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No. 325508
Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem ready to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state>privated her personal twitter due to bullying>once again heavily filtering/editing pictures>her friend sof got engaged>says she is trying to launch fivepetalflower>currently making a falulu cosplayMEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 14-16 year old emo trans guy. "He mentioned feeling 17." Was labeled as being a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". A mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Looks like Mr. Bruce. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. Jillian called her “hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". A protector that likes yellow. Basically just Flora, but hyper.>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also a protector that likes yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.Last thread:
>>>/w/322787Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 - Now Private (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica):
https://twitter.com/pixie_petalsCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocksMoonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/ No. 325515
>>325508Kek love the op pic
Nitter for those who need it:
https://nitter.poast.org/ No. 325516
>>325509This is the best she has ever styled herself, she looks cute!
She hasn't changed the drag profile pic she supposedly hates a lot for her YouTube icon though.
No. 325517
Current meet the alters:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".
>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.
>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. Emo trans guy. Used to be a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.
>Veronica: Doing nails emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.
>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".
>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, and Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.
>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.
>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.
>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.
>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.
>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.
>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".
>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. "20?" Formerly 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.
No. 325518
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There’s so many toxic lolcows that love Sanrio stuff LOL. Stereotypes exist for a reason.
No. 325519
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No. 325531
Thank you for making the new thread anon!
I recently found this study from 2021 about imitative DID and the case studies in it remind so much of jill kek. They found 6 BPD women out of a group of 85 with DID that didn't meet criteria and pulled them in for interviews. All of the girls in the study are like mini-Jills and it's a hilarious read.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8134744/>Participants discussed their dissociative parts, their names and features, exhibiting neither avoidance nor fear or shame. On the contrary, they seemed to draw pleasure by smiling, showing excitement and eagerness to produce more examples of their unusual experiences. At the beginning of the interview, Karina was very enthusiastic and said, “My heart is beating so fast, as if I were in fight-or-flight mode.”>Four participants were openly disappointed that their DID diagnosis was not confirmed. They doubted if their descriptions were accurate enough, or they challenged the interviewer’s understanding of the symptoms.>Two participants in this study (Dominique and Karina) tried to present ‘alternate personalities’ and they actually announced this would happen, so that the interviewer did not miss them. Later on, they could relate to what happened during the alleged switch (no amnesia), maintaining the first-person perspective (I was saying/doing).>Participants in this study often used clinical jargon (e.g., flashbacks, switches, and feeling depersonalized) which indicates they had read about dissociative psychopathology or received psycho-education. However, they often had lay understanding of clinical terms. A good example in this study was having ‘flashbacks’ of neutral or pleasant situations which had once been forgotten. No. 325536
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Someone also did procreate art of Jill in her dress. Looks like they took some creative liberties on the face.
No. 325540
>>325539It's also interesting that all the girls in the study had actual diagnosis and were working with professionals. The therapists they saw encouraged the behavior and in 4-5 of the cases were the ones who suggested the diagnosis to the girls.
The only girl that was happy to find out that she did not have DID was glad because it meant that she didn't have horrible trauma. Her therapist was PUSHING her to find and uncover trauma that didn't exist.
Angel Baby therapists are everywhere, and they are a menace.
No. 325543
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Shein sucks but… Jillian started her whole "brand" out of mommy buying her expensive Japanese clothes. her entire shtick was expensive mommy gifts and toys and expensive mommy trip to Japan. nowadays that she cant be so transparent about being a spoiled rich kid anymore she has moved into buying expensive retarded decor for the house mommy got her. shes still a retarded consoomer, she just focuses on toys and shit for the rainbow dungeon.
who gives a shit about her opinions on buying anything, EVER? the late disclaimer of "I'm sorry if shein is your only accessible option" like she gives a shit. she never had to buy fake shit in her entire life she just added that tweet to pretend to understand what poors buy
No. 325545
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>>325544exactly. the criticism shes always been getting is that she talks out of her ass about shit she doesn't know about. i guess shes still mad mommy spent so much money on her lolita larp but no one took her seriously. now shes changing the story kek.
No. 325555
>>325543>Culture What culture? The culture of mommy buying you shit from Asia?
