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No. 333002
Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder) LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. The number of alters keep piling up and she doesn’t seem ready to stop anytime soon.
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herself
>Current relevant info:>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; despite this, she has taken root in the DID community and has been involved or tried to insert herself into DID-related videos as an "expert" despite carrying the diagnostic impression for at least a year or more now>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; has also gotten into drag with a persona known as Villany Swells; has cancelled two drag gigs so far and claims an online person is stalking her due to a publically-filmed video of a drag show being linked in a previous>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state>privated her personal twitter due to bullying>once again heavily filtering/editing pictures>her friend sof got engaged>says she is trying to launch fivepetalflower>got engaged a few months after SofMEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. Emo trans guy. Used to be a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Doing nails emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, and Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. "20?" Formerly 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.Last Thread:
>>>/w/328662Last Thread Summary:
> Jill continues to call her straight relationship with her creepy pedo fiancé queer because they're both non-binary.> Channel is slowly turning into a wedding channel.> Wants the wedding guests to dress in rainbow colors. Suits wear jewel tones and the dresses get pastels. > Continues to abuse her alcohol, caffeine, and weed consumption while calling herself neurodivergent. Still addicted to nasal spray.>Is obsessed with Pinkie Pie and MLP. Says that Pinkie Pie has BPD.>Wears an ugly BTSSB dress for an ita coord that includes an AP cardigan as a blouse, rainbow hair thrown in a bun, and a head bow during the first day of the con. Even 2014 Jill would cringe at that.> Sews a shapeless inaccurate Falulu cosplay and wins Best in Show- calls herself a professional cosplayer. Also wins Best Dance with Sof who gets 2nd place. > She's upset that she wasn't asked to be an organizer or judge for Animaritime and badmouths them on her twitter.> Wears another ita coord with the same BTSSB dress. Makes ugly hot air balloon necklace and purse because the print has ponies and balloons so it's "pinkie pie coded".Wears open toed gyaru shoes, cardigan as blouse, ankle socks, and pink wig for her return to lolita video.
Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 - Now Private (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica):
https://twitter.com/pixie_petalsCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocksMoonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/ No. 333018
https://youtu.be/8x1V75nqN9w?si=xFeltQlCSQTh8iXAThis creator whose content is about DID fakers uploaded a video about Jill today.
It just showed in my feed, still haven't watched so I cannot comment on it.
(learn to embed) No. 333025
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>>333012I mean is Pinkie Pie really that far off from how Jill behaves?
No. 333052
>>333032>>333028>>333022Kek I know it look suspicious but nona I promise you I'm not her. It was uploaded already for 5 hours when it showed in my feed and immediately come to see if someone had posted or comment on it here. I'm currently outside, supposedly working and still can't watch it hoping someone do a summary.
>>333023Thank you nonita, sorry for being so stupid. it will not happen again.
>>333025>>333028>>333032Agree, Jill is the equivalent of annoying pinkie lame fanon
No. 333071
>>333023Completely worthless video, fuck off if you have nothing to say.
>>333065God these people are so pathetic. "This woman claims to have anime characters living in her head, but there's no way to know if it's true or not unless you're a doctor" I swear some people would stop breathing if a doctor didn't approve of it. You don't need 10000 experts for every obvious bullshit. What is wrong with people?
(infighting) No. 333074
>>333071Probably just a legal thing? Slander, etc.
Honestly, her video was okay. Perfectly fine summary for non-farmers. We can't expect new information from these videos.
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still seething over mclean's
No. 333097
>>333095The mcclean thing was the worst thing to happen to her because now her bpd demon rage will never let her admit to herself she's been a fucking liar this whole time, she'll be seething about being rightfully called out until the end of time and that will always vindicate her retarded, inferior, marginalized, weak,
super speshul victim mindset.
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She’s posting herself ‘switching’ or whatever again while trying to film a video
No. 333118
>>333117tinfoil, but knowing that she lurks. she is making evidence to show she's actually mentally ill for the people who may search in her socials coming from this
>>333023 video
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>>333099I love how this happened when Jill was a teen and instead of growing and maturing in that time-frame she just got 100 times worse.
>>333117 The internet doesn't forget. You angled your camera perfectly and hit record while you faked having a seizure because you are a bad person.
No. 333130
>>333117Could you post the video itself please
nonny?
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>>333129Jill didn't think it through when she was putting her logic together. Her caring and loving family heavily abused/neglected her since she was an infant? None of her loving boyfriends noticed her acting like a different person or seizing like this? The medical professionals who diagnosed and treated her didn't see any concerning behavior? Nobody from her school/job ever saw her switch or dissociate? She documents so much of her life that you think she would realize how stupid it is to malinger like this.
No. 333146
>>332767The cosplay would have been alright with some changes but she had to go and ruin it with that godawful wig.
>>333025KEKKK
No. 333151
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>>333156Maybe it’s because they don’t take the fashion seriously as they used to. They think having natural hair + makeup isn’t fashionable and makes them “basic” . Retards like Lor say you can break rules and do whatever you want but clearly you always can’t.
No. 333159
>>333157I hate lor so much
How is it not cultural appropriation to take a Japanese fashion and bastardize it and do whatever you want, make it your own thing, and then shill your shitty knock off version to everybody else as "real lolita" and encourage them to do the same thing? How is that not at least insanely disrespectful?
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>>333129Call an exorcist kek. How can one be dissociating so hard their eyes are rolling into their head but she can hold her phone perfectly steady? For anyone that still believes in DID it might be more believable if it was security camera footage or footage that someone else took of her. This just reads as pure malingering, or demonic possession.
No. 333209
>>333202I personally think she's not that disordered that she actually needs any label or diagnosis, but that she simply has narcissistic issues. She wants to have more attention and to feel special, and no one can outshine her, so she constantly tries to create situations where that's the case.
She's a bit like girls who believe in horoscopes, deep down she knows it's not based on anything real or scientific but also if she just keeps pretending and acting the way a leo is supposed to then maybe it is real after all - maybe that girl was a bitch because she's a libra sun rising, maybe she can have DID without trauma or maybe she totally was traumatized. It clearly doesn't mean anything to Jill to have trauma, to be raped for months, to be intersex, a transboy or a cat. She has such a shallow view of it all because at the core it's always me me me - and Jill loves herself because she's a narc. I think seeking attention is so natural to Jill that she doesn't even think about that she's faking it, she just does it for the kick she gets and to her that's "proof" that it's real, because she wants it to be. A bit like troons saying they're really the opposite sex when they're clearly not.
Tldr; I think it's so natural to Jill to fake and lie for attention that she does it unconsciously.
No. 333276
>>333181mfw lolita sperging in this thread that’s unrelated to jillybean.
>>333260inarguably, she still has time to walk away from all of this, get sober, and live life as a normie social media manager or some shit for a smaller DTC “sewwwww quirky” makeup or fashion brand. while she isn’t the best at sewing or graphic design, she does have some production skill and knowledge she could parlay into something else and force more talented interns to actually make.
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>>333276She's too dumb to realize her real strengths because she's focused on trying to be the best in her grandiose delusions. This video
>>333151 was proof that she's not getting better. It's depressing but after all this time she's still doing the fake seizure thing and it's just not okay, she's actually mentally ill but not in the way she thinks. Her laying on bed like that is not "proof of DID dissociation", that dupers delight laugh was proof that all of this is fake and she's not going to be okay. It's sad to see someone like her deteriorate so rapidly so young, her personality will always get on the way.
No. 333290
>>333260>>333289Mayyyybe if she nuked everything related to DID/mental health in general she could make some sort of comeback. Obviously not as popular as before, as she'd still carry some stigma from people who dropped her, but she could draw in some new blissfully ignorant followers. The old ones she could make stfu by saying she's attending therapy but she decided to go private about it. (But you know that's not gonna happen because she loves talking about herself too much.)
>>333276>she does have some production skill and knowledgeI agree with everything else but this, she can't sew properly for shit, and she has no knowledge of how the fashion industry works (remember her met gala video? kek)
That aside, there are enough kawiwi enthousiasts that some would buy her shit prints on some tshirts yeah. I'm still thinking about Redbubble type websites for some quick and easy bucks.
No. 333292
>>333290I honestly don't think it's a maybe anymore, she's digging her own grave so hard and she's too dumb to make a real comeback plan that doesn't involve some type of stupid delusional tactic. She won't completely fully drop DID ever, there's always going to be a hint of stupidity in everything she does, and she naturally attracts drama like flies to a zapper for no reason whatsoever other than her having a shitty narcissistic and mean spirited personality. I know some fans still love her but she's as irrelevant as Kelly Eden, they enjoyed some notoriety in the 2010s but it's never going to come back, specially not with all the weird Jillian antics she constantly pulls out. It's sad but she needs to enjoy what she has for now. She could had done so much more.
Part of me wonders if she wants someone to constantly pity her just like how people pity Venus and other cows with sad backgrounds. I mean, Jillian knows she's a cow, right? I wonder if her having DID and saying all this fake shit about being constantly abused and neglected is a desperate call for attention for some kind of documentary channel to redeem her. It's so fucking sad. She never needed to larp this shit, she had a horde of fans willing to defend her and her content was doing rounds. Even if she revamped and made better content to her full potential, Jill is Jill's own worst enemy. But let's be real, her mom having cancer is sadly the only thing that has really affected her in the sense that now the only thing she ever craves is being the center of attention.
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No. 333299
>>333293Is she saying the girl(s) who literally got caught faking tourettes were just poor
victims of bullying who actually had tourettes like she totes has DID?
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>>333341Wow. I never realized how accurately the word “malingerer” described our Jillybean.
No. 333346
>>333345Well that's the whole reason she got mad that she was in that psych conference presentation, because they correctly pegged her as a malingerer. In school we're specifically warned against malingerers like her. It's no surprise that she got her diagnostic
impression from a loser that went to one of the least-reputable "schools" in the country. Her whole story is such bullshit. The DID saga is so tired because even she knows she's walking a very delicate line and so she won't do anything milky enough to be posted here, but she won't fix her life either.
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She could probably be a successful artist if she actually did more than 10 hours of work a week. But instead she wastes it and pretends to be mentally ill on the internet as her job. It's just sad.
No. 333393
>>333391The anatomy on that pony is atrocious
Does she know what references are or does she just close her eyes whenever she tries to draw something? Her other art also never has the proper anatomy
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>>333395Samefag but this is what her ponysona should look like.
No. 333420
>>333418people in the community hate all the mane 6 for one reason or the other, but jilly represents none of them because she'd have to have at least some redeeming traits
>>333391She has no passion in life. She just likes whatever she thinks will suit her aesthetic. She has to smoke weed to make herself interesting in any way different than a pinterest board would be kek
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Oh the irony of this “irony”. Jokes like this don’t work when they really aren’t jokes…
No. 333455
>>333447don’t you know nonna, you can only possibly like one thing at a time
>>333453it must be hell having the autism that some of the anons in this thread have, doomed to take everything at face value
No. 333458
>>333455>it must be hell having the autism that some of the anons in this thread have, doomed to take everything at face valueNta, think about what that means nona. This thread is full of actual diagnosed autists whose first instinct is to read things Jill post or repost at face value - but Jill who claims to be the number one autist spokesperson don't read it that way. The fact that anons react the autist way while she doesn't is a good comparison.
Though personally I think Jill is prone to the kind of grandiose thinking like the tweet posted. She posts mundane things about herself and expects people to praise her for it. When she does her "baby voice talkie-walkie meep-moop uwu" talking she genuinely thinks she's being cute and funny or she wouldn't do and post it all the time.
>>333457>The jokes about being oh so cute and special are not funny because that is how she genuinely thinks and actively tries to curate her IRL identity to itI think this is exactly it
No. 333495
>>333467I agree!
>>333400 would be a great threadpic
>>333417>It’s kind of funny that Jill hasn’t ever mentioned Rarity.This is spergy as fuck, but for anons who don't know Rarity is literally the fashion designer pony, while Pinkie Pie is the party pony who acts hyper. I feel like it reflects her life, she choose the crazy hyper-disorder party over the creative fashion career she could have had.
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>>333496>>333495Pinkie Pie also marries Weird Al pony at the end of the series. Rarity ends up unmarried with a thriving biz.
(derailing) No. 333510
>>333418And those people are ignorant fools because Rarity is the best pony.
>>333496Ngl I think that episode actually might have played a part in Jill's new "literally me" identity kek. It's a super well-known and infamous episode because it spawned all the Pinkie related creepypastas and bronies use it as an example of ~depth~ so she could have seen it and thought "wow girly girl with #deep baggage is just like me" kek
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>>333515Who is ALB?
>>333537I remember this too
>>333533If she got better at drawing I also think she could 100% do that because that drawing is honestly cute
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>>333391She posted this speedpaint as well
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Oh Jill…
No. 333560
>>333542Jill’s OC Sunny is supposed to be a combination of yellow precure characters. Kek how is this any different? It’s so funny how she always leaps to say people like Cherry are imitating DID even though Jill’s own case is literally nothing like textbook DID and is obviously another case of social contagion from being online all day.
“Thanks for cosplaying me” even sounds more genuine when it comes to a dissociative disorder than Jill conveniently always “co-fronting” and having all of her knowledge and skills like how to drive.
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Happy anniversary nonnies!
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>>333566I mean maybe Jill wants/wanted Steeb to be like ALB’s troony husband.
No. 333592
>>333587Why is she so obsessed about making people answer questions about herself/shit she likes? Just make a raffle or some shit, she makes shit, she could easily gift something to her fans once.
It's just so bizarre, even during her birthday parties all she does is make people answer questions about her life, I can already picture it, her wedding will have a retarded pixie and steeb trivia game and that will be the only source of entertainment during the whole 5 dollar store garden wedding.
No. 333604
>>333587It's very funny how without doubt, if given the opportunity, all she'll do is talk about herself. Her most special interest is herself. Her favorite person is herself. She's her favorite character and her favorite show. She's a hilarious combination of narcissistic, self obsessed, delusional, blind, and extremely dumb.
>>333592That thumbnail makes her look like she's doing a big money giveaway for her subscribers, instead she's forcing them to answer questions about shit nobody cares about when most of her older audience already left. She's so irrelevant. Not even big youtubers are self centered enough to make their subscribers do this, and for what? They ain't winning anything by doing this, her fans have always been a bit too obsessive but this is too much. This is ridiculous.
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>>333587Her ugly septum ring has really stretched out her nose kek
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Oh boy
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>>333636I have never done a recap before and kind of gave up on timestamping at a certain point, but here you go.
