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This screenshot was posted in the previous thread but I wanted to post it here again to elaborate more.
>I wake up every morning at 5AM with horrible…panic…it is honestly hell on earth.
>Catch me pacing in circles in the garage before sunrise doing breathing exercises.
Why is she doing breathing exercises down in the garage? You'd think if she was really feeling so panicked and horrible, she'd just stay in her bedroom… not get up, get dressed for the cold garage.
I think she just wakes up at 5AM so that she can go to the garage when nobody is awake and smoke marihuana without any judgement from her family, not because of panic or cortisol or 'dysregulated physical panic. It's clear to everyone that she's been struggling with smoking less now that she's in her family's home, so I think she's doing most of her smoking now in the early morning before anyone is awake and late in the night once everyone is gone to bed. She just posts a shit ton about the 'cortisol' response on Twitter so that Stephen/others doesn't question why she's online at 5AM.
No. 316689
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another instance of Jill being so kind. twitter locked her out because she replied "eat glass" to someone who criticized denim
No. 316692
The meet the alters that was used is outdated. Here's the up-to-date one.
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".
>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.
>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. Emo trans guy. Used to be a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.
>Veronica: Doing nails emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.
>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".
>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, and Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.
>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.
>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.
>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.
>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.
>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.
>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".
>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. "20?" Formerly 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.
She also mentioned once that Flora and Sunny might be co-hosts now, but I didn't add that to the list just yet.
No. 316698
>>316688Pacing in the garage doing breathing exercises sounds more like rage than panic to me, it would not surprise me if she has narc/sociopathy tendancies and has a lot of unchanneled rage when she wakes up every day. She certainly seems to have an abundance of rage based on her weekly Twitter shitfights.
She keeps using the "emotional (dys)regulation" phrases because that's popular for tiktok (actual) autists to talk about, and she has probably also seen videos where Spoiled White Women TM like her elaborate about their public autism rage tantrums which were totally uncontrollable because of their autism!! despite these women seeming to be fully functional adults in every other way and just being indulgent. They conveniently have much more severe disability needs only in situations where they can be indulgent,
abusive and get away with it, like taking it out on customer service staff, family and friends.
Autism is her Karen freedom pass where she thinks she can be a public nuisance and get away with it. But she knows she can't fake it for a psychologist so she just keeps using these phrases and seeing if she can pivot further away from DID content online.
No. 316699
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No. 316701
>>316699How the fuck did she make the pornification of the internet thing about herself lmao
>>316689This confirms theories that she got those recent ideas from copying Denim
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She's back at the rainbow dungeon.
No. 316713
>>316699H8ters have really been on her mind lately. It was her telling everyone to ignore us now she is heavily hinting that she reads up here while
giving us attention from her curious fans . If the h8ters have 70+ threads on her, you'd think she would do something different with her life.
No. 316722
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>>316691Okay where's your sense of wonder nonna…. Where's your tinfoil hat sometimes you have to put it on to have a little fun… Picrel…
>>316720She changes up the story again less than a week after 'DID isn't dependent on trauma!!' tweets.
>>316713I've also noticed she's been making more indirect comments (re: what's discussed here) lately.
No. 316725
>>316699Not to derail but coomer artist moids definitely revel in the fact that children discover their fetish art. They love the destruction of innocence. The idea of a child looking up their favorite character online and finding porn that they drew is part of the the thrill for a lot of them. Maybe it’s not traditional online grooming but these grown adults have no issue with children seeing sexualized media and porn super young and encourage it to be everywhere, and they know it will mean children will have less boundaries and less idea of what they’re doing, and they’ll have an easier job preying on said children.
Also, I’m so sick of Jillian’s annoying Twitter lingo in every. single. fucking post…she is incapable of responding to someone without being passive aggressive and “sassy” or just sounding like an obnoxious drag queen
No. 316726
>>316722I am having fun,
nonny! I'm saying she's lying to get sympathy on twitter!
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>>316699She just can’t stop talking and inserting herself into every conversation even if it isn’t about her. My 2024 prediction is her amping up the attitude factor. I'm placing my bets she gets another bigger cancellation but she will never be outright cancelled because she’s just not a big enough creator.
No. 316733
>>316728Jill’s response to literally everything anyone else says is
>Me! This happened to me! Or if not this, then something else! Things happen to me! I do things! I feel things! I exist! Me!!!I don’t think she even properly reads or thinks about the posts she responds to much of the time. She just sees something that reminds her of herself and has to jump in.
Though I wouldn’t be surprised if she and Steve are into that sort of thing. Steve almost certainly.
No. 316735
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>>316728>>316733Some talented nona should edit this as Jill kek
No. 316743
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No. 316750
>>316743this is not amnesia block. this is forgetting about an event that doesnt matter in the grand scheme of things. i loved betty white too, she was an icon, but i fully forgot its been a full two years since her passing. jill linking every single thing she experiences to mental illness is outstanding honestly.
adding on, i just googled amnesia block just to double check my facts – amnesia block pertains to
personal information about one's
self, like name, phone number, or address. forgetting betty white's death is not a personal traumatic memory nor was she experiencing anything particularly traumatic when it happened. the only thing annoying and useless is you, jilly bean.
No. 316755
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The filter she has on makes her look 20 years younger, it’s weird
No. 316761
>>316755Did she discover snow or was she too high to focus while editing this…?
Also man I feel like her hair faded really quick. Shes basically almost blonde if you look at this in the thumbnail view
No. 316763
>>316755I wonder if seeing pics of her around her parents' place made he realize how much weight she's gained since leaving
>>316761She uses low quality hair dyes lol
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No. 316772
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>>316768I was thinking the same so I went to the older threads to make a quick comparison, idk about you but she looks about the same to me.
No. 316781
>>316739Off topic: I started using the internet mid 2000s and the first thing I was told is never to post my name, address, photos, or personal information online. I think when the internet moved towards Web 2.0 a lot of people, especially younger people who started web-browsing past the 2010s, forgot those really important rules. If our favourite cows had followed the rules of yore then there wouldn't be any lolcows.
>>316766She lists 10 positive accomplishments from the past year. Of these 10, 2 are about fusions (i.e., not real events), 1 is about having aged another year. So then already 3 of her accomplishments aren't real. I think the only solid accomplishment on this list is starring in an advertisement for a candy brand: even though she's retarded I do think that it was pretty cool she got featured in an ad. What I'm really focused on is her saying she's got her channel back in 'slay mode.' So I did some math because there's nothing better to do.
In 2023 she released 30 videos, and got 618k views on those videos. Her most popular videos were: "My Response" (March 2023, 48k views), " My 5 Year Old Self" (May 2023, 36k views), & "We Fused!" (January 2023, 35k views). Her least viewed video in 2023 was "The Return of the Rainbow Bangs" (December 2023) at 10k views.
In 2022 she released 30 videos, and has 986k views on these videos. Her most popular videos in 2022 were: "Meet the Alters: Jerrick" (May 2022, 79k views), "Meet the Alters: Jillian" (January 2022, 70k views), & "Apologizing for Past Behaviour" (January 2022, 63k views). Her least viewed video of 2022 is "Problem with AI art" (December 2022, 10k views). The flaw with looking at the 2022 views of course is that she could have gotten a lot of these views in 2023, but I doubt anyone is discovering Jill's channel and re-watching old content.
When I look at all these statistics, I think Jill actually entered a "flop mode" (to use her terminology) this year as she got less views than she did last year on the same number of videos. If I was feeling more autistic I would have counted the number of comments she received in 2023/2022 as well to compare her audience's engagement.
>>316767Using Jill's logic I'm sure she's probably gone from smoking a quarter-ounce of 20%THC Pure Sunfarms bush-weed to smoking a half-quarter of 30%THC top shelf product.
>>316772When you put all her photos side by side like that her anterior pelvic tilt problem becomes super obvious.
No. 316788
>>316689embarrassing enough to rage that hard at someone for daring to joke about shady their fave
who very shoves autism around as a "disability" cause they "don't get jokes" and seemingly is extra unempathetic to a overtired meltdowns making me assume they're a malingerer too, but to then show off to the world how proud you were telling someone to eat glass 12 hours ago resulting you being put in a time-out? I'd delete my online presence
Also it's almost like she was trying to get Denim's attention when obviously a person trying to win drag race fans, who will terrorize anyone they deem "
problematic", over isn't going to put their endorsement behind a comment like that. Jill should be happy she was ignored instead of platformed as an opportunity to show off how unhinged and extreme drag race fans can be. I don't think she realizes in her weed stupors that she's not being "sassy", she's just being a rude, antagonistic person
No. 316790
>>316785This is exactly why the retards of younger age piss me off especially with the whole "I don't remember my childhood, I'm traumatized"
Losing memory is part of aging and getting older. Unless you're revisiting childhood memories frequently as you get past like 20 you're gonna forget them because the synapses aren't being used
Jill isn't traumatized or mentawy iww uwu because she can't remember shit, it's because she's not exercising her memory
No. 316793
>>316787Since jill lurks here, there is a possibility she is trying to rewrite her personal history. There was a time she was adamant on the idea of weed=good and a lot of people here made good post on pointing out that excessive weed use has adverse effects on the brain. People also pointed out that a lot of Jill's "mental illness symptoms" and her supposed autism symptoms mimicked the exact symptoms of someone who smokes a lot of weed.
Jill has brought up a couple of times that she doesn't smoke as much weed because she is trying to indirectly prove to farmers that she does in fact have these symptoms and weed does not contribute. Ironically since she has "halved her weed consumption" she has had less symptoms of her supposed DID (ex. No mentions of auditory hallucinations, less supposed fronting from other alters–on the internet and irl, less mentions about psychosis.) Also,she tried to act like autism = acting like a toddler because she infantilizes autistic people, which has come to halt ever since she HAD to cut back on weed.
Jill should quit weed all together and I bet her life will go back to what it used to be.
No. 316804
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>>316772if anything she looks fatter in the middle pic. this is from the christmas video, she definitely hasn't lost any weight
No. 316809
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No. 316810
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No. 316811
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>>316810The tweet unavailable is Sof's from her magical_sof account.
No. 316814
>>316809Terrycloth Jill.
It's called terrycloth.
Nitpick but as such a "huge fashion enthusiast" and "aspiring designer" she should know or at least look up the damn name.
No. 316815
>>316811God she wants a flag. Of course she wants a flag. Ffs. Considering all the drama/discourse around flags in the last months she's prob hoping for some sort of attention and drama.
Could even see her be so delusional to go and make merch of it and then throw a pity party when it inevitably flops.
No. 316816
>>316809Her 2024 trend predictions…
-cardigans (small or otherwise) have been popular for a long time.
-curtain bangs were popular between 2021 and now.
- 50s style girl ponytail…not a bad prediction, i can see that happening, but the current trend cycle is still stuck in the early 2000s and is currently moving towards the 2010s
-"tulips have a big moment in spring" again, not a bad prediction especially since hf brand like Sandy Liang have already had runway shows featuring 3d flowers on the runway. As someone like her who claims to be into fashion she should at least know that especially since that brand has been tiktok popular for 3 years and is responsible for the popularity of bows in the mainstream.
-crocs are literally leaving the fashion scene, yes some people still wear them but they are not something that's going to be mainstream trendy for a while.
-terrycloth tops??? I don't think so. Maybe robes.
-gingham might have its final hoorah in 2024 especially because A-line dresses are becoming popular.
I wonder if her fashion predictions just based off of things she likes and dislikes?
No. 316823
>>316810>>316811god the special snowflake syndrome never stops
makes me think about how different generations have always had to explain certain words to each other, which is normal, language changes over time. obviously the buzzwords our parents used when they were young are not the same for us.
but then with gendies/gen z it's like you need a fucking degree to even communicate with this bullshit jargon. and if you don't gaf you're a heartless monster who needs to be cancelled immediately. i can't. i refuse to even try for science anymore
(derailing/baiting) No. 316829
>>316816If this were literally any other fashion “designer”/influencer I would interpret this as her hinting at future projects like a crocheted cardigan or colourful tulip skirt for spring, but this being Jill I doubt she’s going to make anything at all in 2024.
>>316823How is it bait or derailing to comment on Jill & co.’s insane obsession with identity flags?
No. 316843
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Looks like Jill's skinwalker is back to not having DID
No. 316845
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>>316735I tried,
nonnie .
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No. 316850
>>316843Jill should take notes, this is quite a good way to back out without inferring you've been lying the whole time.
>>316848Right, how does she have it together more than Jill does
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No. 316878
>>316868Since it says AuDHD, if this were anybody else, I'd assume she's just replying to the autism part, figuring that the person might not be asking specifically about people with both.
But since it's her, she might have not even considered that and is inserting herself in something she can't answer to again.
Or maybe she is gonna claim ADHD too.
No. 316888
>>316882From
>>316692 updated meet the alters post it's probably
>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.Her piano teacher abused some of his students, not Jill though but since it's her only halfway legitimate claim for childhood trauma she's probably going through the horrible PTSD flashbacks of not being abused again.
No. 316893
>>316872She straight up said at some point in the beginning that angel therapist thought she had repressed memories of trauma which was why she originally thought her trauma "wasn't bad enough" for DID, but "actually" it is, she just forgot about it. I remember she made a tiktok gloating about it.
Same thing Shane Dawson said as an excuse for his shit (molesting kids when he was a kid), about how his therapist thought he must have been molested by an adult, even though he didn't remember it himself. Which is obviously bullshit. It's just insane how she keeps flip-flopping on having or not having trauma.
No. 316899
>>316888Is the piano teacher the abuse part she is claiming? (Or is it the "raped for months" thing?) I can totally see her spinning it to sound
valid, like "this creepy guy was sexually abusing my kid peers/friends at the time and it left a deep mark on me that I had to interact with him even if I wasn't the main
victim" while just omitting that she didn't even know about it until 10+ years later as an adult and liked the guy just fine until then
No. 316900
>>316866lmao, the last thing someone would need if they were actually traumatized and going through an episode is to watch some random video clinically talking random symptoms of your disorder which may not even apply to you. It'd be like if someone got
triggered and reminded of past abuse then watched a video about the facts and stats of domestic abuse instead of like a silly cat video or some video dedicated to soothing ptsd episodes. Honestly there are so many videos out there dedicated to it I'm surprised she only shills the psychs she's obviously learning to malinger with instead.
inb4 she suddenly starts shilling the most popular "ptsd" dedicated relaxation videos that pop up on a youtube search.
Also who wants to bet Jill getting high as balls then watching these videos is actually causing her to invent memories? There's a reason good trauma therapy books tell you not to read sections that don't apply to you because you might absorb it meanwhile that's exactly what's she's doing in a suggestible state.
>>316843I love how the moment you compare Jill's tweets with her skinwalker, you see what true crazy actually looks like and Jill just looks embarrassing. One is clearly suffering and aimlessly trying to stop the pain, the other is stoned off her ass collecting traumas and probably enjoys when people call her bpd despite a total lack of trauma or neglect
No. 316904
>>316867God this is such a useless response it’s pissing me off. First off her “accommodations” weren’t even for AUDHD so it’s self inserting again and also yeah no shit “Accommodations” they meant what kind dumbass. She got extensions but those aren’t accommodations those are more of a emergency as and when you need them and I don’t imagine they had mandatory attendance since it’s for adults and you pay to be there so skipping class and them not caring isn’t an accommodation either. Also “crying a lot” fuck off she always has to be a
victim, this stranger is asking for practical advice not a ticket to the Jillybean pitty party.
No. 316905
>>316899She said outright previously that she was not one of his
victims but still tried to insert herself by saying he was overly friendly with her in a way she now thinks is creepy. It’s a mystery who she means with the raped for months sex toy thing, she keeps it vague purposefully. It’s not uma because they never slept together and she stated she was a virgin when they fell out so timeline wise it must be after that.
No. 316909
>>316905>>316899Do you really think that if Jill was forced to be more specific for internet trauma points, she wouldn’t just lie? Like she’s set it up to have a whole narrative of how she had major amnesia periods in childhood, she thought her piano teacher was great but then the truth came out and she got the “body keeps the score” sick-to-her-stomach feeling and then started remembering her trauma. The random DID Twitter users are not going to fact-check this claim and just give her more asspats, and it’s much safer than lying and saying Uma raped her because she’s lying about somebody who’s actually committed crimes.