>What happened to consooooming>>325549>>325552Both of these things are correct
No. 325563
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Stream on YouTube tomorrow.
>>325524>This entire thing really is just a BPD "reliving cringe childhood" phase.Agreed. She's trying to recapture the times where she was considered special.
>>325545She will forever mald over this.
No. 325567
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No. 325575
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>>325574Yes, Sof is going as Laala and Jill is going as Falulu.
No. 325576
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>>325574Yeah looks like the character’s curls aren’t complex enough to warrant such effort in the wig. Maybe a slight flip with a hair straightener idk.
No. 325579
>>325567>Wig styling is going amazing!!Meanwhile
>Wig looks like garbage>She's using garbage materials to style it>She breaks shitWhy aren't sof and steven tired of her shit?
No. 325580
>>325543Be the change you want to see, Shein and Temu are in the top 5 most downloaded apps like…people need to stop buying from them if they don't want Shein to completely replace every other fashion outlet. Of course they will sell things people are looking for and buying. The problem is the economy, everything doubled or tripled in price in 4 years (except wages, and the job market is dire, people often searching and applying for 1-2 years for a basic job) and unsurprisingly the girlies can't afford retail shopping anymore.
Jill is a bit out of touch to be criticising this really. People should buy secondhand, thrift or upcycle but that does require effort, time, taste, and sewing/fashion skills and it's unreasonable to expect the majority to have all that. If people can't afford a $40 tee they are gonna spend $3 on Shein, them's the breaks.
Jill should really research this thoroughly rather than judging, she could actually post an insightful video for once analysing the economy, the economic need to shop second hand and upcycle, and the contrasting huge increase in consumers puchasing direct from Chinese slave labour brands like Shien, where often the clothing only has a few wears in it, and how this affects the fashion and retail industry as a whole. Free video idea Jill.
No. 325581
>>325580no one needs knockoff j-fashion clothes, nonna. shein is especially wasteful because their $3 shirts will fall apart after two uses, instead of just getting one of better quality at the thrift or saving up to buy a $30 shirt of good quality in a clothing store. $40 really isn't that much for a shirt, shein and online shopping has rotted your brain and concept of garment prices. cool clothes is not a human right. by all means, jill is privileged, but she even specified that it's not about people who can't afford more (i doubt anyone who can access shein and shop online with shipping and taxes can't afford buying second hand at a thrift or charity store…), this is not a stance unique for jill. everyone knows fast fashion, and especially shein/temu, is horrible, but people who shop for specific styles and usually only do so to follow trends always use the "b-b-but they don't have the clothes i like in normal stores!!!" instead of just realising it's not a human right to buy from the worst of the worst. shein isn't even that cheap anymore, especially not if you buy anything but basic white t-shirts. jill's (and others') channel grew because she could afford clothes others could not, now they buy shit quality child slave labour clothes instead of enjoying other's content or appreciating the work behind garments.
(derailing) No. 325586
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She’s calling out some girl for saying the guy that stole her credit card is “retarded”. People freaking out in additional screencaps. This is retarded because she’s yet again inserting herself in convos that have nothing to do with her.
No. 325589
>>325580>she could actually post an insightful video for once analysing the economyPlease no, I don't think I could handle this
All of the "Jill discusses Real Issues" videos actually hurt my brain with her ignorance and stupidity. I'm not confident this woman knows what the economy even is. Please stop suggesting these.
No. 325600
>>325598It just makes people sound immature and uneducated imo. Like the people I've met irl who use it are the kind of people who haven't read a book since high school. I don't think most people who use those words are actually being ableist or homophobic or anything. They just sound dumb to me
Jillybean is always contradicting herself when it comes to her values and she usually only ever cares about something when it directly affects her. I wonder if she's only freaking out about retard because she's self-diagnosing as autistic now
No. 325603
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>>325586Love the one suggesting you should say idiot when that's an even older slur for mentally disabled people kek
No. 325611
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>>325508Here you go Jillian. Since you are so opposed to the word.
No. 325614
>>325602Back when "Sunny" first formed, Jill tried to use the fact that we call her a retard here on lc as evidence that she has true and honest autism. She loves taking it personally because it validates her autism larp.