>opens with montage of her video intros throughout the years>excited and “eternally grateful” for this career>at 1:12 says her career is “ideal for a person like me who has multiple chronic conditions like mental health issues that make it hard to just keep up with daily life the way that maybe a neurotypical person could”>at 1:50 says she is “comfortable, happy and proud of her channel” as it is the “perfect size for her brain and lifestyle”>has been on YouTube from 16-26 years old, says she doesn’t know “whether that was a good thing or a bad thing for [her] psyche”> 9 distinct eras with a custom tier list because she “can’t have ugly things in her videos”Recap according to Jill herself
1. Lolita era / Aug 2014 - June 2015 / 6:25
> “This was my pink Lolita only era” no mention of Flora, LACE or her boyfriends? Mkay>Ranking: A2. Post-Lolita era / June 2015 - December 2015 / 8:40
>at 9:04 ”this is when I still thought I had to be all or nothing one thing”>Ranking: B because it was “sweet” but “cool stuff happened in the other tiers”3. Holographic Mall Hauls / December 2015 - September 2016 / 11:09
>”This is my like fast-fashion, hyper consumption era beginning,” “It’s weird how I like totally pivoted from J-fashion to like this trendy way…”>”Cool-toned sparkly moment in time”>Ranking: E because muh capitalism4. Rainbow party-time Era / September 2016 - September 2017 / 13:03
>Birth of party-kei, first Japan vlog, posting 2x weekly, had nightmares about moving out>”These two gap years were the most slay eras of my life,” “There was definitely an extra freshness” compared to now, “I wanted to prove that I was grinding, I was churning out vlogs.”>Ranking: B, because “the party-kei thing could have gone better” and “maybe caused a lot more stress than it was worth”5. Quit your day job Era / September 2017 - August 2018 /
>Gap year 2, quit her jobs for YouTube, became Kawaii Leader>New York trip and fan meet-up event, a top highlight of her life>”Bianca has been killing it with Miss Candyholic ever since” KEK the way she words things as though she is the cause of this success>received “Jennifer, the giant Peep plush” that has been abused and used as her BPD target>Ranking: S, because 2017 was the ultimate era to her6. Pixie pad and Fashion School Era / August 2018 - December 2019 / 20:18
>moved out, got with Steve, Japan trip 2, slowly quit fashion content>BPD diagnosis>2019 one of worse years of her life>Ranking: C. “When I think back to this era it makes my tummy hurt so I put it in C”7. A Literal Pandemic Era / Dec 2019 - July 2021 / 21:58
>COVID, mom couldn’t come to fashion show at her school, graduates during lockdown>so dysregulated, panicked, sick, freaking out>Ranking: D, because “OMG I’m a fashion designer now and in my cool studio but also everything is crumbling around me and things aren’t hitting like they used to.”8. GIRL ARE U OK Era / July 2021 - August 2023 / 23:50
>“Mental illness gets its moment to shine, baby”>”I was too uncomfortable to look at myself properly in the mirror so I created this very drastic drag makeup mask to hide behind,” “it was like a shield,” ”I can’t see that girl I used to be in the mirror right now I’m losing it slay.”>started drag>DID diagnosis >at 25:17 “UNIMAGINABLE LEVELS OF HATRED AND HARRASSMENT THAT NEVER ENDED!!!!” that should be a banner can someone make a gif out of it>wishes she could go back and “tweak some things” about how she handled her DID announcement and incorporating it into her channel>”at this point I was really struggling to upload, I was super dysfunctional for a while” 26:28>”this is when I needed to take some time to do some really heavy duty trauma therapy” 26:34>Calls it her “infamous era” and claims she has “so much empathy for [herself] and [her] selves”>Says “it’s hard when the [personal] life and content are (…) hard to separate” >Ranking: C 9. Current Day / August 2023 - August 2024 / 28:38
>Engaged, overcame 2 years of fashion school burn out, “doing really well mentally, physically”>reconnecting with old passions and interests: precure, jfashion, my little pony, Lolita>Discusses the “lameness about having to tone down the freak to be more palatable” regarding how she incorporates DID in her content: “I changed the way I show my multiplicity online”>”I think I achieved my goal of letting people get to know me as (…) a mosaic of multiple parts”>In the year up to her diagnosis, she claims she felt self-conscious about her voice appearing different in videos, which is why talking about DID was so important to her so people would “understand”, she felt “so suffocated by it”>Says that before she couldn’t go to certain parts of town before due to ”a barrier from seeing trauma related triggers” like “smells and sounds”>Rank: A, because she is “still trying to achieve greater heights” No. 333640
>>333638Thanks for taking one for the team. To me, the "Current Day" seems like even more not-so-subtle pumping of the brakes on her DID larp.
>I changed the way I show my multiplicity online>I achieved my goal of letting people get to know me as a mosaic bla blaShe's really gonna phase it out and only return to it if she needs a quick n easy excuse for future terribleness.
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>>333638so her good years apparently
>undiagnosed>years of nonstop trauma and/or after supposed nonstop trauma>very young and still emotionally and mentally vulnerable >time you would think she was unstableher bad years
>"diagnosed" and "medicated">no responsibilities like a job or school, get to be high watching cartoons everyday>live in a nice place with your partner>this is when she was "NOT OKAY" No. 333672
>>333638thank you for the recap nona
>”this is when I needed to take some time to do some really heavy duty trauma therapy”genuinely she has no idea what "heavy duty trauma therapy" entails. it's so funny how it's always people like her who go on about muh trauma as if they have any clue what they are talking about, they just keep malingering for pity points as if that shit matters
No. 333684
>>333638idk how she has as many fans as she does (even if they are dwindling away). she is so privileged, sheltered, and hypocritical. what really got me was the whole taking a 2 year gap before going to arts and crafts school and then taking another 2 year gap after from “fashion school burnout”. burnout from what, not going to classes and almost failing most of them? from taking your “friend’s” boyfriend? having your parents fund your lifestyle?
she really shouldn’t have done this bc seeing all back to back just makes her look even more lazy, unaccomplished, and egotistical.
also, a hearty kek at her s-tier era being the one where she pet a black girls hair. definitely agree it’s one of her best moments bc there’s photographic evidence of her being a woman-baby narc who doesn’t care about anyone else but herself.
No. 333686
>>333685I know personally after my CSA I was primed and ready to go to start a social media career with parental support while completing school with no problems and having normal, age appropriate relationships!
Or wait, whoops, no, instead I lied about my age to get a full time job to be away from home as much as possible, physically fought with my mother, almost didn't graduate high school and talked to grown men online who sent me gifts! Like goddamn, sorry to blog, but she's way too comfortable in this larp to literally lay out a timeline of 10 years of being coddled and acting like "whoa crazy how traumatized and brain broken I was this whole time" like girl! Who is that smug?
(blogposting) No. 333689
>>333686Yeah the funny thing about Jill is how she's genuinely mentally ill but not in the way she desperately wants to be and nor is her mental illness as severe as she claims, either. I think most of us know a few very traumatized women who have endured CSA and parental abuse/neglect, and they're typically not on a quest to prove their traumas, they typically just operate like people who have endured intense trauma, and subsequently will cope in ways that aren't healthy but they have really have no other frame of reference to deal with such issues.
Jill on the other hand takes pride in being as dysfunctional as she possibly can with the DSM and all symptoms memorized for her mental jillness charlatan routine. She could absolutely choose to do the right things but she loves to stew in her imaginary trauma.
No. 333694
>>333689This is consistent among these types of people kek. There's at least one cow in the Cluster B thread who claims every mental illness
except the one she's actually been diagnosed with. They idolize a very specific archetype in their head which they think will gain the most sympathy and deny the obvious problems which interfere with that LARP.
No. 333695
>>333693this is one of the reasons why i suspect she's constantly trying to ""prove"" her fake illnesses (other than the obvious attention she craves)
she knows that none of it adds up, she knows that all of her lies are incredibly sloppy so she tries to double down. it just makes her look worse and she already looks really bad. at the end of the day none of it adds up, none of it makes sense. it's all lies and fabrications piled on top of each other and she'll always be sloppily adding on new excuses and filming herself giddy over her pretending to dissasociate on her own camera. truly pathetic
No. 333708
>>333638>at 1:12 says her career is “ideal for a person like me who has multiple chronic conditions like mental health issues that make it hard to just keep up with daily life the way that maybe a neurotypical person could”Her mental health would be so much better if her life consisted of more than watching children's cartoons and getting high. Especially if she was autistic - daily routine is so fucking important. Every unemployed person I know is supposedly depressed and unhappy because humans need to do something productive with their lives.
>>333701Could be the fact that autism isn't curable, so they're absolved of responsibility to stop being a nightmare. Lol at "bippie", never heard that before
No. 333710
>>333708>>333701Not to blogpost but somehow this only ever seems to work for (female) fake autists and never actual diagnosed ones. Because whenever it's truly necessary they can stop pretending to be autistic which someone that does have it can't (no matter how much they say they're masters at masking. if you can mask 24/7 you aren't autistic).
It's also annoying because they make up the dumbest fucking shit when it comes to what their needs are in the workplace for example, that no actual female autist would ever even dare to ask for.
There's a reason the vast majority of autists even with degrees are unemployed or underemployed, yet somehow the fake social media ones all have thriving careers.
No. 333732
>>333724Can a bored, kind
nonnie write out what the questions were?
No. 333737
>>333732We need summary
nonny to do us a favor because this shit is boring as fuck
No. 333758
>>333724>>333732unemployed nona here to summarize all the questions (and answers), sorry for the wall of text and sorry for any typos
>JFashion $100: Who is the artist famous for producing the brand 6%DOKIDOKI and related projects? (Sebastian Masuda)>Magical Girls $100: Naoko Takeuchi, creator of Sailor Moon, is famously married to Yoshihiro Togashi, creator of which famous anime(s)? (Hunter x Hunter, Yu Yu Hakusho)>Channel History $100: What is the name of the giant Peep plush that lives on our couch? (Jennifer)>Special Interests $100: Every New Year, this festival takes place in Pennsylvania where a 400 pound giant Peep is “dropped” in the style of the Times Square Ball Drop. What is the name of the festival? (PeepsFest)>Pixie Facts $100: What are Pixie and Stevie’s star signs? (Pisces for both)>JFashion $200: Name the two famous malls in Harajuku and Shibuya known for carrying street fashion staples. (La Foret & Shibuya 109)>Magical Girls $200: This quote, originating from 4chan’s anime board in 2011, is a playful take on the moral of this extremely popular magical girl anime. (being meguca is suffering)>Channel History $200: Which year did Pixie receive their Youtube play button? (2017)>Special Interests $200: Why am I mad at Muse right now lol (Matt won’t stop using AI to make weird shitty promo videos)>Pixie Facts $200: Who does Pixie main in Smash? (Bowser Junior)>JFashion $300: Many stores in Japan sell these around New Year’s to make room for the next year’s products. What are they called? (lucky pack/bag or fukubukuro)>Magical Girls $300: List these animes - Magical Doremi, Sailor Moon, Tokyo Mew Mew, Cardcaptor Sakura - in order from oldest to most recent first air date! (SM - 1992, CCS - 1998, Doremi - 1999, TMM - 2002)>Channel History $300: Which video on the Pixielocks channel has the most views? (Precure Pretty Store vlog from 2017 - first video uploaded after Sharla collab)>Special Iinterests $300: What is the name of the company that produces Peeps? (Just Born Quality Confections)>Pixie Facts $300: Which musicals were Pixie in in high school? (Grease & Mary Poppins)>JFashion $400: This Angelic Pretty print is known by two names. One of them is “Whipped Magic” - what is the other name? (Radioactive Cupcakes)>Magical Girls $400: How many Pretty Cures were quoted to be present at the 20th Anniversary All Precure Parade? (78)>Channel History $400: How many Pixielocks channel intros have there been, not counting series intros? (8)>Special Interests $400: Which one of these “Precure” wand toys is NOT bootleg? (6 photos shown, #6 is the answer)>Pixie Facts $400: Which alters tweeted these? [cap of her quote tweeting herself, first tweet is a photo of pink clouds captioned “pinkie pie”, QT says “so close! that is a picture of the sky”] (original - Sunny, quote - Pixie)>JFashion $500: Which year was the brand Galaxxxy established? (2007)>Magical Girls $500: Which one of these magical girl series [8 pictured] has NOT produced merchandise with Sanro? (Tokyo Mew Mew)>Channel History $500: On a YouNow stream years ago, I received this plush as a gift through my P.O. box. [weird purple fuzzy guy idk what these are called sorry] What did we elect to name him, as recommended by a chatter? (Soil)>Special Interests $500: Four of these vintage ponies are earlier generation releases with the same name as their Mane Six counterpart. Two are imposters with totally different names. Which two are the imposter ponies? (Sky Skimmer & Twilight Twinkle, Fluttershy & Twilight Sparkle “imposters” respectively)>Pixie Facts $500: Name all of Pixie’s family cats that have been introduced on the channel. (Neko, Mobi, Quinny, Pippin, Serena, Stickers) No. 333772
>>333758I'm grouping them by category for ease of reading
Pixielocks
>Pixie Facts $100: What are Pixie and Stevie’s star signs? (Pisces for both)>Pixie Facts $200: Who does Pixie main in Smash? (Bowser Junior)>Pixie Facts $300: Which musicals were Pixie in in high school? (Grease & Mary Poppins)>Pixie Facts $400: Which alters tweeted these? [cap of her quote tweeting herself, first tweet is a photo of pink clouds captioned “pinkie pie”, QT says “so close! that is a picture of the sky”] (original - Sunny, quote - Pixie)>Pixie Facts $500: Name all of Pixie’s family cats that have been introduced on the channel. (Neko, Mobi, Quinny, Pippin, Serena, Stickers)Channel
>Channel History $100: What is the name of the giant Peep plush that lives on our couch? (Jennifer)>Channel History $200: Which year did Pixie receive their Youtube play button? (2017)>Channel History $300: Which video on the Pixielocks channel has the most views? (Precure Pretty Store vlog from 2017 - first video uploaded after Sharla collab)>Channel History $400: How many Pixielocks channel intros have there been, not counting series intros? (8)>Channel History $500: On a YouNow stream years ago, I received this plush as a gift through my P.O. box. [weird purple fuzzy guy idk what these are called sorry] What did we elect to name him, as recommended by a chatter? (Soil)Special interests
>Special Interests $100: Every New Year, this festival takes place in Pennsylvania where a 400 pound giant Peep is “dropped” in the style of the Times Square Ball Drop. What is the name of the festival?>Special Interests $200: Why am I mad at Muse right now lol (Matt won’t stop using AI to make weird shitty promo videos)>Special Iinterests $300: What is the name of the company that produces Peeps? (Just Born Quality Confections)>Special Interests $400: Which one of these “Precure” wand toys is NOT bootleg? (6 photos shown, #6 is the answer)>Special Interests $500: Four of these vintage ponies are earlier generation releases with the same name as their Mane Six counterpart. Two are imposters with totally different names. Which two are the imposter ponies? (Sky Skimmer & Twilight Twinkle, Fluttershy & Twilight Sparkle “imposters” respectively)Jfashion
>JFashion $100: Who is the artist famous for producing the brand 6%DOKIDOKI and related projects? (Sebastian Masuda)>JFashion $200: Name the two famous malls in Harajuku and Shibuya known for carrying street fashion staples. (La Foret & Shibuya 109)>JFashion $300: Many stores in Japan sell these around New Year’s to make room for the next year’s products. What are they called? (lucky pack/bag or fukubukuro)>JFashion $400: This Angelic Pretty print is known by two names. One of them is “Whipped Magic” - what is the other name? (Radioactive Cupcakes)>JFashion $500: Which year was the brand Galaxxxy established? (2007)Magical girls
>Magical Girls $100: Naoko Takeuchi, creator of Sailor Moon, is famously married to Yoshihiro Togashi, creator of which famous anime(s)? (Hunter x Hunter, Yu Yu Hakusho)>Magical Girls $200: This quote, originating from 4chan’s anime board in 2011, is a playful take on the moral of this extremely popular magical girl anime. (being meguca is suffering)>Magical Girls $300: List these animes - Magical Doremi, Sailor Moon, Tokyo Mew Mew, Cardcaptor Sakura - in order from oldest to most recent first air date! (SM - 1992, CCS - 1998, Doremi - 1999, TMM - 2002)>Magical Girls $400: How many Pretty Cures were quoted to be present at the 20th Anniversary All Precure Parade? (78)>Magical Girls $500: Which one of these magical girl series [8 pictured] has NOT produced merchandise with Sanro? (Tokyo Mew Mew) No. 333788
>>333638In this video she seems pretty aware of her pathological wish to never grow up. I wonder if she's ever had a 'eww this is for kids, i'm a grownup' moment to begin with. Like that phase of development when you become fascinated with older teens or adults and cannot wait to become one yourself. I don't think she's had it, because if she hadn't missed this step she'd be embarrassed by her age regression complex and wouldn't be such a womanchild to begin with. It's weird that lying and cultivating
tulpas DID characters is how she copes with a very common problem, her failure to launch from adolescence into proper adulthood. She probably self-dx'ed with autism because she sees this disorder as a variation of her 'fragile womanchild teehee toy collector' type of BPD. This 'i'm a pure little naive child uwu' bullshit is so common with cluster Bs but she puts way too much effort in her LARP.
