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Intro taken from old thread >>303924
Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and sugar coats every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of bucks for.
She happily accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression (NOT a real diagnosis!) with a "coming out as DID" celebratory cake, but struggled to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state
Latest thread: Goes to see barbie movie, complains about male fans in precure, talks about how she's healing from her love-music-angel-baby therapist who changed his name, location and wiped his internet presence after escaping the Jilliverse gravitation pull.
Claims to have a dress design copied from shein and anons predict this will be a reason she claims when she ultimately gives up on her own store.
August patreon (no recap in thread):>>304896
Skipped 6 years of my life vid:>>305604
Black content creator (pinksugarfairies) chased off the internet whilst Jill plays innocent: >>306399
Daily vlog w/ j-fashion meet-up with a wild steve appearing and many anons notice their body language: >>307191
Horrible "drag" performance at Jills former design hobby collage: >>307426
New drag persona: Pixie Daydreams
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Upcoming video & thread:
Sept patreon vid soon
>this pic made me cackle so it's getting another go around. Let me tell ya, I have the most dissociation, the best dissociation——my angel therapist, he's a real great guy, highly respected, he tells me, Jillian, you're the best at having dissociative identity disorder.
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I feel like I see Jill’s future when this Reddit post from a year ago.
Yeah, I wanted to go with something really inflammatory and beyond over the top as we know she & multiple of her real-life associates reads here and her worst nightmare is to get cancelled. I'm hoping she digs herself in deeper by trying to explain her oh-so-innocent position further>>307744
you're in charge of making the next thread. You got this champ I believe in you
I agree with you nona, Jill herself used exaggerations to create drama and to be a victim
. And to my knowledge, only her treatment of black creators was treated somewhat seriously by her snowflake audience. Nothing wrong imho with some inflammatory title, we can use mental jilness next time, she will milk her mento issues as long as she can. Thank you for the new thread <3
Speaking of mental jilness - in previous thread she mentioned new fusion that coused her nightmares. Do you think she fused with someone from official cast or this is again some 'unknown fragment' ? As usual, her fusions/new alters are announced when there is some heat around her.(<3)
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They're both so insufferable. >hurdur I'm a rich YouTuber who has too much free time and I don't know what to do with it even though there's millions of small ways I could volunteer said free time into something useful but I'm too much of a narcissist to think of doing anything that'd benefit anything other than me.
No wonder Jill has been firmly up his ass for years. That's her kinfolk
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Her description of "romantic" love being close family and friendship being more distant family, I mean…no, that is not what romantic love is. Not at all. She just described close family and more distant family and relates that to how she feels about her friends, imo close friends can be like family for sure but romantic relationships are emphatically not. Your partner shouldn't feel like a relative…
I guess she crosses the line with the "little" shit just like anon's reddit post.
samefag, obviously I am not trying to dictate how people feel love but, that is a bit off right?
The feelings for a partner are extremely
different and uncomparable to those you have for family. Though we've all seen their "roommate" dynamic on camera, which might explain why she doesn't understand what romance means. I wonder if she has ever actually felt romantic love, I guess that is not actually possible for narcs since their true love is thyself
yup what's milk is her long-winded explanation of something really banal, the eternal soliloquy of speshul Jill>>307806
yeah, partners and spouses literally are immediate family though
Thats what happens when you get married yes but it is not in the same vein as how Jill said it herself. She was relating bio family (like how she said friends are cousins)
Put on your reading glasses, it's fucking weird and she already has a weird incest thing with drew as another anon pointed out
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Jill does realize that the BPD favorite person thing is just a major red flag on her end right? Almost all BPD bitchs have the black and white thinking and any small slight from their FP automatically makes them the most hated person in a BPD brain because of the black and white thinking. If I was Jill's friend I would hate to be called that because it just makes it more difficult to be able to critique her or bring up uncomfortable conversations that require setting boundaries. Image attached is from a phycological study on people with BPD and how if affects their relationship with their "favorite person".