Right now she doesn’t even NEED to be specific. She’s skated by for so long in this online DID community where NOBODY has to be specific. Why would she start now? The only way I’d see her specifying exactly what this “debilitating childhood trauma” was is if the DID community cancelled her in some way.
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>>316919Throwing mom under the bus in 3, 2, 1…
Maybe she didn't get enough presents and pandering this Christmas, or mom offered her some mild critique before she left. Anons have noticed a lack of bragging or any details about her Christmas (she was supposed to visit Stevie's parents too?) so something is brewing.
No. 316933
>>316930Well said, nona. It makes no sense that Jill could have had both a loving and supportive family and also undergone severe childhood trauma. You gotta pick one or the other. And does Jill realize that there are kids who experience real trauma inflicted by people outside their home, and then return to a dysfunctional/
abusive household… and they don't even develop DID. Why would a child's traumatized mind need to develop a dissociative disorder to cope if they already have a safe place in their family home, where they spend most of their time anyway? Since she admits her parents were supportive and not
abusive, then going back home to them would've been the escape she needed, so… why would she need to dissociate so hard?
I hope she follows through on her word and makes a video trying to address this because the more she says, the more she tells on herself and makes it even more obvious that she's lying.
No. 316941
>>316919>People always try to use my relationship w my parents as a "gotcha"Correct me if I missed something, but what "people" do that "always"?
Does she mean the handful of disappointed ex-fans and anons looking for entertainment who stumbled across this thread?
Who never directly interact with her so if she didn't lurk she'd never be confronted with this?
I get that looking away when you first discover you are discussed on a website like this is hard, but it's been years so you'd think she'd have grown a thicker skin by now?
Or at least taken some of the pretty decent advice anons leave here?
Making a couple disgruntled strangers on an obscure imageboard out to be a hoard people constantly being in her face about this is just such a stupid way of victimising herself.
No. 316957
>>316919Jill if you want to reply to us so badly just come on here and do it directly lol it's already incredibly obvious that you read/care about what we say
Also didn't she just recently retweet something about neglected babies and trauma? if it wasn't your parents neglecting you Jilly then who was it? She's retweeted loads of stuff either implying or outright stating that her totally real twauma is a result of parental abuse and then gets angry when people question her about it
The irony is if she came out and admitted in a normal, reasonable way that she felt a bit neglected or alone when her mum was dealing with cancer I'm sure people would understand because that is a scary and difficult thing for a kid to deal with, but Jill has breadcrumbed that she's been abused, emotionally neglected and potentially molested as a child and her parents somehow tie into the picture, not given us any further context, and then acts surprised when people try to delve into her past to understand exactly what went on (especially since from what we've seen her parents have been nothing but wonderful and supportive to her and she still has a good relationship with them)
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>>316915>SativaSo let me get this right, she's claiming the weed that's been helping her with ptsd/trauma/whatever this whole time, has been SATIVA strains? Abusing sativa means she's less likely to be on the couch all day but so much more likely to be anxious and paranoid among so much else. It's the strain type that over excites you and it's not a good one to abuse. No wonder she feels a desperate need to chime in with every stupid thought she has. It's 100% the sativa.
Also I don't think this is legal cannabis store kek. Probably shouldn't be advertising this store to a large following. They only accept cash so they're probably working under the radar and wouldn't appreciate a raid. Also not to nitpick but wouldn't a sweet tasting concentrate or edible be precure-like? Lots of strains are named after deserts and sweets and they all burn the same
>>316941It's her guilty conscience taking. If she weren't faking why would she care about randos on the internet not believing her?
No. 316975
>>316957She despises her mother for having the gall to get sick with cancer and taking the spotlight from her. In her first tattoo video she shuts her mom down when she brings it up to go back to talking about herself.
But yeah of all things she could claim to be traumatic she constantly overlooks it and avoids it. It just shows how much of a narc she is.
No. 316982
>>316933Plus you literally couldn't develop DID if you have supportive guardians. Assuming it's real in some people, that's the literal criteria. Kids could be severely abused at daycare but if they have loving parents they won't develop it.
>>316957Not potentially molested, there is a cap of her saying on twitter she experienced CSA at an early age. I'll try and find it because she can't walk away from that kind of statement.
No. 316984
>>316983Which one does
>pretending a 4-year-old takes over your brain when you hear ducks quackingfit under?
No. 316987
>>316983Does calling autistic people slow, giving a grown man the R-slur pass because you think he is autistic, saying blatant
problematic shit on Twitter then when people would nicely call you out on it you would act like you didn't understand social cues and nuance to get out of being held accountable….do all of those things count as infantilization Jill?
No. 316995
>>316846>oh em geeee pee tee es deeeee!!!Insufferable.
She might had gone to angel therapist at first for legit concerns, or not, but you can clearly see that Jed did more harm than good for her. He didn't solve anything, he made her worse then quit kek. When she says that the body keeps the score I imagine he convinced her that her anxieties were actually "super deep hidden trauma" and not feelings that came out from, say, being an unprepared over protected and sensitive womanchild that can't deal with life so she rather run from it. She has been running for years now. So she now blames the weed induced trepidation and any other anxiety on "hidden trauma" that she can't even comprehend herself or else she wouldn't be changing the story constantly.
Jill I know you want to be traumatized very bad for pity points and attention, but you don't have inexplicable hidden trauma that your body is keeping the score of. You don't have amnesia. You were failed by the therapist and enabled by Steven. It's ok to realize that you're sensitive and less capable than other adults, you can get better. It's just that you won't because you don't even know what the real problem is to begin with and you're too adamant to even look inside and think.
No. 316996
>>316915I know the average twitter user is unhinged and that social media is cancer but seriously how does anyone take this irresponsible weed smoker seriously?
>>316918>>316866>Omg look at me and how much mental illness content I watch on YouTube!This doesn't prove you're mentally ill, it only proves you're obsessed with said content. "I watched this DID video and immediately felt something calm down inside me" what does that even mean lmao. Singular pronoun use too.
No. 316998
>>316919It's funny how she thinks she can outsmart multiple threads, multiple anons, her ex fans, twitter users, and people who knew her irl too. Her echo chamber won't last forever, the attention and validation she gets now could crumble under pressure any time soon and it's all because she decided to build her current image on lies. If it wasn't for her ruining her own internet brand and persona she could had graduated from cow status so long ago. That requires introspection and self awareness though. So yeah, bring it on Jillian, make the infamous video every DIDtuber makes about trauma and see all your lies being dismantled one by one, minute by minute, or did you forget the Veronica video already lmao.
She's the one with a rotted brain here.
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No it doesn’t Jillian. Thanks for further proving you’re a malinger
No. 317010
>>317007I really doubt that the people that got repeatedly abused as children can manage to feel like a cute horse with a happy face.
It's kind of funny how she retweets the tweet
>>316983being mad about the infantilization of people and then she proceeds to infantilize DID by saying that it feels like a toy for babies with different sections.
Which is also very non-autistic of her, like tf does it even mean? The basic ass concept of the fragmented mind? (Groundbreaking BTW, totally unexpected) or the body of fragmented too because some parts don't feel like they belong to the same body? She could just shut up, but that must be very difficult to her.
No. 317013
>>316973>>316968Yes, men never make up silly bullshit or repeat other men's silly bullshit, no don't look at those podcasts, youtube videos, reddit threads, comments, and insane Tweets that men post, say, and repeat all day long it's because (only) women are hysterical liars and Jill is a perfect representation of a typical woman, this is why she has 72(!) lolcow threads because we all agree with her so much
/absolute bucket of sarcasm
(learn2integrate) No. 317017
>>316846>i was completely fine until like 20 mins agoYeah Jill, that's because 20 minutes ago you decided to smoke another bowl. At this point it's just denial about how marihuana effects her. She has 5 nights of "shaking and twitching" and "physical dread," AKA the effects of greening out/consuming too much marihuana.
>>316810Wont lie these tweets made me roll my eyes so far back into my skull that one got stuck for a minute. She claims to be an ally to the LGBT community but every action she takes is so tone-deaf, insincere, and hurtful. She's already outed one of her ex-boyfriends in a public video, now she's trying to sell the idea that she has "parallel gender identities and sexualities," whatever the fuck that means. She's never lived in a place with a population of more than 80k, and her small-town bumpkin backwards retarded mindset reflects that fact. Whenever she has to deal with someone that isn't white or straight that mindset jumps out quick, e.g., the infamous "touching black-person's hair" photo.
>>316983Crazy for Jillian to retweet this after all the posts she's given us about how everyone around her infantilizes her. Like for example, when she got into a car accident and Stephen told her to put on the special lanyard she ordered online that makes her 100% officially autistic to deal with the cops.
>>316915Bit of a nitpick but you'd think if her anxiety was as bad as she says she'd at least set up the battery % to show on her phone rather than just the icon. It's always the little things that give her lies away.
>>316814I was about to comment the same thing.
>>316793I noticed that Jill was lurking a LOT in the last thread based on her tweets, if any nonnies pay attention to what's said here they'll witness Jill's response a day or two after whatever comment pissed her off.
No. 317030
>>317007It's hilarious how special these people seem to think disassociating is
Fun fact, if you've ever been given laughing gas, you've probably experienced symptoms of disassociation, as nitrous oxide can be used as a dissociative anaesthetic
No. 317037
>>317036nta but I assume if Jill ever left the house, having an icon with an obscure low battery symbol but no specific percentage would be anxiety inducing since you might need your phone to contact someone or look up travel information or whatever and it might run out at any moment. Where if you see the % you can estimate how many minutes of power you have left.
But Jilly never leaves the house so she had never actually experienced that, anyway I get what anon was pointing out there but it is more revealing to how much of a NEET Jill is.
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>>317052She is so incredibly dull for this, imagine not trying a variety of cake until you're 18 because you don't like the name.
I will give her points for actually replying to the content of the Tweet for once and not twisting it to be about something else entirely though.
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>>317050retard translator for nonas:
>stepped on cat vomit cuz stevie cleans and hes sick>threw away old food >made soup>wanted to dye hair but no dye>still bitter about xmas with family>house is a mess cuz stevie cleans>mfwshe's saying this shit is her "death"… literally nothing happened… No. 317074
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No. 317082
>>317047>>317050that's what happens when you retreat further and further into your comfort zone : you become useless and afraid of everything. the absolute least she could do if she doesn't work is be nice and keep a tidy house.
lol at the hair, she knows how lazy she is yet is so image-obsessed she has to keep the rainbow hair and so arrogant she can't go to a hairdresser and has to do everything herself.
also of course she pitybaits on twitter, steeb is sick so she can't be the center of his universe fir a few days.
No. 317083
>>317047>Flora will be out later"Flora" is code for Jill getting super high and doing a bunch of childish time-wasting shit to make up for the effort of cleaning and cooking for one day.
>>317050>purged some old tupperwareI've never heard someone use purge in this context. Tinfoil but this alone makes me think she's been browsing ED (eating disorder) content more often recently: she's been using filters to slim her face, mentions weight-loss, and now she's dropping common ED vocab into her sentences. Be so for real who uses the verb " to purge" in place of "to clean", "to remove", "to tidy", etc.. Did anyone else catch that weird word-choice or am I just being too nit-picky?
>sick partnerI'm gonna go on a limb and say that's why she didn't go to Stephen's family's place for a holiday dinner, the household probably just got sick and she didn't wanna get sick too.
>our house is so messy… i simply despise existing in a messy house.So then fucking clean, Jill. Notice how it's "her" house when she mentions it in a positive light, but it's "our" (I assume she meant herself and Stephen) house when there's a problem. Her deflections are so sneaky sometimes!
>>317051>my arms are tiredFrom putting your hair in ponytails? I actually wonder: when was the last time Jill exercised? When was the last time she performed a bicep curl? Or followed along to a Youtube calisthenics video-programme? I can't remember a single time she has ever mentioned exercise. That's how I figure all the weight she's lost has been from eating less junk food during her late-night marihuana-fueled munchies sessions, rather than actual active and healthy lifestyle changes.
>>317036>>317037>>317041>>317075The other nonnas summed it up but yeah, when I was learning diagnostic procedures we were taught to look for little things like Jill's phone-battery-% because they often reveal more about a person's mental state than their words. A LOT of Jill's actions and behaviours are NOT reflective of an anxious-mind, and no matter how much she says she has anxiety disorders and panic attacks I can never bring myself to believe her words because of the hundreds of little things she does that scream "I'm not anxious, there's no wild worries and fears running around my head- in fact, I don't think at all!" If Jill has such a social phobia that she can't leave her house without an anxiety attack - why dye her hair rainbow colours that will attract curious-looks from strangers? Any person suffering from an anxiety disorder hates to even be glanced at in public.
(medfagging/not your personal blog) No. 317089
>>317087Not to be rude to you but your post kinda proves my point. It sounds like you always have a charger with you because you're anxious that your phone will die. It's the same anxiety you just respond in a different way. Most normal healthy people don't care what their phone's battery life is like, nor do they think seeing the battery level will 'enable their anxious mind.' I only regard it as strange for Jill because she's social-media obsessed and seems like a phone-addict, so if she really is
so anxious she'd have the battery level displayed for her peace of mind. Another nonna pointed out that it could be more indicative of Jill's NEET status and the fact she never leaves home long enough to worry about her phone dying.
>>317085I didn't know this, thank you for pointing that out. I guess it makes sense for her to use purge in this context because she's cleaning out a storage unit.
(derailing) No. 317096
>>317083I'm not WK for Jill but that's not how anxiety works.
For instance I also dress in ostentatious ways with wild colors in my hair. But my anxiety comes in when I have to socialize on a personal level or when I have to publically speak or when I go somewhere that I'm not Familiar with.
Also I was lurking Jill's old threads and there was a time that GAD was her only diagnosis which makes a lot of sense for her to have.
Not to mention anxiety is extremely common unlike everything else jill claims to have. So yes I do believe she deals with anxiety.
No. 317098
>>317096Agreed, and it's not to WK her
Literally everyone deals with anxiety to some level in their lifetime
Jill, though, I firmly believe over exaggerates with her
>panic garage walking at 2am pee tee ess DeeShe's so offensive with the way she portrays this shit
No. 317099
>>317090I don't know if this is supposed to be sarcasm or if you really think daydreaming is the same as psychological dissociation. I'm hoping it's sarcasm because I thought only Jill was stupid enough to say something like this.
>>317096I'm starting to armchair so this will be the last comment I make in response to this. The feeling of anxiety, or nervousness, is different from the actual clinical Generalized Anxiety Disorder. It's normal and human to feel nervous before you speak in front of crowds, or when you go somewhere you haven't gone before, or meeting someone new that you hope to befriend. That's not you suffering from Generalized Anxiety Disorder, that's just you being closed-minded and inexperienced. It's okay to be close-minded. Nobody is saying openness to new experiences is the only important part of human personality.
In Jill's case, she was diagnosed with GAD when she was in her early teens. She was diagnosed by her family doctor. Most family doctors will diagnose any mental health concern, especially from young people, as either GAD or MDD without further investigation because those are two conditions that they're able to prescribe medications to treat without evaluation from a psychiatrist. Jill was prescribed an anti-psychotic medication called quetiapine (or Seroquel), which isn't even approved for treatment of anxiety disorders. I don't think that her doctor should have prescribed her that medication when she was so young, or before she had tried other more well-tolerated medication options like SSRIs. To give you context, this is actually a really common problem in Canada: where a patient is prescribed an anti-psychotic medication without genuine diagnosis of psychosis. It ends up with patients suffering from the side-effects and dependencies caused by anti-psychotic drugs for no real reason: which is exactly what Jill complained about before she stopped her quetiapine treatments. She's now switched to bupropion, another atypical choice for treatment of an anxiety disorder. I think a lot of her "slip ups" lately on Twitter where she drops her nice-girl persona, or her 5AM garage pacing, are just symptoms of intense bupropion-fueled rage, a common side-effect of the drug. Further complicating her treatment plan is her incessant consumption of cannabis, which will have adverse effects with any psychiatric medication. I know it's speculative, but Jill has been so open with her treatments and diagnoses in the past that I think it's fair game to discuss her medication history.
People that suffer from GAD don't dress up like clowns and do really sweaty and poor drag-dance routines in front of crowds of people, nor do they start and maintain huge successful social media presences for years as young adults. To be a disorder, the anxiety actually has to effect you to an extent that it DISTURBS the quality of your life. Jill is leading EXACTLY the type of life that she wants to live. She's secluded in a rainbow echo-chamber of lovey-dovey fans, friends, and family that act to affirm the worst parts of herself and enable her poor life choices without every holding her to any type of scrutiny. I think Jill's desire to lead this type of life is more indicative of a comically immature and deeply selfish mindset than it is of any real psychiatric disorder.