>>333775You're right.
>>333701Precisely.
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Because Jill never acts like an authority of illnesses she doesn’t have.
No. 333845
>>333826Jill wouldn’t follow Moderngurlz anyway because she makes YouTube videos on fashion, girly media and actually works in the industry while having 700k subscribers.
People are mad because it makes the toys go up in value which is true but it’s also doll twitter and they’re psychotic. Jill must be itching to collect dolls but can’t because her sustainability larp will go down the drain.
No. 333848
>>333826This is rich coming from the bitch who made that dumb LACE video because Lolitas were rightfully shitting on her newfaggotry bullshit and gatekeeping her from the fashion she was so bad at despite having mommy throw so much money at her to buy brand new brand pieces she couldn’t coord if her life depended on it.
Anons here that look back at her shit coords and try to say they were fine just have rose colored glasses on about them because she was thinner and didn’t looks like a craft store liquidations sale like she does now. She’s mediocre at everything she does because she never tries. She’s been sheltered and praised her entire life for being mediocre and that’s all she knows how to do.
Even now she’s doing a mediocre job of malingering and faking DID and autism and since there’s not consequences or repercussions she thinks she’s doing an amazing job duping her audience and her family when in reality her larp is mediocre and half assed. She changes her story almost any time she opens her mouth about it and swaps her characters around based on audience feedback as opposed to acting like they’re real manifestations of a broken psyche that can’t be controlled.
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Private Twitter anon, gonna do a small dump of her posts.
Despite the picture being put through a filter and her wearing makeup, her skin looks so incredibly tired for someone her age.
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>>333849Because it’s the SSRI’s that are making her faint, not because she’s completely out of shape and her stamina is nonexistent from greening out and tweeting all the time.
No. 333857
>>333850 SSRIs don't necessarily have anything to do with this as a main side-effect, but I know for a fact weed does. Overuse can cause sweats, headaches, and constantly having your body react as if you are in a 110 degree-c room even though it's not. Fixing it is only if you can microdose down to a lower tolerance or just wait it out. Showers and baths tend to re-regulate it for some reason, but she needs to lay off the weed and deal with her withdrawal symptoms.
Btw I'm not weedsperging or medfagging, I'm suggesting this is probably the more likely cause of her overheating. We already know she does weed and mixing that with drugs can
can possibly cause heat sensitivity isn't a good thing. Jill has absolutely no idea how anything works or reacts and it shows.
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No. 333881
>>333879The paragraph about her relationship with Uma is so transparent lol.
>I can't believe this guy is saying I was never rapedTranslation: I deliberately lied about rape in particular because I figured I could simply villainize anyone who tried to call me out on lying about it. I can't believe it's not working!!!
The youtuber in question is a bottom of the barrel cloutchasing scrote (who will no doubt be lurking soon), but it looks so
sus on Jill's part to even try to argue with him about what the truth is.
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>>333879>that wasn't what caused my DIDok jilly
No. 333883
>>333880Just call us cleopatranons, we're going to be bathing in milk.
She just can't help digging this hole deeper, formal diagnosis where?
No. 333888
>>333879This is why you don’t trauma dump online or bring up shit if you aren’t willing to get into the weeds, it comes off as disingenuous and a cry for attention.
> had the most traumatic experience of my life, no I don’t want to talk about it! Don’t ask!Like she made it her brand, she wanted to talk about it and now people have questions because they see inconsistencies and are seeking to understand but she shuts them down.
Also this is giving off family vibes. It happened on her birthday, happened multiple times throughout her life, first time was when she was very young? Did one of her cousins rape her? Is that the age gap? Is this a case of child on child sexual assault starting from a young age and culminating as a teen?
She doesn’t owe anyone answers obviously but at the same time don’t air out your shitty laundry to every dickhead online expecting coddling. Especially if the way you share it is rainbows and happiness and slutty alters who exist to be sex toys, like come the fuck on. People can see the cracks in her story and it begs for clarification!
No. 333892
>>333879>CSAIf anything, it would be CoCSA (child on child sexual assault) as Uma would only be 2 years older than Jillybean, but she wants the pity points for people to imagine she was assaulted by an older person in her life
>>333882Can't ever keep her story straight. The fact that she is trying to claim some great trauma happened in her early childhood is insane
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and sometimes, the "parasocial weirdos" are the intellectually disabled fans that jill does not put any boundaries up for, who start thinking they have DID because of jill (cherry)
No. 333901
>>333899The way this is written feels like he's incredibly tired of her permanent
victim schtick shit.
No. 333905
>>333903same anon, sorry for double posting. if you were to ask her the exact age she refers to as "a young child", she would say 12-13 and say that it doesn't matter how you define a young child, because she was a child nonetheless, etc. which i agree with, that csa is terrible no matter what, but she words these things with an intent to make it sound like she was repeatedly raped as a toddler. her family member she sent a letter to was probably just homophobic or something, jill would make a huge drama out of it if it were something more serious. you sound like you're new here, nonna. read some of her older threads, or watch the gross meet the alter video of her veronica alter where she fetishises csa and rape which she hasn't experienced (considering all her partners have been male except the one alleged rapist), and in the same video claims to be intersex for woke points
No. 333909
>>333879>I mentally cannot go through and reply to every single slanderous thingabsolutely no one asked. she makes a huge spectacle of herself, she 100% does this herself. she is a center for drama. she's constantly generating negative attention. there is a reason for such a large portion of people who doubt her and speak about her this way. where there's smoke there's a fire. she's an unreliable source and that's been documented here. so many people have rightfully pointed out her malingering. it's tiring seeing her do this double down act as if her whole shtick isn't a complete fabrication to cover up what's actually wrong with her.
it's so ridiculous she pretends like she's so honest and fragile and some poor
victim when she's constantly using labels to excuse her shitty behavior. she is so obviously fake that it comes off as performative, it's very clear to see, it's why any "fan" she has is absolutely delusional and gullible. she's acting so hurt to generate more attention as if her entire internet persona isn't a complete joke. making a mockery of actual illnesses that people like her adopt as labels to further the stigma of mental illness. jill if you're so hurt, log off. better yet, delete your social media if this is too much for you. but she won't because this is her true calling: thriving off of negative attention and bullshitting people constantly. if she left social media she'd be back in a week.
if it's such a sensitive topic, simply don't bring it up to an audience (continually), especially when it's been documented how much of a liar she is. if she ever actually wants to be taken seriously, it's best to talk about those things in private with people she trusts instead of airing out her dirty laundry and expecting some positive response when she's always conducted herself in such a way that makes her not believable in any sense of the word. none of her claims have ever added up, ever.
crazy how she still expects to be taken seriously when this is how she acts. she really never learns. she is so narcissistic that she continually feels the need to prove herself like she's in some press conference and everyone's awaiting her next move with baited breath. no one needs your explanation or even cares, you brought it up several times… seriously, what did she expect
>>333899>reeeee ableism reeeeeshe's not disabled and never will be. they're both complete chuds
No. 333910
>>333879I can’t believe it took a video made by a nobody scrote to get her throwing a tantrum. He should make a follow up with even more proof lmao
If she were really as mentally ill and tormented as she claims to be she wouldn’t be agonizing over a dumb drama video she’d be too busy with her “debilitating condition”
No. 333922
>>333910>He should make a follow up with even more proof lmaoAgreed.
And you can really tell she's been marinating on this shit for a while until she finally exploded and "called it out".
No. 333932
>>333879She's so disgusting and manipulative. Yes, normally it would be gross making a video calling out some nobody accusing them about lying about rape. But she's had an online platform for 10 years which she furiously pivoted into content oversharing incredibly inconsistent stories about the alleged origins of her mind splitting trauma. She has strongly implied her family or Uma has been
abusive towards her, that her family neglected her as a baby, that she was traumatized as a small child except actually she never thought her trauma was that bad.
It's not normal ass inconsistency that comes from misremembering or misspeaking or working through trauma. She sure as shit has not been working on anything in therapy for a decade. It's deliberate, intentional, and disgusting. She doesn't even reiterate that she was raped/assaulted/tortured/etc., she just starts chimping out HOW DARE SOMEONE SAY I WASN'T RAPED LIKE A SEXY PLAYTHING FOR MONTHS, DO YOU KNOW HOW BAD IT IS TO SAY I WOULD LIE ABOUT THAT! Like it's not way more abhorrent to slander innocent people with rape/CSA claims.
Jillian, it's almost like gleefully breadcrumbing how you've been horrifically traumatized throughout your childhood on the fucking internet is going to have consequences. Even dumbass nonas to eat up her shit at face value question the inconsistencies because of their misplaced empathy. Can't wait for her to fuck off for like a whole 5 minutes before she craves the attention too much. She's such a nasty narcissist.
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This transcript is from a video by Jill's ex bestie Bobo&Co that I think applies to Jill. Anyone else think it's weird that Jill is so buddy-buddy with her mom when one of the criteria for DID is disorganized attachment to your primary caregivers? Like babe, your mom neglected you. By claiming you have DID, you are admitting that your parents neglected you and were complicit in your "abuse", if they weren't straight up abusers themselves.
No. 333944
>>333879HA! Jill, honey, you don’t WANT to be left alone and you know it. She noticed we were getting bored, so she had to dig for something to respond to and regain our interest. Deep down she adores the attention because it validates her
victim-complex. It’s interesting how she mentions moving away from discussing and incorporating DID in her content in her most recent anniversary video, yet has now dedicated a community post to “debunking” criticism. She was supposedly done with trying to convince everyone of her disorder, but I guess that doesn’t scratch her BPD itch for attention.
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Looks like her fans found it
No. 333951
>>333947I have no idea what you're trying to say. Lying about abuse or rape that never happened is objectively horrible, and it's even worse to implicitly slander a real person for years to a large online audience.
She's the most infuriating cow. She's so incredibly disrespectful and insulting to people who have experienced trauma and abuse or deal with autism. It's not even entertaining watching her become ugly and rancid from the inside out, it just makes me so angry that she gets to live the most sheltered and privileged life lying about life ruining experiences with her with her smug shit-eating grin.
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>>333948And now she's back to wedding posting.
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>>333956Why did she record this to begin with?
No. 333963
>>333948The way she's framing this doesn't even make sense. First of all, when that moid posted, pretty much everyone told him to fuck off. Secondly, what sense would it make to "plagiarize" the content of a website and then paste it on the website the content was "stolen" from expecting positivity? Nothing was stolen because this is not a collaborative work of fiction but the documentation of her own words and behavior. She's so dumb to mention lolcow at all. Because while most of her fans are smooth brained enough to buy her bullshit, anyone who takes the time to go through the threads can see proof of her being a spoiled, bratty malingerer for
years.
No. 333966
>>333879Her letter is written like it's a professional legal thing but the choice of words and tone is so immature. The way she censors "rape" is so weird. Half of the letter isn't even about the guy that made the video, it's her trying to retcon and explain the inconsistencies in her LARP. The part that
always gets me though when she starts talking out of her ass like this is:
>"I was formally diagnosed with DID"Because, like, no Jill, you weren't. You got a "diagnostic impression" from a guy that recently graduated from a well-known scam-college that didn't have the medical authority (or professional knowledge) to legally diagnose you with anything, and after you got your cherry-picked diagnosis he left the Psychology field and moved across the country. It's
such an easy lie to disprove, I don't know why she harps on it so much.
We've all seen the paper that said "Diagnostic Impression" that Jill has uploaded, but she's never once uploaded an actual formal diagnosis. And everyone with a brain knows it's because she doesn't have one. In fact she was discussed during a reputable medical conference when the topic of DID malingerers were brought up. Everything points to her faking it, but she continues to flail about and try to lie bold-faced to get out of it. If she were smart about it, she would just ignore any mention of her DID that came from outside her dedicated fans that buy her bullshit.
>>333880She was reading her thread and seeing a bunch of anons call her boring and giving her less attention, so she reeled us back in with this arc. Classic Jill move. She's obsessed with anons on LC.
>>333950>A lolcow hate thread that has ben harrassing Pixie for YEARS. They have harrased her when she was doing well, when she was at her worst, pre and post DID diagnosis, at ALL times.Kek that's us! Love getting a shout-out.
No. 333967
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>>333924I wish the DID saga would end but she has no drive or gusto to do anything besides being a boring loser. She's getting fuglier every day too. Yawn.
No. 333984
>>333879she's so permafried from edibles, psych meds and nose spray she fully believes her lies now. she's never been this bold about her fanfic. she's a neet stuck in her little echo chamber where she's so sick and never does anything wrong.
i know uma wants nothing to do with this, and hasn't for years. but I hope she fights back in some way. this is actually ridiculous, her original story has been exaggerated and stretched to something that never happened. pls uma come back and end her for real this time.
No. 333990
>>333989It’s really sad how much she had given to her only for her to fumble it.
She went to Japan to film for Kawaii international, has personally met Sebastian Masuda several times, has had an entire meetup dedicated to her, and got to fly to London to promote the Sims.
And yet here we are, she’s a washed out nobody who just gets high all day.
It’s really sad how much she has had handed to her only for her to self destruct any chance for success.
No. 333992
>>333990>She went to Japan to film for Kawaii international, has personally met Sebastian Masuda several times, has had an entire meetup dedicated to her, and got to fly to London to promote the Sims.So many people wish they had those opportunities.
>>333991I'm going to be honest: I'm already moving on. This cow only goes in circles and after 10 years of following her, I can tell the golden years of her content are over. Not just as a cow but as a creator, she's lost herself. This is such a sad attempt at attention it's not even funny. It's so over.
No. 333993
>>333990nta but that's what gets me the most about Jill. She could have had it all. I mean how many young women can say they're living in a cute townhouse with their fiance and have been for years, while having also gone to Japan multiple times? And that without having to grind in a difficult career that takes up all your energy.
Like yes I am jealous! I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to move out and watching someone like her waste opportunities away that were handed to her feels like a slap in the face to everyone in this generation that's legitimately struggling.
No. 334000
>>333998At this point she should just apply for disability because it's not like she actually wants to change, she has dug herself in such a deep hole with the DID that I don't think there's no coming back from that on social media, at least her family seems to be very open minded and would just think it's Jillian being silly or whatever, but on the internet she's a face of fake DID who has all of the mental health issues that you can name under the sun, she can't just pretend that she never said she totally had DID because it has been YEARS it's insane but not in the way she wishes it was kek.
