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Jillian Vessey is a DID (Dissociative Personality Disorder)/Autism LARPer who trivializes mental health and compartmentalizes every single bad trait of hers while hyping up a dubious diagnostic impression that she paid copious amounts of money for.
She eagerly accepted her ~life changing~ diagnostic impression with a "Congrats on the DID Diagnosis" celebratory cake, but struggles to maintain the LARP. No one has seen her alters in months and she rarely mentions her DID anymore, preferring to bring up her totes real autism for ponies and other autistic shit.
JILL RECEIVED A DIAGNOSTIC IMPRESSION, SHE HAS NEVER RECEIVED A DIAGNOSIS FOR HER DID, LURK MOAR
>Early Years:>began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyle who dropped from the community due to LACE and "restrictive rules">gained fame for the creation of the J-fashion-inspired "Party Kei" fashion, a fashion she no longer wears nor backs>known lurker>formerly covered fashion and magical girl anime in her videos, was a pivotal figure in the LACE drama prior to her transition to the Party Kei years>has a running track record of inconsistent uploaded despite pushing a "full-time Youtuber" career; used barely-productive incentives for support on Patreon; both have plateaued if not decreased in income entirely following recent events>previously spent money frivolously (either from YT profit or from parents), like on wasteful plastic or fast fashion, and also claimed to make enough from YT and at the same time complain of demonetization>has prior history of “severe mental illness” in the forms of a brief stay in a mental hospital in her early teens due to ED and self-harm>often inflates her skills and knowledge in various subjects, leading to a very narcissistic view of herselfCurrent relevant info:
>loves the idea of toying with the idea of having multiple mental illnesses; her main target is currently DID due to a diagnostic impression, and claims up to 9 alters right now with very shaky substance as to her alters' creation and the origin of her trauma which caused the DID; she has dropped DID “as much” and now prefers to pretend she has the most severe of all autism— the rainbow autism. she’s also acknowledging her BPD again.>is still extremely thin-skinned; has history of deleting comments critical to her and has preached getting along with people while also blasting critics and concern in a very rude and passive-aggressive manner; has gotten into pissfights online as of late with users that have spoken out of concern for her or wanting to help or talk in some degree. will put videos on blast.>her sexuality has been a sliding scale, from pansexual to queer to lesbian to back to currently pansexual (and nonbinary due to alters); current partner is Steven Clarke, who has enabled her delusions and has racked up his own questionable reputation; has a long history of drama with relationships, claiming abuse to some degree in most of them>formerly had a fashion brand called Five Petal Flower before graduating from her college fashion class, but seems to be no longer active if not just slowly dying; was once into drag as Villany Swells; did two shows, claimed she was being stalked when someone posted a vid to the thread, no one has seen her in drag since and she drags her own makeup from that era as the disaster it was>has a shaky history of substance misuse regarding her meds; now takes in various degrees of alcohol and weed leading to possible clashes in medication or mental/physical state>privated her personal twitter due to bullying>once again heavily filtering/editing pictures>her friend sof got engaged>says she is trying to launch fivepetalflower (has been saying this for years)>got engaged a few months after Sof>posts only about weddings and my little pony nowadays unless she’s grandstanding about “muh mentaw iwwness”MEET THE ALTERS:
>Pixie: The collective name of all the alters, but is also used interchangeably with the name Jillian. Is a "genderfluid they/them".>Jillian: Rainbow emoji. 25, but "age slides" from 4-25. This is actually just herself, but she herself is both an alter and the host. Desperately wants to have autism.>Jerrick: Snake emoji. 17, formerly 14-16. Emo trans guy. Used to be a co-host. Conveniently holds all her BPD traits. Entire personality is being angry and liking green. Like all the alters, is into drag.>Veronica: Doing nails emoji, formerly flame emoji. 21 year old horny alter. She is a “protector of sexual trauma”. Says she had to become a "fuckable plaything" because she was “raped for months”. Was going to be intersex, but Jill didn't want to deal with the backlash and decided against it.>Berry: Strawberry emoji. 4-6 year old. Talks and acts like a baby. Is always “co-fronting” in some way. Had her name previously withheld for “safety reasons”. Is for some reason triggered out by positive things like holidays and presents and is "trauma-free".>Cliffe: Sprout emoji, formerly club emoji. 35 year old old man. Her "homosexual assistant". Combo of her dad, sweetie angel therapist, and Ian Bruce. Formerly a mix between her dad and Sasha Velour. Somehow too old for social media, but responsible enough to come out when she does taxes.>Flora: Cherry blossom emoji. 18 year old fictive. Used to be a fragment, but became a full alter. She is supposed to be Cure Flora and all the pink PreCures. She is a blonde, sweet lolita.>Jax: Test tube emoji. 19 year old “character salad” that speaks and types with a Brooklyn accent. She's a fictive of Harley Quinn (Batman), Jinx (Arcane), and Spinel (Steven Universe). Apparently was born from watching Arcane while having major trauma. “Hypersexual”.>Sandwich: Sandwich emoji. Cat alter. Represents how lost she felt moving to a new city. Not much else is currently known about it.>Amanda: Not much has been said about her. Note that Jillian’s middle name is actually Amanda.>Ramona: An alter that was only announced after she fused with Jillian. After doing so, Jillian suddenly wanted to start playing the piano again.>Sunny: Shooting star emoji. 14. Another PreCure fictive for all the yellow ones. She's "energetic" and positive in a way that's "crazy". Basically just Flora, but hyper. Can't "mask".>Amber: Partly cloudy emoji. "20?" Formerly 25. She's edgy and has freckles. Also yellow. Formed at the same time as Sunny in response to the McLean video drama. Supposed to look the most normal.Last Thread:
>>>/w/333002Last Thread:
>MLP saga really begins>posts a laughably fake switch video to remind people she has DID >>333151>Draws MLP fan art, some anons think it’s great and she wasted her life not pursuing graphic design, others know it’s garbage >10 years on YT celebrated with a collage and a shitty stream because she knows her career is in ashes now>the most BPD 10 year anniversary stream is just her quizzing people about herself like a narcissist >ranks her eras recap >>333638>trivia stream >>333724>drama video goes around calling her SA into question (for good reason) and she makes a post “please leave me alone” kek >>333879>anons call the video a self post, so does Jill >>333948>and then it’s back to pastel wedding vomit like flipping a switch (a real switch too)>also teased launching her brand for the millionth time since 2019>a wedding thread was created to quarantine the wedding shit and it went dead after a week>not milk just the tackiest shoes >>334623>remembers her MLP larp, streams cleaning her toys and calls it “parallel play”>stooped so low as to make a AITA video to try and salvage her career>lolcow went down for 2 weeks and basically nothing happened except more wedding shit>private pixie teased making her own special DID infographics to be shared to “educate” people >>335259>she went to j-fashion picnic and looked terrible >>335491>more MLP livestreams>posted an actually retarded “candid” clip of herself pretending to be autistic while watching MLP >>335660>more MLP and anons chiming in to say she’s shit at restoring Social Media & Other Links:
Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpi2P_y-wXa7q84C-46U6ZA/featuredInstagram:
https://www.instagram.com/pixieelocks/Instagram 2:
https://www.instagram.com/villainyswells/ (used to be @pixieespam)
Twitter (Main):
https://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/Twitter #2 (“Jerrick” alter):
https://twitter.com/villainyswellsTwitter #3 - Now Private (“Sweetie” alters, previously @xcherrybombica):
https://twitter.com/pixie_petalsCurrent Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@multipetalpixieSecond Current Tiktok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocks(Past) TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieelocksCosplay(Past) Second Tiktok for her alters:
https://www.tiktok.com/@pixieeesystemFacebook Page #1:
https://www.facebook.com/pixielockss/Facebook Page #2:
https://facebook.com/cosplaypixie/Threads:
https://www.threads.net/@pixieelocksMoonmist Girls Instagram:
https://www.instagram.com/moonmistgirls/Moonmist Girls Facebook Page:
https://www.facebook.com/moonmistgirls/Old Deviantart:
https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/Old Blog:
http://pixie-locks.blogspot.comDrag Facebook page:
https://facebook.com/pixieandvillainy/[ No. 336451
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Did she actually get her pinkie pie video uploaded? In the preview she kind of looked like Pastel_Cutie
No. 336454
Jill did a livestream a few days ago. I embedded it for any nonnies wanting to watch it.
>>336451As of right now, no she has not uploaded it. Looking at the screenshot, it's going to be around 01:12:47 long give or take since she had to fix it due to content ID claim. This is going to be painful.
>>336452That is a scant board. Lol
No. 336460
>>336452This screams that she's trying to go viral for a deep dive style video that was exploding a year-year and a half ago. I don't think the MLP fanbase is the niche to lean into when a fandom like that when is 99% autists, so what new information can she really bring to the table.
Other creators who were successful with the ~unhinged~ deep dive format were established media commentators who went in hilarious depth into IPs that had been forgotten or never gotten that much attention before it turned into a formula. I don't think this is going to be the viral smash she thinks it's going to be. She's so mentally stuck in the 2010s but ironically not in a way that would make her well versed on pony lore. There was a whole Netflix documentary Jillian, what do you think you have to add to the conversation?
No. 336468
>>336466To add onto this, I think the reason Jill is so infuriatingly annoying even though she's so objectively boring is because every decision she makes, every post she makes, every word she uses, every annoying habit she has, is so fucking self-masturbatory. Everything she does is like some sort of ode to a character she has decided she is in that moment, not even talking about Pinkie Pie kinning but like how she
decides she has DID and LARPed the sad, downtrodden "broken" traumatized woman she thought would fit her outlandish self-diagnosis, or now how she
decides she's autistic and now she's this sort of dweeby, hyper-excitable, dedicated to passing interests sort of woman who now is OBSESSED with MLP and always has been despite her only getting into it because she decided to watch the G4 cartoon like ten years too late and despite the fact that she giggles and teehees about how she's a hashtag Autist, she can only ever have a superficial understanding of whatever the fuck she likes because it's like she only watches 10 second tiktoks from actual autists about it, or just skims the wiki page, and then adds in her own irrelevant experiences to use as proof. This is so anti-autist behavior it almost circles back around to autistic because of how she thinks she's actually getting away with it. She's always so high-strung too, like she's afraid of her self-diagnosis mask slipping. Can't act like a regular person, must teehee like a retarded baby and mention autism every 10 seconds because that's what an autist would do according to Jill's limited understanding.
Every single thing she does is just some sort of way to reap validation for her made-up identity, it's so perverse and weird. I don't think there is a single second of her time spent
not thinking about herself.
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I got this as a recc on youtube the other day, I wonder if this is the latest retarded trend for videos? Idk could just be a coincidence.
>>336461>I don’t get why she didn’t get into this YEARS ago.Because she was on the wrong medication for years, avoiding doctors at all costs and self-medicated with weed. Notice how she's been steadily getting better at making (shitty) content in the past few months? The new meds won't fix her personality but they finally woke her up, way too late for the kawiwi trends she should have jumped on in the past few years tho.
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>>336452This is so stupid, the board connections don't even make any sense. She didn't even put effort into watching a tutorial on how a conspiracy board or a conceptual map actually work?
And in top of that adding those books only for aesthetic purposes, we can bet she hasn't done more that seeing the pictures, i swear if she's this vapid and stupid she's not capable of reading an actual book.
No. 336478
>>336452this is so weak and low effort. she really wishes she had autism, it's sad
>picture of the DSM5>girl… pls get a psych evaluationit's a fictional character. her obsession with self diagnosis is fucking creepy. she is so obsessed with diagnosing herself that it's spreading to a character she's projected herself onto. i don't really know about MLP but i thought since rainbow is her whole thing, she'd do or say something about rainbow dash. either way, this shits so tiring
No. 336479
>>336452This is so clearly for the aesthetic of caring too deeply. I bet she just printed out all of the pictures right before she sat down to film just so it could be in her background. It's so low effort the type of autistic fuck who enjoys hours long deep dives on childrens cartoons
like me wouldn't take it seriously. Everything that could have been said about pinkie pie and BPD/autism has already been said by people smarter and more organized than Jill. It's still funny how she can't relate to rarity, the dedicated fashion designer pony with her own very successful boutique, so she latches on to pinkie pie, the "fun, crazy" one.
No. 336497
>>336479>It's still funny how she can't relate to rarity, the dedicated fashion designer pony with her own very successful boutique, so she latches on to pinkie pie, the "fun, crazy" one.Probably the most honest Jill has ever been about herself tho
>>336491kek
>>336492I think Jill legit doesn't understand the purpose of the board, she thinks it's just throwing random pieces up for the aesthetic
No. 336499
>>336491kek it's amazing. i love how your version looks like more effort was put into it than hers does
>>336498agreed
No. 336503
>>336491I would change the "girl… get a psych evaluation" for
>girl… stop with the psych evaluationsAnd the book could be
>how to fake mental illnesses for dummies. No. 336505
>>336497Genuinely, her focusing on how Pinkie chimps out and is a self-obsessed demanding freak in one episode as a lesson for little kids on not being dramatic brats to their friends, instead of relating to Rarity’s whole arc about making it in the fashion world as an up and coming designer, is so funny.
She’s really accepted that her designer dreams are dead and her new life goal is just to be known as a super ill mentally disabled baby who owns a ton of plastic.
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Update on the Pinkie Pie vid
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Jill updated the description of the pixie_petals account.
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More tweets about Pinkie Pie video
>>336531She used to clarify it was an alter side account. She used the term sweetie alters at one point, emojis of alters who used the account, etcetera.
>>336535Thankfully there is a nona that has access and posts stuff.
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Forgot to screenshot this yesterday.
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Took me a second to realize she was talking about her child alters. Weirdo freak womanchild, she can just do coloring books without it being some weird baby larp.
No. 336550
>>336549Ntayrt, from the YouTube help center:
>Content ID is available to copyright owners who meet specific criteria. To be approved, they must own exclusive rights to a substantial body of original material that is frequently uploaded to YouTube. >Some copyright owners use Content ID, YouTube's automated content identification system, to easily identify and manage their copyright-protected content on YouTube.I embedded YouTube's video on content id since it is a bit confusing. Some more excerpts from the help center:
>Content ID claims are different from copyright removal requests and copyright strikes.>Content ID claims affect videos, but usually don't impact your channel or account.I do agree with
>>336517 that all this fuss is just because she wants it to go viral to make easy money. She doesn't give a flying fuck about MLP, she just likes it because it's trending again. Look how she doesn't talk about Bluey anymore. NPC behavior.
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>>336536She posted these tweets on her YouTube community page with the description "supremely fucking bummer update." Here is a comment she made under the post.
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>>336552Found this hilarious and sums up your point perfectly.
No. 336555
>>336536Of course she failed her brand new posting schedule. She should have planned ahead and made videos to put up on those dates to make sure she follows it but instead her plan is really to make everything last minute huh
>>336548almost like DID is a socially spread identity huh
>>336549It just means there is a copyrights issue so she can't monetize it because it's the property of someone else. Companies these days know they can't stop memes, discussions and reposts, but if they can be identified they can stop them from earning money from it while they still get the "free advertising" out of it. Typically you can see an automated link at the bottom of the youtube description to the original content (you can see it for yourself by searching up a remix of a popular song).
Sometimes it also means the video will be restricted in certain countries (usually where the copyright holder is from), but not always.
No. 336557
>>336548>>336555Transtrender demographics, hilarious that DID fakers show out in the same numbers as genderspecials at some of these places now because they’re the same adolescents whose lives are lived entirely online and they comprise their identities based off internet personas instead of real world experiences and actions, as we have seen with Jill spiraling into more and more ridiculous identity theatrics in her unemployment cave.
>>336546Did she even really like this stuff as a kid? She’s SO excited about her “inner children” seeing g3 Minty but a year ago would have had almost zero reaction to ponies, and if she owned a couple retro ponies before it was just casual buys for the general vintage toy aesthetic since that stuff was super big in some jfashion circles like fairy kei and among female anime nerds.
No. 336571
>>336551you can tell how angry she is, it's hilarious. things aren't going her way so she has to do this whole pouty "poor me" song and dance as if she can't just demonitize it if she's so autistic and passionate about it right? how about make another video in the 30 days it takes for the dispute claim to go through. that's plenty of time to work on something else…
>>336554the way her fans coddle her and enable her and act like she isn't a constant passive aggressive bpdemon who doesn't care about anything but her own appearance and ego. people are blind
No. 336574
>>336571Her fans are the exact same as her, thats why they're constantly patting her on the ass and coddling her like a precious bb. Her more sane fans all jumped ship and shitted up lolcow threads when she first started this DiD nonsense.
>>336562I miss cliff, sandwich and the slut alter. I wish she'd at least give us a moody jerrick shaved "the bodies" hair off saga or something. The other DiD fakers at least did interesting stuff with all of the alters, but Jill is too narcissistic and lame to commit.
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>>336566She won't. Yeah, it has potential to cause quite a bit of seething if she doesn't get her desired outcome. Has she ever had this much trouble uploading a video before? This obviously is pissing her off. It's not like she can tantrum it away like she usually does to get her way. How many days will she need to take off to recover from this
tragedy instead of doing what other nonnies suggested which is work on other videos?
>>336562Just not the same without emo boi. Jill never even made him a monster tab bracelet. How sad.
>>336571Makes me wonder how insufferable she's being in the rainby dungeon. She hates being denied.
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>>336575Objectively dumb is expecting a notoriously strict about their IP company to capitulate and let her make money off of claiming a fictional children’s character had tiktok mental illnesses.
99% of the FIM content on YT is from the official channel, the exception being random clips and episodes that get involuntarily sent to YouTube Kids, which has super strict content and monetization guidelines. Even this massive video with many collaborators and millions of views got the same treatment. She’s completely delusional (per usual) if she thinks she’s going to be the exception.
No. 336583
>>336575>objectively dumbshowing her true colors again. maybe you're not that passionate about MLP then? (obviously she isn't, she only cares about herself and is projecting who she thinks she is onto pinkie pie) maybe just admit to yourself that this is just a cash grab attempt? do you actually love what you're doing and making? is there any passion behind this at all? not very autistic of you, jill…
it's funny how she doesn't explain why it's "objectively dumb" (hilarious set of words btw) just says "that's stupid!!!" and writes it off. this shits so funny, i love watching her seethe and be incredibly transparent about who she is
>Makes me wonder how insufferable she's being in the rainby dungeon. She hates being denied.exactly, i can picture her throwing her tantrums
No. 336589
>>336586i imagine she doesn't actually care if nonnas post things from her priv itt, especially after her saying not to share the video that's thread pic right now. she just privated her acc so she could larp being a
victim, but she absolutely loves the attention. i think that's where everything she does stems from. her mom got cancer, and she became a
victim and gained sympathy. now being a
victim is the only identity she can imagine, because it's what gave her attention all throughout her formative years. she loves attention, she loves having online "bullies" because it makes her a sad, pathetic, poor little
victim.
No. 336591
>>336589it's true, people like jill love attention whether it's positive or negative and those types of people are truly sad individuals. i actually feel like whenever she's bored and not much is going on she'll purposely try to stir shit up and fabricate drama out of thin air because she wants to see us react in the thread because that's how empty her soul is. it's easy for her to start drama because she always seems to be feuding with people, like the precure fandom who hated her so she sent steebie after one of them, or commenters on her videos where she will try to "clap back" at them and post it on her twitter without censoring their names so she can get asspats by her small army of one-braincell tards and she hopes they'll go after that person. but even when nothings going on it feels like she gets bored and tries to dig shit up, like it was way after that moid made a video covering her and she randomly decided to post a ~statement~ when the thread was quiet for a few days.
it feels really clear that she thrives off of drama and it makes her feel very self-important. she's such a smug bitch, can't stand it. i agree with you about the whole
victim thing, she just wants it to look like she's being attacked when she's the aggressor. the whole "please don't share this!" thing was stupid, like she knows there's plenty anons following her priv, if she actually didn't want it posted anywhere else, then she could have just not posted it
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No. 336594
>>336593She's 25 years old and still pretending like she needs
trigger warnings for adult movies? She's so insufferable, jesus christ.