devastated my meme didn’t make the thread pic; honoured it’s made you laugh that much >>307783
we’ve been tinfoiling that Steebie will be the one to cheat and leave.. but what if it’s Jill? if she is leaving breadcrumbs to hint that she feels the same type of way for friends as she does for her partner… hmm. big tin foil because she never leaves her cursed rainbow house but this is suspicious even for her. either way; i can feel the breakup coming in my bones. maybe we’ll get it for christmas if we’re all extra good (or shortly after because let’s be real here, she wouldn’t let the breakup happen before christmas because then she’ll miss out on presents)
my bet is on early 2024, maybe after valentine's day. Steeb has to leave now that she's increasingly insufferable and that he might be more and more aware he can't ride on her coattails.
the "getting better and fusing" wellbutrin saga may be due to him putting pressure on her to stop devolving into more of a fat slob baby. i can't imagine her turning on him because he's all she has, she might do that when he dumps her though.
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Recap: Jill is using a shit camera (her phone?) and it's really pixilated.
0:00: Standard intro and excuses as to why she's late and making nightmarish mouth noises. Youtube app updated and she doesn't know how it works now. Heart mug full of coffee
~revving up the vibe machine…
02:41: cat belly and I don't know if it's matted or not.
04:20: someone asking her a cosplay question about how her cure sky headband was made. Surprise- it's on a headband.
05:56 It's Jill and Sunny apparently as she's being clumsy and knocked over the wig. She just seems high - glazed eyes and all.
06:44: Shows off her drag headpiece fromher latest show which includes an open pair of kids scissors, pin cushion w/ pins & watercolour wheel on a head band.
10:20: Close up of cat for those who like to analyze her cat ownership skills
11:10: "I've been saying weird things with like a thick comical Boston or New York accent"
11:36: The cat is trying to get into the ribbon basket to chomp on ribbon & thread. If you need help snickers blink twice!!
14:20: Drag show info: afternoon show at her design school during their opening week/ first week back. Her and M(?) both design school alumni did drag and Bella Tofana her cosplay partner and "bestie extraordinaire"
15:47:Excuses about her falling over "it's an anxiety thing!!" my leg's just like buckle…
17:20: Behind the scenes of her brand/shop launch. "I don't want to show to much and like, get peoples hopes up…" States that she's designed, decided on quantities and first launch items (so drop shipping and TEMU items)
For someone who's saying their excited and ready, she sure as fuck doesn't look it.
Hoping for first drop in November in time for chrsitmas shopping period.
19:53: design ideas - Openly stated that all designs may not happened. All will be handmade and now all she has to do is: "I just have to decide on the thing, pattern it out for multiple sizes and just start doing it"
Talks jewelry, polymer clay, pronoun - label text kandi bracelet.
24:20: Wants to make autism necklace but want to wait till she has the actually diagnosis.
"It would be drippy as hell…"
29:54: gross close-ups of her drag make-up
31:33: "Shout out Welbru-slay"
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31:50: Last drag show where she almost cancelled "and people were fucking literally stalking her" The rage in the 'fucking' is real and I bet thats what Steve get's to interact with everyday.
32:02: "with malicious intent" Oh my god Jill we've traced the malicious intent and it's coming from inside your house!!!
More talk of drag and why she came back to it
41:00: latest vlog and chat arse patting her about the ups and down. Talks about fronting indicators and her bracelets.
44:00: more DID bullshit
51:42: Pixie health kick!! SHE'S DRINKING WATER AND EXERCISING GUISE.
52:58: Wants to do a video about her med change because wellbru-bru is everything.
20 minutes of talking about young kid shows with her chat (Toddler - early primary school age bracket shows)
1:07:41: back to talking about Wellbutrin and side effects:hot flashes and ability to regulate body temp.
1:12:57: video ideas: crochet session
another 20min of inane conversation and nothing of gossipy lolcow importance.
I rate this months patreon vlog 4/10.
Immediately thought FP meant "fuck person" like a fuck buddy friend with benefits kind of thing and nearly threw up>>307837
The real point is just that Jill worded it in a very shit and confusing way that doesn't make sense
Jill, Steve is not going to marry you.
I swear some anons here are retarded autists with zero critical thinking skills. Do everyone a favor a shut up and lurk.
