Jillian Vessey, also known as
Pixielocks, of late LACE infamy, is a 26-year-old washed-up Youtuber residing in Fredericton, NB, Canada. She is infamous for her DID & Autism LARPs on social media. She trivializes mental health while managing to compartmentalize every single personality flaw of hers, all while hyping up dubious diagnostic impressions that she received from a poorly-trained “therapist” that wasn’t licensed to diagnose patients. She has been poorly received in a variety of online communities, due in part to her egotism, passive-aggression, and holier-than-thou attitude.
She has eagerly accepted her
life changing DID
diagnostic impression, & started her LARP with a “Congrats on the DID Diagnosis” cake. She has struggled to maintain this LARP for nearly 4 years, all while smoking copious amounts of cannabis, faking epileptic seizures on her TikTok, & getting into petty arguments with 14-ear-olds from the Pretty Cure Twitter fandom. As the popularity of DID LARPing fades, Jill is promptly moving towards an ASD LARP to keep her waning fanbase interested in her boring & passé content slop.
Early Years:
>Began her run on LCF on /snow/ as a “pansexual” personality involved in the Lolita community. >Well known in the LACE community for causing drama, poorly photoshopping her pictures while denying it, wearing shit coords, & being a notorious NLOL (Not Like Other Lolitas).>Later left the LACE community after complaining of petty drama & disagreeing with the community’s “restrictive rules" to created her own “fashion style” in rebellion, called “Party Kei.” It was poorly received by the community & she quickly abandoned it altogether.>Visited Japan with her mother, on trip paid for by her mother. The main purpose of this trip was for Jill to spend money on Japanese plastic crap. Jill refused to eat Japanese food during this trip & instead consisted on American fast-food.>Originally, her online content consisted of videos covering Lolita fashion & Magical-Girl anime, before switching to covering topics revolving around “mental health positivity,” which included discussions about: her history of self-harm; her struggling with an unspecified eating disorder; & her severe anxiety.>Infamous for her egotistic personality - she will inflate her skills & knowledge on topics, like fashion, sewing, cartoons, etc., to appear more important than she really is.Current Relevant Info:
>Enjoys the attention she receives online & in-person that accompanies her claims of multiple severe mental illnesses. She has been LARPing DID for almost 4 years now after ingratiating herself to the online DID LARPer community for several months prior. In the last year, she’s slowly been shifting her content towards an ASD LARP as the online DID community continues to lose relevance.>Has never directly confirmed the trauma that led to her development of DID. Originally, she claimed to have been born with a “dissociative-prone personality,” but later retconned this by bread-crumbing tidbits about a supposed childhood history of severe neglect & abuse, which is contrary to everything we’ve seen about her childhood before this.>Is incredibly thin-skinned & self-conscious; she has a history of over-reacting to any criticism, posting meltdowns on Twitter, & deleting comments that are critical of her choices or behaviours. She is known in several online communities for her passive-aggressive behaviour & weaponizing her following against lesser-known influencers & Twitter personalities.>Her sexuality has always been a sliding-scale, & she often changes her sexuality to benefit her & ingratiate her to the gendie tenderqweer crowd. She’s gone from pansexual, to queer, to lesbian, to pansexual once again. She has never had a same-sex relationship outside of an old long-distance internet relationship she maintained as a teenager on DeviantArt.>Has a history of substance abuse. She has been a daily cannabis smoker since moving to Fredericton, & she has been known to binge-drink on occasion. For many years, she was taking prescribed Seroquel to that her mental issues, but recently she has weaned off Seroquel in favour of Wellbutrin.>Since graduating from community college, she has been trying to launch her own fashion line: “Five Petal Flower,” & although it’s been years, she has yet to launch it.>Was featured in a professional psychology conference hosted by MacLean in a presentation about DID-fakers. Consequently had a prolonged melt-down on Twitter, threatening legal action against MacLeans. Has called this event “traumatic,” & claims that it inspired her to split more alters.>Currently she has been unemployed for nearly ~5 years, she adamantly refuses to get a part-time job while clinging to the fantasy that she will become a successful YTber. Her YT channel has been performing very poorly in recent years; most videos struggle to make it past 15k views.>After years of dating, her Nigel has finally proposed to her.Meet the Alters:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter & the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Seb: Emoji unknown. 26, "Cool dude." Masculine & a grown-up version of Jerrick but a younger version of cliffe. Came about when Jerrick fused & is supposed to protect Jill from self harm. Struggles with trich & likes cutting hair. Has a romantic relationship with Steve.>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. A recently “fused" alter that used to be Jill's co-host. Fused because his BPD symptoms were “therapized.” Emo TIF. Conveniently held all her BPD traits which have magically disappeared since he's fused. Entire personality was being angry & liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Manicure emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash & decided against it. >Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks & acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays & presents & is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old scrote. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, & Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad & Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora & all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks & types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), & Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" & positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. 20, but formerly 25. She's edgy & has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.Last Thread's Milk:
Jill shows off her gaudy dress at the NBCCD fashion show:
>>347143Jill models for a recent grad at the same show:
>>347160Jill wearing her retard lanyard at the same show:
>>347398Jill does some weird shit at the local dive bar:
>>347339Steven brags about being on Zoloft:
>>347576Jill releases a video about the fashion shows:
>>347651Jill streams:
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>>348730Jill releases a video about her “brand” and an anon recaps:
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>>348936Jill tries her best to sew an cape for Steven to wear at Sof’s wedding:
>>349157Jill tries to make a purse:
>>349573Jill and Steven attend Sof’s wedding:
>>349633Jill acts dumb at the wedding:
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>>349682 >>349752
Jill teases a new video:
>>349691Jill's social media Links are included in the first comment below.LAST THREAD:>>>/w/346681