No. 336597
>>336591she really does love any kind of attention on the internet.
the way she had to reply to my comment abt uploading the video unmonetized (instead of ignoring stuff she disagrees with) confirms the fact shes a whore for attention.
she regularly looks up tweets about her and even scrolls lolcow. she lives for drama and attention and i cant believe im fueling her
(cowtipping) No. 336601
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Meaning"I will continue to smoke a shitton of weed and not monitor my use of alcohol or weed while taking several types of medications and not worry about how it's altering my state of mind."
No. 336602
>>336596(Ayrt)
Yeah, jill is extremely transparent. She probably figures this will be her Big Break video that will get pushed into everyone's algorithm because of the former relevancy of MLP and people liking unnecessary deepdives. I'm curious to see how Jill handles making a video that isn't about all about her.
Just her ~theories~ and projecting on to Pinkie Pie. I don't think she'll handle it well and she'll just end up talking about how she finds pinkie pie relatable and therefore pinkie pie has BPD and Autism and also DiD. Just like Jillian.
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>>336575More comments. If this monstrosity does get greenlighted, how much you want to bet it barely gets views? I don't foresee it being the hail mary video making Jill oodles of money. She'll never learn which is why she's a lolcow, doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. She's been doing this for 10 years but you would never know it by how she acts.
No. 336605
>>336604People who do this as a job are also, yknow, educated enough in their field to know how to avoid this degree of copyright infringement
These brain dead drooling fans need to consider that Jill is a retard and awful at her job
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>>336604Pic related. She’s so ridiculous she’s not gonna starve she’s not the sole breadwinner in her household that’s Steven and her mother. Her job is a joke. She doesn’t make enough from views because they’re in the shitter. Her money is from patreon and sponsorships. I can’t believe she’s fooling her idiot fans with this shit. With her views this low she’s probably making less than a $100 a video. Since the adpocalypse YouTubers have had to figure out ways to make decent money with videos and that’s what patreon and sponsors are for. No one is gonna watch this so this isn’t like showing up to work clocking and telling her manager not to pay her. This is more like if she clocked in went home and sat on her ass sucking on her moldy bong and telling her boss she was totes working the whole time.
If she wants to claim YouTube as her job she should know the rules and upload regularly within the those parameters and make extra shit that would copyright strikes on her patreon. So many huge well off creators make plenty from just $5 patreon memberships.
No. 336616
>>336604>"it would be like going into your job and telling the boss not to pay them that day"It would be more like going into your job and doing chores not on your own list while neglecting the ones that you should have been doing, not finishing it on time because you don't know how this set of chores works and expecting full pay when you didn't do your actual job.
>"nobody would ever do that"Plenty of people do actually work for free out of kindness or for passion of the event. Plenty of content creators including youtubers also do free live streaming for fun, or have free meetups.
I think at the core Jill is REALLY expecting this video to be a smash hit and to bring in a shit ton of views and new subscribers. She's not just testing the waters but she's fully confident it will generate her a lot of money and attention. Long format videos is not her style though, the only thing Jill is good at is rambling on about me, myself and I. She's not good at making long analytical videos that require actual research so she's not gonna be able to switch her content to this long format style anyway.
No. 336617
>>336616Yeah, this is the best possible reason for why it’s so important to her that this isn’t just a pro bono little passion project that keeps up her viewer engagement—she thinks it has a shot at achieving a massive breakthrough for her view count and giving her a decent windfall of cash, unlike her usual recent videos and claims that she’s okay with her very modest view counts.
Whenever Jill makes a big deal publicly about how much she humbly loves and accepts something about herself that’s objectively mid (for instance, being fat) you can be sure she’s seething behind the scenes and desperately running circles to change it.
No. 336621
>>336604she's really acting like youtube is what pays for her rent and groceries… kek, please
complete with the crying emoji. i'll never understand her constant need to be the
victim. she loves that she has her retarded fans coming in to try and defend her poorly
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>>336618Dude there’s so many autism pony videos too. Even one that observes what mental disorder the Maine 6 could have.
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>>336451>>336604Her delusions of grandeur are at full display. She thinks she
has to monetize this because her retard deepdive will go viral. Not only is she 2 years too late but also not good at making videos.
Also compare her to a real undiagnosed autist like Quinton Reviews. He made hours and hours of Icarly because he liked it. His fans asked for more Nickelodeon deep-dives and he went viral without trying. All the hours-long nickelodeon shit he does is claimed and not monetized. In videos he's always plugging his Patreon cause that's how he gets to do his passion projects. You'd think Jill would do the same but her Patreons have been scammed enough. Quinton even spent months on a passion project with his dad about a show they liked and made no money and few views. Just because shes bad with money doesn't mean all YouTubers do things like her
No. 336632
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“Got under my skin for some reason” because even you know you’re only interested for the autism larp.
I could believe she likes MLP but this level of obsession is forced.
No. 336635
>>336632There’s a difference between enjoyment and actual passion, and she’s outright lying about this being a “special interest”—it’s a NEW hobby for her.
Also, what a lying bitch to say she won’t be able to pay her rent or buy food without this video. Poor Jillybean is going to be homeless without this one youtube video! Yeah right.
No. 336644
>>336632All her videos are always about herself, how she used to be, how she is, what she thinks of x, when she does y. She's giving herself asspats about how amazing shes is everyvideo. All her livestreams are about herself and how quirky she is.
This is one of the few videos where she has to do
any effort and shes losing her mind cause she cant make money off it. Like she slaved away and deserves compensation from doing a few google searches for the first time ever.
No. 336647
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>>336636Her stimulant-fueled weight loss has really done nothing for her health.
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>>336636We're going to get a thrifting vlog soon as she just filmed herself yesterday. However she tries to act like she may get it out tomorrow but needs to film some more, export the data, and edit it so suffice to say it isn't happening. She needs to upload something since her last video flopped hard.
>>336644>This is one of the few videos where she has to do any effort and shes losing her mind cause she cant make money off it. Like she slaved away and deserves compensation from doing a few google searches for the first time ever.Yup and it's funny as hell to watch. The board she threw images on is so fucking lazy but has the audacity to call it her finest work. Imagine thinking a few easy google searches equals a herculean task worth applauding. She's so damn lazy.
No. 336649
>>336632The commenter is right and that's why it's bothering Jill. It's actually easy to find people with actual hyper fixations they've had their wholes lives who post videos of it regularly for years to less than 1000 views per video. To claim a new interest is only valuable to post about if she directly earns money from it would make people with actual hyper fixations laugh.
>>336635>Also, what a lying bitch to say she won’t be able to pay her rent or buy food without this video. If that was true it would be stupid of her to gamble on making such a video in the first place. She also should have prepared "emergency" videos to post when she can't finish one in time for her schedule, because not doing so would then literally mean she can't eat that week. It's basic youtubing and she still doesn't know how to do it.
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Jill retweeted this tweet as well. Also those comments that were posted here that were responding to her community post are now gone.
No. 336685
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Update on the Pinkie Pie video. She finally edited it enough that it will be released.
No. 336696
>>336685Are people purposefully misunderstanding the comment?
It's not saying that pixie needs to know 100% of pony lore or some shit. It's just calling out the uselessness of having to monetize her regurgitation of other people already old opinions and her self inserted bs
Like???
No. 336697
>>336616> Plenty of people do actually work for free out of kindness or for passion of the event. Plenty of content creators including youtubers also do free live streaming for fun, or have free meetups.Guess know we now why the anime con never mailed her back
"Here's my list of shit I can help you with but imma need $1000"
Fuck you jill kek
No. 336698
>>336696I just realized I expect these idiots to think
What am I doing???
No. 336699
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“Criticism is welcome” it never is Jill, Bffr you fight with anyone in your comments section who doesn’t lick the bottom of your shoe.
I’ve never seen someone be so defensive about their “identity”, there’s a reason why people are always calling into question her authenticity
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The video that'll change Jillian's life and make all her dreams come true may be posted tomorrow.
>>336699Rofl, she's trying to send her brain dead fans after a german fursuit maker. She's 26 years old and still trying to have other people fight these ridiculous battles for her. My god she is so fucking pathetic. She'll never leave her middle school mentality.
>>336702Don't think too hard on it. It boils down to brain rotted womanchild flinging words to sound like a
victim. Surprised she didn't throw in capitalism as part of her whinging.
No. 336706
>>336703and she gets her way again, gotta love how the loud annoying bitch who stomps and throws her weight around the most is the one who gets things to go her way. looking forward to the video being a flop, just like the rest of her channel. i bet she edited in those eyebags too
>>336704kek too right
No. 336711
>>336709Yeah, but the only men who's go by the name pixie are flamboyantly, flaming gays (which i guess would be a complement for Jill). It's a really feminine nickname, so it's weird that the male alters she allegedly has are also fine with being referred to as the pixie system. Jillian is a female name, but pixie is something a six year old girl demands you call her because she just finished watching the pixie hollow series on Disney Plus.
>>336703Her eyebags don't really even look bad. She's trying to pass this video off as so high effort and good, it's definitely going to suck and the bronies and pony autists that are still around will probably rip it apart, especially with all the complaining she did about monetization. Her simple minded fans will yas queen it to death, but i think she's going to chase off any adults with full time jobs who'd be willing to donate to a YouTubers patreon with the way she carried on, plus the fact that the video will most likely suck and be filled to the brim with "i think… Pinkie pie reminds me of me when i-" statements. Instead of you know.. actual genuine pony autism.
No. 336719
>>336714It's not cowtipping
I don't tell her she is ridiculous to give you people fodder
She annoys the fuck out of me, nothing more. I have agency over my own actions
(ban evasion) No. 336720
>>336699"disrespecting her identity" lmfao
the nerve of this grown ass woman who pretends to be a toddler (and a cat, and an ancient 30 year old man, and a dsd slut, and a transboy…) girl you're disrespecting your own identity more than anyone else ever could
No. 336723
>>336722Ah. The formula. I'll put that in my notes.
Also what name is one supposed to use if jillie doesn't tell you which ones she uses to refer to herself as in that second? Are we all supposed to develop psychic abilities to gage her vibes?
(unintegrated, ban evading) No. 336747
>>336740She's trying so hard to act like pinkie pie, also, what a bad start! It takes forever to address the subject and immediately start talking about herself in relation to the video instead of the theme.
And to the Nona who said she's copying izzzyzzz videos, you were right with the styling and tone BUT Jill doesn't appear to understand that izzzyzzz y a lot younger than her and in this case it's cringe and doesn't feel authentic at all.
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>I put a ton of love, passion, time and hard work into it, and I think it's evident when watching
She really, really wants it to go viral.
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>>336748And looked who she tagged, lol
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>>336740>>336743that massive fringe looks like ryukishi07's badly drawn rika sprite
No. 336757
>>336740god damn it I really don't wanna watch this shit. And I like stupid video essays! Hell, I even liked mlp for a really long time, AND I like alt fashion, but I still actively don't want to watch this.
The point of this blog is to say I am the perfect demographic for this video and it still looks so unappealing. I don't even wanna hate-watch it out of curiosity it looks that boring and outdated. She missed her chance with this one by a long shot. It's just not gonna go anywhere and when she ultimately fails with this video she worked oh so hard to make, she's gonna have a mental snap and go straight back to traumatized DID content.
We'll get Jerrick and Jax back for sure, or maybe a new variant because of the trauma of working kinda hard on something and it not paying off.
No. 336759
>>336740She looks stoned in this thumbnail.
>>336747Can someone summarize who and what izzzyzzz is and does? It’d be interesting to have a heads up of who Jills planning to ape in advance.
No. 336764
>>336762Does obsessively tweeting drew monson count?
>>336759She sounds stoned in the video. I'm all for 4/20 activities but if you're trying to establish yourself as a totz cereal deepdive YouTuber, either put the bong down or don't take twenty hits to the face right before you hit the record button.
>>336740Super nitpick, but why did she frame the video like this? You can barely even see the poster board wall of proof she made. It's entirely too busy looking for such a long video, even though i know most people watching 1+ plus YouTube videos usually just have it as background noise. Jill can't even autism right, I'm fucking overstimulated 3 minutes in.
No. 336767
>>336740i wouldn't call this a summary but here're some bits that caught my attention:
>around 6 mins in, reads criteria for bpd and autism. keeps repeating "don't look at me" as she lists autism symptoms.this is it nonnas, she's officially turning the wheel towards the autism larp, DID will soon be dubbed a phase that she didn't realize was a phase bc muh autism.
>00:12:00 pinkie pie "isn't the best at social situations" because she throws a party for twilight that she barely knows in ep 1.so much autism representation already kek
>wait no akshully it isn't because inviting yourself to someone's house isn't autistic>but still this is an example of her "not understanding social rules">00:12:48 unique way of walking. wow. also her party canon is her "comfort object.">00:15:03 posting a content warning for one of the loudest screetches i've heard from her in a while.>00:17:05 "it makes me so sad to see people be mean at pinkie pie or roll their eyes at her. it hurts my little heart" kek>00:17:30 episode deals with themes of jealousy and 'nasty people' and bullying. and also not being ~believed~ when you're being bullied. twilight straight up /victim blames/ pinkie.(iirc she asks if pinkie pie isn't imagining it, which imo is fair since the bully is a new character she doesn't really know yet) but of course jill would see not being believed 100% immediately as a personal attack.
>00:18:12 "the only way a pony can react when someone is straight-up gaslighting and victim blaming you as twilight sparkle.">ep 25: "party of one">00:22:45 "we see rarity shove her head in the garbage, which is a funny/random reoccuring trope. the fancy/beauty/spa loving pony constantly gets covered in garbage and slime. poor diva."for the nonnas who asked why she doesn't associate with rarity. she's a diva. but not in the way jill likes apparently.
>pinkie freaks out and becomes paranoid and rages because her friends are lying to her to avoid a party. afterwards she goes through a "mental break" and goes into a "straight-up bpd episode.">00:26:30 using did linguo. pinkie is still 'spit' on her friends, "not yet in this reality", "she can't access the part of her that believed in these friends right now." >but no it's bpd because she was just protecting herself. "we often feel things really really intensely, and there's a lot of trauma that leads to why we might react to things in interesting of particular ways.">00:29:00 her conspiracy board took her all day. keki'll stop for now. don't know if i'll finish watching it. i just really want someone to explain to me how she graduated high school with such analytical skills.
No. 336768
>>336767you beat me, i was just watching the intro it was already a painful
2:20
>this is going to be a video of me basically armchair diagnosing a pony just for funnies just for the sake the gameJillian, we saw how much this video being monetized was a big deal for you, don’t act like you have nothing to gain from it
2:45
>this video is really well researchedlater in the vide she talks about watching an icberg video about the show. Her research is watching youtube videos. As someone who’s preparing for a thesis and has to ACTUALLY do a lot of research this is ridiculous
>this is probably the most research i’ve put into like anythingthis says a lot about the work she puts on other videos (like the strawberry dress) or her education (fashion school)
3:19
>if for see reasons this is your first video of minemaking it obvious she wants to go viral
3:50
>an analysis of Miss Pikmina Dian Piei just hate it
She takes a while 4 minutes to talk about the show and not herself
No. 336771
>>336770this, and literally any mention of autism in the summaries so far, show that she has somehow
completely misunderstood what autism is. it's actually baffling. i thought she had some sort of idea what autism is, most people have met several autistic people in their life, and she wants to larp it so bad. but i've never seen her categorise what is and isn't autistic before. she has literally no idea what it is. it's like she literally hasn't even bothered googling the criteria or anything scientific about autism. she really got absolutely everything from twitter. it's actually so bad that it wouldn't surprise me she's being such an idiot about it on purpose to have people point out things she has misunderstood so she can use it as even further proof she is autistic. like "omg [crying emoji ×5) i'm so autistic i even misinterpreted the autistic criteria [skull emoji]". sage for tinfoil but what?
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>>336740from the thumbnail alone, she’s hitting shayna levels of butthole stoner eyes.
No. 336774
>>336767Somehow the thing that annoys me the most is that she's designated the friggin
party cannon as Pinkie's super important signature comfort object. If anything it should be her emotional support pet alligator.
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>>336740>>336767Kek imagine having no idea who she is. Opening this cause you like MLP. And it's a grown ass woman self-diagnosing autism for liking MLP. Keep skipping she's still going. Then you google her and find she has claimed DID, bpd, arfid etc etc etc and know she's full of shit then lol.
But I doubt any of them will listen to her self-masturbatory drivel for longer than 2 seconds.
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Can we go ahead and call the much anticipated autistic pinkie pie video a flop
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Apparently this video is suppose to be designed to be good for people who are early into the show or don't know much about it. So make what you will of that.
>>336773She reminds me of tuba tuna
>>336778Ntayrt, pretty much what I figured. She physically can't make a video without talking about herself. The only thing she's proficient in is talking about herself. What a sad existence.
No. 336781
>>336774That's what i thought she'd go with, but they all have pets so it'd fall apart. It'd make more sense to say that fluttershy is the autist becuz ~shy~ like how autism tends to present itself in girls/women, they don't know how to mask yet so they just stay quiet to not give themselves away as ND. So far, Jill seems to be using the symptoms usually presented in boys/men.
And again, ironically it'd probably make more sense to pin autism on Rarity (i do not think she is autistic) since she's the only one without a canon/fanon boyfriend, and her special interest would be fashion which she constantly devotes herself to and knows basically everything about. Her comfort object or whatever would be her scissors, she always has them with her somehow. Plus, her speech pattern is super different from the vernacular of basically every other pony including her little sister. That'd be another autist giveaway. If you wanted to give Pinkie pie a disorder for whatever reason, person adhd or something would probably fit better. Maybe assburgers lol.
(derailing) No. 336788
>>336740she's really been fully transparent about who she is during this entire saga. it's truly amazing how much she tells on herself. i already knew this video was going to be just her self-diagnosing through pinkie pie. and of course the obvious hopes that this would go viral so she could make money, because that's all this was about
>>336748>>336749delusional and pathetic
No. 336789
>>336740I just wasted an hour of my life listening to a stoned dumbass roleplay autism and learnt absolutely nothing.
>>336772I'm just so tired of people misusing the term 'special interest' (and many other terms). She even says something like it's a big special interest of hers right now which just makes it glaringly obvious that she just latches onto something for a while, makes it her whole personality and then discards it and moves on, just consuming. Special interests aren't cyclical like that.
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>>336740The view count so far
No. 336804
>>336740>undiagnosed autism is twaumatizing and makes you develop BPD and attachment disorderskekkkkk never change Pixie
This is the emptiest video essay i've ever listened to. Slow, drawn out phrases to say the same thing over and over. The only real content there is how frequently she does her weird histrionic/munchie voices, it's like her guilty conscience surfaces every now and then in the form of screams or slurred words in a baby voice.
No. 336808
>>336803This video definitely won't go viral. Forget about the stupid need to diagnose a fictional children's cartoon pony with BPD and autism for a second and the video is just objectively bad. She rambles on and on. She's boring
the video is edited in a non compelling way for the people who actually actively watch hours long deep dives. She didn't pick a good angle to shoot at and she's wearing too much pink with that obnoxious pink rainbow backdrop, which makes the video hard to look at. Her voice is annoying and she doesn't seem to know much about any of the subjects she's rambling on about. And the worst part for me personally? The absurd amount of joy she seems to have diagnosing pinkie pie with disorders that can drastically decrease a person's quality of life if unchecked. Munchausen's by proxy? More like munchausen's by pony. It's weird. She talks about pinkie pie like a mother gushing over a toddler who just learned how to talk and say 'no'. I don't understand how her fans could sit through an hour of this shit. I don't think this video will do well.