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An autism necklace is normally silicon in whatever shape chosen that people chew on to cope with whatever Stim they say they have
It was developed mainly for children and then these retarded adults autists claimed them as a necessity and a badge of honor
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Be careful which tweets you like, Jill blocked me even though I never directly interacted with her lol
It's literally like this. You know how she just expected the mclean people to watch every single video she's ever made? girl has to stalk every person who interacts with her because she is so paranoid and she expects that from everyone. what is it going to take for her to realize she's not important? the funniest thing about her toxic
positivity is that she's not even trying to make other people feel better, she's excusing her own actions constantly and that's it. you know how there's so many quotes about how people who are struggling being the most kind? Well she isn't struggling with shit, and she's only kind to herself. And it's barely kindness. It's just enabling.
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Reading this kind of thing and just everything Jill has been doing, after listening to a woman who experienced a life full of abuse and trauma so bad that it could reasonable induce the kind of dissociation that DID has, genuinely makes me mad. She's cosplaying the lives of people that experienced such horrific trauma it's hard to listen to. But somehow SHE is actually the biggest victim
in every case.
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Oh I loved the terrible Jerrick to Jill tiktok he chose to use for Jill
time stamp 00:48 - 01:57
Currently 6hours posted, multiple comments about Jill and sitting at 6.7k views w/ 579 likes.
I feel bad for people with BPD who want to get better and have to live with this condition. Because I know how hard it is to get hurt like that constantly despite your best efforts to be better. But Jillian is never getting better, so retweeting this just looks vile and self pitying. She's so desperate to be a victim
And if you want to be a cool smart nonnie
just visit lolcow.farm
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I love reading the comments on these videos just to know I'm not alone in what I think. Besides the random "omg I have actual DID and…." comments there's some very good points to be made. There's a few about pixie already in there.
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She probably got high, forgot to upload and watched bear in the big blue house and steven universe all day
only the larpers. for most people who actually have it: you couldn't waterboard their diagnosis out of them anywhere they can't be completely anonymous. they might tell close friends, a spouse, or family members at most, but some people don't tell anyone but their doctors, because they'll either be seen as crazy/dangerous or associated with the LARPer circus and suffer discrimination a result.
the drama goes deeper than that, though: for over 20 years there have been concentrated attempts by larpers to demedicalize DID and remove it from the DSM, because it's "perfectly natural and not a disorder", and it's done serious harm to how DID is perceived by the public and by medical professionals and makes it much harder for actual patients to get diagnosed and treated.
it's only getting worse now that every e-girl like jill is claiming to have it and making a massive circus out of it, but thankfully she's probably too retarded to start any major movement like the astareas web incident
The fucking audacity. I’d like to hear her say this to a burn victim
I really don't doubt Steebie is getting fed up with her at this point. When they started dating, she seemed to have big goals she was working towards - Going to fashion school, trying to start a brand, building up a youtube channel, etc. But all those things have flopped and she's just sort of stagnated. All she does is bitch about mental illness online and take 5 months to create anything and when she does, its crap like day of the week bracelets and painting more ugly rainbows on their house. The future with her seems bleak, I'm sure. Who wants to commit to someone long term who only wants to be on a downward spiral, only wants to worsen, only wants to become less sufficient and independent? Who could see a prosperous and viable future with that?
Now, he is a loser piece of shit too, the kind that wanted to mooch off Jill's own "success" to further himself, and now he can't even do that. He played the caretaker role for awhile when the DID shit came to fruition but you can see by his body language in that last video that it's gotten stale for him. What really does Jill have to offer him? He coddles her and plays pretend for her all day to feed her narcissism and need for attention but what does he get out of it? Sex with a fat retard and living in a house that burns your retinas at every corner?
Kek I remember this too. She really said she has precure on 24/7. I just wouldn't be able to live in that clown house.>>308076>>308077
Jillian truly is the best cure to laziness, a true cautionary tale.
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can't believe we made to thread #69 nonnas. This is truly a funny number moment. I'm so proud
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It's incredible, the more time passes, the more her previous outfits look better on her than her toddler larp fashion nowadays.