She also has become another shayna, all she does is disgust people and that's about it, there's nothing completely shocking about her after you have seen a few threads of hers, now seeing her online is pitiful.
No. 334001
>>334000She'd never get approved. DID is a controversial and contested diagnosis as is, not to mention she only got an impression. Since she posts under her real name people would find her social media and by extend about her constant weed use after which they'd tell her to lay off from the weed and try again to work. Chances are more likely she'd be forced to apply to completely random jobs in often hard to reach locations.
Of course it happens that people who aren't truly disabled get approved, but those people usually are at least consistent with their lying and know how to play the system beyond finding a quirky witch therapist (that stopped working after having her kek) to agree with DID.
No. 334009
>>333998For someone who claims to have an extremely rare and controversial mental illness where your mind is in pieces due to trauma, she seems to manage herself well. All of her alters share similar interests and opinions. Her social media is managed well which none of the alters acting out. She can do live-streams and go to cons like you said. If she actually had trauma to the extent of what she claims, Jill would be cathartic in a mental hospital. Seriously, she still drives while claiming she switches to a child alter? Jill doesn't seem to have any problems with amnesia.
Her life is better than probably 95% of people around the world. She lives in a townhouse decorated to her liking, has a fiance and family and friends who love and support her. Has no job and gets to smoke weed all day. People would die for what she has in most countries yet she has to play external
victim. What a loser
No. 334017
>>333993Not to mention her loving supportive parents that catered to her whims with their middle class money. And yet she has the audacity to claim infant/child abuse. Bitch most of us have awful childhoods and grow up in shitty apartments and get kicked out at 18. Actual kids can't afford all the expensive toys your mom got you for your gross ddlg larp. Foster kids and actual csa
victims turn to drugs and have a mess of a life. She's in her custom rainbow townhouse smoking pot and sitting on her ass all day making up lies for attention on the internet and flailing like Chris Chan to mimic severe ASD. Jill is a mild cow in comparison to a lot of them but she somehow is the most inferiorating.
No. 334019
>>333951not saying the lying about rape and abusie is ok, it is absolutely vile, i am just not getting how she is blaming a real person, her story changes everytime and besides the age she sometimes mentions nothing ever points to uma
my take is that she lies point blank, there is no person she implicetly blames since it is fake and she will never say more than the vague shit she says now
No. 334055
>>334046Here’s what she said when
nonnie cowtipped a few years ago:
>>331541I don’t blame Uma for staying away from Jill and moving on. Kids are dumb and are still learning what it means to be in a relationship and respecting boundaries. I wish there was some clarification on what happened but we’ll probably never know. Like I said before Jill knows not to name drop Uma and instead make up wild accusations that aren’t true lol. Won’t be long until Jill steals more traumatic stories from real
victims to uphold the lies.
No. 334063
>>333977I edited the photo because I want Jill to see it when she reads her thread while high and feel shame and discomfort and to inspire feelings of self-hatred and low self-esteem inside her because I hate her.
>>334055Part of me thinks Jill uses Uma as a crutch in her LARP because she knows Uma is so disinterested and won't engage with her to tell her side.
>>334061If it's anything like her cousin's wedding, I doubt she will spend that much. They seem like the white trash type to tell guests to bring their own booze and cater with tuna sandwiches made the day before.
(autist making fan art for the cow) No. 334068
>>334064I'm being pragmatic about the situation. Here
>>334055 in the linked post Uma refused to elaborate on what happened, said she did things that weren't okay, and then said whatever she did wasn't as terrible as Jill is making it seem. Jill says SA like she desperately wants to say rape but can't, logically this implies that Uma might have pressured her into making out or feeling each other up or something, or perhaps initiated these things without express consent. If Uma truly did nothing at all, she'd definitely come out and say that Jill's a huge liar and she did nothing kek. If nothing happened, and I am not white knighting Jill here I'm just being realistic, why pull a "ackchyually I'm not going to say nothing happened! Nobody needs to know!", like be serious.
No. 334070
>>334069Yeah, the fact of the matter is they were both in the same age group, a couple year age gap isn’t that crazy especially for gays in a backwater town, Uma was also just a kid figuring shit out. Basically everyone has some experiences where another kid/adolescent pushed boundaries with them, was physically inappropriate or mishandled intimate encounters with them growing up, but people don’t claim DID because of it.
Jill even now has to double down on that her relationship with Uma was NOT what caused her supposed DID, yet she’s also claimed it’s her biggest trauma. Also, she’s full of shit saying it’s normal for rape
victims to downplay it. People might not understand SA that happened until later, but Jill has literally claimed to be repeatedly raped. She would have known that before without a “validation is key” therapist guiding her to it, but it’s more like it was a dubious uncomfortable situation with two kids and now she has her “gotcha” flashy public rape claim she’s been wanting ever since she realized DID patients are almost always rape
victims.
No. 334071
>>334044she never said that, even saying she implied it is kind of a reach
>>333936she never said anything besides sometimes the age that points to uma, anons just decided she fits the profile, we know jill lies all the time why would that part be based on something especially since her following doesnt know about uma
No. 334080
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Idk who she's fooling, we all know that she will never launch her brand
No. 334092
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She’s so obsessed with making herself out to be such a nice person, you never see this with actual decent people
No. 334093
>>334080Terrible teaser image. It’s almost like she was so excited to have it finished she snapped a quick pic and threw it online with some grandiose statement about offering it with her upcoming brand
that she hasn’t even started working on it seems. How are her and Shayna both so bad at their self appointed jobs?
Jill could’ve made a dozen of these simple pieces and actually started selling them, why doesn’t she just start with the accessories for her brand? It’d be cheaper, undoubtedly faster to assemble and low effort which she loves.
No. 334101
>>334100NTA Your point was fine until you accused of being as bad as Jill's army, when she's not. Maybe beef up your points so they're actually understandable rather than attacking people.
And maybe uma did push a boundary, but she was also young. It was an age gap that you come across in every Canadian/American high school, so imo very little blame can be put on uma. They were both stupid kids. What makes Jill a "
victim" in your eyes is the very same thing that ensures uma's intentions were not malicious or with harmful intent.
No. 334103
>>334101>NTA Your point was fine until you accused of being as bad as Jill's army, when she's not. Maybe beef up your points so they're actually understandable rather than attacking people. I was told I was being weird for calling Uma a "groper", which I haven't. The piss poor reading comprehension Jill detractors in here love to think people are validating her entire bullshit trauma story if they apply some realism to it. Please reread what I wrote BECAUSE…
>blah blah blah You think JILL IS A VICTIM?? And you're blaming UMA???Can you stop defending Uma as soon as anons start discussing what could have actually happened? I'm sorry I didn't use flowery, empathetic language before I gave my opinion to ensure anons like you wouldn't hyperfocus on some innocuous word and then call me "weird" because how dare you she was a minor!!!
Grow up. I have stated before I am not white knighting Jill.
>>334102Hey I think you're lost, this isn't tumblr.
(infighting) No. 334105
>>334103we shouldn't be discussing what may
akshually happened because it was literally nothing. jill is pulling it out of her ass, like everything else she claims happened. jill never had a lot going on in her real life so she's picking from the small amount of experiences she has to make up lies about vague situations. in fact that's the only reason anons are able to connect her story to uma in the first place because it's jill's only childhood girlfriend. she's making shit up and it has no merit, period.
No. 334106
>>334104I'm not the only one accusing Uma of "actively accusating someone on something you don't know happened or not", anons do it here
>>334070, but that anon of course has to mention how sorry they feel for Uma.
>you're not the policeNow you're sounding schizo, I'm literally just theorizing what could have happened like any other anon in any other cow thread on this website.
>>334105>we shouldn't be discussing what may akshually happened because it was literally nothing.This is your opinion, which I don't care about because you're not a jannie. I will theorize what happened if it fits the context of the thread. I do not care SHE WAS A MINOR!!! Yeah, minors do that shit all the time.
Can we stop moralfagging now.
(infighting) No. 334112
>>334110Uma literally said herself that she did things she shouldn't have done but they weren't "as terrible" as Jill makes it sound. She probably did feel her up when Jill was not super into it. Am I saying Jill's retarded munchie delusion is
valid? No. I'm not. You can stop the moraglfag theatrics. This shit happens to literally every teenaged girl at least once, like seriously.
(infighting) No. 334114
>>334112you don’t know that, she could have done something as simple as talking about how she wanted to have sex with her when jill wasn’t into it, considering how she said it’s not that bad. this entire tinfoil making uma to be evil and jill a
victim is absolutely retarded
No. 334121
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>>334119Making being a fashion designer your entire personality just to end up doing this sad shit kek
No. 334128
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Some replies about her brand. If this does actually end up happening, I can't wait to see Twitter activists screaming fatphobia and classism at her because she didn't make a necklace big enough for their 600 pound bodies or cheap enough to compete with Shein.
No. 334130
>>334128Seriously why did she even do the sustainability larp? It's so idiotic, how do you make a brand that
>has sizes from xxs to xxxxxl (Yes, 5xl exists)>cheap>high qualityAnd that it's somehow sustainable? It's impossible, specially if she plans on doing all of the by herself, she basically needs a team of at least, idk, 15 people to craft everything before she launches her mess of a brand on November or next year.
She hasn't shown not even sketches of stuff she would like to sell, she doesn't really talk about any plans and I know that you're not supposed to broadcast every thought in your mind on social media, but she could do some updates or something instead of making shitty necklaces or stuff for herself.
No. 334133
>>334094Because we aren't believing Jill, and that's the whole point. We are believing Uma, who has acknowledged what Jill is saying is about her, albeit they do not agree on what actually happened between them
>>334128Fall or spring 2035, I'm sure
No. 334136
Jill should make her own charms or custom plushies instead of trying to do an all-inclusive small business. Sustainable materials are extremely expensive
>>334128how fat are you if you need a fucking necklace to be plus-size inclusive
No. 334139
>>334091nice tinfoil, i've been folloing the threads since 2019, the uma claim just doesn't make sense to me,
i've had my issues with jill for yers now, but maybe you're right and i just can't believe that she would be that vile
No. 334146
>>334145It's just another example of how egoistic and selfish she is as an individual. She can't put herself in their shoes and see why what she's doing is wrong. It always grossed me out how Jill treated her mum's cancer. In old videos with them you can see the rage in Jill when the topic is brought up. I think it's really gross that Jill is vilifying someone she hasn't been in contact with for years over something that happened more than a decade ago, especially seeing that it's so over-exaggerated and hyperbolic. She's really sick for that, she doesn't understand the weight of rape or the consequences, and it's creepy that she wants to LARP like a
victim of sexual assault and even live vicariously through real
victims (e.g., the piano teacher incident).
No. 334153
>>334150Jill hasn’t called her out and likely never will. Even in the cowtip dms Uma specifically asked if she was name dropped. If Uma made an “expose” video saying “hey, everyone Jill is talking about me” she’s setting herself up for getting attacked and Jill will become the
victim she desires to be.
No. 334159
>>334092>reach this far to try and call someone a bad personthey said she can't stand to not be the center of attention, which is correct. it isn't a reach at all to say that. and that's not really in the same ballpark of "you're a bad person!" she's just projecting, she sees criticism and automatically thinks that they're being sneaky and are actually trying to call her a bad person when they're making a correct observation
she must be so bored constantly, the way she uploads herself replying to """mean""" comments to pat herself on the back and look for other people to defend her. it's actually pathetic and also just further proving the commenters point kek. if they did actually delete it, they're being sensible because the last comment that i remember her uploading obviously got her delusional army of losers sending hate because she doesn't have the decency of crossing out the name. crazy, that's kind of like something a bad person would do…
No. 334160
>>334153She's a normal adult so she's not going to make some statement or video about her ex from when she was 16 going batshit and accusing her of rape on multiple platforms for years. She is the one that deserves to be left alone.
Jillian says that someone was raping her and treated her like a "sexy plaything" when she was a kid (vomit inducing - how sociopathic do you have to be to say that shit) so it was a peer or a pedo. And she made it obvious who was in her life at that time through her deviantart journals.
No. 334165
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>>334163>there's also literally no reason to believe anything untoward happened in their relationship at all, even in a "dumb teenager" way, like anons keep suggestingIt's incredibly common for children and teens who grow up absorbing or even who were predated upon to act inappropriately with other children and teens. Be it sexual conversation that pushes the boundaries of what a child/teen in a normal environment would consider appropriate, or be it experimenting with kissing and light touching.
This is in no way to claim Uma is a sexual predator. This is in no way claiming Jill has sooper speshul trauma that has broken her soul into multiple fragments. Jill is a straight woman, always has been, and she claims to be bisexual for the cool points. Like it or not but I have no trouble believing a lonely lesbian teen would potentially be somewhat targeted for inappropriate behavior and bullying, and she probably got attached quickly to a cool girl who claimed to like girls too. All it would take for "inappropriate" boundary crossing would be to make out a little too heavily, or perhaps put her hand where a straight girl would obviously not want another girl to put her hand (hips, thigh, breast, bum, literally anywhere), but to a lesbian teen would literally be a no-brainer because SHE likes women and obviously would expect this girl claiming to like the same sex to be okay with it.
>I acted in some ways that I have held in deep shame since then>We did the best we could with who we were at that time in our lives>on second thought I don't feel like sharing a vulnerable *moment with a person I don't knowUma says "moment" as in one particular instance. It probably was a moment where she thought Jill was into something, most likely non-penetrative fooling around that every inexperienced teen does. Uma probably does not want to say anything because the current societal expectations are that 16 year olds do not go for teens who are in middle school, lonely backwater lesbians from a decade ago be damned. "Grooming" is a buzz word at this point, and she definitely does not want to lay her teenage mistakes out for random internet people to pick and dissect because it probably falls outside the lines of what terminally online twittards consider "
valid", which is understandable on her part. She was led on by a faker and she admitted to making mistakes, probably that she ever genuinely believed Jill liked her back because now as an adult it must have been so obvious Jill was full of shit.
The bottom line here is that Uma has admitted there was "wrong doing" on her side. There was definitely no rape involved. Jill is a chronic attention whore so she's definitely exaggerating her experiences through the roof and beyond.
>I was a rape play thing, totally basically tbhIs attention whore for "I said I wanted to make out with her but I didn't like how she put her hand on my thigh once things got a little heavier".
(ban evasion) No. 334192
>>334188didn't you see the video nona? after stebie "proposed" (ie said they could maybe get married in at least 2 years) jill was cured of all her mental illnesses. she went on youtube to explain shes better than ever and basically the perfect picture of recovery.
And it happened just in time so that she has full control of all the decisions for the wedding! thankfully shes fusing and better before it could affect her rainby matrimony. wouldn't want to have her dissociate and stebies family take care of any of the wedding decisions or anything!
No. 334197
>>334186Complete speculation, but I have a feeling it may be similar to the Alyssa saga where after dating for X amount of time, Jill just says she was never attracted to them after all (because she isn't attracted to women lol)
Another tinfoil theory that I have is that in Uma's dA entries, a year or so after she and Jill dated, she talks about someone spreading rumours about her (specifically about her sexual behaviours and calling her a slut), so I wonder if Jill did that because Uma made a move on her
No. 334199
>>334192I can't wait to see a vlog of the wedding kek, if she flips she will blame it on DID, I'm sure she will go full bridezilla.