No. 336810
>>336767samefag, and because i have nothing to do besides plucking my eyebrows here we go again, apologies in advance for the wall of text.
>00:29:20 talking about 2011 fanfic lore like she was there, before saying she got it from an izzizz video.>00:31:40 s2 ep18>another allegory of bpd is spinel from steven universe, they're very similar apparently.>"many of us need to be found, we need to just get out of the toxic and unhealthy environment we were in and we just need safe, healthy people around us."what is it with zoomers and 'feeling safe'?? you're not out on the streets, chill.
>she loves "a pink two side diva. that's my favorite kind of diva.">s3 ep3 pinkie clones herself and then struggles to remember who's the original one.>00:40:55 "pinkie seems genuinely prone to dissociation and specifically depersonalisation">"pinkie goes i'm me, i'm me, or am i? i'm pretty sure i'm me. that makes me emotional as a person with dissociative identity disorder that's really sweet.">00:45:20 changes outfit, apparently battery died. pinkie pie's family is amish. talks about how pinkie's family isn't nurturing, not giving her loving feelings from a young age. (take that as you will) if poor pinkie is autistic, she wasn't getting the accommodations she needed.>00:48:10 quotes from someone that "there's no such thing as an untraumatised autistic person." implying that the majority of people with autism have trauma, she says she doesn't necessarily believe that, but the few who don't have trauma are basically lucky they had all the accomodations they needed growing up. ofc the trauma would result in a lot of other mental health issues like bpd, or attachement issues.>00:49:05 cheese sandwish is just a weirdo, no diagnosis for him.she says he might be autistic too later.
>00:51:45 s7 ep23>apparently THE episode that supports her theories>pinkie goes into paranoia and conspiracy mode because rainbow dash secretely throws away her pies that she can't tell her she hates.>"she fully splits on rainbow dash">"black and white thinking mama, splitting mama" ew>emphasis on how rainbow is a "bold faced liar" and not you know, a friend who didn't dare say she doesn't like pies not to hurt her friend.>00:55:25 "if anything is going to trigger and upset a person with bpd maybe continually lying to them to their faces and like gaslighting them hey what's going on here."you don't know what gaslighting means, stfu.
>"this would be really triggering and upsetting for anyone let alone someone with bpd and autism.">00:57:45 show portrays chocolate as if it's some sort of substance (this will come up again)>s8 ep18>1:02:56 "she was calling that thing (musical instrument pinkie's obsessed with in the episode) the love of her life like she's in deep.">"she's like me right now with ponies, she's hyperfixating.">pinkie disappears, her sister comes to pick up her belongings. jill likes that said sister has a "rock special interest." they have "different genres of autism."oh for the love of god
>pinkie is later found by her friends at a bar, "slinging back icecream like it's alcohol.">"i was really shocked when i saw this.">1:06:25 "does pinkie pie have substance abuse issues?" (kek)>"she's eaten so much chocolate she can't trust her memory" (double kek)>01:07:21 the girls apologize to pinkie for telling her to stop playing the instrument. "more often we need a super clear cut i was wRONG". a "sorry i was wrong" can go a long way "especially with autistic folks">01:08:28 "the pinkness of the pie decreases when you're mean to her"can we make this a banner
>00:08:50 the 'pinkie sense' is "an abnormal sensory experience in my neurodivergent life?">pinkie pie is the only one who can sense some things, break the fourth wall, who has two different personalities and appearances.we get it she's (you're) special
>00:09:50 she loves that she gets a different representation from the stereotype that's usually portrayed for bpd.>using what i like to call the (actual) gaslighting donald trump voice: "i just love that she's first and foremost a kind and considerate giving friend who just feels deeply and means very well, and sometimes has inapropriate reactions when she feels threatened. and her friends are willing to work with her on that and that's magical."bc it's the responsability of her friends and not her to train the bad habits away
>asks to share the video, she'd love it if this reached other pony fans. "it would be so sick if it could hit the algo" aka pls make this go viral>ends by pimping out her patreonwell, that was long and suffering. btw did the usual summary nonnas leave us? no offense, and i don't mind doing this every once in a while (i am not doing the livestreams though lol) but idk the thread feels different since the blackout.
No. 336814
>>336813Speaking of the DID, interesting how she couldn't film her regular videos without taking breaks because she would switch to a different OC or have "seizures" in the middle of it, but that didn't cause any issues whatsoever while filming this long form content video. Especially since it's about a subject that should - according to the rules she set herself -
trigger the 6 year old to come out. She supposedly couldn't even film herself talking about the doll house she got for christmas a couple of years ago without turning into her before.
No. 336818
>>336813She doesn't really need the diagnostic, she operates in spaces where you can just diagnose yourself and be
valid and if someone dares question you then they are ableist. Every time in this video she says she is not diagnosed she says it in very specific and weird ways too.
>>336814She is clearly leaving the DID thing behind, her excuse is that haters online bullied her for it so now she is more covert about it but we all know here she wants the autism larp now.
No. 336820
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Nothing too milky but she’s grasping so hard to be recognized by the algorithm to get her channel to stop tanking
No. 336821
>>336801>show introduces new and diverse species that become cherished friends of the main cast>THAT'S RACISTI can't with these people I stg. I guess they shouldn't have included them at all to keep these fuckers happy.
Thank you to the anons summarizing this. I can usually watch Jill's vids, but this is too cringe even for me. I was never huge into mlp, but I do like it a lot. I hate how the video starts out with her mocking the source material. She might had well have begun the video with "hey guys, we're looking at a stupid kids shows today, hurr hurr! I love stupid kids shows because I am a real autistic!" How does this woman keep getting worse?
No. 336824
>>336823AYRT I fully agree that she has clearly unmanaged BPD that she should get actual help for. What I mean by her now approaching a BPD phase is that she's currently very into touting her BPD and braying about it publicly whereas previously she tried to explain it away and even implied it was misdiagnosed. When she's tired of this BPD phase she'll move on to some other diagnosis and go back to hiding her
correct BPD diagnosis - same if she ends up settling on autism instead of BPD when she's done with this transitional DID/BPD/autism phase.
No. 336833
>>336820>ableist hateful losers!!!she dismisses all criticism towards her as this, it's so stupid. anybody can slap a label on themselves and if you DARE question it you're an ableist hateful loser!! i don't make the rules!
anything to get away with being a narcissistic bitch i guess. still not hiding how desperate she is for the video to go viral, she knows her channel is a failure
No. 336837
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This "Video Essay" saga in short
>Bingewatches MLP for the first time in a long time (possibly ever) >>335642>Only the basics >>336779>Have no friends to talk about the show so she plans on making a video and make money from it instead >>336120>Watches mlp youtube videos to know what kind of things to say ("research") >>336768>Have no creativity whatsoever>"I have autism and bpd. So this pony has autism and bpd." >Boring video self-inserting the entire time when it's her first video not about herself>No "essay" just lazily recounting the show and self-diagnosing >>336767>Demands to monetize her lazy ass rant when these things get claimed all the time. Throws tantrum like she would starve if she doesn't >>336604>Piggyback successful YouTubers that post nothing like her cause lazy >>336749>Obsessively refreshing her analytics >>336820Not really autistic behavior at all. Maybe just a womanchild who watched a show and made a video cause she makes videos for a living. I'd say teenagers making power point presentations of books they didn't read put more effort than this. So long for hyperfixation.
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The cope
No. 336839
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>>336820She's such a womanchild. Ten bucks she printed out the comments and keeps them in a folder.
>>336836Her sycophants are already blaming Youtube because. She's been doing the same thing for 10 years, no shit she isn't getting views. Her audience grew up and left her because she refused to grow up. What's left of her audience is people exactly like her. I'm tired of has-been YouTubers blaming YouTube when in actuality their time in the limelight is over. Acting like YouTube alone can sustain them forever is such an entitled and childish view.
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>>336839>Her sycophants are already blaming Youtube because. She's been doing the same thing for 10 years, no shit she isn't getting views. Her audience grew up and left her because she refused to grow up. What's left of her audience is people exactly like her. I'm tired of has-been YouTubers blaming YouTube when in actuality their time in the limelight is over. Acting like YouTube alone can sustain them forever is such an entitled and childish view.Jill is a relic of the past and a dime a dozen now. Whenever I see Jill's house I just think of Tay BeepBoop's home and how interesting it is. Same as her fashion. Her outfits aren't interesting nor unique. Ryan's toy Reviews was one of youtube's darlings and now he's almost 13 and his views have dwindled because his audience grew up and left his ass behind. She needs to grow up and get a real job because the gap on her resume is getting bigger by the day.
No. 336847
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>>336845Right there are so many rainbow house influencers these days. Compare her to fever dream boutique, she actually sews and upcycles vintage and thrift clothes. She's a bit of a munchie like Jill with her "chronic illness" theatrics but she is actually sustainable and actually makes stuff and sells it. Jill could take notes here but she wants to fake autism instead.
No. 336848
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>>336845>>336847The worst part is that she didn't even milk it right when she had the chance. She's been living in rainbow hellhole for 5 years and made like 3 videos about it. She's buying shit all the time but her last video was about how
she painted a shitty wall for 2 months. She could have made so much content about buying and thrifting quirky shit when it was popular. But she's so lazy and needs to post herself and her 1000000th mental health update.
Like how she has those expensive house spices collecting dust somewhere. She could have made a video all about her quirky vintage kitchen or whatever. But nah just buy more and put it in a corner and forgets about it. Even if she was really good at decorating she would be too lazy to make something out of it.
No. 336855
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Late but she postponed her patreon stream. Guess she was pissed off the video wasn't being accepted. Now she'll bitch about the aLgOrItHm being the issue to why her
masterpiece didn't instantly make her viral.
>>336837Great summary. Soph and her gf are watching MLP but I don't think fast enough for Jill's liking.
No. 336857
>>336837How much of the preview she posted (
>>336120 )did even she stick to? Also nitpick but i just noticed her chrome browser is out of date in her screenshot kek
No. 336873
>>336858>>336868Im not trying to BP, this is relevant.
Being from the biggest liberal state (cali) and knowing a fully disabled person (needs to be spoonfed and ass wiped) he gets $500 cash and $350 foodstamps and isnt allowed to have over $1000 in his bank at any time.
So if she is at all from a conservative state, if she at all wants to save money, if she at all wants a real and fullfilling life. She will not be going down the disability route. But also, after a physical and mental examination, she will be denied anyway.
No. 336876
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Jill's trying to get Jenny's attention. Lol
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No. 336880
>>336876Kek has she ever interacted with her before? She has never mentioned being a fan till now that she's larping being a video essayist lol. She's not gonna promo your essay jill. Might as well tag her in your self promo again, its obvious its what you want
>>336749Remember when she would try to self promo in h3h3's live chat and mytoecolds shit? kek get a job
No. 336882
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>>336876sorry couldn't help myself lol
No. 336883
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She's pinned the video tweet in hopes to get it to gain more traction.
No. 336885
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>>336883At the moment the video is at 10k views after 2 days of being out. Not even at 10% of her subscriber count.
No. 336887
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>>336885I just wanted to point out that it’s nearly identical to Jenny’s thumbnail.
No. 336897
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>>336887They're all copying the meme tho so it's really not that original for either of them
No. 336900
>>336897Same composition as Jenny’s
>>336593Joker having DID was claimed by his lawyer so he could have an insanity plea. He later admits he committed all the crimes and joker isn’t a separate entity.
No. 336916
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>>336883>>336887>>336900>>336905Very surprised people here don't know picrel is what Jill's is going for, down to the eyebags.
I mean fuck soyjaks especially in 2024 but I'd have thought farmers would've been familiar with this one especially as it was everywhere. Questionable choice though as this along with
>>336754 it comes off like she's making fun of it
No. 336924
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Jill talking about having issues with her eyes on her private twitter.
No. 336925
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Jill did get an interaction with XCanadensis just not over the tweet she tagged her in. Jilly Bean wants clout badly.
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>>336924Surprised she didn’t try to relate it to muh trauma like she does with her UTI’s due to Steebie’s dirty dick
No. 336928
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>>336926Odd she didn't pounce on the opportunity. She loves to wedge in how much trauma she's suffered. This is less dramatic than back in November of last year. She got these glasses after getting an eye exam after years of not getting her eyes checked.
No. 336935
>>336916I think most people know about the meme. But there are a billion other (more relevant) things she could have done, or even plenty of variations of the meme if she had used just 1% of creativity. But Jill didn't choose to copy the meme, she chose to copy Jenny in a super obvious manner. She literally even tagged her and is begging for her to retweet it or praise her, we know she copied Jenny specifically.
>>336931>You'd think someone with 'sensory issues' wouldn't sleep in their makeupdidn't jill even at one point claim she basically only wears makeup while filming/for content before she removes it because of her totally real autism sensory issues
No. 336943
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Translation: i got too stoned and got the munchies
No. 336944
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>>336916We know, everyone whos ever used the internet for more than 5 minutes knows this outdated meme format. The heavy eye bags are also in this selfie where shes trying to widen her eyes vs squinting them like the meme.
No. 336949
>>336943Couldn't even wait a week before copying the posts telling her to make content about buying and thrifting clothes and quirky decor
>>336847 >>336848If the reddit content farm doesn't work. And the Video Essay shit doesn't work. Surely the farmer complaints will work! Viral in no time!
No. 336951
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>>336950KEK imagine jill being told her productivity is low and she says its her lazy alter. They block twitter on her computer and she to give it back cause shes autistic. Never replies to emails cause adhd. In lunch theres no chicken nuggies and she cant cook so she tells everyone she she has
multiple eds. When she leaves 2 hours early she says she was manic from her bpd
No. 336965
>>336943I 100% believe all of Jill's problems comes from smoking weed 24/7. Guess what happens when you get absolutely blazed multiple days in a row? Anyone want to take a guess here to help Jill out?
Answer: you get fucking BRAIN FOG I can't with this retarded bitch.
No. 336970
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No. 336971
>>336955>if she's copying Jenny it comes off like she's making fun of her thenI don't think it does, to me it comes across as the cheap copy it is. Jill just put pink on it and assumes that's enough of a change. It's a reflection of how shallow her work is.
>>336965>I 100% believe all of Jill's problems comes from smoking weed 24/7The DID phase famously started just after Jill started smoking weed
>>336970>"why do i react like a cartoon person"she's giving me flashbacks to when i was a teen and weebs would be acting out anime irl and insist it was "accidental"
No. 336972
>>336960hard agree. zoomers are so terminally online they do not realize the devastating impact it has on their brain. its not adhd, its not did, its not anxiety. its constantly being inundated with texts, pictures, videos and flashy shit on a constant basis to the point their brain is under constant stress. combine that that with her being 24/7 pothead and refusing to Touch Grass (so add some isolation to the mix) shes a mental wreck.
But shes also too stupid and too thin-skinned to want to get these lifestyle changes under control
No. 336973
>>336970>also why do I react like a cartoon personIt's really almost insidious how she is constantly performing this autism LARP and making sure people
know she's autistic. She can't just do it subtly, no, she has to literally point it out
every time. You would think with all her autism research she would know why she's emulating cartoons, since it's a pretty widely recognized symptom in many autistic individuals. But no, she pretends like she has no idea why she pretends to do something so she can build the perception of herself seen through the eyes of others. It is genuinely fucking creepy. It's weird. If I think too deeply about her retarded behaviors I actually get the heebie jeebies. This bitch is so chronically empty. She has nothing at all going on inside of her head or soul. She is utterly devoid of what makes a person a person and it's really quite perverse and a tad sickening.
No. 336974
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>>336970Clip from twitter
No. 336976
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>>336974Her go-to hairstyle looks "okay" from the front, but from the side it looks like she's doin' a heckin' racial appropriation. I've never seen anyone style their hair this way before. I wonder how often her shit crashes down like this, she seemed to recognize instantly what the sound meant without having to look to check and then braced for impact. Must be commonplace.
(nitpick) No. 336981
>>336978Big reach. Same with
>>336976 anon. Something on the shelf shifted and caused a couple things to fall. It happens. She cleared heard it above her and reacted, then played it off for camera as a little joke.
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No. 336987
>>336974interesting how she barely reacts, and speaks in her silly usual voice instead of dissociating or having a panic attack or whatever when sudden noise and a crash of things heading your way would be a common
trigger in both ptsd and autism. she handled that really well for someone with ptsd/autism, baby angel therapist must've done an amazing job considering she seems to be cured of reacting to an extremely common
trigger!
No. 336996
>>336992>yet she always displays symptoms in random situations where it makes no senseBecause she is literally faking it all. What's the point in talking like there is a big conspiracy to prove, she's faking it and we all know. Plus her PTSD is about "female on female rape" (yeah fucking right KEK), and not being molested by her piano teacher. Why would she spaz out from some falling plastic knick knacks? Her fake PTSD isn't from stepping on a landmine in Vietnam kek.
>>336993Based I hope she's reading and uploads some Twitter videos of her beating her head with her fists in a autist meltie.
No. 337001
>>336999not a difficult concept to grasp, nonna. potentially "
triggering" situation happens, jill doesn't react. completely normal situation happens, jill overreacts and is "soo twaumatised you guise". no one thinks she actually has the disorders she claims, we are simply pointing out what doesn't make sense about those disorders. nonnas itt post about her "symptoms" or lackthereof all the time. like how she claims autistic sensory issues yet has always been a walking sensory overload. sounds like you're projecting something with this one. it's also not that serious, it was simply a comparison of her two latest tweets.
No. 337002
>>337001>sounds like you're projectingAnon this entire thread has been full of projecting self-diagnosers since her tiktok cake drama kek be serious. The actual
powdered milk of the video isn't that she didn't start beating walls because some toys fell on her, it's that she decided to post the video at all to appear cutesy and silly like she's clipping a video from her favorite creator.
No. 337020
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>>336985Yea Jill (picrel) you can totally pay your rent with YouTube this month. Or at all. My favorite bit is the 1k subs she earned and then immediately lost. She earns pennies with each video. She can't be this delusional
No. 337031
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>Wonky brain week
No. 337037
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Jill remembered she's larping having ARFID. Also it's palate not palette, Jillian
No. 337069
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>>337044When I saw this sweater I thought it was so cute and the colors, even with the black, reminded me of fairy kei and spank. She says she's not going to get it because of the black outlines and then says she'll leave it for "another pinkie pie soul." My eyes rolled to back of my head. Of course, the balloons. How silly of me to not realize.
Also, I'm not good at discerning when someone is high, like sometimes it's super obvious when Jill is filming or voicing over high but holy shit. It literally felt like she took a fat bong rip in between every cut of the thrifting portion. No way was she not blasted in the car. And she's driving like that? She definitely films while high to exaggerate the differences in the other portions in her video to really give the DID and oh so unwell impression. She was acting and talking different during the haul portion and I know she just wanted to seem like she's got so much going on, so ill, so disassociatey~. Literally just as mundane as being low energy is turned into something that coaxes concern over her. At some point she says
18:01
>Ok, I'm starting to feel my regular vibes come backNonnas literally 7 seconds later
>I don't think that the word zonked should mean you're on drugs or high, the word zonked should be able to be used just for when you're feeling zonked. I feel like people with disassociation disorders should be allowed to say zonked and have people understand they're completely soberKEEEEK. How long until she just starts to hint in her videos that she's high because she just can't help it anymore. Now "zonked" should be DID terminology? When is she going to admit the weed problem kek.