>>325603Of course, Jill always calls people "deranged," "unhinged," "crazy," and "idiotic" when they call her out on her bs, so it's only a matter of time before that gets her cancelled in her self-policing chronically online circles.
No. 325618
File: 1714272253232.mp4 (4.26 MB, 1280x720, uti.MP4)
Clip from Jill's stream. She talks about UTIs and PTSD. Be warn if you are a headphones wearer as she does get loud towards the end.
No. 325619
File: 1714272500626.mp4 (11.14 MB, trich.MP4)
>>325618She talks about trichotillomania.
No. 325620
File: 1714272728113.mp4 (2.4 MB, 1280x720, sarcasm.MP4)
>>325619Talks about being bad at discerning sarcasm lately and her mom coming over to visit.
No. 325621
File: 1714272854823.mp4 (10.86 MB, 1280x720, sarcasm II.mp4)
>>325620More sarcasm talk. Being around friends who are pretty literal.
No. 325625
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If any
nonnie wants something clipped, let me know.
>>325622Not sure. I only skimmed the transcription page so I was not paying very close attention. I'll look a little harder later. Picrel is the description.
No. 325628
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>>325623I think she must have read about how CSA
victims get UTIs and decided she wanted to be a
victim too. But she didn't realize the UTIs are from the physical act itself, not the trauma. 2024 Craft college fashion show was tonight. Can't find the student work on their website though.
No. 325640
File: 1714288257089.mp4 (17.64 MB, 1280x720, new overlay.mp4)
Jill says she made the layout
No. 325642
File: 1714288827983.mp4 (11.54 MB, 1280x720, copyrighted.mp4)
Beware: Jill makes a loud gasping sound in the beginning. Apparently her other stream got copyrighted due to in her words shittly singing Vocaloid. I grabbed a copy of the transcript so I'll look to see if there's more things to clip.
No. 325646
>>325613So "loser bitches" is fine but not "retarded and gay"? Come on
>>325614>Of course, Jill always calls people "deranged," "unhinged," "crazy," and "idiotic" when they call her out on her bsIt's yet another instance of her not applying the same values she has for others to herself. She can tell "suck a cock" to a teen with no accountability but don't you dare use the word retarded in her presence
No. 325647
>>325618Why is she so happy about getting UTIs and having PTSD? "ITS A TRAUMA THINGGGUWU" it could be anything else like poor hygiene or Steven's dick but she has hold on into "ITS A TRAUMA THINGGGGGGGGGUWU" with the most obnoxious high pitched voice.
>>325619Again getting happy about her own trauma signs or whatever. I do believe she used to pull out her hair based on some pictures where she has bald spots but she also said cutting her splitted hairs was trich so who knows.
>>325620>Omg I just noticed you're joking I'm so bad at noticing sarcasm lately uwuThat's not how autism works
>>325640If she made the background then that was a completely wasted opportunity to make a video or post about it. She usually posts this stuff on social media congratulating herself.
No. 325663
>>325658Any medical professional worth their certification would never diagnose anyone with a dissociative disorder if they weren't sober
>>325659Being high makes it impossible for most people to have/follow an actual conversation, so they will miss jokes or details, but they are prone to agreeing or just laughing along, so they don't think they're missing anything until they're actually made to pay attention. This is what is probably happening to Jill when she thinks she's dissocating - she's just spacing out and when someone makes her come back to earth, she doesn't know what they were talking about
No. 325667
>>325511Funny that you bring up Doctor Spaceman, at 12:15 in
>>325509 she mentions she watched Sarah's corset video twice in preparation to make her own corset. I'm assuming she means this one
>>286512 No. 325683
File: 1714364082570.mp4 (17.75 MB, wig.MP4)
Volume warning. Jill talks about wig styling. Jill says she used a tester wig.
No. 325684
File: 1714365197267.mp4 (4.24 MB, 1280x720, rip.MP4)
>>325683Shows steamer head that melted
No. 325685
File: 1714365533459.mp4 (16.68 MB, 1280x720, echolalia.mp4)
Talks about echolalia.
