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No. 307737
Intro taken from old thread
>>303924Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of bucks for.
She happily accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression (NOT a real diagnosis!) with a "coming out as DID" celebratory cake, but struggled to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical stateLatest thread: Goes to see barbie movie, complains about male fans in precure, talks about how she's healing from her love-music-angel-baby therapist who changed his name, location and wiped his internet presence after escaping the Jilliverse gravitation pull.
Claims to have a dress design copied from shein and anons predict this will be a reason she claims when she ultimately gives up on her own store.
August patreon (no recap in thread):>>304896
Skipped 6 years of my life vid:>>305604
Black content creator (pinksugarfairies) chased off the internet whilst Jill plays innocent:
>>306399Daily vlog w/ j-fashion meet-up with a wild steve appearing and many anons notice their body language:
>>307191Horrible "drag" performance at Jills former design hobby collage:
>>307426 New drag persona: Pixie Daydreams
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>>307738Upcoming video & thread:
Gyaru transformation
Sept patreon vid soon
>this pic made me cackle so it's getting another go around. Let me tell ya, I have the most dissociation, the best dissociation——my angel therapist, he's a real great guy, highly respected, he tells me, Jillian, you're the best at having dissociative identity disorder. No. 307753
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I feel like I see Jill’s future when this Reddit post from a year ago.
No. 307754
>>307748>>307740Yeah, I wanted to go with something really inflammatory and beyond over the top as we know she & multiple of her real-life associates reads here and her worst nightmare is to get cancelled. I'm hoping she digs herself in deeper by trying to explain her oh-so-innocent position further
>>307744you're in charge of making the next thread. You got this champ I believe in you
No. 307757
>>307754I agree with you nona, Jill herself used exaggerations to create drama and to be a
victim. And to my knowledge, only her treatment of black creators was treated somewhat seriously by her snowflake audience. Nothing wrong imho with some inflammatory title, we can use mental jilness next time, she will milk her mento issues as long as she can. Thank you for the new thread <3
Speaking of mental jilness - in previous thread she mentioned new fusion that coused her nightmares. Do you think she fused with someone from official cast or this is again some 'unknown fragment' ? As usual, her fusions/new alters are announced when there is some heat around her.
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No. 307767
>>307766They're both so insufferable.
>hurdur I'm a rich YouTuber who has too much free time and I don't know what to do with it even though there's millions of small ways I could volunteer said free time into something useful but I'm too much of a narcissist to think of doing anything that'd benefit anything other than me.No wonder Jill has been firmly up his ass for years. That's her kinfolk
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No. 307797
>>307783Her description of "romantic" love being close family and friendship being more distant family, I mean…no, that is not what romantic love is. Not at all. She just described close family and more distant family and relates that to how she feels about her friends, imo close friends can be like family for sure but romantic relationships are emphatically not. Your partner shouldn't feel like a relative…
I guess she crosses the line with the "little" shit just like anon's reddit post.
No. 307798
>>307797samefag, obviously I am not trying to dictate how people feel love but, that is a bit off right?
The feelings for a partner are
extremely different and uncomparable to those you have for family. Though we've all seen their "roommate" dynamic on camera, which might explain why she doesn't understand what romance means. I wonder if she has ever actually felt romantic love, I guess that is not actually possible for narcs since their true love is thyself
No. 307807
>>307800yup what's milk is her long-winded explanation of something really banal, the eternal soliloquy of speshul Jill
>>307806yeah, partners and spouses literally are immediate family though
No. 307808
>>307807Thats what happens when you get married yes but it is not in the same vein as how Jill said it herself. She was relating bio family (like how she said friends are cousins)
Put on your reading glasses, it's fucking weird and she already has a weird incest thing with drew as another anon pointed out
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>>307783Jill does realize that the BPD favorite person thing is just a major red flag on her end right? Almost all BPD bitchs have the black and white thinking and any small slight from their FP automatically makes them the most hated person in a BPD brain because of the black and white thinking. If I was Jill's friend I would hate to be called that because it just makes it more difficult to be able to critique her or bring up uncomfortable conversations that require setting boundaries. Image attached is from a phycological study on people with BPD and how if affects their relationship with their "favorite person".
No. 307816
>>307739devastated my meme didn’t make the thread pic; honoured it’s made you laugh that much
>>307783we’ve been tinfoiling that Steebie will be the one to cheat and leave.. but what if it’s Jill? if she is leaving breadcrumbs to hint that she feels the same type of way for friends as she does for her partner… hmm. big tin foil because she never leaves her cursed rainbow house but this is suspicious even for her. either way; i can feel the breakup coming in my bones. maybe we’ll get it for christmas if we’re all extra good (or shortly after because let’s be real here, she wouldn’t let the breakup happen before christmas because then she’ll miss out on presents)
No. 307819
>>307816my bet is on early 2024, maybe after valentine's day. Steeb has to leave now that she's increasingly insufferable and that he might be more and more aware he can't ride on her coattails.
the "getting better and fusing" wellbutrin saga may be due to him putting pressure on her to stop devolving into more of a fat slob baby. i can't imagine her turning on him because he's all she has, she might do that when he dumps her though.
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>>307820Recap: Jill is using a shit camera (her phone?) and it's really pixilated.
0:00: Standard intro and excuses as to why she's late and making nightmarish mouth noises. Youtube app updated and she doesn't know how it works now. Heart mug full of coffee
~revving up the vibe machine…
02:41: cat belly and I don't know if it's matted or not.
04:20: someone asking her a cosplay question about how her cure sky headband was made. Surprise- it's on a headband.
05:56 It's Jill and Sunny apparently as she's being clumsy and knocked over the wig. She just seems high - glazed eyes and all.
06:44: Shows off her drag headpiece fromher latest show which includes an open pair of kids scissors, pin cushion w/ pins & watercolour wheel on a head band.
10:20: Close up of cat for those who like to analyze her cat ownership skills
11:10: "I've been saying weird things with like a thick comical Boston or New York accent"
11:36: The cat is trying to get into the ribbon basket to chomp on ribbon & thread. If you need help snickers blink twice!!
14:20: Drag show info: afternoon show at her design school during their opening week/ first week back. Her and M(?) both design school alumni did drag and Bella Tofana her cosplay partner and "bestie extraordinaire"
15:47:Excuses about her falling over "it's an anxiety thing!!" my leg's just like buckle…
17:20: Behind the scenes of her brand/shop launch. "I don't want to show to much and like, get peoples hopes up…" States that she's designed, decided on quantities and first launch items (so drop shipping and TEMU items)
For someone who's saying their excited and ready, she sure as fuck doesn't look it.
Hoping for first drop in November in time for chrsitmas shopping period.
19:53: design ideas - Openly stated that all designs may not happened. All will be handmade and now all she has to do is: "I just have to decide on the thing, pattern it out for multiple sizes and just start doing it"
Talks jewelry, polymer clay, pronoun - label text kandi bracelet.
24:20: Wants to make autism necklace but want to wait till she has the actually diagnosis.
"It would be drippy as hell…"
29:54: gross close-ups of her drag make-up
31:33: "Shout out Welbru-slay"
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>>30782131:50: Last drag show where she almost cancelled "and people were fucking literally stalking her" The rage in the 'fucking' is real and I bet thats what Steve get's to interact with everyday.
32:02: "with malicious intent" Oh my god Jill we've traced the malicious intent and it's coming from inside your house!!!
More talk of drag and why she came back to it
41:00: latest vlog and chat arse patting her about the ups and down. Talks about fronting indicators and her bracelets.
44:00: more DID bullshit
48:11: Precure
51:42: Pixie health kick!! SHE'S DRINKING WATER AND EXERCISING GUISE.
52:58: Wants to do a video about her med change because wellbru-bru is everything.
20 minutes of talking about young kid shows with her chat (Toddler - early primary school age bracket shows)
1:07:41: back to talking about Wellbutrin and side effects:hot flashes and ability to regulate body temp.
1:12:57: video ideas: crochet session
another 20min of inane conversation and nothing of gossipy lolcow importance.
1:27:57 Fin
I rate this months patreon vlog 4/10.
No. 307838
>>307789>>307796Immediately thought FP meant "fuck person" like a fuck buddy friend with benefits kind of thing and nearly threw up
>>307837The real point is just that Jill worded it in a very shit and confusing way that doesn't make sense
No. 307846
>>307783Jill, Steve is not going to marry you.
I swear some anons here are retarded autists with zero critical thinking skills. Do everyone a favor a shut up and lurk.
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No. 307875
>>307870An autism necklace is normally silicon in whatever shape chosen that people chew on to cope with whatever Stim they say they have
It was developed mainly for children and then these retarded adults autists claimed them as a necessity and a badge of honor
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Be careful which tweets you like, Jill blocked me even though I never directly interacted with her lol
No. 307979
>>307965>>307971It's literally like this. You know how she just expected the mclean people to watch every single video she's ever made? girl has to stalk every person who interacts with her because she is so paranoid and she expects that from everyone. what is it going to take for her to realize she's not important? the funniest thing about her
toxic positivity is that she's not even trying to make other people feel better, she's excusing her own actions constantly and that's it. you know how there's so many quotes about how people who are struggling being the most kind? Well she isn't struggling with shit, and she's only kind to herself. And it's barely kindness. It's just enabling.
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No. 307999
>>307997Reading this kind of thing and just everything Jill has been doing, after listening to a woman who experienced a life full of abuse and trauma so bad that it could reasonable induce the kind of dissociation that DID has, genuinely makes me mad. She's cosplaying the lives of people that experienced such horrific trauma it's hard to listen to. But somehow SHE is actually the biggest
victim in every case.
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Cow crossover
No. 308015
>>308011Oh I loved the terrible Jerrick to Jill tiktok he chose to use for Jill
time stamp 00:48 - 01:57
Currently 6hours posted, multiple comments about Jill and sitting at 6.7k views w/ 579 likes.
No. 308028
>>307997I feel bad for people with BPD who want to get better and have to live with this condition. Because I know how hard it is to get hurt like that constantly despite your best efforts to be better. But Jillian is never getting better, so retweeting this just looks vile and self pitying. She's so desperate to be a
victim.
No. 308029
>>308003And if you want to be a cool smart
nonnie just visit lolcow.farm
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>>308011I love reading the comments on these videos just to know I'm not alone in what I think. Besides the random "omg I have actual DID and…." comments there's some very good points to be made. There's a few about pixie already in there.
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She probably got high, forgot to upload and watched bear in the big blue house and steven universe all day
No. 308052
>>307998only the larpers. for most people who actually have it: you couldn't waterboard their diagnosis out of them anywhere they can't be completely anonymous. they might tell close friends, a spouse, or family members at most, but some people don't tell anyone but their doctors, because they'll either be seen as crazy/dangerous or associated with the LARPer circus and suffer discrimination a result.
the drama goes deeper than that, though: for over 20 years there have been concentrated attempts by larpers to demedicalize DID and remove it from the DSM, because it's "perfectly natural and not a disorder", and it's done serious harm to how DID is perceived by the public and by medical professionals and makes it much harder for actual patients to get diagnosed and treated.
it's only getting worse now that every e-girl like jill is claiming to have it and making a massive circus out of it, but thankfully she's probably too retarded to start any major movement like the astareas web incident
No. 308053
>>307997The fucking audacity. I’d like to hear her say this to a burn
victim’s face.
No. 308076
I really don't doubt Steebie is getting fed up with her at this point. When they started dating, she seemed to have big goals she was working towards - Going to fashion school, trying to start a brand, building up a youtube channel, etc. But all those things have flopped and she's just sort of stagnated. All she does is bitch about mental illness online and take 5 months to create anything and when she does, its crap like day of the week bracelets and painting more ugly rainbows on their house. The future with her seems bleak, I'm sure. Who wants to commit to someone long term who only wants to be on a downward spiral, only wants to worsen, only wants to become less sufficient and independent? Who could see a prosperous and viable future with that?
Now, he is a loser piece of shit too, the kind that wanted to mooch off Jill's own "success" to further himself, and now he can't even do that. He played the caretaker role for awhile when the DID shit came to fruition but you can see by his body language in that last video that it's gotten stale for him. What really does Jill have to offer him? He coddles her and plays pretend for her all day to feed her narcissism and need for attention but what does he get out of it? Sex with a fat retard and living in a house that burns your retinas at every corner?
No. 308093
>>308070Kek I remember this too. She really said she has precure on 24/7. I just wouldn't be able to live in that clown house.
>>308076>>308077Jillian truly is the best cure to laziness, a true cautionary tale.
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>>307737can't believe we made to thread #69 nonnas. This is truly a funny number moment. I'm so proud
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>>308099It's incredible, the more time passes, the more her previous outfits look better on her than her toddler larp fashion nowadays.
No. 308116
>>3081055:21
>was formed this year>"i like my little pony and vocaloid">shows pictures of jill when she was a child with a my little pony plush and a vocaloid poster(?)so is she implying that sunny has been here all along clearly by proof of the pictures or is sunny a new character? which one is it, jilly
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>>308105the dislike ratio
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I don’t want to do this
>opens the video saying her phone’s face ID doesn’t recognise her
>she’s giving quirky tiktok pickme girl energy (you know that one tiktoker who does the “emily and oliver” pickme skits? yeah. that.)
>”i’m excited” x5
>hyping herself up for the video. still acting quirky but like a “younger/kid” version of herself?
>Sunny has filmed with Jill before but “Jill is far away” and “not really holding her hand right now”
>”wow” the phone really can’t recognise her, this is cRaZy. she can’t believe how weird it is to see herself in her reflection looking all like “do do do do do”
>seizure warning
>”no clean confetti club intro today” (since when?)
>oof. Jill already outs herself by saying she’s already done a Meet The Alter for Sunny on Tiktok but that it was “her first time existing in the world” with a text correction on screen that says “she means posting online lol” (Hinting that Sunny has existed for a while like all her other alters and it’s totally not made up as she goes)
>Sunny split off in March “when did that big hairy thing happen?”
>she’s really annoying. lots of hand movements and baby talk. saluting the camera and playing with her hands. it’s too much.
>she doesn’t want to read the questions because it’s “super static” and she just wants to ramble and someone else can put together the video later “tee hee she’s not going to like that”… (we get it, you’re quirky and hyper).
>”hi, hi, hi-hi, hi.” generic introducing herself. Sunny formed this year, “there’s a video on this channel called my response. it’s very dramatic btw. that’s the reason i exist”
>2 alters ended up splitting off from the March trauma. Sunny is there to keep the faith in human-kind and to remember what joy feels like
>And Amber formed to “be the, like, rawr teehee”
>Sunny is the internal protector and Amber is the external protector
>she loves her own analogy of “will to live vs rawr”
>Sunny has been very frequently “co-conquers” since she formed.
>Sunny is a 14yo, uplifting protector who is normal and doesn’t feel bad things (idk what that means)
>”that’s the thing about DID you can just be a guy who doesn’t feel that bad”
>She loses the larp and “disassociates” for a minute. Text on screen says Sunny doesn’t think about this stuff often and that’s why this happened. She comes back giggling saying she doesn’t know what happened but that she “walked off the plank in her mind then came back” (ok?)
>Questions are going to get answered now but she’s “not going 123. this isn’t a spelling bee” (sure, it’s definitely not because you just realised you can’t keep this shit up without multiple prompts)
>She reiterates that she’s 14 and something to do with when Jerr split and Jax split. Jax sucked up some memories from Jerr’s mental age and that’s why Jax is a lot like how Jill was when she was 14, bright bubbly and social but still edgy?
>Sunny is similar in the way that she is the same as Jax but for Jill instead of Jerr. and that’s why Sunny is a lot like how Jill was when she was 14, bright bubbly and social but not edgy? (idk. I think she’s trying to say Jerr has been around for 10+ years and Jax is split from him while Sunny is split from Jill and she’s retconning it to give a reason why everyone’s the same age suddenly)
>Sunny is sooo clumsy and likes MLP and Vocaloid and likes to XD
>(ok this parts actually really sad at the 5 minute mark) she’s just saying that Sunny is like a time capsule of Jill when Jill was 14 and unapologetically being a dorky cringe weeb who likes 14yo stuff. She shows a bunch of pictures of herself cosplaying and being happy with friends at conventions when she was a kid. it’s obvious she is trying to hold onto those good memories by pretending to still be that person with the Sunny larp.
>lots of hand movements and silly voices.
>Sunny is “loud and nerdy and clumsy and a good friend who likes to be sweet maybe and all of those things so beebatibeepitybapitiboo” (we fucking GET IT JILL, MOVE ON MAN, COME ON)
>Sunny gets along with Flora so well because they’re both “interjects” (fictives) of Precure characters
>”hehe that’s right it happened again hehe”
>Jill herself is also basically a precure interject at this point. Jill is just Cure Marine (her words, not mine)
>Precure has been her whole life this year because of the 20th anniversary so it was only a matter of time
>She tried to look like herself for the video with the yellow colour scheme but says that there isn’t a drawing of herself yet like how all the others have but that she has this drawing of herself in magical form (see pic attached)
>she’s the same height as Jill and Flora and has long blonde hair. Made a picrew of herself
>she loves monochromatic collecting.
>There is a Cure Sunny but she is nothing like her. Sunny is more of a genetic Precure character rather than a specific one (this was the moment I realised she is embodying Dylan Mulvaney for her personality and talking mannerisms and now I hate it even more)
>Sunny is a yellow-cure soup and a she/her girly. but unlike Flora, Sunny has magical powers inside her brain
>Jill is here now with a post-edit voice overlay explaining how “non human alters” work. TLDR she would be hospitalised or dead if she couldn’t have non-human alters for her brain so no one is allowed to question her less-logical/fantastical bullshit. It all comes from a place of logic and survival. (thanks jill. very cool)
>She will not stop moving her hands and body. It’s so distracting. Something about inner worlds
>the power stuff comes from “a time when all of her powers were taken away and suddenly she is just a crazy young girl on the internet” (interesting… hinting at her fall from grace as a big-youtuber to this thing she currently is maybe?)
part 2 coming. the body was too long to post.
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>>308118part 2
>halfway through now. she’s making a map of her inner world. it kinda looks like a bad NeoPets map>Jill found Sunny in the inner-world in an anime glass birdcage where Jill went into the birdcage and found a tree then went down some secret spiral stairs in the birdhouse and that’s where Sunny lives and plays in the grass (it’s gotta be meth. genuinely had to pause the video to laugh for a few minutes) >Sunny doesn’t spend a lot of time in the inner-world. Sunny is usually “out and crap” but goes to the inner world to meet everyone and that’s where she met Flora >Sunny and Flora’s friendship is interesting because they didn’t know about each other for almost a month and that is interesting because they’re so similar. She doesn’t know what the purpose was. >Storytime about her discovery and birth: “okay so everything’s on fire, metaphorically, ha ha ha ha. trying to cope with a crazy thing that I never thought would happen then (popping sound effect and she pretends to cry like a baby. she then cackles maniacally like it’s the funniest thing she’s ever said) >”and that’s how i was born.” Jill was the first to figure it out because she thought something was funky, and felt a new feeling, a tickle in the air >Jill writes things down and does science experiments and THEY were confused at first because THEY thought Flora has fused because the Sunny and Jill combo feels similar to the Flora Jill combo >Jill brings the woohoowoohoo to the Jill/Flora combo and Sunny is always woohoowoohoo so it’s an augmented woo hoo when they’re co-con >Sunny and Flora are very different. She made a venn diagram of Sunny/Flora/Jill. 14:30 time stamp. >Flora couldn’t handle the March stress and that’s why Sunny formed. Flora is a sensitive and soft grandma who couldn’t weather the storm and had to go inside for that and Jill was like “oh, where’s my will to live?” (Sunny is laughing her ass off at this) >If Flora is a soft flower petal then Sunny is a strike of lightning >one thing Sunny is struggling with is the ability to mask and can’t read rooms well and can’t read between the lines and needs things to be explained really directly to her and doesn’t get jokes and things she says goes over people’s heads (very subtle and sensitive autism hinting. might be hard to spot) >Sunny’s interests are precure, MLP, Vocaloid, and Steven Universe. She is the alter who contains all of the Brony power >she loves anime and SMASH, mentions Mario is a special interest (subtle) and loves J-pop which she says is just precure music. >”as a very traumatised mentally-ill brain and person just trying to get through life and cope, when you find something that is guaranteed to put you in a positive headspead that works every time you’re going to incorporate it into your daily life” (this was all about why she is SO obsessed with precure and why she has so many precure alters) >she loves anime dances and doing anime dances and cosplay and karaoke and Just Dance >she’s very social with no anxiety and boulders through life. >if you take Jill and take out the insecurities and the caring-about-what-people-think and the attempting-to-not-be-cringe, that’s sunny. “I don’t give a fuck. Let’s watch My Little Pony. Fuck you. Do precures say ‘fuck you’? yes. this one does” >Sunny doesn’t use social media a lot so she doesn’t know what to talk about except pre-cure because precure runs her life. But she is doing fashion design and blogger shit. That’s a precure lifestyle if she’s ever heard of one >cumming over the “adult season” of precure. >”bestie” is coming over in 2 hours to watch pre-cure power up so she has to go >she’s loud. she likes j-fashion, decora, monochromatic, she even hates the pink in her hair clips and she’s sorry for the “wah wah baby being born joke” >she’s been around so much so she thought she’d say hello. Amber would never want to do this, apparently there are a couple alters where an intro video wouldn’t be within their personality wheelhouse >But Sunny loves this crap and loves to live >she JUST realised she didn’t do Q&A question but if anyone has them, ask them in the comments. sorry if some of the sentence structures don’t make sense, sometimes I paraphrased and sometimes I just wrote out what she was saying.
but anyway that’s enough internet for me, i’m going outside.