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>>337044Somewhat of a recap
>blurs view from window (finally taking notes on safety)…but proceeds to show exactly where she is parked to go to the thrift store>can’t go to a thrift store she liked because the cashier was talking about “plandemic” conspiracies while ringing her up>also can’t go to Salvation Army for reasons I assume should be obvious but aren’t to me at least lol>goes shopping at a hospice boutique and value village, she ends up buying only from the latter>references alters a few times>received a picnic basket from Mikan’s brand for her wedding gift after tweeting about it>15:00 goes from screeching at the beginning of the video to talking like Ariana grande>thinks 60s stuff and Velcro will return as trends>thinks people with dissociative disorders should be able to use the term “zonked” and not have it refer exclusively to alcohol/drugs>bought: oversized fuschia sweater, mint coloured retro-styled belt, heart-shaped candle, yellow floral coaster, candle holder, plant holder wheelbarrow + some ponies that I don’t know enough about to list>25:00 toys fall on her and she acts lively about it then suddenly talks about the supernatural and flora and then goes back to being bubbly >talks about ponies for the rest before ending videoI enjoyed the video overall, it seems like buying things and talking about it is just much more her style. Taking lolcows advice is good for you, Jillian!
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>>337072Her delusional thinking that she's not a plus-size girl anymore is bonkers. She hates her appearance so much while being obsessed with herself. A greek tragedy.
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Steve privatized his twitter
No. 337105
>>337096I wonder if he did anything "
problematic"…
No. 337109
>>337096I hate any sort of troon-theorizing because it feels like you are actively hoping for the person to troon out and thus not that much different from actual trannies.
HOWEVER, I have a feeling that he's now privating it because he's gonna come out in private and come back in a few months with poorly applied eyeshadow, wearing ill-fitting shein e-thot clothes and pumped full of anime bathtub produced estrogen going all "new gender who is this" or something. Seen this pattern too many times.
No. 337126
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>>337096His reason for privating his twitter
No. 337127
>>337075It's funny because she looks exactly the same here. Like obviously her hair is freshly cut and she's wearing makeup in the second set of pics, but she looks 100% like the exact same person, just done up and not lol
>>337079Same. It makes me want to alog every time I see it
No. 337130
>>337126Thank you.
I hate these npcs using y'all>>337128Most likely the answer. He wouldn't be able to argue the way he could before. Lol
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No. 337144
>>337136it still got monotized, so she probably doesn't care, but
does want more people to watch them which is why she is asking for opinions. If she can get their input then it is more likely those people will watch and maybe adjacent friends/content will add her to suggested videos. It's all about the algorithm. MLP:FiM is niche currently because it's outdated. Of course not that many people will see her video when there have already been extensive videos on it from years ago that are way more relevant and don't also only focus on a single character, furthering the niche audience.
No. 337146
>>337135Her fans begged her to stop with the mental illness content for years and
now she wants feedback lmao.
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I expect her to shit out more of these "video essays" just looking at the numbers. She thinks she's struck gold.
>>337144Nicely put
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>>337148How long do you think this phase will last? Longer than her DID phase?
No. 337174
>>337171She hasn’t addressed it outside of claiming that she once had zero memory of driving around her town and making purchases, and claims the driving and shopping was done by a toddler inside her brain.
It is also interesting how she mentions her alters less and less every video lately and doesn’t say who is “fronting” anymore. Before her MLP phase she used to bring up who was “co-fronting” in like every video.
No. 337197
>>337194Her buying from the salvation army would be the driest milk in the world and way less milky than her outright discarding her morals on consumption by buying a shitload of secondhand ponies. If you genuinely think the zoomer/millenial still gives a fuck about the salvation army's
problematic past and avoids it you are terminally online.
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>>337202He was on a 3 minute segment where he was talking about how it's important children under 16 are allowed to change their gender at school on the national news. I was shocked when I saw him I immediately posted sorry for not saging the first post he shocked me though
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>>337203Samefag it was on Global National evening news broadcast October 15th, around the 20 minute mark (this is with commercials, it was more precisely AFTER the midway point of the 30 minute program.)
>>337206Jill didn't show up, but it was filmed in their townhouse. It only lasted 3 minutes but I'm so high I was like "WTF" when his ugly inbred face popped up. The news segment was about a provincial election in NB, and how troons have made it all about them. I'm retarded I was so overcome by fright that I didn't even register half of what he said. But someone should be able to find the clip on the Global News app.
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>>337203He posted something on twitter about this back in September. Louise replied with picrel. Didn't screenshot at the time. Lol, figures he's such a limp dick that he hides.
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Here he is with his gross chipped nails and his inbred Habsburg nose. The news anchor was asking about how in NB, there's a thing where if a child is below 16, teachers have to send a letter home to tell the parents about it, and he was saying it's a big deal and that children under 16 should be able to "come out" as trans without their family aware of it. He had an anecdote about how he came out below the age of 16. As what, I don't know. It's funny because the NB election is mostly focused on energy prices and cost of living, but the troons are trying to make this thing the main focal point.
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>>337214Samefag just wanted to add 1 last pic of his ugly face. He's ageing very poorly. He had an unhinged ghoulish energy to him in the segment. I felt bad for the news anchor. She had to go into the Rainbow cannabis dungeon.
(nitpicking) No. 337219
>>337203holy shit
>>337211i also got that vibe when the screenshots and audio log was posted of him DMing that precure minor on twitter talking like a total freak, gave me the ick. when i read the transcript a nona had wrote (before listening), i genuinely thought it was a parody. but low and behold when i listened to it, it was absolutely confirmed to me: he's a fucking creep.
>>337206>>337207absolutely 100% the reason. there was definitely something suspicious behind it
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>>337215> Rainbow cannabis dungeonyouve perfectly described pixie’s lifestyle anon and the fact theres a strain of weed called rainbow lmfao, can this please be the title for the next thread
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>>337176Yup which is why she's going to keep making these "video essays." Makes sense considering how poorly her other thrown at the wall see if it sticks videos have been doing. I do find it funny as hell she showed the analytics and it showed average viewer watched around 20 minutes of it. Picrel, it is the second video that pops up when you type in mlp video essay. I double checked. So she does have that going for her too.
No. 337224
>>337223>what the internet did to MLP?! video>next to: pinkie pie has BPD and autism! videoIt really says it all
>>337203Jfc. Has it been uploaded to YouTube yet?
No. 337226
>>337214I feel weirded out looking at Steven dressed in all black with chipped nails surrounded by cutesy rainbow stuff talking about a serious and controversial topic like this, especially one involving minors and their education. Seriously why was he chosen to be on TV? Couldn't they interview someone less snowflakey and more professional? How did they find him?
>>337126How much hate did he get even before the video premiered on TV? Or is anon's screenshot a rerun?
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If Steve was smart he would delete his youtube since he admitted to be being a porn addict on there and with his history of picking age-regressed girlfriends it's easy to see that he's extra creepy and not your average porn-obsessed man.
>>337215Jill really has this trend of picking the ugliest guys to go out with and then whipping them so hard that they have to match her aesthetic.
The only one who didn't give off goblin vibes was Colin but he went the non-binary route. At least he didn't change his name to something stupid like Stevie for gender points. Too bad we don't know what Walker looked like.
No. 337239
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I just clipped his parts. Part 1
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>>337203Finally some good milk, on my birthday no less. Thank you nonna for the present!
>>337240 picrel is so fucking cringe lmao. I have a somewhat kaweewee aesthetic too but you wouldn't catch me dead letting journalists in my home to discuss Serious Business(tm). (Or at all, but that's beside the point.)
Also troons always making politics about them when there are more and more people who can't feed themselves/heat their homes in the winter in first world countries now. They'll never change.
No. 337247
>>337246It's because she doesn't have any interior design skills. If you look at all her shelves and stuff, there's nothing besides dusty toys.
>Jill's interior design choices:>>337203>Ice cream toy in vase>Disco ball on vase>Flower toy>Fruit stack toy>>337210>Big plastic toy cake>Pink plastic mirror and rainbow picture.>>337214>Pink clothes hanger toy>Slices of cake toy>Rainbow coloured backpack>Giant Peep plushie with big hole in it>>337245>MLP print-out on fridge>Hollow plastic flamingo>Cake plushie>Flower plushie>Pink plastic basket filled with toysWhen you look at their home, it doesn't look like the home of a couple in their mid-20s. It looks like a child's playroom. It doesn't look homey at all to begin with. There's no pictures of family or friends on the walls, there's no unique souvenirs or art, it's all just toys. She's really stuck in this weird rainbow prison she's built around herself.
No. 337250
>>337245That shot showing the creepy room has to be intentional
I'm sorry but there is no chance in hell this is a straight man.
No. 337254
>>337245It's bizarre because it's not 100% rainby, so instead of making you think that it's just some tacky decoration, it makes you feel like the place is ready to be disassembled after they get caught by the police.
It's just so half-assed, just like everything that Jillian does.
No. 337255
>>337245Happy birthday
nonny!
>>337214>He had an anecdote about how he came out below the age of 16. As what, I don't know. He came out as fucking what?? A hetero man? And he said he feel less safe holy shit
No. 337260
>>337234like most personality-challenged women, the idea of a relationship is more enticing than actually being in one for jill. a real relationship requires compromise, a few arguments, figureing out each others likes/dislikes and working around that, etc
ive seen jill do any of that. she acts like her bfs are gendie kweer ken dolls to dress up.
No. 337261
>>337239>I feel less safe>Shows suburbia next sceneHe's learned a thing or two about being a
victim from Jill kek
No. 337263
>>337239Professional
victim, Stevie Clarke, takes his first daring foray into politics. He'll do great as a snivelling, pathetic leftie. God, these two are perfect for each other.
No. 337279
>>337276It starts with a name.
Next thing you know you're living in a rainbow dungeon, sleeping in separate bedrooms with a girl who claims she is a toddler and several anime characters.
Probably pretty obvious what Stevie's parents are gonna vote for. He's a cautionary tale.
No. 337280
>>337239I forgot how gay and annoying his voice is.
>>337270 That rainby house manned by Jill with a five year old living inside her doesn't help. He looks creepy and soulless enough on his own.
No. 337286
>>337266This is for the provincial election
>>337268He's saying that they're proposing restrictions on being able to choose your name as a first step towards more restrictions against trans people
You don't have to agree with anything he's saying, but at least use critical thinking skills lol
No. 337297
>>337292no…youre not getting it at all. dude got turned into a soundbite. the media always does this. thats why its fucking funny.
if only jill’s zooted ass made an appearance that wouldve taken the cake. man jill where were you hiding kek
No. 337306
>>337246It looks so dark, cluttered and musty in there
read: weed despite living in a good house. At least I hope they cleaned beforehand
>>337248Jillian would read that as a compliment since she has an "age regressing alter"
>>337255>He came out as fucking what??A porn addicted man
No. 337308
>>337250Agreed, I've seen plenty of people online that like similar colors and kitch decorations as Jill and their houses never look as weird as Jillian's house does. Vidrel is an example and it's not my personal taste but it's way better executed. In any case, the shot must had been intentional. Something about it is unsettling, he looks out of place.
No. 337310
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>>336848>>336847>>336845Late reply but kek this exactly. She was never original to begin with, but nowadays she really is a dime a dozen. Example, someone already beat her to the "let's do a tour of my autistic pastel rainbow maximalist house" thing she has going on (couldn't embed the video because of some weird error, but for the curious:
https://www.tiktok.com/@candy.courn/video/7361220179742772522 ). I don't know how people can still watch her if there's way more creators doing similar things out there.
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>>337268>>337279This exactly, the "it snowballs" phrase makes me specifically NOT want to support this ideology at all, because yes, it all starts like that and then it only ends up becoming whatever these two idiots are doing on national television of all places. Also, it's funny to see their house with absolutely zero color correction and the brightness turned all the way up.
>>337263Honestly not surprised he decided (out of so many similar snowflakey people) to be
the one to talk about this self gratifiying shit (him being nothing but another spicy straight male with painted nails) because of how much he has always wined on Twitter about muh liberal politics lmao. Steven, the hero the people needed, the spokeperson for all liberal matters. He always had an aura of smugness when talking about politics online which has made Jillian's smugness even worse over time in my opinion.
>>337264These two really are made for each other. It's impressive how they both enable each other's self gratifying bullshit like this.
No. 337317
>>337226>I feel weirded out looking at Steven dressed in all black with chipped nails surrounded by cutesy rainbow stuffI think his clothes are the last bit of "him" he can have left. He's been dressing all goth like for a while. It's a really stark contrast to Jill's kawaii rainbow hellhole. I think that's maybe why he still dresses so differently - it's a way to keep some individuality in the weird creepy codependency that they're stuck in. Everything else in his life is about Jill: the house, the friends, the decor, the issues. All he really has left to express himself is his clothing choices. It's interesting that even though Jill has said countless times that Steven likes to do those adult LEGO sets, there were no LEGO brick sets anywhere in the bottom half of the house, just random stupid 'cutesy' Dollarama toys. We know a lot about Steven from following Jill for so long - his interests include: sci-fi, gothish alt style, journalism, politics; but none of these are expressed in the house he lives in. If someone walked in, they'd know a
lot about Jill and her personality based on what's around, but almost nothing about Steven. I think this could be an example of the narcissistic side of Jill: only her needs matter, only her interests matter, only her problems matter. Not only does she have to be the
biggest victim, she has to be the
only victim.
No. 337320
>>337319Jill and Steeb deserve to rot for their twisted little social clout catching high at the expense of actual gays. How gay, a fake bisexual woman disgusted by pussy and a pornsick man with a broken dick who thinks he's some magic gender anomaly
because muh exotic cultures put feminine homos into drag and declared them not-men so ofc it's progressive. How suuuuper homosexual of them! I hope she gets copyright claimed on that sorry excuse for a "video essay" and loses her wedding money.
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>>337317Part of me thinks the "wearing all black" thing is either a form of rebellion against all the color and no space for him in that house, and the other part of me thinks this is Jillian's influence on him and maybe she wants him to be the "goth boy contrast" to her "colorful pastel kawaii" self. Like those people that dress like kuromi and mymelody for the same reason. His original style was pretty normie before Jill and the all black clothes make him look creepier than he has ever looked before. Or maybe he's trying to larp as some type of gendie Steve Jobs, who knows.
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>>337276He really did, because gender ideology is sexism 2.0 but make it liberal. The snowball shit really is something you would expect some conservative guy to say. "it all starts with a name change, then they take hormones and end up killing themselves!" Is what Steven sounds like.
>>337315His creepy stare says it all. What's up with that vase decoration though kek
>>337322Just want to say that comparing him to this picture right here
>>337315 he really looks so unhealthy and so far gone, the transformation is so strange to witness.
No. 337326
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Posting the full clip for the sake of context and posterity.
I'm trying really hard to see Jill's house with fresh eyes because I'm so used to it, in order to experience some kind of shock that a normal viewer would experience watching this for the first time. So far it's not a good look, especially with all the kid's toys, flags and the pony drawing in the fridge.
No. 337328
>>337261It shows what sheltered retards they truly are.
>>337306>He came out as fucking what??>A porn addicted manLmao, perfect response
>>337307>Self victimization is a hell of a drugIt really is
>>337315Did Jill make his necklace?
>>337326Thanks
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I love when he briefly comes back online for a week or so and she tries so hard to get his attention. He’s always trying to avoid her and seemed uncomfortable when she was Skyping him for some fan thing
No. 337336
>>337333yes, it happens alll the time on the news, cutting footage, picking the most soundbite moment and twisting words. and it makes me really fucking wonder why they thought this was a good idea at all kek. you would think with jills youtube experience she would at least have some foresight.
did they speak with both and decided stevie was the most normal of the two? because jill doesnt go outside as we know, unless she went to her mom’s kek
No. 337339
>>337333I feel bad for the woman taking off her shoes because that floor is usually very dirty. I wonder if taking off their shoes is a rule that Jill implemented, and why wouldn't she provide others with slippers if that's the case.
>>337333Yes, just because a film crew may interview a person for long enough, it doesn't mean they're going to show the whole interview on tv, considering how limited time on air is, segments have to be short. They're not celebrities and they weren't filming a personal documentary, it was a simple interview for tv, I doubt they would show any more than they already did inside that segment, but it does leave me curious.
No. 337341
>he’s probably rightly spooked that people who saw the segment are going to look him up and not just argue with him but also figure out his history of pedophilic tendencies where he encourages his gendie partners to LARP as and identify as little kids.Exactly this. He knows fully well it would make him look bad so he's hiding.
>>337211Me too nona. I thought he was just "kinda weird" but every time we see something more from him it becomes clear just how incredibly creepy he is. Not saying this to take any blame away from Jill… buuut it's no wonder Jill became truly insane with her DID, weed, gained weight, autism etc only after meeting him. I don't even like Jill but I feel like she should get out of that relationship as soon as possible for her own safety.
No. 337360
>>337354Like
>>337356 said it's not about the news people not interviewing the creepy pedo looking guy about his house full of toys, it's about the fact that Steve is using Jill's aesthetic to make himself look more queer/trans.
I'm guessing Steve himself submitted a pic of him in the house saying "hey I'm a trans person in a queer relationship! Look at my super queer looking house, if you ever need someone to talk about troonshit i'm right here!!!". He thinks of himself as an intellectual with authority as a queer person despite being a straight white man in a straight white relationship (much like how Jill has openly called herself an autism spokesperson without having autism) so he alerted them to his existence and willingness to participate in queer/trans segments. The news people could then choose to show him either because they are hyper woke and go "yaaass queer house, let's go with that guy" or they could be secretly gc and think "look at this creep, let's use him to show what they're really like". Given that it's Canada they probably genuinely think showing a rainbow house is a good idea that helps troons, not realizing he literally looks like a pedo stereotype.
No. 337363
>>337361Tbh, it's because to twitterfags and people like Jillian and steeb, being white takes away an oppression point from your oppression points card, that's why the lgbqwerty group also has lots of slogans that are race related, like how the average tranny says shit like "um, what about the BLACK trans people??" Because they're as racist as the people they supposedly hate.
I'm amazed by how Jillian or even steeb haven't tried to claim being of some obscure ethnic group.
No. 337364
>>337356I think that there's a discreet Pixielocks hate group on Twitter composed of 14-16 year old Precure fans. Sometimes when things on Twitter happen (like when Steven send those weird audio message to that young girl, or now when Steven privated his Twitter) they lurk here to get the scoop or be extra controversial in their posts. I think it'd explain some of the Twitter retardation that pops up in this thread sometimes (like the annoying "queer" rhetoric) and their general inability to read.
>>337336This is Steven's second time on a national news segment AFAIK, his first was when he was a journalism student in university. It's interesting to witness the physical change he's underwent between the time of these two interviews. I think he might be selected over other interview candidates because he has former history being interviewed and because he has a bachelors in journalism.
>>337350NTYART but I agree with you, Jill really isn't the "
victim" in this relationship. I don't think either of them can be described that way. I think they're both stupid immature losers that enable the worst in each other. They both have such low self-esteem and it's palpable in everything we see from either of them. It's frustrating when anons pretend that it's 100% Jill's fault or 100% Steven's fault because they're both to blame for the stupid stuff they do.
No. 337365
>>337356kek wat, the question is not
where they should film. the question
why did steve/jill agree to this at all in the first fucking place. as everyone has said and described, it looks bad no matter what spin the news puts on this. he looks like a weirdo, a maladjusted adult, creep that has no business near children, whatever. eccentric is not even a word that comes to mind. it was gonna look bad no matter what steve says. steve/jill had played hard.
> using Jill's aestheticthen why the hell didn’t jill speak instead of him. oh right between the two of them, jill is a social retard. i very much doubt this was solely his plan, we know how overbearing jill is about decisions. thats weird phrasing altogether.
oh well milk for us lmao. this couple spends so much time online rotting their brain they forgot how they look to normal people.
No. 337368
>>337360It's such a bizarre choice for the broadcasters to use him and that other woman to interview. They have no stake in the proposed law, other than being "genderqueer" or whatever. It literally doesn't impact them. They're not students, parents, or teachers. Those are the people who should be featured, not these narcissistic NBs making every issue about how they're so scared to exist in such a transphobic world. Please.
>>337366Kek my sides!