5:21>was formed this year>"i like my little pony and vocaloid">shows pictures of jill when she was a child with a my little pony plush and a vocaloid poster(?)
so is she implying that sunny has been here all along clearly by proof of the pictures or is sunny a new character? which one is it, jilly
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the dislike ratio
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I don’t want to do this
>opens the video saying her phone’s face ID doesn’t recognise her
>she’s giving quirky tiktok pickme girl energy (you know that one tiktoker who does the “emily and oliver” pickme skits? yeah. that.)
>”i’m excited” x5
>hyping herself up for the video. still acting quirky but like a “younger/kid” version of herself?
>Sunny has filmed with Jill before but “Jill is far away” and “not really holding her hand right now”
>”wow” the phone really can’t recognise her, this is cRaZy. she can’t believe how weird it is to see herself in her reflection looking all like “do do do do do”
>”no clean confetti club intro today” (since when?)
>oof. Jill already outs herself by saying she’s already done a Meet The Alter for Sunny on Tiktok but that it was “her first time existing in the world” with a text correction on screen that says “she means posting online lol” (Hinting that Sunny has existed for a while like all her other alters and it’s totally not made up as she goes)
>Sunny split off in March “when did that big hairy thing happen?”
>she’s really annoying. lots of hand movements and baby talk. saluting the camera and playing with her hands. it’s too much.
>she doesn’t want to read the questions because it’s “super static” and she just wants to ramble and someone else can put together the video later “tee hee she’s not going to like that”… (we get it, you’re quirky and hyper).
>”hi, hi, hi-hi, hi.” generic introducing herself. Sunny formed this year, “there’s a video on this channel called my response. it’s very dramatic btw. that’s the reason i exist”
>2 alters ended up splitting off from the March trauma. Sunny is there to keep the faith in human-kind and to remember what joy feels like
>And Amber formed to “be the, like, rawr teehee”
>Sunny is the internal protector and Amber is the external protector
>she loves her own analogy of “will to live vs rawr”
>Sunny has been very frequently “co-conquers” since she formed.
>Sunny is a 14yo, uplifting protector who is normal and doesn’t feel bad things (idk what that means)
>”that’s the thing about DID you can just be a guy who doesn’t feel that bad”
>She loses the larp and “disassociates” for a minute. Text on screen says Sunny doesn’t think about this stuff often and that’s why this happened. She comes back giggling saying she doesn’t know what happened but that she “walked off the plank in her mind then came back” (ok?)
>Questions are going to get answered now but she’s “not going 123. this isn’t a spelling bee” (sure, it’s definitely not because you just realised you can’t keep this shit up without multiple prompts)
>She reiterates that she’s 14 and something to do with when Jerr split and Jax split. Jax sucked up some memories from Jerr’s mental age and that’s why Jax is a lot like how Jill was when she was 14, bright bubbly and social but still edgy?
>Sunny is similar in the way that she is the same as Jax but for Jill instead of Jerr. and that’s why Sunny is a lot like how Jill was when she was 14, bright bubbly and social but not edgy? (idk. I think she’s trying to say Jerr has been around for 10+ years and Jax is split from him while Sunny is split from Jill and she’s retconning it to give a reason why everyone’s the same age suddenly)
>Sunny is sooo clumsy and likes MLP and Vocaloid and likes to XD
>(ok this parts actually really sad at the 5 minute mark) she’s just saying that Sunny is like a time capsule of Jill when Jill was 14 and unapologetically being a dorky cringe weeb who likes 14yo stuff. She shows a bunch of pictures of herself cosplaying and being happy with friends at conventions when she was a kid. it’s obvious she is trying to hold onto those good memories by pretending to still be that person with the Sunny larp.
>lots of hand movements and silly voices.