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>>308118>Sunny has magical powers inside her brain >the power stuff comes from “a time when all of her powers were taken away and suddenly she is just a crazy young girl on the internet”Sunny was made as a response to that professional making a DID presentation with her in it right? This is giving me flashbacks to Chris’ curseyehameha…
No. 308128
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>>308120>glass dome from Utena??? Is she talking about Anthy's greenhouse? The one that is shaped like a bird cage to symbolize, in short, that Anthy is trapped in a suffocating situation with seemingly no way out? okay Jill
No. 308135
>>308131larp rule #1: dissociative amnesia only exists when it's convenient!
ever notice how underage alters miraculously never have controversial opinions that could damage their "hosts" reputation? they'll use exaggerated speech like a parody of a child, but never ever make any mistakes, or be wrong about anything, or be edgy, or meaningfully disagree with any of the "hosts" established stances? how they always seem to be either supervised or perfectly compliant with their "caretakers" wishes?
have you ever met a child or teenager that was fully compliant to whatever their babysitter asks, never says anything stupid or controversial, and never does anything inconvenient?
No. 308136
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>>308128The birdcage is anthy’s rose garden, the giant tree and staircase describes the duelists arena. Can someone tell jill to get original ideas?
LOL
No. 308144
>>308120wait wasn't flora a magical girl witch or something too? I remember she made "magical mc n cheese" as flora in an old thread kek. And also something about her being based on japanese shit.
I predict she will eventually merge both of them and she will name the new alter "sunflower" or something.
>>308118>opens the video saying her phone’s face ID doesn’t recognise her kekkkkk of course she has to highlight this to feel more legit about her larp
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>>308121>sunny is an autistic loud brony and also very youngjfc…
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'tism discourse ft jill not even trying to hide the crumbs
No. 308157
>>308131>I couldn't even imagine telling my loved ones I hear voices and am other people and them not putting me in a mental ward. Her loved ones have to be at their wits end kek.This is what happens when you have absolutely no disclipline and get away with everything for your whole life, like the confidence to go online and upload videos of all this shit attached to your name with the assurance it will have no negative consequences. Most people would end up sedated in an asylum if they acted like this, especially in recent past for women where far less deviant behaviour (like simply being disagreeable) would get you lobotomised or locked up for life.
Though I think she's careful to avoid talking about suicide or self harm since that is guaranteed to be intervened, she opts for a very high volume of "harmless" bullshit.
Imagine if these threads end when someone finally has enough and she's strapped to a bed in a padded room for decades. Like really I can't imagine acting this way with such confidence, in public and documented all over the internet, but here we are.
No. 308166
>>308151It's irritating for her to make shit up, when if she really was educated on autism at all, she'd know having all of the symptoms is kind of rare? that's literally why it's called a spectrum. Also talking about high-masking or low-masking when the community is kind of about, how about no masks? not to mention with this DID thing its literally an identity that you use TO mask so it's just an extra layer of what the fuck. i'm still of the camp that jill is mentally ill, just not in any of the cute ways she thinks she is. She might and probably does have BPD but notice how she keeps minimizing talking about that or admitting to those symptoms because it's not as cute or quirky? DID is so she can blame other people for her shitty behavior and autism is so she can excuse it by 'teehee i cant help it! im autistic!'
she'll never claim a disorder that she couldn't make cute. See narcissism, sociopathy, schizophrenia. only reason she admits to BPD at all is that she's so happy that she has at least SOMETHING diagnosed to brag about.
No. 308168
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>>308164i'm pretty sure she took these terms from other DID larpers themselves, they even have a "wiki" dedicated to this where they all take the terms from to make their larp more legit.
picrel is an example from it,
https://pluralpedia.org/w/Main_Page (obviously every single term has a sooper special flag)
the DID larper community is pretty big nowadays
No. 308170
>>308165All those things are stuff that she already liked prior as herself so it makes no sense to pretend it was an alter all along. Sincerely, what hobbies does she have left for "Jill" to have? Everything seems to be distributed now.
>>308168Holy… just how deep the rabbit hole goes?
No. 308171
>>308168Samefag but
>Pluralpedia>Anime girl iconCome the fuck on lmao they make it so obvious
No. 308176
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>>308170the DID larp community has been around for quite long (thread from 7 years ago on "multiple systems":
>>>/snow/109130 , from 5 years ago on DID youtubers:
>>>/snow/663556 (with newfags blogposting about their totes legit DID diagnosis))
>>308171>>308174it's interesting how the icon looks very 2007 but the wiki has only been around since 2020 (it's a splinter of a shitcord DID-related bot, shitcord suprisingly has a lot of DID-related user-created bots like PluralKit), did the author trace some deviantart rando's first anime girl drawing?
apparently only a drawing is enough for multiple people to "split off" an entire alter of someone. but unlike Jill, you don't even need to pretend to go under ~extreme life-changing~ trauma to form an alter nowadays, since the consensus is now that "plurality" can be "non-disordered" and anyone that disagrees is a "sysmed" (analogous with "transmed/transmedicalist/truscum" in the tranny community).
No. 308177
>>308156I feel like her family has long since stopped watching her videos, just as most of her fans did. It was cute when they got to see her life and her progress in accomplishing goals, but at this point, they're probably just shaking their heads and thinking what a shame it is that she turned out this way much like the rest of us. You can tell people around her at this point kind of approach her with pity and hopeful support, in the hopes that maybe a good day or fun opportunity provided by them will make her wake up, snap out of it, and decide to rejoin normal society again. I think the making the wedding dress thing is an example of that. But instead of it inspiring Jill to get back into fashion and sewing, it was a blip on her radar and she went right back to obsessing with herself.
Everything people do for her or invite her to now just turns into additional ammunition for schitzo babble stories. It'll all just be about her and how one of her sides said or thought this about it. or she'll say something about it traumatized her further. Nothing is saving her, nothing is bringing her out of it. So I assume at this point, they can't even muster the courage to turn on her videos anymore. All of this might have been cute as a teenager, but she's a grown adult who's supposed to have a job and be out living her life by now. Probably far too depressing for them, watching her never ending self obsessed spiraling.
No. 308179
>>308128Yeah that’s the one she showed in her video. Kek, so the place she’s free to be a magical girl in her head is a fucking cage?
>>308144No according to her new headcanon Flora can’t transform to a magical girl. While Sunny has a magical girl form. But they’re both from precure magical girl characters. So I don’t really get it.
No. 308183
>>308181Yeah all of her alters are younger than her except bald man. She is obsessed with infantilizing herself.
>>308179In the video she acts like she doesn't even remember where the glass cage is from, honestly I don't think she has completed any other magical girl anime besides precure. She has a very shallow knowledge and never really mentions any specific scenes or characters of any of them
No. 308222
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>>308168>>308176I'm sorry but this website is like, absolute bonkers to me kek. This sounds fake as fuck
I feel like I just took a look at the tip of an iceberg
No. 308228
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Can she be so for real. Tell me you’ve never had real problems without telling me you’ve never had real problems.
No. 308232
>>308228Which "DID specialist" on YouTube us she talking about? What snippy comment? Lmao
Real talk but I find hard to believe any mental health "professional" on YouTube, Instagram or TikTok ever
No. 308236
>>308228What Jill doesn't realise is that while she is the center of her own world, she isn't the center of others. Those ~DID specialists~ see her as a statistic one way or another. If they look at her claim of having DID on surface level and believe her or don't believe her she's still just some random girl on the internet that's at best a minor data point unless she became a serious patient of theirs. She shows her lack of scientific literacy also by acting like the "betrayal" was some official statement by DID professionals that she's a fake without ever psychologically assessing her when it was so informal they could pull examples from internet influencers they never spoke with.
If she's a serious patient of any psych then video or no a professional is going to put her through the ringer to be sure she has it and not something else. And if she managed to convince them she had it they'd undergo treatment as if the video never happened even if they'd watched it ten times. If she had been used in a real study as an official faker that study would need to be revised but she wasn't used in anything of the sort so nothing would need to be updated. She's the one taking her own inclusion far more seriously than anyone else is.
No. 308239
>>308236It was laughable when she and Steebie were mocking how the McLean presentation had its references at the end and that the doctor moved past quickly, and like neither of them have probably ever had to write a paper or give a presentation that required references in their lives lmao
She truly has no idea what academic discussion looks like
No. 308253
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Any day now Steve will come out as trans
No. 308254
>>308121I feel like this alter specifically is made to bite back against any and all critique. If anyone calls her out from anything from being racist to being cringe, she can hide behind this "sunny" exterior and play the role of an unassuming child/tween who doesn't care and only wants to have fun. She can be as cringe and as narcissistic as she wants because that's what this character is so no one can fault her.
I think her age is a common age when you start really missing your childhood and reminiscing about when you felt carefree and didn't care about liking cringe stuff like PreCure and other baby shows. The amount of hate she gets since DID reveal has probably made her want to hide behind that "cringe" title more and more now.
No. 308258
>>308253>born male >dating a female >”my christian family tried to send me to conversion therapy” …huh? to convert you from what? as far as you present to outsiders, you’re a straight white cisgender male. there’s literally nothing to convert.
either get the fuck out of the closet and have something real to complain about or shut the actual fuck up steve.
No. 308280
>>308253I'm anon who posted
>>308077 and yep, he does have stress from his religious family life. So I wouldn't be surprised if he grits his teeth every time Jill talks about how so super special and mentally ill and fucked up she is from her childhood when her parents have supported her and loved her in every endeavor, from her hobbies to her supposed gender/sexual identities.
No. 308281
>>308253See is Stevie a prisoner in Jill's rainbow home for real? Like his family are completely unaccepting of being gay, bi, queer etc so he needs to find someone else to move in with before he can leave?
Aside this makes Jill's imaginary aboos that
triggered DID even more offensive, since if this is true Stevie genuinely had an unsupportive/oppressive family (even supporting conversion therapy alone is a massive red flag)
No. 308286
>>308222yes, none of this shit is based on anything and it's not the cool kind of "not based on anything" either like magic is.
i've met some of these larpers online and they even pretended to have totes real romantic relationships going on inside their heads. what happened to just going on a nice date with yourself without having to rationalise it with shit like "ackchually i'm dating another person inside my head, i'm NOT a lonely loser freak"?
No. 308288
>>308281That's probably it. Though even if he can't afford to rent by himself he could probably find a roommate. Meaning that he's probably comfortable enough with the situation he's in, or he's still under Jill's influence one way or the other.
Not defending his troon ass obviously, but sometimes it's just easier to deal with a shitty living situation when you come from so much worse.
No. 308292
>>308273They/them non-binary shit is the modern equivalent of gay men coming out as bi before they they feel confident enough to admit they only like dick.
He’s either a troon or a faggot. He’s always gave fag vibes but I wouldn’t be surprised if his big issue with his Christian family is he’s a gross porn addict seeing as he’s only dated fat white women and is into age play shit. A lot of “queer” types consider their paraphilia as part of their sexual identity and lump it in as something that would make them not straight even though those factors are not related one bit. It’s just a reach to be the most speshul and least straight.
No. 308314
>>308288If women leaving
abusive relationships can get back on their feet so can a scrote. He’s got no excuses. if he’s worried about rent he can go to a women’s shelter and they’ll probably pay it because Canada will always take a knee to trannies.
No. 308315
>>308292It's not the same because the vast majority of male they/thems are literally just straight men who want to get in with the woke queer crowd, preferably without any effort. But they're "straight white cis" so they have to convince themselves and others they're totally some spicy form of queer and not just an evil oppressor.
It wouldn't surprise me if he says he's trans because of the porn addiction.
No. 308319
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And please tell us, you stupid bitch, what makes you think that weed isn't having these negative effects on you? Have YOU ever worked with such a clinic? No? You don't even go to therapy, ever? You aren't even being seen by a psychologist? No? Are you giving dangerous unsolicited advice that should only be given by a qualified practitioner? Are you doing harm in your fake "community?" Yes?
No. 308329
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You are telling on yourself every single day, Jillian.
No. 308342
>>308319 Saged for same fag. But her claiming to be well versed in marijuana use in people with people with autism/did/etc while simultaneously saying nothing of substance, not referencing her research and her only basing her "well versed research" on just her personal experience. God, she is an idiot.
If Jill does happen to have autism she is definitely not the smart kind.
No. 308350
>>308346I had the same reaction, it was offensive as fuck. She doesn't even have a diagnostic, hasn't even started to fucking treat the supposed autism and wants to say that she self-medicates with weed. Insane.
>>308348Autists can have very poor reactions to substances, this is honestly the worst advice ever
>>308341She has never talked about CCS afaik but yeah she has figurines
No. 308351
>>308340Weed slows people’s cognitive/executive function, lowers their energy levels and capability of completing complex tasks, increases paranoia, and amps up most sensations and perceived sensory input. All of this is the opposite of helpful for most autistics.
But if she’s perpetually high I can sure see why she thinks she has autism now based off bullet point lists and tiktoks.
Like she says, the weed doesn’t even make her high, guis! So her slow thinking, strange behaviors, low executive function, perpetual desire to rest, junk food cravings, anxiety, reclusion, and repetitive sensory seeking must totally be all autism… not her being stoned out of her mind.
No. 308385
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>>308319>am versed inSure you are, Jilly. I forgot watching kids shows while stoned is considered important research. Please cite Dr. Bluey and Dr. Bear next time in apa format.
>>308329She should say that into a mirror, while not eye fucking herself, a minimum of five times a day or whenever she decides to show her
intellect on twitter. Kek
>>308342B-but her personal experience is all that matters, nonita! Her and Steve fancy themselves as intellectuals therefore any thing they say holds merit more than people who spent years working/researching in the medical field like that icky dumb dumb Matthew. I mean they're
queer tm and care so much about the community. So that has to count as credentials too.
No. 308408
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>>308319>>3084009/10 angel baby therapists recommend this leading brand over competitors
No. 308416
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>>308410I also want to know what does it even mean when she talks about treating her undiagnosed autism kek, is weed like pic related then?
No. 308445
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Did anyone post this yet? Sorry if I missed it, but here is Jill talking about how she considered taking testosterone.
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No. 308483
>>308448It's her one true gift though
nonnie. Making everything, no matter how small or trivial, about god's greatest creation, herself! I love how dramatic she is especially when you remember the bathroom incident at the restaurant during her trip to see MCR. Seriously makes me laugh at how angry she was.
>>308450She really thinks she's a princess doesn't she? She never gives and only seems to take. Pathetic. Also who voluntarily airs out this type of information? She's so fucking weird.
>>308451Not anymore. Jill decided to take the horny posting account and rebrand it instead of making a new one because she didn't want to start from scratch with little followers. Ego and what not. I don't think she ever cleared it of the horny posting tweets either which wouldn't surprise me because Jill can't be assed to purge the old tweets.
No. 308488
>>308450didn't even bother throwing a bunch of paper towels on top i bet.
and if you have multiple litter boxes it takes at least a few days for the cats to ressort to not use them (been there) so that means that neither of them bothered to clean them in 2-3 days.
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No. 308492
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>>308281The rainbow prison is just a place for him to experiment with his sick fetishes and that's why he invited sof to age regress in there the other day. Judging by the situation, he does have a roof to stay but doesn't even like Jill anymore. Better than being homeless or repressed in a Christian house I guess. The day he finds a better roommate he'll dip out.
>>308450>He cleaned cat pissI think what happened was that the house smelled like cat shit and piss and Steven had to come home to that, then he had to become the only responsable adult in the house to clean this mess that Jillian's cats made since she's busy smoking weed and being a baby. Like how the fuck can you just, let your own house smell like cat piss? No wonder this dude is so tired of her.
>>308491Jillian pregnant saga when
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No. 308496
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Back to tossing out breadcrumbs for her super bad ED. None of us get to forget that Jillybean has the most trauma ever.
No. 308498
>>308450i keep coming back to this because we have insight into what steve is fed up with, sounds like she doesnt help out with cleaning at all. and given how cunty she is, i bet she throws a fit when he asks for chore assistance
>>308491stoner munchies. hunger pangs my ass.
>>308493we get it jill. you miss your childhood and teenhood because youre a an absolute failure of a responsible mature adult.
No. 308499
>>308496Idk, as far as I know, sleeping won’t let you feel hungry, specially if you ate at least once during the day, it’s not like she’s a starving child that hasn’t had a meal in days, and I’m sure she has plenty of fat to keep her alive for a while.
Plus, if she doesn’t have any insulin problems, which she would’ve mentioned if she had them, she surely would’ve applied to get that one medicine that makes people stop feeling hungry and shit. I wonder why she hasn’t tried getting it yet, it’s a seemingly quick solution for her obesity problem and it would give her new things to show on camera like
>~*•.How I put my injection of the morning after brefast.•*~Or some bullshit like that for her attention whoring.
No. 308501
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>>308500You might be onto something here kek. This is going to be Jill someday.
No. 308516
>>308456way too much time free in her hands that she could had used to do something more productive
>>308485KEK you're so right, can't even do that shit anymore. I remember how mad she got about people not respecting her emojis or whatever and now, well, it doesn't matter anymore does it. Making huge deals out of nothing as always.
>>308494She's old but only for the tiktok crowd she hangs out with, because all those larpers are dumb teenagers.
If she had hobbies or interests more appropiate for her age, and a better social circle, things would be different. She doesn't need to stop watching cartoons, just do something that doesn't make her feel "old" like larping as a 14 year old online and age regressing
No. 308524
>>308519I love how it all boils down to "my childhood was magical and my adulthood isn't." Yes, like literally every single other human being that has ever lived past the age of 20. But most people adapt and embrace their adulthoods and try to make something of themselves. She is too stupid to even realize just how pathetic her strategy is. She doesn't realize that she is just a complete loser. This is LOSER behaviour. I can't wait for her to get over and start to realize that more and more. Opting out and being a munchie layabout stoner is what being a loser is. This is what a hobosexual is. A million relationship reddit threads have been written by a million Stevies writing about a million Jillians.
LOSER.