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No. 337370
>>337364I didn't know he had a journalism degree. Journalism students and journalists are some of the worst people in the world. They're always midwits who unironically believe they're the good guys fighting desperately for whatever retarded belief system got shilled to them as a teenager. Explains a lot about him.
Fun fact, when you see "experts" quoted in media, they are not picked because they are the best or most respected expert or anything like that. There are simply sites where you can sign up and say you are an expert of whatever and willing to be interviewed by the media. Steve, being a journalism student and being aware of this, probably signed up to one of these sites as an expert Queer Guy or DID tardsitter or whatever the fuck and that's why he gets picked. This is also why you can't trust media experts, they are the fame hungry ones that want to play the game, not whoever is really trustworthy and professional.
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>>337358We already know that Steve has pedo fetishes. Almost all trannies do. It's vile af that he talks about feeling 'unsafe" considering how so many troons want to rape little girls and have. Extra gross considering how Jill likes to larp as a CSA
victim.
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No. 337381
>>337361>What does him being white have to do with him being a heterosexual gender kweer coomer?Obviously to a normal person nothing, but it's part of woke culture that "straight white cis man" is the root of all evil. Steve is the literal "bad person" stereotype of his own ideology, while he's pretending he is instead in the most oppressed group.
Remember how Jill said she would highlight oppressed black creators, when did she last do that kek
No. 337384
>>337379She wasn't part of it and doesn't care about anything but herself
>>337370>Fun fact, when you see "experts" quoted in media, they are not picked because they are the best or most respected expert or anything like that. There are simply sites where you can sign up and say you are an expert of whatever and willing to be interviewed by the media.What kind of sites are that? Never heard of that before, do you have a name? Steven having studied journalism makes a lot of sense now in the way he expresses himself. Didn't he work at Roblox some time ago though?
No. 337386
>>337375Lurk moar. But here's the link:
https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/prince-edward-island/phone-book-students-journalism-holland-college-1.3853688It would be good to get a masterpost of what we know about Stephen. He's pretty weird and he gets brought up often enough that it'd be good to compile all the stupid shit he's done since getting together with Jill.
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>>337386>2016He looks so… much more normal than usual
No. 337402
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>>337398He was a decently attractive moid but jill just
had to mold him into being Collin and now he's 26 and has no idea who he is. In
>>337315 it just seems like a teenager trying to prove he's not into unicorns (or jillians barbie fantasy) anymore
No. 337414
>>337403I kinda wonder if she's his
victim in a way. I think the DID shit is all his doing.
No. 337415
>>337408Jill's been overweight since she got out of highschool, she's just obese now because she's gluttonous and lazy.
>>337414Imo neither of them are "
victims". They just bring out the worst in each other because individually they're both selfish assholes. Jill got the DiD idea on her own, for her its just another niche community for her to flex her expertise in. She's had this same pattern her whole internet career. She sees something she considers interesting and decides she must be the grand authority on it. It'd just be harder for her to be outted as a DiD faker because they're basically all DiD fakers. Notice how in the whole two or so years she's been larping DiD, none of her alters have caused her actual problems? Not even something as simple as getting a tattoo that doesn't match the pixielocks aesthetic. She's not got any furniture or knick knacks alters like Jerrick and Jax would like, she only buys nostalgia kids toys from when Jill was growing up, not toys that a 6 year old in 2024 would want, etc. it's all just a ploy for attention she would have done without Steven's influence. If Steven actually gave a shit about her mental health, though, he'd tell her to knock it off like Louise has been subtly trying to. He's fine with her destroying herself because it makes it easier for him to be a creepy little weirdo
i personally suspect he's cheating on her No. 337422
>>337403Not "knowing who you are" can happen at any age, particularly in your 20s. I'd say that your 20s is a very "not knowing who you are" period because not everything is figured out immediately, but alas, I don't care about Steven but living with Jillian also doesn't help his case because she herself doesn't know what she wants and changes who she is at every opportunity. Both of them are inestable and going with the flow in a skewed way, of course they would lose all sense of themselves. They simply made the wrong choice at every turn so they have to live with each other in a miserable way as a consequence. They make each other worse.
>>337415>She's not got any furniture or knick knacks alters like Jerrick and Jax would like, she only buys nostalgia kids toys from when Jill was growing upI wish she recognized that the Jax, Jerrick, and even the Berry thing were just fads and that she was simply being angsty and longing for another time. Then she would had recognized that yes, during the pandemic everyone was thinking about better times and reconnected with old hobbies like pastimes. She's really back to her usual kawiwi aesthetic self and nothing of importance was either gained or lost.
No. 337453
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Caps from stream:
> Going with Sof to a halloween thing tommorrow as 2008 mlps that she tweeted (calls Sof Magical)
> Jill is going as Scootaloo and her outfit is pieces from her closet/thrfited that she's layering
> Wanted to thrift her other halloween costume and do the ethical thing but says she'll probably have to spend 40 dollars on ebay
> Made the butterfly pendant necklace out of clay, rhinestones, uv resin, and beads from stuff she had around the house.
> Has been anti-orange her whole life but mlp is opening up her mind to other color palettes and "it's slay because she (Scootaloo) lives with her canon lesbian aunt."
> Drafts her flower facing on stream
I was too lazy to cap the rest of the stream I doubt that anything interesting happened. The closet cosplay would be fine if that pink lingerie wasn't over it and if the dress was as bright as the cardigan. Putting lingerie over an outfit for a character from a children's franchise is a choice. if she really wanted light pink that badly she could've used light pink shoes or just the belt.
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I’m so confused because Jill literally types like every other zoomie out there.
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Views on mlp video
>>337453At least she's getting out of the house. Not a fan of that necklace she made.
No. 337468
>>337239>shot of kids playing in a playground>cut to creepy looking adult man in colourful homeSubtle work, editor, I like it
>>337333They would definitely have filmed a long segment and then clipped whatever part made a good soundbite, I know from that groomer voicenote that he blathers on about nothing a lot so there probably wasn't much more of note
No. 337469
>>337465>tomorrow's video will be a hair transformation and talking about trichotillomaniaKek, this ought to be good. I might actually read the transcripts this time.
>won't shut up about the pinkie pie video and is happy that it hit 50kIt's been awhile since she hit that number. She'll be tooting her own horn for a bit. Smug Jill is the funniest to me.
No. 337475
>>337471I agree and I don't think the necklace is that bad considering it's just a halloween costume. I think it won't look as good once she puts it on though because she always makes things look weird and frumpy or she fucks up her makeup somehow. I also love the orange and pink combination, it's very 2000s barbie chic to me and I don't get why she would hate it. Her disdain for the color orange explains why she doesn't have an orange alter though, since Amber is also represented with yellow.
>>337456Yeah that layering stuff was a trend in jfashion years ago and I remember normies doing it too.
No. 337476
>>337473It's because she has shit lighting and compensates for it by blasting up the vid brightness on youtube.
Apparently she can't do that on stream. You can see it in the news segment as well, they have an open plan first floor, but it looks like a dingy troll cave. It's the same with her pics. Like no wonder she can't match colours, for some reason her house is just a dim mess, her not ever cleaning notwithstanding.
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>>337386Why redtext kek the caps have been posted 10 times before and it was a spoonfeed request.
Anyway, here's a better graphic of Stephen's slow descent into cannabis-induced idiocy.
(take it to /meta/) No. 337499
>>337476I was going to say i don't understand why a YouTuber and a Fashion designer wouldn't invest in proper lighting, but i remembered she's a lazy stoner who's probably blazed 24/7. Bright lights are probably too much for her delicate little eyes, since she can't put aside 3-4 hours a day to be sober and film. I smoke too but her biggest problem that gets in the way of everything is weed.
>>337453I wonder what her beef with the color orange is? I understand normal people don't like every color, but Jill made her brand rainbows. This has potential to be a cute costume but I'm sure it will look a frumpy mess on Jill, because she's frumpy and tacky at her core.
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No. 337514
>>337507Yep, every autism faker just calls their newest hobby their special interest. At least Precure would be more believable but Jill is such a bippie moron she has to fling herself at MLP and claim it’s her whole identity and that she’s always loved it so much that it consumes her life, even though we all know she barely cared about it, didn’t avidly collect vintage ponies, and hadn’t even seen famous early FIM episodes until very recently.
Jill is also just a consumer with passive media and shopping based hobbies because she’s a lazy unemployed stoner fuck. A huge portion of young people got similar preoccupations over the pandemic due to the same isolation day in and day out and reliance on technology to form their identities.
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>>337453In what world does this say horse. Especially a tomboyish character like scootaloo?
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>>337528So much shoop too. I know there are a lot of fart lovers in this thread but she looks like dollar tree Emilia fart.
No. 337530
>>337528It might be the posing and lighting
and shooping, but honestly I don't hate this? Nothing about this says MLP, much less Scootaloo, but it's cute and more creative than anything she's done in a long while.
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>>337528This is the pony?? I thought it would have a flower band but… why the flowers?
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>>337534NTA but I think she was going for an older generation character with the same name. She's holding a G3 pony, picrel is G3 scootaloo.
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>>337529>>337528without the pony you wouldn't even understand this is a closet cosplay. picrel is the bishoujo figure series of mlp:fim. couldn't they at least draw some inspiration from them? personaly i'd have made the butterfly into a headband at least, so it could be seen better.
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not milk but very funny reaction from a real MLP fan to jills video
No. 337542
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>>337529Sof’s been buck broken by Jill into being a cosplay accessory. Every time nonnas mention Jill being a friendless loser she dangles sof in front of us. Kek
No. 337546
>>337543Don't say that, it's a compliment for her.
>>337528>>337529She has different shoes in the pictures, just pointing that out because it seems a bit weird to me.
No. 337551
>>337528>In what world does this say horse. Her hideous horseface is an asset for this costume choice.
>>337529She should have kept on the shoes she had on in the first pic instead of switching to her 5+ year old smelly yellowed-with-time jelly shoes. It's so gross that she's kept so many cat-chewed disfigured grungy old shoes for nearly a decade.
>>337542>very time nonnas mention Jill being a friendless loser she dangles sof in front of us. KekThe funniest part is Sof was the one posting in these threads shit talking her and providing milk. It's a testament to Jill's character: that she has such low self-esteem that she chose to remain "best friends" with Sof after all that.
>>337548She ends up always looking frumpy because she doesn't know how to take care of her clothes. Sof looks really well-dressed in comparison to Jill from just ironing her garments and making sure they fit well. Jill looks like she woke up and just put on a bunch of random clothes that were piled up on the floor, and none of her clothes really seem to fit her appropriately. It doesn't make sense either because she went through a college crafting course, she should know how to modify garments to fit her body and compliment her body type.
No. 337553
>>337551
>The funniest part is Sof was the one posting in these threads shit talking her and providing milk. It's a testament to Jill's character: that she has such low self-esteem that she chose to remain "best friends" with Sof after all that.Yeah, also says a lot about how Jill will tolerate literal traitors and people who can barely hide how much they can't stand her
(Steven ignoring her for the other girl in that one vlog told me all i need to know about their dynamic) all because they kiss her ass and go along with her bullshit. Sof probably grovelled and lied her way back into Jill's good graces but i doubt she left the farms. Hopefully she'll be less retarded this go around. Jill's surrounded by fake people because she's fake as fuck herself.
>She should have kept on the shoes she had on in the first pic instead of switching to her 5+ year old smelly yellowed-with-time jelly shoesThe first pair looks like they might have been too big for her to walk around comfortablely. I can't tell if they have a slight heel or not but something tells me Jill decided for whatever reason they weren't comfortable enough at the last minute.
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I wish I could see her weekly bill at the dispensary
No. 337567
>>337557its so amusing how she thinks shes a
victim of her brain, when shes really facing the consequences of her lifestyle choices.
No. 337568
>>337565
>Ugh by brain is soooooo sludgey, yeah bitch probably because you were up all night sucking on a bong.Lets be real, she probably typed this and hit send while hitting the bong.
> Why don't i want to do anything? Hits bong >I'm sooo dissociatyy todayRinse repeat.
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>>337570Read the rules, newfag
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No. 337592
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pinkie pie video got claimed again
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I don't think she's ever portrayed BPD in a good positive light like, at all
No. 337595
>>337590>>337589>>337587Oh you know last years photo was rough on her self esteem cause this year she's angled the photo from below instead of forward, is literally leaning like a ballerina instead of standing forward like the first pic and actually did her hair for once in 4 years.
Saying "you got hotter" makes it even more obvious she was planning this retarded photoshoot for weeks in between bongs and never going out
No. 337600
>>337590His haircut is a tragedy. He looks like a douchey Herman Munster. Also wear clean clothes ffs.
>>337595Agreed
No. 337607
>>337598To be fair when you're her size that's how you hide it to look better so at least she's doing that "right".
>>337596Honestly never realized just how much wearing her hair up ages her in a bad way, she actually looks her real age for once in this photo. Though I guess it could all just be editing too
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>>337596"Sophia This is always a safe space to age regress"
(non-contribution) No. 337612
>>337601I wonder if this is a YouTube specifical ai or if it is a larger part of the ai Google has on their search engine, but revamped for things regarding YouTube. Either way, I have to agree like
>>337611 that it's disturbing.
No. 337615
>>337605>>337608Kekk
>>337607I wish she gave her hair a break because it looks super unhealthy though
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No. 337624
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Looks like she’s moving over to bluesky
No. 337627
>>337612I'm fucking horrifed. the state of youtube holy shit
>>337616her makeup seems cake on, must be to hide the lack of sunlight, weed and shit diet
No. 337628
>>337603>At least Jill has her hair down and is wearing a nice outfit.>a nice outfit.Jill is wearing CLEAR jelly shoes that are so old and busted that they appear to be rat piss yellow. She's wearing a decade-old pink felt beret that's been flattened with age, with a overstretched machine-washed wool sweater. Her dress is the most hideous of it all. It looks like a curtain you'd find in a mobile home that hasn't been cleaned in 3 decades. It's wrinkled and she hasn't ironed it. It looks gaudy and offensive. I know she's lost some weight this year, but she's always dressing a size too big and her clothes always look baggy and frumpy as a result. None of this would matter if she didn't present herself as a fashion influencer working on launching her own line, or if it wasn't obvious that this post was supposed to be an epic clap-back at the haters and meant to prove everyone wrong about her. Besides her retarded fans, who would want to buy this woman's line if
this is her sense of fashion? Compare her to others in her same caliber as an influencer, and she's always the least stylish and worst-dressed of the bunch.
No. 337649
>>337647amen sister. with all of the debilitating illnesses she claims to have, you'd think that a disorder born from anxiety would be visible sometimes.
also people would comment way less on her hair if she would just stfu about it.
No. 337656
>>337632I don't know, it can fly under the radar. Some people rub their hair in an attempt to control the habit. Still, she should have
some temporary bald spots.
>Wants to grow her hair and stop ripping the ends outOh ok, so she's not even pulling or rubbing where it can cause bald spots. What a nothingburger kek
No. 337661
>>337624>full time artistlmao the only think she is full time is a stoner
but for real, when was the last time she made mobey from her "art" ?
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I rest my case
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>>337666>>337669She’s got the Amanda Bynes mullet.
No. 337676
>>337657I’ve never seen her have any bald spots just breakage. The closest she had to a bald spot was her “Mohawk” that was more of a faux hawk because it wasn’t even that short on the sides.
She insists on diy bleaching her own hair and frying the shit out of it instead of paying a professional and getting hair treatments by how over processed it is. People to trich resort to shaving their heads because of how many uneven bald patches are on her hair. The closest thing she does to having trich is putting on extensions that are literally tearing away at her weakass fried bleached follicles.
>>337668Doctors have already told her she does not have adhd. So that possibility of that larp was shot down instantly for her. I think she clings to autism because of people constantly lumping it with adhd and the common comorbidity they have with each other.
No. 337684
>>337682Don't be fucking creepy, ew.
>>337676Please do lurk. It's on a thread from some years ago, maybe at the start of the pandemic or a bit before that but she was already living in the rainbow house.
No. 337689
>>337682Don't drive to her house. You would be stalking her.
>>337666The fake mullet and serial killer glasses combo makes her look like she's from a trailer park.
No. 337691
>>337684>>337685Please don’t feed her bullshit and give her more ideas or validation for conditions she doesn’t have.
It was her angel baby therapist and “forensic” specialist psychiatrist that gave her the infamous DID diagnostic impression that ruled adhd. I’m not 100% which one planted the autism seed in her head though but she claims that some medical professional said she had a possibility of having autism.
No. 337692
>>337691>It was her angel baby therapist and “forensic” specialist psychiatrist that gave her the infamous DID diagnostic impression that ruled adhd.I think the forensic specialist was one of angel therapist's friends, wasn't it? But yeah I would take anything that comes from them with a grain of salt.
>she claims that some medical professional said she had a possibility of having autism.Kek not yet another "diagnostic impression" lmao. She either got the idea from her thread calling her autistic for years or a combination of twitter and tiktok social media brain rot.
No. 337699
>>337626>Needs to pick a hairdresser and it's hard bc autistic routinesMore like doesn't want to be told she's a dumbfuck for not giving her hair a rest. It's obvious her hair is screaming at her to stop but poor Jilly Bean needs her hair to be rainby because otherwise she isn't "special." Too bad it really isn't special to have unnatural hair colours anymore. She needs to update her mentality to 2024 and not be stuck in 2016. Certified womanchild.
>>337671Good reminder
>>337675Add in she constantly uses a straightener too. She never does any proper aftercare so her hair is just begging for mercy at this point.
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>>337666Yup she’s really got that pony hair
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This furthers my theory that she’s only larping pinkie pie because she marries weird Al in the end.
No. 337708
>>337706It's funny because she wouldn't be able to have a relationship with a person that could be even slightly more interesting than her.
Just look at how she rambiified him and then how she sucked out all the colors like the clown from the power puff girls, it would kill her if she had a moid that was quirky like weird al kek.
Also, this is another reason why she can't have a relationship with women, if a girl is prettier than her she hates her.
No. 337712
>>337708>Just look at how she rambiified him and then how she sucked out all the colors like the clown from the power puff girlsKekk
>>337710This
>>337699The ADHD larp would be more convincing since she constantly forgets shit according to herself and has interests for only a limited time, plus she can't do shit unless they give her Wellbutrin. But her quacks could totally see the DID and not the ADHD? kek yeah sure
No. 337713
>>337712She forgets shit because she’s stoned all the time not because of adhd.
>>337706When they break up do we think he’ll accuse her of being
abusive and controlling? Massive tinfoil but if things fall through he seems like the MRA type who’d claim breaking up because psycho girlfriend.
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>>337529Found another pic of Jill in the Halloween costume. The event was another Freddy Frills meetup.
No. 337734
>>337730They all look so greasy. They have the complexion of corpses. I don't know who the two special needs people in the middle are, but I think just standing next to Sof and Jill made them look ugly by association. The Wegovy candidate with the strawberry and Sof have
okay outfits, they aren't nice - but I can at least tell what they were going for. But Jill and the rat teeth moid? They're dressed awful. Jill again went for the "wearing cheap lingerie from Salvation Army over-top other ratty garments" look that she's so fond of, paired with a clashing cardigan, and a weird head garment reminiscent of some sort of Islamic death cult. She looks totally out of place from the other speds. Why is Jill such a big loser that she can't even fit in with fugly speds?
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Saturday Live Stream Caps:
- Had to push the stream back a few hours because she went to a rare outting where she went out to the club for a friend's birthday party and thinks she's too old (26) for it now. She was tired and hurting the next day but says that Veronica got to have some fun. I guess Veronica was doing all that clubbing and drinking a few years back and not Jill. Hadn't been going out late or drinking because her bedtime is 10pm so she was "overstimulated".
- Says that Steven surprised her by dressing up as Weird Al.
- "Stevie and I are both They/Them but depending on alters and fronting and crap".