>>333957Daily reminder that Jill calls herself "queer" I'm surprised she didn't pick a dress or something similar for steeb, or are the moid guests going to wear white?
No. 334207
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>>334200Here’s the exact Pantone colours Jill showed us of groomsmen and bridesmaids colours.
No. 334214
>>334208Theoretically having the men in black or white suits with the ties and boutonnieres in the jewel tones or just black with the shirt underneath with those colors, though the latter might be pushing it.
If the full suits are those jewel tones, it will be eye bleeding.
No. 334215
>>334188I think she might have become briefly obsessed with the green/black "
toxic core" aesthetic (not sure if that's the right name for it). In true bpd fashion, she went all in and made it her identity, trying to convince everyone that Jerrick was totes for real living inside her head and making her dress that way. Then, in true bpd fashion, she got bored of the aesthetic and completely forgot about him.
Don't worry though, he may come back anytime if she needs carte blanche for acting shitty.
No. 334218
>>334217I agree but she always makes everything about herself and her wedding is basically just a celebration for herself, so.
Kek the wedding is a last ditch effort to feel special imo. Just a big party where she's the number one priority, makes sense because she's so irrelevant recently.
No. 334226
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77 threads. “no mom i dont need a job!!!!! im bringing this lolcow narc to justice!!!”(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
No. 334228
>>334226kek nona, at first I though you were talking about Jill being mad at lolcow. The jobless bit made me think of her.
In any case i dont think most of the nonas are here from the begining, some of us where fans of Jill until she became a
sus and insuflable "content creator"
No. 334230
>>334226Tourists and newfags don't understand that this site isn't made for "bringing lolcow narcs to justice." It's a place where we can laugh at them because they're cringe and stupid. Jill might be a bad person, sure, but I'm more interested in just making fun of her and laughing at her for all the retarded shit she does.
>>334228I don't think the thing you're replying to is a "nona." Just by the way.
No. 334232
>>334230It's easy to know who's a newfag in this place, anyone who thinks this shit is some cancel culture hub needs to leave and never come back, seriously.
Now we can't make fun of Jillian being a sped because anons and retards take everything too seriously like a bunch of autists (something that Jillian will never be by the way).
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77 threads. “no mom i dont need a job!!!!! im arguing with 13 year olds on precure twitter and making a fashion line and i have DID and im addicted to weed!!!!”
No. 334248
>>334200There's no reality that will happen, it would be basically impossible to source suits in her chosen colours and have them all in the same cut without having them all custom made, which which be an insane cost to put on the groomsmen (obviously jill is not going to be paying for the wedding party's clothes).
>>334208Realistically she'll just have her bridesmaids get stuff off azazie and get the matching tie/pocket squares for the groomsmen.
No. 334258
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I wonder how many men will just show up in those cheap rainbow suits they sell at pride month lmao. Or just ignore it and wear a black suit.(learn2reply)
No. 334291
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>>334288It's doable. I just wonder what she'll do and where the colors will be. Her bridesmaids having different color dresses is subtle.
No. 334297
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>>334295Picrel is a wedding and this dress might be photoshopped, but something like this would work. Just to clarify but is this on topic still? I won't continue after this if it isn't, but I think anons discussing what she might do for the wedding leading up to it is fun. Maybe a new thread should be made to contain the wedding discussion?
No. 334304
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>>334291Her wedding is going to be like this lmao.
(ai out of containment) No. 334360
>>334359The "pet stroller" she showed looked exactly like a slightly pimped-out baby stroller. Also
>also why is jill even having a normie style wedding? alternative weddings are in right now.Wdym by alternative? She's planning on a bunch of tacky rainby bullshit and having the cats be the ring bearers, that's different enough from every wedding I have gone to, personally. Not that it's "good" alternative, it's tasteless and try-hard.
No. 334363
>>334354Watched this on 1.5x so I could try to summarize it but this is seriously the least annoying video she's put out in a long time (not counting her annoying, forced "cutesy" speaking quirks). If you took away the one or two times she says "neurodivergent" and "queer" she comes across as a total normal, albeit quirky woman wedding sperging like a normal straight woman. The only things that gave me any pause was the cat ring bearing and the rotating deseret carousel/ferris wheel. The cat thing seems insensitive to the cats and the rotatating desert apparatuses seem insensitive to the motor impaired (how not sjw of her!!!).
There is no way the wedding will incorporate
everything she mentioned in the video. There is just no way in hell. She makes an offhand, dismissive remark about "lawn games" at an outdoor wedding but then says she'll rent out
dancefloors for the wedding for people to dance. This will maybe not be too expensive if there's like, ten people attending. But more than that and there will either be a hilariously unevenly small dancefloor to wedding guest ratio, or there will not be dancefloors at her outdoor wedding.
She also mentions she'll diy a wedding arch, and a wedding dress, and a table awning for the desert table. This could definitely be possible because the wedding is in 2026 but knowing her she will not be able to do all that.
Another thing is how she doesn't want the bridesmaids (and by extension groomsmen, I guess) to pay for the dresses. She is really contemplating buying the dresses (and by extension suits, I guess) herself. The dresses will probably look like hot doo doo in that case because she'll have to get the cheapest option.
No. 334393
>>334392Oh, and have something like
lawn games, too?? How dare you insinuate Jill is down to earth!!! Kekkkk
No. 334408
>>334391The whole thing is going to be such a trashy disaster kek I can’t wait. All the decor she describes planning sounds hideous and cheap. The only good part is she said it’s planned to be by the ocean with the water in the background of the ceremony.
Her promised series of videos displaying her wedding dress creation progress should be milky too after how fugly her wedding dress commission was.
No. 334418
>>334417I really don't understand why we can talk about everything Jill related here
except for her wedding which IS milk
No. 334420
>>334418I'll make it so no one needs to complain about doing it themselves, but right now I just wanted to know if anyone has OP pic suggestions.
>>334419We don't have a choice.
>>334335 No. 334429
>>334425>Occasional speculative posts are fine, So I'm guessing it's ok to talk about it just the way we were talking about it and how
>>334298 suggested.
No. 334430
I went ahead and made one. I've never really made a thread before, so I did what I could with ms paint. I also wasn't sure what to do as an OP bio because since it's just exactly what it says, there wasn't anything to add lol
>>>/w/334426also I know there is a broken link to the
>>334425 here, it's whatever. Anons can refer to the other farmhand post
No. 334476
>>334453she has almost killed her expensive ass cats multiple times the fuck are you even saying. you're writing fanfic at this point, having a child free wedding is also just a damn party preference doesn't mean she hates or loves kids. either way we wouldn't know cause she has literally never mentioned any opinion about this.
jill tweets every single thought she has but even her has never mentioned any of this shit. you're just assuming a lot
No. 334482
>>334453People like you who preach about women having kids clearly don't like kids at all. Jill in her current form would be a terrible neglectful narcissist mom who'd give her kids a complex they have ro spend their entire adult lives trying to fix. Especially if she had them with Steven the doormat on the edge of trooning out. Personally i think Jill is too self centered to be interested in motherhood. She already hates her body, she'd absolutely lose it going through pregnancy. And then she'd have to wake up and nurse and not be able to tell the baby she's having a DiD switch because its crying is
triggering her.
>>334448Weed and wine and children's television will sustain her through her 40s, just like its sustaining her through her 20s.
No. 334484
>>334482Makes me wonder if they’re from KF because
so many scrotes from there spit out the same beliefs.
No. 334502
>>334440jill likes her family from a spoiled child's perspective. she'd never go out of her way and drop everything and help them during a family emergency.
shes too selfish. so would she want kids? she barely takes care of herself, the apartment or cat. steve the one who does
No. 334523
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Oh the e-begging is gonna be off the charts. She claims she wants to be super sustainable but she'll have no problem taking unsustainable fast fashion gifts as long as it's someone else's money being spent
No. 334546
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Happy DID!(not milk)
No. 334559
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>>334546>>334552Gosh how long until Jill is used in a meme posted by a famous right-winged twitter grifter?
(derailing) No. 334561
>>334560I don't want to hear a scrote's take on her anyway.
>>334559This is shopped, so who cares?
No. 334567
>>334560>>334561Um, I watch them? They're about her and they're funny.
>but it's A MAN REEEEEGo dust your cunt out
(infighting) No. 334568
>>334559she has already reached that retard caricature status
>>332441 but it made nonas really confused and angry for some reason
>>332447 >>332460 I hope they keep doing it, she
does look exactly like the tiktok faker ultimate boss and she should be associated with it
No. 334601
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No. 334623
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Looks like mommy dearest came through
No. 334624
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>>334623Here’s her wedding discord chat informing her about the shoes
No. 334626
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I’m going to die on this hill of Jill only interested in Pinkie Pie because she’s married to weird Al pony that kinda could pass as steeb.
No. 334635
>>334631They’re shown to be married with children in the last episode.
>>334630Yeah they have Mrs and Mrs shoes and you’d think she’d go for those. Kek
No. 334638
>>334623Why does the groom figure look like he's on the squatty potty? These shoes are tacky as fuck.
>>334630Lol
No. 334718
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>>334717Damn, she really did.
These are also ugly as hell but at least they’d be a tiny improvement on the gold. Honestly that whole brand is ugly and yet they have countless other options that would be improvements and fit her theme better than what she went with, which is the most costumey cheap looking pair of shoes imaginable. Her plans are already a mess.
She’s going to look like a leprechaun with her rainbow dress kek.
No. 334723
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>>334623maybe it was just her mother buying her a present but since she reacted to it being back in stock with such excitement I have to assume she bought it right away… They're not even that expensive, she really couldn't afford these?
No. 334724
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How rancid does she have to be to continue having a UTI
No. 334747
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>>334733>>334734No wonder she feels like shit. No normal person drinks energy drinks AND multiple cups of coffee a day, especially while just sitting at home
No. 334757
>>334740It is seriously irritating that she went Google munchie mode to try to find a link between her UTIs and childhood trauma to add to her CSA LARP, even though that fact is about children who are being actively sexually abused. It’s a germ thing, not a psychological thing. None of the experiences she’s indicated would even cause it.
She’s just extremely unhealthy and used to be obsessed with bath bombs.
No. 334784
>>334782Anon reread that post, I literally said
>unmedicated, chronically enabled person with BPD who refuses to acknowledge or get help for the BPDYou can't do all of that and have BPD under control. It's not possible. You acknowledge it and get help or you seek people to enable you and your bad behaviors. Jill is the latter.
No. 334816
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More DID/schizotypal larp, I’m surprised she hadn’t had a meltdown over the Ablaze video.
No. 334833
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She's live right now if anyone's interested. Of course she has to call it "parallel play" to remind everyone that she's autistic.
No. 334845
>>334833>pony restoration wtf she's never done restoration of any type in her career I wonder if we're gonna see her swing to old toy collecting like heather
Jill once shouted out heather back in the day maybe Jill's eager to fall back into consumerism under the guise of being eco friendly through "restoration"
No. 334855
>>334833The huge giant Peep is still torn. How long has it been? 5-6 months? You'd think the fashion designer seamstress would have fixed him by now. It would take me 10 minutes to fix that and I'm not even good at sewing.
>>334834She uses parallel play to dog-whistle to her age-play degenerate fans. Parallel play is a psychiatric term used to describe a developmental phenomenon observed in young toddlers. Jill uses it to mean "come, watch me do bullshit while you waste away in your room, because what else are you doing anyway?"
No. 334856
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Pony sperg but watching her submerge the ponies over and over in that dirty water was cringe. One of the first things you learn with just a little bit of research is to avoid getting water inside through the hair plugs and tail because 1) they have metal parts inside that will rust and 2) the inside can carpet in black mold. It's recommended to keep them upside down when using water to avoid this.
Imagine the whole collection getting rust or mold inside cause she wanted to get high and absentmindedly clean them on livestream. It appears the pony bride she already "restored" has tail rust evidenced by the base of the tail being discolored, but I guess it could've already been like that.
No. 334857
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>>334856Future of Jills collection
No. 334860
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>>334856Good on you for explaining this pony sperg. Not even a full day after and Jill has already been humiliated for not knowing the bare minimum about my little pony toys
>>334833 No. 334866
>>334860This legitimately makes me sad. She really did have a lot of potential.
Sure she was still a spoiled, entitled brat, but she had so many opportunities to improve.
She had the clothes, the aesthetic, the connections, and she flushed it all away.
She had the influencer trips, she participated in brand fashion shows.
(integrate) No. 334867
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No. 334881
>>334867so she admits to claiming labels and is now trying to pass off said labels as personalities? she doesn't realize how she sounds. this isn't the gotcha she thinks it is at all.
that isn't how "DID looks from the outside"… those things aren't "consistent with having multiple personalities" either, that's just calling yourself something to call yourself something and none of those things you listed are even personality based. they are labels! it's hard to understand what point she's even trying to make, what the fuck. that is not how any of this works. she's connecting irrelevant dots, but here she is acting like the spokesperson as usual
imagine telling an actual buddhist "yeah i adopted the ideology for about 5 minutes and now i'm using it as a strawman in my flimsy argument that tells people online i have a buddhist INSIDE me"
she doesn't recognize she's admitting she slaps labels onto herself willingly and that they're all phases that she's now trying to adopt into the ultima label…
personalities =/= labels, and those were never “identities” that you had. you just claimed them to claim them, loosely and contradictory, like you are doing right now
No. 334889
>>334886she's so fake it's ridiculous. she wishes she was interesting enough to be studied
>>334883> it doesn't have anything to do with the alters or DID larp.in that tweet she's saying that it does. along with a bunch of other labels she adopted for funsies
No. 334890
>>334866And she has the audacity to pretend she is a child abuse
victim with autism. These influencers are sick, they think you automatically get some magical free pass at life. No Jill, us survivors still have to go to work and pay bills and be an adult. Our lives are hellish in ways you could never imagine, we suffer in silence every single day. Like she really thinks we are out here wearing badges or some shit that means he world has to be extra super forgiving and kind. No, that is not the reality of it at all. Literally nobody knows, most of us can't even say it out loud to a fucking therapist, let alone blast it on the internet. The amount of shame and anger is unbearable, we are usually completely estranged from our families but we still have to pretend we are okay everyday and get shit done. And this bitch was handed loving parents and a magical childhood on a silver platter and has zero shame in using our horrors to seek attention and as an excuse to be lazy. God I hate her.
(blog) No. 334896
>>334892>>334894i was thinking this. she is acting like this is a topic that she has researched well and is trying to stake her claim when she doesn't know the first thing about it. she's making up rules as she goes when exactly like you say: she's not in therapy, no psychiatrist told her this (and if they did they should get their license revoked)… she's just regurgitating her own self-obsessed narrative because she knows that her braindead followers will support it. they'll eat it up and act like anything she says is a
valid source because she's just feeding into her own, and other DID larpers, delusions that they're soo
valid and anyone who doubts it is just a hater, they've been this way all along and are totally immune to criticism.
jfc social media is a disease, her fans enabling her by liking the misinformation she spreads without a care in the world. she really makes mental health stigma worse. DID is a contested diagnosis, part of me doubts it's even real, but if it was, she's 100% making a mockery of it, like she does with all the other diagnosis she malingers with
>>334890100% this. this is why her LARP is so glaringly obvious
No. 334897
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>>334894>>334896she didn't even go to a psychiatrist for a few months before getting her diagnosis like most people. she PAID to get a fancy diagnosis IMPRESSION by random doctors she just met. then she cried that other doctors don't take her tiktok disease seriously. so she stopped seeing doctors altogether so no one can disprove her fake diagnosis. she got what she wanted and dipped!
remember when she wanted to pay for a fancy autism diagnosis but couldn't afford it? she dropped it after the mcclean shit and becoming the face of munchies. no doctor would take her seriously anymore, even ones who don't know she is would wince at all her "diagnosis" because they're all so trendy. so she doesn't even mention it anymore. its transparent.