No. 308532
>>308529Smoking weed around cats can also make them anxious and cause them to pee outside of their boxes
>>308531I just don't believe it happened tbh. Like you said she is well enough off that her freezer is stuffed with tendies for her food sensitivities (aka toddler palate) that there's no reason she couldn't eat anything else in the house and had to make herself choke down an apple
No. 308538
>>308526>This is what annoys me the most about Jillian. She claims to have one of the worst Childhood-Trauma based mental illness ever (so bad that many don't even think it's real) yet she screams how wonderful her childhood was.This exactly! She never had to endure anything truly traumatic. All her trauma excuses are definitely not the cause of a mental illness like DID is where people have to had been absolutely terrorized to develop it. What's her excuse then?
Also, there's nothing preventing her from making her current life a better one. Adulthood isn't easy but it's not as bad when you have a supportive loving upper middle class family like she has. They coddle her and enable her so much and never push her to do anything and so many people would kill to have a nice family like that to help them out as much as they do for her. There's nothing preventing her life from being "magical", nothing but herself and her own vices. But I guess with "magical" she means "being the most special little snowflake in a small town", like, girl, get over it already. She's fucking her own life so much without noticing how good she could have it if she stopped fucking around. One day mommy and dad won't be there to support her and it'll be her demise if she doesn't stop with the learnt helplessness and the weed smoking.
No. 308539
>>308496Ohhh noooo 3 hours without eating? wowwww poor bwaby jwilly how can she ever recover? She's starving omg someone help her!!
In all seriousness though 3 hours being hungry is like, NOTHING lmao. I'm talking about regular life adults, sometimes you're busy and shit happens and you have to eat later, big fucking deal! She's acting like she can't drive herself to a mcdonalds to buy her precious mcnuggies like wtf? kek. Or just fucking buy delivery like any fucking normal lazy ass would do instead of complaining about it on twitter kek
The screenshot posting is so fucking dramatic too like… this girl doesn't know what not being able to afford a meal is like, not with how much her family coddles her.
And if her being picky is such an issue, just… don't buy apples? Buy shit you actually eat… I'm just laughing so hard at her sobbing at an apple. Bitch you're such a fucking fatass lmao. Whatever, I don't like apples either and yet I wouldn't cry eating one and if I was hungry, I would simply shut up. I'm just baffled.
No. 308551
>>308496I don't think they are hunger pangs, god imagine witnessing this in person. a visibly overweight person complains of "hunger pangs" for three hours and then tweets about it while eating an apple and crying. it's more likely she has problems with her uterus or just actual digestive problems. she never goes long enough without food to experience hunger pangs, I only eat a few times a day (not much appetite, don't worry I am a normal bmi) and have never experienced them. Or like this anon
>>308545 said maybe she is malnourished and needs to eat some beans and lentils.
No. 308554
>>308496>ARFIDKek, your taste buds are fried because of the amount of fat, sugar, and salt consumed on a daily basis due to a over processed food diet.
>Sobbing while eating an appleIf it was caramel covered or candied, she'd be able to gobble it down no problem. Bet she eats her strawberries with sugar on them. I feel like this an attempt to squash any criticisms about her diet because she tried eating healthier but she can't because she has this totally real ARFID problem. Healthy food doesn't give off the dopamine like tendies do for her.
>>308526Exactly why she's so maddening. She wants to have her cake and eat it too. She's vile.
No. 308566
>>308496>>308491It's funny how she's posting it like
>I'm so special I get 6 times more extra long pain, woe is merather than then come to the conclusion that maybe that's not what's going on with her then. Maybe jill is just mistaking period/pms pains for hunger, it happens and it makes it harder to eat because you're not "really" hungry but you think you are yet eating doesn't make the "hunger" go away. It also tends to consistenly happen for a few days like she says, and it specifically tends to makes you wake up super early or in the middle of the night, and it can make you emotional and crying over an apple so all the symptoms check out kek
No. 308567
>>308491>>308566Honestly I think most of her issues stem from a hormone imbalance which could be rectified by going sober and eating well. Munchie would never though
An overweight, well fed woman waking up in the middle of the night with nausea and stomach pain sounds 100% like a uterus thing since the stomach and uterus can feel like the same area. I get "stomach" pain during my period so it's a no brainer. Wonder why she hasn't considered that like how is someone experiencing 0 food shortages feeling "hunger pains"
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Girl be so for real.
No. 308579
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Imagine seeing a privileged obese person sobbing while eating an apple.
No. 308605
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All of Jill's stories about her life end with Stevie or her mom taking care of her while she wails about fight or flight
No. 308608
>>308605>Hungrygate>Full enough to functionThe way she writes honestly comes off as a parody.
>All of Jill's stories about her life end with Stevie or her mom taking care of her while she wails about fight or flightShe's so codependent on others it's scary.
No. 308613
>>308605Grains and wheat get processed as sugar in the body, which then
triggers more sugar cravings, leading to an endless feedback loop of craving those types of foods. PSA to nonas here, if you are struggling with overeating and excessive cravings, focus heavily on getting the recommended amount of protein and fiber per day through things like eggs, meats, tofu, and vegetables BEFORE diving into grains and heavily processed foods. There are added fibers in the things she mentioned, but vegetables and fruits will leave you feeling more full and will curb ghrelin better, the hormone that makes you feel "hunger". Having a balanced diet will also help your gut bacteria, which positively affects your whole body.
No. 308630
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>>308579Kek
>>308619Same vibes as the Shel Silverstein poem called Sick.
No. 308638
>>308636The day she ever has a real medical ailment will be the happiest day of her life so far, imagine munchie Jill having something real to complain about that she didn't make up or cause herself via diet/drink/drugs/etc
>>308605wtf science even is this, fattie needs to ram her stomach full of bagels before she can function? As anon
>>308613 pointed out grains are the last thing you should be eating if there are actual digestive issues, it's just filler food
No. 308639
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So one of Jill's friends got a message on curiouscat about being friends with a racist, according to Jill this is a maliciously attack from someone on lokcow because we're targeting precure lmao. This bitch wants to be oppressed so bad.
No. 308643
>>308639>"MY hate forums"you're not that special jill
>"i'm an anti-racist, good person"weird how you have to say it out loud because your actions of cancelling a black creator and spreading dangerous misinformation about drugs and mental disabilities say otherwise
>"they target every single thing that is good in my life to try to take it away"Genuinely what does she mean by this? AT least on lc anons actively want her to get healthier, drop her porn-addict bf enabler, make actual creative content again, get off the weed and sort her life out. The worst thing lc's done is someone filmed her public drag performance, which if she was confident and happy with it shouldn't be a problem.
No. 308644
>>308630Kek, good job nonna.
My vote for the next thread pic.
No. 308650
>>308639>Targeting "my Precure friends"Why would anyone here care about these literally nobodies. No1currs about what some random adult children on Twitter have to say about anything.
The person asking this shit in curious cat to her nobody mutuals must be someone insane from her own circle. Typical of twitterfags. Remember how Sof posted her here too? Better be aware of your "friends" Jilly Bean.
No. 308651
>>308639>They want to take anything goodLike what? The weed that is actively ruining your life? The larp that you keep insisting is totally real? The codependence on Steven and your family?
>>308645I agree. It's like she's urging people to not think and just listen to her. Big narc vibes
No. 308659
>>308639>Anyone with a working brain knows I am passionately anti-racistoh my god the lion the witch and the audacity of this bitch, bffr. i actually don’t even think it’s accurate to say “jill cancelled a black content creator”, because what she did was actually so much more self-important and still equally racist. basically, psf was fed up with the community as a whole, and taking a step back from it for the sake of their own mental health. jill was just one of many factors that led to psf making the videos explaining why they wanted to leave the online mental health community, and rather than sitting the fuck down and listening to a black person tell her “i feel like you overstated how close our relationship was so that you could tokenize me as your black friend, when i only saw you as a mutual”, she blasted her fragile hurt feelings on twitter. to say that jill cancelled psf gives jill too much credit, really. no one cared about the initial drama because it was all performative to begin with. jill doesnt have any investment in the epileptic community, and if she did, she’d know that people prone to photosensitive seizures already take measures to ensure their own safety. newer versions of iOS even have the option to dim flashing lights in the accessibility features. but the point of telling psf off for flashing light content was never really to protect or defend vulnerable epileptics, the point was just to peer police. and frankly, a lot of white people’s “passionate anti-racism” is just passive liberal wokeism that’s wholly confined to social media engagement and virtue signaling. it’s telling that racism is considered a ‘life-ruining’ accusation to these people, because it demonstrates exactly why black content creators like psf do get unfairly peer policed in these circles: they have the power to level LiFe rUiNiNg accusations of racism, and so, white people will rush at the first opportunity to check them for any minor transgression of woke etiquette. this happens all the fucking time in “progressive” spaces, because people who are used to wielding their privilege just don’t know how to give it up. that’s straight up what psf was calling jill (and others) out on in their videos, and because jill was only in it for the performance and virtue signaling, she started crying loudly about it. i think that psf probably deleted their socials because they were just fed up and chose to focus on real life, not because they felt like jill’s loud fragility would actually cancel them, but it still is worth noting that psf’s platform was far smaller than jill’s.
to put this all another way: of the people i know who have devoted enough of their time and energy to anti-racist action to the point of passion, none of them would respond to someone they considered a friend in the way that jill responded to psf, i.e. putting her own hurt feelings first instead of taking a moment to think, ‘hey, i saw this person as a friend and they feel tokenized by me, maybe i should reevaluate how i treat them?’
also as an aside, whoever sent that curiouscat in the first place needs to stop being so passive and shady. if you actually know someone who’s friends with jill and you want to confront them about her behavior, take it up with them directly, don’t be a little bitch
(bffr on cap essayposting newfag) No. 308660
>>308659>jill was just one of many factors that led to psf making the videos explaining why they wanted to leave the online mental health community, and rather than sitting the fuck down and listening to a black person tell her “i feel like you overstated how close our relationship was so that you could tokenize me as your black friend, when i only saw you as a mutual”, she blasted her fragile hurt feelings on twitter. >but the point of telling psf off for flashing light content was never really to protect or defend vulnerable epileptics, the point was just to peer police.This, exactly this. You got it right nonna.
>and frankly, a lot of white people’s “passionate anti-racism” is just passive liberal wokeism that’s wholly confined to social media engagement and virtue signaling.This is very true in Jill's case because she really never cared in the first place. All she does is plastic, fake, just for clout.
>>308654Yep. She made a huge deal out of nothing like the drama queen she is.
No. 308663
>>308639she very well could have left it at the second tweet. don't engage with the hate. but instead she sent three separate tweets, two of them completely about herself and unintentionally promoting kf and lc again. she should follow her own advice and stop bringing up
her gossip forums before her mutuals find this shit, read through it and start re-evaluating the type of person jill really is.
No. 308664
>>308663but
nonnie! She told her fans to stay away from the big scawey lc/KF threads so of course they will blindly listen.
No. 308674
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>>308639checked the cc message and the anon does specify pixielocks.
No. 308679
>>308662>When she begged her followers to donate to charities on her behalf?Kek I forgot about this, she has no class
>>308664It's both funny and unsettling when narcissists think people will follow whatever they say just because they said so
>>308674The way they speak just sounds very twitterfag-ish to me. I don't think this has anything to do with her "scary hate forums" like she says kek. I'm sure a lot of people she befriends talk about her behind her back, it's been proven even. Plus it doesn't take too much for people in her SJW circles to be
triggered.
No. 308692
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>>308630Looks like foodie beauty acts like pixyteri.
No. 308694
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Bluey/cocomelon brain rot is real. I mean seriously.
How did it even crack, at your large , your grubby butterfingers cannot grasp onto an IPad like they used to.
No. 308701
>>308700you'd think she would worry about it because
a) she has BPD
b) she allegedly has a neurological disorder that makes you forget hours of your life so a normal person would worry about hurting family/friends/etc
but the thought doesn't even cross her mind. she has decided she is the best person in the world and that's it, every action she does goes through a magical girl color and kawiwi colored lenses so everything she does is automatically good. I've never seen a BPD person being so enabled to the point they entirely ignore any toxicity they might cause to others through their actions and convince themselves they're the kindest and nicest. I hate to armchair but it really does border narcissism.
No. 308714
>>308661Brb gonna search about thought termination, I didn't know there was a phrase for it. It's exactly how online circles work, cultish, it seems to be less effective now as everyone sees through the bullshit but there was a time where this "follow the leader" thought policing was so prevalent, about 2015 to 2018. We see it more recently with
trans women are women and (now defunct, nobody believes this either now)
sex work is work like if your way of explanation is a catchphrase and "don't question me or you are a nazi-level hater" your shit is probably propoganda
Anon got banned
>>308659but they were right about the
toxic "community" politics Jill was working within there
No. 308717
>>308700For all the dread she supposedly feels, she has never admitted to doing or feeling wrong, she's always the one being wronged according to her own
victim self.
She really is convinced that she is a good person no matter what she does and the best in the world too. No self awareness at all. No self reflection. She's even gotten mad at people for wanting her to take accountability. The tantrums she makes when her worldview is challenged are very telling too.
>>308713It's super creepy to me how only one alter has autism and only one alter has BPD, I don't think that's how it works.
>>308714Kek I agree, idk why that anon was banned besides using "they" instead of "she". It's cringe but it's not the first essay we get inside these threads like, everThat anon got things very spot on anyway, too bad for the pronoun usage idk No. 308721
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>>308717Samefagging but I'm also reading about thought termination now like
>>308714 and
>>308661 and it really reminded me of how Jill acted in that tweet. It's creepy af. She should get screened for narcissism.
It's stuff like this and the things she lets others see through the cracks of her fake possi façade that creep me out about her the most.
>>308718Fair
No. 308724
>>308718>already redtexted by farmhands for pointless, milkless blogpost>proceed to blogpost >”it costs me $0 to use they/them pronouns”Can ex-Pixielock fans that are twitterfaggots stop coming here or at least integrate better, christ on a cross
>>308683Because she’s too fucking full of herself. She thinks people will simply take her word as gospel and can’t fathom why someone who at one point was interested in her content has begun to no longer condone her insane behaviors.
No. 308725
>>308722She probably sees it as "omg the main character did wrong, just how they have wronged me too!" And then everyone hugs and things are hunky dory again. She can't learn adult level things from the media she consumes if she can't even process basic lessons right. Bet she blames her lack of empathy on DID and "autism" instead of taking any accountability of any sorts
>>308690This just makes me think that Jillian is 100% gonna start "dating" her alters once she breaks up with Steven from the "trauma" of having broken up and it will be a totes real DID relationship inside her head
No. 308728
>>308726>she'll be a good person and loved by her peers by default.That's why her mom shouldn't have over protected her and over hyped any achievement she ever has had. According to them she was bullied at school but that could had been from just being a weird insane speshul snowflake girl and she should had learnt that not everyone will love you, some people might even despise you, but you still need to move on and have accountability. She didn't learn any empathy and she will always be a
victim. Bullying is never okay, but in this case I wonder what really actually happened, BPD people are way too sensitive and can take any slightly mean thing as bullying.
No. 308732
>>308674Ofc she would brush this off as muh forum bullies but I would bet it’s one of that girl who deleted’s fans. She wants to just brush everything off as forum gossip but that girl directly said shit about her that was negative and
valid to her audience. She will never take accountability in anything she does it’s always just oh I’m an angel who has never done anything worth apologising for they make stuff up because I am the nicest sweetest angel. No one is never in the wrong that’s not how life works and it’s just further proof of her narcissism that she thinks this way.
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Dunno if this has been posted before, but she is apparently back to being an H3 fan. Live chat from the latest members only livestream yesterday.
No. 308745
>>308739Did she ever stop? She loves drama
>>308743Idk, her mom seems normie and oblivious enough. If Jill wanted to be better she would.
No. 308748
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>>308713NAYRT
bpd also has "identity disruption" and is included under the theory of structural dissociation (same theory that's used in modern medical literature to explain DID, picrel).
as a result it's extremely common for people who have BPD to mistake their emotional disregulation and unstable personality for actual alters. BPD also has attention seeking features, and can commonly be a cause of munchies, so many BPD sufferers will self-diagnose with DID because it's the "worse" disorder and has enough symptom overlap with BPD for them to get away with it.
if you look on tumblr twitter and tiktok you'll notice a LOT of did fakers either claim or previously claimed to have a BPD diagnosis, and later "upgrade" to DID.
No. 308756
>>308748Tried googling this out, came across websites talking about DID, and
knowing how bpd is myself this just feels more confusing than helpful in trying to understand the disorder / healing from it. I bet Jillian went on a rabbit hole herself and was dumb enough to believe it all.
No. 308757
>>308756it's actually really sad.
online DID faker groups tend to have a kind of cult mentality where everyone feeds into each other's symptoms (real or imaginary) and discourage recovery. and it's really common for people with BPD in particular to get sucked in because enough BPD symptoms can be skewed to sound like DID symptoms.
then instead of getting help (CBT, DBT) for their BPD, they just go deeper and deeper into the alter larp.
>>308752there's lots of essays (google "identity disturbances in bpd) but to simply things:
1. a person with BPD's sense of identity is nebulous, and their identity tends to be based heavily on external validation– it's very common for borderlines to alter major parts of their personality or demeanor to try and imitate their FP, idols, or loved ones, or suit what they think these people want.
taken out of context, it can be easy to mistake these distinct "phases" as having been "alters/previous hosts" rather than a personality disorder causing their personality to change over time.
2. to kind of explain the chart: EPs are like emotional states (an ANP is a fully functioning personality. notice how BPD only has the one, and DID is the one with multiple of those). These emotional states are also found in regular PTSD, often present in response to
triggers in the form of flashbacks and panic.
in the case of BPD, these are usually related to attachment and "splitting" (meaning, when someone with BPD does a 180 shift in opinion on someone or something in response to a perceived slight). these shifts can also be easily mistaken for different "personalities" when taken out of context, particularly if you're surrounded by people telling you that these normal BPD symptoms are actually signs of DID.
in jilly here's case, i suspect it's a combination of munchies/attention seeking and the fact she probably feels that if it's just BPD, she's obligated to work on herself, but if it's DID, recovery would be "impressing her true selves", and she can even excuse people of ableism for even suggesting it.
but i have seen a sad amount of people with BPD who got sucked into the DID-larp cult, wasted years and worsened their legitimate BPD symptoms in the process, and had to work twice as hard to get better when they finally snapped out of it. mostly teenagers, too.
(BPDfag armchairing) No. 308760
>>308748AYRT, that's very interesting. I did know people with BPD experience identity issues and tend to feel like they don't know who they are (since they also experience dissociation), but going from identity issues to having 7 different personalities is a very big leap, so that's why I think Jillian just doesn't want to believe that the negative parts of her personality are still Jillian.
>>308757It almost makes it seem like they consider BPD boring and since there is so much stigma around it they don't want to be perceived as bad people so they reject it in favor of something more "fun". Truly depressing. It is a very legitimate and destructive mental illness so it makes sense that denial will make everything worse.
No. 308761
>>308757>>308752So I actually know a bit about this because my older sister has BPD and has several different personas, a lot like Jill's. Basically, people with BPD have no stable, immutable sense of identity - they always feel "hollow" inside. They try to fill this hollowness with caricature-like personalities - defined by fashion, music taste, voice, attitude, etc. - that have stable emotions. BPD makes you feel like your emotions have complete control over you, so it feels good to have personalities that have simple, neatly defined emotional and behavioral ranges. Because a person needs more than one emotion/attitude, they have to create several different personas. Notice how Jill's alters only have one emotion associated with them, and they create control in Jill's life:
>Jerrick will never be pushed around. >Flora will never be angry. >Berry will never be accountable. >Cliffe will never be overwhelmed. >Veronica will never be insecure. >Sunny will never be anxious. Each personality represents an area of control over Jill's life that she wishes she had, but refuses to work for. BPD people subconsciously believe that "normal" people float along on a cloud of happiness and bliss. That's why Jill thinks she becomes "normal" when she smokes weed and gets euphoric and high. I think that's also why half of her alters have the near-identical personality of "carefree and young and lovely and blissful and excited about life!" Because she doesn't have that anymore, and hopes to delude herself into becoming that girl again.