- Talks about how they gave the Joker did and apparently Steve's co-worker asked "Does Pixie know?" I guess she's scared to see it in theaters where she can't pause it because she calls herself a little baby
- "Flight or Fight disrupts your digestive system."
- Wants to get back into fitness but she says she's working on too many things.
- Calls My Little Pony here autistic fixation.
- If the Pinkie Pie video gets 100k she's get a cake and put Pinkie Pie on it.
- Wants to make a Pinkie Pie part 2 video and more long form pony content.
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>>337744Lmao, she's acting like she's geriatric. At least Jill is getting out of the rainby dungeon a lot more lately.
>Wants to get back into fitness but she says she's working on too many thingsYou can bet she'll always find time for weed though. Why announce this? No one cares.
>If the Pinkie Pie video gets 100k she's get a cake and put Pinkie Pie on it.>Wants to make a Pinkie Pie part 2 video and more long form pony content.I want another stupid cake photo shoot. I hope she gets a cupcake for the Pinkie Pie toy just to make it extra funny. To no one's surprise, she's going to lean into the pony content more. It'll be interesting to see how the part 2 video will fare.
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Someone fan of hers on twitter did this for her and I just don't get it
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Boohoo Jill this is literally your job. Suck it up
No. 337865
>>337828These are all really basic things that content creators have to deal with every time they film. They plan and prepare for the videos. That's how you don't have a meltdown, Jill. Maybe stop half-assing everything you do and your "mental health" will be better.
>>337856Exactly, nona! Or she could've dressed up after doing the messy parts. But again, that would require Jill to use her brain and clearly that's not her strong suit.
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>>337885How
triggered is she going to be when Stevie's pumpkin wins?
No. 337897
>>337885>>337890keeeeek his is clearly way better, it's so funny. i like how she knows his is better aesthetically, creatively and it obviously looks like
much more time and effort was spent on his, so she has to clarify the
>uhmm guys just so you know the theme was "My Favourite Thing" because autism special interest larphers is just a shitty looking house with props poorly glued to it (i laughed at the flags at the top and the poorly matched doorframe to the door) and she's like "it's uhhhh a house for a pony or precure" sure jan. pathetic KEK, absolutely pathetic. it's really bad. it's clear she had no ideas on what to do. like what did she carve? a doorway and some windows and the door looks like shit especially with the botched door frame. it's so bad. she's always been creatively bankrupt but there was zero effort on her part and while i hate to pay steebie a compliment, his is actually really good. i'd be shocked if his doesn't win. i know she'll be mad at him as a result
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>>337890She just isn't that creative. This was what she did 2 years ago. Anyways any bets on how annoying she's going to be this year when handing out candy? She acted like she couldn't do it without Steeb last year. I expect theatrics because Jill just can't do anything mundanely. She's too special and rainbows shoot out of her ass.
No. 337929
>>337760Thanks blogchan, I appreciate the anecdote.
And if Jill were to be confronted it was "jill" that's was in FoF not "Veroniiiicaaa". She's such a vapid husk of a human.
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>>337930Mikan is a huge cow but at least she’s able to make a successful brand despite dropping out of bunka. What’s Jill’s excuse? Oh yeah getting high 24/7 and putting zero effort into anything besides attempting to debunk larp accusers.
No. 337932
>>337931Jill has never actually wanted to leave PEI for realsies, you can tell she looooves being the most "attractive" and "famous" (IE average looking and made fun of online) in that retarded hillbilly island. Look at this
>>337730 when all the people of her ilk are hideous genderspecials with arguably worse taste than her unoriginal self, why the fuck would she ever leave or actually amount to anything? She gets all her validation from being a loser with no prospects in life kek.
No. 337948
>>337937>>337947HOLY shit she taps out at four fucking hours. This bitch is hilarious I need camera crews to follow her as she's forced to wait tables or cashier at a convenience store for 8 hours. Like bitch just say you need a break? Does she really think
most people in the developed world work 4 hours straight without a single break? She is so wildly disconnected from the real world she just constantly amazes.
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>>337947Kek, I like the fact the monster can is in the shot.
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>>337952>Spoons>Sensory thing Jill you don't have a chronic illness or autism, you just got tired from fliming for four hours straight. She hardly did any carving for her pumpkin, why did she finish after Steve? If you're tired why not just scrap the video? Anything boring or with Steve in it isn't worth watching.
Between Jill's munchie antics and Steve hangong out with Maggie in the middle of the night years ago I'm surprised that they haven't broken up yet. I was expecting him to cheat since he was supposed to move in with Maggie all those years ago even if they were exes and he was dating Jill at the time. He doesn't seem to be attracted to her so why would he propose to her? All of her boyfriends seemed like they didn't want to be on camera but Steve has had so many red flags.
No. 337973
>>337952she's been a youtuber for over a decade and she didn't just buy a couple extra pumpkins to carve off camera for issues like this? and she's acting like she HAD to finish this no matter what even though she was tired (how about making videos in advance for once??)
also posting pictures of the completed pumpkins before the video was dumb. if i were just a casual watcher who liked to watch her content sometimes i'd have skipped it. why bother watching if you already saw the end result?
No. 337976
>>337960>>337961forreal I cannot image being in the same room as jill. its already too much behind the safety of my phone, but to hear her whine 24/7, sensor this, dissociating that, waah I'm tired, etc lmao fuck no.
she wants fibromyalgia so bad. she tired af all the time from the weed, energy drinks and zero exercise. she quits at the drop of the hate and makes childish excuses.
just wow. hang in there steve because your not getting a better place than this, your in that cannabis rainbow dungeon for life
No. 337977
>>337976Imagine having your number one ambition in life be mental and physical illness. It's all she fucking wants. But what makes that even more sad and pathetic is the fact that she has neither.
I hope her parents are absolutely devastated by the failure they've created. I hope they tell her every day.
No. 337986
>>337984Totally agree. You can see it in his eyes. It seems like he is always calculating. I honestly believe he is a sociopath and professional
victim and manipulator. It's no wonder he shills for the liberal party. I also continue to believe that he manipulated Jill into the currents state of mental Jillness, especially the DID thing in order to exact more woke points.
No. 337989
>>337952A few things that I want to point out, that make this snippet very creepy for me:
>Dissonance between the overly happy and bright appareance with Jillian's tiredness and Steven's weird black aesthetic >Jillian acting normal at first, then looking like some type of terminally ill patient on the couch the double chin ain't helping, then talking 'sweet' with the high pitched voice at the end >Steven's ugly haircut, painted neck, his creepy stare, how annoyed he is at Jillian>The clear DID/autism larp, with medical jargon thrown in>Camera just keeps rolling>We are supposed to accept this as their normalcyNot even David Lynch or whoever the fuck can create such an unintentionally unsettling atmosphere like this. Happy Halloween I guess.
>>337981>I bet Louise feels guilty for having cancer and ended up creating this monster by coddling her to death. That's fucked up, please no.
>>337980>Any normal adult who got tired, overwhelmed and frustrated by their shitty pumpkin project would have sat down to take a breather and simply cut out the footage of it to keep it professional, but instead she keeps it in and writes up a paragraph on top of her complaints in the video spamming medicalized jargonThis is what I found the weirdest and I don't understand what her deal is. Does she think it'll give her attention? Is she trying to prove she's sick? It makes me deeply uncomfortable if I'm honest, what a weird scenario. I wish she cut that out.
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>>337983imagine when he finally snaps
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Did anybody catch this weird reply? "I love seeing him grow into his own style!" Like… what? Kek. This dude was all gung ho to skinwalk her rainby aesthetic and now that people can see their chemistry is literally nonexistent he goes the goth eboy route? The blacked out neck? The weird tiktok eboy chain? Does anybody know how Maggie dresses because I really doubt he's not just skinwalking the real object of his desire. That is some crazy troon vibes type shit.
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>>337991Most recent pic of Maggie from 2022
No. 338001
>>337957>Jill’s single biggest problem is her weed consumption, her fatigue and lack of creativity smacks of burnout behavior.So tired of this discreet WKing that happens ij this thread. To burnout, one has to WORK first. The last time Jill had a job was more than 6 years ago. She doesn't have burnout, she's just a dumb egotistical loser. That's all there is to it. That's why it's so fun to laugh at her. Jill's biggest problem is that she's Jill.
>>337978>She probably gets out of breathe just cookingI'm pretty sure Stephen is the one that does all the cooking. I recall an incident early in the DID larp when Jill purposefully ruined his meal while it was cooking because she didn't want to have it for dinner. Stephen is the one that works, the one that cooks, and I'd be surprised if he wasn't the one that cleans too.
>>337983Stephen is definitely over-sheltered and naïve for his age. They both are, but I think Stephen had a lot more potential than Jill that he pissed away. I think they both suffer from severe arrested development and small town syndrome. Stephen seems unsocialized.
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>>338000Yup sure looks like it. She even has a new man and left NB which is why we don’t hear of her anymore. Didn’t use this photo because it’s not really an indication of her style.
No. 338008
>>338001That was when she claimed she blacked out and turned into Jerrick or a small child or something, right?
I think these days it gets overlooked how much of her initial DID LARP was built on incidents where she lashed out at Steve, decided she hated him, and jeopardized their relationship with spiteful stunts and rude behavior, then blamed it on that “Jerrick hates him” etc.
No. 338010
>>337989Having a seriously ill family member growing up is a very common thing with munchausen syndrome. It's a very probably cause for Jill's behavior, even if she isn't full a diagnosed munchie. She associates being sick with getting attention and her bpd makes it 100 times worse. She wants to be a
victim despite being one of the most spoiled and privileged people on this website
>>337990 The face of a man that wants to invade safe spaces for women and children because it makes his dick hard.
No. 338012
>>338001>I recall an incident early in the DID larp when Jill purposefully ruined his meal while it was cooking because she didn't want to have it for dinnerKek wtf? I don't remember that at all, who does that even?
>>338009Oh okay. So she just made a retarded mistake, idk who can mix ginger and garlic together though.
>>338004>>338007Nta but I thought burnout could have different meanings, including the weed one.
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>>338009Nta, found a clip of it in thread 62. She only messed up the green peppers for it.
>>338008I need to reread those threads because it was so easy to miss things.
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Current views
No. 338023
>>337952so that's what her getting "overstimulated" looks like? getting tired and laying on the couch putting on a moody voice? she has no idea what a chronic illness or autism actually is. this bitch would not be able to be in the room with someone with autism who's actually overstimulated. and
>being "on" for the camerayeah because if the camera was off you would be unleashing your bpdemon on everyone and everything… the creepy voice change at the end. disgusting
>>337977>Imagine having your number one ambition in life be mental and physical illness. It's all she fucking wants. But what makes that even more sad and pathetic is the fact that she has neither. i agree. it's crazy too because she's genuinely negative levels of convincing. it's astonishing. does she even recognize how obvious it is? completely pathetic.
>>337989>Does she think it'll give her attention? Is she trying to prove she's sick?yes and yes. her entire life seems to revolve around trying to show everyone "look how ill i am!" and it's just a performance. it's not a convincing performance but she thinks it is for some reason.
>>337961that was my exact thought. he looked annoyed for a brief moment but knows he's on film so he had to do something other than look pissed off
No. 338025
>>338021Do people
actually like her video essay? Or are they just clicking out of curiosity? I wonder what the dislike ratio and recent comments are like.
No. 338027
>>338007Yes it is
>>338014It's more embarrassing that they are calling nachos with beef, cheese, and green peppers on them "fancy nachos"
No. 338028
>>338002I really hope she dropped or grew out of the ddlg loli shit because I'm dying at the idea of anyone calling this random moid daddy
>>338014They both literally say the beef was in the pan and she was tasked with watching the pan of beef. Respectfully, I don't get how you went through the trouble of finding and reposting this clip but missed them repeating this multiple times.
No. 338029
>>338028Watch it at 3:41. She put the ginger in with the green pepper. The meat was salvageable but not the green pepper. "The green pepper was
ginger-fud and they had to go."
No. 338037
>>337952Is it really so hard to say "hold up let's break for a second." She must do that spiel every time. She kinda gloats when she does it, like I bet she really savored saying the spoons thing.
>>337980Exactly nonna. And the fucking paragraph is the funniest thing, because she couldn't just contain her sperging to Steve. She had to double sperg to her own viewers.
No. 338039
>>337952I feel like cips like this are part
Of why her views are so bad. Like she puts in these long segments of her "dissociating" or "having no spoons" and it completely erupts the flow of the video and changes the subject the videos supposed to be about. I think she also totally copied this from dissociadid, she also did the "I'm leaving in me dissociating to raise awareness" bs
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Jill should get a face tat. kek
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>>338001>>338007Ntayrt but using context clues, stoner burnout is most likely what she meant.
No. 338058
>>338027>It's more embarrassing that they are calling nachos with beef, cheese, and green peppers on them "fancy nachos"KEK
>>338026I would check the video myself as well but I really don't want to give her views either. Maybe some brave nonna can check.
>>338030Agreed kek. I don't understand how they're still together, Steven could find another house to live and another girlfriend to manipulate pretty easily.
No. 338059
>>338031Lmao of course, she can say "omg she's literally me" all she wants but it doesn't really mean anything.
>>338037>She had to double sperg to her own viewers.Tbh saying "she was sperging" is a compliment to her but yes, she wants to show everyone how sicky wicky icky and special she is.
>>338043What she did is the least "raising awareness" bit in the history of humankind. All she did is try to prove she's actually totes not okay. Most people who are neuroduvergent or chronically ill don't film this type of stuff for thousands of people to watch, she's being self satisfactory.
No. 338060
>>338039I 100% agree, people are there to watch her carving pumpkins, this is why nobody watches her shit, no one cares about her laying in the couch.
>>338046I wish she listened to him and cut it out. She didn't raise any awareness, she's just playing it up for the camera, and anyone with two braincells can tell that. Raising awareness doesn't look like that at all.
>>338047>You really get the feeling this bitch "pushes" herself so she can have a performative little breakdown and indirectly posit Steeb as her mini meltie caretaker. She could handle all the "overstimulation" for four hours? Bitch that's INCREDIBLY normie.Agreed.
No. 338061
>>338047Most adults, even real autistic ones and ones with physical disabilities, work EIGHT hours straight with a 30 min lunch break. She's just lazy and spoiled, she literally has no schedule or responsibilities to adhere to and still wants to be the biggest
victim because the luxury of working on your own projects, filming a pumpkin carving video at home at your own leisure is so hard on poor Jill.
>>338053 I see the abdl phase is still going strong. Adults calling it "parallel play" is such an ick and coming from Jill it's nasty. Just call it body doubling.
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always with the DID reminders
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No. 338073
>>338069Wait, did that happen this year?
>>338072It's incredible how "this year we lost someone to suicide" pivoted towards something that is seemingly so narcissistic coming from her
No. 338079
>>338069Nonnas called it but didn’t think Jill would pull through.
>>338068Isn’t that was she does to steeb and her mom?
No. 338085
>>338068> doesn’t mean you should force yourself to stay in an unsafe or unhealthy relationship> these folks just need to be heard and helpedThe kind of people that constantly threaten suicide are
abusive, even if they legitimately struggle with it. Having a loved one that holds themselves hostage like that is so incredibly cruel. Imagine anytime your partner is mildly frustrated or inconvenienced they threaten to kill themselves because they can’t emotionally regulate and haven’t bothered learning and engaging better coping mechanisms? Imagine your partner putting the onus of regulating them on YOU instead of doing the work themselves. It’s an impossible situation and an unfair one at that.
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>>338082Because she doesn't like vegetables?
>>338085I agree, it's one thing to struggle with it and another thing to threaten it. People like this need help, and learning better coping mechanisms will greatly improve their situation. It's not all lost.
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She got a PO Box
No. 338127
>>338124>"It is best bet" to use Jillian instead of PixieIt costs like 120 dollars to get your name changed in Canada and you just need to fill out one form. If she's really serious about being ~Pixie~ then she can just use 1/6th of her monthly Patreon money to make that a reality. But we all know she's just a loser egotist that wants to LARP online for asspats.
What the fuck is "is best bet" ?? she's so permafried she can't even remember how to use English ugh God I hate herWhy does she need a PO box though? Her days of fame are over. I can't imagine she'll get anything substantial from fans. I'm assuming fan mail was a secondary reason for getting the PO box. She's probably tired of giving out her real address to Chinese shippers on whatever marketplace site she uses.
No. 338131
>>338126>I hope someone sends a glitter bomb and animal shit so she could have some epic fake tism melties on twitterI hope nobody actually does this because it will just make her seem like a
victim. She desperately wants attention and will do whatever it takes.
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She's mad at Trixie Mattel
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More pony content is on its way
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>>338068She has been consistently suicide-baiting her entire life. Like 12 years now? Of course she's going to say to take suicide baiters seriously lmao. She only stopped doing it
publically after the mcr concert with mommy, she baited so shamelessly the designated Suicide and Self Harm OC had to be retired. She may not tweet it but she's likely the same behind doors and thats why no one in her life can stand her anymore.
Like seriously. I missed many suicide baits too.
Reposting cause gif got messed up
No. 338191
>>338166This is how you know her autism LARP is all bullshit. Anyone with an actual special interest or hyperfixation on ponies would be devouring any and all media related without it feeling like a chore - especially with someone as much free time as Jill.
I wish she would just admit this is a cash grab and not ~muh speshul intwest~
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>>338166The real aspies are the ones that would know the answer to her question lol. You shouldn't need help to get to know your own special interest kek.
>>338178Sure nona!
No. 338212
>>338209Venting anonymously about struggling with suicidal ideation is different than using your million public accounts with your face and loved ones to do it. People follow pixie for her fashion and cute shit (even her fake inspirational "I'm cured from bpd" content. Instead they will randomly get self harm, ed and suicide bait like once a year without warning. She's not a teenager or dumb. She knows how it affects people (specially her mom) since her first suicide letter got "found". She's been doing it for attention her whole adult life. Her family and bf follow her on social media and see a loved one baiting about killing herself or self harming and its manipulative as fuck since she knows they will see it or a fan will send it to them. That's why you don't do it publically. And if you do, you won't do it many many many times for attention. People stop believing you're not malicious after the second one.
The wk is getting out of control. Crazy having to explain suicide baiting is cow behavior in lc.
No. 338224
>>338220Exactly, she would fight her mom or Stevie and run to twitter to say she wants to die so they would see it. Like what can they do? Except apologizing and kissing her feet again so she doesn't die?
She only stopped doing it so shamelessly after her mom stopped enabling her. God knows what happened before and after the MCR concert meltdown but it was probably good. She's 26 and posted pics with self harm scars only months ago to her fans ffs
No. 338232
>>338229Seeing other people self harming is absolutely
triggering to a lot of people, and kids who aren't necessarily mentally ill other than being kids definitely copy that shit too. It's absolutely how that works and Jill doesn't give a shit.
No. 338233
>>338229>no one sees cut marks and thinks "that's so cool!"They don't think "that's cool", in a distressed moment they think "that's a normal way to deal with my emotions so I'm gonna do it too". Cutting is a known social contagion, so is anorexia, so is trans, and so is suicide/suicide baiting.
By publicly suicide baiting and posting self-harm scars there will be mentally unstable kids(possibly adults) who copy Jill and do it too. All (respectable) news outlets know this, it's why they have always been super careful about how they report on suicide because just mentioning it will start another wave of it.
No. 338235
>>338165I feel bad for Kate getting her work stolen and the fakes going viral but seeing her pop up here gives me nostalgia for her 124 page GOMI thread.
https://gomiblog.com/old/beauty-fashion-bloggers/scathingly-brilliant/It amazes me that Jill has never mentioned her before the house selling drama. You would think being a big blogger in the Twee fashion days and having a colorful house would've inspired Jill.