No. 325686
File: 1714365705662.mp4 (13.36 MB, 1280x720, monster.mp4)
Talks about her daily monster energy drink and how earlier this week she drank 2 in 1 day. Says she's 26 and needs to start caring about her body.
No. 325692
>>325685“Getting used to Echolalia originals” thats… not how that works..? The whole echo literally means your echoing something you’ve heard, how could it be “original.” Its not a freestyling session
And she keeps forgetting autistic people with these tendencies just do them, its not something you try out/“GET USED TO”, she’s being so obvious that she knows nothing and that this is just all an act
No. 325694
>>325686>Says she's 26 and needs to start caring about her body.Only now? Kek a bit too late Jill
She said the same thing when she was 23
No. 325699
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>>325686What the fuck is this b screaming so much for? God she's annoying
No. 325704
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>>325695I think she referenced this art and changed some things around.
No. 325708
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>>325706No it's literally a screenshot from the video kek. Here's another one.
No. 325718
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Some Jill tweets I didn’t see posted yet. She’s riding really hard on the autism thing
No. 325719
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>>325718The irony of this after what Jill posted after Sof announced her engagement
No. 325724
>>325719Typical bpd attention whore split shit. Of course she wants friends who make her feel important because how dare Sof (her favorite person) steal the spotlight from her.
>>325718It really disgusts me when she comes up with the "im blendy and dissociative todayuwu" shit. Interesting that these posts now go on the private account though. "Waaaaaa:c" shut the fuck up. And she ain't autistic if there's no diagnosis.
No. 325728
>>325724I wouldn't even trust her with a diagnosis, she would do anything in her power in order to get a precious golden ticket to being an asshole and receiving asspats for doing so.
And doctors are so ready to coddle losers like her that she would get her diagnosis even though she's clearly not an autist, she was never an autist and she will never be an autist no matter how much she studied autistic people.
No. 325744
>>325658Pls don't bring your astrology in here girlie, starsigns aren't real. But you're right about all her "symptoms" being caused by weed (and energy drinks, and alcohol) she would hate to detox because then she'll just be a healthy person with no special sicknesses to talk about
>I want Steven to lock her in the bathroom and make her detox the weed and alcohol.That would be her first real trauma and she would rinse it for a decade, but let's be real this man has zero backbone and probably never even raises his voice with her. Absolute panderer. Imo mommy vessey is the only one brave enough to intervene, because Jill always rageposts and vagueposts when she spends time with her or afterwards.
No. 325747
>>325719This really just comes off as so petty and passive aggressive especially after her Facebook post. Did she ever publicly congratulate Sofia? If not that's not very "making friends feel important and loved" of you Jillian.
>>325741It's not her first effort since she made the pixel art emotes for her members. But it is odd that she didn't gloat about making it. Like you said she probably mixed assets and she's not claiming it just in case one of her fans stumble on the originals.
No. 325749
>>325728It’s a huge issue that people like Jill study the disorder they want to be diagnosed with and then show up saying a huge list of all the “correct” things. It’s always been a phenomenon, but post-internet is now insanely common in all kinds of malingerers, histrionics, hypochondriacs and the like.
She did this for her DID “diagnosis” after watching DID creators extensively and deciding to make her own OCs.
Quite frankly the biggest and most obvious red flag is her constant jargon usage for day to day normal human behavior. She’s overexcited to fit everything she does into diagnosis boxes even though it doesn’t match up with the list she’s trying to present.
No. 325754
>>325749Let us not forget her abandoned schizo breadcrumbing too. I think it's very telling how she fixates on these disorders that normie people might fearmonger about (DID, schizophrenia, autism) that have no viable solution (like a BPD/NPD can go to therapy and try hard enough and eventually no longer meet the qualifications for that personality disorder). DID, as debated as it is, can have the alters "fuse", as that is pretty much the endgoal of getting treated for DID, however it has reached total meme status now with retarded middle schoolers coming up with retarded rules for this disorder like it's some kind of DnD LARP group or something, so now the rules say she can be born with DID and be a split personality schizo forever because "being multiple is
valid!!!!". But because the general internet public realizes how retarded the "I was born with multiple personalities" shit is, it's obvious she is wanting to give up the DID LARP for autism because with DID, if she acts like a retarded bitch people will hit her with the "go to therapy" IE, "get rid of your treatable disorder (because it's possible)". The idea that she could solve her problems does not please Jill. I bet in a few months or by the end of the year she will fully abandon the DID LARP and come out and say she was actually JUST autistic the entire time. Autism = get out of jail free card because there is no viable cure for autism.