(medfagging) No. 317100
>>317074You have split ends because you constantly wear your hair in a bun on top of your head and are too ‘scared’ to get regular hair cuts. People like this make me seethe. Hurr durr I do chemical stuff to my hair but never actually take care of it, y so damaged?? More of her expecting everything with no effort.
I also don’t understand why she continually goes through the effort to do these elaborate rainbows on her hair just to wear it down for a single video a month. I know it’s been said before but get a decent wig and call it a day. Colored hair takes upkeep and is not for the faint of heart.
No. 317103
>>317099Jill was prescribed low-dose seroquel for sleeping, which is a very common off-label prescription. She was on celexa for her anxiety.
>>317074How tf does she have split ends? I thought her ~trich~ was her cutting the ends of her hair all day?
No. 317104
>>317099It's obviously not the same level, but it's the same mechanism. Almost everyone experiences dissociation to some degree at some point. Most just don't realise that's what it is because it's either mild, harmless stuff like daydreaming or a rare occasion of feeling "out of it" in a stressful situation, and not a chronic issue that needs looking into.
The other anon mentioned that dissociation is not some special experience because anyone who ever got laughing gas experienced it, but that's not really a common thing to have gone through, so I thought it was an odd example compared to zoning out, which everyone does once in a while.
No. 317108
>>317106That sounds…stupid as heck.
She'd be better off just dying it with the non-diluted dye and then washing it out with shampoo until it's faded to pastel. Whatever is left will then probably also last a while longer.
Tbf about the fading in general, according to
>>313858, it's been about a month since she dyed it, and I would assume she's the type to shower hot in winter. Hot water + shampoo will make semi-permanent hairdye wash out fast as fuck and even permanent dye doesn't take that well.
So if she washes her hair frequently, it's not surprising.
But I find it funny she said here that it took her about an hour to do this, which seems pretty alright to me considering all the sectioning, and now it's suddenly too much.
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Is it me or did everyone already forget that lolcow called her autistic for years and years?
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No. 317122
>>317121Always using the most extreme terminology she can to make herself sound more mentally ill than she is
She's on a super common antidepressant that isn't a controlled substance
No. 317123
>>317119Surely this is a joke this bitch couldn't have been experiencing memory problems before her trauma that
triggered her totally legit DID
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>>317074Jill whinging more about her hair
>>317100I do wish she'd give her poor hair a rest. She's so stupidly stubborn over the most asinine things. You'd think she'd learn considering how long she's been dyeing her own hair. Too bad she's highly allergic to learning. Agreed the wig route would be so much better especially because obtaining a decent wig isn't that much of an issue.
No. 317134
>>317124Man, I kind of miss Veronica. At least she was fun to watch.
>>317104This whole anxiety back and forth is exhausting. Yes, everyone experiences anxiety. Yes, GAD is different from just feeling anxious. Yes, you can have GAD that doesn't involve obsessive worrying over your phone dying.
No disorder looks exactly the same for everyone. That's part of what makes Jil's larp so obvious since she essentially goes through an online list of possible symptoms and tweet about having all of them.
No. 317135
>>317132So she loves the two styles she barely ever does?
Make it make sense?
I think most of the time she either wears a tiny, half falling apart top bun or her hair is down and wavy.
I feel like it's rarely properly straight or in a big bun unless it's for special occasions/photoshoots.
But let's say she does actually straighten it so much that it gets super damaged, why wouldn't she get her hair permanently straightened then?
If the waves bother her so much?
I think Rachel from Rachel&Jun had that done ages ago and
POC get their hair relaxed too, so it's an option.
The one consistent thing with her is really that most of her complaints don't make sense in context of her posts.
And that she rarely chooses the easiest route to deal with the things she's complaining about, for no apparent reason at all.
(integrate) No. 317136
>>317125So she's just going to call herself autistic now?
What she said sounds normal and not an inherent part of autism at all. I don't think having the three same friends and then ditching you means you're autistic. Real autistic kids act way different.
No. 317144
>>317135Her hair would break off if she got permanent straightening lol. Bleach (especially at home shit quality Sally’s or whatever sells) and relaxers do not mix. Also it would require her to go to a salon to have it done professionally and that’s just ‘sensory overload’ for her or whatever.
I didn’t even realize she had any sort of texture to her hair it’s so poorly taken care of and chemically damaged.
Hard agree though people give her very simple solutions to these huge issues and she makes an excuse for it, every time.
She’s so stuck in her ways/afraid to try anything new aesthetically. Personal nitpick/opinion: She would probably look cuter if she could just take 5 seconds to scrunch and air dry her hair and get it actually hydrated instead of wearing it as an over processed, heat damaged husk.
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Expectation vs Reality
This is just too funny, I'm (not) sorry.
No. 317166
>>317163How is it possible that Jill is so literally this
>>316845 like it's getting ridiculous. Hilarious but ridiculous. Now that I have started noticing it I can't not notice it every time she does it.
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>>317172KEK GST cheques are for the poors.
No. 317178
>>317175No they aren't, non-Canadian anon. You have to make like 70K/year to not get any GST. What this does say to me is that Jill didn't file her taxes some years because there's no way she would have ever made enough to not get GST.
>>317177She's officially started claiming autism. She said she was self-diagnosed somewhere.
No. 317179
>>317171She has some nerve asking for insisting only people with DID respond when she responds to
>>317125 even though she isn't autistic.
Slight blog but I suspect I'm autistic/have some autistic traits but I haven't bothered getting diagnosed so I wouldn't reply to posts like that because it's nothing to do with me? I think she just finds any excuse to talk about herself and her oh so traumatic childhood
(blog) No. 317194
>>317192We know she isn't making tonnes of money. Her Patreon is just over $600/month. Her video views are atrocious. If she was making real money, she would be doing hauls of Precure shit and clothes. She makes enough from YouTube and Patreon to cover her rent, groceries, and weed.
Most people in the Maritimes don't make 70K. She lives in a cheap tiny city in a rent-controlled townhouse. Her rent is likely under 1K/month, and I'm sure Steebie contributes a bit. She doesn't need to earn more than like 15K after taxes to fund her current lifestyle.
No. 317198
>>317194Fredericton-anon here. Nitpicks, but context for her area.
There is zero chance she is paying less than 1k for her place. Less than 1k only gets you moldy one-room apartments in the main city. She is on the cheaper side of town but not a shady area. She must be paying minimum $1200, but I'd guess closer to $1500 for a multi-room townhouse. She doxxed her place's listing before (don't look it up) but the price has probably gone up a couple hundred by now. There isn't exactly any real rent control in the area. Landlords can increase as much as they want as long as it isn't too high above market value of the area.
No. 317201
>>317173It drives me nuts how she seems to think of doctors exclusively as prescription printers who must do as she deems best. Some meds really do take months for side effects to fade, some get better if you raise the dosage and so on, that's why you talk to your doctor about it and let them decide or at least advise you on the progress, because your doctor knows more about these meds than you do. But she didn't do that.
I have decided these side effects probably won't go away unless
I lower the dosage. No wonder she keeps having to shop for new doctors who put up with her.
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Jerrika (or Jax?) is partially based on Jillian's brother… cuz they're both autistic I guess?
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>>317173More on why she's reducing her wellbutrin dosage
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>>317203>He had a revelation that has made me feel closer to himI want to know what she means by this because part of me wonders if he tried to give advice to her.
>>317209I'm surprised she actually admitted this. Hey Jill, actually follow what the pharmacist told Steve. The pharmacist didn't talk about warnings/precautions for shits and giggles.
>>317214For you,
nonnie.
No. 317227
>>317209aka "meltdowns"= family induced rage, and "morning panic" = too much caffeine
>>317199>>317205She should make toy collecting/review videos. She might not be able to do fast fashion anymore, but toys aren't too pricey and some brands are pretty popular. They even have children's dolls that wear kawaii shit now.
Since her audience is dumb, she can justify it as "it's okay because I collect them so I won't throw them out!! Besides this is my special interest so you can't tell me what to do!!"
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>>317227Samefag, realized I should have posted a pic as well. Look at Rainbow High(s) for example, isn't this one perfect? She has the rainbow hair and even the same moon face kek
No. 317235
>>317204Not defending Jill because she doesn't have it but that's because all the things you mentioned have very simple and easy to eat textures and flavors. It's very homogeneous and always the same. That's why they eat it.
>>317203That's so fucking weird. If that was my sibling I would genuinely start cutting off contact after that.
>>317209Meltdowns being another autism larp? I only see it used when it comes to autism. I just don't get why she so desperately wants to be autistic. She already has the most special and terrible of all conditions anyway, according to herself.
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>>317249I find this incredibly insufferable and not funny at all. How is acting like a little shit and scaring your partner putting him in danger of crashing a funny little thing to post on Twitter? Didn't she get traumatized from the car crash or whatever?
>>317256She just wants Steven to drive her around
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>>317256Her "trauma". Dumb bitch just hit a deer like literally every single person in rural North America has at some point and then acted like she almost died. Yes its scary when it happens and you will be a bit jumpy in the car afterwards but that's just normal everyday shit. My coworker called into work a few days ago because she hit a deer on her way in and almost everyone had a story about the times they also hit a deer. Sorry to sperg and rant but the way she milked that shit online and put on her sunflower lanyard to play special needs autism was gross. People get horrifically injured and/or die in collisions Jill. First responders and EMTs have to see horrible things you can't imagine. I guess she shouldn't be driving anyways since she claims to be a frequent fainter that also sometimes blacks out or turns into a 6 year old /s
(learn 2 integrate) No. 317266
>>317208>>317207Once a guy I was friends with sent me a photo of his sister (who was admittedly cute and clearly got all the good genes) and said something like he wanted a girlfriend like her…I doubt her brother is creeped out by this but he should be
>>317257This suggests he really jumped when he heard her laugh, man has PTSD for real like your partner's laugh shouldn't frighten you
>>317248She was taking double the normal dose since he costs have halved and the other person has a similar cost, wow wonder where all that AnxIety came from
>>317236doll customising is actually very advanced and requires good attention to detail and a high artistic skill, plus it's a low drama low hugbox community which is mostly about admiring dolls, so she wouldn't have much fun
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>>317256>>317257Yes. Went back to thread 54, thread 53 is the crash, and I forgot all the theatrics she did about the crash. Remember how she was going ~nonverbal~ yet was excited to look at cars
>>230691 with Louise? She posted her dream car
>>238589 was a VW ID Buzz. Some more whiplash tweets was the Jerrick tweet about seeing images of the deer in her cats' eyes while stroking their fur
>>230958 to then the joke with the tow guy
>>231298 about seeing the dead deer saying here's bambi. I get comic relief but if it really messed with you, would you really repeat the joke the guy said or simply just write he made a morbid joke to cheer you up? I agree with
>>317265 that she's joking, at most maybe just startled Stevie if anything happened, but it's funny how she goes from super dramatic to joking especially making such a big deal about going home for Christmas because she would be on the highway even though she wouldn't be the one driving. She has admitted she misses driving and probably bitter she can't drive Stevie's car. She wants to be the most traumatized yet constantly contradicts herself when it isn't convenient/interferes with what she wants to do.
No. 317275
>>317266>She was taking double the normal dose since the costs have halved and the other person has a similar cost.That's not how medications work.
>>317184Being on a low-dose anti-psychotic that isn't even approved for sleep issues for over a decade is still weird as hell.
>>317240I think her brother is just the low-profile type, iirc she's mentioned that he's more of a quiet nerdy person.
>>317207"Hey Bro! You know all those Twitter accounts I use to roleplay as children and talk to myself? Guess what, I'm basing one of my fake roleplay characters on you!! Now I get to pretend to be YOU when I talk to myself about Pretty Cure!"
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>>317233>>317227I think soap is more her peace imo.
>>317278Agreed kek.
>>317279Correct.
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No. 317292
>>317288>>317288>why is she always fake screeching for attention. Like yes we make noises sometimes but not like thatCould you please describe the difference? Because Jillian keeps screeching in the worst way possible to prove she's autistic and it's fucking bad and probably also not how autistic people do it at all. Same with the gifs of the arm flailing and alter toys kissing, she overreacts so much and it's all so annoying.
>I know other nonnies have mentioned it but there is science backing up that we can identify eachother and she just does not have autism, she is just annoying kek.Please elaborate why you don't get the autism signals from her if you can?
>>317290First stop bullying black people off platforms or touching their hair and then think about your stupid online child games later, because you can't take accountability for your racism unless it's something retarded and easy to virtue signal like a fucking picrew. Jillian truly is the biggest ally of all, holy shit. People have real problems Jill.
No. 317300
>>317290jesus jill's life is so depressing at this point
god forbid a small private artist doesn't pander to every shade under the sun. And how many dark skinned precures are there…?
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No. 317315
>>317301>>317304There’s also a very strong sense that she’s working off diagnostic checklists she found online and purposefully spacing out mentions of symptoms and traits using medical jargon. Even people who were diagnosed a long time ago and have immerse themselves in the medical literature on their condition generally don’t do this to describe their own experiences, especially in a non-therapy setting like Xwitter. Like an actually autistic person might complain about the stress they’re experiencing when having to integrate into a new group of people, but a performative faker like Jill would post
>wow I sure hate it when my [checks notes] rejection sensitive dysphoria is acting up!!Likewise an actual autistic person who hates change might complain about the thing in their life that is changing but has no reason to follow that up with “gosh I hate change!”. Fakers do this because they have something to prove, but real autistic people don’t think of every aspect of their own life in the framework of their diagnosis. It’s just their life.
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>>317291She's now involuntarily hitting herself
No. 317325
>>317305Literally who follows you for precure, Jill
You don't tweet about it much aside how it relates to you
No. 317335
>>317319Well I mean which autistic
nonnie doesn’t involuntarily shit herself on the regular?
No. 317337
>>317316I was literally talking about this a little bit earlier in the thread here
>>317242. Jill's "meltdowns" don't make any sense because she has no history of it.
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>>317358Would it kill her to pick a side in her lore? This whole bait and switch game of hers with her followers by telling them
>I was abused!!! Or not…? Is getting really annoying at this point.
No. 317367
>>317351>I'm going to pull a muscle from cringingShe sounds like such a bully holy shit
>>317362Exactly.
>>317358Kek she's like all those terminally online losers who say they're now dangerous and seeking revenge but can't even go out to the store at all. That's exactly what she is, what a cope
No. 317369
>>317356She's such an incredibly easy to spot faker too. At least people who try to make it more credible say shit like "I might be autistic but I'm not just my symptoms!" Or "autistic people have lives outside their condition you know!" Etcetera
>>317316She needs to make a TikTok hitting herself like the seizure video she made tbh
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Can’t have a Jillian post without fake witchcraft
No. 317379
>>317316This is an
abusive neurotypical person who previously has not had these issues, watching hours of DID and now hours of Autism content daily and copying the behaviours because it draws attention from her partner/family/friends/internet. If she keeps this up she'll be thrown in an institution and forgotten about which is the opposite of what she's trying to achieve.
Isn't Stevie sick like she's having a "sick day" yelling, and hitting herself because she isn't getting her narc supply for the day
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>>317334>Plus she has never lived alone, are you telling me that neither her family nor Stevie have ever seen/heard her do this?She's so stupid it hurts especially since she talked about how proactive her mom was getting her help when she found the "suicide note". It's beyond insulting how she thinks her audience/fans are stupid. Your word is not the
gospel truth, Jillian Amanda Vessey. Also it's obvious she didn't want to stream and film so she made up a lie as to why she couldn't work.
>>317338She probably typed all of this out onto twitter while wearing a duper's delight smile. It's creepy as fuck how she feels she needs to up the ante every time she wants a bigger dopamine hit from twitter.
>>317339You'd think with all her rEsEaRcH she'd not portray male autists. Guess she thinks larping like one makes her more
valid or something.
>>317343It's disturbing how she can easily justify her words/actions. Does she think no one can be hurt by this? I would be crushed if I was Louise and her father.
>>317344Right? Like little miss overshares everything would keep that quiet. Her excuses are worse than a young child's lies. Embarrassing.
>>317345Exactly, she's manipulative. It's gross how she doesn't care as long as she gets her way.