(armchairing) No. 308763
>>308761I guess since you talked about your sister I'll talk about my own experience with BPD and feeling like "you're not yourself". Back when I was a young teen and my BPD symptoms started to appear, I didn't know what the hell was happened to me. It was like my emotions suddenly took a massive toll on my psyche and my still not fully developed mind thought I either was possessed or something very wrong was going on with me. Since I didn't know shit, I started thinking "maybe this is another person inside me" because of how much mean shit I would say to myself in my head + depersonalization, and although I never larped like Jillian does, whenever I got bad it really felt like something else was taking control of me. Hell, even recently I had a relapse and it felt like that again. Luckily, I was 13 in 2008, and TikTok didn't exist back then, and I moved on eventually by myself. Fortunately enough I've never had an identity crisis or tried to copy anyone in specific (besides trying different fashion styles that I saw online).
Whenever I see Jillian I see a woman with BPD gone very wrong and towards the opposite direction of healing. You're supposed to confront these bad parts of yourself, understanding that you're not only hurting yourself but also others in the process. Jillian could learn to be a full fledged adult accepting all her bad and good parts but instead she chose to divide them even more, she cannot understand that this is her and she needs to take accountability, she will keep hurting others as long as she keeps seeing herself as a perpetual
victim. BPD has great remission rates as long as you put in the work and go to therapy, but she can't listen to anything that doesn't validate her larp and this is unfortunately what will keep her always in this state. I'm not sure if I feel sad but being her must be miserable and not in the way she thinks she is. I have no pity.
(blogposting) No. 308774
>>308760AYRT: that's precisely what it is. BPD is stigmatised, and if you publicly have it, you're expected to be well managed and in recovery, because you're either declared an informal ambassador for the disease, or people just expect you to be
toxic.
whereas in the DID online fad space, recovery is a "personal choice" rather than an obligation, and while DID is stigmatised in real life, online it just makes you Unique and a Special Poor
Victim.
if you're trying to maximise clout, attention, and pity, claiming you have DID is the obvious choice over admitting you have bpd.
(bpdfagging) No. 308795
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Her goddamn autism LARPing is so infuriating. At least this crusty cow ended up showering kek
>>308792Anons have been chiming in with their blogposting and armchairing almost every thread since Jill went down the mentow iwness route, it’s annoying and against the rules, why not take it to /ot/ or /g/
No. 308796
>>308792You can effortpost without going
me me me the same way Jillian does. Is it so wrong to want a high(er) quality thread even if it slows down? To those who enjoy the personal accounts of our resident BPD-chans: there is a wealth of reading materials to be found offsite more suited to your tastes. And to the authors of those embarrassing posts: literally actually start a blog, or at least get a diary goddamn.
>>308725>"dating" her altersNo way. She's self obsessed but she could never be satisfied with an invisible relationship, much less a partner who can't make midnight trips to buy provisions for her latest hypochondriac meltdown. She gets a rush from controlling others with her drama that can't compare to solitary theatrics, "if a tree falls in a forest" and so on, and at this point she also seems genuinely unable to care for herself. Truthfully she's just spoiled and unwilling, and breaking up with Steven might give her the much needed impetus to sort her shit. But I'm not hopeful for any meaningful change any time soon. Jillian is a parasite who requires a host. After the breakup, she's likely to move back in with her parents, who will handle the IRL caregiving, and hop into an e-relationship with the first person to show interest in sexualised "caregiving" for her age play fetish.
No. 308819
>>308795She really has a way of making someone want to A-log.
>>308808
>What happened with her obsession with baths, bath bombs, bubble baths, and water crayons?She's probably too self conscious about how fat she got to enjoy soaking in a tub naked anymore.
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No. 308824
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Nah, I'm pretty sure you're just overusing therapy speak
No. 308825
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3 years later and we finally got the big collection reveal! And, well…
No. 308826
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>>308825I'll just let the photo speak for itself…
No. 308831
>>308812If she’s “so fucking traumatized” from “csa” or whatever the fuck she thinks she went through, you’d think she’d say she doesn’t want to shower because she’s feeling extremely ashamed of her body or nakedness, or the opposite where she’d be broadcasting how she’s constantly showering. As fake as it would be, at least it’s somewhat congruent with what actual csa and assault
victims deal with. But she doesn’t have csa trauma, she doesn’t have any real trauma aside from the trauma that all girls and women face from being in a hypersexual world, so she doesn’t actually know what these people go through. It’s easier for her to chalk it up to autism because it’s probably what her tiktok feed is full of, stupid fakers talking about being stinky or stimming or some shit
No. 308833
>>308832 Yeah, she's hinted that her piano teacher that DID abuse other students did something to her, when actuality she never went through shit and is using those csa
victims to larp trauma
No. 308834
>>308825idk why Jill is acting like she was super dissociated or her mental health was worse then,
she was able to go to college and upload videos no problem. It's only now she's claiming she can barely leave the house or shower, despite claiming to have "functioning multiplicity".
No. 308838
>>308824I can easily spot the differences between someone in therapy learning about themselves and applying terms correctly and someone who is so terminally online that they consider playing a videogame to be stimming. Come on Jillian. You are not even in therapy for all the illnesses and conditions you claim to have.
>>308826Honestly I wouldn't give a shit about critizing the collection or even thinking about if I personally like it or not if it wasn't for her constant claims of being a genius designer who is so obsessed with fashion and constructs amazing expert cosplays
No. 308845
>>308820sorry.. but what? are you too sickie and menty illy to do literally fucking anything without complaining about it? or are you so much more functional now than ever before?
you can’t have it both ways jill. fucking hell man. this bitch
No. 308859
>>308845A lot of Jill's tweets like these (I'm doing x y and z!) is actually her trying to cover up that she's not doing x y or z. She uses her social media to project the image she has of herself, so when she's feeling extra bad about herself she projects extra hard. Right now a few of her community-college friends are probably finally getting normie 9-5 jobs and their progress is
triggering her insecurities. She's hinted at this "I'm so behind others my age" neurosis before in other Tweets: (
>>308493 ).
No. 308868
>>308864Kek it is hilarious that she’s so certain she has autism and NOT ADHD (based on vibes, memes, tweets, tiktoks, and her peers “telling her so” as if the opinions of other self diagnosed randos matters) yet now she claims she can work standard normie 9-5 hours with very few functionality issues as long as she’s on stimulants.
I don’t even think it’s ADHD either though, just that she desperately needed to counteract her daily dozen doses of downers from smoking pot, but she’s a lot closer to ADHD symptoms than she ever has been to autism.
No. 308878
>>308877 She's so fucking stupid tryna larp autism and DID when she could be advocating for the only mentol jillness she does have and speak out about the stigma that BPD gets in media and by the general population. Instead she's playing into the negative BPD shit everyone thinks abt when they think BPD by being a self obsessed and narc loser that gets into twitter fights because she gets '
triggered' by things that don't cater to her sooper speshul self.
No. 308889
>>308868being chronically addicted to weed can mimic ADHD symptoms (not being able to concentrate or start/finish tasks, being tired/unmotivated)
jillian definitely doesn't have ADHD because if she had she would've been diagnosed as a child since she's been going to therapy since she was young. it would reflect on her grades as a child and you basically need proof of bad childhood school performance to get diagnosed as an adult. I doubt louise would let jillian have bad grades and do nothing about it.
No. 308920
>>308889this is why her chronic stoner behavior is the source of her problems (and why its very very important to let your psychiatrist and therapist if you use any recreational drugs)
i bet if jill went off it for a month we'd see some changes…
No. 308931
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>>308912in the og pic the blonde had what looked like bloody scratches on her ankles
>>>/w/154388 No. 308941
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Looks like Jill is starting to regret the DID larp
No. 308943
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>>308941A grade manipulation tactics under the guise of a guilt trip. Just bouncing around Karpmans drama triangle aren't we Jill
No. 308945
>>308941>I wish I never found out about having DIDinteresting phrasing, almost like the syndrome only began after learning about it online! because if it was real for OP and Jill the suffering would not be exclusively related to people
knowing you have DID but the inner turmoil of having several people in your head prompted by CPTSD! But actually the only bad thing about this awful sounding mental disorder is people knowing you have it! Spoken like a true munchie!
Sorry couldn't help the sarcasm at level 100 for this, godamn anyone with a real illness, the fucking illness is the bad part not what people think about said illness
No. 308947
>>308943This diagram really brings home how insufferable BPD cows are, Jill and Heather explores being good examples from lolcow. Switching between the
victim who never seeks to solve their problems and avoids therapy, to bully and martyr. Someone who wanted to do a psychological analysis on Jill could even clearly separate her phases into a dated chart or something since she posts every passing thought online.
No. 308953
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>>308930No one gives a shit how long you been taking your antidepressants
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More about the stigma of DID
No. 308956
>>308934>it doesn't have physiological effects like faster heart rateIt literally does and that's a common side effect when you increase your dose
>>308953No one cares about your little google wiki screencap that says nothing. It's an atypical antidepressant because if SSRIs aren't doing anything for you and you need a low grade stimulant to get out of bed and do basic self care tasks, then they give you wellbutrin. It's a stimulant. Doctors have warned me that it's a stimulant. Insomnia is a side effect. If you take it too late in the day, good luck sleeping. Weight loss from decreased appetite is a side effect. Literally why is this a hill you want to die on when you clearly have no real life experience with this drug? Touch grass.
(medfagging) No. 308958
>>308955>"i know what works and makes me happier and healthier"press x for doubt
they just sound like everyone else with unhealthy coping mechanisms that affect everyone around them negatively but they don't give a shit because their drug or delusion of choice is too enjoyable to them
No. 308961
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>>308959Nah she isn’t regretting shit she just wants to farm pity.
She retweeted this as if she can relate. The bullying she received was because of her need to be the center of attention and to be the “bestest most speshul” person in the room. I hate that she’s trying to retcon her life as some poor awkward girl that liked bioncles.
No. 308965
>>308962I certainly think these victimey tweets are likely based on a fight between her and her mom (maybe dad?)
Someone at home isn't willing to refer to Jax or Berry, that's for sure.
(learn2sage) No. 308985
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>>308964You’re so fucking stupid holy shit. Like I actually got secondhand stupid from reading your word salad.
>I'm on Wellbutrin. Oh ok, I’m glad your anecdotal evidence means more than my taking the drug more than half of my life
>It can increase heartrate Because it’s a stimulant
>because it can raise anxiety So like one of the most common side effects of stimulants?
>It's a possible side effect, not an actual effect. Bitch what are you even trying to say? It’s a side effect. Of stimulants. Because it’s a stimulant.
>Jill is not on stimulants, and neither are you. I’m glad a random stranger on the internet knows more about the meds I’m taking than me or multiple doctors. Thank god for lolcow.
>There's a reason why people with ADHD rarely get Wellbutrin instead of actual stimulantsBECAUSE ITS NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO EFFECTIVELY TREAT ADHD SYMPTOMS THERAPEUTICALLY. That doesn’t mean it’s not a stimulant! Caffeine is a stimulant, that doesn’t make it an effective treatment for ADHD.
>and that people without ADHD get Wellbutrin.Yeah because it’s an antidepressant you fucking idiot
(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE) No. 308986
>>308985ntayrt but lol at you sperging over a wiki ss and then using a google snippets one to prove your point
also:
>Oh ok, I’m glad your anecdotal evidence means more than my taking the drug more than half of my lifedo… do you see the hypocrisy here
let it go and please stop shitting up the thread, no1curr
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has anyone else noticed this? why is she white knighting for h3 when he does not care lol
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No. 309001
The BPD posts weren't as annoying as the Wellbutrin ones
>>308988What happened with H3 now? She's talking to them like they're her friends, so creepy
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“Hourglass body”
No. 309029
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She’s really trying to trap him now
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No. 309033
>>309031She wants to be the only real autistic advocate in the world
>>309002She's so delusional to think she has an hourglass body, also why does she keep sending her alters (herself) memes?
>>309029Imagine some fat weeb like her proposing marriage to a man with ring designs that came from a children's cartoons… did she even ask Steven what he would like to wear or did she just assume things? Idk she's so selfish tbh
No. 309038
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So sof is Jillian’s best friend. That makes her being a farmer even more interesting.
No. 309045
>>309044 damn
nonnie that was a whiplash to read in one go lmao, they/them poly transmasc autistic the whole nine yards
No. 309053
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>>309032The forest person is having a meltdown/schizo posting about calling autism a disorder. The picrel is I think where it started but she’s saying that black people have been called disordered so it’s ableist to call autism a disorder.
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$75 for children's make-up.
No. 309086
>>309029>>309079>I've been ring shoppingShe's…gonna try and trap him into a public proposal isn't she? So funny when cows do the same things
toxic males do. Man needs to get out of there and get a new identity before he's trapped in 20 years of hell.
No. 309088
>>309038>image of two thin blonde characters>Jilly tags herself and her friend, both overweight and resembling this image 0Is she feeling insecure? She's publicly trying to validate her friendship here and publicly trying to validate her relationship with the ring Tweets, (and getting no reply) I wonder if something is going on like Stevie planning his escape or something.
Recently an anon mentioned Jill probably expected a proposal instead of a bicycle, and there was an anon reply that was like
where was this?? and when I checked back later it was gone, 50/50 on it being stevie and not just a lost anon
No. 309090
>>309079Part of me hopes she does it for the milk it would bring us. But at the same time I don't want
toxic people who harm each other by staying together just for my entertainment lol
No. 309095
>>309038>>309072>>309088For me it reeks of insecurity but also BPD mirroring. No friend can ever be a 1 by 1 replica of you unless you are copying them or skin walking them, and we know Jillian looooves skin walking.
I bet she feels miserable as fuck and that's why she has to post about engagement rings and friendship on twitter. Narcs pretend to be your bestie when they feel super ignored and once they get their fill then they turn around and ignore you again for a while until their ego is wounded. I wonder if her ego got wounded with the video of Steven ignoring her and that's why she's doubling down on this shit publicly. Untreated cluster b people like that are so funny
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No. 309116
>>309114She made a new opening with clay and is doing YouTube memberships so she will livestream once a month with members only chat but the stream will be viewable by the public. Only members will be allowed to access streams after they happen.
Also some shitty pixel emojis for members. Membership is 4.99 and patreon will still be a thing and there isn’t much difference besides access to stream chat and emojis if you decide to choose one of over another.
Looks like someone wants to buy more plastic shit so she wants another revenue stream.
No. 309117
>>309114Only 15 minutes but this is probably too involved
>New intro; claymation style, spelling of her name and little flowers, hearts, sparkles/stars, lucky clovers> Flora and Jill are fronting>Say's it's time for the 'annual ish changing of the intro/outro' then shows visuals of older intro/outros>says in the intro is part of a'crafternoon' video, proceeds to show clips (not sure if it'll be a full video) uses we/us but drops it once she’s introduced who’s fronting>second announcement is at 7:13, a self given timestamp as she voices over clips of her mixing clay>talks about crafting intro until said timestamp> potential 'breadcrumbs' mentions how she's 'always been bad at things that require teeny tiny precise details'>she says she went into the clay with a plan a and plan b, shot plan b first>Plan a works, she was squishing the letters to make them wiggle, plan b was the letters in her name were static>paper moves so she has to reshoot all of it after showing a sneak peek on her patreon>says she spend so long photoshopping each layer to get it looking identical>7:13 timestamp; says she’s going to start livestreaming once a month>going to be launching memberships >Say’s she was enjoying being a member in others livestreams>misses livestreaming to public>Anyone can watch, and chats are going to be open to everyone the first couple of streams>Talks about member benefits>has created loyalty badges and custom emojis>Custom emoji’s are pixel are of her face, rainbow heart, and magical girl style bow (10:03 timestamp for anyone who wants screenshots)>rainbow heart and bow are two emoji’s “she’d want the most”>Only one price tier 4.99>10:37 timestamp for loyalty badges, more pixel art, strawberry, star,clover, flower and rainbow>Badges are in that order for how long you’ve been a member of the channel>11:55 timestamp, infographic she made of patreon vs membership differences> no overlapping content for either>Patreon is ‘where the secrets are’>talks about being nervous for streaming says she hasn’t streamed for a public audience since younow, not counting one tiktok livestream>Feel’s like “I have the capacity to handle that kind of information and stuff coming at me”>repeats how this is all “optionaly” and that seeing everyone comment, like/interact with her things means more that they’ll ever know>A “true confetti clubber takes care of themselves and their wallet first” (picturing someone clubbing her fanbase now)>14:18 talks about fusion from the ‘skipped 6yrs of my life video, says she feels ‘very brand new and I guess we’ll just keep going’>says we might see her “returning to habits from back then /pos”> sign off and outro No. 309119
>>309117thank you for your work nonna!
I wonder if she is loosing money, maybe she really needs it for her dream wedding and ring lol maybe stevie wants sugarbaby stay at home mum lifestyle
No. 309134
>>309123full story on pluraldeepdive.weebly if you feel like reading it, and i might get banned for off topic but imo the situation was pretty milky and relevant to jill. but tldr:
>middle aged woman decides she has did circa 1995>makes huge web community about it, becomes kind of the de facto Space for the topic >turns out she doesn't have it, which she admits>she promptly coins "natural multiplicity" and spreads the theory DID just occurs spontaneously and isn't trauma based >this movement spawns darkpersonalites and some other old DIDcows (who all admitted they never had did) who start the "empowered multiplicity movement">movement evolves into a borderline cult, calls for "boycotts" of the disorder >meaning they did all kinds of rally bullshit in an attempt to convince medical professionals that DID was normal, and to demedicalize it and remove it from the DSM>gets to the point where if you actually do have a diagnosis or claim to have DID instead of Plurality, you're banned and seen as a traitor. >they also claimed treatment was a form of violence akin to genocide and advocated against it>movement really takes off in the 2000s, but ultimately dies down in the 2010s due to the Haunted Self and theory of structural dissociation gaining popularity and DIDs reclassification in the DSM5>Movement starts back up again in 2014-2015 on tumblr, though, as people start mixing DID and otherkin up and rebrand as "endogenic/natural" systems but anyway the whole pattern of
>grown adult woman self diagnoses with severe mental illness, uses it for fantasy larp>paints herself as an authority figure on the topic>obviously doesn't have it seems very familiar and i personally predict we'll see jilly end up deciding she's a "natural system" sooner or later either when her fake diagnosis falls through/she's diagnosed with munchies or when she gets tired of people expecting her to actually seek treatment
No. 309138
>>309107Let's go, full munchie route time.
>>309109Just reaffirms her own cowdom. She's pathetic and embarrassing.
>>309124>How can these people justify their attitudes when they haven't even been diagnosed, they are so entitled and ridiculous Narcissism. A normal person would feel guilty but these people sleep well at night. They have no conscience therefore feel no guilt. The only thing they feel is rage when people point out their lies using their own words against them.
>>309125>Excuse me, what? Since when is Jillian disabled?Since she decided she was and therefore in her mind she is. I'm interested in how this will bite her in the ass. She reminds me of fatvegfemme at this point. A side by side picture comparison would be hysterical.
No. 309150
>>309141The Haunted Self: Structural Dissociation And Treatment Of Chronic Traumatization by Ellert R. S. Nijenhuis, Kathy Steele, and Onno van der Hart (PHD), basically a medical guidebook written by actual doctors breaking down the exact science behind DID, debunking a lot of the fanatical myths on the topic, and laid the foundation for the theory of structural dissociation, which is what is used in actual diagnosis and treatment today. naturally larpers HATED this book, because it firmly cements that alters are "dissociated parts of a fractured identity" and not "whole separate people with their own lives and souls etc", (big reason the name was changed dm from "multiple personality disorder" to "dissociative identity disorder") which really threw a wrench in things like accountability avoidance and LARPing as your OCs, and made the disorder seem much less fun and romantic. you might notice larpers HATE when you refer to alters as "parts", kek. i bet jill does, too.
history is really is a flat circle.
>>309143fucking called it. twitter seems to be her favourite place, and if she goes down this route there will be thousands of delusional freaks gassing her up. they'd probably crown her their queen for being youtube visible– they've done similar for other youtube DIDcows.