Tl;dr, Jill is not satisfied until she can have a foolproof excuse to not grow the fuck up and shape up.
(tinfoiling) No. 325757
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>>325747 adding picrel. this was 6 months ago.
>>325756 i think she definitely was the breadwinner at the start of their relationship because stevie was struggling to get hired in his field after graduation. Now he seems to have been employed full time in retail for a minute now (he mentioned being a retail manager when he was messaging that cure flamingo teenager on twitter) and does occasional gig-work in his field. some nonnies seem to think their situation is the same as it was 6 years ago but in reality her earnings have plummeted while his have risen.
No. 325761
>>325748>when the patreon bucks tap out.Man this is what I don't get. She did pretty well on Patreon by doing almost absolutely nothing. What a comfy life she had.
Then she had to ruin it with her DID shit, constant twitter fights, and not being able to keep up with her content. So much so that now Steven works retail just to keep HER afloat without her having to move a finger. She really thought it all would work out but she ruined her chances so hard and has yet to prove she has potential to do anything else but jack shit.
No. 325777
>>325686She needs to start caring now because she’s 26 and drinks 50 monsters a week and not because of the huge amount of weight she’s put on? Why does she insist on acting like a spoiled rebellious teenager when she’s almost 30? I don’t know a single woman that isn’t a developmentally arrested gendie who is addicted to monster/soda/junk food at 26, even the most mentally ill women will kick sugar and energy drinks past like 20 if they’re not working night shifts. It’s such moid behavior
>>325769Let’s not start this who’s an artist and who’s not infighting, she makes stuff regardless and it’s usually either ok or shit
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people itt need to recognize that pixel art is a million times easier than normal art. picrel is from the same person. besides jill's pixel art is not even any good.
No. 325791
>>325783Exactly as
>>325786 said, those women are likely hustling kids around every day or work an actual job. A good amount of women above 30 watch what they eat/drink because they’re not 18 anymore and diabetes is a real thing. I think an overweight 26 year old without a job saying “wow I need to watch my health and stop drinking multiple monsters a day” is insane, I feel like that’s something she should’ve realized a long time ago and before the weight piled on, not to sound like an anachan. Knowing Jill she’ll probably read this and claim she didn’t know monsters were bad due to autism or some dumb shit
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>>325797Not that I think Jillybean actually made these but there are tons of premade pixel art palettes online, like picrel from
https://lospec.com/palette-list. She wouldn't have had to come up with that on her own.
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>>325757I totally buy that jill made these and the pixel house herself. It's really not that complex and if you look closely the lines are wonky and asymmetrical. It's easy to roughly copy some cute art but "make it your own" and she does have SOME art skills.
Look at her own face emotes. What the heck are those ears? Does she have two sets of them? Is the pink blob supposed to be ear hair coming out of her loooong ears? And what is that hair shape, it's so ugly and misshapen! It looks super beginner-level and little details like where she "clumps" up the lines proves it's not made by a true pixel artist but was winged by an amateur.
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>>325819This was the tweet the person replied to that Jill retweeted the reply.
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>>325822Always does in one way or another. Says she has a hard time discerning sarcasm yet understood this was a joke.
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Maybe she isn't the one to be breaking this stereotype. She is so un-self-aware it's crazy…
No. 325875
>>325866Wait so she's trying to make a video to dispell the stereotype that all people who dress in pink kawaii fashion are "mentally I'll Sanrio lovers"… But mental illness and kawaii pink stuff is her entire brand?
It makes me think she might just hate Sanrio (also based on how she treated the wet n wild pr package) or dislikes someone who likes Sanrio and doesn't want to be lumped with them. Another case of wanting to be the most special snowflake ever, not at all like those unhinged Sanrio bpd retards of course.