>>317356I'm afraid of all the damage/collateral damage. The attention whores don't care and will just walk away to find a new shiny way to get attention. I think that's what pisses me off the most about all of this.
>>317369I would be interested in seeing just how bad it would be. That seizure tiktok was wild. Why did she ever think that was appropriate?
No. 317382
>>317379>watching hours of DID and now hours of Autism content daily and copying the behaviours because it draws attention from her partner/family/friends/internet.This is what fucks me up the most, there's no way that people in her life aren't noticing that this type of behavior wasn't a thing before and not decide to intervene
>>317380>Plus she has never lived alone, are you telling me that neither her family nor Stevie have ever seen/heard her do this?>She's so stupid it hurts especially since she talked about how proactive her mom was getting her help when she found the "suicide note".This, exactly. She has all the support in the world and yet…
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>>317388Nonnie is this even how it works? Can you actually go take a nap if you start hitting yourself like that? Why do I feel like the nap thingy gives it away in this post?
No. 317395
>>317316>couldn't go 3 minutes without >yelling/crying/hitting myself (Involuntarily)This is literally not how meltdowns work. That shit never lasts more than a few minutes, and yelling only happens if there's some sort of provocation like someone fighting with you over something retarded and you try to reason with that person but it isn't working, which then frustrates everyone.
Plus, some autists hit themselves for no reason whatsoever, like, blog: but I used to teach at a school with a kid that would hit himself Every. Fucking. Second, like full slaps to his own face, and it was just a normal thing that just happened.
Jillian should just go outside and at least try to learn how actual autists act irl instead of reading all of the stuff we all write here.
>>317335Don't forget about how all of us autistic girls tend to post on our social media accounts all of our credit card information every two to three weeks.
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>>317227One thing that’s got me raising the brow is her posting about dolls. There’s another post too about colour reveal Barbie’s and having a ball pit included.
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>>317395The way she portrays her supposed autism trauts reminds me of how a neurotypical person perceives autism. It's the movie "music" by Sia all over again. It's a performance without any understanding of nuance and it feels uncomfortable. What she is doing is pure mockery.
>>317404That's what I think too, she's throwing fits and harming herself because she now has to clean her cats puke herself and can't get any of the usual attention anymore.
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>>317433Only two years after her shit movie came out. But this isn't the celebricows thread so I won't say more.
No. 317437
>>317409I feel like that’s already happening as she hasn’t put out anything good in over a year.
>>317433>>317436I don’t think she’s actually autistic but only said she was to save face.
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(lurk more)
No. 317444
>>317442This was already posted up thread
>>317438This is just bullshit lol
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She can't even put pinks together so why is she like this.
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i guess she has fans in the h3 chat? she picked out literally 2 comments to respond to and acted like everyone knew who she was. real niche microcelebrity!
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Picrel she's liked these two tweets in the past day. I'm wondering if she's been having more relationship problems with Stephen lately. He's been sick and a lot of us theorize her outbursts the past few days are because she's been having to pick-up more slack around the house. I assume whenever she has to do more around the house it causes drama in their relationship.
>>317293>>317301I love you autistic nonnies but PLEASE stop describing your symptoms in-depth blogpost style because Jillian uses your words & experiences to add fuel to her LARP.
>>317324Yup, I'm pretty sure she's gone through the thread too based on the self-harm tweet but also because some nonnies were talking about dolls up-thread and suddenly she retweets
>>317407 talking about dolls and stuff.
>>317318I assume she added involuntarily because she's seen that word before in descriptions of autism meltdowns.
No. 317468
>>317462>>317454Some nice
nonny should photoshop that tweet and replace the picture with her fashion collection kek
No. 317476
>>317461fucking cringe lmao. bfs sick? bitch and whine about having to be a fucking adult and help with chores, but not without excuses the entire time and act like the relationship is failing. I want steve to eventually leave just to see jill cope because this is wildly pathetic
god imagine seeing someone do chores then they stop just to aggressively type away on twitter. god just imagining how long and frequently shes on her phone is cringeworthy
No. 317483
>>317461Is she giving up on everything? Her relationship and career. If this isn't just another bpd tantrum, maybe it is time for her to start over and do things differently.
She should grab the opportunity to make more precure videos now that she's very active in the fandom instead of DID stuff for starters. Or maybe a complete career change is ok too. It doesn't have to be sewing. It's never too late to start again.
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the question was about precure but she has to insert herself with something unrelated
No. 317492
>>317486Who askeeeed
And since Jill is such a paragon of correctness and hater of pedos, isn't there a couple in CCS that was a male teacher and his underage student? Or was that in Sailor Moon? Either way, my point is that Jill will gladly consoom things that are accepted and dogpile on things that are already hated.
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No. 317511
>>317509 jfc jumpscare warning
nonnie!
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Oh my god, Jillian.
No. 317526
>>317523I read it as both
>>317521 dumb merchandise quote & that in Precure often any apology is accompanied with a extravagant gift or public displays of "I'm SO wrong and you're SO much more right than me"
Time for Stevie to tell Jill he's going back to his parents so he can really sit and think about what he's done to her over the last week (made her clean and had the nerve to be actually sick around the most sicky-wicky girl in the world.)
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>>317523it's a joke. this is literally it. anons are starting to sound insane assuming she's giving some deep meaning to it kek
No. 317551
>>317540She wishes she was actually obsessed with precure, I really doubt she actually likes anything to the point of actually enjoying it, maybe she likes weed or eating like a picky toddler while also self-diagnosing every second of her life, but that's about it.
It's so easy to notice that she put that on her bio because someone said something about that button during the rare merch tweet
>>317486Or she found it while trying to get the weirdest merch to go viral by posting a picture and being like "not this badly translated button crying emoji crying emoji crying emoji skull emoji skull emoji".
If she actually was obsessed, she would've known about it for a long time and would've said something about it.
T.Autist.
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She absolutely used that quote because of this post, I doubt she knew about it beforehand
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Haven't seen it so can't comment on it… I'm just glad at least her public image is openly related to Tiktok fakers(sage your non milk)
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Jill's newest insta post.
No. 317598
>>317582>commenting on her OWN post "Omg I have an ad idea"this retard couldn't be more obvious. no legit company is requesting shit from her again but its funny she couldnt wait a little longer before testing what nona said
>>316865 >>316870
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(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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No. 317623
>>317616Now we may have two outcomes, she could say she's the rarerererererest case of DID with a "final fusion"
Imagine typing that Unironically, I can't stop thinking that it's Steven universe related or she could keep on profiting off being totally mentholy Illinois for the rest of her life or until she gets bored and/or canceled.
>>317617>where did you get your informationFuck off. I hate these permanently online retards.
Real people that interact with other people are capable of noticing, but of course she's too busy consooming mental health content, getting high and eating greasy food to actually sit down and analyze shit or at least meditate.
Not soapchan, but making soaps would at least make her unable to use the internet for a few minutes.
No. 317625
>>317616Final fusion isn't real jill, it was literally made up by the Sybil grifters when the book wouldn't get through a publisher unless "sybil" healed.
The good news is that fake DID doesn't need fusion to go away. You can just stop engaging with it.
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>>317582>>317598>>317601Jill's full comment. I edited to show what comment she was responding to. Third party site InstaNavigation lets you look at comments with no account.
No. 317629
>>317485>>317479no negative opinions on jake, just agreeing w ethan and calling jake stupid. can't get screenshots unfortunately.
they did an autism poll in the middle of the stream, asking what percent of their audience was on the spectrum. so of course she had a field day.
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>>317630Next video will be her Christmas haul and the video after that will be a "system update" video.
No. 317657
>>317650I kinda wonder if this is her admitting the fake DID crap turned out to a big mistake she pulled. not just because of a retarded wattpad YA novel interpretation of alters, but the compartmentalization of her fashion choice and emotions she could no longer contain. When something would get under skin she would immediately drop the "we" pronoun and reveal her cunty behavior like the old fan who she chewed out and sent her followers dogpile her. not to mention the lies piling up while at the same time directing people to this site lol. its no longer a feasible business move so shes slowly having the DID fade in the background.
Like congrats jill. you ruined your own life lol
No. 317667
>>317658She says that she's in such a good mood in this video, but I feel like she is more anxious than ever here? I'm not even trying to be mean. She doesn't seem well in this video.
But also like my god? If this is what "childhood trauma" looks like, then I wish I was so traumatized? I have absolutely otherwordly adult trauma and PTSD and it doesn't come with half as many amazing presents or Ipads. This fuckin' bitch.
No. 317679
>>317616>>317630So she thinks of DID as cosplay, and thinks she'll be able to fusion in the future, and she doesn't want to talk about DID on her YouTube channel or instagram as much anymore. Yeah this fake larp might be over soon since she knows she fucked up.
>>317667Might be the wellbutrin
No. 317682
>>317677I think she just wants to look down to earth, it's not real self reflection. Might just be a way to set up more trauma larp or more starving artist larp in the future.
>>317662It's so embarrassing. Like an ipad child.
>>317680Not cow recovery but this is why haul videos are miles better than her DID content.
>>317681I also see her uncomfortable in a way.
>>317661Honestly I know adults into doll houses and Lego sets but the combination + how childish and spoiled she is gives me the ick. I hope nonnies understand what I mean.
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No. 317695
>>317658Talks about recycling right before showing off her acrylic clothes and plastic toys. Never change, Jillian.
>>317688Her entire job is youtube, she has been sitting at home for how long now? Get a constructive schedule like every other youtuber. It baffles me every time. She has endless free time but she still hasn't gotten bored enough to work out, try new hobbies, or spontaneously cook a meal and clean the house for her boyfriend.
No. 317718
>>317688When has she worked 60 hours a week in her life? She didn't even finish her fashion collection on time, and it was all relatively simple construction, one layer, short dresses. iirc some people in her class had layered, flowing gowns and shit. Even when she had a real job it was just for weekends? 60 hours where?
She is a chronic liar and approaches so many people with completely unverified "relatable " tales in response to whatever they say.
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Looks like she's putting that new iPad to use
No. 317724
>>317719Samefag
Hasn't she talked about everyone interacting multiples times? Like it's some big group of friends on movie night
Why is she now claiming that only certain personalities talk to only specific other personalities?
No. 317732
>>317691Jillian is so desperate for Drew Monson's attention. "I know I tweet you a lot" then stop doing it? He never replies. And he looks like her brother. It's weird.
Also just want to point out her mom just feels like she's giving out an "ok sweetheart" response.
No. 317736
>>317719Veronica has no friends because she keeps taking her clothes off around everyone’s boyfriend.
Is the unnamed alter that’s in a group with Cliffe another grown man?
>>317733I think Sandwich is the S fragment. Flora feeds him (not their real cat though).
No. 317738
>>317719>I did this in procreate before anyone asksShe's just flaunting the fact that she got an ipad from her family this Christmas kek I doubt anyone would had asked where she drew some blobs and lines because it might as well had been good ol photoshop, like, who cares Jill kek.
Meanwhile she gave them the cheapest shittiest presents. It must be so fun to be this spoiled tbh.
>Don't ask about anything not picturedWhere is sandwich though
No. 317740
>>317719Just noticed some blobs are censored and crossed out. I wonder what that means? She loves being cryptic so much that I feel like she must be doing it on purpose at this point.
Also noticed how the A for Amanda Vessey (her second name) is all the way on the left with no communication.
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No. 317743
>>317742Did precure twt get tired of her clout bait or did she realize she's not the biggest fan ev4r?
>>317738>I doubt anyone would had asked where she drew some blobs and lines because it might as well had been good ol photoshop, like, who cares Jill kek. This is so fucking hilarious, especially because a lot of artists don't drop "done in procreate!" on full paintings
No. 317754
>>317742>This is Jill btwKekkkkk you don't say.
I noticed that in her last twitter description she also removed Veronica from the alter list and kept it only for Flora, Sunny and Berry. I guess it makes sense with the chart and all the hate she got.
>>317745Kek, she knows she can't stop fighting people on twitter.
>>317749She'll probably switch to piripara or whatever it is called (the anime with the neon green hair girl she wants to make a cosplay of)
No. 317755
>>317719I keep coming back to this and I wonder if her plan is to slowly integrate all OCs and keep a bare minumum of 3-6. Flora, Sunny and Berry are the closest so they're good candidates to survive the culling. I don't see Veronica or Jerrick surviving, somehow Jax and Amber will merge and make a new edgy alter. Then she will keep Cliffe because his hobby is taxes, though who knows, Flora could learn to love taxes too kek. Amanda was supposed to be dead but I guess she's just there in the background. And please Jill we need more sandwich, that cat is the only alter I'll give a pass to.
What does a
nonny think though?
No. 317756
>>317719Love how this validates the theory she can't handle being viewed as anything other than happy and cheerful. All the alters sharing a blob with "Jill" are the non
problematic Pollyanna characters. The real Jill has no negative emotions. It's weird to see her confirm this herself
No. 317757
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Nerd guy to trans pipeline real.
No. 317758
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No. 317759
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This is creepy.
No. 317760
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"worse for my career"
No. 317772
>>317770so
>>317761 nona has just genuinely been out of the loop for years because jill's had several partners now and colin is irrelevant. it was speculated in the last thread that she outed either colin or tristan here
>>315670anyway that's a long ass time to not be watching jill and then suddenly decide to check out lc of all places
No. 317783
>>317782"Needing a tablet for work" probably means to draw shit like this
>>317719 or for making art of her OCs, because DID is a full time job for her.
No. 317794
>>317758Who is your favourite person Jilly be honest? Because it can't be yourself kek. If she tries to claim it's Stevie I will develop abs from how hard I laugh
>>317759That's actually kinda fucked up to retweet, especially as a "mental health" influencer. Yeah it's a joke but as a content creator, the last thing she needs to do is to potentially co-sign and enable the behaviour alone, let alone encouraging it with her own content. As a supposed "autist" you'd think she'd be sure to spell out that this is a joke and that they should get therapy if they can if she had to joke about it. It also potentially leads into shaky legal ground because it's technically supporting avoiding medical help to support her instead which could be bad on the off-chance the joke is serious about this kid's reality. Even ASMR videos include disclaimers not to use them instead of therapy just in case.
It also just feels so gross and ignorant (and not to mention narcissistic) to even joke that
you are a replacement for therapy. It feels like something Kanye would say about his music. Influencers in the 2010s knew to even shut down shit like "you took me out of a bad place" and encourage the fan that they did it on their own using their content/art. It seems in poor taste to joke about. Especially as a total normie who is scared of real crazy and larps all day.
No. 317799
>>317794>>317795 >>307783 >'I also have BPD and both my partner and one of my best friends are FPs of mine so the deep deep intense love and care is very similar [heart hands emoji]this one
>>222020 doesn't mention specifically who but I thought I might add it anyway
>'We have multiple FPs but only one per alter. I think it may be a DID + BPD combo moment [slew of emojis] No. 317800
>>317798yes, and it is also a sign that relationship is unhealthy and basically implies the "favourite person" is a weak connection. what causes someone to become a fp for someone with bpd is usually the fact that the person with bpd is so insecure in their attachment with this person that they feel addicted to the hot and cold feeling and splitting on the person. it is not a cutesy term, and calling your partner you have a supposedly healthy relationship with your fp is extremely weird. it's usually people who have been
toxic, unclear, fluctating or not willing to commit that end up being someone's fp because it makes the person with bpd unwanted and in need of their validation, to the point they become obsessed or addicted. jill is basically admitting stevie is not doing enough to assure her.
No. 317802
>>317799There's a part of me that thinks Jillian isn't using the term correctly (like every other mental health she has touched) and literally thinks favorite person just means someone who you love way too much.
It's like thinking daydreaming is dissociation.
No. 317803
>>317802AYRT, she absolutely isn't using it correctly at all. I assure you she's using it in a way to make it seem like her fatal flaw is that she loves too deeply, too much. But she also has it completely under control and she would
never do any of the bad stuff normally associated with the actual definition of Favourite Person. What an angel.
No. 317806
>>317802Yep I'm thinking this too, if she thinks being sleepy = dissociating I'm pretty sure she thinks caring about your close people = favourite person (literally)
As the anon describes
>>317801 it is not pretty, I had a brief experience with a bpd male or two and it's actually awful to be the focus of someone's attention that way.
No. 317813
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No. 317826
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No. 317827
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No. 317828
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No. 317830
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>>317828She also posted it on insta. Here is the caption and tags.