>Sunny is “loud and nerdy and clumsy and a good friend who likes to be sweet maybe and all of those things so beebatibeepitybapitiboo” (we fucking GET IT JILL, MOVE ON MAN, COME ON)
>Sunny gets along with Flora so well because they’re both “interjects” (fictives) of Precure characters
>”hehe that’s right it happened again hehe”
>Jill herself is also basically a precure interject at this point. Jill is just Cure Marine (her words, not mine)
>Precure has been her whole life this year because of the 20th anniversary so it was only a matter of time
>She tried to look like herself for the video with the yellow colour scheme but says that there isn’t a drawing of herself yet like how all the others have but that she has this drawing of herself in magical form (see pic attached)
>she’s the same height as Jill and Flora and has long blonde hair. Made a picrew of herself
>she loves monochromatic collecting.
>There is a Cure Sunny but she is nothing like her. Sunny is more of a genetic Precure character rather than a specific one (this was the moment I realised she is embodying Dylan Mulvaney for her personality and talking mannerisms and now I hate it even more)
>Sunny is a yellow-cure soup and a she/her girly. but unlike Flora, Sunny has magical powers inside her brain
>Jill is here now with a post-edit voice overlay explaining how “non human alters” work. TLDR she would be hospitalised or dead if she couldn’t have non-human alters for her brain so no one is allowed to question her less-logical/fantastical bullshit. It all comes from a place of logic and survival. (thanks jill. very cool)
>She will not stop moving her hands and body. It’s so distracting. Something about inner worlds
>the power stuff comes from “a time when all of her powers were taken away and suddenly she is just a crazy young girl on the internet” (interesting… hinting at her fall from grace as a big-youtuber to this thing she currently is maybe?)
part 2 coming. the body was too long to post.
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>halfway through now. she’s making a map of her inner world. it kinda looks like a bad NeoPets map>Jill found Sunny in the inner-world in an anime glass birdcage where Jill went into the birdcage and found a tree then went down some secret spiral stairs in the birdhouse and that’s where Sunny lives and plays in the grass (it’s gotta be meth. genuinely had to pause the video to laugh for a few minutes) >Sunny doesn’t spend a lot of time in the inner-world. Sunny is usually “out and crap” but goes to the inner world to meet everyone and that’s where she met Flora >Sunny and Flora’s friendship is interesting because they didn’t know about each other for almost a month and that is interesting because they’re so similar. She doesn’t know what the purpose was. >Storytime about her discovery and birth: “okay so everything’s on fire, metaphorically, ha ha ha ha. trying to cope with a crazy thing that I never thought would happen then (popping sound effect and she pretends to cry like a baby. she then cackles maniacally like it’s the funniest thing she’s ever said) >”and that’s how i was born.” Jill was the first to figure it out because she thought something was funky, and felt a new feeling, a tickle in the air >Jill writes things down and does science experiments and THEY were confused at first because THEY thought Flora has fused because the Sunny and Jill combo feels similar to the Flora Jill combo >Jill brings the woohoowoohoo to the Jill/Flora combo and Sunny is always woohoowoohoo so it’s an augmented woo hoo when they’re co-con >Sunny and Flora are very different. She made a venn diagram of Sunny/Flora/Jill. 14:30 time stamp. >Flora couldn’t handle the March stress and that’s why Sunny formed. Flora is a sensitive and soft grandma who couldn’t weather the storm and had to go inside for that and Jill was like “oh, where’s my will to live?” (Sunny is laughing her ass off at this) >If Flora is a soft flower petal then Sunny is a strike of lightning >one thing Sunny is struggling with is the ability to mask and can’t read rooms well and can’t read between the lines and needs things to be explained really directly to her and doesn’t get jokes and things she says goes over people’s heads (very subtle and sensitive autism hinting. might be hard to spot) >Sunny’s interests are precure, MLP, Vocaloid, and Steven Universe. She is the alter who contains all of the Brony power >she loves anime and SMASH, mentions Mario is a special interest (subtle) and loves J-pop which she says is just precure music. >”as a very traumatised mentally-ill brain and person just trying to get through life and cope, when you find something that is guaranteed to put you in a positive headspead that works every time you’re going to incorporate it into your daily life” (this was all about why she is SO obsessed with precure and why she has so many precure alters) >she loves anime dances and doing anime dances and cosplay and karaoke and Just Dance >she’s very social with no anxiety and boulders through life. >if you take Jill and take out the insecurities and the caring-about-what-people-think and the attempting-to-not-be-cringe, that’s sunny. “I don’t give a fuck. Let’s watch My Little Pony. Fuck you. Do precures say ‘fuck you’? yes. this one does” >Sunny doesn’t use social media a lot so she doesn’t know what to talk about except pre-cure because precure runs her life. But she is doing fashion design and blogger shit. That’s a precure lifestyle if she’s ever heard of one >cumming over the “adult season” of precure. >”bestie” is coming over in 2 hours to watch pre-cure power up so she has to go >she’s loud. she likes j-fashion, decora, monochromatic, she even hates the pink in her hair clips and she’s sorry for the “wah wah baby being born joke” >she’s been around so much so she thought she’d say hello. Amber would never want to do this, apparently there are a couple alters where an intro video wouldn’t be within their personality wheelhouse >But Sunny loves this crap and loves to live >she JUST realised she didn’t do Q&A question but if anyone has them, ask them in the comments.