No. 334899
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>>334898nah she gave up after like a year like all she ever tries. mama vessey or stebie probably banned jerrick from posting since all she did was suicide and self harm bait. his last tweet everything else RTs
No. 334915
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It's so weird seeing her influence other people into faking DID this much
No. 334916
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No more rainbow bangs?
No. 334920
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>>334916now do one where the pic looks like you
No. 334925
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>>334916>"with a bucket of My Little Ponies ready to trade"are they gonna be rusty and molded because you couldn't do the bare minimum googling before "restoring" them?
>>334856 autism larp wrekt by real autism yet again
>>334924her and shayna are the only cows that got them yet they are the only cows in this site where the stretched ears don't make sense with their non alt styles at all
No. 334926
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Views on her videos
>>334925Jill and Shayna are basic white girls who can't stand being thought of as basic white girls so they do stuff/say things to try and distract from this glaringly obvious fact in the dumbest ways.
No. 334939
>>334867This is not even that many things. If you take out all the gender brainrot nonsense, you're left with drag, lolita, and cosplay… all costuming hobbies.
Being a witch and a buddhist is kind of odd, but they aren't mutually exclusive and it's really not THAT strange.
People keep saying this is BPD behavior but she really doesn't have that many conflicting interests, especially when she's discussing a large period of time.
>>334897There really needs to be an investigation into all these pay-for-diagnosis clinics.
I don't think I've ever heard of anyone going to an autism or gender clinic and NOT getting their desired diagnosis. It really is just pay to play.
(learn2integrate) No. 334940
>>334939You're forgetting she hasn't actually been diagnosed. I swear I see this constantly repeated in almost every thread. To put the record straight, Jill has
NOT received an official diagnosis. She received a
diagnostic impression which is not a diagnosis. She was given the diagnostic impression by a recent graduate of a well-known diploma mill that operates in her province. After she received it from him, he immediately left the province and switched his career and no longer does anything related to psychology.
No. 334944
>>334916You can tell she's just happy about getting into something where she can consoom again without anyone coming after her for not being sustainable (not to mention it's cheap enough for her broke ass.) Collecting old toys isn't frowned upon since it's a 'passion' and you're saving toys that would otherwise go into the trash. Nothing wrong with it for most people, but we know it's just another larp for her, and she'll get bored eventually like with every other collection she has.
>>334937>she's too embarrassed to act like she does online in real life. She just lied for the sake of it.Exactly. She's just a basic white girl who wants to be quirky, but can't deal with the potential consequences in real life. She knows it, and that's where a lot of her insecurities and anxiety come from. She can never go back to being 'basic' now because she knows it would be the end of her 'career'
No. 334946
>>334939Not a psychfag
but a bippie myself but I don't think the interests have to be conflicting for them to be indicative of BPD. It's more so her thinking of them as her exclusive identity - "a lolita, a drag queen, a cosplayer". She could be into all of these activities at once like any normal person could but instead she thinks she has to
be something, to the exclusion of everything else. That's what's textbook bpd about it.
No. 334959
>>334956Jill identifies as a bald gay man kek but it's because she was binge watching Drag Race when she came up with that one, so you're right it's always just a normal facet of their identity or interests, and they have to make huge logical leaps to pass it off as "trauma protectors."
It's pure narcissism too, to be unable to enjoy a show about gay men without going "this is about me somehow now too."
No. 334962
>>334937Yes she did. She filmed herself going up to the clerk and asking them to write something on it
No. 334979
>>334965>>334969They probably just don't write weird stuff on cakes. It's too easy for people to prank and make the bakery look bad.
>online bullies sent me a happy diabetes diagnosis cake! WALMART BAKERY was complicit in this! It's just asking for trouble
No. 334985
>>334977Jfc
>>334946Yes, this. People with BPD usually change interests a lot like Jillian, it doesn't have to be completely unrelated to each other, they just keep adding new things to their identity. She's in her pinkie pie phase right now.
No. 334992
>>334988Its annoying that people act like experts in the thread when they can't even get basic stuff right, like this. Anon is SURE she has no diagnosis, but doesn't even know who it was who didn't give her the supposed diagnosis.
>>334985How is it different from normal people changing interests? Genuinely asking. It's not like her interests are that deep. It's usually a show and buying things related to the show. I don't see how that's different from normal people that jump onto whatever is hot, buy a bunch of stuff, then abandon it. I guess making it her identity is weird but I just don't see how this is different from what a lot of people that don't have bpd do.
>>334981The red texting is way more obtrusive than extra spacing. I didn't even notice the extra spacing on the first one and was confused what the problem was.
It's like the wedding stuff. Everybody was fine with wedding stuff in the thread except for the mod who decided it was a big problem.
(ban evading) No. 334996
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>>334992lurk more please. this is her saying she paid to get a fancy diagnosis for DID (not with her regular doc, this "evaluation" was answering some worksheets and doing an interview and that was it).
we know its a diagnostic impression not a diagnosis from her own video. there's a clear screenshot. the only person saying she has a diagnosis is jill herself. the "proof" is a paper saying she think she has it. she spent all that money and didn't get a diagnosis just played pretend for an hour or two
No. 334998
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>>334988 is right
>>334992Jill expert is wrong. She paid to get the test elsewhere not from angel baby doc. And you can see in the video it was a separate thing where she paid for evaluating her fake specifically. it was a separate thing from angel doc and all she wasted all that money to get a a diagnostic impression never a diagnosis
No. 335002
>>334998The diagnostic impression was given to her by someone doing a residency, not even a doctor, as well. Jill called her a "forensics expert" that "could tell when people were lying" lmao
The woman's info can be found here
>>288137 No. 335010
>>335002Interesting, if that's the place she got the impression from
https://halepsych.weebly.com/services.html>Limitations may include:the assessment may or may not result in one or more clinical diagnoses (i.e., a diagnosis is only given when warranted by the available data, and is not guaranteed);
So they do give diagnosis. They even give paper ones:
>Psychological Assessment reports can vary greatly in length depending on the complexity (e.g., the amount of objective testing involved, length of file review required, duration of clinical interviews, etc.), and/or the type of report needed. Examples of types of documentation requested are as follows:>No Written Report: the assessment and a verbal feedback session are billed the hourly rate for the time required. Note this is only available with certain types of assessments, and excludes psychoeducational, neuropsychological, and psychovocational assessments. >Completion of Letter or form (e.g., Disability Tax Credit): are billed a minimum of 1 additional hour.>Brief Report: a brief psychological report is written documenting most relevant information obtained, a summary of test scores, diagnoses if applicable, and therapeutic, school, work, and/or home recommendations.>Full Report: a comprehensive psychological report is written documenting information obtained from all sources, a detailed interpretation of test scores, diagnoses if applicable, and therapeutic, school, work, and/or home recommendations.So there's no reason why she never got a written report. She has tried to claim they don't do that, but this makes it sound like not only do they but it's stranger for them to NOT provide at least a brief report. It sounds like people only request that when they are trying to cheat some system.
No. 335034
>>335006>body language analysis always struck me as total bullshitIt is and it isn't. Being able to always tell when someone is lying is obviously bullshit. But the fact that Jill lights up and smiles with genuine joy and excitement any time she gets to talk about being oppressed or a
victim IS very telling
No. 335060
>>335010I think they have payment tiers and she went for the cheapest option, which must have been a diagnostic impression.
She never needed a "doctor's note" from this place (that normal people get for accommodations at work/school) in the first place, and I found it odd she dropped 2k on it when we wouldn't believe her anyway. I suspect this might have been, at its core, a ploy to shut up mama vessey with a "free from adult responsibilities" piece of paper, and the internet smugness was just an added bonus.>>334965Just spitballing but it's also possible they weren't doing walk-in cake writing due to covid.
No. 335064
>>335060I think she got denied the diagnosis at the clinic and then came up with the "they don't do paper diagnoses" excuse.
Her story was weird. she said that that asked her how she would feel about a DID diagnosis, and then they said that was the diagnosis.i think what might have actuality happened is they did ask her that, she got all excited, but then said she did not have the diagnosis. She was expecting to get it, so she was forced to lie. She tried lying with the diagnostic impression paper, but it didn't work. A lot of her behavior in videos at the time of the supposed diagnosis and the story about it is cagey and looks to me like somebody who is bending the truth and hoping people don't notice.
>>335019It's so weird to me because I'm pretty sure what kicked this all off was the fight with Stevie that she later blamed on Jerrick. I'm thinking he gave her an ultimatum on some of her behavior, and the DID saga was her excuse to keep him around and forgive her awful behavior. Why he wasn't more skeptical of this is a mystery.
No. 335083
>>334962I dont know if it matters anymore but I used to be a cake decorator at a grocery store bakery and people could ask for whatever they wanted written on the cake they were going to buy, its not that deep.
people didn't prank us, not sure why not but maybe because they could get banned from the store for shit like that or maybe because its just buttercream and we could scrape it off. we wrote on cakes even during COVID. we didn't care what people wanted written and usually the only barrier was running out of space. I drew a dick on a cake once, but I can't remember any of the more outrageous things people would ask for since its been so long. I would not bat an eye at jill's request if it did happen, the grocery store worker probably didn't either
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>I’m not saying Animaritime started doing more precure stuff because of me
>but I’m totally saying animaritime started doing more precure stuff because of me
No. 335093
>>335089It's not even just weed anymore, girl is straight up smoking her own farts big time. Just grasping at anything to feel a shred of purpose. Sad!
>>335064In the same way Jill wants a totes queer couple, having a sick girlfriend makes him out to be an automatic protector or whatnot. You saw the type of gall he has when he pm'ed that girl on twitter with his "retail manager" persona.
>>335078>>335079I'll never forget when he told Jill to remember to put on her sunflower autismo lanyard after the deer crash. He definitely would feel some superiority over her with that weird dynamic, same when he proclaimed that the house was a safe space to age regress. It makes him feel like he's responsible without really doing anything whilst maxing out his creep stats. I feel like the dynamic isn't like that anymore, I feel like he has no energy to deal with Jill anymore or to even feel that rush since he just seems actually disinterested.
No. 335100
>>335093If Steve was tired of Jill he would've dumped her before proposing to her. He loves having girlfriends who proudly self infantizle themselves.
>>335089You're apart of the local weebs who were established before you moved there. Of course stores and cons in that area would cater to that niche, Jill.
No. 335122
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Someone’s out of actual ideas for content
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>>335122I stopped watching when she said the couple in the first post were behaving like teenagers. Least self aware woman. Also here's yet another person larping DID because of her
No. 335130
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>>335122And she wants to make it a series. Woo-fucking-hoo
No. 335132
>>335130More than anything I hate her retarded and inauthentic character she puts on for her viewers.
>This is the CRAZIEST shit I have ever read SKULL EMOJII get it, she's advertising her video and making it seem really tantalizing so people click so she can earn her loser weedbux. But the energy is not there at all. Sometimes I wish she'd just ghost her entire brand and channel or something.
No. 335135
>>335132Reminds me of Lankybox tier content tbh.
>>335124Missed opportunity to have her followers send in crazy stories.
No. 335137
>>335123>really late to the partyI agree. Jill is so behind on so much. This type of content really screams 2021 or 2022 YT.
>>335124I agree. I think she's trying to throw everything at the wall and sees what sticks. She's obviously realizing that she needs to take YT more seriously for her financial benefit, but her channel has been declining for so long now that it's hard to do anything to improve it. She would need to create a new central theme for her channel and stick to a similar video format for at least 12 or 18 months to see an actual improvement to her channel, but Jill is shite at prolonged effort. She fundamentally misunderstands YT because she's running on how it was when she was becoming popular in 2015/2016. The algorithm and the game has changed so much since then, but she's out of the loop.
>>335122Maybe this is a nitpick, but does anyone else find it kind of weird that she's flashing the iPad in the thumbnail? It seems like a weird consoomer humble brag.
No. 335147
>>335144genuine cringe, she tries so hard to force how others perceive her
>>335146peeps are another special interest kek
No. 335150
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Why does her tongue match her hair though
No. 335166
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>>335164Here’s her lying smirk.
No. 335168
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>>335122Kek, really, Jillian? Never change.
>>335164I guess in Jill's mind anything that holds her interest for more than 5 seconds means it's a
special interest. Ignore the fact it's currently en vogue.
No. 335219
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So this is how she justifies having multiple "special interests"
No. 335228
>>335225No, it isn't. It was originally coined in the late 2010s by the 'neurodiversity' community. Having both autism and ADHD is incredibly rare. The disorders have overlapping symptoms, so the LARPers like to pretend like to pretend it's common to have both that way they can claim more oppression points.
>>335150Either she was binging on Peeps, or more likely, she rips her bong so much and drinks so little water that the smoke particulates stays on her tongue. If you've ever looked at your tongue immediately after smoking a joint, it looks just look her tongue during this video.
>>335224So far, and someone correct me if I'm wrong or if I missed one, she has at various times claimed to have: BPD, anorexia nervosa, unspecified eating disorder, general anxiety disorder, trichotillomania, dermatillomania, major depressive disorder, ARFID, autism, ADHD, and seizures.
And I don't even think I listed them all, those are just from the top of my head from what I remember.
No. 335234
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>>335232Here's a choice screenshot I couldn't help but take. If you can tolerate the screetching I recommend watching it, it's actually entertaining for once.
No. 335235
>>335232Ew the porny face on the left wtf
>>335234Holy shit the open back because she’s too wide kek is she trying to find an excuse to not sew her own dress?
No. 335237
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>>335232The delusion when she says “Hey thats easy to corset” as the entire top half of her body does not fit the dress. Repurposing and upcycling dresses is wonderful but when there is this much of a size difference unless she plans to take the entire dress apart (good luck with the lace), all I see is her planning to loose alot of weight for this wedding or not understanding how difficult it is to reconstruct or refit dresses with that big of a size gap (even if it was the other way around if you do not have a certain level of skill and exp it is extremely daunting and difficult to get good results)
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No. 335241
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>>335240Just posting a couple things to catch up the thread. Not gonna bother recapping everything from the last two weeks since Jill practically lives on Twitter and it would be so much random crap
No. 335242
>>335237I'd love to see a weight loss saga from her. We'll never get it because she's addicted to weed and is too speshul twaumatized to leave her rainby house and work out, but I'd like to see her try.
Though, she's probably too busy coping with her weight by snorting fat positivity propaganda to even entertain the possibility
>>335240This is actually cute. Highly stylized and she couldn't even be bothered to draw the paws as anything other than shapeless lumps but it's not bad. She should stick with drawing cats because her people drawing skills are beyond redemption
No. 335246
Wow I'm so ready to watch her fall back into her mental jillness LARP after she realizes lolcow is back up lel
>>335231>it is relatively commonNo anon, it's not.