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I literally googled “bpd sanrio” and found Jill kek.
>>325875I think so too. Sanrio stuff is so massively popular that my friend at hot topic says it’s their #1 seller. Jill will essentially kick herself out from the kaweewee community with this video.
No. 325888
>>325881She should’ve opened the video with
> hi lolcowLukewarm defensive take, she says a whole lot of nothing and essentially just runs cover for
toxic behavior (just because they’re cute or like cute things doesn’t mean they don’t have bad days too). She’s also back to claiming to be neurodivergent somehow, bread-loafing autism. Maybe it’s just not my taste but she could’ve made this video half as long and actually written a script to keep it succinct and to the point rather then using it as an opportunity to discuss how she’s not at all
toxic because unlike the others she was just having a bad day. As if being judged for our worst days isn’t a fair assessment on compatibility in a relationship.
No. 325895
>>325888>using it as an opportunity to discuss how she’s not at all toxic because unlike the others she was just having a bad day. Kek as always it's just Jillian inserting herself in shit she doesn't know anything about to make herself look good again
>>325894This. Why the need to manipulate her audience this much? She must be scared shitless of everyone finding her thread.
>>325893She wants to be Izzyzz or whatever she's called so bad
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>>325881Yeah its just jillian talking about herself with a very nonsensical explanation in the middle about b&w anime andrainbow anime profile pics (had to leave that out or this wouldve been so much)
No. 325930
>>325929The examples she gives for toxicity are also super benign. Like people have falling outs all the time, people whinge about friends/family, none of that is
toxic. If she’s trying to say that people mistakenly think those are
toxic behaviors it’d make sense but instead she’s just using those as a cover. Real
toxic behavior is threatening at its weakest and physically harmful at its worst. Things like stealing, getting into physical altercations, shouting obscenities to get someone to stfu, lying needlessly about the dumbest shit or lying about someone in an attempt to undermine them. None of what she described struck me as
toxic.
No. 325958
>>325941Or that maybe her self absorbed mental illness content is what drove everyone away.
>>325944She has no idea how good she had it tbh
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YouTube vid views
>>325888>how she’s not at all toxic because unlike the others she was just having a bad dayHaving a bad day? What a piss poor excuse. This must be part of the garbage she spews to get herself out of trouble instead of taking accountability for her words and actions. She's pathetic.
>>325929Kek, these are great,
nonnie. Really showcases Jill's priorities. The only real subject she can talk about is herself. How incredibly boring. She has no real intellectual curiosity.
>>325960Life isn't going the way she expected. Remember according to Jill's mom, Collin was intimidated by Jill's
ambitions. Yeah real ambitious daughter you got there, Louise. Larps as the main character in an anime at 26 years old. Real impressive.
>>325961Spoiled brat told she was special since day one therefore always thought she would be hand given opportunities. Shocked when she needed to put effort in so cue the hard spiral into where she is now. She's going out with a whimper.
No. 326007
>>325993She's like a snake eating its tail like the narcissism isn't even covert at this point
>reacting to toxic hello kitty girls knowing full well she fits into that stereotype>cosplay vlog>reacting to teen me talk about aging and alt fashion2/3 videos are talking about herself and her fashion/asthetic, when it isn't even particularly unusual in 2024, this type of fashion pretty much became mainstream past about 2018 with egirls/gamer girls and then tiktok girls. Imagine having a reasonable size audience and this is all you can muster up to share with them, just you navel gazing about your fashion, and on Twitter navel gazing about your "fascinating" mostly weed induced mental health issues
No. 326011
>>325993She's just so late to the commentary/drama YouTube bandwagon, the only ones that must be making money are the people talking about animation cows, or the clearly autistic YouTubers talking about some retard like that one faggot obsessed with Chris Chan.
Everyone is so careful about what they post on the internet nowadays that she's honestly the few people with lots of followers (more than 1000) that still overshares online.