No. 317832
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>>317830>rocking horse style shoesJill what are you talking about. those are just some cheap wedge pumps with a strap
No. 317846
>>317844Samefagging but it’s like Jill is so sheltered she thinks extreme trauma only happens in stories, so she relates her run of the mill standard life experiences to descriptions of severe trauma and violent loss.
She’s going around saying she’s routinely possessed by her mental image of Jinx from Arcane while most people at least have acquaintances whose families have suddenly died in accidents, rare illness, suicide etc., people who have faced actual loss and abandonment and violence and poverty, and they’d laugh in Jill’s face over her spoiled crap. Jill’s only problem is never learning to practice active humble emotional regulation.
No. 317847
>>317844i actually think other nonas are right when they theorise that Jill’s mum getting cancer and being unable to give her daughter undivided attention for a short time is what Jill is calling her “abandonment trauma”.
on one hand, watching your mother go through something like that as a young child is terrifying and can stay with you and even mess you up a bit if you’re at the right (or wrong) age. but where Jill loses me is that she wants everyone to believe it broke her mind into multiple fragments and has gone through repeated trauma since then until she is the most broken uwu baby warrior ever
No. 317848
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Deformed??
No. 317849
>>317846It's just the bpd and the need to get attention imo. It's interesting seeing her retweeting posts about war not too long ago and then acting like the most traumatized
victim. The lack of self awareness.
No. 317850
>>317847And on top of that, that she’s barely addressed that topic during the million times she’s brought up her issues. Her mom’s cancer is the one thing that would make the most sense as a psychologically damaging event, but Jill is so self-absorbed, she’s done everything possible to detract from potentially almost losing her mother, and instead has pointed fingers at a middle school girlfriend, a piano teacher who only touched other children, no one at all (just her own biological tendencies according to her), suddenly not no one at all but actually a serial rapist, and so on.
Quite frankly I think she knows that the world is filled with grieving young people who have suddenly lost their parents to cancer and other illnesses and accidents but they don’t develop this ultra-rare trauma disorder from it, it’s still just something recorded in response to some of the most heinous crimes imaginable, so Jill has come up with a ton of other vague excuses and exaggerated stories.
No. 317852
>>317826>Stop basing my literal trauma healing on what the Internet might think of me based on misinfoKekkkk, Jillyjam you are a riot. Let me give you a pointer, acting like you are the smartest person in the room is the dumbest thing you can do. Your stupidity is showing along with your ass.
>>317827I hope Jill did her trick of looking at food on her phone while eating. Corissa, fatgirlflow, is now claiming arfid too, Jilly. Maybe ask her for advice.
>>317832She acts like no one has eyes or knows how to google.
>>317837Please, god, I hope not.
>>317843She's a pathological liar. She sucks at it because she has gotten away with bad behavior and lying for so long she thinks a half-ass excuse will make everything go away. She'll just try to deflect the blame, find excuses for her lies, downplay the importance of the lie, or if she does admit, it will be only a small part and not the whole lie. It's funny how much of a tantrum she has when she's caught in her own lies and cannot talk/write her way out of it. She tries to memoryhole too often especially because she's dumb enough to keep old videos up that contradicts or debunks her own lies easily.
>>317851I await for that day as well. Her over-the-top exaggerations/body movements along with that stupid duper's delight smile will be jarring. It's comical how you can tell Jill has been doing some reading when magically the things nonnies point out start cropping up not long after. I still get a kick that she put
involuntarily hitting herself with no foresight whatsoever. Wonder how much she smokes after reading these threads?
No. 317861
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>>317813this account she's talking to is over 50 larping as a DID system kek unbelievable
No. 317878
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No. 317881
>>317861>>317878God, she is fucking
on one today. Things can't just be left alone, she has to be worse off than everyone else. Also regarding the suicide tweet, didn't she move back to main to keep this shit to herself for her mental health and to keep herself brand-friendly?
No. 317882
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From her patreon 4 days ago:
"This image is also the thumbnail for our next video!! We have been working on this for 3 months at least now. Any parts who wanted to participate answered the same few questions that we tacked on the fridge with a big arrow lol. The questions are;
What is most important to you?
What do you spend most time doing?
Has anything changed since we last heard from you online?
Anything else?
I’m reaaaalllyyy excited and nervous, we’ve never done a vid with multiple alters participating like this so it is super freaky for me to see in video form too. Hoping to have this one up Tuesday or Wednesday"
No. 317887
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No. 317890
>>317882Wow all her alters seem to purse her lips in the same exact toad like fashion. What a strange coincidence that the alleged group of people that live in her brain that are supposedly fully fleshed out individuals make the same exact ugly distinct expressions Jillian does.
Sad at the lack of Jax and sandwich.
No. 317897
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Saged, but when I googled "Pretty Cure tattoo" this was one of the top results, someone copied Jill pretty hard
https://www.deviantart.com/neckboneinktattoo/art/Sailor-moon-leg-tattoo-1-874711041 No. 317909
>>317882So she’s changing clothe behind the scenes for this video and stealing Stevie’s black shirt for each "switch"? Like come on the larping is too obvious. How could anyone take this as a serious mental condition?
>>317896This is exactly why she’s "mentally ill". It’s a great way for her to never be accountable for her spoiled behavior
No. 317918
>>317878"
tw suicide lighthearted" made me do a triple take
No. 317927
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>>317882veronica the super sxc alter
No. 317939
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>>317906her eyes are crazy red. Her verocinca character is very different, i guess she used to be her when she was drunk, now it's when she's high
No. 317944
>>317936This is the worst acting I’ve ever seen. I’m in shock. So Stevie and her mom buys into
this?
No. 317947
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No. 317948
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No. 317949
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No. 317951
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No. 317957
>>317882If they alters are SO CONFUSED that they need the questions posted on the fridge, how do they ALL know how to perform as a content creator exactly the way Pixie does?
And she always tagged multiple personalities being co-conscious in her videos, but now they need to communicate with messages on the fridge?
No. 317972
>>317960Her channel was failing before she started the mental illness larp. She picked DID because she was consuming DID content and it was popular on tiktok for a while, so she took a gamble and picked DID as the thing to revitalize her channel. She was toying with the idea of claiming schizophrenia for a bit and now she’s bread loafing autism because that’s currently trendy. She was even contemplating trooning out but she could never commit.
Suggesting she’s for real because it’s harming her channel is also ignoring that she probably does have a disorder, a personality disorder, but that’s not cute/in right now. And it’s a childish stance to think just because she’s not getting popularity/money from it she’s getting no benefit, she’s getting attention and diverting accountability. She can be a raging dickhead to everyone and everyone will still uwu her because she’s mentally ill, she can’t help it! So failing is never her fault, being nasty to people is never her fault, you can never hold her accountable and if you dare you’re an ableist asshole!
No. 317973
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No. 317974
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No. 317975
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>>317630Just realized who she reminds me of and it’s Milo Stewart. Attention seeking phenotype
No. 317977
>>317974took me 10 minutes to figure out what the fuck a breakie sams was. just to be clear, she's trying to say breakfast sandwich yes?
>>317975jesus nona jumpscare warning next time kek
No. 317979
>>317936I’m just going to say this again. She literally stole our thread pic idea. I hope the nonna that came up with it is
POC.
No. 317981
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>>317974Casual reminder to Jill that the Coca-Cola company is the largest stockholder of Monster.
No. 317985
>>317977I’m not the number one Jill translator but yes I believe this is about McDonald’s supporting Israel and it’s referring to their breakfast. I wish she would just talk normal once in a while
>>317981Jill? Performative activism on social media? I’m so shocked.
No. 318001
>>317965It's a win for all the DID fakers because as someone said before it's a perfect get out of jail free. "I wasn't being a bitch, that was Petal." All the bad parts get split off into alters, then add some 'fun' ones and in the middle is the perfect self, the true person we just don't know, OK. And for jillybean, it's a perfect evolution of the brat she always was. She used to just be fine with 'messy' before the DID craze. All the same 'alters' but it was just different aspects of her.
I wonder how long she can ride that wave for.
No. 318015
>>317948me me me me me me. it's like it physically pains her to not barge in and direct someone else's story or experience towards herself
>>317974saying that you can easily drop a disordered eating habit because it conflicts with your sense of ethics implies that eating disorders are a choice and not a complex mental health issue with obsessive and deeply ingrained behaviors that can't simply be stopped when they are no longer convenient or because other people on twitter might not approve of them. her constant need for attention is secondary only to her blazing ignorance
No. 318020
>>317951There was me wishfully thinking she was going to stop this DID larping.
>>317965You're right there.
No. 318025
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sandwich incoming
No. 318048
>>317835What's worse is that she has a friend with actual schizophrenia. Super well known in our community for his art. She even had him in a video for her birthday I think. "xorad"
What I'm saying is that she's probably copying the poor guy. Ain't no way she just casually talks abt it lol
No. 318054
>>317936At one point, she says that they have the autism crumb one stop fronting when they have to cook food
Admitting they can control shifts and just shove alters in and out of control defeats the purpose of DID
No. 318058
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No. 318060
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>>317936wow she's completely obliterated as "veronica"
i'm honestly kind of shocked she would upload this. she is stoned out of her mind and seems drunk too. does she think she seems cool here?
No. 318069
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So cringe
No. 318075
>>318072This one?
Unfortunately, and evidenced by her most recent tweets, she thinks representations of DID are
valid, even if they don't look like this. I think these people are actually traumatized.
No. 318076
>>318034she's not saying it's manageable, she's saying that even if someone with ARFID who has immense trouble changing their diet is able to boycott McDonalds or whatever than normies should be able to with no problem.
some of yall just want to hate on Jill so bad you misread the most basic stuff she says, stop making up your own milk
(wking) No. 318080
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>>318002Jill as Jerrick talking about grudges.
No. 318081
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Since when does she do anything other than lay around and get high?
No. 318082
File: 1705636783912.mp4 (16.75 MB, The Best Acting of All Time.MP…)
>>318003End part with all alters, skip to 10 seconds for Jill as Sunny malding over the haters. Also Jill as Jerrick talked about possibly doing more drag.
No. 318085
File: 1705637990982.mp4 (16.88 MB, 1280x720, SDK.MP4)
>>318002Jill as Sunny talking about spaghetti fiasco skip to 1:10. Let me know if there are other segments you nonnies want clipped.
No. 318090
>>318075That's the one
nonnie, thank you. Unbelievable that this is the type of illness and trauma Jill is mocking
No. 318109
>>318103She's 5'1, lives off of fat, sugar, and sodium, and comes from a tiny island with a shallow gene pool
It would be far more surprising if she looked any other way
No. 318119
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Blaming daddy because he doesn't buy in to your retarded bullshit? I wonder what daddy dearest would think if he found out you were publicly blaming him for extreme physical and sexual childhood abuse? I'd love to find out.
No. 318120
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Cool, now try "actually going to therapy" instead of lying. Counselling is not therapy. Having a BetterHelp subscription that you forgot about isn't therapy. Telehealth isn't seeing a doctor. Staying inside your home isn't healing. Cosplaying isn't DID. Posting on Twitter isn't a job. Being a fatass that subsists on tendies isn't ARFID. Every single thing Jillian Vessey says is a lie.
No. 318124
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sage for not exactly Jill related but this brand Jill did a sponsorship with has been called out for stealing from a small artist. Very ethical!
No. 318129
>>318082Sunny coming out being the most demented of the lot. Not even acting like a child, let alone some supposedly stunted autistic kid. I couldn't hold my laughter at her attempt to be an "excitable" kid enthused about the magical interwebs. Veronica I think she tried being sultry for? I don't think she's necessarily more drugged out than usual, I think she's trying to act like a femme fatale kek. Instead it sounded like a girl overplaying being drunk for attention.
Anyone watched the whole thing and/or plans on recapping? If not I have time to kill. Just don't want to put myself through it if someone already is
No. 318134
>>318129Please make a recap or summary if you can
nonny. I'm not strong enough to watch it all. It's too cringe.
No. 318135
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Next live stream date
>>318119I wonder if that was part of the reason for the tantrums she threw when she was at her family home during the Christmas stay? Maybe he didn't affirm her enough and she took it as a slight? Who knows what heinous crime he truly committed against his portly princess. Still lol and stay mad, Jillian. Humoring ≠ believing
>>318132That took me by surprise too. It made me laugh because you can tell how genuinely angry she was.
No. 318136
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>>318092Jax was the nacho incident. Picrel from the recap of the QnA video about having DID and relationships in thread 62. It amazes me how Jill has no qualms about ruining food and thinks it's funny.
No. 318138
>>318132>>318137You both are 100% correct.
>>318119Her dad is supposedly on the spectrum. I think this is just more larp tbh.
No. 318143
>>317936The fact the layout here is the same as the thread pic
>>317960>So how do you reconcile that she wants to be a full time content creator, she wants money, but she still wants to LARP with DID?Self destructive behaviour anon, often people don't do the logical or smart thing because they find it easier to be a mess.
Her combination of meds, weed, alcohol, coffee and energy drinks on a daily basis speaks to that.
No. 318147
>>318138"supposedly" is honestly too generous. these threads go waaaaaaay back. she only started saying her dad was autistic after breadcrumbring that she was. how convinient.
if the only evidence of something is jill tweeting it, its a lie. works 99.9% of the time.
No. 318171
>>318025god i hope her sycophants butter her up so she can put the sandwich cat larp on full display for us to laugh at
>>318136nuclear level cringe
No. 318172
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#Ask the LARPS Recap
Intro (Pixie)
>been planning this for a while>she has “high hopes and her life has been getting less-” makes a face and giggles but cuts,* ”basically I’ve been crawling out of the dark ages”. - KEK>claims she’d do this video even if she didn’t have a youtube channel because she “never gets to see them like this”>”if you’re here you know what you’re in for”>claims she won’t answer any of the questions because we hear enough of her all the time even though obviously one would want to know directly how she interacts with them and acts as host, not just extrapolate it. though i suspect it was just too hard to think of how “she’d” answer them and fit ininterspliced intros (combined by person here)
>(1)veronica - “k, hi”>(2)Sunny - “Hello, I’m here for my participation points.”>”I lost the questions so I had to listen to Jer’s then write them back out”>(3) Jer - hi (”boy*”*)>was the first to film “almost 2 months ago now”, but apparently re-filmed because the first time her hair was bad and she was in a bad mood and she didn’t want to be “the sad guy”>(4)Grandma - hi (grandma voice - it’s cliffe but i’m calling her grandma because of the demeanor)>(5)Flora -” hello! I’m sorry that I’m the last person to get to this”What is most important to you? (+unnoficially, “what do you do for jill?”)
>veronica - “I feel like it’s really important to feel…good? about myself? like as a part I feel like one of my main roles is to feel confident, like obviously in a sexual manner because trauma" (best part imo, but tough call)(6) >>318060>”so it’s important for me to make a safe space for that kind of stuff”>”so I guess the relationships around me are very important”>realises she still has the sunny bracelet on and awkwardly takes it off saying “it’s not miss ma’am no more” as many PEI sluts do I’m sure>It’s important for me to fulfil my role in helping us express our sexual identity (7)>sunny - friendship, my sweet friends, and being happy>”i place a lot of importance in trying to make sure that if I’m in my apartment and I’m sad and there’s no reason to be sad, like, why am I wasting my time being sad? so what if we were happy? but that’s why I’m here as a little (smirk) slice of the brain”>Jer - Music is the only thing they care about like a “true emo”.>likes drag because it allows them to perform to music (has she ever done an “emo” song?)>here for recovery, fixing life, getting better, maintaining relationships, not fucking up, keeping the “persecutor” or “protector” role, doesn’t want to cause “more harm than they already have by accident” and not be the bad guy>grandma - “our wellbeing and Jill’s wellbeing specifically”, helps everyone but helps Jill the most>goes on tangent about they do nothing else like hobbies or passtimes. happy to be internal and otherwise be pulled out to do work>Flora - making sure the people around them are taken care of and encouraging a positive energy in the headspace and physical home>”with ptsd and anxiety it’s very easy to have a bad day with no external factors”>”people say if society was completely accepting of your illness it wouldn’t be considered an illness because it wouldn’t impact you but that’s definitely not the case” smiles. reiterates this point that their brain can enter “dangerous territory”>she maintains the feeling of safetywhat do you spend most of your time doing?