No. 335250
>>335246>no anon, it's notnona you're wrong. adhd has been found to be comorbid with autism diagnosis at a rate of at least 30%, with some studies suggesting higher. if you have autism, it's really not unlikely that you also have clinical adhd symptoms. they're not uncommon to see together, and are even often screened for in tandem in young people. i can link some papers about this if you want.
i don't think jill actually has both autism and adhd though, i think she's conflating her bpd symptoms with these disorders because they can present similarly wrt impulsivity and executive functioning, and because they're wayy trendier and more palatable to an online audience
(sage your shit/medfagging) No. 335258
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Dumping from her locked account
No. 335261
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>>335259Her nonexistent trauma is stored in her nonexistent balls
No. 335267
>>335258Is she seriously implying that she's better than someone actually studying psychology? Lmao this is hilarious honestly like how does she have this mentality when she's so close to her 30's? One would think that her brain is fully developed but it's like it rotted during development due to her weed addiction.
Like, she doesn't even have any real studies and she's acting like she has any sort of valuable opinions, even her opinions on fashion are dogs shit and utterly retarded.
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>>335250Psychology isn't a science. Can these studies be replicated? Probably not considering the majority can't
>>335237This fit reminds me of shauna james ahern. I wonder if jill will add a last minute stain panel.
(tinfoiling about the wedding goes in the containment thread) No. 335281
>>335262if you ever see someone say theyre a student of some sort, theyre probably enrolled in an intro class, exercised confirmation bias/was not paying attention in class at all, and came crawling to the internet for a dopamine boost. these faggots are the ones proclaiming theyre an expert and love armchairing
>>335266don't forget, damn near always they use it as an excuse to talk about themselves in the most self absorbed way humanly possible. theyll claiming theyre trying to "relate" ("as someone with bpd," "I have adhd and,") but they bring literally nothing to the discussion. and don't even tell them its just an opinion or anecdote, because now youve
triggered them and will call you ableist, homophobic and other brainrot retardation
jill is wired on social media/hides in her rainbow prison she doesnt understand how retarded she sounds
No. 335302
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She made quite a lot of "I'm mentally ill" posts while the blackout was happening
No. 335305
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>>335303the bath one is particularly gross to me
No. 335366
>>335360Farmers told her to stop for so long and she never listened until now
>>335357This, if she doesn't want any attention then why is she always talking about DID?
No. 335386
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>>335305>Ya can't pick and choose when this stuff happens Appealing to emotion, you bad faith actor. Honestly what annoys me the most with people like Jillian is that they think they are the smartest people in the room. They think their stupid semantics games, preying on good faith, and talking down with kindness covers up their tracks. It doesn't and if anything, shows you are the dumbest person in the room.
>>335357>Idk even know what the trauma is supposed to be anymore. The acting in this video really sucks tooShe muddied the waters to make it easier for herself to cover up her obvious lies/make her
trauma story more theatrical. As for the acting, she's gotten so complacent in her lying that she doesn't even try now. Her parasocial braindead fans will always lap up her lies. Mumsy dearest always gives in anyways. Why bother putting in effort when laziness gets rewarded? Garbage produces garbage.
No. 335387
>>335354Okay nonnies, here's a recap for you since I got bored. Idk how to format so I hope this works.
Painting nails slumber party session
Has a few pre written bullet points.
"Being a person on the internet is stressful"
Not gonna go in depth regarding "drama and attacks" because it's "months old"
It's normalized and now she has a "routine" for dealing with hate
Claims she'll be harassed no matter what she does or doesn't do or say
Comments are less stressful when she focuses on her fashion and sewing instead of being uwu quirky mentally ill (but we all know that her DID content gets her the most views nowadays soooo…)
"I'm just satisfied with my 10k views per video" (if her vids can even hit that number kek)
She has soooo much she wants to talk about but she doesn't feel safe
Shows a clip of her trying to film a "system update" from July 30th, censors her mouth "out of an abundance of caution", then "dissociating" and just sitting in front of the camera
But she also swears she's totally doing really well right now guys!!!
She's seeing a new therapist who knows more about DID than she does
She's still soooo scared that her face will be recognized from the McLean presentation when looking for a therapist
8:47 text on the screen says she's
triggered so she starts talking about her nail polish suddenly (because it can't just be "oops I got distracted" - everything has to be a trauma response to her)
Her therapist uses all the "same language" as her (which should be a red flag when you get all your psychology terms from TikTok)
Rants about Canadian healthcare
She is "officially attempting" a weekly schedule
She also claims she's really working hard on Five Petal Flower
First launch will be Spring 2025, doing stuff in drops
She has more video ideas, like an hour long theory video on why Pinkie Pie has BPD, already has a google doc started
Has a "system" for her brand to be sustainable that she will also make a video about
"Basically every day, the power of My Little Ponies carries me through"
"The special interest is special interesting" (there she goes again dropping those autism terms)
Calls herself functional and healthy, which is by far the funniest thing she's said
Says trauma therapy has changed her life - now she's able to answer emails, keep in touch with her mom, and go to the grocery store! Everyone clap for our brave queen!
Rambly ending with plugs, says some of her patterns that she posts on Patreon may become fabric print patterns
No. 335388
>>335386>They think their stupid semantics games, preying on good faith, and talking down with kindness covers up their tracks. It doesn't and if anything, shows you are the dumbest person in the room.This. It's annoying.
My only question: Does this count as emotional manipulation?
No. 335400
>>335387>>335398She gets her meds online and subscribed to betterhelp unironically back when everyone despised them. They/them therapist is more than likely a quack therapist from an overpriced online service with one star reviews.
If she was going to a real therapist IRL or not we would get a 100000000 tweets about it and complaining about how dysphoric they're making her. Remember how she raged for years cause one of her og therapist didn't like the way she dressed? lmao
No. 335404
>>335400>Remember how she raged for years cause one of her og therapist didn't like the way she dressed? lmaoI do remember that but to be honest that's a stupid and slightly unprofessional thing to say to a teenager patient, if the therapist even said that at all. It always came across as Jillian lying or twisting the therapist's words to benefit her "my therapist was mean to me wahh" narrative. All because that therapist tried to tell her the truth.
It always seemed like she fixated on that one thing to discredit everything else.
Even back then she had some liar tendencies that would only culminate in her becoming a full blown munchie later on.
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>>335354She really did title this self indulgent snoozefest with "Is pixielocks okay?" to try and bait everyone into clicking on it only for no one to really care about it kek
No. 335412
>>335405She keeps trying to make "commentary" or "tea" videos but all she has to talk about is herself. Maybe instead of making shitty patterns for ugly clothes she should check the pattern of her videos and get a grip because, I doubt she will suddenly become a 1 subscriber type of "content creator" (if you can even call her that) because everyone loves gossiping and this is why cows exist, otherwise this place wouldn't even exist, we wouldn't know these retardos exist, but this whole monotheme channel that's basically a virtual diary of a retard with too much free time can't be good for the psyche.
Like, maybe she should try to poke a prode more people but she's too much of a coward to show her true colors, just look at the bunch of fights she tries to pick and the bunch of retarded vagueposts she makes, she's like a rabid extra large pitbull that was trained to kill on sight, but she has to behave or she will stop getting that attention she wants so badly.
No. 335439
>>335437Tbh Crayola special interest was funnier.
She has nothing on that dandelion yellow girl from tiktok.
No. 335442
>>335436They’re on the back burner while her temporary obsession with Pinkie being Literally Her takes center stage. Which, again, would be a special interest if it actually defined her life for a long period of time, but of course she’s just a bippie identityhopper who loves the dopamine hit of getting a new thing to consoom about and present herself as being quirky for.
>>335440She basically crash diets on and off. She’s mentioned “accidentally” forgetting to eat or losing her appetite and then trying to eat only vegetables on other days to be healthy, AKA she hates being fat and has desperately wanted to be thin forever and still depicts all her “true inner self” OCs as being anorexic (Jerrick, and even drew art of being thin on the inside) or skinny tween girls.
No. 335444
>>335436>>335437>>335439We need a comprehensive list of all the "special interests" she's had over the years
>Muse>Jfashion>Drew Monson>Peeps>Magical girls>Ponies>Mental illnesses>Weed>HerselfFeel free to add more
No. 335447
>>335444I've been following Jill for a long time and there are so many more 'special interests' she has for a month then drops all together
>Precure>Arcane>Crayola>Super Smash Brothers>The Muppets>Strawberry Shortcake>Tweety Bird>Drag/Rupauls Drag Racepretty sure there are even more I'm forgetting
No. 335452
>>335449Attending a concert doesn't mean she has a special interest in any band imo. She also went to the MCR concert with her mom and nothing much happened after that, she's just a regular music fan.
There's other musicians and internet personalities she likes but I can't remember their names, specially the one she defended on twitter some time ago.
No. 335458
>>335448dont worry nonna, Jax will miraculously make a comeback when Arcane season 2 drops in a couple months. But it totally won't be because season 2 dropped and she started giving a shit about it again, noooo mark my words, it'll be because a super
triggering thing happened
maybe someone will call her a fat, spoilt, larping muppet on twitter or a car engine will pop near her and she'll claim to survive a shooting and Jerrick and Jax will both tag in to "protect" her through this very scary time, then approximately 2-4 weeks after the Arcane season 2 hype dies down and she will inevitably get bored of the Jinx larp and release a boringly vague video on "relapsing through dark times" but claim she came out of it with the help of her "protector" alters, then she'll go back to her tacky wedding planning.
also, she's going to adopt a Winx special interest because the new reboot is coming out soon. I'm coming back to this comment in a few months to say I fucking told you all.
No. 335464
>>335444>>335447there's also high school musical
2 and steven universe kek
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Does she know she can like cartoons and not pretend to be a 4 year old?
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Views on videos
>>335447Bluey. Cringe that both Jill and Steve showed their moms Bluey as well as her having Bluey trivia in her birthday party trivia game. Remember how she made a stupid big deal about that magazine that showed how to make 3d cakes and using that to make her cake into a 25? Lol, good times. Possible contender is monster energy drinks. I remember she talked along the lines of wanting to be sponsored by the company and I think there was a tweet about her wanting to try more monsters or something.
>>335470Kek
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Jill took down the Sunny short.
No. 335490
>>335387I'm starting to think Jill's new therapist is either made or or another dumbass quack. If she's truly so unsafe uploading DID content and it's causing her to be harassed on the internet her therapist should be telling her to stop uploading content like that and focus on videos about fashion or my little pony.
>>335357Idk even know what the truama is supposed to be anymore
I think Jill was hoping to fly by on the same thing dissocidid, multiplicity and me and other DID YouTubers have done: say they have extreme childhood trauma, but be super vague about it and never say what actually happened. The problem with that is those YouTubers started their channels after claiming to have DID, and their families usually aren't involved at all. Meanwhile Jill have tons of posts and videos with her family talking about how great her life is.
No. 335491
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The j-fashion club Jill is apart of had a picnic meetup a few days ago. Here is what Jill wore.
No. 335499
>>335491when i saw her in this picture i shat bricks. after i recovered and analyzed her..choices further, it appears to me like she might have been attempting to do a decora style but very unsuccessfully. Is there really not any better pieces to thrift in her area, stuff that she can upcycle or even sew from scratch as a dedicated seamstress? Its not like im roasting her for going to color outside the lines with her other age regresstards. she was going to a jfashion specific meet. women dont just talk about fashion at these meets, they display their favorite coords. shes tried to place herself as a knowledgable person in the jfashion community in the past, its embarrassing to still not be able to dress flatteringly or accessorize. If she wants to claim anything and make a flag for it, it should be color blindness.
All in all good for her for leaving the house and i hope she got to infodump about pinkie pie and stim all the way home
(sage your shit) No. 335501
>>335493KEK
>>335471I love how she jumped straight to 'alt girls' (herself) when that tiktok is obviously about genuinely odd/autistic horse girls being less tolerated if they're deemed unfuckable.
>>335476Made my skin crawl
No. 335509
>>335491Those platform boots have been begging for death since Japan threads.
How someone who is about sustainability would choose to wear the same shoes to death is clear to me, how someone into bright and pretty aesthetics is unable to research cleaning their shit… is not.
She looks like she smells, and that's for the entire group, maybe except the middle girl.
No. 335511
>>335466You clearly don't know. The list is stuff
jill claimed were her so called special interests. The point isn't whether she likes them or not, it's her claiming that she's hyper-fixated on this stuff and making them more than just hobbies.
No. 335522
>>335471>"why am i considered childish and embarrassing compared to when i was skinnier"also jill now:
>"weebly woobly wooo beep boop I am a literal toddler named Berry i love crayons, love crayons, love crayons, meow i'm a cat now my name is sandwich"yeah jill what a fucking mystery, must be fatphobia
No. 335523
>>335491This picture is so funny because her fatchan anecdote here
>>335471 cannot be true. She's STILL hammy and doughy and overweight with absolutely zero muscle tone, 100% body fat. Size M in current day would have been size L like 10 years ago. She's still fat kek, no fucking way she was speaking from experience in that tweet because she'd still be getting called embarrassing and childish after the weight loss.
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>>335491I never understood this face she always makes for pictures
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>>335531trying to pose like a Japanese girl I guess
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>Wants to make a Pinkie Pie has BPD video and pinkie pie fanart inspired by Spinel from Steven universe.
No. 335542
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> Spends most of the stream talking about random things and not drawing.
>Doesn't know whether to put Jillian or Pixie on the signs
> Thinking about changing her middle name to Pixie legally (didn't mention that it's currently Amanda) but wants to ask her mom first because she gave her that name. Her mom, most family, and friends call her Pixie.
> Doesn't want to take Steven's last name and is sticking with her maiden name.
> Says she would scream ballsack in the middle of piano lessons (13/14) and her teacher thought it was funny but he went to jail unrelated to her.
> Wants to draw something since she hardly drew all stream and was talking instead.
> This is what she ended up drawing for the stream which took 10 minutes.
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>>335542>Thinking about changing her middle name to Pixie legally (didn't mention that it's currently Amanda) but wants to ask her mom first because she gave her that name.Does she realize she can have more than one middle name? Just add it, no need to get rid of the other name
>>335538Saw where she posted this art on Twitter, with the lyrics from a pony fansong called "Gypsy Bard," which is about Pinkie Pie having an extremely traumatic childhood. I wonder if she's also latching on to her Pinkie Pie larp because of this
No. 335550
>>335483It's a fetish. It's always a fetish.
>>335514 Her obsession with Drew is a textbook BPD thing.
>>335542 I love that her parents were rich and loving enough to pay for piano lessons. Most girls would kill for that. But no she's soooo abused even as a baby guys.
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>>335490>I think Jill was hoping to fly by on the same thing dissocidid, multiplicity and me and other DID YouTubers have done: say they have extreme childhood trauma, but be super vague about it and never say what actually happened. The problem with that is those YouTubers started their channels after claiming to have DID, and their families usually aren't involved at all. Meanwhile Jill have tons of posts and videos with her family talking about how great her life is.Spot on. Her trying to retrofit the DID larp was the dumbest thing possible. She got all excited to jump on the trend and thought she could easily explain it all away. She really thought she had a hail mary with that diagnostic impression she flashed around. Lol
>>335509I want to give those platform boots a tasteful funeral. Those boots have been through a lot.
>>335532Took the image off of this post
>>293488 but this one. You can still view it on her alter tiktok. It had around 40k views on it making it the highest viewed short of Jill's. It's possible she took it off because of the comments although most were positive. Wondering if she got bored of the weeb alter and is going to debut the pinkie pie clone alter or if she's just going to
kin pinkie pie. Either way just odd to me she took down the short.