(no1curr about your psych textbook this semester) No. 309151
>>309114Her "working 9-5"
>>308820 was just making a 2 second intro out of clay? Sounds correct. She'll be patting her own ass over this for months.
No. 309157
>>309156I assume she's referring to fine motoric skills some autists struggle with, like tying shoelaces. There would actually be a wealth of motoric skill related symptoms she could pick and choose from. C'mon Jill, larp some unusual walking pattern next to validate your disability, I want to see her pretend she only walks on tiptoes and stumble around due to her totally heckin'
valid balance issues.
No. 309159
>>309150>naturally larpers HATED this book, because it firmly cements that alters are "dissociated parts of a fractured identity" and not "whole separate people with their own lives and souls etc"Idk why people like to romanticize the idea of another spirit or persona taking ahold of them. I don't think it would be as cool as they think it is. Trauma just doesn't work like that. I really don't think "multiplicity" exists in the way these LARPers think it does, in the sense that they're literally becoming another person for funsies.
The stuff you wrote also reminds me of the whole Mc Lean hospital fiasco that Jillian caused. These LARPers hate anything resembling scientific truth.
No. 309160
>>309154She's not disabled, and even if she was high functioning, I just never would had thought she would simply start saying stuff like this. I knew she was a munchie but the full on "I'm disabled" comment is so over the top for me, though you're probably right and I shouldn't be surprised. I had a family member with a mental disability and I just think this is something people like her should not use so lightly. I'm not sure if I buy the larp.
I understand autism can be very debilitating but I'm not sure if she's autistic to begin with, I'm very sorry.
No. 309161
>>309157Isn't it weird how she tends to try and collect all of the autism criteria but forgets that autism is a spectrum and no autistic person is the same? Remember when she said she was "catatonic" and "nonverbal" but she literally cannot shut up?
I also think she doubled down on trying to look autistic after her cousin's wedding, since she actually does have an autism diagnosis. My best bet is that Jillian will make another "diagnostic impression" out of this, or simply remain undiagnosed forever because the online space for autism encourages self diagnosing even though she can totally afford getting the test done thanks to her parent's support.
>>308824Kek this is hilarious in hindsight, all she ever does is just talk about being super mentally ill or totally really autistic. I wonder why she hasn't gone to therapy in a while and yet she magically fused alters and is "getting better now guysss". I don't think she'll ever get better, she always seems so oblivious about her actual behavioral problems and thinks fake positivity will always solve it all, so childish.
>>308820>>309117>I love working 9-5I'm sorry what? Just for a dumb intro? I highly doubt she really did work that many hours on it. And now she's giving herself narcissistic pats on the back for doing the bare minimum? Bleak.
>>308605Late I know but if Steven really cared he would had cooked a meal or bought something more nourishing for her, I'm pretty sure he just grabbed whatever filling bag of fattening carbs he found so she would shut the fuck up. I'm sure she's already getting cheated on and the conversations between Steven, Maggie and Sof must be such a wild ride kek. Wish they shared some of it here.
Like, Steven is so
sus with both of them. I'm sure he fucks them behind Jillian's mentawwy iwwy larping ass and that's why we got the funny reaction from him at the park and why Jillian is so desperate to marry him so he cannot escape anymore. I even wonder if the relationship is already open but she's just in denial about it. She's so afraid of getting old and she knows she's too unnatractive inside and out to find another guy, so who knows. It'll be so interesting when they inevitably break up.
No. 309162
>>309161I'm pretty sure once she breaks up with him she'll start acting like a slut and blame it on Veronica, and say that Steven gave her sexual trauma and that she had to become a "plaything" all over again.
>>309114Idk how can anyone look at this idiot with rainbow color hair and wigs looking like a clown and believe she totally is fronting as one of her OCs just because she said so.
On that note I'm pretty sure she's not larping as Jerrick anymore because right now she's back into the "idolizing" part of her BPD relationship with Steven, specially because her fear of abandonment is getting super
triggered and it shows, the way she's so insistent on him. The way she mentioned how Jerrick came to be really felt like a BPD devaluation phase (specially how she was like "DONT CALL ME YOUR GIRLFRIEND REE"). It checks out because of how much Steven was willing to pull up with back then and retards like Jillian always ruin their relationships like that basically. So right now there's no need for Jerrick drama between both of them, I'm sure Steven is super sick of it. Actually wishing he just trooned out and left her already.
No. 309167
>>309154It's not a mental disability in every part of the world (unless you are intellectually disabled or just completely unable to leave your house without a caretaker) and it's a condition you are born with so some people say since you can't heal it or take medication specifically for it, it shouldn't be viewed as an illness even if it can be debilitating.
>>309161She seems to collect all the stereotypical autistic 5 year old boy traits too.
>>309161Don't really wanna wk Steven but I don't think there is any human on earth that would be able to keep up with Jilly's emotional needs, I would have blown up a long time ago.
>>309164She probably stopped because she is part of the DID larpers that say that if you have a condition or an illness then the body has it so all alters have it. Now she says Sunny is not as good as masking and that Flora is the best at it, while Jill is in the middle (very stupid but seems to work since people play along)
No. 309168
>>309167>It's not a mental disability in every part of the worldthe fact that you've bought into this propaganda scares me, it IS literally a diagnosable mental disability and only an extreme minority online has been vocal about changing it
>>309164I think Jerrick was the BPD one? Damn we can't keep up with all of her lore kek
No. 309170
>>309159In Jillian’s case it’s just cards she can play to get away with anything in her life:
>I’m not the one who is bpd raging! It’s Jerrick!! You can’t be mad at me!>I didn’t fuck up the food you were making! It was Jaxx!!! You have to get mad at her!>I wasn’t the one who said some very insensitive shit! It was sunny!! She’s autistic guyz!!!>I totally didn’t want to fuck this random guy! That was Veronica!!!>I’m sorry I didn’t pay my taxes this year! It was the silly old man Cliffe street that didn’t want to come out! Lol!>I don’t want to do anything productive today! but I want all of the attention on me and I only want to eat Mac and cheese and chicken nuggets! It’s because I’m Bærry!! >I totally love wearing only girly clothes and shit! That’s because I’m flora! I’m such a great person!!!>I’m going to be mean and you can’t do anything about it because it’s not me! That’s the other alter!!!>Christmas/birthday will come soon! You better pay your tribute to everyone in my head by gifting me 8 gifts each one of you!That’s it, it’s just a very idiotic way for her to excuse her behavior.
No. 309172
>>309169>Remember when Jill claimed one alter is fucking intersex? Can't believe she gets away with all this shitIt baffles me how her fanbase are just okay with this, no questions asked, just because she said so (and reminds me of how she literally told one of them to not look up her threads)
>>309164>>309168Honestly at this point she's just mixing her own lore and now she wants all her parts to have autism and afrid (maybe even bpd too? except for the cutesy kawiwi alters), though I distinctly remember that yes, Jerrick was supposed to be autistic and BPD and even changed the profile picture of that account to an autistic Steven Universe character.
I'm surprised her alters aren't having alters of their own too, some larpers tend to do that.
>>309107>>309030Idk why she loves fighting people this much on Twitter, why isn't she getting called out? She's so terminally online.
No. 309173
>>309170KEKKK you absolutely got her to a T anon, also:
>That’s because I’m flora! I’m such a great person!!!I'm amazed at how delulu she is that she can just say this shit with a straight face lmao.
>Christmas/birthday will come soon! You better pay your tribute to everyone in my head by gifting me 8 gifts each one of you!Honestly I'm waiting so hard for this to happen this year, last year's presents were so cringe.
No. 309175
>>309174Nevermind, I can't find it and I'm not gonna comb through several Jill threads to find it. But I'm 100% sure there was a tweet where she said something like that (other than the "uuuhhhm he's literally underage!!!" one) because the retardation of it really stuck with me. However found this from a recap of Jill's and Steebies Q&A
>Jill talks about Jax being a protector for Jerric and says that Jerric doesn't understand that he can't be monotone when he talks to people and that "Jerr doesn't mask very well" (Jerric has autism apparently. So Jax takes over for Jerric when Jerric is being too autistic)Speaking of which, where the fuck is Jax? Did she get bored of all her edgy alters?
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No. 309183
>>309178Idk why she's inserting herself on this situation just to look more self righteous? She just fights people on Twitter for no reason
>>309182Oof. I would not pay this much for her boring content
No. 309200
>>309188I used to be on AISH and it’s very hard to get on for little pay and benefits. Not worth the effort.
>>309195he’s in a private discord being someone’s kitten when he’s not dealing with mental Jillness.
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>>309204>>308144Wait a second, her alter will be sunflower when she debuts her 100% legit disability and begins wearing her sunflower lanyard 24/7. She will be like:
>omg I fused but now I’m disabled???>because my mind has been weirdy and not mindy>her name is sunflower and she’s a fusion between Flora and Sunny!!!>and she’s disabled because she’s autistic!>isn’t that what autism does to you??? Make you disabled??>where are my disabled moneys?! No. 309225
>>309116I think as the cost of living in New Brunswick continues to climb she's looking for ways to make more money through the internet. She's fumbled her Patreon pretty badly; 5 years ago she was making almost US$1300 a month through her patrons (check threat 25 for proofs), now she's only making about US$500/month. When she first moved into her townhouse, the going rental rate for area was in the $1100 range and she was earning just a little more than that through Patreon; 5 years later her rents gone up by an unknown amount & her Patreon income is less than half her rent.
Jill keeps referring to her Youtube as a full-time 9-5 job, but whatever she's doing isn't generating much profit for her. Besides surfing Twitter and uploading an occasional ad-monetized video, she's not making much money. You'd think she'd at least have a Redbubble merch store by now or something to engage with her fanbase and make $$$, but she's either so creatively bankrupt or frozen by indica couch-lock that she can't even design simple merch items to sell to her ever-dwindling fanbase.
>>309182She has 137 Patrons, and her membership costs range between $1-$10. 47 of them pay the monthly $10 for the top tier membership, so even if just those 47 pay to tune into her stream it'll be $235 in her pocket, and if all 137 patrons decide to become members it'll be $685. My tinfoil is that wants to be making enough from her Youtube stream membership fees so that in tandem with her Patreon income she can cover the cost of her monthly rent. Although we like to speculate that Jill's townhouse is paid for in part by her parents; but at this point I think she and Stephen are largely paying for their own cost of living including rent. Stephen is obviously the main provider for their household and at least paying half the rent. I think we can all agree he seems more ready to leave than ever. If he moves out, I don't think Jill's parents are willing to finance her apartment, and in knowing this she's trying to figure out a way to maintain her independence if Stephen pulls out of the lease.
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Girl wants to fight so bad lol. Must be in a pissy mood today.
No. 309230
>>309225Redbubble changed their fee structure recently so they take 50% profit on top of the already super high item costs, I never used them but those services are really terrible in terms of making money. You need to charge customers so high just to make a profit, and now even that miniscule profit is getting halved.
But there's a lot you can manufacture yourself at home if you're willing to put work in, stickers, tee shirts, 3d printed accessories etc
No. 309238
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Hmm
No. 309240
>>309238The same old classic tale.
News flash Jill: every girl has been made to be feel sexualized before they were "ready." EVERY. GIRL. EVER. You were NOT sexually assaulted. Sorry, but not sorry.
No. 309244
>>309238So she’s saying she got raped in her bedroom? In her house? While having what seems to be a helicopter mom?
>but I still see her faceThis better not be about the girl she used to date when she was a teenager, because this is getting pathetic.
No. 309245
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>>309238This is so fucking offensive and obviously made up. 90% of the time when I read this thread I can laugh at what a self-absorbed talentless fat pothead Jill is…but occassionaly shit like this reminds me that she is an absolutely heartless bitch who will stoop to disgusting lows for the measliest drop of clout.
I actually believe that those are the lyrics to her first song, because it's such painfully tryhard prose. What 13 year old didn't have some song or poem or journal entry they wrote that was essentially like /even though she treated me bad I'm still so in love with her, I wish I could move on but I can't so I'll just try to forget her uwu/. Aggressively retconning obviously normal teenage pining as evidence of made up sexual assault is so fucking nasty. The way she always garnishes these lies with cutesy emojis is so gross as well, like she's trying so hard to be the toughest sexual assault
victim soldier bravely smiling through the pain.
Also…she knows that's not how glasses work. Did she have her glasses on during her totally traumatizing closed-lip kiss with Uma? Otherwise, taking them off wouldn't really make the environment look any different from the way it looked during ~the incident~. Interesting that the only common denominator of allllll the things she fakes is that there is an assumption that the person afflicted by them can't be held accountable for anything. Autism, DID, sexual assault - all safely removed from scary ideas like being responsible for your own actions.
Picrel is how Jill sounds when she starts digging through her old stuff like this and realizes that the time in her life when she was presumptively creative and interesting has long passed.
No. 309250
>>309238>>309245>>309247Not to mention that we know Jill dumped Uma to get with Walker and after that Jill continued to interact with Uma's posts and stuff (even though they were literally about how heartbroken she was about it). She said to Uma on dA that she wanted to remain friends and was excited they would still be going to events together
It's insane that she's trying to paint this as the childhood trauma that caused her whole life to fall apart
No. 309260
>>309245She just wants to be the most traumatized. And there's nothing more traumatic than rape, so she actively wants it. I hate how much she complains online, but actively wishing to be a rape
victim is soooo fucking low.
>>309247>Me when my forced teenage lesbian relationship backfires and I traumatise myself, this is just proof she's always sought labels which don't apply to her and then suffered through the consequences.This. She's never been attracted to women. But this is exactly why she wants Steven to troon out so bad.
>Interesting how her ten years of fucking men has no trauma associated with it, just a short lived teenage relationship with a girl where she remained a virgin, according to her own deviantart posts of the time. Fucking exactly. Someone needs to post those screenshots again.
No. 309265
>>309263I think Sof posting here is funny and also who wouldn't gossip about Jillian behind her back? She sucks. Soft if you read this ur hekkin
valid gurl give us the tea yaaaass
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Saw this skimming through an older thread and decided to repost since she's hard larping as disabled now
>>309268Nonna you have to tell us more!
No. 309270
>>309268And what did they say?
It's just odd behaviour to be Jillian's closest person and bestest friend and be actively posting here. Incredibly two-faced.
No. 309275
>>309264When you put it like that it sure seems like Jill wants to skinwalk her out of some kind of envy
>>309268Spill the tea you tease lol
>>309263As someone who's been stuck with
toxic narcissistic friends, I fully get if Jill's friends gossip about her here to vent
No. 309276
>>309261Yes according to Jill Uma is a rapist who caused her trauma, and her parents are
abusive through neglect and caused her trauma - she cares so little about the people around her that she doesn't care she's been implying or outright saying these things about them making them look like awful people
No. 309279
>>309238So her mom is cool with carrying the guilt of letting in the person that allegedly raped their daughter under their own roof and supervision? Does mama vessey follow this account too?
I have a tinfoil that she has multiple accounts for her “alters” so her mom loses track of them and she can say whatever bullshit she wants without consequence.
But the lack of guilt is so evident in how she freely spills this bullshit story. I think one of reasons Uma will never come forward is because Jillian tard audience would harass her to no end and she probably also feels somewhat guilty for actions during her and Jill’s middle school relationship, even if it wasn’t much of anything the teenage hormonal angst of it all probably makes it seem like a bigger deal than it really was.
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No. 309291
>>309275>>309270>>309269It's not spicy or I would have posted it already lol
They just overshare things about her to prove how close of friends they are with her. If she got into an argument with someone they would talk about that or like choosing their cosplay group and making a little comment about her having to be the MC
This info is a few years old too lol I moved away from that area a while ago & don't keep in touch with many people from there
No. 309338
>>309330Think anon was speaking more to Jill’s immaturity in the wake of a situation she wasn’t ready for. Many young women and women participate in sexual activities they may later view as violating/exploitative but recognize it was a youthful/naive mistake and learn from it, never making it again and reinforcing their boundaries. Jill calling her also inexperienced underage partner a rapist (or implying such) is excessive and in extremely bad taste. That said if it was against her wishes/she was intentionally put in a situation she could not refuse (such as inebriated/restrained) it would be a different story, her da journals and interactions seem to indicate differently.
It just reads as more of Jill attempting to rewrite her life as traumatic for
victim points as that’s the currency of the woke. If she is the truest
victim she stands above the rest and speaks for them/over them. No wonder she has such intense identity issues (not did), she lies to herself constantly and is retelling her own lies to herself over and over again, it must be confusing for everyone in her life when she seeks them out with her new version of events and they have no idea wtf she’s talking about.
No. 309347
>>309315I get you're probably just joking but this isn't even what happened based on all the evidence from her own dA journals, and most anons here are stupid and don't ever read old threads to be able to tell the difference. This is how really stupid theories take off though and saying shit like this just legitimizes Jill's
victim LARP.
No. 309357
>>309354We know nothing happened between them because she has changed the narrative over the years. She used to say that the reason this relationship was bad was because of the age difference (Jill was 13 & Uma was 15 which is a laughable age difference) and she did not mention any sort of assault at all
Once she started larping DID and seeing her angel therapist she unlocked memories or w/e and started saying more happened between them
No. 309362
>>309359So you think she talked about self injury, her eating disorder, her hospital stay, her mom's cancer, etc but wouldn't have mentioned an assault??
We know she loved her piano teacher her whole childhood and then went back when she found out he was a pedo and said she got bad vibes and that he was creepy - why are you giving more clout to Jill actually being assaulted than her changing the narrative??
No. 309363
>>309359Idk, nonna, at first she was implying it was the piano teacher that molested her and turned her into a “fuckable thing”, then she decided that it was Uma, because the teacher got sent to jail for actually molesting one of his students, so she couldn’t be part of the abused by a teacher club anymore, therefore she needed another reason why she had a fragmented mind other than, you know, having an
abusive family that gave her copious amounts of gifts every year, happy memories, fun parents that let her experience many things like hobbies and styles, living in a safe neighborhood, having a fun family, having a YouTube channel and things like those.
No. 309365
>>309363 can a photoshop
nonnie please edit Jill's face onto Big Jack Horner whenever he says "You know I never had much as a kid. Just loving parents, stability and a mansion, and a thriving baked goods enterprise for me to inherit. Useless crap like that."
No. 309368
>>309362>>309363you people call yourselves feminists but can't stand the idea that a woman can discover she has been assaulted in ways she didn't recognize until years after the fact. tell me you've never come to a realization that someone treated you in a fucked up way when joking about it with someone years later. or that you heard someone talk about the way an adult behaved around them as a child and realized those awkwardly long touches that made you feel disgusting weren't just in your head.
who the fuck cares if Jill was assaulted in the picture perfect way that makes you accept she's a rape
victim? she's not naming names and yeah people who have known her for over a decade can go back and find out exactly who she's talking about but most people in the world aren't people on this board who have essentially documented her life and every relationship she had and drawn conclusions about it based on deviantart journal entries. bffr. you people disgust me when sexual assault is ever brought up when it doesn't perfectly involve a man you already hate.
No. 309370
>>309368you know this is jill we're talking about right? the same spoiled rich girl who has spent her entire life pretending to be a
victim? the girl who would write suicide notes so her mom would find them, self harmed for attention, and pretends to have DID and autism? if jill was a normal person, she would keep her trauma between herself and a therapist. but since she's not normal, she broadcasts it because she wants everyone to know how uwu twaumatized she is.
No. 309372
>>309368Jill's whole narrative is to always be the biggest
victim in the room at any given time so no I don't believe a word out of her BPD narc mouth
No. 309375
>>309363>at first she was implying it was the piano teacher that molested her, then she decided that it was Umanah, she was pretty clear off the bat that uma was her source of "trauma". the teacher came after that, and when jill realized that someone was actually for real molested and it wasn't her she got major fomo, which led to her "fuckable thing" rant that was really just about abstract societal expectations that were never even forced on her. that was also when she upped her claims about the vague "csa trauma" and started breadcrumbing about even earlier abuse and making technically unaccusatory but ambiguous statements about said teacher.
bottom line is jill is desperate for trauma but borderline retarded, which leads to her grasping at straws and looking like a liar even when she takes real events and blows them out of proportion. if she was smart, she could top up umagate with her mom's very real cancer scare and spin it into something believable.