> V - having a good time, going out to the club, partying, staying up late, getting wild - and not expending what that means on [youtube.com](http://youtube.com) (8) (because you would be content restricted for saying getting stoned on the couch watching children’s cartoons all night)>idk I feel like I have to keep the youthful spirit of mischief alive, or idk, something bad will happen (9)>sunny - singing anime music very loudly and doing anime dances>”doing makey-upey” 8:37>is child but is carefully plucking hair off of nose and rubbing in a way to not disturb the makeup application>tries to act like a fortnite kid i guess but sounds actually kinda tired and distracted even doing this>stutters around that just anime dancing makes them really happy acting like a kid’s tv character played by an adult with a headache>”sometimes energy builds up and up and up, and then it has to come out in some way - if you know what I’m talking about - freaking meltdown, not fun! so if i can get that energy out in a positive heavy breathes way, with like positive heavy breathes **stimming then we don’t have to freak out in a negative way”>also likes making AMVs (evidence includes half-finished video in tweet from a month ago that was potentially shat out while making this video as the video would have been in production then according to her)(10)>we need more hobbies that don’t relate to capitalism (how old is this alter?) or our career. Jill wants to monetise everything, and I get that because it’s easy to because I get that it’s easy to monetise putting up your christmas tree, or fucking having a baby kid (which is not a thing we’re going to do) but you know what I mean? you need to sit down, watch anime, listen to vocaloid music, you need to dance and have a good time. and you only need to tweet about it, STOP VLOGGING (*because if you get one of your alters to say it you can pretend you’re always working right jill?). not always, but sometimes you need a hobby that’s just useless and just creates joy>jer - used to co-front more, been chilling inside more recently>”I’ve had a lot of life development that has allowed me to chill out a little bit”>”on the cooldown of mental angry boy puberty”>jill is co-con with me, I can’t shake her all the way, can kinda hear her>I help with the emotions, not by choice it’s just how the system runs and was built>the reason why I’m here is to deal with the “hot, hot, hot bpd crap” - *so is he there to deal with it or is the containment of all the symptoms of it? wouldn’t the “soothing” alters be the one actually dealing with the bpd?>I listen to music and struggle severely, life is not fun, I cannot help but imagine kids with real issues from fucked up childhoods hearing this and be mad at her snorting her way through this farce>”big new thing the last few months, loves exercising!” her and a couple of other alters have gotten hooked on weight lifting. Intends to make it a party trick that they’ll be in a cute dress and have “guns” as they increase their reps each time>grandma - spends more of her time inside. doesn’t often fully front, only once a month, mostly there as a “hand on Jill’s shoulder while she does emails and makes sure she knows when to take breaks”. *breaks must be a real struggle for jill I’m sure>”an internal manager”>introduced sunny to flora, helps to communicate, has more access “to amnesia walls” than the others>flora - spends time cooking, cleaning, and lots of time co-con>fronts on her own quite a bit, some parts are internal only. probably fronts more than others on her own>most of what she does is “cooking and cleaning”.>”I guess I can also make youtube videos because I’ve been doing it for a long time so I’m good with filming and edditing. and I guess I’m really into fashion too. but I wouldn’t say that takes up a lot of my time” (implying cleaning does) >in fact she filmed this right after really scrubbing down the window! (that hadn’t been done in a while) and also other cleaning! and a stir fry! and actually also filming and editing!>she and sunny spend the most time out as they “do what needs doing the most in the collective” like work, cleaning, and cooking (the kid?) No. 318173
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pt 2
what have you learned since we last saw you? (+unofficially, “what are you here to learn? - no idea why she didn’t write that too since she answered it for them all)
>V - “I’ve leaned I need to communicate (hard jump cut) and I guess I’ve like, learned my place in this whole more (breathes) I think I am probably the part out of the whole the most who feels the most like they’re a girl. like I know we have DID but I feel like a person? and I don’t really feel like a part”>claims that the ones who front in order from most to least is “jill, jer, veronica, flora”>I haven’t learned anything else, I don’t think I’m here to learn (girl is slut)>sunny - learned that she likes making AMVs since the recent last time she talked and has “made friends in the system” is “epic besties with flora” (insert mouth noise that triggered my miscophonia for the record)>veronica’s twitter has been highjacked to being “all girls and sometimes cliffe”>I don’t think I’m here to learn a lesson or do anything>I need to get out of the car when we are making spagetti>jer - 2 things can be true at the same time: it’s possible to hold a grudge or have feelings and not let it affect the whole system and their choices. apparently they hold grudges on friends that the other alters don’t. they’re learning to “withdraw” and let the others be friends in that case and when they do so the other headmates “validate” their feelings while holding their own>life would be easier if we didn’t hold grudges till the end of time>tired of forcing herself to “just get over something” as we all know jill is known for keeping things in>obsesses over her hair again. I guess it’s a jer quirk while acting like a coke addict (right down to rubbing their nose) is something sunny does>”we’ve done dialectical thought”, omg has it been 2 years since i’ve been online? (what about “dialectical thought” jill?)>I guess I can respect people’s opinions and “truths” and “situations” and whatever, pushes an exagerrated voice ugh DIALECTICAL THERAPY whatever. (imo if jill had gone through dbt i feel like she’d have been keen to list the ways it helped her vs claiming it’s a pain forcing her to be empathetic which might be her reason why she hasn’t actually done therapy kek. she’s worried it’ll just be sessions forcing her to not be a pos)>had lots of teenage angst that needed to come out and feels like it has been put to bed (while still acting like an exaggerated tween girl)>wears jammies in the headspace and believes they did what they set out to do which was be emo all over the place and now they can sleep>grandma- learned boundaries between members of the collective, hit the ground runnning for learning to communicate amongst themselves. they’re in a nice sweet spot now>grandma has learned they’re not the “all-seeing, all-knowing gatekeeper” and so there are sometimes conflicts even they are not privy to and go over her “level”.>”cares the least about how they present in ‘this body’ because there’s no way to look how they do inside. - a tall bald man”>Flora - I’ve been used the most. if someone needs a place to crash on i have a guest bedroom. if things in the inner-world don’t feel safe they can stay with me.>did lots of work with sunny, sunny jill and her have had a blossoming friendship since she came out this year. “we’re like sisters or twins or something! we have like two sides of an energy that can balance out together nice” - extension of her “sunny and I are out the most” thought train from earlier that isn’t congruent with what she says elsewhere>most of her life felt like she was the “only one” so she’s used to being out and used to things like customer service transactions.>jer and cliffe being out was good for internal healing to function in daily life again>”jer’s chapter isn’t at a close, but he’s gotten enough closure that he doesn’t need to be out all the time, now he can rest a little bit and only come out when it’s necessary for him”>”[jer] experiences a lot of pain, a lot of the time. and in the way we are all really co-conscious, we can really all, well not all, the parts that are around when jer is out, we can feel it”>”so with sunny and me as the second in command, I feel like this has been a really good chapter for progressing our life? not that doing therapy and healing is not progressing your life, but we just, we weren’t really able to work and we all weren’t able to focus on things that we enjoy” (11-ass covering that she isn’t doing zero therapy)Anything else you wanna add? (
>>318082 )
>V - I enjoy making content, so if you will have more of me(12), I would like to be here(13), peace and love (14)>S - i love you. i like the internet. (you never go full retard jill)>(hater rant) “even though, even though! (15kinda loses act) the most hatred we’ve ever gotten is on my meet the alter. just a little youtube short of me doing the calmest, most simple dance. just a little lady, just basically doing a little dance to one of the most viral songs this year? and people are like, there’s no way a person would ever do this, this is fake”>(16) just this, you don’t think that a person with did could do this??? anyway>(resumes retard so she doesn’t just have sunny rant which is what the total positive kid alter who doesn’t see a reason to be unhappy would do) plays with hair then says goodbye>jer - wants to do more drag this year, jill also wants to do some drag>”watch me get buff”>grandma - we’ve gotten into a better routine at the end of the night checking in like unloading at the end of the night to a good friend. even if we have hashed it out already externally, even if jill has talked it out already with stevie, it’s always you know - with DID you always have to (phone dies) communicate with other parts on top of communicating externally>flora - “i love you, i really enjoy making content, it feels very at home to me”>”you tell me hearing my voice now reminds you of really old videos from 6, 7, 8 years ago and it just really touches my heart and really means so much to me that you see me”>”I don’t think anyone… there’s very, very few people that kind of see me like that”>appreciates being able to do the same thing now while being “out of the DID closet” (wasn’t she already out?)>V - (more white girl gang signs) Peace and love>sunny - “kisses, kisses, hee hee hoo ha, see you in the new year”>flora - bye>grandma - stay well, thank you folks (17 steals one of veronica’s gang signs)>I learned this from Jill>Jer - so yeah, thank you, happy new year. The internet has been, (stops herself from another internet hater rant) the internet but you guys have been awesome! it makes me feel like a person and a human being>not every part needs this but they do to “get over their crap”>(18) does the sign, guess it’s a “thing” now>happy new year and byeBack to Jill
>”i hope that wasn’t too weird!”>created post-it notes for the fridge (19), looks to be the same notes Jer is holding (20). Alters on note: JILL, JERR, CLIFFE, FLORA, SUNNY, VERONICA, AMBER, JAX (assumed wouldn’t want to be involved), (REDACTED - sandwich?)>”the co-operation of my parts surprised me!”>two alters want more videos like this, yay! (21 - insert another attempt to make fetch happen with the silly finger thing)>”anytime i talk about my parts I get a tsunami of hatred, but that’s just the life of someone with dissociative identity disorder online so pray for me my sweets”what a video
No. 318174
>>318151Kek we all know why she won’t get tested. I knew a faker who said she was getting tested last march and she hasn’t been posting autism stuff since.
>>318155Yeah neither of my parents are autistic it doesn’t have to come from them. However, my husband and I are autistic and if we had a kid it would be low-functioning.
No. 318175
>>318172>>318173thank you for your sacrifice. her OCs (because thats what they are, not DID alters) are too stereotypical and one-dimensional like a shitty YA novel or a compilation of tik tards. some of the OCs feel like a major cope for jill's behavior and some are just cringe. the veronica one feels like a shitty (and weirdly offensive) interpretation of a child abuse
victim, but its weird because jill doesnt go to parties, she doesnt even leave the house lmao.
man, affluenza is a bitch.
No. 318180
>>318178It seems like Jill is mistaking using her imagination for an “inner world”, she’s so ridiculous.
Everything she does is mega special and a sign of an extreme ptsd condition, how can anyone doubt her totes believable DID! She dresses up and has mapped out the inner world where her OCs live, only someone truly suffering would do that.
She spends way too much time sitting with herself and trying to slot her bullshit into some sort of mental illness/disability. How bored must she be, how empty does she find her life that she’s pathologized liking different colors and feeling different feelings? She just seems bored.
No. 318189
>>318172>>318173Kek she really does live her life like it’s an anime. Jer’s arc hasn’t ended yet, we have yet to see his final form.
> peace and loveVeronica confirmed the system’s H3 fan
No. 318194
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Nonnies,if you want to watch the most cringey part of the video, please watch 9:40
It's jill singing "Fallen Leaves" by Billy Talent like a total sped while an anime video plays
No. 318195
>>318172>>”people say if society was completely accepting of your illness it wouldn’t be considered an illness because it wouldn’t impact you but that’s definitely not the case” smiles. reiterates this point that their brain can enter “dangerous territory”She's poorly referencing the social model of disability here, which is an actual disability activism concept (that most disabled activists subscribe to) that has nothing to do with acceptance and everything to do with accommodation. AKA if disabled people have consistent access to basic accommodations (things like a ramp to enter a building) we can be normal productive members of society and live like everyone else. It has nothing to do with disabled people still experiencing symptoms of their disability with the accommodations, or with being disabled being "hard" also. Most disabled people want independence and freedom, not that Jill would ever understand that because she wants to be a leech who gets to do whatever she wants and still be universally pitied by everyone.
I just find it especially heinous that she would co-opt/rephrase this, it's a really important concept to the movement and she clearly didn't care to research it or understand it, because all she cares about is people feeling sorry for her. She is genuinely rotten inside.
No. 318197
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>>318194Here's the clip of Jill as Sunny singing the song "Fallen Leaves".
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>>318172>>318173Thank you for the recap. Jill was really all over the place. Her insecurities were really shining through.
>>318195Clipped it so other nonnies can see how she looks while saying this.
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No. 318234
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>>318228>coping skill the house down diaphragmatic breathing pussy slay the vagnus nerve eleganzaI loathe how she phrases things. She really thinks she's a wordsmith.
No. 318238
>>318234i think what's really happened is
1. the person just didn't want to respond to her neediness or was uncomfortable and when narc jilly freaked out, they blamed facebook not to have to deal with that
2. jill is actually posting this on twitter to confirm that facebook does send messages out of order, because her BPD ass thinks the other person may be lying to her
No. 318245
>>318244The fact that she started a whole ass argument over it too makes me wonder how tf she has friends
If the friend did see it and chose not to reply, wouldn't mental health queen Jill be kind enough to respect their boundaries and not lay into them? What a fucking narc
No. 318247
>>318234Isn't this kinda manipulative to throw one Emotional message in normal ones like a grenade and then freak out if they don't reference it? Normal people have consistent conversations where each message that hour or whatever (or irl, that 20 minute period etc) will be about the same thing.
Also this person isn't compelled to reply to whatever she said and she could have simply repeated it/rephrased it rather than create some villain of this poor person on a different platform.
No. 318252
You know how I know she doesn't have trauma? Because the most traumatic thing she has gone through has been lolcow bullying and yet she always tries to "prove the haters wrong" instead of milking it. She's such a narcissist.
>>318172If Veronica is the one that feels more like a "girl", then that means she revamped her lore from being intersex into being just female. I'm also guessing she's allergic to saying "I feel like a woman".
>>318228>Pussy slayThe fuck. Who talks about anxiety like that.
Anyway it's pretty obvious that she's happy to have leveled up her anxiety into PTSD status. Even though she clearly doesn't have PTSD, what she describes still sounds like your run of the mill anxiety and the fact that she can still tweet about it proves it. But she has to make it extra special this snowflake.
>>318230This, she's just using all kinds of terminology to make herself look more special. Why is she using that lingo is beyond me.
>>318234Kek get wrecked.
No. 318253
>>318238I'm imagining that the first case is the most likely scenario, but I guess instead of a quick google search she rather have her narc ego boosted on Twitter. I wonder if this person follows this account too, it would be fucked up that now they're being shamed just because they didn't reply to desperate attention seeking Jilly.
Like, you can't cause an argument like this just because someone didn't reply to your emotional blackmail. And she said she sent it to multiple people? She's scary to be around tbh. Uncontrolled narcissist. Now this person might not ever reply again or simply ignore her some more out of fear that she might get this bad again. Jillian is an idiot. This is why people avoid her.
>>318249This.
No. 318254
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>>318249>Narcissist injuryOh god it fits her to a t. All the rage and tantrums she has ever thrown.
(armchairing) No. 318256
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>>318209She’s never learned how to relax her mouth and it only emphasizes the lines on her face and makes her look older
No. 318284
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>>318255>Disclaimer for vibe, she's a little bit disregulated hence the cozy modeI skipped around a lot because her mouth noises and screeching were insufferable. At the end she talks about how she may throw in some exercise content in a vlog.
No. 318291
>>318255recap
0:00-10:30 saying hi to her fans and continues to weaponize her incompetence about not knowing how to do her fucking job and playing it off like she's such a quirky smol bean.
13:00 - Discussing girly games (Polly pocket, MLP etc) and her inability to answer emails & her joking about how she's lost so many cool opportunities because her brain is literally broken
15:52 - monster drink lore. States it replaces 2 coffees for her but will still drink coffee afterwards
20:15 - finally has chat working properly in her custom boarder thingy.
27:03 - excited for valentines day, went on a pizza date with stevie, discusses pineapple on pizza, stocking up on cute home goods with all the valentine themed items around.
34:50 - Selkie using AI. Standard belief of AI should be used for boring jobs and art should be made by people. Repeating every AI bad catch phrase for artists around.
42:28 - precure, anime & general chat interactions
56:30 - cleaning, her explaining why she's enjoying her stuff (sounds like marie kondo advice), morals turning on once she turned 21 (no big clothing hauls)
1:01:00 - chat stopped working
1:04:28 - turning 26 in a month & a bit so expect a nice big BDP spiral and more Jilly-bean trivia rounds. Chat asks if they can send presents and Jilly states she'll try and get a PO Box up. Won't be making a special birthday outfit
1:10:44 - cat talk and baby noises
1:14:00 - using a silk pillow case and her hair "literally felts into a mat'
1:15:08 - goal for this year is to get buff as hell but doesn't want to go near any fitness or diet content. Continues to talk about hair and general chat interaction.