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>>338234And you would think a self acclaimed "uber sensitive delicate pro mental health advocate" like Jillian would also know better than to show her sh scars/flaunt her suicidal tendencies for the very concern of people mimicking her like retards
Anons are pointing out her hypocrisy and criticizing her lack of knowledge around mental health, as is appropriate for this thread and Jill's bullshit behavior
No. 338238
>>338229of course people think that, have you been on tumblr? people have been sharing ~aesthetic uwu~ edits of cuts for ages.
that's why cutting was a social contagion among emos back in the day, you'd see your peers do it and think you have to do it too to be emo enough or to be
valid or some shit
also some of her fans are probably grade schoolers, she makes videos about kids tv shows
No. 338240
>>338236Kek yes this is the point anons are trying to make, obviously no one is actually moralfagging as an sjw here, anons are being sarcastic to make fun of Jill by using her own logic.
Obviously Jill isn't personally responsible for actions of impressionable kids who watch her, but it's very funny that she acts like a mental health advocate who's all sunshine and rainbows only to spread actual suicidal ideation and self harming
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This is just a retweet but stuff like this irks me. Managing mental illnesses or any kind of struggle isn't easy as saying "love you xoxo nothing is your fault" and pretending it'll all go away that way. This is faker behavior. This is what coddled people think makes others feel seen when it's truly infanitlizing. And I dislike how much of a mentall illness advocate she tries to be.
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I'm guessing this is about the election but she's somehow making it about herself.
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(sage this nonmilk)
No. 338276
>>338271Wow, excuse you nonna, she has at least three personalities who are! Besides how else is she going to play
victim while also trivializing the seriousness of the issue with a kaweewee pic of herself? kek
No. 338277
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Jill will use any excuse to smoke, who is she fooling? Her acting as if she, a dumpy reclusive white girl from a well off family who isn’t even American, is going to personally be affected by this.
No. 338279
>>338276>>338277You are kinda delusional if you think USA politics only concern USA.
But. Also, Jill would use any excuse to smoke and get asspats for her performative suffering. Maybe she should go donate or actually organize for people affected instead of posting a bare-bones shitty picture about doing things she never does and whining again about herself.
No. 338296
>>338270This is so insensitive.
"The U.S. is on fire right now and I'm not even American but look how cute I am! Anyway I'm high"
No. 338304
>>338301Maybe she
only recently stopped smoking in the morning, but I honestly doubt it.
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just special interest things
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No. 338356
Arcane season 2 drops today, wonder if we'll see more of Jax?
>>338270Featuring the same three books she always has showing in pictures and a careful placement of ponies because it's ~totally~ her special interest and has been for a long time now!
No. 338377
>>338375Nta, but I'm also on team Jill should have a normie job.
She needs the stability of the income, regardless of how her mental health of the day is. Jill also really really needs to focus on something that isn't Jill. Now it's all about herself and her channel, all the time, every day.
She's "burned out" and bored and keeps just doing drugs and make up reasons for why she's oppressed and mentally ill and can't do things. She needs something that takes little brain power that she can do casually, and then go back home to relax without the pressure of being a full-time content creator. She can still make little videos on the weekend if she wants to. A job that is easy enough but that lets her focus on something other and bigger than herself and be part of a team.
She needs to leave the house and move around more, to see people regularly, and to have a "purpose" that a job gives. She's currently home alone, stoned, working on half-assed videos with ever-declining views. She's someone who loves personal attention but she can't get that by being holed up at home. She could easily be THE quirky one at work, she'd be the biggest fish in the pond so to speak. Getting a real job would probably benefit her mental health by a lot in many ways.
I think Jill is lazy BECAUSE she's bored/burned out of content creation and the lifestyle doesn't suit her. She's not "just" lazy, the job just isn't a good fit for her. She could keep up with content creation better when studying, and when still living with parents, because she thrives when being around people and getting attention. I don't think Jill realizes it and that anons are right that she'd throw a fit and quit - but actually that short struggle when adjusting would be so incredibly healthy for her in the long run is she managed to go through with it.
No. 338420
>>338396jill needs to get out of her rainbow cannabis dungeon. that and her phone are the two biggest reasons why shes insufferable. And its all by choice! she doesnt have any major mental problems or anything, its 100% self-sabotage.
And since its by choice she will never let go of this life. Shes a spoiled brat who never had a hard day in her life.
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No. 338480
>>338442>Time will tell if she can keep any kind of momentum for long form videos. She can't, and that's a fact.
1. We already know Jill struggles with putting out short form videos as it is.
2. Long form fans don't have any other long form video from her to binge while they wait for another, so they're just gonna leave and forget about her.
3. Even when she puts out another one it's on the exact same topic, it's a part 2 so not new or exciting, meaning the viewers will be the same group of people but fewer this time because not everyone cares to watch part 2
4. When the second video doesn't do as well Jill will lose all motivation again
5. Long form videos take more time and effort, she can't work on short form at the same time, meaning her established fanbase no longer get what they want and signed up for so they fall off watching her too
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No. 338518
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So she's going to manufacture things in China after all? Mikan crossover btw
No. 338553
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she's just so sicky icky wicky for reals
No. 338554
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>>338553"in the pinkie pie dimension"
No. 338555
>>338553maybe it's your bodys way of telling you to put the bong down
>>338554>and not going outsidecongratulations
>>338517>she's just built different she's just like me guys!!! i'm so special! No. 338560
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>>338554Jill this is you. I'll take my ban now.
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>>338554>not going outside uwuwell that's a problem isn't it Jilly. but okay. stay in the pinkie pie dimension
No. 338571
>>338553>>338554hmmm these two things couldn't
possibly be related right jill? also another example of her being the actual opposite of pinkie pie, i don't even watch the show but know there's no way she'd isolate herself the way jill does.
No. 338575
>>338572The one freak out that pony has is like, nothing compared to the constant outbursts that Jill has kek. This is how the whole "pony has BPD" theory can be debunked.
>party keiIsn't it funny that Jill made up party kei during the time when ponies were still relevant and she didn't have a special interest in pinkie pie at all? It's only after connecting the show to her mental illness that she looks at that pony and says "omg literally me". Same thing happened with spinel from steven universe. The only true special interest she has is her mental illness and anything that reminds her of it becomes relevant. She will drop ponies when they're no longer useful to her.
But I'm still kind of hoping she gets a tattoo just because it would be interesting to see. She never got that one strawberry tattoo either did she.
No. 338581
>>338573Yeah, pinkie pie would definitely not be a recreational weed smoker (I'm sure Jill thinks she smokes medicinally though).
>>338580
>When the body is too scared to move i still move my hands around to crochet. How do people genuinely buy into this crap? Why can't she just be fucking normal and say "sometimes i have lazy days where i don't want to get off the couch but I'd still like to be a bit productive?"
No. 338583
>>338581that’s too normie anon. our resident suburban normie pothead is trying really really hard to be anything but! so its not she lazy, its that her body refuses to move when she commands it to move!
I swear a fucking child is more creative with excuses than her….so I really hope she doesnt have any kids in her audience who thinks this is normal thinking for an adult
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No. 338595
>>338553>>338580The worst part of her antics is that everyone can tell shes faking but she's so stubborn. She posts this on her main public account so that as many people as possible see it.
But all she does is tell the few who believe her (family and stebie) see her claiming she's having a debilitating derealization episode. Which would be really concerning. Like maybe text them? Maybe she knows they don't believe her shit anymore
No. 338612
>>338589After seeing
>>338580, I can’t help but think it’s another horrendously ill-fitting top , similar to stuff she’s made earlier.
Kek if made a pair of undies with a cutie-mark on them so she could “be just like Pinkie Pie”
No. 338617
>>338588She can't even slice an apple the normal way lol. Her parents failed her hardcore with this coddling bullshit, Jill needed to be bullied a bit more so she'd be less obnoxious. No wonder she doesn't leave the house much anymore, probably can't have a conversation with anyone who's not Steven or a fan girl because they'd just roll their eyes and treat her like an retard instead of a sweet autistic bean.
>>338583Unfortunately my dear anon, the only people who still follow her are children, fellow retarded munchies, and people who actually have developmental disorders. Everytime she tweets some dumb shit like this i think about the autistic girl, berry I think it was who basically skinwalked Jill's alters and then realized "oh wait, this is retarded and I'm actually just mentally ill and confused". Its good she realized it but i fear there are even younger fans of Jill who will follow her and won't realize until its too late that this was all a lie, and Jill only larps DiD on the Internet and with people who coddle her, because otherwise she'd ruin her cushy little life.
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>>338629Hey cutie post a picture without fat girl angles and unnatural posing please.
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>>338629Picrel what is going on with the corner of her mouth?? Why is it all wrinkled and pleated like that? All the smoking is getting to her.
(nitpicking) No. 338667
>>338642the way she uses and abuses the term comes across as terribly straight to me. like shes trying way too hard to appear ~kweer
>>338649the way anon is admitting they spend way too much time looking at overly filtered pics online they forgot about how smiling works. this is one of jill's signature smiles nothing off about it
No. 338688
>>338671Dysmorphia-chan, some people just have fat cheeks regardless of their weight and diet. There's a lot of variation in how humans look
>>338668Aging actually makes you lose weight in the face. Her lines/dimples are deep but small, an older woman's lines would look different (even deeper and longer)
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No. 338717
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Samefag, here's the screenshot where she asks for "another autistic folks" to follow her. Did she ever give an update on that autism diagnosis?
No. 338721
>>338717She hasn't uploaded any cosplays or drag shit in so long. An issue with her is the fact that she tries really hard to be part of a "community" when she herself should know that that's not how it works when you want to be an actually famous person.
Like, people have such curated dashboards that there's no way in hell she's going to get recommended to a pony autist who likes and re-tweets the same 30 to 50 MLP quotes and the same 30 to 50 MLP fanart/screenshots that the person likes and re-tweets daily.
Same issue with the drag retards and the cosplay schizos, she doesn't even do anything particularly interesting within those circles to justify having a following from them.
No. 338733
>>338728no one cares about your newfound autism diagnosis.
>>338730I really hate to break it to you but jill is simply a normie who spends way too much time online and twitter in the form of being an "influencer", and stays cooped up her in home stoned af. these three factors are lifestyle choices that made a major impact on her social skills and annoying need for attention over the years. sorry to burst your armchair bubble.
No. 338764
>>338762 anon was replying to this
>>338729 she's clearly not talking about jill, just misdiagnosed autists in general. especially for women autism diag later in life can help you get resources for issues you hadn't been able to understand before.
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>>338642Well it seems like she's lurking
No. 338797
>>338796It's almost as if cartoon characters have punchlines or lines that are meant to be iconic and used almost like brand slogans.
But Jillian is so braindead that she can't even think of her own punchline or slogan so she uses retarded internet slang that has stopped being cool and hip a few months ago, instead of trying to at least use her permanence on the internet for her own gain.
She's so retarded.
No. 338830
>>338796Rarity says "darling" more than she says "Devine"
Bitch can't even claim right. Get your special interests right, jillibean
No. 338852
>>338688Yeah but Jill's been chunky her entire adult life, hence the jowls at only 26.
>>338730Yes, Jill is retarded. That's her problem. Not autism, not ADHD, Not DiD. She's just a retarded normie.
>>338851I'm not going to click play but just off the thumbnail she looks bloated and jaundiced. Bar is low for Jillian i suppose.
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>>338919I agree that rainbow shit is so dated and tacky. It's the only thing she's consistent with. It's so fucking ugly she must keep it cause she thinks she still looks like pic related at 19
>>338930Silly to wk she's been doing rainbow hair by herself for like 7 years. Of course she's gonna be decent. She's been doing unconventional colors since she's a preteen too.
It's like the cosplay shit. Yeah she's decent. Cause she's been doing it her whole adult life. Jill of all trades master of none etc.
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Worded her break announcement in the most dramatic way possible. I’m sure people will speculate anything from “her cat got sick” to “her and Stevie broke up” to “her mom died”. How hard is it to just say “hey guys I’m taking a break for a bit” without pulling out the “serious event” DID alter.
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>>339035She could have posted "Really sorry guys, no content this week. Personal stuff. Thanks"
But no, she had to write a statement and make it the most worryingly yet vague. Emotional manipulation and need for pity off the charts (as usual)
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>>339035>>339057>>339065Yeaah the wedding budgeting must be going badly. So long for years doing nothing and wasting her money on dumb shit. Its all catching up to her. Like that Dril tweet
No. 339074
>>339071Jill does not give a single shit about the US election, as evidenced in this retarded BPD attention seeking insta post
>>338270>>339070Kek I wonder if it is Stevie, as insufferable as Jill is he was downright strange in that pumpkin carving video, like it was clear he was internally grimacing and definitely fed up with her. If I was Jill and living with some porn addict scrote who clearly hates me I would kill myself honestly.
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>>339084Definitely. Her relationship with mommy dearest hasn't been the same in years. If my young "ambitious" daughter left home and came back with DID and autism, heaviest she's ever been, anxious and needing to get high, self-harming again, engaged to a troon, aged 20 years in only 2 and asking for money cause youtube is drying up… Yeah.
Jill is entitled and used to mommy fixing all her issues and meltdowns when she doesn't. Relevant pic I found this in an old kiwifarms thread from 2022. Back when she still interacted with jills shitshows
No. 339136
>>339118>>339114>>339084>>339035Full MCR concert fight with mom/Weed causes DID timeline
>>244634 September 2th 2022 Jill takes mommy to see MCR (no friends)
>>245563 September 6th she jokes about killing herself publically
>>245581 Complains about fatphobia too. (her mom liked a post about her disordered eating and losing weight too
>>252481)
>>245693 Same day suicide baits again
>>245749 Still same day, lyric "suffer all the children, and walk away a saviour"
>>248843 September 14th editing MCR vlog had clips of "someone sobbing at night" and not remembering. More guilt tripping about whatever happened and how her did is real
>>249784 and
>>249785 Sep 19th posts about pedo teacher (more guilt tripping and how her did is so real)
>>250481 Sep 21th defends using weed with DID
>>250532 Sep 22th defends using weed wth DID AGAIN
>>250613 Shows the girls tiktok (uncensored) and face to twitter followers. All cause she told her about substance abuse and DID.
>>252472 September 30th mommy likes tweet about how you shouldn't use THC with dissociation
>>252475 Same day Jill says shes so small and full of rage
So all the nonas are right, the MCR fight is most likely about DID and weed shit. Possibly mom called her fat too lol. Relationship was never the same. Weed is possibly the problem AGAIN cause she never changed.
No. 339156
>>339136So are we sure that Louise's birthday caused this
>>339035 outrage though?
No. 339179
>>339168Wait sorry for indirect spoonfeed request but Jill actually fucked his musty bunghole? Oh fuck no. That is repulsive and makes my tranny meter go off.
>>339166Ngl this is kind of sad. Yeah Jill's retarded and annoying and you couldn't pay me to be friends with her but damn, getting ignored by your own dad while he interacts with your brother must bite kek. This makes her insane sperg out about the MCR argument make a lot of sense, maybe she feels like her dad doesn't care about her and when her mom tells her off it makes her primitive BPD peabrain FREAK out and look for any way to manipulate her target into shutting the fuck up amd telling her she's right. She could ACTUALLY become a better person if she went to therapy out of a genuine want to unlearn her poor behaviors and not just for a quick munchie validation thrill. I wonder if her attention whoredom is in part because her dad might have overlooked her growing up and now. With this information she just seems to be ruining her own life to get back at the perceived slights on behalf of her parents. At her big age it's quite pathetic.
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>>339166She's beyond fail daughter nowadays. Jill got away with so much shit and still badmouths them at 26. She even shittalks the ones that aren't close
>>321037 >>321061 If the terrible neglect she lived lead to DID. Wouldn't her brother be the same or worse? Yet he's a functional adult who gets along with his family lol…
>>339179100% she's ruining her life but at this point I don't think theres coming back. Her life fully changed before and after DID faking. She can't take back all the gross accusations, lies, and manipulative shit she did to them because "My alters did it! Not Jill!!!"
"Home" must be hell to her and its her own making
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She hasn’t updated her private account with anything juicy but whatever happened must not be that serious if she’s able to reply to wicked cups as of 4 hours ago.
No. 339205
>>339184I don't think her home life is forever ruined in the sense that she's going to become estranged but it did make a big dent and now she's dealing with the consequences. Imagine having a sweet, supportive family and blowing it all out because of some weird terminally online nonsense, so sad.
Best she can do is to show them some self improvement, show them she's at least working on something, and dropping the DID and mental illness act. I think there's still time to win them back a little, but it'll be more difficult once she marries to Steven.
Jillian's mother specially seems to be a very forgiving person. Not sure about her other family members but they don't seem like bad people either. Serenity Sam was deep into addiction and with help she recovered, and she seems to be part of the family just fine… But this isn't something that happens overnight, either. I also wonder if her cousin still interacts with her at all, it's like Jillian also doesn't care about them unless it comes to presents.
It's like she wanted so hard to prove she grew up with a sad family life that she actually got what she wished for, a sad family life.
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>>339202She last updated 3 days ago and it’s mainly pony related stuff
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>>339206Not really milky but still laughable she thinks posting a picture of her smoking weed will own her haturz rather than further prove she doesn’t have DID she’s just a stoner.
No. 339211
>>339207>>339206Kek nonna this is actually hilarious. Please post more, sometimes even things like these counts.
>Need to reply to a hater like this one dayWith "hater" does she mean her own weed hating mom? KEK
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>>339179>getting ignored by your own dad while he interacts with your brother must bite kekI don't think it's serious like that. I think the reason her father posts more on her brother's social media is just because he's a more private person. Louise has no problem being on camera, but the few times we see Jill's dad you can tell he's camera-shy. I assume he knows that if he were to comment or post on Jill's pages, it'd bring him a lot more attention. I always thought that Louise, dad, and brother, got a lot closer once Jill moved off the island. It's natural that the parents will be a bit more emotionally close to their son that lives so close by compared to their daughter that lives a few hundred kilometers away. I'm pretty sure her brother has a serious girlfriend, and has started to settle down and plan for a family, so even more reason for his parents to be more active in his life. It's not like Jill and her dad hate each other, Jill's always spoken fondly of her father and has spoken a few times about all the support she's received from him and her mother. I think trying to make it seem like Jill and her dad are on mad with each other or don't have a good relationship is looking a bit too much into random unrelated things.
>>339190Sorry this is kind of a derail but who's nasty fucking gorilla arm is that in the picture??? Just some rando she retweeted? And is that supposed to be AriANA Grande on the cup? Cuz that doesn't look like her at all.
>>339207I had to look up who Rosanna Pansino was and picrel was the first result that popped up. This is who Jill is "living for." The retarded stoner that smoked her father's actual cremated ashes. Is that not insane? That's not normal behaviour, and reading it actually made me sick to my stomach. Imagine breathing little burnt particles of your fathers corpse deep into your lungs. That sounds like some kind of holocaust horror movie shit. Either way, it's funny because Jill is looking up to this woman for smoking well into her late 30s and Jill wants that for herself. The difference is that Rosanna has been making content online for years and she has a lot of successful ventures because she's a diligent hard-worker. Some stoners can do hard work and be diligent, but most end up as perma-fried losers that sit at home all day and play with toys instead of working. I think Jill really wants to be the former because she's in denial that she's really the latter.
No. 339240
>>339216I thought her mom's birthday was when she posted this thing
>>339035 two days ago
No. 339254
>>339242Nobody cares about some youtube thot anon
>>339206>pinkie pie's psychologistDamn that video really went to her head. I'm still shocked it got so many views, I guess because interest in fim is coming back.
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Not the most milky thing ever but Jillian's reposts on Bluesky are so hilarious. Peak cluster B.
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>>339035Jill loves to blow things out of proportion. I agree with both
>>339196 and
>>339201 that she merely just chose words to harvest the most sympathy and attention out of something mundane like wanting to put off doing a video/videos. If it was as
dire as she's trying to get people to believe, she would be talking about it non-stop across multiple platforms giving the play by play. Any chance she can score those sweet, sweet
oppression points, you know she wouldn't hesitate with the details. This is the same woman who put off going to get her eyes checked for years and then made a whole fiasco out of it to the point her "best friend" had to tell Jill could get on the cancellation list for a quicker appointment. Same goes for that pumpkin carving clip of her prattling off bullshit to Steve instead of cutting that part out. She's such a headache inducing broken record.