No. 309376
>>309368I still don’t understand why are some retards coming in here and saying that this is a feminist imageboard.
Anyways, Jillybean is desperate for a tiny little piece of anything that could be turned into a traumatic event because she hasn’t experienced such a thing, if she was truly traumatized by something she would’ve said so a very long time ago, but she hasn’t and she won’t find a story that can’t be proven in any way because her life, according to the cow herself in the very online archive she made herself composed by deviantart, twitter and YouTube, everything was pretty great.
I just will never believe a word Jillian says unless there’s actual real proof or someone like her mom makes an statement or something because, honestly? A DiD and disability larper that’s constantly trying really hard to be considered autistic and won’t stop smoking weed while taking meds, doesn’t really sound like the best narrator in any form or shape.
>inb4 scenarios about random people It’s irrelevant, we’re talking about a cow living in a first world country, who gets special gifts every birthday and Christmas, who hangouts with her family that seems to care about her, who doesn’t even consider getting a real job because she surely has a family that will accept her back home in a heartbeat, and who has her own home that either she or her mom own where she can just change anything whenever she wants.
I don’t know about you, but I really doubt an abused person would accept any help coming from people that let their abusers fuck up their life, or even worse, I don’t think an abused person would accept the help of an abuser without thinking of at least flipping burgers to save enough money to run away instead of asking for expensive dollhouses for toddlers or smoking weed every day.
No. 309379
>>3090792024
is a leap year…
No. 309387
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>>309378>>309380sometimes i feel like the veronica video was just a weird fever dream, but then i go on youtube and remember it's actually a thing.
No. 309391
>>309378She didn't just hang out with Uma once. They went to summer camp together & didn't live that far apart. She did say that most of their relationship happened online tho so I think anons just ran with that
>>309389She has never specifically named names but she has implied it was a girlfriend she had when she was young
No. 309396
>>309394These are the same age?? I don't know why you're confused
She would have graduated elementary school at 12 (grade 6) and started dating Uma a few months later
No. 309402
>>309368Can you “bffr” and go back to tiktok and Twitter, newfag?
A girl two years older than you hypothetically holding you down and fingering you/inserting an object into your vagina is traumatizing but it is not going to cause DID. Sorry to burst your bubble. Jillian is trying to not only LARP as a DIDtard, but also as disabled and autistic. You can argue her faggot therapist put these ideas into her head, you can argue her faggot boyfriend put these into her head, at the end of the day she’s addicted to victimizing herself and she’s a narc BPD liar.
No. 309404
>>309402That anon didn't say anything about Jillian having DID, I think we all know that she's faking it, it's pretty obvious. But she's kinda right in saying no rape
victim is the "ideal" that tv shows or movies tend to portray. I agree with her post, some women only realize things way later, it's common in assault
victims for what I've heard.
That said I think Jillian is saying a lot of bullshit. Anons can take whatever stance though. But I do agree with you that she comes across as someone who just wants to be traumatized for no goddamn reason, which is why I find whatever she says very upsetting to actual rape
victims.
No. 309407
I went through threads since the DID saga officially began and these are some relevant points in my opinion:
>>189394 Screenshots of Uma's dA journal entries from the time she was dating Jill
>>194351 Jill says she's born with dissociation
>>194441 Jill says she's a
victim of csa but it wasn't the first trauma
>>194443 Slight retcon of just being born with dissociation to include her trauma narrative: "some people are born more dissociatey but u still need trauma to split"
>>225207 The infamous Veronica video
>>225258 Uma's dA journal, regretting sleepover with Jill
>>227644 Cowtipping Uma and her response stating that she does regret some things but Jill is blowing things way out of proportion
>>259881 "Our first split was before the age of 6
heart emoji"
>>260261 Another mention that her DID started before the age of 6
>>260321 Anon's collage of Jill's early shifting narrative including "autistic kids develop at different pace so can they still get DID at later age"
>>260517 Tweet "confirming" Uma caused her "main major trauma" (funny how that implies she also has a side hustle major trauma and obviously all her minor traumas from idk stubbing her toe once)
So if we'd take everything Jill says at face value, based on stuff above the timeline would be as follows:
> Jill is born more dissociate-y than normal people, predisposing her to develop DID> Jill has so traumatising early childhood that she develops DID before the age of 6> Jill is also autistic and thus it's possible that her main major trauma contributing to her DID is caused by Uma and the age gap and power imbalance and alluded SA in the relationship at the age of 13If we look at how her reasoning for DID has changed:
>First she was just basically born that way>Then she retcons basically being born with DID and says you still need trauma for it to actually happen>Vagueposting about Uma causing her traumaShe brings up being a CSA
victim about the same time but clearly realises she can't go claiming she was SA'd as a small child since the CSA is not her first trauma
>Wondering if her totally real autism could mean she developed DID later than the canon of early childhood states - maybe she realises it would be raise some serious questions about her childhood and parents if she was seriously traumatized as a small child or, more likely, she realises she's talked about her picture perfect childhood so much that her claiming repeated very serious trauma during that time probably wouldn't fly. Or I'm giving Jill too much credit and she just can't keep her lies straight.>No, she totally split before the age of 6 guise>BUT her major main trauma (I just can't get over her having so many traumas she has to classify them like this) still is caused by Uma No. 309411
>>309407lol Uma should sue her for libel, considering Jillian is profiting on this position.
I will forever remain with my ultimate tinfoil: Jill's original trauma, and all resulting issues, stem from her mom's cancer, in that while Louise was being treated for cancer, Jillian received less attention than she had been accustomed to at such a young age. I wouldn't be surprised if this happened when Jillian was 6 years old (would love if someone could share the real timeframe in which this happened, if it's known). I believe this is precisely when she developed BPD - in order to draw the attention back to her, away from her mother's illness, she started reacting with the "big emotions" that BPD are known for. It then became obvious to her parents that she needed to receive "special attention" after Louise recovered, because Jillian was obviously so deeply affected by witnessing her mother go through a life-threatening illness (but in reality, she was just reacting to receiving less special attention). My guess is with Uma: in reality, Uma wasn't used to (at such a young age) the type of emotional control techniques utilized by a BPD person and reacted - instinctively - negatively towards it. I would also imagine that Jillian tried to exert sexual control or behaviours to Uma against her will because that's precisely something that BPD people are known for. I would imagine that this was met with disgust and rejection on Uma's behalf. Now I know this is straight up calling Jill's whole story into question, but I honestly and truly believe there was no sexual assault, Jillian was likely the one that pushed forward with the sexual, coercive behaviour, and Uma got scared of the BPD manipulation (in a young person, in its purest form) and backed off. We all know that rejection is the one thing that a BPD person cannot bear, and as such, we arrive at the twisted version of events today.
SAGE for hardcore tinfoiling but I'm pretty sure it's all along these lines.
No. 309412
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>>309407Thank you anon, I wanted to see Uma's commentary again
No. 309418
>>309368>you people call yourselves feministsWhere are people calling themselves feminists anon, we are supposed to believe a literal
serial liar about this one thing when it's already been disproven via her own posts from the time (like all her lies) - people absolutely should believe women talking about rape but it starts getting very
sus when it's a woman who lies constantly like Jill, and also somehow never had a single incident happen during the ten years of fucking men that occurred after this very brief relationship. What are the chances her boyfriends never once overstepped in any way over ten years of long term relationships, but this fellow teen at the time did in their like 3 month, on off, mostly online friendship/relationship. It's so clearly a vendetta I don't know why you are humoring it.
No. 309421
>>309413Yeah I'd really like to see the full conversation because the last part where Uma changes her mind about sharing is telling, I wonder what was said.
Also curious what "truly fucked up things" Jill did because that is definitely missing from Jill's narrative.
No. 309425
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>>309411Stealing this pic from
>>185380 but you are definitely correct about her trauma being that she was ignored during her mom's cancer treatment
No. 309436
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>>309365They have the same body type and fuck ass tumblrina bangs kek
No. 309439
>>309426Or you're just gullible.
>>309421Right? Anon could've blocked themselves out, not cut the convo apart and she might have replies anon purposely didn't add into the screenshot. This is why we say don't interfere with the cows. Anons have been caught manipulating milk before.
No. 309440
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I fucking despise this fat hack! kek
No. 309446
>>309411Her mom got cancer when she was around 13. Why write a whole wattpad fanfic before fact checking this easily verifiable information? It's super telling that this isn't mentioned in her DA journal around this time, and that she clearly hates her mom bringing up her cancer experience during her stupid cat tattoo vlog.
I now hate myself a little more for how much random garbage I know about this narcissistic munchie, but damn at least do the bare minimum to look this stuff up when you have years of her archived antics at your fingertips.
No. 309447
>>309444It’s probably a handful of newfags stinking up the thread. It’s painfully obvious Jillian is full of shit and in the wrong.
How can anyone believe a single word out of Jillian’s mouth especially accusatory ones? A diagnosed BPD liar that has been caught in several lies against some poor girl she led on a relationship and cried trauma when physical stuff came into play.
Does anyone remember mystery girl and as soon as she tried getting physical with Jill she dumped her and claimed not to be attracted to her and instantly jumped on Steven’s dick. She did this to Uma with Walker who was allegedly also
abusive to Jillian yet he’s not getting the blame for her DID.
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>>309449then make it yourself? or just scroll past it.
>>309439>Anons have been caught manipulating milk before.Now you're in
this thread? No one wants to spoonfeed you. Go read old threads before shitting up this thread about a pathological liar.
No. 309457
>>309447It’s funny that the way she claimed he was
abusive was forcing her into the punk aesthetic and controlling her likes back when her narc brain was focused on how she is kawaii to the core and now that is just all forgotten. Just classic narc behaviour to act like the new thing is actually how things where all along none of the other stuff exists.
No. 309458
>>309425This is such an entitled take from her. Her parents weren’t all about her for a brief amount of time because her mom was literally trying not to die and this is how she behaves? Louise bends over backwards for her and always has, she is sick from chemo and can’t get your nuggies for a brief amount of time so she is
abusive Jill? The way she behaves makes it so obvious nothing truly bad has ever happened to her.
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>>309436>>309449nta but it’s always a good day when i get to bully this bitch
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I wonder why she’s suddenly embracing bpd after insisting her edgy tranny alter was the one who held the whole ass disorder.
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Hmm a very interesting and specific "like" this morning.
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No. 309520
>>309518Samefag, I just realised this is (possibly) even worse, it might be a reference to Uma since they were described as best friends in the screenshots anon linked upthread
>>309407and afaik she hasn't mentioned any other issues with teenage girls except her failure to launch lesbian arc
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>>309528I don't think they're suggesting they just found this thread now (powerlevel being a lolcow/kiwifarms term and them saging) but that those particular tweets pissed them off.
slightly related story post I saw earlier from unrelated youtuber mykie, DID fakers are probably quaking in their boots at this suggestion a normal part of trauma is (temporarily or permanently) regressing to the age the trauma happened, and that temporarily changing your personality while upset is a normal thing and not because you are now your cartoon child alter
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Already looking for a new diagnose?
(Also that comment, like literally talking about you dumbass!).
>>309522You do not have DID.
No. 309559
>>309545>>309542I think what she's doing is absolutely wrong and will not aid in any kind of recovery. Jillian is plainly manipulating memories to her own liking.
>>309549This.
>>309552She has zero self awareness it's incredible
No. 309568
>>309552Well trends do have a cycle, and there will always be people who have no real identity and need to latch on to whatever is trendy at the moment. Just like teenagers used to do on tumblr with bipolar disorder/self-harm/depression/anorexia, except teenagers can often be excused because they are young and dumb and aren't adults who malinger and throw tantrums on the Internet while their mom pays their rent. Also it's funny she wants to exclude factitious disorder, because yeah, people aren't going to want to fake shit like that, or NPD/HPD/being a sociopath, because it doesn't really get you precious
victim points.
No. 309575
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So according to Jill she can't trust herself to self diagnose DID, but she can self diagnose autism?
No. 309577
>>309575>"I didn't self diagnose">"I personally would never have gone public with it before being officialy diagnosed"BITCH WHERE
going public about disorders she doesn't have is her entire personality,
she's been larping as an autism spokesperson for months without being diagnosed (and she isn't even actually diagnosed with DID, she still just thinks she is from the diagnostic impression)
God why is she's such a liar
No. 309581
>>309580Yeah almost everyone can read things about disorders and identify with some aspects because all of it is human behaviour, that's why you need a professional to diagnose you. I hate this "self-diagnosing is
valid!" shit.
>>309575Weird she says she had a strong hunch when in her video talking about being diagnosed she said she was shocked and totally didn't expect it.
No. 309582
>>309575Isn’t the whole point of DID is not being aware of having multiple personalities? Like people are supposed to tell her Jillian why were you wearing a cancer beanie the other day and obsessed with doing taxes? In a video she even tried to claim she woke up with children’s toys and coloring books and didn’t remember ever getting them.
Is she now gonna come out and say she was co-con the whole time?
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>>309552She added more and I’m not surprised the adhd alien girl has bpd.
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What the hell is she trying to describe
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>>309602I guess she’s trying to pretend that her DID is actually being a problem and that it totally affects her life. Aka: she’s doing too much weed which is probably interfering with whatever drug she’s taking to keep her weed and tiktok fried brain focused for more than 5 seconds and now she thinks she’s “switching” slowly and not like a cartoon character sneezing to change from one personality to another.
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No. 309617
October patreon live stream link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tnau4zEL2YMSummary on the way
No. 309619
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>>309611This exchange is hilarious. “Jill do you have any recommendations for bpd treatment?” Absolute radio silence kek
No. 309621
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>>309617Looking like a 50 year old nurse who's only ever worked nightshift.
0:00 Finally has her 'gallery wall' set up & figured out that streaming in the afternoon is better for her fans. Piano has also been moved to her room from the lounge.
2:55 - stimming and acting high "I do think Sunny is here - it's me plus a dash of something"
4:00 - Talking precure about adult precure & regular precure
6:05- Hasn't stopped fucking with her camera and lighting. I imagine she can see how haggard she looks without those tiktok filters working overtime on her face.
6:46- sof was over recently which might tie into
>>309514 8:26 - stevie thanks giving and barking
9:30 - back to precure and talking about her designed chat emoji
16:13 - Monster Zero is beverage of choice
21:00 -Thanksgiving talk: forgot to buy stuffing and "Stevie was like that HAD to be a DID thing cuz you would never"
25:00 Jennifer the giant peep finally got a wash after stinking really bad so add that to the list of things the cats have pissed on
25:27: Playing DnD with friends at her house
28:50: Loves hosting parties at her house and hosting a halloween party this year with Halloween trivia(?)
32:02: talks about her mystery period hunger cramps - full week prior to menses and wellbrutin giving her hot flashes. Her friend was diagnosed with PMDD so possible PMDD dx coming up.
36:50: still having issues with her set-up and youtube streaming chat
42:00: room tour
52:00: more talk about emoji designs as she's hoping to do 10 more
1:12:30: Nothing but precure, youtube emojis & being told by her fans not to push herself. Very glassy eyes and a bit manic but nothing of real interest. I guess she's in her low period before ramping up again for Christmas-New years BPD panic
No. 309633
>>309622Please I need this kek
>>309630She just wants to be the authority on everything like she tried to be the authority on lolita and jfashion despite always proving to know jack shit in any regard.
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>>309621> 25:00 Jennifer the giant peep finally got a wash after stinking really bad so add that to the list of things the cats have pissed on>28:50: Loves hosting parties at her house and hosting a halloween party this year with Halloween trivia(?)i cannot imagine any fucking scenario in which a mentally-sound person would willing go to a cat piss-infested rainbow-coloured backroom level this BPD stoner narcissist dares to call a house and play halloween trivia next to screeching twitter-brained spastics who’s personalities consist of mental illness and queer kink.
hell. literal hell.
No. 309657
>>309638Isn't it pretty normal to have the option to stay overnight if you need to if someone's having a party, not everyone will be able to travel home so it's good to have that as an emergency option which it sounds like it isn't with her/her friends. sounds like both her and her friends are like "gtfo" by 10pm which suggests they are not really chilling and enjoying each other's company. imo 11pm-midnight is a better time to leave too if it's just a hangout/party and you're not going anywhere else after, 10pm makes more sense for an organised dinner party with set meal times and stuff. 2am is fine if it's a weekend and you're drinking and etc. She has never really had a normal social life.
>>309651I was thinking this too like even if she cleans the place is still gonna stink of weed and alcohol, could be a lot worse if she (or stevie) doesn't clean
No. 309666
>>309614“I was very ARFID until I learned to cook”
So like, every other white kid who grew up eating crappy boring food and poorly prepared vegetables and then later had to learn how to cook anything good.
No. 309669
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Can Jill go one day without trying to do weird one-ups?
>>309603I want to know who she got sponsored by.
>>309621Thank you, I can barely listen especially when she throws in her baby talk. So no talk about doing a Halloween drag? Pretty sure Sof is doing one but wouldn't surprise me if it's at that drop in centre and Jill does go but doesn't announce it for her "safety". I am so sick of Jill pushing that narrative.
>>309651If they want to stay in Jill's weird orbit, they will go. E-fame crumb is apparently worth it to them I guess.
No. 309678
>>309669Recap anon here: No mention of her costume, costumes for her LARP gang, anything drag or cosplay related at all. Alot of pumpky-patch talk in baby tones I don't want anyone else to be subjected to.
Everyone in the chat was discussing the emojis and giving Jill ideas about what else to do for the designs and that really was the bulk of the conversations.
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>>309621Holy fuck she’s looking ROUGH
>>309675He’s her nurse, caregiver, personal chef, editor and secretary kek
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No. 309706
>>309704> juicy vulnerable video> :DThe porn rot is real, why would she phrase it like this? Fucking vile. Does she not realise she’s commodifying an issue that for actual sufferers is debilitating and life ruining? This reads like something Shayna would post under her gross pedo porn
> daddy takes advantage of his juicy vulnerable babyObjectification of female suffering knows no bounds apparently, and Jill is here for it (so long as she can keep her clothes on). Her and other terminally online prostitutes need to pull their heads out of their asses.
(autism) No. 309711
>>309708I think they meant that the title of her video reads akin to a porn title and
>daddy takes advantage of his juicy vulnerable babyis just an example of what kind of title they mean.
No. 309716
>>309714I mean putting juicy and vulnerable in the same description
does sound really weird and predatory even if she's saying it about herself (nta)
No. 309717
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>>309710You can tell she’s never had to endure any hardships let alone go through something traumatic the way she’s bitching about something so redundant.
How she turns this into a half hour long video is beyond me
No. 309746
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Sorry for the worst screenshot ever but did this get missed? Not Jill telling a victim of an ongoing war that they have to educate her
No. 309747
>>309710Considering she follows a ton of drag queens online and the way they're being labeled as mentally ill pedos, I'm surprised she made a whole video conflating drag with mental illness. It's actually pretty
problematic and I wouldn't be shocked if someone called her out for that.
No. 309749
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>>309746I was curious to see the replies and honestly I'll give her this one, good on her for not doubling down like usual
No. 309753
>>309746Of course she instantly deleted this. I don't understand her compulsive need to involve herself in conversations she's way too stupid to participate in. And always with the same catty tone as if she was commenting on youtuber drama.
People are dying, Jill!
No. 309754
>>309710This honestly sounds as if she attempted to larp as a farmer kek Still giving herself too much slack for her utter dogshit makeup and style choices. My favourite quote;
>I hate this! I hate my face!Finally some self-awareness, lmao
No. 309774
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>>309757You’re giving her too much credit nonette. It’s depressing how anyone could have any sort understanding in her bullshit grift. She’s basically pretending to be sick for attention, sympathy, and not having to be a responsible adult. She did the ugly makeup because she thought it looked good at the time and got her attention. Also wasn’t this during clowngate? That time she got cancelled for being racist for wearing her shitty clown makeup?