>>335541But will still act like she has authority over it.
>>335546Because lifestyle changes are for chumps.
>>335548>Does she realize she can have more than one middle name? Just add it, no need to get rid of the other name.That wouldn't be dramatic enough, I guess. Reminds me when she wanted to change her license to say nonbinary instead of female. She really is caught up in her own derangement.
No. 335557
>>335542She could just add a name, she don't have to remove anything. What?
I added a name 6th grade, the only reason I had to ask my mom was for her to sign the papers. This is a what, 30yr old woman?
Just add the name if you like it. Holy hell, everything is such a struggle with these people.
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>>335562kind of offtopic but surprising how you havent heard of jenny nicholson she doesnt regularly upload any more but was pretty wildly popular for a while online and she has a much bigger following than jill
No. 335569
>>335542>Thinking about changing her middle name to Pixie legallyshe hasn't done this already? and she wants it to be her middle name, even though she needs everyone to call her pixie, as in a first name? wow, what a pussy. i thought she had actually legally changed it, ans when she finally does change it, it will just be a middle name. she's so scared of the judgement of the outside world. i guess she knows on some level that she is off the rails and that literally no one except her little trio of enablers (mom, steve, soph) will accommodate for her little attention seeking antics. if she had chosen a normal name instead of "pixie", she would've legally changed it by now, but nooo, she needs a name as special as her, yet can't seem to take the consequences of actually having a name like that.
No. 335585
>>335542>Doesn't know whether to put Jillian or Pixie on the signs This is so interesting because it means she does not go by Pixie to everyone in her life, just the ones she knows she can string along for her little larp. Now she's in the uncomfortable position of having to admit to more extended family that she's changed her real name to a lame nickname and that's kinda embarrassing.
>Thinking about changing her middle name to Pixie legallyIt's funny she now only wants it to be a middle name and not her real first name. Makes it even more obvious this is all a larp. She want to seem like it's legit but she can't even bring herself to fully commit to it.
>Doesn't want to take Steven's last name and is sticking with her maiden name.She's happy to go by Pixie, Berry, Sandwich, Jerrick, Jax… but the last name of her one true love? Ewww no, not that! Kek
No. 335591
>>335551Pinkie pie alter is going to be a fusion between Jax and Sunny or Amber and Sunny (an emo + happy alter).
>>335558I don't understand why she hates the name Amanda so much.
No. 335600
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>335588She's thinking of legally changing her middle name to Pixie she said it in the livestream.
>>335594She made a necklace with all the alters on it and Amanda was on it. It was in her MCR Montreal vlog.
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Sage for non milk but it's so pathetic how she reminisces about how she used to be skinny. Now she's dug herself too deep into the fat acceptance crap to ever try to get back to her old body
No. 335605
>>335602shes so terminally online idk if she ever truly thinks for herself anymore. yes shes a selfish narc, but every comment she makes on twatter is laced with not trying to offend xyz community.
And, shes stoned all day. which means shes always eating
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>>335602Saddest part is she didnt even look like that even then. Her mom shopped tf out of that bikini photoshoot. She has admitted it in posts and also indirectly in this clip. That 100% looks like her 110 - 120 pounds at 5'0 pics she shooped so shes exaggerating / lying that it was so long ago. It was 2 years tops. Or she lied about being underweight during her old pro ana phase.
Jill just lies lies and lies! Also weird seeing her sober in this old video. I think weed has made her an even shittier liar than this.
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>>335602Funny how in 2023/late 2022 she was at her biggest ever and posted skinnier photos of herself nonstop. It's been a while since she does this depressing shit
No. 335618
>>335602>she used to be skinnyshe's not skinny in that pic, anon. she has literally always been a chubster as long as she has been online, she just shooped herself a lot. her fat arms always give it away. not that i think it's bad she was chubby, but let's be real, she was never
skinny. don't feed her ego
(*bones rattling*) No. 335642
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>>335620Jill is currently lying about being abused/traumatized so bad it gave her DID, of course she’d have no problem lying about having an ED. Also most people with a restrictive ED have a brief relapse or develop crazy dietary restrictions like veganism (not always but it’s not uncommon.) Jill has the palette of a 3 year old.
Anyways, she wants to be autistic so bad and cried so over dramatically, pointing at the screen watching MLP.
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>>335652>>335658It’s not a still image, it’s a video which is 1000x more embarrassing because regardless it’s still staged af.
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No. 335693
>>335660>>335665I always roll my eyes at every single video where the poster films themselves doing the most stereotypical, extra theatrical performance of symptomatic behaviour for given condition they're trying to malinger.
Just imagining them setting the phone stand against something, making sure it's framed right, then pressing the record button and going back to where you're sitting and then performing. It's so obviously set up I just can't.
No. 335698
>>335642>this level of raw autismI don't think she realizes that this sounds more like she's using autism as a slur and not as a description of her mental state.
>>335690Crying over characters revealed to be gay is so 2010s, nobody cares anymore Jill.
No. 335705
does she really think that high-functioning autists just cry and scream and act like tards?
>>335695being perceived as normal is jill's worst nightmare
No. 335706
>>335591She always pairs emo/angsty + happy/manic together, like repeats of each other with subtle changes
>Jerr (Emo) + Jax (Manic)>Amber (Angsty) + Sunny (Happy)>Jerr (Emo) + Flora (Nice, Happy)>Cliffe (Serious) + Veronica (Manic)>Jill (Good(?)) + Amanda (???)A new pinkie pie spinel BPD alter is simply going to continue the repetition of this pattern, maybe she should address her BPD tendencies first before making more trouble for herself
No. 335713
>>335694That’s why she loves having multiple threads on lolcow. We laugh at her but she’s totally loving the way she can act like a
victim.
No. 335728
>>335720You were banned but this is so true; however, I understand why some anons think she doesn't have BPD because every bippie that goes down the self-diagnosed autism route knows that the more obscure and unexpected the "special interest" is = the more "genuinely" autistic they appear. Jill always picks the expected cutesy media. Of course her sooper speshul interest would include precure, strawberry shortcake, my little pony, Japanese fashion, fucking peeps kek.
Does anyone remember when she claimed that her imagination and creativity is relative to the amount of movies and shows she watches? I can't remember the thread it was in but it was a while back
if any nonnie knows what I mean please link the post, you can kind of see what she means with every new show and piece of media she fixates on. She's pretty much a huge shut-in who barely ever leaves her rainbow prison to experience real life, I think her getting into these shows and quickly discarding them is just a form of identity validation and identity absorption because she's basically a wet piece of cardboard without a new character to imitate and skin walk.
No. 335744
>>335642kek the way she uses the term “autistic” honestly makes her sound like a 4channer. She even tweeted about how using certain words makes you sound like a 4channer, and she is literally becoming that tweet… she would 100% larp being a 4chan-tier brony if it wasn’t ~
problematic~
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>>335642>>335660A real autist is going to call her out for this type of shit and its gonna be way bigger than the Mclean stuff. She can't pull the "I'm getting my diagnosis!" again. People were nice in her DID diagnosis cause most didn't know what it was 3 years ago. Most people
do know what autism is and have met aspies. When some autist calls her out its over. No one is going to believe the influencer who claimed C-pstd, DID, bpd, AFRID, anorexia, bulimia etc also has debilitating autism. Munched too close to the sun.
That's why this coward posts about being autistic on private. If she posts this exact thing on her main people will dunk on her immediately. Posting privately so only her friends and farmers can see it to "prove us wrong". Maybe she's testing the waters. But she's run out of debilitating diagnoses to claim. Mclean were nice and professional and she was vicious. Twitards and their community notes would eat her alive. She's already become the face of fakers in shitpost communities
AND in the medical community kek.
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>>335764Yeah, although the monotone movie trope is closer to the reality and diagnostic criteria in most cases than the hand flappy shit on social media perpetuated by random allistic girls.
The real thing going on here is that Jill is theatrically copying media, but it’s social media. She religiously consumes autism memes and misinformation online and is adopting what she sees into her new fake personality and mannerisms.
This clip of hers is a direct attempt to ride the coattails of some Hazbin retard who has gotten tens of millions of views for crying and shitting herself over the cartoon. Picrel has 5 mil alone on one tiktok upload, but there’s countless other clips of this person crying and pointing at the screen which recently totally blew up and got tens of millions of people watching and going “hurr is it acoustic” and so on. Jill wrote that “don’t share and bully me, my autism levels are so embarrassing!” hoping to bait people into sharing it so she can emulate that numerical success.
No. 335780
>>335778She’s probably testing the waters, getting lolcow feedback on how to improve her larp, or trying to get those sweet
victim validation points because she knows it’ll get posted here and she can cry about the boolies some more.
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>>335735she's one step away from larping pic rel
No. 335788
>>335698>I don't think she realizes that this sounds more like she's using autism as a slur and not as a description of her mental state.That's what happens when larpers pretend to be autistic, they don't know the line between a joke and actual autism. The whole "but autistic people also make fun of themselves" doesn't work in this scenario, she 100% intended to say it seriously to benefit her larp and it shows.
>>335700She will continue to use whatever she can to portray herself as a
victim because she learnt to get attention from victimhood from a young age. It makes her feel special, unique, and loved. As long as she lives in perpetual victimhood nothing will change, hence why she larps so many illnesses.
>>335784Kek, this.
No. 335791
>>335694This. The whole "don't share it guyssssss I'm so autistic" is so fishy to me. It's like she's baiting to be a
victim on purpose, she's so weird.
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Everything Jill does is performative for other people to react to her (ie think she's special). Whereas a genuine autist is the opposite. Her LARP sucks because the intentions are disingenuous
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>>335773It would be so fun and autistic of she made soap
>Buying the prettiest mica powders and nicest oils to put in your mix>Creating kawiwi colorful soap layers with shiny shiny sparkly glam in them>Puting some soap frosting and embeds on top so it looks like a yummy magical girl anime cake>Cutting the soap and revealing the kawiwi magical rainby design inside, doing flappy hands in celebration It's easy, fun, and ready to sell and it would make her look so autistic if she actually did this, just imagine how many steven universe, my little pony, peeps soaps she could create
(soap sperging) No. 335797
>>335793Kekkkkkkkk
>>335792I love how she says this as if she's
ever had to be forced to "get mean" with anybody. Also that caption shows that her ideas about autism come straight from ~"it's okay to have feelings"~ cartoons and tiktok, so I really hope this saga lasts because it has the potential to be really really funny.
No. 335812
>>335793Soap anon get out.
>>335804In the case of her family, that's because they're afraid that she's going to hurt or kill herself. But with Steve it's because he's a creep who loves infantilizing girls because he's a pedo. Her friends probably don't want to cross her bc she'll do something shady like fuck their boyfriends (the tracy situation) or make them out be ableist meanies.
No. 335815
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>>335796What did she get out of breadcrumbing for months and paying for a fake DID diagnosis? Being the mentally ill
victim is all shes known since 16. Look at jillstory eg thread 31 she’s 20 and goes straight to fake suicide after the mildest criticism (queerbaiting and buying purebred cats)
>>3929 To this day she suicide baits and self-harms for any pushback. Pic related. You think she's ever going to contribute to society? She'll be bipolar by end of year.
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I forgot for a while that Stevie is LARPing as non-binary. For fucks sake, just call him your partner if the word husband is so "dysphoric"
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>>335824>Your passive aggression worked, will you marry me please I can't take it anymore>Uhh I don't want you to call me "husband" because I'm not a scrote I'm something else or some gay shit>not because I don't want to be reminded of being married to your retarded big-backed munchie assYou just know he can barely get it up during sex he's probably gooning like crazy behind her back probably wanting to Jill himself.
No. 335832
>>335793Soap posting is the ultimate litmus test for her dead career.
The day she's so low on views she posts the damn soap video its going to be like waving a white flag. No fans anymore. Full Amberlyn Reid mode of making all your content for your hater views and "trolling" them
No. 335833
>>335812>Soap anon get out.keep my nonas's name out of your fucking mouth
>>335829Isn't this the kind of makeup jill did which she later admitted to "not being mentally well" during that period? Aka her fattest and therefore most insecure period
(derailing) No. 335836
>>335831If you saw the post it's replying to you would get the joke
>>335829I think it's more about Jillian wanting to make her hetero marriage feel as special, unique and woke as possible rather than him chosing that word on purpose
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>>335824It's always the straightest of people making up these terms kek
No. 335841
>>335840She could had used any other term of endearment like hubby, honey, sweetheart, sweetie pie, my love, my only one, the apple of my eye, etc. but she chose the most obnoxious, ugly sounding, wokest, borderline offensive, terminally online made up word ever. I wonder if she genuinely wants this because she's dumb and impressionable or if she's baiting for our negative attention on purpose. Either way her relationship will never be truly "queer"; it's only "queer" in the sense that she's a boring straight woman with a boring straight man in a traditional marriage arrangement larping as anything but.
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>>335841Jill and Steeb are literally the couple on the right.
No. 335859
>>335846it's multiple anons across multiple threads, stop being salty
>>335847agreed
No. 335861
>>335859I'm not salty over an unfunny, forced meme kek. It doesn't matter if the soapfag is a soapcollective, it's tryhard and lame.
>>335847Remember anon, Steeb is a husband in front of regular non-gendies and he's a wife in front of the smelly shut in gendies (for gendie brownie points!).
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have not gotten to listen fully as I’m at work but this was just released…looks like hes actually going in on jillybean (not just using her for the thumbnail I mean)
No. 335867
>>335866It feels like ages ago since she mentioned her alter gay dad. And honestly most of her alters seem to he dead, you would think that a "teenager" like Jerricka wouldn't be able to stay quiet and not post daily band lyrics to Twitter or Veronica wouldn't post stuff like new nails or outfits.
Jillian is so lazy, she can't even keep the free content alive.
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>>335869>>335867“He’s” still around, she mentioned him on priv a few days ago
No. 335900
>>335866I want to see Jerrick, Amanda, or Ramona "front" so she can stop making such boring videos.
>>335889She's probably interacting on edtwt to get motivation to lose weight for the wedding because that post doesn't seem that popular.
No. 335945
>>335936Wow what a fucking pointless video.
Jillian Amanda "Pixie" Vessey is a DID and autism faker, publicly released the names of her therapists, baited people into believing her ex piano teacher molested her, insinuated that her high school girlfriend whose name she was very public about raped her, and basically suggests that she was raised by
abusive / neglectful parents (Blair Vessey and Louise Vessey)
How's that for bad faith, retard
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>>335936Name of video. Not surprised she chose to do this. Someone needed to feel like a
victim and remind everyone she's a
victim. Dreadful.
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>>335936Is it impossible for Jill to not remind people about her
victim status, mental jillness, or otherwise make it about herself online?
No. 335959
>>335936She talks about how ~disturbing~ and ~tawxic~ it is that people bond over hating someone, but says she does the same thing by having hate rants with relatives about Donald Trump and Jordan Peterson? Ok so it's fine when you do it about someone you don't like, but if someone does it about you suddenly it's disturbing? Hating on someone is justified if they "deserve" it in Jillian's eyes. Ofc she is an innocent
victim princess so she deserves none of that.
No. 335961
>>335936She's the last person who should be giving advice about existing on the internet.
Think this is about the latest moid's video?