>>339254>Damn that video really went to her head. I'm still shocked it got so many views, I guess because interest in fim is coming back.I laugh at the fact her wedding announcement got so little views in comparison. That's got to sting a bit. I would like to know how many people actually watched the video in it's entirety. Also will she wear the same getup again or wear something different but still be """Pinkie inspired?"""
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I wonder why Jill privatized the emo boi account?
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>>339411>I fuck with gender shit myselfwe don't talk like that here
No. 339415
>>339411Just like how DID is a gender too according to Jillian who made herself her own special pride flag.
I don't understand how can anyone believe in that shit, gender is all about aesthetics.
No. 339455
>>339380Kek she's become so unlikeable even the genderspecials lurk now. Brilliant idea to make a video about lolcow and direct your whole audience here.
And even this shameless virtue signaling doesn't help her… What other new community does she leech off now? Nothing sticks anymore.
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>>339421I’m following it, but she hasn’t posted since march. No tweets or replies since.
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>>339463That's what I'm wondering. She tweeted that grandma rage tweet on there, picrel. Is that tweet still there? It strikes me as odd that she locked it down rather than continue to let it rot.
>>339470Berry? She hasn't done much with her since the weeb alter came into play. I miss the dumb ass tweets like unbrushing her teeth.
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>>339473My best guess, she's going to abandon those twitter accounts in favor of blue sky. Funny how 3 years ago these accounts were basically her identity. They seem pretty unimportant now.
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New theory: Louise told her to give up on trying to he e-famous and to get a normal fucking job.
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Jill has now privatized her pixieelocks tiktok account. The multipetalpixie account is still public at the moment.
No. 339659
>>339631Maybe she's finally realizing she's never going to be a popular influencer and is shutting down because she finally grew a brain.
Her locking down almost all of accounts feels like the "big scary thing" preventing her from posting videos might have actually been mama pixie being more firm with Jill. Knowing Jill she would probably want to hold the wedding on her parents land since here and Steve aren't religious so Louise probably have her an ultimatum if it were to happen.
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>>339470It's amazing how low dose antidepressants cure did! Surely psychiatrists will study this.
>>339659It is pretty weird for her to be quiet for so long, maybe something did happen.
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She posted on the community page of her youtube.
>Personal update video
>Over an hour long
No. 339678
>>339670Place your bets on what the whole thing is about, over an hour long is crazy and there has got to be a trickle of milk in there at the very least. I'm crossing my fingers that Steeb finally comes out as a tranny, too kek. Place your bets
>grandma is getting worse and doctors gave the family a death ETA>drama with the One Aunt she hates>Steve came out as a tranny and one family member disapproves so she went the "privatized blackout" bpd route>a lurking anon went the lolcow edition of King of Comedy on herCan't be assed to think of anything else, but her privating accounts and saying she has to spend time with family makes me think there's some tragic milestone going on, like grandma's health descent or something. But then the update being over an hour long is truly puzzling even though we all know this bitch loves to blab about herself. Is there anybody really itching to find out what it is or are we all firmly in the belief that she's boring and not milky at all? Personally I can't fucking wait, over an hour long is going to guarantee us quite a few retarded and disconnected Jillian moments so I can't wait to laugh tbh.
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Maybe she's just upset her mom posted about how proud she is of her brother and his youtube channel(do not post family)
No. 339702
>>339678She finally forked out for an autism diagnoses and surprise! It was never DID. She’s been autistic this whole time and we’re all such big bullies for piling on her for her disability.
It’s got to be something mental jillness related, like her DID(read: BPD) getting worse on top of dealing with real life issues like grandma and family and ptsd on top of her suspected/now diagnosed autism, and her upcoming wedding and her attempts to become relevant and start a fashion brand without knowing how to sew or doing any kind of sewing. It’s all just too much and she had to take a break to handle it all.
Hopefully it’s not actually anything serious (grandma getting old is sad but age gets everyone eventually).
No. 339708
>>339678My guesses
–home downgrade, like deciding to give up the town house because they probably raised the rent and opting for a 1 bedroom apartment instead. Or she might decide to live with her parents again.
–either a time diagnosis or lack there of, maybe she went in for an evaluation and they was like "good news no autism" but we all know that would be bad news for her
–her and Stevie deciding to call off the engagement, but still choosing to be roommates and friends
–back to the hosing thing, I remember her saying her family owns a small cottage and maybe imshes asking if she could live there for free instead.
–with the popularity of the mlp video she probably is going to decide to give up fashion content and focus on her "special interest" content instead.
No. 339711
>>339678Sure, why not. Here are my guesses:
- Mama Vessey finally had the talk with Jillybean about no longer supporting her financially. She probably did this in the nicest way possible and suggested that Jill actually utilize the degree that she (Louise) paid for. Cue meltdown.
- Jill finally got bored of the DID larp and realized that she ruined her online career and digital footprint for life. She’ll private all her accounts except YouTube and Instagram and then scrub those of all the DID content under the guise of “maintaining a professional image” for her nonexistent brand.
- Jill is preparing to announce a break from social media so she can focus on her mental and physical health, starting with finding a real therapist and a real job (wishful thinking).
No. 339729
>>339670damn her drawings always suck but this ones especially bad, those eyes lmao
>>339668>>339672yeah this tracks more than anything else in my opinion, i highly doubt anything substantial happened
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>>339698Her brother’s recent video got 22k views. Ouch that’s gotta hurt.
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>>339744Patiently waiting for summary
nonny (Jill's too annoying, I can't stomach more than a few seconds).
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>>339744JFC Jill is framing this as if its a tell all thats going to reveal a lifetime of child abuse or some shit like picrel but it's a whole nothing sandwich (come on where's sandwich) of her made-up did and autism larp. She can't even cultivate drama these days her true fans (us) are bored and over everything she does.
No. 339768
>>339744A recap of “THE TRUTH” by Pixielocks, uploaded 1 December 2024 to Youtube. 1/2 For this summary, I’ve tried to break down her video into segments that share a theme or idea. Anything that is included in quotation marks is a direct quote, but I tried to paraphrase everything else because she has a habit of losing track of her ideas and rambling. I also switched all the first person pronouns to third person pronouns to make it easier to write, but these changes are indicated by square brackets. I’m going to try to avoid going super in-depth with the summary, I just wanted to summarize it with time-stamps so that it’s easier for other anons to know what was said and when it was said instead of having to sit though an hour long video.
I tried to recap the whole thing, but honestly, I couldn't get past 30 minutes. Someone else is gonna have to recap the last 20 minutes. Her voice is just so grating and she's high as shit in the video so it's even harder to listen to her. Sorry I couldn't do the whole thing everyone, but now whoever wants to recap the last bit only has to watch 20 minutes. I also got the "body is too long" message, so I had to break this into two posts, sorry.
>0:00 - 2:59She starts the video by prefacing that she’s wanted to make this video for more than four months. Ever since she made the last video where she spoke about how she planned to stop talking about DID online. She says that her DID has been on an “if you know, you know” basis for the past year, while also admitting that she’s aware she still talks about it frequently. She pledged to herself that she’d stop sharing personal things online, but that led to a feeling that she “couldn’t share anything,” and that that has made her life much harder because she has to keep it a “secret” from her audience. She hates having to “tip-toe around” all the changes that have taken place in “herself, her system.” She emphasizes that she hates to keep secrets from her fans, but she has “really bad, physical body fear” with “avoidance PTSD symptoms” whenever she tries to sit down to make the video about it. She flashes a sheet of paper with notes written on it to the camera as proof that she’s had to really plan this video out.
>3:00 - 4:59She finally introduces the point of this video: she’s going to be talking about DID. She reminds the audience that she is “diagnosed DID,” she was diagnosed by “psychologists, and a couple other people that worked together” in 2021. After mentioning this, she immediately goes on the offensive with “if you don’t
believe DID exists, if you do not think [she] has DID, if you believe in the
conspiracy theories about [her] and [her] diagnosis” she begs us to not watch the video. She keeps her eyes closed with a broad smile on her face while saying this. She claims that she doesn’t do this “to say ‘look at [her], [she] is so different” She admits that she knows that no matter how much she prefaces this video, that the people that are “negative and horrible” will still be “negative and horrible.” She admits that it’s difficult to be “online all the time” while people are unaware of her fusions and splits.
>5:00 - 5:59She introduces the point of the video again: it’s about her DID updates. She’s giving herself “all the grace in the world” with this video, and says it’s okay if she has to film this video over two days, or if another alter has to film this video for her. She’s repeated herself so much already at this point, like she says something, and then less than 20 seconds later she says the same thing again. I think she’s really high and can’t keep track of her thoughts.
>6:00 - 10:00“I think I just have to say this - I just have to say it - Jerrick fused” she exclaims with the biggest smile, she reminds the audience that Jerrick was her “most prominent other part, he was co-host, he had lived the most amount of life other than [her].” He held “huge traumas,” and he was the part of her that was the “closest with [her].” This segment feels like it’s a eulogy. He started fusing in October 2023, but it happened gradually. She reminds us that Jerrick was “constantly by [her] side,” while glancing down at her single page of notes, and wonders aloud if anybody “realized he fused,” since he wasn’t online at all. Perhaps this was a sly reference to all of us farmers, but she seems angry that more of her fans didn’t talk about Jerrick’s social media absence. She bows her head down and reminds us that she doesn’t “zone out like this when [she]’s talking about ponies - because talking about ponies is easy, and talking about this is hard” with her voice shaking. She then pulls out her phone to read directly from her notes app. She makes a point to re-iterate that the audience shouldn’t wonder if she’s reading from a script, since she’s spent a year writing her thoughts down on pieces of paper, or recording voice memos, because apparently this is all she can think about during the nights. It’s hard for her to keep track: “especially with DID and different parts activity” because “the combination of guys that I am now, which is mostly Pixie, and [she] thinks a little bit of a couple of other guys, is different than the combination of guys [she] maybe was a few days ago.”
>10:01 - 11:15For this segment, she begins reading from her notes app. The speech is relating to Jerrick and his fusion. Within 10 seconds she is fake crying, while smiling widely. If you aren’t gonna watch the video, at least watch this segment to hear about Jerrick and see her try to look emotional.
>11:16 - 13:15Her eyes are a little moist, but still no tears have fallen. She is mourning Jerick because he was “like a brother, like a roommate” to her. She panders to the DID fandom by explaining that when alters fuse, they don’t die, because alters never die apparently. Since Jerrick has fused, she’s felt “healthier, more cohesive, more comfortable, and less reactive.” She claim’s she’s done “a tonne of therapy” because of Jerrick. Interestingly, she claims that Jerrick was “out all the time” and “having BPD reactions” all the time, and that’s why he was discussed in therapy.
>13:16 - 14:35Jill says that that Jerrick fused because: he got “it” out of his system, a tonne of therapy, and being able to live life “as himself.” She noticed during stressful events, Jerrick was absent, i.e., during stressful events she was not reacting in ways that were indicative of Jerrick’s “unhealthy coping mechanisms.” She says that she “knows that [she] doesn’t owe every detail of [her] life to the Internet.”
>14:36 - 16:25Out of nowhere, the video cuts to Jill screaming “OH YAY,” and then Jill admits that the main reason she wanted to make this video is because she “split another alter named Seb - [she] split another alter named Seb,” and that it’s difficult for her to keep this a secret and she struggles with understanding why it should be kept secret. She invites her viewers to notice how “relaxed [she is] after getting that off [her] chest.” She tells us that the new alter split in October 2023, and that Seb is “really happy living a private life with just close friends and a handful of Twitter friends.” Seb, short for Sebastian, “doesn’t want to be part of the whole Pixielocks thing,” but he still remains an active part of her life. Seb split to help Jill avoid self-harm; she smiles when she says self-harm, and confesses to her audience that it’s awesome that she’s only self-harmed “once” this year.
>16:26 - 19:15Jill reminds us that self-harm is “Jerrick’s most, you know, long-running struggles.” Jill contradicts her earlier claim that she only self-harmed once this year at 17:14, saying that there she self-harmed “a couple times” before Jerrick fully fused but after Seb had split. She drops the private Twitter profile of Seb, which is @theworldwideseb. She says that Seb can check the video before she releases it to make sure that she’s saying everything correctly. This segment gets very confusing because she’s talking about Seb like he’s a real person. Jill reminds the audience that she deals with “a lot of internalized ableism” within herself due to the internet, and especially because of “the institution of people that work with dissociative disorders that are horrible to people with them for some reason - instilling shame, and bizarre horrible feelings.” She struggles with feeling shame because she believes that having more alters is a shameful thing, but reiterate that she is “so objectively better, as it is now, as [she] is now.”
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>>339768A recap of “THE TRUTH” by Pixielocks, uploaded 1 December 2024 to Youtube. 2/2 This is a continuation of the previous post. Again, I only recapped the first 30 minutes of the hour long video, so someone else will have to recap the rest. Sorry again.
>19:16 - 24:40She goes on a rant about how the internet is making her healing “worse” because people “come at [her] and try to fill [her] mind with all of this bullshit” and that makes her “worse.” She claims that people who say that those with DID are mentally ill and deluded are the ones that hurt her the most. She reminds us that the healthiest thing for people with DID to do is to listen to their brains and to continue in their delusions, and especially not to “listen to health professionals” that don’t align with this idea. She reminds us that Seb is a “sensitive white boy.” She describes Seb as an “aged-up Jerrick and an aged-down Cliffe.” Jerrick was “a version of Seb - where he used to be.” She is struggling to explain her thought process. She thinks that it’s good that “overall, [she]’s starting to feel more her actual age.” She says that Seb is 26, just like her. The age thing is a big deal to her. It seems like Jill is having a very obvious quarter-life crisis In a more honest moment, she shares with us that “[she] [doesn’t] think it’s normal the amount that [her] heart, sometimes [she] can feel it aching, for times of [her] life that have passed” and that she wants more than anything to be a teenager living in her parent’s basement again. She is “constantly imagining the people that don’t take [her] serious.”
>24:41 - 27:18She reminds the audience that “[she is] a person! [She is] a person that lives! [She is] a person that rides the bus, goes to school, goes to work, and pays taxes, and lives!” (Note: she has not been in school for years and she hasn’t had a job in years). Her DID is “not a TikTok trend, not a costume, and not an act.” She’s frustrated that so many people don’t know about DID, while struggling to find the “smart word” for unknown. She chalks up the hate she receives to people that expect her to be raw and unfiltered 24/7, comparing it to “setting up a ring camera in [her] bedroom watching [her] while she sleeps.” She seems to believe people want to see videos of her having breakdowns, and gets visibly angry when mentioning that people want to see her diagnosis paper. There’s an interesting slip at 26:27 when she’s about to say “arguing with [her] family” but immediately cuts herself off after voicing the first syllable of family for whatever reason.
>27:19 - 31:00She looks into the camera and says that she “doesn’t regret any of [her] past content.” She admits that she looks back on it and cringes. Although she was “honest with every single word [she] spoke,” she was naive as to how people would react to her DID content. She continues to complain about the “standard” of documenting DID, and reminds the viewer that people that are “probably autistic” like her are more likely to be misunderstood. She says that one of her biggest personal struggles is being misunderstood. She’s still under the impression that the problem people have with her is because of how polished and refined her DID videos were, not the fact that she is faking it. She makes a big at 29:40: [She has] has never lied. [She has] never exaggerated.” She relays to use that in the beginning of the DID era, there was a lot of “fear, nervousness, uncertainty, confusion, and panic” inside of her. She considers a lot, but not all, of her content to be art.
>31:01 - She readily admits that in the past she was “trying to fit the mold and the form of a DID content creator,” and she wonders aloud if that’s why people were so hesitant to believe her diagnosis. She reminds us that “this shit is so fucking scary” and that’s why she formatted her videos in the way that she did. A pop-up flashes on screen reminding us that 2023 Jillian was “cut off from the true grief and horror.” Another pop-up appears, explaining that she found comfort in “hyperfixat[ing] on DID content.”
No. 339774
>>339768Thank you nona! So she killed off the trans alter Jerrick huh
Or is the new alter Seb also trans? Maybe she wanted to have an excuse for why she never got top surgery or anything trans done for Jerrick's sake, or was afraid larping as trans would bite her in the ass in the end kek
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>>339760im not recap anon, but spit my drink out laughing at her jerrick eulogy, so i had to transcribe for the thread:
>"Jerrick was one of our most active and leading members I guess you could say. He split at 12 from a horrible abusive situation and has been like the other side of my coin ever since. Over a decade of sharing this life with him he has lived so much of our life, had friendships, relationships, played gigs with our band in high school and gigs as a drag performer as an adult. There is no other alter of ours that has been more prominent or intent on living as much life as possible.">jill begins tearing up >"He really desperately needed to be seen, heard, and recognized as himself. This runs parallel to a ton of the abusive dynamics that went on. He had no voice, was controlled by an abuser with no way out. He would try and try to explain his pain but the abuse went on because it didn't matter. That burning urge to be heard, understood, never left him long after it was no longer needed. We are seen, we are heard, and now he feels seen, and HE feels heard.">jills voice cracks and cries she continues to read >"After having the opportunity to really take hold of a slice of our life for himself these past few years, he has voiced this a number of times.">[jill veers off to say 'he' is recorded on a clip admitting wanting to fuse. her eyes are red and teary. says fusing means healing but also feels like mourning. says alters cannot die, said she did a 'ton' of therapy and it just so happened to focus on jerrick since he had BPD symptoms. curious.]>"Bro just go so therapized, guess he fuckin' got slurped up. Anyway.">"[he got] it out of his system, a TON of therapy, and being able to live life as himself. we noticed he wasnt fronting as much for a while, especially during stressful situations where he always would have been out before, in the fall of last year (fall 2023). We realized we were coping with life consistently with other parts that were less reactive that didn't have some of jerr's unhealthy coping mechanisms."thats basically the end of jerr's eulogy. what's hilarious to me was the "we are seen, we are heard." could you make your narcissism more blatant, jill? you're so unbelievably self-obsessed with being perceived and making it about you.
No. 339781
>>339769Bless you
nonnie. I'm currently working on a recap picking up where you left off.
No. 339783
>>339744"ME me me me me me me me" "I I I I I I I I" "Me me me me me me me me me me me me me."
59 mother fucking minutes.
No. 339799
>when emo trended on tiktok, I realized I have an emo alter ego.
>now that the dopamine from that died down, I realized I don’t have an emo alter ego.
>also he has anorexia, which is something I would never want because I’m so body positive.
>now that I got on uppers that made me lose the weight I gained and I’m just chubby again instead of all out fat, I magically lost my anorexia alter. Also, I actually hated my weight and appearance the whole time as me and not just as my anorexic alter ego and was lying about the dichotomy.
>he HATES my boyfriend!
>uhh actually now that I’m riding the high of getting the ring I anxiously wanted, I don’t chimp out at my boyfriend.
>he holds all my BPD.
>now that I want to excuse everything I do with autism instead of BPD, he transformed into a more mentally well adjusted adult.
>he’s trans and I also have a gay drag queen OC.
>now that my pandemic transtrending is evening out and I’m not in a huge wannabe drag race BPD identity phase, they “fused.”
>all of this was heavily influenced by me wanting to relive my teen years, which is totally because of my TRAUMA and self diagnosed autistic sensitivity, and not because I’m a failure to launch stoner who was hyped up too much as a kid and thought I could effortlessly rule the world, then had to actually go do things and gave up.
She’s such an idiot. Once again it’s so transparent how she latched onto the DID framework as a way to go self-absorbed munchie about normal lame human experiences.