Everything she’s doing now will probably end up in a tee hee hee I’m mentally ill video in the future.
I doubt this is the end though. I’m pretty sure she’d rather double on the DID/autism Uma “trauma” then call it quits with the larp. She alienated her audience and the only retards that watch her on board with all her bullshit.
No. 309776
>>309773I noticed she's been using the four leaf cover emoji a lot recently. It's in almost every recent tweet, the same way the partly cloudy emoji was before she announced Amber.
Sage for speculation, but I'm predicting a kawaii new green alter to replace Jerrick/Jax in the conveniently color coded DID rainbow. Maybe a "fusion" of the two.
No. 309779
Is Jill seriously trying to get involved in discussions about the fucking Israel Palestine conflict? Why does she feel the need to butt into conversations she doesn't understand at all?
>>309773Tbh I think Jill will kill off all of her "alters" and leave Flora and Berry, aka the nice soft angel sweetie folk alters. She'll probably introduce more child alters too.
No. 309781
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>>309776Jerrick is not dead unfortunately
No. 309782
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No. 309795
>>309757I would usually agree with this but I feel like her situation is more nuanced considering her alter larp, she never had to go this hard with the larp but there you go. She should had stayed a quirky girl who does cutesy inoffensive hauls instead of larping as a mentally ill drag queen
>>309773I think so too. I wonder, is she getting tired of this? Will it be done by next year? If so, maybe the larp didn't last as long because it didn't give her the attention she wanted. Maybe. I hope she hides all her larping vids and rebrands into whatever she used to do. The internet does not forget though.
No. 309796
>>309710Summary anon please I beg come and do the summary please
>>309745>watched the whole thing and its just Jill cringing at her white nose contour Bruh. Sorry I have no comment. Why did she make this stupid ass video, then?
No. 309797
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>>309749She only deleted this one, not the other two.
No. 309798
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>>309797She only deletes when someone notices her tweets. Both of these got zero interaction,
No. 309815
>>309710This video is just an example of Jillian needing to pathologize everyting in her life. It's completely normal to try new things with your personal style and then look back and cringe or think it's ugly. She also feels the need to say over and over how she respects drag makeup and how it's just about her because she knows the people who follow her are also whiny and will bitch at her for the most insignificant things like she always does on Twitter.
>>309803I really don't get why she admits to liking these men, they are all awful, gross and would be considered ~super
problematic~ in the Internet spheres and communities she is in.
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No. 309821
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She's sticking her nose into everyone's business lately. Crazy crossover.
No. 309825
>>309821Holy fuck look at all these drama cows together. Also she needs to stop attaching herself to every conversation, what a fucking drama whore.
>>309822>Another manic phase that will lead to her attracting negative attention and end up creating a new alter.Basically. She has this pattern of fucking up and then making a fuss, saying she's traumatized from Twitter conversations and then creating an alter.
No. 309860
>>309710>Sponsored by care/of supplements >Chooses metabolism as one of the options to focus onShe's really trying to chase a magic pill to solve her weight issues instead of working on her food habits. Sad.
>>309857Yup. My favorite was her response to the McLean presentation by telling Matthew and co to watch her videos to prove she was totes diagnosed. It's funny to watch her get pissy when someone says the same thing to her. She truly lives in a delusional world.
Rules for thee, not for me No. 309861
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>>309710Summary time!
TL:DR: Video is her talking negative about her previous looks and reaping enormous arsepats in the comment sections about how brave and stunning she is to be SO open and honest.
0:08: Post edit mention of Jerrick & Jill fronting. I guess this will be her new way of reminding people of her larp and justifying poorly recorded sections when she greens out.
0:30: had this idea swirling around her head for two days and feels like she has a lot to say. I guess Steevie has been busy doing over time and Jill hasn't been able to talk at him.
0:44: weird camera cut. The first of many. Her body language is that of a teenager who got caught lying and is trying to justify why they lied. Her face is just showing that dupers delight smile while the eyes are like the Big Shaybowskis glassy & brown (sorry, hazel.)
1:43: dupers delight about her trauma and she's trying so hard to come across like you're regular girl next door.
2:00: using a lot of mental recovery terminology but we all know she's just going through the motions and not putting anything into practice.
2:34: Identity crisis with her job and her life, trying out new concepts of her self and struggling with how she wants to present. Points to the anons who guess this was a weight issue.
She also doesn't even look straight into the camera for so much of this talk. It's just disingenuous at best.
3:32: SPONSOR TIME: Vitamins and protein from a monthly subscription service. I guess your body positive claim of not using any sponsor that promotes weight loss or other dietary aids is null and void now that Jilly-hogg needs them and doesn't want to pay for them. She's taking a multivitamin, Rhodiola (good for anxiety & sleep) & Chromium with apple extract (Called the Metabolizer & helps with sugar cravings). No known interacts with Welbrutin & Rhodioal but any herbal medication should be used with caution with pharmaceuticals and recommended to consult a pharmacist.
P.S She looks like Gypsy-rose with her glasses & chain on.
6:38: Talking about her face shape and it seems to have dawned on her that her weight gain & lifestyle (diet-style) had effected her face shape more than she chose to acknowledge so that's why she was looking ~round. I personally think she's beginning to think about how she can do a deep clean of these looks off the internet.
9:05: "In the mirror and see like a an old man - I'm not kidding" Jill that's Cliffe - he's here to do your quarterly statement.
12:03: Will probably try to do a couple of drag gigs a year & wants to perform in something she's made. I guess that means she's realistic with how long the 'outfits' take to make.
16:08: Most of her personal commentary is how the colours are too bright and it would of been better in pastel tones. Also blaming the tik-tok filters and her camera for why some of the videos show her skin texture like porridge.
16:46: Jer & JAX lore - apparently wearing all those bright colours helped them heal too.
18:00: more laughing at her tik-toks that were clap-backs. I guess that's her way of excusing her behaviour if all the videos are of her reacting to comments people made as being done when she was the most menty-wenty illy-willy-jilly-bean.
22:04: "I feel a lot more secure in my role as a part of this whole" Rubbing her chest-heart indicating herself as the system.
23:30: Pure ass-patting.
23:44: Oh my god I've been filming for 50 minutes.
Last minutes are off patreon names.
50 minutes? And this was the cut down version? Jesus take the wheel.
No. 309862
>>309819She’s never had to pay for that kind of stuff in her life
I can’t even picture her sitting down and paying bills
No. 309866
>>309800Eventually DID will fall out of fashion and, seeing as these people are the types that can never admit to anything, they’ll find a way to weasel their way out without admitting any fault. Instead of admitting to having a cringey phase, it’ll be “acktually it turns out I have schizophrenia/autism/bpd with dissociative symptoms.” And they’ll take that chance to phase out the use of their “alters” while continuing to receive special treatment for their new hip mental illness. Rinse, repeat.
>>309812This.
No. 309870
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Jill must be getting desperate for money if she's going this hard on ad blockers
No. 309871
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Samefag, Jesus she was on one yesterday
No. 309872
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>>309861>"In the mirror and see like a an old man - I'm not kidding" Jill that's Cliffe - he's here to do your quarterly statement. >picrelThanks for the summary anon.
>>309819This is so extremely funny to me, she has no idea how privileged she is. It's little things like this that show how she's been supported and coddled her whole life, and as the other anon said has likely never paid her own bills. Or maybe it's just dissociative amnesia from Cliffe taking over.
No. 309873
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I think I figured out why this tard has been butting into literally every random person’s business lately, she made a corny viral tweet and is likely riding that high trying to get more followers and people coming to her YouTube channel. She’s desperate. Especially since she’s sperging about Adblock too
No. 309880
>>309873Genuinely the most disgusting, off-putting pic she could have chosen to advertise herself, it feels oddly threatening as well like that
triggers fight or flight in me. Gross.
No. 309889
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>you will go to therapy and apologize
Lmao what a fucking narc
No. 309909
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>>309828there
>>309710Honestly, as stupid as this video is, she does look a bit better than before, she doesn't look tired and unhinged as back then but still acts like a narc and the video cringing at herself was unnecessary. I hope Jillian snaps out of this shit, gets actual therapy for her narcissism and bpd, and keeps realizing how retarded this all is.
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No. 309936
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>>309921Damn someone’s gonna have to recap or post a rip or something
No. 309946
>>309889Why is she being so threatening and aggresive to online strangers and still in the same breath saying someone else should go to therapy like does she not realize the irony? Absolute narcissist rage
>>309920I don't believe for a second she has a workout routine kek
No. 309947
>>309943Yes
>>309936Please someone become a member for the sake of us kek
No. 309950
>>309889>one day you will grow and not turn to (…).strangers online for a punching bagwhen using strangers as punching bags is her main hobby
>you will go to therapyYou first Pixie, or do you only go to therapy when you can find a trainee counselor to take advantage of?
No. 309987
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Neglected childhood lore just dropped lol. Girl be so fucking for real.
No. 309991
>>309989Maybe she will go through the Soren route and say that whenever her parents weren’t aware, she was getting kidnapped by some cult that would abuse her repeatedly throughout her life and that no one in her circles could know because the cult members were too powerful or some shit.
I wish Jillian was more of the crazy ranter type of cow like PT or Soren because that would be so fucking funny.
No. 310004
>>309987She’s really just going to let people who stumble across this assume the worst huh? No qualifying “don’t worry guys my parents were great but daycare caused problems, my parents caught it eventually though”, just straight up letting strangers, fans and friends/family assume you were neglected as an infant by your loving mother and father.
Actually, that’s it at this point from everything she’s said it’s got to be assumed that her parents are the most deranged, vilest excuses for parents out there, they must’ve treated her like the scapegoat and her brother the golden child. Shame on her parents for neglecting her as a child, for sexually abusing her and leaving her in the care of those who furthered the abuse! What repugnant human beings they must be that their own daughter is too scared to speak directly against them, too beholden to their financial support to get away from their abuse and forge her own life and get well.
Jill I hope you’re able to get away from your deranged
abusive pedophile allowing parents, cut the purse strings! You can do it girl! It’ll suck for a bit but you shouldn’t have to answer to your abusers, you shouldn’t have to play nice just because you’re an adult and they’ve stopped hurting you. Hopefully when you get out from under their thumb you’ll be able to speak more openly about the trauma they caused and help others in similar situations recognize the abuse they’re suffering and get the help they need.
No. 310005
>>309987You don't need to be 'disconnected from your body' to not be sure what's wrong and it's very common for anyone who deals with mental illness to not recognize their own needs
Neglected babies don't learn to do anything like this so the second person is just spouting nonsense
And Jill's being Jill as per usual
No. 310022
>>310007We're not talking about self-soothing - the person in the post is saying that they can't figure out what their needs are and the response is saying that's normal for people who were neglected as babies
Self-soothing is a healthy behaviour to learn and not a sign of neglect
No. 310027
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>>309987Ah yeah so much neglect growing up surrounded by gifts from her parents
No. 310048
>>310004As usual she either doesn't understand or doesn't care about the implications of her words and actions. Now her abuse claims are going back to INFANCY, when before she only said something vague about a time when she was 6 years old. Obviously all child abuse is destructive but it's especially devastating for infants who are at the most vulnerable stage of literally their entire life, and in my unprofessional opinion very different from neglect that begins later on in childhood. Nobody healthy or sane abandons a helpless baby. So with her little "oh (smiley face)" she's just indirectly accused her parents of being ignorant, mentally ill, absent, evil, or all four.
Following her threads has never made me angry before, but right now I'm just so heartbroken on Louise's behalf. Her parents very obviously and very demonstrably want the best for her, and this is how she repays them? Getting high, gaining weight, throwing tantrums, and telling the whole world that they repeatedly and systematically abused her or at least failed to protect her from repeated and systematic abuse? I can't. Jill really wishes she was a sex trafficked intersex orphan.
I have no hope for or interest in her recovery but at times like these I feel sorry for those caught in the cow's splashzone.
No. 310055
>>309964thank you
nonnie for providing us the jilly footage, your contribution is appreciated.
No. 310062
>>309972>drinks zero calorie monster drinks.no wonder she's fat if she drinks that shit on the daily. sugar-free drinks still make your brain perceive them as sweet and
trigger it to want more sugar (same as when you drink regular soda and end up wanting more.) if she's watching her diet she should know that. drink some water jill.
No. 310073
>>310000Tried to tolerate her screeching to see if there was any milky bits. Could not do it. She really amps up the quirky twitter meme talk and of course even before she said it I was like "she is LARPing as Sunny because she feels very hyper and j-fashion today"
>>310061Nonna she can't be a normal neurotypical person doing normal person stuff !!! You don't get it normal people take showers because they don't like being dirty but if she does it it's totally because of icky sensy issues !! Her brain is speshul that's why she needs to watch something while she does boring things !!!
>>310066If the LARP was correct she wouldn't have an issue sticking to repetitive routines either.
No. 310075
>>309987her mom is a saint because I would’ve disowned her ass years ago.
Her mom won’t cut her off because she probably knows Jilly will have zero problems accusing her of stuff online directly instead of this dumb ass bread crumbing she’s doing
No. 310079
>>310062OT, but in order to gain weight you'd then still have to actually have sugary drinks/food after, right?
Or does the body wanting more sugar alone already do something?
No. 310080
>>310079nta but I thin for Jill's case, she is like the joke of a person going to McDonalds and getting 5 burgers, 2 fries, and a
diet coke.
No. 310086
>>310079ayrt the former yes. from what i've read, while sugar-free stuff will not cause direct weight gain (no calories so yeah) it can whet a person's appetite, which consequently will make them eat more if they're not paying attention to how much they eat.
normally i wouldn't berate someone who tries to eat properly and just happens to have a weakness for soda, we all have our vices, but this is jill.
it just boggles my mind that for all that she hates her body, she seems to always pick the worst imaginable options. at least anorexia has logic to it, no matter how fucked up it is. energy drinks and weed do not.
No. 310104
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The rot never ended Jillian.
No. 310113
>>310080>>310086you're both not wrong, but it would obviously be worse for Jill to have sugary drinks, so I don't see the point in nitpicking her diet caffeine drink. If it were black coffee with stevia no one would give a shit. It's the same hypocrisy as UK shops age-restricting energy drinks, but kids can go to Costa and get a giant sugary coffee drink with more caffeine than any energy drink.
Jill's weed and crap food and zero exercise are the real culprits in her weight and general unhealthy state. It's crazy how she looks so fat and so unwell, it reminds me of how my godmother looked while getting treated for serious diseases (she had cancer and was on steroids - not eating excessively but got the moon face and stuff)
No. 310120
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She has a talent to make a mundane activity sound gross
No. 310122
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Sorry guys if you like anime cons, j-fashion, or have gone to art school you’re an autismo according to the queen of undiagnosed autism Jillian.
No. 310124
>>310120can you imagine having a nice romantic moment and then jill becomes this obnoxious adult pretending to be 6 eww I bet she uses it when stevie is ignoring her
>>310122she is ignoring the point of that tweet - author has issues with other girls because of her autism… but hey, Jill with her girly hobbies has a lot of girlfriends, but only because she is the most autistic and her sheer mass is pulling in other autists I guess
btw there is a thread somewhere about problems with relating to other women - and reading about nonnas with autism really contradicts everything jill is using for her larp
No. 310126
>>310104stevy is about to break up with her 100%
>>309988>(/s)get the fuck away from lolcow you actual retard
No. 310132
>>310120I would be absolutely mortified to admit this online but not only that, the way she writes about it is also insanely cringe. Imagine not being able to go on a date without your girlfriend becoming a screaming toddler.
>>310122Ok so maybe two of them are diagnosed and the rest are just like Jillian and only have friendships with other girls who have twitter/tiktok brain rot
No. 310135
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Jill, not all of us have the luxury of time to sift through media propaganda to fully & truly understand what’s going on. Some people don’t want to make an uneducated statement. God she’s insufferable.
No. 310139
>>310135Yeah, and she's acting as if keeping up with the news is enough to make valuable or at least educated statements on this.
Sure, for some things it's enough, but not this I don't think.
No. 310160
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You’re…so close.
No. 310162
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Two tinfoils
1. Jill is skinwalking both this chick and Sof
2. This chick getting cast on Drag Race is the reason for the most recent video - because it's obvious Jill has been jacking her drag makeup style this whole time
No. 310170
>>310162holy shit anon, those are not tinfoils
at all. You could end a dissertation on Jill with these conclusions and it would be esteemed by the academic community. You are writing facts.
No. 310172
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>>310162Bringing this pic back of Pixyteri’s skin walker Mitchell and Jill’s skin walking
victim. Both are now Canada Drag Race famous.
No. 310173
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Chelsea always coming through with the back-handed "compliments."
No. 310175
>>310160She's such a BPD skin walker
>>310162Is this Jill assuming she was friends with some random girl in highschool and then clinging into her drag fame? And more skin walking?
No. 310176
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No. 310177
>>310172sage for ot but mitchell wasn’t a pt skinwalker he just made parody videos making fun of her.
>>310163not just canada but pei. this is literally her whole personality. she is so jealous of her….
No. 310178
>>310177I know but I think it’s creepy he’s buy her clothes.
>>310176I’m pretty sure the mental Jillness cake came first
No. 310180
>>310162>>310167I thought she meant "weirdos together" as in, both were weirdos at the time when they were in HS, not that they literally went to the same school.
Is it confirmed they went to the same school?
No. 310181
>>310162Just checked this person's twitter and it's a trans man dressing as a woman in drag…so dressing as their birth sex in drag. (they use trans in one caption, bodyshape is a woman's, faint scar lines on their chest and weirdly placed nips, as well as a lot of retweets about being trans.)
Very Jill-coded girly weeby bedroom in the background of photos.
Aside this person is much prettier than Jill when they are in drag, and they have a rainbow yellow sunshine theme (Jills alter sunny?) it seems very likely Jill has been lurking them and some of her alters and drag makeup and etc are inspired by them. Didn't jill have cloud and rainbow makeup? Did she film that video specifically to try and draw Denim's attention to it? Also the autism? Lol imagine highlighting to everyone who you've been subtly skinwalking.
Pretty sure my eyes have been scarred by this photo (it's two fujo's making a shit attempt at looking like two gay men) being reposted in Jilly's thread before so I think she has interacted with them before now:
https://nitter.net/denimjustdenim/status/1566897769230614531(this is an image board. post caps) No. 310182
>>310181Oh also they are married (Jill's dream) and a fellow weed smoker (though I know that's common in Canada)
>>310176This probably drove Jill crazy if we're right about the skinwalking, skinwalking inception
No. 310188
>>310180I don’t have time to look more, but denim used to be known as denimpussy. She’s mentioned in the thread summary for thread 41, so she shows up somewhere in thread 40. Then in thread 47
>>196067 is when retards thought she was mystery girl Alyssa. Denim was also mentioned in a fakeboi thread. Both reference jill knowing her somehow so some anon with more time can actually figure it out lol.
No. 310203
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Pica lore + shit cat ownership
No. 310210
>>310162>>310181Sorry farmhands for no caps, I thought it was too offtopic to flood the board with especially as they have already been posted. (cursed fujo image and you can see the rainbow cloud makeup in anon's sc)
We don't really need to see the pink weeb bedroom and topless trans pics to know what that looks like.
No. 310214
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Woof that moon face makes her look exactly like the emoji. I don’t understand why she keeps pulling her back like that. It’s ugly and makes her look even worse.(nitpicking)
No. 310220
>>310214She probably hasn’t showered tbh.
I think the sun is their eyes but they both look so awkward in this
No. 310262
>>310214slightly unhinged repulsion to stevie sperg:
He looks so repulsive in this photo, idk if it's the shit-eating grin, greasy hair, natty black outfit with "subtle" rainbow belt hanging off, he's one of those people that physically repel you on sight like your mind thinks they have a disease. Like those guys where they showered and appear clean but your mind just thinks they're dirty. Jill is definitely the more aesthetically pleasing part of this image.