sorry if some of the sentence structures don’t make sense, sometimes I paraphrased and sometimes I just wrote out what she was saying.
but anyway that’s enough internet for me, i’m going outside.
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>>308118>Sunny has magical powers inside her brain >the power stuff comes from “a time when all of her powers were taken away and suddenly she is just a crazy young girl on the internet”
Sunny was made as a response to that professional making a DID presentation with her in it right? This is giving me flashbacks to Chris’ curseyehameha…
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>>308120>glass dome from Utena
??? Is she talking about Anthy's greenhouse? The one that is shaped like a bird cage to symbolize, in short, that Anthy is trapped in a suffocating situation with seemingly no way out? okay Jill
larp rule #1: dissociative amnesia only exists when it's convenient!
ever notice how underage alters miraculously never have controversial opinions that could damage their "hosts" reputation? they'll use exaggerated speech like a parody of a child, but never ever make any mistakes, or be wrong about anything, or be edgy, or meaningfully disagree with any of the "hosts" established stances? how they always seem to be either supervised or perfectly compliant with their "caretakers" wishes?
have you ever met a child or teenager that was fully compliant to whatever their babysitter asks, never says anything stupid or controversial, and never does anything inconvenient?
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The birdcage is anthy’s rose garden, the giant tree and staircase describes the duelists arena. Can someone tell jill to get original ideas?
wait wasn't flora a magical girl witch or something too? I remember she made "magical mc n cheese" as flora in an old thread kek. And also something about her being based on japanese shit.
I predict she will eventually merge both of them and she will name the new alter "sunflower" or something.>>308118>opens the video saying her phone’s face ID doesn’t recognise her
kekkkkk of course she has to highlight this to feel more legit about her larp
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>>308121>sunny is an autistic loud brony and also very young
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'tism discourse ft jill not even trying to hide the crumbs
>>308131>I couldn't even imagine telling my loved ones I hear voices and am other people and them not putting me in a mental ward. Her loved ones have to be at their wits end kek.
This is what happens when you have absolutely no disclipline and get away with everything for your whole life, like the confidence to go online and upload videos of all this shit attached to your name with the assurance it will have no negative consequences. Most people would end up sedated in an asylum if they acted like this, especially in recent past for women where far less deviant behaviour (like simply being disagreeable) would get you lobotomised or locked up for life.
Though I think she's careful to avoid talking about suicide or self harm since that is guaranteed to be intervened, she opts for a very high volume of "harmless" bullshit.
Imagine if these threads end when someone finally has enough and she's strapped to a bed in a padded room for decades. Like really I can't imagine acting this way with such confidence, in public and documented all over the internet, but here we are.
It's irritating for her to make shit up, when if she really was educated on autism at all, she'd know having all of the symptoms is kind of rare? that's literally why it's called a spectrum. Also talking about high-masking or low-masking when the community is kind of about, how about no masks? not to mention with this DID thing its literally an identity that you use TO mask so it's just an extra layer of what the fuck. i'm still of the camp that jill is mentally ill, just not in any of the cute ways she thinks she is. She might and probably does have BPD but notice how she keeps minimizing talking about that or admitting to those symptoms because it's not as cute or quirky? DID is so she can blame other people for her shitty behavior and autism is so she can excuse it by 'teehee i cant help it! im autistic!'
she'll never claim a disorder that she couldn't make cute. See narcissism, sociopathy, schizophrenia. only reason she admits to BPD at all is that she's so happy that she has at least SOMETHING diagnosed to brag about.