1:21:21 - finished and it was full of ads
No. 318293
>>318285Jill makes the average person seem like a health nut, lmao
>it has 0 calories!!she's coping hard
No. 318294
>>318291>stocking up on cute home goods with all the valentine themed items aroundClothing hauls bad, themed seasonal plastic good
She's just a tiktok consoomer
>goal for this year is to get buff as hell but doesn't want to go near any fitness or diet contentShe wants the fantasy of being "buff" but is scared to face the reality of her lifestyle, same reason why she doesn't go do a health check up
These streams aren't informative, they are "let's talk about me me me" hour for people that relate to her
No. 318307
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LOL
No. 318316
>>318313Unfollowing isn't the same as blocking or muting so I don't see that as a
valid explanation for what Jill is doing
No. 318319
>>318307Isn't every alter supposed to be nice now? Even Jericka is supposed to be going through her redemption arc according to her last video.
I wonder who really could be blocking Jill's friends?
No. 318321
>>318319Jill (larping as her favorite OC of the month). Like
>>318318 said she probably blocked them in a huff. It was probably more that they committed some sort of wrong think against the moments activist trend and she’s since forgotten what wrong think they committed because she’s moved on to the next thing or because of all the weed.
No. 318324
>>318307Wow what a "coincidence" that yesterday she had a narcissistic induced fit when one of her friends ignored her shitty behavior and now she's claiming amnesia saying she doesn't remember blocking so much people. She's deliberately doing this shit and then pretending she did nothing wrong.
It's very subtle but this reeks of manipulation. This spoiled brat just never learnt anything growing up and will keep pretending she's a good loving "friend" but honestly I find that so hard to believe.
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She has done this exact thing before.
No. 318346
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And she's still seething about "haters"
No. 318354
>>318351If she has amnesia and blackouts all the time like she says it means her meds aren't working and she needs the help of a professional asap. But of course we all know she's clearly bullshiting everything kek.
>>318347Next thread pic please I beg.
No. 318363
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Jill being retarded
>A food desert is an area that has limited access to affordable and nutritious food. In contrast, an area with greater access to supermarkets and vegetable shops with fresh foods may be called a food oasis.
No. 318369
>>318363does she for real think a food desert is a place with no food at all? how would people live? the sobbing emoji really makes this one.
>>318345>>318348There are plenty of
valid reasons to be opposed to AI art that are not “I’m jelly bc robot better than me” but I am interested to see what Jill says about this (what other points she parrots). The thing about Selkie is the prints have always been designed by the owner, often based on existing art (classic art) so she didn’t really take the job from anyone she just used different tools at her own job. Imo the AI prints really don’t look as nice as their usual prints so the gamble wasn’t worth it but it’s interesting how many people focus on that jobs lost argument when it’s not really
valid in this case. Also Jill’s argument is pretty weak considering traditional collages are literally art made from existing art. Or is that not art?
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>>318368>>318370Here is a comparison for those interested
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>>318363Does this mean we can call her racist again? Kek
No. 318376
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Trying to convince everyone that she's a skinny queen and totally not just sucking in her stomach. Also the foundation color makes her look jaundiced kek
No. 318382
>>318380>gas station and pharmacySo there are other options aside from a typical grocery store
Jill has a point, these retards are just making excuses for being fatties
(derailing, infighting) No. 318391
>>318388You're moving the goalposts, but whatever.
The point is that when your options are gas station hotdog, chips from the convenience store, or McDonald's, you can give some lenience to someone for choosing the most "meal" like option at times. Especially people who might work multiple jobs and are stopping for something to eat between job A and B or who work overnights when nothing else is open. What OP of that tweet is saying is that a boycott is easy to do for a lot of people, so they should, but to not ostracize someone just because you see them with a McDonald's bag in their car or something akin to that.
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No. 318398
>>318397 How many videos does she post on average a month? 2-3? What else does she even do to stay afloat.
I love how she wants to boycott her biggest? Form of income. Smart move Jil.
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>>318325>Pita pizza abandonment dreamIs something going on with her and her friend/s since she's been writing about miscommunications and supposed issues with social media sites?
No. 318422
>>318406Yep. She's a privileged retard
>>318397This "I'm a full time YouTuber" thing will never be not funny considering the low effort "content" she uploads in an inconsistent manner.
>>318411>>318410She really doesn't care, she just wants to look good in front of others. She really is making it all about herself.
>>318418It's funny she has to ask her followers what something means.
No. 318428
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From her youtube, it featured this pic
>>318376 so I cropped it out.
No. 318440
>>318396>>318397She probably figured that Steeb earns the bare minimum for the two of them to sustain themselves when she used not to post anything, and now found a convenient excuse to stop 'working' again.
Tbh if she really cared that much she could work MORE instead, and donate the money to whatever cause. THAT would look good on her part instead of whining on twitter.
>>318434Agree 100% nonna.
No. 318441
>>318419Lmao she doesn't want to do a charity stream. She wants people to give her asspats so she can pretend she was ever doing to do anything to possibly help anyone but herself. She was never going to post a video next week, and now she can act all heroic for taking the time off.
>>318439People are boycotting Google because they removed an app from their store that allowed people to easily check which companies were pro-Israel. This, along with them bowing out of a conference in October because the host criticized Israel, has caused people to boycott. Jill thinks she is employed by Google due to her being a YouTuber, so she thinks she shouldn't post for a week because that will… somehow make her stop being employed by Google? I don't know. She just likes saying she is employed by big companies. When she was under Maker, she used to say she was employed by Disney because they technically bought Maker Studios.
No. 318445
>>318441>She wants people to give her asspats so she can pretend she was ever doing to do anything to possibly help anyone but herself.This. It's always mememe, she only cares about looking good in front of others, she doesn't do real activism ever. It's the narcissism again.
>>318443I agree with everything you said, but Jillian is the wrong person to do crafting streams. She's sloppy and so untalented, loves gluing shit together and doesn't give a fuck, plus her mouth sounds are so annoying. And you know she would use them to talk more about herself and her larp than actual crafting. She's just so boring, lazy and always does the bare minimum. That's why as much as I believe she could make soaps like soapchan says, she's just not going to do anything relevant ever unless it has to do with her obsessive larp and with herself. Even if soaps are easy as fuck it would require a teeny tiny bit of effort on her part and she literally cannot do anything anymore because she hits the bong rips too frequently or it has to fuel her narcissistic delusions and twitter fuelled gratification is easier for her
No. 318446
>>318428This feels like an excuse like always to delay her videos and not a real thing she's doing in honor of Palestine. Does she think doing this helps anyone but herself? What she's doing is not a real boycott lmao
>>318441>She just likes saying she is employed by big companies. It's just more retarded bluffing and making things bigger than they are so she feels better and bigger about what she does. She's not a "google employee" and never has been kek. She's not even a full time youtuber, her channel has always felt like a hobbyist gig. Her full time job is to be terminally online and retarded aka she's unemployed.
>>318428>Hot teaThe betterhelp shit? That was so long ago, what took her this long? Hot tea? Boring cold diarrhea more like
>>318396>I figured I can't make money but I can still workWhen has she ever worked? God I swear to God she's this close to start begging online for cash. Better start on those soaps bitch
No. 318530
>>318526It has to be a prop, I'm sorry for my actual autism (something jillybean will never have) but no one just talks and talks for minutes with an open drink that the person supposedly enjoys without taking at least a sip every once in a while.
Then again, Jillian loves talking about herself so much that it isn't that surprising that she would ignore food for the sake of talking on and on.
No. 318533
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Here's how her more recent videos are doing.
No. 318549
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>>318548She's making more money from Youtube channel memberships than she has in a while.
No. 318551
>>318533Her normie views are going down, but I do wonder if this has been actually profitable by taking advantage of actual autists and naive kids who wholeheartedly believe she has no reason to lie about any of this and that nobody in the world would ever do such a thing. That market is filled with well-meaning but overgenerous autists handing out their government cash to grifters constantly. Maybe her memberships have been steadily increasing
>>318549 which is why she's actually bothering with these long videos. Even
if her weed usage gets in the way of posting enough beyond twitter
No. 318553
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Jillian's "DID" and "trauma" are the prime examples of how a privileged spoiled girl with no hardships ever interprets the world. How many kids live in constant war and don't develop 12 gay ass colorcoded alters that wear wigs and do drag.(derailing)
No. 318554
>>318553 Really? Every
victim of a massive tragedy I’ve seen on the news was always wearing a party city wig and posing with Amazon’s edgiest clothes and a can of monster. They all say it’s the best way for their brains to cope with the horror, that is, to play pretend as a 14 year old FTM punk emo. That’s why relief funds make sure to send lime green beanies and skinny jeans to the needy, since they’re so outspoken about needing to dress up as their new badass alter egos after such enormous shock and loss.
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No. 318571
>>318549>I have made a PURCHASE on the INTERNET with LOVE !!Why does she type like that? Why does this sound so infuriating to me? Why does she sound like a weird narcissist in a manic frenzy?
>>318569>>318564Because she's such a consoomer and her crafts are so low effort. It mirrors her own taste in gifts. It's not like she crafted much in the past months to a year either because otherwise she would had posted it as she loves posting anything requiring minimal effort. She's twisting it into a mental illness thing too because of course she needs to remind everyone how mentawwy illuwu she is even though it doesn't really make sense.
No. 318573
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>stim
No. 318579
>>318549> I have made a PURCHASE on the INTERNET with LOVE !!Kek love bombing incoming, wonder who the lucky narc supplier is?
She constantly tells on herself. Making things for others is a lot more effort, why does she think buying things (sustainability queen) is more personal? Could it be because she doesn’t put effort into the things she creates? Could it be because she gets a dopamine hit when she buys things (buying something for someone else is a good excuse to spend)?
No. 318594
>>318573I can't change the feeling that your run of the mill autistic person just doesn't talk about stimming this much or in this way at all
>>318561She should grow the fuck up if she hates it so much then
No. 318595
>>318594Most people who stim don't actually notice they are (fiddling with pens, leg jiggling, rocking, dancing, muscle tensing etc etc) it's not like you're a robot going
initiate stim she is desperately trying to breadcrumb her way to an autism diagnosis
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No. 318611
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>>318573why do i feel like she smoked before hitting record so was just stoned and reacting accordingly instead
also not really milk but for how much she goes on and on about random topics and even bothered to take the time to pose up her plastic crap, she really doesn't have much to say about her supposed favourite topics does she? inb4 she makes an attempt at a precure sperg rant but even normie fans usually have more to say about a newly-watched instalment of their favourite series ever than she ever seems to
No. 318622
>>318611True, real autists would write paragraphs upon paragraphs of things they love and draw a shit ton of fanart or make crafts about it. She simply choses to consoom and pose her items for a camera and that's it really, just a show off. Her takes are simply "I love precure it's great", "x character is very cool", and "male autists are
valid" kek no nuance at all
Like imagine if she crocheted precure amigurumis, drew precure fanart, and made magical girl themed soaps kek. This is why it's so obvious what she's doing is so performative. Unless it's a thing related to her alters she never creates anything, and to think she thinks of herself as an artist…
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No. 318649
>>318648Nta but Jillian lurks the thread and hates her own fatass and pretends to be part of the body positivity movement.
You best believe I’m gonna comment on how fat she’s gotten. She can’t go one minute without claiming an eating disorder and suddenly losing 30lbs without looking any different
No. 318664
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Feeling herself while creating a reel of her like 5 "drag" "performances". When did she even perform last? Guess making a reel is easier than actually coming up with a new act or going to an open stage often enough to improve. Going out in public would also require her to accept she's barely started and is obviously at the low level amateur stage still.
Also it's funny that she bothered replying to someone mentioning humility in order to pivot to how much she lives for herself and that her "drag" is somehow meant to be "unsettling" when she's wearing her usual makeup while badly imitating a currently popular basic drag queen look. She looks like every other straight girl getting into "fem drag" at the local amateur night.
I wish I had her self esteem kek
No. 318691
>>318664The last time was a little "event" at her old college (in a classroom for some students iirc).
The problem is since a lot of drag shows pay their performers, you need to be hired by the establishment/event to be able to preform, and obviously no one is looking to hire her (or if she even wants to be). There are a limited amount of free/beginner/open to everyone events. Most of the events she has not dropped out of has involved her friends as performers/organizers.
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No. 318695
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No. 318696
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No. 318709
>>318696She really thinks being autistic means being a child huh. She really has no idea on how it works
Just because she lists a bunch of shit doesn't mean those movies are inherently autistic, it feels like excuses for her to prove she totally is but fails to understand that autistic people into non colorful stuff like history or entomology also exist
No. 318712
>>318709She thinks (or wants) every condition to make her a literal child so she can be absolved from hard and boring "adult" responsibilities. She pretends to be a literal child (and several teens) and in doing so also that she is NOT the fully grown adult she truly is. She claims she had no choice but to become that way because of trauma, but she is now stuggling because she is at the same time pretending to heal - which means getting rid of her alters as they merge into her true singular self, and thus it means "growing up" into the adult she actually is. So she NEEDS another scape goat, another reason why she truly must still be a child mentally.
She knows she can't claim being actually developmentally delayed in such a way that her IQ is below 70 and affects her daily life, it would have been noticed by now. And let's face it, she'd find it embarrassing to be "retarded" and would never accept being "less intelligent". That's why fake tiktok autism is perfect for her, she can make up literally any lie about autism and some other larper on tiktok would affirm it.
No. 318719
>>318695>an insane amount of harassment because of my mental healthYes Jillian, make a video with Spankie and bring all the haters who watch her content to your lolcow thread, great plan.
Spankie is a cow in her own right after she "cancelled" Mykie due to the most bad faith reading of texts I've ever seen (carefully edited screenshots an' all with context omitted) which led to Mykie taking a 2 year break from Youtube and suffering various stress relates health issues. This potential collab could definitely backfire if it happened.
No. 318720
>>318696kek this bitch is too lazy to have a real hobbie let alone a special interest the way spergs have it. she gets high all day and can't be bothered to make clothes or cosplays or drag or watch anime or whatever the fuck more than two times per year.
she barely makes youtube videos, her proclaimed "livelihood" and its just her saying nothing for 20 minutes.
No. 318729
i cant believe we’re sleeping on this
>>318695>”are there any mental health experts in our community?”>”omg hi!!” not Jill doing what she always does..Finding a new niche then immediately claiming to be an expert on it. the more things change, the more they stay the same.
No. 318730
>>318726I'd love if it was a serious documentary though and they asked her serious questions about it that she couldn't answer and it was super obvious she was a faker. Like even them going "so tell us more about this awful childhood trauma that caused this" and everyone else involved is like "I was brutally abused for years by adults meant to take care of me" and Jill is there like "omg yes hi I didn't get my chickie tendies one time, and also!!! as an adult a found out a piano teacher i had as a kid was a pedo, but i didn't know it at the time."
"I see. So tell us about this online abuse you're getting?"
"omg yes it's so so awful!! they keep telling me to make soap"
No. 318734
>>318695It's just insanely telling that when talking to this "researcher" about a trauma disorder and needing to pitch her experiences, she's only able to think of dropping in the harassment rather than touching on, you know, the effects of her trauma disorder
This isn't a doc about harassment Jill
No. 318738
>>318734Let's be honest, she just wants to "own the haters" through swoop
>>318730>"omg yes it's so so awful!! they keep telling me to make soap"Kekkkkk
>>318729Good catch nonna. She's in no way an expert and yet… She's doing what she always does. Part of me wants her to get picked so people look into her lies and part of me hopes she gets ignored so she makes another massive tantrum like back then
>>318728This. And you can tell her trauma and DID ain't real because she's so eager to show herself off like this.
No. 318757
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>>318750Pretty much like Jill commenting on her alters account as if they're real? Also, 5PetalFlower reboot?
No. 318768
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>>318750I was interested if she had any take on AI and naturally she barely does. Here's a recap since I sat through it anyway.