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No. 310272
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No. 310285
>>310272>talking with one of my alters>thought the other person was steebWhat? So she was talking out loud like:
>But do we have vanilla yoghurt or do we have to buy vanilla yoghurt?Or like:
>omg My dad but gay, do you think we need vanilla yoghurt?Either way it sounds quite dumb, why is having steeb next to her relevant at all? The first one is normal thinking out loud stuff, the second one is just utterly retarded and the same kind of “omgz Zim stop asking for waffles!!!!! Lol ecks dee” larp that teenagers with no personality does.
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>>310214At lease they’re self aware of how disgusting they look.
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No. 310350
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>>310347Samefag. Found some early mentions of this Allysa turned Emerson turned Denim person (this is NOT mystery girl). So they really know each other. Her instagram is onlinepixie (kek)
No. 310357
>>310350Jill has been skinwalking Alyssa since middle school and I can't believe that
>>310162 is the same person and Jill is STILL skinwalking lmao
No. 310358
>>310356He ain't gonna stay with her. This relationship is an obvious ticking timebomb right now.
Why do these two stay in Fredericton? Why don't they move to a big city where they can actually make some money and live a bigger and better "queer" life? Looking at at Alyssa's socials is pretty interesting in comparison. She's living the life Jill wants for real, and the skinwalking is obvious. New Brunswick is literally the most broke-ass and religious province in Canada. I really don't get why they stay.
No. 310374
>>310345uh oh stinky
>>310348Pretty sure the whole "omg guize I was sooo bad at makeup back then uwu" is just fishing for attention about her current look. She's fatter and dumpier than ever and steebie clearly doesn't even want to touch her anymore so she's looking for reassurance.
No. 310403
>>310345She actually looks her age here, instead of like a jowly granny. That’s a flattering angle for her face. And I’m so happy she acknowledged the drag makeup was a bad look. I hope this is a good sign for her recovery.
That being said, that garment looks like it’s just a double crochet rectangle. (For those of you who aren’t crochetfags, that’s the fastest/laziest stitch.) There’s not even a collar or a button band.
No. 310405
>>310403Tbf the stitch lends itself well for it looking like those twisty marshmallows.
This actually would make a cute open cardigan I think.
Lazy, but effective, I'll give her that for once.
No. 310409
>>310203Does she even know what the fuck pica is and how frustrating it is to have??? What a fucking pos man. What an easy life she has, sitting around claiming to have everything wanting to be a
victim all the time.
>>310287Some of us just have it out of nowhere. I'm relatively normal and I have it. but it's not something thats ever a thing to talk about, let alone blast publicly like that. It's humiliating. It's a constant compulsive drive that hounds you at all hours to eat objects or other things that will hurt you/make you sick. As another
nonnie said, she probably just thinks it means something quirky like eating bad foods or chewing on a shoelace absent-mindedly every once in a while or something, vs what it really is, which is an uncontrollable urge to want to taste and eat very specific typically harmful objects. It can be hard being in public and seeing the things, because the urge to eat it can become overwhelming. Next thing you know, you're thinking of a way to excuse yourself and go back to it when no ones looking. She must be the cruelest cow I've ever seen, the way she makes light of these things and jokes about having them. No regard for what it's like
No. 310416
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Can someone please tell Steebie to wash his infested penis?
No. 310431
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No. 310432
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No. 310443
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>>310345She posted this photo on her ig, here's the caption and tags.
>>310416I get your life is boring Jill but maybe consider sharing less with the world. It's not proving whatever you think it does.
>>310435Inserting herself into everything, more like ham fisting, is what Jill does best. Guess no one has ever told her while she was growing up to shut up and butt out.
No. 310482
>>310409Welcome to the “Jill has stolen something that means a lot to me and shat all over it by claiming she is the expert on it because she secretly had it all along and suffers the worst of it more than anyone ever” club
I always look forward to the rage-induced blogposts from someone who actually suffers from the hottest-new-thing she claims to have for that week.
It actually warms my cold, dead heart when more people cross the threshold of fed-up with jill and just fucking VENT it out when they realise how awful she actually is
No. 310508
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Lol, "need to tweet".
No. 310509
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No. 310510
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New video coming
No. 310517
>>310509Who even was the fire emoji??? If she’s going to insist on emoji indicators she could at least not litter her text with 7000 other random emojis also
>>310490I feel you nonna, of all disorders to claim, trich and derma are NOT cute
No. 310521
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>>310517Veronica
>>310509She's in a combative mood.
No. 310540
>>310409I fucking feel you
nonnie. It's so embarrassing and distressing to deal with daily. There's nothing quirky or cute about locking yourself away after you've tried your hardest to ignore the cravings to go fucking wild eating something you know is damaging you and will make you sick. It's all consuming and those moments can make you feel completely out of control of yourself. Not even getting into the mortifying experience of being caught and the overwhelming shame that you just can't stop and exist around these objects without having cravings and giving into the urge. She's so fucking gross always trying to turn whatever normal shit she does into legitimately distressing disorders/illnesses. Watch her sooper real pica chewing on a fucking hoodie string or eating ice lmfao.
Maybe she munches on tinsel with her cat kek. No. 310556
>>310203>>310432>>310544How the fuck can she claim to have BPD, DID, pica, anorexia, ARFID, PTSD, trichotillomania, GAD, and also be autistic? I mean obviously it's a given that if you have PTSD it comes with anxiety and depression, maybe ONE eating disorder. But she loves to point them out all separately, the level of insanity it takes to claim all of these things like…she takes advantage of the fact that people can't fake-claim her/won't really question her to this extent and it's just imposible to not get tired and annoyed at this point
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off topic but wanted to share(complete non-contribution)
No. 310566
>>310561It will probably come after the autism diagnosis since they appear more frequently in people with autism. Autism content creators end up talking about them semi frequently because of that as well. They can actually test for EDS so she might not be able to swing a real diagnosis and might just lie again or be more vague and just say hyper mobility spectrum disorder.
>>310563Maybe that’s why we haven’t seen sandwich in so long, killed himself on the tinsel.
No. 310583
>>310544KEK where is the lie though
>>310556She just has all the diseases, she collects them like pokemon
>>310571Hoping sandwich comes back with the whole eating tinsel pica thing.
>>310574She's not getting it. She doesn't actually need it because she can just larp it without repercussions. She rather spend money on other shit
I honestly believe the ADHD more than the autism on this bitch, but her claiming it will only make me more upset because I have it and I hate this retard.
No. 310595
>>310583She doesn't have ADHD lmao She's forgetful because she smokes weed all day and she's insane because she has BPD
>>310591>>310594She can get a diagnosis for free where she lives (the waitlist is like 2 years but still) but she knows she won't get one so she doesn't try
No. 310617
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No. 310618
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No. 310622
>>310582Cozykitsune is actually autistic imo, that or she emulates autistic behaviour to a degree Jilly could only dream of. In depth knowledge of anime, manga, fantasy movies etc, asexual, very introspective, barely communicates with other humans by her own admission and when she does it's an ordeal, always masked outdoors, deadpan, unemotional sarcastic replies to people being weird, that's just from casually watching her Instagram stories.
Jill's hyper emotional responses, only surface level knowledge of "special interests" ten years of long term sexual relationships and constantly seeking new interaction from other humans, as well as constantly showing her face to strangers online, layers of uncomfortable makeup and clothing, their behaviour is quite opposite (and much more in line with bpd/narcissism) so it's funny comparing them now when cozykitsune's stans denied the autism was real so vehemently.
No. 310627
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>>310626A screenshot from one of the Kiratto Prichan OPs
No. 310631
>>310622Sorry for slightly off topic but McKenna is a good comparison to Jill. Much like Jill she's absolutely not autistic at all but has fooled a lot of people. Probably even more so because she's actually skinny and pretty unlike Jill, so people
want to like her. McKenna literally acted perfectly normal in every video she ever made (AND that others made that featured her that she had no control over) then got the level 3 diagnosis in Japan and made a video where she was literally acting out being retarded, with a slow slurred speech and all (covering up her art theft scandal, lucky coincidence…). Just like Jill she conveniently magically had ALL the symptoms out of the blue! Yet every thing she actually did was contractionary to what she said and did. For example she used to LOVE sarcasm (and is back to it now it seems) and it was her go to humour for like a decade - until after the diagnosis when she claimed she is so "super literal" that she CAN'T detect any sarcasm or even understand idioms, pretending she doesn't even know "sleep with" means "have sex with" (because she's soooo asexual guys!!! forget those old tumblr posts where she was horny thirsting after white men please!). And like you said, she also fucking loves poetry so we KNOW she's not literal about idioms and never has been. She made claims like "I have an autistic meltdown if my hair touches my neck due to sensory issues" while 90% of her pictures had her hair touching her neck, still do to this day. No meltdown in sight. Every single "autistic" claim she made was easily disproved by her own posts.
TLDR McKenna is just as much of an autism faker as Jill, people just believe her because she's pretty. I think she's proof Jill would be called out a lot less if she was more conventionally attractive.
No. 310632
>>310627You'd think she would find Daia to be
problematic considering the character has a darker skin alter ago when the actual person behind the character (in the story that is) is very much not.
But that would also require her knowing more than just having watched the OP once or twice.
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No. 310639
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I guess she forgot to mention her mom also pays her rent.
No. 310641
>>310638Onision is a dead horse who even lolcow/KF doesn’t care about anymore.
>>310639Does anyone know what the estimated total of income she makes from YT/patreon is?
No. 310644
>>310641Her place is probably around $1500, maybe a bit more. (I live in Fredericton; she is on cheap side of town)
Patreon is 778 CAD, SocialBlade says somewhere between $30-$473 for ad revenue on Youtube. Plus whatever she makes through sponsors, which isn't as common, but I imagine is a couple hundred per video. Not hard to believe she makes at least 1k a month on average.
Stevie also has (probably) a full time job, and most likely splits rent/costs somehow with her (she didn't say it pays ALL the rent).
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>>310639So much for the “I’m so poor” whining.
No. 310650
>>310622Nonna, please, majority of those traits are not indicative of autism at all, please stop drinking the Kool aid
>>310639I really wish people would stop saying this as if it’s a confirmed fact and not just something that everyone likes to assume. Yes it’s clear that Jill is spoilt and her parents likely helped her with moving out costs, but you’re really underestimating what even small sponsors pay for video sponsorships. Those alone would be enough for Jill to cover half the rent with Steven working, especially if their rent hasn’t gone up since she moved in years ago. It’s not a coincidence that she went “”eco-friendly”” and stopped buying so much crap a little while after she moved - she actually has to pay bills and didn’t have as much disposable income anymore
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No. 310663
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No. 310666
>>310622jesus christ, we have a cozykitsune fag here? go back where you came from, even the PULLfags figured out she was just like jill, a bored bpd white woman desperate to be genderspecial with too much time and money on her hands.
i can only imagine how much money jill blows on weed. and something tells me she probably drinks wine or something
No. 310668
>>310666The pullfags were/are obsessed, I never used PULL but checked out cozy a few years ago to try and figure out why there were like 60,000 posts on PULL about her (prior the site getting nuked) and I found zero milk. Nada nothing. She just takes nice photos and watches nerd shit, published a book of poems recently, sells well designed and advertised makeup which her friend makes for her (not even made in China like most "businesses", actually indie produced) like the least
problematic cow ever. Doesn't even post beef or politics.
Jill doesn't go one day without being
problematic kek, anyway just clarifying that despite what the stans think cozy is most likely autistic and Jill is most likely (clearly) not.
No. 310670
>>310653>regulatedMore autism breadcrumbing, autism tiktok is all about the "nervous system (de)regulation"
Also sounds like she read this post
>>310622 and is now pretending she has issues with crowds/parties never before mentioned or demonstrated
No. 310673
>>310661>also I hate how she talks about herself like she's insanely fragile and delicate and can't handle normal social situationsShe got pissed when people didn't smile at her while riding her bike. She also did drag three times with the first two being at the open to the public pub/drop in centre. The halloween party was at her own damn townhouse so it's not like it was an unfamiliar place filled with unknown people. Oh and let's not forget how she had a meet up with fans in New York where she chatted with fans and excitedly took presents from strangers. It's so stupid how she's trying to convince everyone that she's bad at social situations when she can't stop putting her entire life online.
>>310670Wouldn't surprise me. Jill is painfully atrocious at making her larps seem legit. Comes across as an incredibly lazy skin walker but why put more work into it when she gets the asspats for merely quarter-assing it, it's not even half-assed at this point as that would be more effort than she is putting out.
No. 310675
>>310668from what i got shes a fujo funded by her parents and mean to her followers and former friends, thats it no real milk. but the negative reaction ramped up after her autism lie was exposed because everything she posted afterwards was proof it was all an act, just like jill. but that was the only milk from her and pullfags just had a seething hateboner that led to mods stepping in, mob turned on them and exposed them (one of them turned out to be a they/them tard wking her), and members leaving. PULLfags nearly nuked the discord by being utter retards.
all of this shouldve went to jill instead because shes way worse but they were too cowardly. like she wont even fucking clean the place (or herself) and leaves it to stevie and posts about it like hes the knight in shining armor for a blubbering neet letting her cats pee everywhere, and further tries to justify this by pretending shes autistic and everything else
No. 310677
>>310668>checked out cozy a few years ago>Nada nothingStrange to see kenna wks here after all these years. She stole art and claimed it as her own and then still lied about it when getting caught. Also lied about being homeless. Is an autism faker. Is a genderspecial he/they enby while being overtly feminine all the time. And she absolutely did post beef with former friends. (She even had a venus angelic cow crossover at one point lol). The fact that some weebs were obsessed with nitpicking her ultimately turned out to be good for her because it covered up her actual shitty behaviours.
I think she's tragic in a different way that Jill. She's gonna die alone on this path because she has a nlog madonna complex, thinking she's better and the most special asexual he/they who is above all the bad things unlike other girls who are sluts doing gross things like party, do drugs and have sex. For many years she used to openly thirst about men and talk about how much she wanted to be the mother of a son, craving a family life.
Jill on the other hand sees herself as special because she's the best at everything - best at fashion, best at drag, best at having DID, best at having autism. I think the biggest difference is that Jill thrives on active irl attention more, and girls like Kenna on passive online attention. Jill wants people to tell her she's the best, while girls like Kenna want to hear other girls are worse than them.
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No. 310709
>>310702Yeah, "andrea's fashion galaxy", I thought this reminded me of something.
She's genuinely funny and she's knowledgeable about style theory, so people can make use of her content even if they dress in a different style.
I assume that's why her channel grew popular pretty fast.
In (not so) short, she's a lot of what Jill probably wished she had become and I would absolutely buy that this is another time of her copying someone who's more successful than her.
No. 310711
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jill is looking extra obese in her newest video. idk how she can make fun of herself for her drag makeup and then immediately put out this monstrosity.
No. 310720
>>310713At first and second look I honestly thought this was Halloween makeup because it looked to me like her right eye is swollen shut and her left eyeball is falling out of the eye socket.
It really does not lend itself to pics from further away.
>>310714I've seen the technique with the enlarged sclera a couple times before and while it obviously always looks uncanny, hers is probably one of the worst I have seen, if not the worst. It's so fucking wonky and weirdly placed the illusion isn't even remotely there.
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>>310714How does the girl who did “Gyaru Cartman” as a joke do a better job than a self titled jfashion influencer
No. 310728
>>310711Bargain bin lady bunny. She looks like a coked out drag queen and not in the way she wants to look.
How do you fuck gyaru this hard? The make up is completely wrong. Oh boy can’t wait for the gyaru is basically drag uwu bullshit. Did she say this was Veronica’s idea?
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>>310714>3:40 - 3:44>"very kind of…?" >"euh-HYUH!" (how do I transcribe that Goofy-like noise she made?)>Strikes hand to cheek and tries to give doe-eyes.The way she constantly tries so hard to be "cute" repulses me.
No. 310735
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>>310718Giving me going to the red light district vibes. The makeup makes her look older in the worst way.
>>310729Baylee Jae's clone.
No. 310736
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No. 310745
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>>310711Thread is gonna be locked soon so I'm tossing this crusty screencap from this for next thread pic kek also does she have acanthosis nigricans under her armpits from being fat or is it just discoloration from shaving?
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>>310740If this skirt were any higher, her entire ass would be out lmao
No. 310750
>>310729is that really a screenshot? Jesus. She looks like a cancer patient whose wig is slipping backward.
source: am cancer patient
No. 310765
>>310714This was so painful to watch, 10 minutes of Jill trying to sound like and expert and going on and on about how passionate she is about j-fashion and how much research she did. And then she ends up doing everything wrong, the makeup is just her usual base makeup with awful drag eye makeup. She even admits she looks like Trixie Mattel. You can also clearly see the switch (not DID switch) from her cutesy forced voice to a different one in between clips.
>>310715She already is constantly stating how much of an interest it is and how much she could spend hours and hours reading about it so I think it's already happening. She had to also clarify that she already cared about it and liked gyaru before it got popular again.
No. 310791
>>310715>>310765>She had to also clarify that she already cared about it and liked gyaru before it got popular again.She's going to retcon Veronica being into gyaru all this time and will dig out some ridiculous outfit from the past to claim it was definitely Veronica doing gyaru all those years ago, mark my words. It's ridiculous how she can't just enjoy something, especially if it's something currently trendy, she has to be the number one expert and make it into her whole identity immediately.
Did she try to weasel her way out of doing drag just so she could jump on the gyaru bandwagon? Since she clearly can't comprehend liking two styles at the same time.
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>>310711sage but she looks like western barbie
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No. 310830
>>310809Maybe a Lolita alter, she has a decora one and seems to be flirting with making Veronica gyaru so I can’t see why not. She can even hold her trauma of LACE and being a
victim of mean Lolita bullies kek.
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Why does Sof stay her friend when it’s so obvious Jill hates her and seethes at her success?
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Sorry for this being a bit off topic but damn she really fell off. like the fact that there has been ZERO growth since 2021 is telling. I'm also looking at her total subscriber count and she has lost (ofc this is ballpark bc socialblade doesn't do direct numbers anymore) 5000 subs since last october and the last time she gained subs was back in january of 2021. I wish I knew what her sub count was at her very best, it's probably in the old threads but im not hunting for it right now. also, i looked back at her old videos too and she used to hit 40k on average a few years ago and before she moved out she was getting 60-80k. now it's under 20k except every like 5 videos or so there's one that goes above it. Honestly, looking back at 2019, there are things I thought were atrocious that she wore that now looks decent compared to where she is now. Before she was just annoying and entitled, now she's crazy and so fat its not even funny.
No. 310925
Some thoughts on her latest video:
-This was both the best and worst recent pixielocks video. The worst part was the first half, where she demonstrated gross ignorance to Japanese culture which shes supposedly been interested in forever, and then topped it off by using as a source a teenager whose argument was basically "I have no evidence, but I think black people probably invented this stuff"
-BEST though was the second half where she just did her makeup and talked about fashion shit. No social justice, no DID, no autism crap, there were a few golden minutes of her just talking about shoes, makeup, and fashion. It was kino as fuck and easily the best content she's put out in years.
-Then we switch back to worst in that her gyaru attempt is truly terrible. But at least she's having fun and trying something new. I'd like to see her try lolita again.
-Overall, I liked this format of talking about a fashion, however she needs to do more research or stay away from trying to make it informative about something because she gets a bunch of information wrong. She could have just said she's uncomfortable and unqualified to talk about racism in Japan instead of meandering around the topic and sourcing some other idiot.
-She did not introduce who was fronting or use a fronting indicator, hmmm
No. 311007
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Sage since it's not milk worthy, but thought I'd post it anyway. Long story short, Jill's bestie and fellow DIDtuber Kya has disappeared off the internet for the past few months and her critics have been using this time to make videos and posts exposing her, as well as asking her bestie Jill to speak about it (which of course Jill won't do because she wants to get in Kya's close circle and get in on that sweet sweet fame)