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i'm pretty sure she took these terms from other DID larpers themselves, they even have a "wiki" dedicated to this where they all take the terms from to make their larp more legit.
picrel is an example from it, https://pluralpedia.org/w/Main_Page
(obviously every single term has a sooper special flag)
the DID larper community is pretty big nowadays
All those things are stuff that she already liked prior as herself so it makes no sense to pretend it was an alter all along. Sincerely, what hobbies does she have left for "Jill" to have? Everything seems to be distributed now.>>308168
Holy… just how deep the rabbit hole goes?
Samefag but>Pluralpedia>Anime girl icon
Come the fuck on lmao they make it so obvious
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the DID larp community has been around for quite long (thread from 7 years ago on "multiple systems": >>>/snow/109130
, from 5 years ago on DID youtubers: >>>/snow/663556
(with newfags blogposting about their totes legit DID diagnosis))>>308171>>308174
it's interesting how the icon looks very 2007 but the wiki has only been around since 2020 (it's a splinter of a shitcord DID-related bot, shitcord suprisingly has a lot of DID-related user-created bots like PluralKit), did the author trace some deviantart rando's first anime girl drawing?
apparently only a drawing is enough for multiple people to "split off" an entire alter of someone. but unlike Jill, you don't even need to pretend to go under ~extreme life-changing~ trauma to form an alter nowadays, since the consensus is now that "plurality" can be "non-disordered" and anyone that disagrees is a "sysmed" (analogous with "transmed/transmedicalist/truscum" in the tranny community).
I feel like her family has long since stopped watching her videos, just as most of her fans did. It was cute when they got to see her life and her progress in accomplishing goals, but at this point, they're probably just shaking their heads and thinking what a shame it is that she turned out this way much like the rest of us. You can tell people around her at this point kind of approach her with pity and hopeful support, in the hopes that maybe a good day or fun opportunity provided by them will make her wake up, snap out of it, and decide to rejoin normal society again. I think the making the wedding dress thing is an example of that. But instead of it inspiring Jill to get back into fashion and sewing, it was a blip on her radar and she went right back to obsessing with herself.
Everything people do for her or invite her to now just turns into additional ammunition for schitzo babble stories. It'll all just be about her and how one of her sides said or thought this about it. or she'll say something about it traumatized her further. Nothing is saving her, nothing is bringing her out of it. So I assume at this point, they can't even muster the courage to turn on her videos anymore. All of this might have been cute as a teenager, but she's a grown adult who's supposed to have a job and be out living her life by now. Probably far too depressing for them, watching her never ending self obsessed spiraling.
Yeah that’s the one she showed in her video. Kek, so the place she’s free to be a magical girl in her head is a fucking cage?>>308144
No according to her new headcanon Flora can’t transform to a magical girl. While Sunny has a magical girl form. But they’re both from precure magical girl characters. So I don’t really get it.
Yeah all of her alters are younger than her except bald man. She is obsessed with infantilizing herself.>>308179
In the video she acts like she doesn't even remember where the glass cage is from, honestly I don't think she has completed any other magical girl anime besides precure. She has a very shallow knowledge and never really mentions any specific scenes or characters of any of them
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I'm sorry but this website is like, absolute bonkers to me kek. This sounds fake as fuck
I feel like I just took a look at the tip of an iceberg
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Can she be so for real. Tell me you’ve never had real problems without telling me you’ve never had real problems.
Which "DID specialist" on YouTube us she talking about? What snippy comment? Lmao
Real talk but I find hard to believe any mental health "professional" on YouTube, Instagram or TikTok ever
What Jill doesn't realise is that while she is the center of her own world, she isn't the center of others. Those ~DID specialists~ see her as a statistic one way or another. If they look at her claim of having DID on surface level and believe her or don't believe her she's still just some random girl on the internet that's at best a minor data point unless she became a serious patient of theirs. She shows her lack of scientific literacy also by acting like the "betrayal" was some official statement by DID professionals that she's a fake without ever psychologically assessing her when it was so informal they could pull examples from internet influencers they never spoke with.