No. 326025
>>326019She stood out because she lived on a tiny island in a town of about 35K people (which is the biggest one on the island) so it was so easy for her to stand out there
Once she started the confetti club and realized that 99% of them could cop her style just by going to their local mall, she pivoted to her sustainability arc
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Sage for no real milk from her private account but her retweeting in favor of age regression and “unmasking” her totally real and legit autism.
No. 326109
>>326108Samefag, just saw this
>>326092 but she's not being subtle at all. She throws away old personalities/jillnesses and focuses on the shiny new ones like they're toys. I give it til the end of this year.
No. 326131
>>326108Iirc she has multiple child OCs but also says that as Jill she “age regresses” to various ages. So essentially she thinks she’s always some form of toddler or tween, which is really her big issue. She needs to focus on how to view herself as a fully fledged adult, not on how to “unmask” her nonexistent autism.
ASD fakers like her are so obsessed with the idea of “unmasking” because it means they can start mimicking all the crap they read online with an excuse for why none of the symptoms match them before they read about it. Jill has always done whatever the fuck she wanted with zero shame, she has nothing to unmask but sure is eager to throw on a disability lanyard and start doing stimmy hand flappies.
No. 326142
>>326112Channels like hers really are a dime a dozen and they're the plague. Very few med professionals are worth watching on YouTube, let alone someone like Jill that doesn't know what the fuck she's talking about. She really thought her larp made her special and that people would flock to her to watch her pretend to be different color coded OCs. Because if she herself can't be special enough she can be even more so if she larps 15 more rainbow kids. Large fish in a pond type of shit.
>>326092It tells you a lot that now her retard takes are behind a locked account. Weak ass.
No. 326161
>>326157Binkieprincess gaslit people into believing "age regression" has pure intentions. She was pushing the "it's not a sex thing" but she was selling baby porn LOL. Now all these retards like Jill that watched her youtube etc believe they're not harming anyone.
>>326160Yeah, Jill is so niche not a lot of people know who she is anymore. Most of her relevancy comes from cringe comps and precure adjacent videos. A fate fitting for a spoiled brat.
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>>326142>She really thought her larp made her special and that people would flock to her to watch her pretend to be different color coded OCYup, she was delusional enough to believe this would be her shtick for everything. She's floundering hard because she built this up in her head as the end all beat all. It didn't pan out the way she wanted despite her going hard right away with the diagnosis impression. Now she's trying her hand at autism since it's the new trend as well as doubling down on having trichotillomania. She's desperate not to be another flash in the pan.
>It tells you a lot that now her retard takes are behind a locked account. Weak ass.It does. She needed her hugbox to stay her hugbox. She would lose her shit if she didn't have at least one hugbox. Why she feels confident posting those takes as well as stupid photos like the thread pic. It's genuinely pathetic how fragile her ego is.
>>326145Just like her larps, she misses the mark. Fantastic.
>>326160Poetic for a loser who threw away every chance she was given on a silver platter. I'm still holding out hope that the con will bring an excellent meltdown. Please let her try her hand at the smash competition too.
No. 326201
>>326195ntayrt, the point is that if you're capable of "masking," then you're so high-functioning that you're not really autistic. When you meet someone who has autism it's immediately apparent that they have it, even if they're not a "drooling retard." You can tell from their speech, their expressions, walking on their toes, talking too loud, just the general "off" vibe. "Masking" is something that's been made up by boring white girls who want to feel special and reveal that they have secret autism. It's the new fake bisexual. Being overstimulated in loud public places, not liking certain sensations, having passions and interests that others don't find interesting, liking things a certain way, and not understanding every joke are all normal human things and don't mean you have super secret hidden autism.
No. 326205
>>326203Must depend between countries, I'm also a millenial and here we had a very clear separation between aspergers and autism; autism was when you were a drooling retard, aspergers where when you were a little "off" basically. You are more or less normal but you also tick some of the points that would point towards autism. It really fucked a lot of people over when they turned autism into a whole umbrella term because not only do we have people like ones ITT misunderstanding what high-functioning means but also fakers that abusing said misunderstandings to their benefit in one way or other.
I'll take my ban for derailing, but really some of you are as insufferable as Jill with your preconceptions.
No. 326208
>>326205ayrt it's funny because for me aspergers was considered the more severe one, and people didn't really use autistic very often and generally it was meant to mean you're a nerd genius.