>Very excited to discuss the controversy before cutting herself off and saying she sounds like a drama channel>"This stuff is all totally my bread and butter" in regards to "fashion and ethics and branding and audiences">Goes over what Selkie is and how they got popular, their environmental record>About them using Chinese factories, "There absolutely can be ethically-run, cozy factories happening in any country, ever" (cozy???)>She wouldn't call Selkie fast-fashion but still thinks it's bad they do manufacturing overseas instead of in the states>Starts on the drama with the Valentine's drop with AI art>Says she doesn't use Instagram a lot, it's one of her new years resolutions to use it more but she doesn't even follow Selkie so she saw the initial fallout on Twitter>Assumes Kim (the artist) is the one replying to people using the brand account to defend Kim in the third person for her AI usage, says it's not a dig and she'll probably do this herself in the future (I don't know how she thinks brand accounts work, does she think the brand itself is replying and not a human?)>Thinks it must be okay to use vintage artwork because "Is it like how Winnie the Pooh, how just now everyone can have it because it's just so old there's no copyright?" (Disney owns the Pooh copyright so I don't know what she means by this, does she mean the EH Shepard illustrations? anyway not how that works at all and worries me she's going to become an art theft if she ever makes anything again)>Thinks the fact that Kim is an artist and uses AI is confusing because why would you be pro AI as an artist?>Says the most confusing stance she has on AI, basically that if there's a tool that helps individual artists or creators, maybe it should be a human you are paying for that instead of AI, but she's very wishy washy on this>Thinks Selkie should have just photographed actual dogs and painted over them to make original art (because that's cheap)>"It's such a death of the sweetness of art NNGH … It's very capitalist brain and no longer cozy art brain" Jill it's a fucking clothing company>Thinks if AI was like a "software program" that streamlines the process of patterning dresses and designing new patterns this would be okay. IMO this is no different than AI art but I guess Jill doesn't design or find it cozy so it's fine to have a computer copy other work and shit out a bad design for her>Or maybe it makes a moodboard for you! JFC Jill this is literally how Pinterest works>Basically thinks it should be a tool and not something to replace a job… Because tools never replace jobs amirite>Thinks by using AI they are making fashion………. faster (scare chord)>Thinks the way Kim responded is indicative of a generational divide and wonders if she's "35 or in her upper 30s" to explain her opinion and why it differs from her younger customer base. Then admits she looked it up and she's in her 40s (but this is a slay and "every single age is cool as hell" and she's not shaming her for her age. she keeps repeating this for like 2 straight minutes)>"Is this enough to boycott the company?" takes a very centrist stance on the question, wants to see what they do in the future>Thinks it was "a lack of time thing" instead of Selkie trying to cut costs which LOL>Says everyone is talking about this on Facebook and Twitter but she hasn't seen a Youtube video on it yet and smirks>Loves when "stuff happens in the general fashion sphere" (aka where she can feed off the drama) No. 318769
>>318768In every drama video she trills on about how “this is SOOO not who she is” and “she’s NOT happy this is happening” and “she is only bringing ATTENTION to it out of the
goodness of her heart because it’s her DUTY as an esteemed expert on the topic” - yet her channel is one part drama, one part mental illness, one part consoom. KEK she really never changes. You’re not in the sphere if you only enter it to exploit the people who are
No. 318775
>>318768>thinks it's confusing why an artist would be pro ai and use aiThat's because she's a real adult with a real job jill, and this is like asking why an artist would use photoshop. They're gonna use any tool to help them work more efficiently at their job.
I think the generational divide discourse is mildly interesting, and at least part of the differing attitude lies in older people having seen this kind of technological revolution before and viewing it as just another tool. But it's also a divide between people who don't work real jobs (jill, tiktok creators) and people who do (artists employed by selkie and other companies)
No. 318785
>>318775a lot of “real adults with real jobs” also hate AI. It’s weird that people are making this out to be a generational thing when a large portion of people singing the praises of AI art are zoomer moids making hentai elf girls. Calling AI “just another tool” is disingenuous at best and insulting to artists who learned to use photoshop, which still requires you to have a level of artistic skill because you actually have to draw. Jill making a video on this isn’t a “Jill immature” thing, it’s a “Jill unoriginal and bandwagoning” thing.
>>318784NTA but this isn’t advertising, which is designed to be quickly consumed and disposed of, this is print and textile design for the garment industry by a brand that considers itself slow fashion-adjacent (it isn’t, but that’s a whole other thing). These are two very different implementations. I won’t derail more about AI though.
>>318768I think the most naive thing is that Jill entertains that Selkie, who already overcharges for their clothes, could ever manufacture in the USA. They would never sacrifice the margins they have using Chinese labor. So many of these so-called fashion girlies don’t understand how much more expensive it is to pay enough people a living wage in America vs China to produce on the scale required for a popular brand like this. But this is Jill who thinks she’s going to hand make all of her garments when she finally starts her business.
>>318780>>318783Any time I see her talking about 30-somethings as if they are elders I am reminded she is like 25/26. Plenty of under 25 farmers would consider her “pushing 30” kek. It’s weird to be her age and still genuinely thinking 30s is old.
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No. 318822
>>318815So delusional.
Jill people hate you for your actions and the way you present yourself, they form those opinions based on their frame of reference. For instance someone with actual autism might find your larp offensive because it’s infantilizing and they themselves are a capable adult. Someone who lost a loved one to a car crash might be offended you’re posting videos of yourself having seizures and still driving (though not now because you have no car). People have come to despise you because of how you conduct yourself and present yourself, they are forming personal opinions on the way YOU present yourself and finding you lacking and hateable. You can choose whether that means something or not, you don’t need to control how others think or feel about you by suggesting if people just knew the “truth” they’d like you. They wouldn’t.
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Why can’t it just be pink. I don’t feel like that much blue or purple will look good with her skin tone and that yellow ass foundation.
No. 318835
>>318826She’s gonna further fry her hair doing bleach to remove all that previous color built up (that will probably
trigger her ‘trich’ and she’ll pick at her split ends). The blue and pink would end up just making purple anyway unless she was really diligent about keeping the two sides separate while washing
No. 318849
>>318815This person who said they were 13 and posted here really thought they did something back then and now by posting that huh kek
>>318696I sincerely believe she blew all her money on getting that DID diagnostic impression and now she doesn’t have any left to shop for an autism diagnosis and Steeb isn’t keen on paying for it
No. 318856
>>318842Exactly, and not just in the context of being an experienced seamstress. She probably thinks of elderly women as these idealised cute little biddies who sit in a cozy armchair all day doing crochet and drinking sweet tea and she wants that for herself, without considering that these women earned their rest through a lifetime of hard work. She wants to skip straight from childhood (few responsibilities and enjoying her hobbies in her parents’ house) to being a pensioner (relatively few responsibilities and enjoying her hobbies in her own apartment) without the whole adulthood thing in between.
I doubt she wants to be an actual grandmother as in a woman who has had children and grandchildren. There is no way she could ever let a child be the center of attention or make any of the sacrifices expected of mothers. If through some unholy miracle she managed to get pregnant and give birth she would dump that baby on Louise ASAP and only stop by a few times a year for photo ops.
No. 318860
>>318851can't tell if it's a fake fan or she is a parody trying to send people to lc, she even mentions it by name in her "about me card". if this the average jill fan then
oof dear lord, all the larp attention in the world wouldn't even be worth it when the attention you get is from insane "intersex genderfluid bi heavily traumatized autist jewish disabled bpd dpd they/any" people
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No. 318864
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Jillian as usual inserting herself into a trend that has nothing to do with her.
(Had to delete and repost because I accidentally spoilered the original one.)
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for the new thread pic. don’t say i never do anything for you all
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No. 318932
>>318864Not sure what part of this she thinks is an upgrade. On the left:
>sallow grey complexion>dark undereye bags>dark pits around inner eye area>green part of dyed hair faded to zombie grey>shay-gnar era eyeliner>flaccid cockette pink bow>ham-colored shirt that totally washes her out>septum piercing that looks like an infected boogerOn the right:
>longer, healthier hair in freshly-dyed colors>cheerful hairclips>fun earrings>silly, clownish, yet original makeup>wide, genuine smile>rainbow aesthetic that seems more cohesive and less washed-outShe's coping hard in this post. I know it's hard for anyone to admit, but when you sit on your fat ass and smoke weed and do nothing all day, the best days of your life get behind you pretty fast.
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No. 319008
>>319002oh this amps things up, this is the first time Jill has more or less directly called her parents
abusive? Doesn't her mom still follow her, I wonder how she'll feel seeing that
No. 319009
>>319002one, its called get off the internet. two, jill never had an
abusive childhood. third, you cant trust all the 18-34 year claiming
abusive childhoods (like jill) because "trauma" to them is being told to do chores, get off the phone, get a job, or the horror of your parents having a different viewpoint than you
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No. 319027
>>319021Tbh lesbian bars should just be women exclusive bars. There’s a reason why women come there it’s because they don’t feel safe in regular bars which is totally understandable. Everyone that is a patron is seeking safety from gross men.
>>319025Girl you aren’t even self-aware at 25. Kek.
No. 319033
>>319031If her father was
abusive how would it make sense for her caring, responsible 35-year-old alter to be based off her dad? Unless Cliffe was secretly evil this whole time?
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No. 319060
>>319021God I hate when she brings back her fake bisexuality. Which, “bisexual” girls bringing their boyfriend to the lesbian bar also fall under this. That shit with Alyssa was so terrible and just more proof she just wants to use gay women for her narc antics.
>>319027Straight women at lesbian bars can be just as disruptive as men sometimes, it’s very common that they act super offended and disgusted if they get hit on by a woman and it makes it harder for lesbians to find each other. If you go to the place specifically for that and buy a girl a drink then she is homophobic towards you how is that okay. If you want woman only bars then get off your ass and make them don’t gate crash someone else’s space that isn’t for you and make it worse.
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No. 319067
>>319063Is she showering these days? She used to only take baths (mostly with Lush bath bombs) so I'm not surprised she gets UTIs so much if that's still the case.
>>319065UTIs aren't in the vagina. They're in the urinary tract. Someone cheating isn't going to put "different vaginal bacteria" inside of you unless they're pulling out of her and immediately sticking it in you. UTIs happen after sex if people don't wash properly. I'm sure being as dehydrated as she is doesn't help either.
No. 319069
>>319013And don’t forget her replying “Oh!!” (echoing her “Oh! That explains a lot!” post announcing the DID diagfauxis) to that tweet about self-soothing in neglected babies. I bet she’s going to start claiming that her parents emotionally neglected her and bought her gifts instead of giving her attention. It would let her claim childhood twauma AND be a way to manipulate her parents into feeling guilty and coddling her even more. I hope they don’t fall for it.
I don’t think she’s stupid enough to burn that bridge with her only safety net by accusing her parents of abuse directly, but by claiming neglect she leaves room for abuse by some mysterious outside entity that no one else knows about.
>>319061Tell Steve to wash his dick already
>>319065I once read about a woman who found out her boyfriend was cheating because she had very frequent UTI’s and they found colon bacteria in her urine that can only be transferred that way through unprotected anal sex, which she had never had. I’m not saying Jill should get tested but maybe Jill should get tested.
No. 319070
>>319069That UTI cheater story is false, practically a wive's tale, so be careful with your sources and what you believe because that's misinfo
If Steve is cheating, Jill would have to pretend not to notice anyways, unless all her alters are suddenly communicating with each other 24/7 to put together clues
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What does this even mean???
No. 319074
>>319071This is pathetic kek. Zero mention of having irl friends.
>>319072That’s disgusting Jesus Christ I hope that’s not the case but given her past behavior I shouldn’t doubt it.
No. 319079
>>319076She would need friends to visit her in order to play an alter quiz live show so everyone asks her questions and only talk about her.
She really hasn't mentioned her friends at all anymore, I wonder if everyone just hates her now.
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He's not gonna marry you, Jill. The next stage of life you're gonna reach is the one where he troons out and finds a real boyfriend and you're gleefully kicked to the curb.
No. 319102
>>319100>it's a trauma thing apparently>>319072 and
>>319075 were spot on with her using this as breadcrumbing even though she doesn't actually understand that she would no longer be getting them lmao
No. 319105
>>319100I absolutely hate this woman, UTIs are not a “trauma thing”. She clearly is trying to connect her reoccurring UTIs to something that happens to children who are CSA
victims—they have frequent UTIs because of the literal sexual abuse of their bodies. Fucking shameless. Jillian being unwashed and unhealthy the same as her nasty bf is the cause of this. Take a probiotic and ease up on the monster drinks fucking retard
No. 319113
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>>319100apologies if this was covered back when it was posted, but i noticed this ‘repeated sexual abuse’ and ‘current/past trauma’ line in picrel on her pinned tweet/alters thread. bets on it referring to her DA ‘girlfriend’
No. 319114
>>319100Ok so she’s implying Steven is raping her repeatedly because that’s the only way it would add up with her retard narrative. You don’t get random UTIs cause you’re traumatized. They only happen when the alleged sexual abuse is currently going on if she wants to conform to whatever she’s trying to imply with her larp.
I imagine she doesn’t want to go to a doctor because “wash your vag” properly isn’t what poor sickie mentally ill jilly wants to hear. She whined about it last year when her GP didn’t give two shits about her shiny DID diagnostic impression.
No. 319121
>>319118It still kinda looks like diarrhea though
>>319113Why does she call herself hot and diva kek
>>319100>It's a trauma thingShe's getting too bold and comfortable with her lies
No. 319123
>>319100>My chronic utis are a trauma thingUh, did Jill's parents not notice their daughter was getting chronic utis as a small child? Or did they notice it and not take their kid to a doctor for an STD that can be caused by csa in children? I guess she's still trying to pull the "actually my parents were super
abusive and neglectful" shit
>>319071Jill's obsession with her minor alters is fucking weird. I really think she Larps berry and the teenager alters the most because she's still not over the fact she's an adult now and not a toddler or in high school.
No. 319124
>>319113>unaffected by trauma>is hypersexualwtf is the writing of her ocs
>>319061either stevie doesn't wash his dick or she's just dehydrated from the weed and malingering
also which personas and what percent of the day is she even claiming she's holding her piss for? cause none of her personas seem to fit this type of behaviour and if it's just one of them then most of the time she should be peeing normally.
Veronica is "free from trauma" so it can't be here despite being the one supposedly representing her "trauma"
Sunny is "always positive" and takes her out of ptsd states
cliffe makes no sense
Jer? but they're a co-pilot and not out all the time right? also not directly linked to sexual trauma
Is Jill claiming it for her "own" persona? as others have pointed out, she's not currently being sexually traumatized so current UTIs from holding it in make little sense. it would only happen for a persona still in that place mentally right? but which one is it actually? because her only "little" is her perfect happy one and her only persona defined by sexual trauma is the one supposedly not negatively affected by said trauma so by her own words veronica cannot be holding it in due to sexual trauma despite holding it all
No. 319129
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>>319102not to wk but there is a link, but it just increases the risk so she could avoid them by having a better hygiene…
(source:
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6779341/)
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>>319129that study would be a good source but i doubt jilly has ever read a real, credible scientific article in her life, lest she run into those meanie weenie mclean bullies!!1 more likely she got her info from something like this reddit thread (one of the first things that came up when i googled "trauma and chronic uti"). mento illness really is just a cover for any of her bad behaviors/things she doesnt want to be responsible for.
No. 319148
>>319143I think my PTSD she means she is in an imbolile state, but then doesn't that just go back to her claiming to have autism and that give you executive disfunction too.. Where you don't listen to your body's cues and thus don't eat or go to the bathroom. I know when you smoke you can get high enough where you don't notice you have to pee or eat as well depending on what you're eating/smoking and your mental health. It can numb the senstation in your stomach or you won't notice your bladder is full when you press on it.
I have a feeling she's confusing other things with other things. Not to say she probably doesn't have some form of a bunch of mental issues, but I don't think, like you said, the PTSD is to blame for this.
No. 319167
>>319165>>319164Trans stuff is also getting public skepticism more and more, with even the new york times putting out a very critical article this week.
I'm cautiously hopeful this will increase the amount of scrutiny on "mental illness" and how it is handled. Abigail Shrier is also releasing a new book about how therapy is actually making gen z worse, which I've suspected for some time and am excited to see her argument for.
All this bodes poorly for jill. Especially since she's glommed onto this stuff so freaking late, and she's much older than most of the people involved. People are understanding when it's a teenager, but when it's some chick in her late 20 or 30s, it's just embarrassing and doesn't get much sympathy.
No. 319177
>>319167>therapy is actually making gen z worsebut they literally dont go to therapy lol they google their symptoms and self diagnose through tiktok.
sage for OT
(derailing)