If she's a serious patient of any psych then video or no a professional is going to put her through the ringer to be sure she has it and not something else. And if she managed to convince them she had it they'd undergo treatment as if the video never happened even if they'd watched it ten times. If she had been used in a real study as an official faker that study would need to be revised but she wasn't used in anything of the sort so nothing would need to be updated. She's the one taking her own inclusion far more seriously than anyone else is.
It was laughable when she and Steebie were mocking how the McLean presentation had its references at the end and that the doctor moved past quickly, and like neither of them have probably ever had to write a paper or give a presentation that required references in their lives lmao
She truly has no idea what academic discussion looks like
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Any day now Steve will come out as trans
I feel like this alter specifically is made to bite back against any and all critique. If anyone calls her out from anything from being racist to being cringe, she can hide behind this "sunny" exterior and play the role of an unassuming child/tween who doesn't care and only wants to have fun. She can be as cringe and as narcissistic as she wants because that's what this character is so no one can fault her.
I think her age is a common age when you start really missing your childhood and reminiscing about when you felt carefree and didn't care about liking cringe stuff like PreCure and other baby shows. The amount of hate she gets since DID reveal has probably made her want to hide behind that "cringe" title more and more now.
>>308253>born male >dating a female >”my christian family tried to send me to conversion therapy”
…huh? to convert you from what? as far as you present to outsiders, you’re a straight white cisgender male. there’s literally nothing to convert.
either get the fuck out of the closet and have something real to complain about or shut the actual fuck up steve.
I'm anon who posted >>308077
and yep, he does have stress from his religious family life. So I wouldn't be surprised if he grits his teeth every time Jill talks about how so super special and mentally ill and fucked up she is from her childhood when her parents have supported her and loved her in every endeavor, from her hobbies to her supposed gender/sexual identities.
See is Stevie a prisoner in Jill's rainbow home for real? Like his family are completely unaccepting of being gay, bi, queer etc so he needs to find someone else to move in with before he can leave?
Aside this makes Jill's imaginary aboos that triggered
DID even more offensive, since if this is true Stevie genuinely had an unsupportive/oppressive family (even supporting conversion therapy alone is a massive red flag)
yes, none of this shit is based on anything and it's not the cool kind of "not based on anything" either like magic is.
i've met some of these larpers online and they even pretended to have totes real romantic relationships going on inside their heads. what happened to just going on a nice date with yourself without having to rationalise it with shit like "ackchually i'm dating another person inside my head, i'm NOT a lonely loser freak"?
That's probably it. Though even if he can't afford to rent by himself he could probably find a roommate. Meaning that he's probably comfortable enough with the situation he's in, or he's still under Jill's influence one way or the other.
Not defending his troon ass obviously, but sometimes it's just easier to deal with a shitty living situation when you come from so much worse.
They/them non-binary shit is the modern equivalent of gay men coming out as bi before they they feel confident enough to admit they only like dick.
He’s either a troon or a faggot. He’s always gave fag vibes but I wouldn’t be surprised if his big issue with his Christian family is he’s a gross porn addict seeing as he’s only dated fat white women and is into age play shit. A lot of “queer” types consider their paraphilia as part of their sexual identity and lump it in as something that would make them not straight even though those factors are not related one bit. It’s just a reach to be the most speshul and least straight.
If women leaving abusive
relationships can get back on their feet so can a scrote. He’s got no excuses. if he’s worried about rent he can go to a women’s shelter and they’ll probably pay it because Canada will always take a knee to trannies.
It's not the same because the vast majority of male they/thems are literally just straight men who want to get in with the woke queer crowd, preferably without any effort. But they're "straight white cis" so they have to convince themselves and others they're totally some spicy form of queer and not just an evil oppressor.
It wouldn't surprise me if he says he's trans because of the porn addiction.