Now it seems to mean "very slightly quirky or awkward white woman" which is a fun change. There was like 2-3 years where autism and adhd awareness was useful and genuine and now it's just watered down to meaninglessness.
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She edits herself so much and it’s so obvious
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>>326213She posted this image on both YouTube and insta too. I grabbed the descriptions since no need to repost same image. Incoming new video.
>>326234Agreed. She will never admit she's a fraud because she doesn't want to be held accountable for her actions. She does all this mental gymnastics to justify her nasty and lazy behavior. She's in too deep at this point and the panic is there.
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No. 326292
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YouTube streaming tomorrow.
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I found this comment under her community tab announcement promising a new video this weekend. Thought I would post it because I got a laugh out of the "been healthier in a lot of ways".
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>>326292>parallel playWould it kill her to stop using these types of words that are clearly made to describe children's behavior?
For adults it's "being alone together" a term that's old as fuck, but of course she needs to make sure everyone participates in her ageplay fetish.
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Probably still mad no one replied to her email too. Kek
No. 326322
>>326293She’s always saying she’s getting better and healthier but she’s been steadily going downhill for years.
>>326307>>326309It’s both. Autistic adults don’t talk about doing “parallel play” any more than non-autistic adults do (unless they’re infantilising themselves).
No. 326331
>>326319Funny how she's still talking to this Katie retard even after the racist comments the retard made. If only to spite and mald over McLean even though no one cares anymore.
>>326329Kek. Can't help but think this is a direct response to the anons itt asking her to make more short content.
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>>326336Omg right,
nonnie. The monster in her hand really makes it funnier. Can't talk/plead her way out of a bad diet. She can pretend she's eating healthier but her body knows. Can't fool her body with her shit eating habits.
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>>326354This is not the same person kek
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>>326336Over a sinus issue
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>>326362Talks about fighting headache with monster energy drink as she already drank some water.
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>>326338Clip of Jill retelling the story of Stevie telling her to go outside.
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Jill talks about stopping theater after senior year and how her anxiety was starting to get worse.
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Close up of wing
No. 326372
>>326362A sinus issue she caused by having a genuine addiction to nasal spray, that she has been clearly warned about but chooses to disregard and abuse like any ol' addict.
Loser.
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>>326329Full title of the video
>>326376Wings are for the Falulu cosplay for the con.
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>>326319>the McLean Disasterthis makes it sound like some kind of catastrophic event where people died kek
No. 326417
>>326415Agreed 100%
>>326413I really don't see this "she's trying to look asian" tinfoil at all, like, I don't see it.
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No. 326437
>>326433>the meanie tiktok kids were bullying herKek this, she really failed to mention that part. "I grew out of it" my ass
>>326421>And shitKawaiiness mask fell off
No. 326441
>>326438Lmao is she lurking?
>>326426>Asian is when fat white girl wears eyeliner and poses for the camera Kek.
No. 326459
>>326453They as in Jillian and Steven
>>326454True she has to eat for 6 other people in he body kek
>>326450Kek I also agree it looks delicious, it's the kind of dessert you should only eat once a year or once in a lifetime though, specially considering she already eats a shit ton of sugar
>>326448Yeah I can't believe the only way to make her come out is by offering huge milkshakes kek
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No. 326487
>>326477Her mindset sucks. No wonder she's in this nose dive. So does that make Stevie ancient then?
>>326479Exactly. She also makes her friends go to her place. Has she even been to Sof's new apartment?
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Jesus Christ she has no room to talk about bad styling
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>>326517It's just ironic, specially because she says that she graduated from fashion school but somehow hasn't been able to actually sell clothes that she has made herself nor she hasn't been able to launch her collections.
Here's something to help you out,
nonnie, I know it can be difficult to understand irony and sarcasm when people have conditions like yours.
>https://www.clinical-partners.co.uk/for-adults/autism(bait ) No. 326527
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Literally what chronic illness jill
No. 326553
>>326550She's just a perpetual
victim, there's people who are 40, 50, etc that are doing way better than she is body wise because they don't sit and rot all day